perplexed and thoughtful. Then gradually the dreadful nature of his
father’s accusing words seemed to become more clear to him; and he
cried, with a fierce start and a swarthy flush: “But whoever told you
that I harboured the design that it whitens your lip to hint at, lied,
and foully. Harkye, sir, many years ago Gabrielle had made acquaintance
with Darrell, under another name, as Matilda’s friend (long story
now--not worth telling); he had never, I believe, discovered the
imposture. Just at the time you refer to, I heard that Darrell had been
to France, inquiring himself into facts connected with my former story,
that Matilda’s child was dead. That very inquiry seemed to show that he
had not been so incredulous of my assertions of Sophy’s claims on him
as he had affected to be when I urged them. He then went on into Italy.
Talking this over with Gabrielle, she suggested that, if the child could
be got into her possession, she would go with her in search of Darrell,
resuming the name in which she had before known him--resuming the title
and privilege of Matilda’s friend. In that character he might listen to
her, when he would not to me. She might confirm my statement--melt his
heart--coax him into terms. She was the cleverest creature! I should
have sold Sophy, it is true. For what? A provision to place me above
want and crime. Sold her to whom? To the man who would see in her his
daughter’s child, rear her to inherit his wealth--guard her as his own
honour. What! was this the design that so shocks you? _Basta, Basta!_
Again, I say, Enough. I never thought I should be so soft as to mutter
excuses for what I have done. And if I do so now, the words seem forced
from me against my will-forced from me, as if in seeing you I was again
but a wild, lawless, wilful boy, who grieved to see you saddened by his
faults, though he forgot his grief the moment you were out of sight.”
“Oh, Jasper,” cried Waife, now fairly placing his hand on Jasper’s
guilty head, and fixing his bright soft eye, swimming in tears, on that
downcast gloomy face. “You repent!--you repent! Yes; call back your
BOYHOOD--call it back! Let it stand before you, now, visible, palpable!
Lo! I see it! Do not you? Fearless, joyous Image! Wild, lawless, wilful,
as you say. Wild from exuberant life; lawless as a bird is free, because
air is boundless to untried exulting wings; wilful from the ease with
which the bravery and beauty of Nature’s radiant Darling forced way for
each jocund whim through our yielding hearts! Silence! It is there! I
see it, as I saw it rise in the empty air when guilt and ignominy first
darkened round you; and my heart cried aloud, ‘Not on him, not on him,
not on that glorious shape of hope and promise--on me, whose life,
useless hitherto, has lost all promise now--on me let fall the shame.’
And my lips obeyed my heart, and I said--‘Let the Laws’ will be done--I
am the guilty man.’ Cruel, cruel one! Was that sunny Boyhood then so
long departed from you? On the verge of youth, and such maturity in
craft and fraud--that when you stole into my room that dark winter eve,
threw yourself at my feet, spoke but of thoughtless debts, and the fear
that you should be thrust from an industrious honest calling, and I--I
said, ‘No, no; fear not; the head of your firm likes you; he has written
to me; I am trying already to raise the money you need; it shall be
raised, no matter what it cost me; you shall be saved; my Lizzie’s son
shall never know the soil of a prison; shun temptation henceforth: be
but honest, and I shall be repaid!’--what, even then, you were coldly
meditating the crime that will make my very grave dishonoured!”
“Meditating--not so! How could I be? Not till after what had thus passed
between us, when you spoke with such indulgent kindness, did I even know
that I might more than save myself--by monies--not raised at risk and
loss to you! Remember, you had left me in the inner room, while you went
forth to speak with Gunston. There I overheard him talk of notes he had
never counted, and might never miss; describe the very place where they
were kept; and then the idea came to me irresistibly, ‘better rob him
than despoil my own generous father.’ Sir, I am not pretending to be
better than I was. I was not quite the novice you supposed. Coveting
pleasures or shows not within my reach, I had shrunk from draining
you to supply the means; I had not had the same forbearance for the
superfluous wealth of others. I had learned with what simple tools old
locks may fly open; and none had ever suspected me, so I had no fear
of danger, small need of premeditation: a nail on your mantelpiece, the
cloven end of the hammer lying beside, to crook it when hot from the
fire that blazed before me! I say this to show you that I did not come
provided; nothing was planned beforehand; all was the project and work
of the moment. Such was my haste, I burnt myself to the bone with the
red iron--feeling no pain, or rather, at that age, bearing all pain
without wincing. Before Gunston left you, my whole plan was then
arranged--my sole instrument fashioned. You groan. But how could I fancy
that there would be detection? How imagine that even if monies, never
counted, were missed, suspicion could fall on you--better gentleman than
he whom you served? And had it not been for that accursed cloak which
you so fondly wrapped round me when I set off to catch the night train
back to--; if it had not been, I say, for that cloak, there could have
been no evidence to criminate either you or me-except that unlucky L5
note, which I pressed on you when we met at ----, where I was to
hide till you had settled with my duns. And why did I press it on
you?--because you had asked me if I had wherewithal about me on which to
live meanwhile; and I, to save you from emptying your own purse, said,
‘Yes’; showed you some gold, and pressed on you the bank-note, which I
said I could not want--to go, in small part, towards my debts; it was a
childish, inconsistent wish to please you: and you seemed so pleased to
take it as a proof that I cared for you.”
“For me!--no, no; for honour--for honour--for honour! I thought you
cared for honour; and the proof of that care was, thrusting into these
credulous hands the share of your midnight plunder!”
“Sir,” resumed Jasper, persisting in the same startling combination of
feeling, gentler and more reverential than could have been supposed to
linger in his breast, and of the moral obtuseness that could not,
save by vanishing glimpses, distinguish between crime and its
consequences--between dishonour and detection--“Sir, I declare that I
never conceived that I was exposing you to danger; nay, I meant, out of
the money I had taken, to replace to you what you were about to raise,
as soon as I could invent some plausible story of having earned it
honestly. Stupid notions and clumsy schemes, as I now look back on them;
but, as you say, I had not long left boyhood, and, fancying myself
deep and knowing, was raw in the craft I had practised. _Basta, basta,
basta!_”
Jasper, who had risen from his knees while speaking, here stamped
heavily on the floor, as if with anger at the heart-stricken aspect of
his silenced father; and continued with a voice that seemed struggling
to regain its old imperious, rollicking, burly swell.
