CHAPTER VII

ON A MISSION FOR KOSSUTH

The arrival, in December, 1851, of Kossuth, the Hungarian patriot, on

his mission for the redemption of Hungary, set all America in a flame

of shallow enthusiasm, and I went to hear his appeals. What he asked

for was money to arm his country, to renew the struggle with the

House of Hapsburg. His eloquence carried away all deliberation in the

Northern States, and even shook the government at Washington; but, in

the end, the only practical result was his gain of the dollars which

the hearers paid to hear him speak, and which no one regretted who

heard him, for such oratory no one in the country ever had heard, even

from men to whom the English language was native. Before making his

discourse in any town, he took the pains to find out something of the

local history, and thus touched the patriotism of his audience in the

parish bounds, and the past glories of America were revived in terms

of a new and strange flattery. We were like the Athenians after

hearing the Philippics of Demosthenes,--all ready to march against

the Austrian. Before he left New York I had volunteered to fight or

conspire, or take any part in the struggle which might fall to me. I

kept my counsel from my family, and when Kossuth went on his westward

tour it was settled that, on or after his return to Europe, I was to

follow.

His tour of the Northern States was a triumph that caused him to

entertain hopes which a man of more sobriety and common-sense would

not have conceived. Against the indifference to liberty and the

selfishness of the slave States, his flood of eloquence broke in vain.

He knew that the North contained most of the capital and energy of

America, and he supposed that they ruled, and was late in learning

that the South ruled us. At Washington he came into contact with the

statesmanship and the demagogy of the republic, and, while the

former gave him a magnificent reception, the latter quietly and

undemonstratively quenched his hopes. The South had no sympathy with

Hungarian or any other liberty, and we felt the chill fall on Kossuth

and his eloquence. But, for the politicians, there was something to

be made out of him and the naturalized voters, mainly republicans and

refugees from the various revolutions which had failed in Europe; so

he was not denied the expectation of some private assistance, though

the hope that the United States should openly declare Hungary a

belligerent, and thus give its moral weight to Kossuth, the recognized

governor, was soon seen to be an idle and fallacious one. "Something

might be done," said the politicians. So Kossuth waited.

A presidential election was near, and negotiations were initiated

between Kossuth and the party leaders for his influence on the foreign

vote, and, pending these, he could decide nothing as to his future

movements. I was in the habit of going to see him at night, and

sometimes waited for the departure of the committees of the

politicians who were in discussion with him. One night, when I went

in, I found him in a state of nauseated irritation, and he broke out,

saying, "Mr. Stillman, if your country does not get rid of these

politicians it will be ruined in fifty years." He had just received a

Democratic committee, which had formally promised him, in return for

the influence he might exert in favor of their candidate, two ships of

war ready for service, and a sum of money, the exact amount of which

I cannot now remember, but I think it was half a million dollars.

Naturally he did not tell me if he had closed with the proposition,

but the making of it by the committee was a revelation as to the

purity of American politics which he fully understood. This committee

had presented itself with the authority of Franklin Pierce, Democratic

candidate for the presidency.

The scheme in which he at first proposed to utilize my services was

the formation of a deposit of arms and materials of war at a point in

the Mediterranean from which he could descend promptly on the coast of

Croatia, and this indicated that the two men-of-war of the committee

entered into his plans. The desired point he found in the little

island of Galita, south of Sardinia, unoccupied and apparently

unclaimed by any power, but on which, he told me, the flag of the

United States had been hoisted some years before by one of our

cruisers; evidently as a joke on the part of some of our sailors.

I was to visit it and report on its fitness for his purpose; but

negotiations dragged, or there was some hitch, nothing was concluded

until Kossuth's departure for Europe became necessary, and Pulzsky,

his _alter ego_, was given full instructions concerning me. I was to

follow when affairs were in a certain state of readiness; and, in

fact, after a few weeks, I was summoned to London. I received from

Pulzsky the clue to Kossuth's quarters, in a quiet street, Bayswater

way, if I remember rightly, to which I was to go only late at night,

and by some roundabout road, as the Austrian spies were always

watching him.