“What is done cannot be undone. Fling it aside, sir--look to the future;
you with your pedlar’s pack, I with my empty pockets! What can save you
from the workhouse--me from the hulks or gibbet? I know not, unless the
persons sheltering that girl will buy me off by some provision which may
be shared between us. Tell me, then, where she is; leave me to deal in
the business as I best may. Pooh! why so scared? I will neither terrify
nor kidnap her. I will shuffle off the crust of blackguard that has
hardened round me. I will be sleek and smooth, as if I were still the
exquisite Lothario--copied by would-be rufflers, and spoiled by willing
beauties. Oh, I can still play the gentleman, at least for an hour or
two, if it be worth my while. Come, sir, come; trust me; out with the
secret of this hidden maiden, whose interests should surely weigh not
more with you than those of a starving son. What, you will not? Be
it so. I suspect that I know where to look for her--on what noble
thresholds to set my daring foot; what fair lady, mindful of former
days--of girlish friendship--of virgin love--wraps in compassionate
luxury Guy Darrell’s rejected heiress? Ah, your looks tell me that I am
hot on the scent. That fair lady I knew of old; she is rich--I helped
to make her so. She owes me something. I will call and remind her of
it. And--tut, sir, tut--you shall not go to the workhouse, nor I to the
hulks.”
Here the old man, hitherto seated, rose-slowly, with feebleness and
effort, till he gained his full height; then age, infirmity, and
weakness seemed to vanish. In the erect head, the broad massive chest,
in the whole presence, there was dignity--there was power.
“Hark to me, unhappy reprobate, and heed me well! To save that child
from the breath of disgrace--to place her in what you yourself assured
me where her rights amidst those in whose dwellings I lost the privilege
to dwell when I took to myself your awful burthen--I thought to resign
her charge for ever in this world. Think not that I will fly her now,
when you invade. No--since my prayers will not move you--since my
sacrifice to you has been so fruitless--since my absence from herself
does not attain its end there, where you find her, shall you again meet
me! And if there we meet, and you come with the intent to destroy her
peace and blast her fortune, then I, William Losely, am no more the
felon. In the face of day I will proclaim the truth, and say, ‘Robber,
change place in earth’s scorn with me; stand in the dock, where thy
father stood in vain to save thee!”’
“Bah, sir--too late now; who would listen to you?”
“All who have once known me--all will listen. Friends of power and
station will take up my cause. There will be fresh inquiry into
facts that I held back--evidence that, in pleading guilty, I
suppressed--ungrateful one--to ward away suspicion from you.”
“Say what you will,” said Jasper swaying his massive form to and fro,
with a rolling gesture which spoke of cold defiance, “I am no hypocrite
in fair repute whom such threats would frighten. If you choose to thwart
me in what I always held my last resource for meat and drink, I must
stand in the dock even, perhaps, on a heavier charge than one so stale.
Each for himself; do your worst--what does it matter?”
“What does it matter that a father should accuse his son! No, no--son,
son, son--this must not be;--let it not be!--let me complete my
martyrdom! I ask no reversal of man’s decree, except before the Divine
Tribunal. Jasper, Jasper--child of my love, spare the sole thing left
to fill up the chasms in the heart that you laid waste. Speak not of
starving, or of fresh crime. Stay--share this refuge! I WILL WORK FOR
BOTH!”
Once more, and this time thoroughly, Jasper’s hideous levity and coarse
bravado gave way before the lingering human sentiment knitting him back
to childhood, which the sight and voice of his injured father had called
forth with spasms and throes, as a seer calls the long-buried from a
grave. And as the old man extended his arms pleadingly towards him,
Jasper, with a gasping sound-half groan, half sob-sprang forward, caught
both the hands in his own strong grasp, lifted them to his lips, kissed
them, and then, gaining the door with a rapid stride, said, in hoarse
broken tones: “Share your refuge! no--no--I should break your
heart downright did you see me daily--hourly as I am! You work for
both!--you--you!” His voice stopped, choked for a brief moment, and then
hurried on: “As for that girl--you--you--you are--but no matter, I
will try to obey you--will try to wrestle against hunger, despair, and
thoughts that whisper sinking men with devils’ tongues. I will try--I
will try; if I succeed not, keep your threat--accuse me--give me up
to justice--clear yourself; but if you would crush me more than by the
heaviest curse, never again speak to me with such dreadful tenderness!
Cling not to me, old man; release me, I say;--there--there; off. Ah! I
did not hurt you? Brute that I am--you bless me--you--you! And I dare
not bless again! Let me go--let me go--let me go!” He wrenched himself
away from his father’s clasp--drowning with loud tone his father’s
pathetic soothings--out of the house-down the hill--lost to sight in the
shades of the falling eve.
CHAPTER VI.
GENTLEMAN WAIFE DOES NOT FORGET AN OLD FRIEND. THE OLD FRIEND
RECONCILES ASTROLOGY TO PRUDENCE, AND IS UNDER THE INFLUENCE OF
BENEFICE. MR. HARTOPP HAT IN HAND TO GENTLEMAN WAIFE.
Waife fell on the floor of his threshold, exclaiming, sobbing, moaning,
as voice itself gradually died away. The dog, who had been shut out from
the house, and remained, ears erect, head drooping, close at the door,
rushed in as Jasper burst forth. The two listeners at the open casement
now stole round; there was the dog, its paw on the old man’s shoulder,
trying to attract his notice, and whining low.
Tenderly--reverentially, they lift the poor martyr--evermore cleared in
their eyes from stain, from question; the dishonouring brand transmuted
into the hallowing cross! And when the old man at length recovered
consciousness, his head was pillowed on the breast of the spotless,
noble Preacher; and the decorous English Trader, with instinctive
deference for repute and respect for law, was kneeling by his side,
clasping his hand; and as Wife glanced down, confusedly wondering,
Hartopp exclaimed, half sobbing: “Forgive me; you said I should repent,
if I knew all! I do repent! I do! Forgive me--I shall never forgive
myself.”
“Have I been dreaming? What is all this? You here, too, Mr. George!
But--but there was ANOTHER. Gone! ah--gone--gone! lost, lost! Ha! Did
you overhear us?”
“We overheard you-at that window! See, spite of yourself, Heaven
lets your innocence be known, and, in that innocence, your sublime
self-sacrifice.”
“Hush! you will never betray me, either of you--never. A father turn
against his son!--horrible!”
Again he seemed on the point of swooning. In a few moments more, his
mind began evidently to wander somewhat; and just as Merle (who, with
his urchin-guide, had wandered vainly over the old town in search of
the pedlar, until told that he had been seen in a by-street, stopped
and accosted by a tall man in a rough great-coat, and then hurrying off,
followed by the stranger) came back to report his ill-success, Hartopp
and George had led Waife up-stairs into his sleeping-room, laid him down
on his bed, and were standing beside him watching his troubled face, and
whispering to each other in alarm.
Waife overheard Hartopp proposing to go in search of medical assistance,
and exclaimed piteously: “No, that would scare me to death. No
doctors--no eavesdroppers. Leave me to myself--quiet and darkness; I
shall be well tomorrow.”
George drew the curtains round the bed, and Waife caught him by the arm.
“You will not let out what you heard, I know; you understand how little
I can now care for men’s judgments; but how dreadful it would be to undo
all I have done--I to be witness against my Lizzy’s child! I--I! I trust
you--dear, dear Mr. Morley; make Mr. Hartopp sensible that, if he would
not drive me mad, not a syllable of what he heard must go forth--‘twould
be base in him.”
“Nay!” said Hartopp, whispering also through the darkness, “don’t fear
me; I will hold my peace, though ‘tis very hard not to tell Williams at
least that you did not take me in. But you shall be obeyed.”
They drew away Merle, who was wondering what the whispered talk was
about, catching a word or two here and there, and left the old man not
quite to solitude,--Waife’s hand, in quitting George’s grasp, dropped on
the dog’s head.
Hartopp went back to his daughter’s home in a state of great excitement,
drinking more wine than usual at dinner, talking more magisterially than
he had ever been known to talk, railing quite misanthropically against
the world; observing, that Williams had become unsufferably overbearing,
and should be pensioned off: in short, casting the whole family into the
greatest perplexity to guess what had come to the mild man. Merle found
himself a lodging, and cast a horary scheme as to what would happen to
Waife and himself for the next three months, and found all the aspects
so perversely contradictory, that he owned he was no wiser as to the
future than he was before the scheme was cast. George Morley remained
in the cottage, stealing up, from time to time, to Waife’s room, but
not fatiguing him with talk. Before midnight, the old man slept, but his
slumber was much perturbed, as if by fearful dreams. However, he rose
early, very weak, but free from fever, and in full possession of his
reason. To George’s delight, Waife’s first words to him then were
expressive of a wish to return to Sophy. “He had dreamed,” he said,
“that he had heard her voice calling out to him to come to her help.” He
would not revert to the scene with Jasper. George once ventured to touch
on that reminiscence, but the old man’s look became so imploring that
he desisted. Nevertheless, it was evident to the Pastor, that Waife’s
desire to return was induced by his belief that he had become necessary
to Sophy’s protection. Jasper, whose remorse would probably be very
short-lived, had clearly discovered Sophy’s residence, and as clearly
Waife, and Waife alone, still retained some hold over his rugged breast.
Perhaps, too, the old man had no longer the same dread of encountering
Jasper; rather, perhaps, a faint hope that, in another meeting, he
might more availingly soften his son’s heart. He was not only willing,
then--he was eager to depart, and either regained or assumed much of his
old cheerfulness in settling with his hostess, and parting with Merle,
on whom he forced his latest savings and the tasteful contents of his
pannier. Then he took aside George, and whispered in his ear: “A
very honest, kind-hearted man, sir; can you deliver him from the
Planets?--they bring him into sad trouble. Is there no opening for a
cobbler at Humberston?”
George nodded, and went back to Merle, who was wiping his eyes with his
coat-sleeve. “My good friend,” said the scholar, “do me two favours,
besides the greater one you have already bestowed in conducting me
back to a revered friend. First, let me buy of you the contents of that
basket; I have children amongst whom I would divide them as heirlooms;
next, as we were travelling hither, you told me that, in your younger
days, ere you took to a craft which does not seem to have prospered, you
were brought up to country pursuits, and knew all about cows and sheep,
their care and their maladies. Well, I have a few acres of glebe-land on
my own hands, not enough for a bailiff--too much for my gardener--and a
pretty cottage, which once belonged to a schoolmaster, but we have built
him a larger one; it is now vacant, and at your service. Come and take
all trouble of land and stock off my hands; we shall not quarrel about
the salary. But harkye, my friend--on one proviso--give up the Crystal,
and leave the Stars to mind their own business.”
“Please your Reverence,” said Merle, who, at the earlier part of the
address, had evinced the most grateful emotion, but who, at the proviso
which closed it, jerked himself lip, dignified and displeased--“Please
your Reverence, no! Kit Merle is not so unnatural as to swop away his
Significator at Birth for a mess of porritch! There was that forrin
chap, Gally-Leo--he stuck to the stars, or the sun, which is the same
thing--and the stars stuck by him, and brought him honour and glory,
though the Parsons war dead agin him. He had Malefics in his Ninth
House, which belongs to Parsons.”
“Can’t the matter be compromised, dear Mr. George?” said Waife,
persuasively. “Suppose Merle promises to keep his crystal and
astrological schemes to himself, or at least only talk of them to
you;--they can’t hurt you, I should think, sir? And science is a sacred
thing, Merle; and the Chaldees, who were the great star-gazers, never
degraded themselves by showing off to the vulgar. Mr. George, who is a
scholar, will convince you of that fact.”
“Content,” said George. “So long as Mr. Merle will leave my children and
servants, and the parish generally, in happy ignorance of the future, I
give him the fullest leave to discuss his science with myself whenever
we chat together on summer moons or in winter evenings; and perhaps I
may--”
“Be converted?” said Waife, with a twinkling gleam of the playful Humour
which had ever sported along his thorny way by the side of Sorrow.
“I did not mean that,” said the Parson, smiling; “rather the contrary.
What say you, Merle? Is it not a bargain?”
“Sir--God bless you!” cried Merle, simply; “I see you won’t let me stand
in my own light. And what Gentleman Waife says as to the vulgar, is
uncommon true.”
This matter settled, and Merle’s future secured in a way that his stars,
or his version of their language, had not foretold to him, George and
Waife walked on to the station, Merle following with the Parson’s small
carpet-bag, and Sir Isaac charged with Waife’s bundle. They had not
gone many yards before they met Hartopp, who was indeed on his way
to Prospect Row. He was vexed at learning Waife was about to leave so
abruptly; he had set his heart on coaxing him to return to Gatesboro’
with himself--astounding Williams and Mrs. H., and proclaiming to Market
Place and High Street, that, in deeming Mr. Chapman a good and a great
man disguised, he, Josiah Hartopp, had not been taken in. He consoled
himself a little for Waife’s refusal of this kind invitation and
unexpected departure, by walking proudly beside him to the station,
finding it thronged with passengers--some of them great burgesses of
Ouzelford--in whose presence he kept bowing his head to Waife with every
word he uttered; and, calling the guard--who was no stranger to his own
name and importance--he told him pompously to be particularly attentive
to that elderly gentleman, and see that he and his companion had
a carriage to themselves all the way, and that Sir Isaac had a
particularly comfortable box. “A very great man,” he said, with his
finger to his lip, “only he will not have it known--just at present.”
The guard stares, and promises all deference--opens the door of a
central first-class carriage--assures Waife that he and his friend
shall not be disturbed by other passengers. The train heaves into
movement--Hartopp runs on by its side along the stand--his hat
off-kissing his hand; then, as the convoy shoots under yon dark tunnel,
and is lost to sight, he turns back, and seeing Merle, says to him, “You
know that gentleman--the old one?”
“Yes, a many year.”
“Ever heard anything against him?”
“Yes, once--at Gatesboro’.”