I had a letter to a Madam Schmidt, a German refugee, and an advanced

republican, at whose house I used to meet a little assembly of

refugees,--German, French, Russian, etc. Every Sunday night we used to

meet and discuss the politics of Europe. Of my friends of this circle

I remember only one,--a Mr. Norich, a young Russian, with whom I

contracted a close friendship, never since renewed. Nothing more was

said of the Galita plan, which seems to have depended on the success

of the political negotiations with the Americans, and it was finally

decided that I should go to Milan and carry the proclamations which

Kossuth was to issue to the Hungarian soldiers of the Italian garrison

there, ordering them, in case of any revolt, not to fire on insurgent

Italians. This was in prevision of the insurrection which Mazzini had

determined for the spring of 1853, and with regard to which there were

grave dissensions between the two chiefs. Kossuth was not ready

for the Hungarian rising, and refused to order it till there was

a prospect of success, while Mazzini believed that, even if

unsuccessful, the rising was necessary to keep his influence on the

Italian population, which was already shaken. Kossuth said to me that

he disapproved Mazzini's plans, for he refused "to play with the blood

of the nations;" but, if Mazzini persisted, he would give the order to

the Hungarian troops not to fire on the people if any rising should

take place; more than that he could not do.

Pending the ripening of Mazzini's scheme I waited in London, at the

orders of Kossuth, but before the moment came for my undertaking this

mission a new one became urgent. When the Hungarian insurrection of

1848-49 had become evidently a failure, and Kossuth was about to

escape into Turkey, he decided to conceal, in some place secure from

Austrian discovery, the crown jewels, including the crown of St.

Stephen, which was considered by the Hungarian people as necessary to

the lawful coronation of their king, and with which Francis Joseph

had not been crowned; and he and Bartholomew Szemere, one of his

colleagues in the ministry--employing for their operations a

detachment of prisoners, who were shot after the concealment was

complete--buried the jewels at some point down the Danube. Having

received information that Szemere, who was then opposed to Kossuth,

was about to disclose their hiding-place to the Austrian government,

Kossuth determined to remove them, and organized an expedition to this

end, of which I was to become the apparent head. The description of

the hiding-place was written in a most complicated cipher dispatch,

the key to which was contained in a stanza of a song known to

Kossuth's correspondent in Pesth. Each letter in the dispatch was

represented by a fraction, of which the numerator was the number of

the letter in one of the lines of the song, and the denominator the

number of the line. This dispatch was then written in four parts; the

first, fifth, ninth, etc., letters being put in the first part;

the second, sixth, tenth, etc., in the second; the third, seventh,

eleventh, etc., in the third; the fourth, eighth, twelfth, etc., in

the fourth, and so on to the end. Of these parts of the dispatch,

written on the finest paper, I had charge of two; one for myself, and

one for a person indicated at Pesth, and the other two were to go by

way of Constantinople, one for the confederate who carried it and one

for the correspondent who had the song-key. We were to meet and spell

out the directions and go to the hiding-place, and, when the jewels

were recovered, they were to be hidden in a box of a conserve for

which that vicinity was noted, and then carried to Constantinople,

from which point I was to take charge of them and deliver them in

Boston to Dr. S.G. Howe, the well-known Philhellene.

I folded my portion of these dispatches small, wrapped them in thin

gutta-percha, and, going to the most obscure shoemaker in the part of

London which I knew, had the heel of one of my boots excavated and

the packet deposited in the hole and covered over again by a stout

heel-tap. My orders were to take at least six weeks for the journey,

to go by a roundabout route, and travel as if for pleasure. From

the Austrian territory I was to write to Kossuth all the political

information I could collect, the messages being conveyed in a

cryptograph in which the form of the letter was to be that of a

correspondence between lovers. The words composing the message were to

be written on spaces left in a mask of which each had a copy, and the

spaces between the words then filled up so that the letter would carry

some meaning when read as a whole. Love-letters were supposed to give

most room for nonsense. Knowing very little French, I bought a pocket

dictionary and a copy of Racine, and, during a ten days' stay in

Paris, by diligent use of the former in all my transactions, I picked

up enough for the needs of travel, and, spending all my leisure over

the latter, I was, before my mission was over, able to converse with

considerable fluency and knew my Racine thoroughly.