“At Gatesboro’!--ah! and you did not believe it?”
“Only jist for a moment, transiting.”
“I envy you,” said Hartopp; and he went off with a sigh.
CHAPTER VII.
JASPER LOSELY IN HIS ELEMENT. O YOUNG READER, WHOMSOEVER THOU ART,
ON WHOM NATURE HAS BESTOWED HER MAGNIFICENT GIFT OF PHYSICAL POWER
WITH THE JOYS IT COMMANDS, WITH THE DARING THAT SPRINGS FROM IT--ON
CLOSING THIS CHAPTER, PAUSE A MOMENT, AND THINK “WHAT WILT THOU DO
WITH IT?” SHALL IT BE BRUTE-LIKE OR GOD-LIKE? WITH WHAT ADVANTAGE
FOR LIFE--ITS DELIGHTS OR ITS PERILS-TOILS BORNE WITH EASE, AND
GLORIES CHEAP-BOUGHT--DOST THOU START AT LIFE’S ONSET? GIVE THY
SINEWS A MIND THAT CONCEIVES THE HEROIC, AND WHAT NOBLE THINGS THOU
MAYST DO, BUT VALUE THY SINEWS FOR RUDE STRENGTH ALONE, AND THAT
STRENGTH MAY BE TURNED TO THY SHAME AND THY TORTURE. THE WEALTH OF
THY LIFE WILL BUT TEMPT TO ITS WASTE. ABUSE, AT FIRST FELT NOT,
WILL POISON THE USES OF SENSE. WILD BULLS GORE AND TRAMPLE THEIR
FOES. THOU HAST SOUL! WILT THOU TRAMPLE AND GORE IT?
Jasper Losely, on quitting his father, spent his last coins in payment
for his horse’s food, and in fiery drink for himself. In haste he
mounted--in haste he spurred on to London; not even pence for the
toll-bars. Where he found the gates open, he dashed through them
headlong; where closed, as the night advanced, he forced his horse
across the fields over hedge and ditch--more than once the animal
falling with him--more than once thrown from the saddle; for, while a
most daring, he was not a very practised rider; but it was not easy to
break bones so strong, and though bruised and dizzy, he continued his
fierce way. At morning his horse was thoroughly exhausted, and at the
first village he reached after sunrise he left the poor beast at an inn,
and succeeded in borrowing of the landlord L1 on the pawn of the horse
thus left as hostage. Resolved to husband this sum, he performed the
rest of his journey on foot. He reached London at night, and went
straight to Cutts’ lodgings. Cutts was, however, in the club-room of
those dark associates against whom Losely had been warned. Oblivious
of his solemn promise to Arabella, Jasper startled the revellers as he
stalked into the room, and towards the chair of honour at the far end of
it, on which he had been accustomed to lord it over the fell groups he
had treated out of Poole’s purse. One of the biggest and most redoubted
of the Black Family was now in that seat of dignity, and refusing
surlily to yield it at Jasper’s rude summons, was seized by the scruff
of the neck, and literally hurled on the table in front, coming down
with clatter and clash amongst mugs and glasses. Jasper seated himself
coolly, while the hubbub began to swell--and roared for drink. An old
man, who served as drawer to these cavaliers, went out to obey the
order; and when he was gone, those near the door swung across it a heavy
bar. Wrath against the domineering intruder was gathering, and waited
but the moment to explode. Jasper, turning round his bloodshot eyes; saw
Cutts within a few chairs of him, seeking to shrink out of sight.
“Cutts, come hither,” cried he, imperiously. Cutts did not stir.
“Throw me that cur this way--you, who sit next him.”
“Don’t, don’t; his mad fit is on him; he will murder me--murder me, who
have helped and saved you all so often. Stand by me.”
“We will,” said both his neighbours, the one groping for his case-knife,
the other for his revolver.
“Do you fear I should lop your ears, dog,” cried Jasper, for shrinking
from my side with your tail between your legs! Pooh! I scorn to waste
force on a thing so small. After all, I am glad you left me; I did not
want you. You will find your horse at an inn in the village of ------.
I will pay for its hire whenever we meet again. Meanwhile, find another
master--I discharge you. _Mille tonnerres!_ why does that weasel-faced
snail not bring me the brandy! By your leave,”--and he appropriated to
himself the brimming glass of his next neighbour. Thus refreshed, he
glanced round through the reek of tobacco smoke; saw the man he had
dislodged, and who, rather amazed than stunned by his fall, had kept
silence on rising, and was now ominously interchanging muttered words
with two of his comrades, who were also on their legs. Jasper turned
from him contemptuously;--with increasing contempt in his hard fierce
sneer, noted the lowering frowns on either side the Pandemonium; and it
was only with an angry flash from his eyes that he marked, on closing
his survey, the bar dropped across the door, and two forms, knife in
hand, stationed at the threshold.
“Aha! my jolly companions,” said he then, “you do right to bar the
door. Prudent families can’t settle their quarrels too snugly amongst
themselves. I am come here on purpose to give you all a proper scolding,
and if some of you don’t hang your heads for shame before I have done,
you’ll die more game than I think for, whenever you come to the last
Drop.”
He rose as he thus spoke, folding his sinewy arms across his wide chest.
Most of the men had risen too--some, however, remained seated; there
might be eighteen or twenty in all. Every eye was fixed on him, and many
a hand was on a deadly weapon.
“Scum of the earth!” burst forth Jasper, with voice like a roll of
thunder, “I stooped to come amongst you--I shared amongst you my money.
Was any one of you too poor to pay up his club fee--to buy a draught
of Forgetfulness--I said, ‘Brother, take!’ Did brawl break out in your
jollities--were knives drawn--a throat in danger--this right band struck
down the uproar, crushed back the coward murder. If I did not join in
your rogueries, it was because they were sneaking and pitiful. I came
as your Patron, not as your Pal; I did not meddle with your secrets--did
not touch your plunder. I owed you nothing. Offal that you are! to me
you owed drink, and meat, and good fellowship. I gave you mirth, and
I gave you Law; and in return ye laid a plot amongst you to get rid
of me;--how, ye white-livered scoundrels? Oho! not by those fists, and
knives, and bludgeons. All your pigeon breasts clubbed together had not
manhood for that. But to palm off upon me some dastardly deed of your
own; by snares and scraps of false evidence--false oaths, too, no
doubt--to smuggle me off to the hangman. That was your precious
contrivance. Once again I am here; but this once only. What for?--why,
to laugh at, and spit at, and spurn you. And if one man amongst you has
in him an ounce of man’s blood, let him show me the traitors who planned
that pitiful project, and be they a dozen, they shall carry the mark of
this hand till their carcasses go to the surgeon’s scalpel.”
He ceased. Though each was now hustling the other towards him, and the
whole pack of miscreants was closing up, like hounds round a wild boar
at bay, the only one who gave audible tongue was that thin splinter of
life called Cutts!
“Look you, General Jas., it was all a mistake your ever coming here.
You were a fine fellow once, particularly in the French way of doing
business--large prizes and lots of row. That don’t suit us; we are quiet
Englishmen. You brag of beating and bullying the gentlemen who admit you
amongst them, and of not sharing their plans or risks; but that sort of
thing is quite out of order--no precedent for it. How do we know that
you are not a spy, or could not be made one, since you say you owe us
nothing, and hold us in such scorn? Truth is, we are all sick of you.
You say you only come this once: very well, you have spun your yarn--now
go. That’s all we want; go in peace, and never trouble us again.
Gentlemen, I move that General Jas. be expelled this club, and requested
to withdraw.”
“I second it,” said the man whom Jasper had flung on the table.
“Those who are in favour of the resolution, hold up their
hands;--all--carried unanimously. General Jas. is expelled.”
“Expel me!” said Jasper, who in the mean while, swaying to and fro his
brawny bulk, had cleared the space round him, and stood resting his
hands on the heavy armchair from which he had risen.
A hostile and simultaneous movement of the group brought four or five of
the foremost on him. Up rose the chair on which Jasper had leaned--up it
rose in his right hand, and two of the assailants fell as falls an ox to
the butcher’s blow. With his left hand he wrenched a knife from a third
of the foes, and thus armed with blade and buckler, he sprang on the
table, towering over all. Before him was the man with the revolver,
a genteeler outlaw than the rest-ticket-of-leave man, who had been
transported for forgery. “Shall I shoot him?” whispered this knave to
Cutts. Cutts drew back the hesitating arm. “No; the noise! bludgeons
safer.” Pounce, as Cutts whispered--pounce as a hawk on its quarry,
darted Jasper’s swoop on the Forger, and the next moment, flinging the
chair in the faces of those who were now swarming up the table, Jasper
was armed with the revolver, which he had clutched from its startled
owner, and its six barrels threatened death, right and left, beside and
before and around him, as he turned from face to face. Instantly there
fell a hush--instantly the assault paused. Every one felt that there
no faltering would make the hand tremble or the ball swerve. Whereever
Jasper turned the foes recoiled. He laughed with audacious mockery as he
surveyed the recreants.
“Down with your arms, each of you--down that knife, down that bludgeon.
That’s well. Down yours--there; yours--yours. What, all down! Pile them
here on the table at my feet. Dogs, what do you fear?-death. The first
who refuses dies.”
Mute and servile as a repentant Legion to a Caesar’s order, the knaves
piled their weapons.
“Unbar the door, you two. You, orator Cutts, go in front; light a
candle--open the street-door. So-so-so. Who will treat me with a parting
cup--to your healths? Thank you, sir. Fall back there; stand back--along
the wall--each of you. Line my way. Ho, ho!--you harm me--you daunt
me--you--you! Stop--I have a resolution to propose. Hear it, and cheer.
‘That this meeting rescinds the resolution for the expulsion of General
Jasper, and entreats him humbly to remain, the pride and ornament of the
club!’ Those who are for that resolution, hold up their hands--as many
as are against it, theirs. Carried unanimously. Gentlemen, I thank
you--proudest day of my life--but I’ll see you hanged first; and till
that sight diverts me,--gentlemen, your health.”
Descending from his eminence, he passed slowly down the room unscathed,
unmenaced, and, with a low mocking bow at the threshold, strode along
the passage to the streetdoor. There, seeing Cutts with the light in his
hand, he uncocked the pistol, striking off the caps, and giving it
to his quondam associate, said: “Return that to its owner, with my
compliments. One word-speak truth, and fear nothing. Did you send help
to Darrell?” “No; I swear it.”
“I am sorry for it. I should like to have owed so trusty a friend that
one favour. Go back to your pals. Understand now why I scorned to work
with such rotten tools.”
“A wonderful fellow, indeed!” muttered Cutts, as his eye followed the
receding form of the triumphant bravo. “All London might look to itself,
if he had more solid brains, and less liquid fire in them.”
CHAPTER VIII.
JASPER LOSELY SLEEPS UNDER THE PORTICO FROM WHICH FALSEHOOD WAS
BORNE BY BLACK HORSES. HE FORGETS A PROMISE, REWEAVES A SCHEME,
VISITS A RIVER-SIDE, AND A DOOR CLOSES ON THE STRONG MAN AND THE
GRIM WOMAN.
Jasper, had satisfied the wild yearnings of his wounded vanity. He had
vindicated his claim to hardihood and address, which it seemed to him
he had forfeited in his interview with Darrell. With crest erect and a
positive sense of elation, of animal joy that predominated over hunger,
fatigue, remorse, he strided on--he knew not whither. He would not go
back to his former lodgings; they were too familiarly known to the
set which he had just flung from him, with a vague resolve to abjure
henceforth all accomplices, and trust to himself alone. The hour was
now late--the streets deserted--the air bitingly cold. Must he at last
resign himself to the loathed dictation of Arabella Cram? Well, he
now preferred even that to humbling himself to Darrell, after what had
passed. Darrell’s parting words had certainly implied that he would
not be as obdurate to entreaty as he had shown himself to threats. But
Jasper was in no humour to entreat. Mechanically he continued to stride
on towards the solitary district in which Arabella held her home; but
the night was now so far advanced that he shrunk from disturbing the
grim woman at that hour--almost as respectfully afraid of her dark eye
and stern voice as the outlaws he had quitted were of his own crushing
hand and levelled pistol. So finding himself in one of the large squares
of Bloomsbury, he gathered himself up under the sheltering porch of
a spacious mansion, unconscious that it was the very residence which
Darrell had once occupied, and that from that portico the Black Horses
had borne away the mother of his wife. In a few minutes he was fast
asleep--sleeping with such heavy deathlike soundness, that the policeman
passing him on his beat, after one or two vain attempts to rouse him,
was seized with a rare compassion, and suffered the weary outcast to
slumber on.
When Jasper woke at last in the grey dawn, he felt a strange numbness
in his limbs; it was even with difficulty that he could lift himself up.
This sensation gradually wearing off, was followed by a quick tingling
down the arms to the tips of the fingers. A gloomy noise rang in his
ears, like the boom of funeral church-bells; and the pavement seemed
to be sliding from under him. Little heeding these symptoms, which he
ascribed to cold and want of food, and rather agreeably surprised not
to feel the gnaw of his accustomed pains, Jasper now betook himself to
Podden Place. The house was still unclosed; and it was not till Jasper’s
knock had been pretty often repeated, that the bolts were withdrawn from
the door, and Bridgett Greggs appeared. “Oh, it is you, Mr. Losely,”
she said, with much sullenness, but with no apparent surprise. “Mistress
thought you would come while she was away, and I’m to get you the
bedroom you had, over the stationer’s, six years ago, if you like it.