From Paris I made the journey to Brussels in the company of an

American gentleman, Mr. Coxe, of Alabama, traveling with his wife and

daughter. At Brussels I made, through the Coxes, the acquaintance

of M. Le Hardy de Beaulieu, the leader of a section of the Belgian

Liberals, whose father had held a command in the Belgian contingent at

Waterloo. My acquaintance with M. Le Hardy lasted many years, he being

much interested in America, and having, with his brother, founded

a Belgian colony in Alabama. The ancestral estate of the Le Hardys

included part of the field of Waterloo, and we visited it in company

with M. Le Hardy, who pointed out the trenches made by the heavy

artillery of Napoleon still distinguishable on the surface of the

fields in spite of the subsequent ploughings. I suppose that his

familiarity with the fields from his boyhood gives authority to his

assurance that the depressions we saw were the effect of the ploughing

of the guns in the wet, soft earth, and did not exist in the natural

lay of the land, and the incident brought one very near to the great

struggle which fixed for long the position of England in European

politics. M. Le Hardy had been, like his father before him, urged to

resume the title of nobility which the father had renounced in the

warmth of the republican movement prior to the Empire, having burned

the patent in the square at Brussels; but, like the father, he had

always refused. He was a consistent and, as he would now be classed, a

moderate republican.

Visiting Dusseldorf for the sake of the school of art there, I seemed

to go into the Middle Ages. We landed from the Rhine steamer in the

night, finding the streets deserted even by the police, and dimly

lighted by oil lamps hung across them at wide intervals, and I

wandered a long time at random with my valise in hand, searching for a

hotel, and not meeting a living person to ask guidance of. I blundered

at length on a little inn in whose drinking-room still burned a light,

and in which I found a night's lodging. Such a primitive state of

civilization was to me, fresh from Paris and Brussels, romantic. At

Berlin I made the acquaintance of Varnhagen von Ense, through a letter

of introduction from Frau Schmidt, my republican refugee friend of

London. He treated me with great consideration, and promised me a

winter of brilliant social life if I would stay at Berlin. The chief

inducement offered was the acquaintance of Humboldt, then absent from

the city. Of Varnhagen von Ense I retain the most delightful memory.

I found him courteous, genial, and hospitable, with a large-minded

outlook on politics and a great interest in America. I saw also the

new museum, with Kaulbach at work on his frescoes, and, going by

Dresden, reached Prague, where I began my political reports to

Kossuth.

Arriving at Vienna, I was beforehand with the famous police, which I

found not to merit its reputation for sharpness, and went at once,

after establishing myself at the hotel, and before my name was

reported to the authorities and a spy put on me, to the address of a

republican, known to Kossuth, and to whom I was directed to apply for

the identification of some Hungarian resident in the city on whom

Kossuth could depend to reëstablish communication with the Viennese

malcontents, broken by a misadventure of his former agent. This

adventure Kossuth recounted to me, I suppose to keep up my courage in

the perilous business he was sending me on. One of his agents had

been sent on a round tour with instructions for certain officers or

soldiers, and, having been detected in communication with the barracks

and arrested, a memorandum book was found on him in which, amongst

many addresses of persons to whom he had no mission, those to which

he was directed were interspersed. All were arrested, among them the

Vienna agent, who, ignorant of the reason of his arrest, suspecting

treachery, and fearing the disclosures that might be extorted from him

by torture, rolled himself in his bedclothes and set fire to them with

his candle, the only means of suicide left him. When he felt that the

burning was fatal he made an alarm and bade the attendant call the

council of war, which immediately met in his cell. He then avowed his

complicity in treasonable plans, and, assuring them that nothing more

could be extorted from him by any torture they might inflict, that his

chief would soon come and make all things right, and that there were

thousands more as ready to die as he, he refused to say any more and

died in silence.

My business was to find a man to take this agent's place. The

individual to whom I was sent was a ribbon manufacturer on one of the

main streets, and, pretending a desire to visit his weaving rooms, we

went to the manufactory in the upper stories, and then I disclosed,

with no preamble, my mission. The good man was in ecstasies, and to

show his joy invited me down into his living apartments and introduced

me to his wife, daughters, and the lover of one of his daughters, as a

messenger from Kossuth! If my hair did not rise on end, I am certain

that at no crisis of my life could it ever have done so. During my ten

days' stay in Vienna and the four weeks I afterward passed in Pesth, I

never lost a nervous apprehension of the consequences of this singular

imprudence, for I was in the enemy's country, on business the

slightest suspicion of which meant an obscure prison and complete

disappearance from any friend. With cipher dispatches on my person in

the handwriting of Kossuth, well known to all the authorities, and

with my secret in the possession of five women and two men, the

uneasiness I felt for the first two or three days can better be

imagined than expressed. I did nothing all day long but walk the

streets, drink coffee, and smoke cigars with constant apprehension of

an arrest.