You are to take your meals here, and have the best of everything; that’s
mistress’s orders.”
“Oh, Mrs. Crane is out of town,” said Jasper, much relieved; “where has
she gone?”
“I don’t know.”
“When will she be back?”
“In a few days; so she told me. Will you walk in, and have breakfast?
Mistress said there was to be always plenty in the house--you might come
any moment. Please scrape your feet.”
Jasper heavily mounted into the drawing-room, and impatiently awaited
the substantial refreshments, which were soon placed before him. The
room looked unaltered, as if he had left it but the day before--the
prim book-shelves--the empty birdcage--the broken lute--the patent
easy-chair--the footstool--the sofa, which had been added to the
original furniture for his express comfort, in the days when he was
first adopted as a son-nay, on the hearth-rug the very slippers, on the
back of the chair the very dressing-gown, graciously worn by him while
yet the fairness of his form justified his fond respect for it.
For that day he was contented with the negative luxury of complete
repose; the more so as, in every attempt to move, he felt the same
numbness of limb as that with which he had woke, accompanied by a kind
of painful weight at the back of the head, and at the junction which the
great seat of intelligence forms at the spine with the great mainspring
of force; and, withal, a reluctance to stir, and a more than usual
inclination to doze. But the next day, though these unpleasant
sensations continued, his impatience of thought and hate of solitude
made him anxious to go forth and seek some distraction. No distraction
left to him but the gaming-table--no companions but fellow-victims in
that sucking whirlpool. Well, he knew a low gaming-house, open all day
as all night. Wishing to add somewhat to the miserable remains of the
L1 borrowed on the horse, that made all his capital, he asked Bridgett,
indifferently, to oblige him with two or three sovereigns; if she had
them not, she might borrow them in the neighbourhood till her mistress
returned. Bridgett answered, with ill-simulated glee, that her mistress
had given positive orders that Mr. Losely was to have everything he
called for, except--money. Jasper coloured with wrath and shame; but
he said no more--whistled--took his hat--went out--repaired to the
gaming-house--lost his last shilling, and returned moodily to dine in
Podden Place. The austerity of the room, the loneliness of the evening,
began now to inspire him with unmitigated disgust, which was added in
fresh account to his old score of repugnance for the absent Arabella.
The affront put upon him in the orders which Bridgett had so faithfully
repeated made him yet more distastefully contemplate the dire necessity
of falling under the rigid despotism of this determined guardian: it was
like going back to a preparatory school, to be mulcted of pocket-money,
and set in a dark corner! But what other resource? None but appeal to
Darrell--still more intolerable; except--he paused in his cogitation,
shook his head, muttered “No, no.” But that “except” would
return!--except to forget his father’s prayer and his own
promise--except to hunt out Sophy, and extract from the generosity,
compassion, or fear of her protectress, some such conditions as he would
have wrung from Darrell. He had no doubt now that the girl was with Lady
Montfort; he felt that, if she really loved Sophy, and were sheltering
her in tender recollection, whether of Matilda or of Darrell himself, he
might much more easily work on the delicate nerves of a woman, shrinking
from all noise and scandal, than he could on the stubborn pride of his
resolute father-in-law. Perhaps it was on account of Sophy--perhaps to
plead for her--that Lady Montfort had gone to Fawley; perhaps the grief
visible on that lady’s countenance, as he caught so hasty a glimpse
of it, might be occasioned by the failure of her mission. If so, there
might be now some breach or dissension between her and Darrell, which
might render the Marchioness still more accessible to his demands. As
for his father--if Jasper played his cards well and luckily, his father
might never know of his disobedience; he might coax or frighten Lady
Montfort into secresy. It might be quite unnecessary for him even to see
Sophy; if she caught sight of him, she would surely no more recognise
his altered features than Rugge had done. These thoughts gathered on him
stronger and stronger all the evening, and grew into resolves with the
next morning. He sallied out after breakfast--the same numbness; but
he walked it off. Easy enough to find the address of the Marchioness of
Montfort. He asked it boldly of the porter at the well-known house of
the present Lord, and, on learning it, proceeded at once to Richmond--on
foot, and thence to the small, scattered hamlet immediately contiguous
to Lady Montfort’s villa. Here he found two or three idle boatmen
lounging near the river-side; and entering into conversation with them
about their craft, which was sufficiently familiar to him, for he had
plied the strongest oar on that tide in the holidays of his youth, he
proceeded to inquiries, which were readily and unsuspectingly answered.
“Yes, there was a young lady with Lady Montfort; they did not know her
name. They had seen her often in the lawn--seen her too, at church. She
was very pretty; yes, she had blue eyes and fair hair.” Of his father
he only heard that “there had been an old gentleman such as he
described--lame, and with one eye--who had lived some months ago in a
cottage on Lady Montfort’s grounds. They heard he had gone away. He
had made baskets--they did not know if for sale; if so, perhaps for a
charity. They supposed he was a gentleman, for they heard he was some
relation to the young lady. But Lady Montfort’s head coachman lived
in the village, and could, no doubt, give him all the information he
required.” Jasper was too wary to call on the coachman; he had learned
enough for the present. Had he prosecuted his researches farther, he
might only have exposed himself to questions, and to the chance of his
inquiries being repeated to Lady Montfort by one of her servants, and
thus setting her on her guard; for no doubt his father had cautioned
her against him. It never occurred to him that the old man could already
have returned; and those to whom he confined his interrogatories were
quite ignorant of the fact. Jasper had no intention to intrude himself
that day on Lady Montfort. His self-love shrank from presenting himself
to a lady of such rank, and to whom he had been once presented on equal
terms, as the bridegroom of her friend and the confidential visitor to
her mother, in habiliments that bespoke so utter a fall. Better, too, on
all accounts, to appear something of a gentleman; more likely to excite
pity for suffering--less likely to suggest excuse for rebutting his
claims, and showing him to the door. Nay, indeed, so dressed, in that
villanous pea-jacket, and with all other habiliments to match, would any
servant admit him?--could he get into Lady Montfort’s presence? He must
go back--wait for Mrs. Crane’s return. Doubtless she would hail his
wish--half a reform in itself--to castoff the outward signs of an
accepted degradation.
Accordingly he went back to town in much better spirits, and so absorbed
in his hopes, that, when he arrived at Podden Place, he did not
observe that, from some obliquity of vision, or want of the normal
correspondence between will and muscle, his hand twice missed the
knocker-wandering first above, then below it; and that, when actually
in his clasp, he did not feel the solid iron: the sense of touch seemed
suspended. Bridgett appeared. “Mistress is come back, and will see you.”
Jasper did not look charmed; he winced, but screwed up his courage, and
mounted the stairs--slowly-heavily. Form the landing-place above glared
down the dark shining eyes that had almost quailed his bold spirit
nearly six years before; and almost in the same words as then, a voice
as exulting, but less stern, said: “So you come at last to me, Jasper
Losely--you are come.” Rapidly-flittingly, with a step noiseless as a
spectre’s, Arabella Crane descended the stairs; but she did not, as when
he first sought that house in the years before, grasp his hand or
gaze into his face. Rather, it was with a shrinking avoidance of his
touch--with something like a shudder-that she glided by him into the
open drawing-room, beckoning him to follow. He halted a moment; he felt
a longing to retreat--to fly the house; his superstitious awe of her
very benefits came back to him more strongly than ever. But her help at
the moment was necessary to his very hope to escape all future need of
her, and, though with a vague foreboding of unconjecturable evil, he
stepped into the room, and the door closed on both.
BOOK XI.
CHAPTER I.
“THE COURSE OF TRUE LOVE NEVER DOES RUN SMOOTH!” MAY IT NOT BE
BECAUSE WHERE THERE ARE NO OBSTACLES, THERE ARE NO TESTS TO THE
TRUTH OF LOVE? WHERE THE COURSE IS SMOOTH, THE STREAM IS CROWDED
WITH PLEASURE-BOATS. WHERE THE WAVE SWELLS, AND THE SHOALS
THREATEN, AND THE SKY LOWERS, THE PLEASURE-BOATS HAVE GONE BACK INTO
HARBOUR. SHIPS FITTED FOR ROUGH WEATHER ARE THOSE BUILT AND STORED
FOR LONG VOYAGE.
I pass over the joyous meeting between Waife and Sophy. I pass over
George’s account to his fair cousin of the scene he and Hartopp had
witnessed, in which Waife’s innocence had been manifested and his
reasons for accepting the penalties of guilt had been explained. The
first few agitated days following Waife’s return have rolled away. He is
resettled in the cottage from which he had fled; he refuses, as before,
to take up his abode at Lady Montfort’s house. But Sophy has been almost
constantly his companion, and Lady Montfort herself has spent hours with
him each day--sometimes in his rustic parlour, sometimes in the small
garden-plot round his cottage, to which his rambles are confined. George
has gone back to his home and duties at Humberston, promising very soon
to revisit his old friend, and discuss future plans.
The scholar, though with a sharp pang, conceding to Waife that all
attempt publicly to clear his good name at the cost of reversing the
sacrifice he had made must be forborne, could not, however, be induced
to pledge himself to unconditional silence. George felt that there were
at least some others to whom the knowledge of Waife’s innocence was
imperatively due.
Waife is seated by his open window. It is noon; there is sunshine in the
pale blue skies--an unusual softness in the wintry air. His Bible lies
on the table beside him. He has just set his mark in the page, and
reverently closed the book. He is alone. Lady Montfort--who, since her
return from Fawley, has been suffering from a kind of hectic fever,
accompanied by a languor that made even the walk to Waife’s cottage
a fatigue, which the sweetness of her kindly nature enabled her to
overcome, and would not permit her to confess--has been so much worse
that morning as to be unable to leave her room. Sophy has gone to see
her. Waife is now leaning his face upon his hand, and that face is
sadder and more disquieted than it lead been, perhaps, in all his
wanderings. His darling Sophy is evidently unhappy. Her sorrow had not
been visible during the first two or three days of his return, chased
away by the joy of seeing him--the excitement of tender reproach and
question--of tears that seemed as joyous as the silvery laugh which
responded to the gaiety that sported round the depth of feeling with
which he himself beheld her once more clinging to his side, or seated,
with upward loving eyes, on the footstool by his knees. Even at the
first look, however, he had found her altered; her cheek was thinner,
her colour paled. That might be from fretting for him. She would be
herself again, now that her tender anxiety was relieved. But she did not
become herself again. The arch and playful Sophy he had left was gone,
as if never to return. He marked that her step, once so bounding, had
become slow and spiritless. Often when she sat near him, seemingly
reading or at her work, he noticed that her eyes were not on the
page--that the work stopped abruptly in listless hands; and then he
would hear her sigh--a heavy but short impatient sigh! No mistaking that
sigh by those who have studied grief; whether in maid or man, in young
or old, in the gentle Sophy, so new to life, or in the haughty Darrell,
weary of the world, and shrinking from its honours, that sigh had the
same character, a like symptom of a malady in common; the same effort
to free the heart from an oppressive load; the same token of a sharp
and rankling remembrance lodged deep in that finest nerve-work of being,
which no anodyne can reach--a pain that comes without apparent cause,
and is sought to be expelled without conscious effort.
The old man feared at first that she might, by some means or other,
in his absence, have become apprised of the brand on his own name, the
verdict that had blackened his repute, the sentence that had hurled him
from his native sphere; or that, as her reason had insensibly matured,
she herself, reflecting on all the mystery that surrounded him--his
incognitos, his hidings, the incongruity between his social grade and
his education or bearing, and his repeated acknowledgments that there
were charges against him which compelled him to concealment, and from
which he could not be cleared on earth; that she, reflecting on all
these evidences to his disfavour, had either secretly admitted into her
breast a conviction of his guilt, or that, as she grew up to woman, she
had felt, through him, the disgrace entailed upon herself. Or if such
were not the cause of her sadness, had she learned more of her father’s
evil courses; had an emissary of Jasper’s worked upon her sensibilities
or her fears? No, that could not be the case, since whatever the grounds
upon which Jasper had conjectured that Sophy was with Lady Montfort,
the accuracy of his conjectures had evidently been doubted by Jasper
himself; or why so earnestly have questioned Waife? Had she learned
that she was the grandchild and natural heiress of a man wealthy and
renowned--a chief amongst the chiefs of England--who rejected her with
disdain? Was she pining for her true position? or mortified by the
contempt of a kinsman, whose rank so contrasted the vagrancy of the
grandsire by whom alone she was acknowledged?
Tormented by these doubts, he was unable to solve them by such guarded
and delicate questions as he addressed to Sophy herself. For she, when
he falteringly asked what ailed his darling, would start, brighten up
for the moment, answer, “Nothing, now that he had come back”; kiss his
forehead, play with Sir Isaac, and then manage furtively to glide away.
But the day before that in which we now see him alone, he had asked her
abruptly, “If, during his absence, any one besides George Morley had
visited at Lady Montfort’s--any one whom she had seen?” And Sophy’s
cheek had as suddenly become crimson, then deadly pale; and first she
said “no,” and then “yes”; and after a pause, looking away from him, she
added: “The young gentleman who--who helped us to buy Sir Isaac, he has
visited Lady Montfort--related to some dear friend of hers.”
“What, the painter!”
“No--the other, with the dark eyes.”
“Haughton!” said Waife, with an expression of great pain in his face.