But I did not neglect my business. I found a Hungarian whose name

Kossuth had given me as the alternative probable medium of the renewed

relations with Vienna, but he not only refused to have any relations

with the late dictator, but strongly warned me of the possible

consequences to myself of the mission I was on, and made me see very

clearly that Kossuth overrated his influence on the Hungarians after

the _débâcle_, for which he was largely responsible. But it never

occurred to me that it was possible to withdraw or do less than obey

my instructions. I reported to Kossuth that the only person I could

find who was willing to assume the responsibility of entering into

relations with him was the ribbon-maker, and then, having acquired

the confidence of the American consul, who was a zealous agent of the

imperial government, and got his visé for Hungary, I made my way to

Pesth.

Once on the scene of my real labors, I discovered how incompetent a

conspirator Kossuth was. He had given me the name of his correspondent

in Pesth and his residence, in the Karolyisches Haus, as if that were

his ordinary residence, without warning me, though he knew it, that he

was really in hiding from the police, and probably only to be reached

with precaution and indirectly. Adopting the same tactics as in

Vienna, and not to attract attention by inquiries, I went at once in

a cab to the house. The porter, of course, in reply to my inquiries,

being in hearing of the cab-driver, who was probably a spy, denied any

knowledge of such a person. I drove back to the hotel, and then went

on foot alone and asked again for the individual, but got the same

reply, this time angrily delivered. Utterly at a loss what to do, I

wrote at once to Kossuth that the person wanted was not at the address

indicated. Instead of writing to him to find me and giving him

my address, Kossuth only reiterated through the post the former

instructions. I repeated the denial, and then waited. In conversation

with the hotel people I inquired as fully as was possible without

exciting suspicion, about persons of liberal tendencies and such as I

conceived that I might make use of, and studied the position as best I

could. Pending this study I was summoned to the police headquarters to

give an account of myself. This I did in a manner which must have been

satisfactory, as they found that I knew little German and was a very

stupid and unpractical individual, which I must have really been, to

find myself there. I accounted for myself as a landscape painter on

his travels, and as I knew nobody and made no acquaintances they

dismissed all suspicion of me, our consul's assurance no doubt

covering all doubts, and I waited still. But after a few days more

a convenient attack of illness gave me a pretext for calling a

physician, and I chose Dr. Orzovensky, who I had learned had been

chief of the medical staff under the revolutionary authorities.

Through him I made such inquiries as were possible about the people to

whom I was sent, and then for the first time discovered that they were

all under accusation as conspirators and searched for by the police,

and of this I had no warning from Kossuth.

But in all this wandering my boot-heel was wearing away, and it was a

question of wearing into the packet of dispatches, or putting them in

a place of security. I accordingly dug them out, and, hiding them in

a convenient corner of the cupboard in my room, where they must

soon have been discovered in case of a domiciliary visit, took the

excavated boots out to throw them into the river, choosing the

earliest darkness of the rainy evening of the same day. I knew that

if the bootblack saw the excavated heel he would in all probability

report the fact, and my arrest would follow. In my ignorance of the

fact that the city was under martial law, and that without a pass no

one could be in the streets after 8 P.M., I had waited till 9 to be

screened by the darkness, and then, walking down the river on the

dike, I slipped down to the water's edge by the path, and gently

tossed the boots into the rapid current. Seeing the dangerous articles

float away into the dark, I turned to go up the dike to the road

running along the top of it, when, to my dismay, I heard a sentinel

directly across the road challenge, saw the officer of the guard

coming on his rounds, and heard his reply to the challenge. I hurried

down the bank, hoping that I had not attracted attention, but feeling

that in the contrary case I was in most imminent danger of arrest, and

the thought of the dispatches left where they must be found in case of

suspicion gave me a moment's anxiety. I hurried back along the water's

edge till I judged that I was out of sight from the post, and then

walked up on the dike and towards the hotel.

It was very dark and raining slightly, but as I came within the circle

of light of one of the street lamps the vigilant eye of the officer of

the guard caught me, and he hailed, "Who goes there?" I did not reply,

but, acting as if I did not hear, hurried to get directly under the

lamp which was near, with a feeling that if the officer saw me there

he would see that I was what I pretended to be, a stranger, and also

with a feeling that I was safer at a distance if the challenge were

followed by a bullet. Under the lamp I stopped for the officer to come

up. I was not really frightened, but I cannot deny that I felt very

nervous, as he came up, and, in an inquisitorial tone, asked, "What

are you doing here?" I replied in German which was certainly comical

and not a little shaky, for it was a fragmentary remembrance of the

German read in my early college course, and never since revived, that

"I was doing nothing--that I was a strangers" (ich bin ein Fremden),

and had come out to see the effects on the river, pointing to the

glimmering lights; but, fortunately, my German was so funny that he

burst out laughing, and after a "sehr schön, sehr schön," as I had

said "strangers" in the plural, he replied, "When you are a strangers

you must stay in the house," and gave me friendly directions as to

how to get back to my hotel without falling in with the police, "who

wouldn't let you off as I have." I was fortunate enough to arrive

without any further notice. The officers of the army hated to do

police service, and my inquisitor was no doubt glad not to pass me

into the custody of the police. I have always wished to know the name

of my protector, for such he was.

I remained in Pesth over a month, exciting an increasing attention and

being unable to account for a further delay, as I was doing nothing,

not even sketching, which, in the vicinity of a fortress, would have

been the surest way of inviting arrest. I profited by the acquaintance

of Dr. Orzovensky's family to pass the time agreeably, and, finally,

being unable to extort by post further instructions from Kossuth, or

explanations in reply to two urgent letters describing the position I

was in, and being unable to give any reason for a longer stay, or to

find the people I was sent to, I determined to go back to London and

start again with fuller oral instructions and a better understanding

of the difficulties. I went to Orzovensky and frankly told him my

errand, and asked him if I might leave the dispatches in some place

known to him, so that he could indicate to some other person, should

my mission be taken up by another, where they were to be found. He

burst out on me with violence, accusing me of endangering his family

as well as himself, and assuring me that if the slightest suspicion of

my mission should transpire they would all be thrown into prison,

and he be ruined, refusing to have anything to do or say about the

dispatches, and breaking off all communications with me on the spot.

I had not, up to that moment, felt any _real_ fright, though, when I

stood under the scrutiny of the officer on the dike, I must confess I

felt extremely nervous; but Orzovensky's violence, and his own panic

at the thought of having harbored treason so long, making me fear that

his anxiety to escape all suspicion might compel him to denounce me,

gave me a _mauvais quart d'heure_. I was instantaneously in an awful

funk, and I had a practical demonstration of the "_vox haesit in

faucibus_," for I was unable to reply to the good doctor in anything

but the faintest whisper, and my tongue clattered in my mouth, as dry

as a stick, in an instant. I threw the dispatches in the sink and took

the next train for Vienna, undisturbed by the train running off the

track in the night, in the greater anxiety of my position, and, after

making at the station of Vienna only a hasty lunch on a boiled sausage

and a roll, continued my journey by express until I was out of the

Austrian dominions, and stopped to sleep at Frankfort. My panic was

as unreasonable as my security had been, for there was no reason to

believe that Dr. Orzovensky would warn the authorities, or that I

could not have carried the dispatches back to Kossuth in safety. My

habitual courage was not the courage of one who realizes his danger

and faces it coolly, but that of constitutional inability to realize

what the danger is, however clearly it may be shown to him. As a habit

the realization of my danger only came to me when the danger itself

had gone by, and then I was frightened.

Arrived at London, I went to report to Kossuth, expecting a scene and

reproaches, when I was prepared to show him that the failure of the

mission was due to his having neglected to inform me that I was going

to a man wanted by the police, and in close hiding, so that my failure

to find him was probably due to the openness with which I made my

approaches, and to his not having then informed his correspondent that

I was on the ground expecting to see him, and that he must look out

for me. But he only exclaimed, with a tone of regret, "Three months

lost!" yet there was, probably, a reciprocal disapproval of our

methods of carrying on a conspiracy; for, while he was most gravely

disappointed at getting no result from his work and expenditure, no

doubt owing largely to my incompetence for that kind of service, I was

equally dissatisfied at being sent on an expedition which put my

life in imminent danger, with the minor perils of torture and long

imprisonment, provided with information utterly insufficient and

needlessly incomplete for the mission confided to me.

If Kossuth had cautioned me that his correspondent was in hiding and

wanted by the police, I should not have committed the grave error of

going openly to find him, and under the eye of a cabman, who would

probably report to the police my act. Had he even after that informed

his correspondent where I could be found and who I was (which was

perfectly practicable, for he told me himself that he had received

letters from the correspondent during my stay at Pesth), there could

have been communication at once. Kossuth said that I ought to have

sought out the friends at the Tiger café, where they were in the habit

of meeting publicly, though he knew that the city was swarming with

spies, and that the state of siege existed (and of this, even, he did

not warn me), and that my chief difficulty was to avoid being brought

into contact with suspected Hungarians; nor did he recollect that he

had given precise instructions to avoid anything which might lead any

one to suppose that I was more than an objectless traveler. I was most

reasonably disgusted with having my life exposed in this careless way,

and he, perhaps, as reasonably so with my want of resource, and the

result was that he decided not to employ me again in such work, and I

decided to wait for active insurrectionary movements, in which I could

take my place. As it happened, however, the Austrian government had

recovered the crown jewels; some one in the secret--Kossuth said

Szemere--having learned that Kossuth was sending an expedition to

recover them, and, from jealousy of him, disclosed the hiding-place.

Kossuth's practical incapacity for the minutiae of conspiracy in this

case was, I judged from what I afterward learned of his compatriots,

characteristic of him. He continually neglected the details of

important affairs, working by magnificent inspirations, which left out

of consideration the defects of human nature. His self-exaltation had

offended many patriots who did not fall under his personal magnetism,

and his assumption of authority in military matters where he had no

knowledge to justify it, alienated the competent officers. The treason

of Görgey, as it was popularly considered, was probably due to the

perception that Kossuth was an impracticable head for an active

revolution, under whose dictature there was no hope of final success

while he at the same time refused to abandon his impracticable

ideals; and I heard from actual participants that there was great

dissatisfaction amongst the officers with his assumption of dignity,

out of place, and of command, for which he was incompetent. The fact

was that he could not distinguish between the practicable and the

impracticable, and though not so visionary as Mazzini, he believed

that his power of arousing the wild enthusiasm of the Honveds and

masses of Hungarians, due to his marvelous eloquence, was enough to

carry on war with, and he would not see that, from the moment that

Russia intervened, it was only a question of time when and how the

insurrection should end. Then his treatment of the Slavonic element of

the population was fatal to the movement. The Serbs only asked to be

admitted on an equal footing with the Magyars to the struggle against

the centralizing tendency of the German element at Vienna, and

Kossuth contemptuously exclaimed, in response to their demand, "These

Rascians, who consider themselves a nation and are only a band of

robbers," etc.,--a reply hardly calculated to conciliate--one which in

fact threw the Slavonic population against the movement and made the

Russian intervention inevitable. Kossuth, like Mazzini, was simply an

insurrectionary force--the administrative power existed only in great

and imposing schemes which lacked adaptation to ordinary human nature

and existing circumstances. The personal fascination of the man was

beyond anything I have ever known, but his failure as the chief of a

state was, I believe, inevitable.

I took my congé as secret agent, but it was understood that when the

renewal of the revolt from Austria, to which he looked forward at no

distant time, was at hand, I should take the place to which I had

looked forward in the beginning. I saw one of Kossuth's associates

subsequently, after the failure of Mazzini's Milan movement in the

spring of 1853; and he then told me of the failure, and how the

Hungarian soldiers, as had been ordered, refused to fire on the

insurgents and had been decimated and sent to Croatia. More than

thirty years after, I went to see Kossuth at Turin, and introduced

myself as the young man who went to Hungary for him to carry off the

crown jewels. He burst out with an impetuous denial of the existence

of the expedition. "But," said I, "I have your letters written to

me in Pesth." "I should like to see those letters," he replied. I

promised to send them, conditionally on his promise to return them;

but thinking it over, I sent him only one, inclosed in a stamped

envelope directed to myself, with a letter recalling the promise to

send it back. I never heard from him again, however, and saw that he

only wanted to get the letters to suppress their evidence.

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