“Yes--Mr. Haughton; but he has not been here a long, long time. He will
not come again, I believe.”
Her voice quivered, despite herself, at the last words, and she began
to bustle about the room--filled Waife’s pipe, thrust it into his hands
with a laugh, the false mirth of which went to his very heart, and then
stepped from the open window into the little garden, and began to sing
one of Waife’s favourite simple old Border songs; but before she got
through the first line, the song ceased, and she was was as lost to
sight as a ringdove, whose note comes and goes so quickly amongst the
impenetrable coverts.
But Waife had heard enough to justify profound alarm for Sophy’s
peace of mind, and to waken in his own heart some of its most painful
associations. The reader, who knows the wrong inflicted on William
Losely by Lionel Haughton’s father--a wrong which led to all poor
Willy’s subsequent misfortunes--may conceive that the very name of
Haughton was wounding to his ear; and when, in his brief, sole, and
bitter interview with Darrell, the latter had dropped out that Lionel
Haughton, however distant of kin, would be a more grateful heir than
the grandchild of a convicted felon--if Willy’s sweet nature could have
admitted a momentary hate, it would have been for the thus vaunted son
of the man who had stripped him of the modest all which would perhaps
have saved his own child from the robber’s guilt, and himself from the
robber’s doom. Long since, therefore, the reader will have comprehended
why, when Waife came to meet Sophy at the riverside, and learned at
the inn on its margin that the name of her younger companion was Lionel
Haughton--why, I say, he had so morosely parted from the boy, and so
imperiously bade Sophy dismiss all thought of meeting “the pretty young
gentleman” again.
And now again this very Lionel Haughton to have stolen into the retreat
in which poor Waife had deemed he left his treasure so secure! Was it
for this he had fled from her? Did he return to find her youth blighted,
her affections robbed from him, by the son of Charles Haughton? The
father had despoiled his manhood of independence; must it be the son who
despoiled his age of its only solace? Grant even that Lionel was
worthy of Sophy--grant that she had been loyally wooed--must not that
attachment be fruitless--be fatal? If Lionel were really now adopted by
Darrell, Waife knew human nature too well to believe that Darrell would
complacently hear Lionel ask a wife in her whose claim to his lineage
had so galled and incensed him. It was while plunged in these torturing
reflections that Lady Montfort (not many minutes after Sophy’s song
had ceased and her form vanished) had come to visit him, and he at
once accosted her with agitated inquiries: “When had Mr. Haughton
first presented himself?--how often had he seen Sophy?--what had passed
between them?--did not Lady Montfort see that his darling’s heart was
breaking?”
But he stopped as suddenly as he had rushed into his thorny maze of
questions; for, looking imploringly into Caroline Montfort’s face, he
saw there more settled signs of a breaking heart than Sophy had yet
betrayed, despite her paleness and her sighs. Sad, indeed, the change
in her countenance since he had left the place months ago, though Waife,
absorbed in Sophy, had not much remarked it till now, when seeking
to read therein secrets that concerned his darling’s welfare. Lady
Montfort’s beauty was so perfect in that rare harmony of feature which
poets, before Byron, have compared to music, that sorrow could no more
mar the effect of that beauty on the eye, than pathos can mar the effect
of the music that admits it on the ear. But the change in her face
seemed that of a sorrow which has lost all earthly hope. Waife,
therefore, checked questions that took the tone of reproaches, and
involuntarily murmured “Pardon.”
Then Caroline Montfort told him all the tender projects she had
conceived for his grandchild’s happiness--how, finding Lionel
so disinterested and noble, she had imagined she saw in him the
providential agent to place Sophy in the position to which Waife had
desired to raise her; Lionel, to share with her the heritage of which he
might otherwise despoil her--both to become the united source of joy and
of pride to the childless man who now favoured the one to exclude the
other. Nor in these schemes had the absent wanderer been forgotten. No;
could Sophy’s virtues once be recognised by Darrell, and her alleged
birth acknowledged by him--could the guardian, who, in fostering
those virtues to bloom by Darrell’s hearth, had laid under the deepest
obligations one who, if unforgiving to treachery, was grateful for
the humblest service--could that guardian justify the belief in his
innocence which George Morley had ever entertained, and, as it now
proved, with reason--then where on all earth a man like Guy Darrell to
vindicate William Losely’s attainted honour, or from whom William
Losely might accept cherishing friendship and independent ease, with so
indisputable a right to both! Such had been the picture that the fond
and sanguine imagination of Caroline Montfort had drawn from generous
hope, and coloured with tender fancies. But alas for such castles in the
air! All had failed. She had only herself to blame. Instead of securing
Sophys welfare, she had endangered Sophy’s happiness. They whom she
had desired to unite were irrevocably separated. Bitterly she accused
herself--her error in relying so much on Lionel’s influence with
Darrell--on her own early remembrance of Darrell’s affectionate nature
and singular sympathies with the young--and thus suffering Lionel and
Sophy to grow familiar with each other’s winning characters, and carry
on childlike romance into maturer sentiment. She spoke, though briefly,
of her visit to Darrell, and its ill success--of the few letters that
had passed since then between herself and Lionel, in which it was
settled that he should seek no parting interview with Sophy. He had
declared to Sophy no formal suit--they had exchanged no lovers’ vows. It
would be, therefore, but a dishonourable cruelty to her to say, “I come
to tell you that I love you, and that we must part for ever.” And how
avow the reason--that reason that would humble her to the dust? Lionel
was forbidden to wed with one whom Jasper Losely called daughter, and
whom the guardian she so venerated believed to be his grandchild. All
of comfort that Lady Montfort could suggest was, that Sophy was so
young that she would conquer what might be but a girl’s romantic
sentiment--or, if a more serious attachment, one that no troth had
cemented--for a person she might not see again for years; Lionel was
negotiating exchange into a regiment on active service. “Meanwhile,”
said Lady Montfort, “I shall never wed again. I shall make it known that
I look on your Sophy as the child of my adoption. If I do not live to
save sufficient for her out of an income that is more than thrice what
I require, I have instructed my lawyers to insure my life for her
provision; it will be ample. Many a wooer, captivating as Lionel, and
free from the scruples that fetter his choice, will be proud to kneel
at the feet of one so lovely. This rank of mine, which has never yet
bestowed on me a joy, now becomes of value, since it will give dignity
to--to Matilda’s child, and--and to--” Lady Montfort sobbed.
Waife listened respectfully, and for the time was comforted. Certainly,
in his own heart he was glad that Lionel Haughton was permanently
separated from Sophy. There was scarcely a man on earth, of fair station
and repute, to whom he would have surrendered Sophy with so keen a pang
as to Charles Haughton’s son.
The poor young lovers! all the stars seemed against them! Was it not
enough that Guy Darrell should be so obdurate! must the mild William
Losely be also a malefic in their horoscope?
But when, that same evening, the old man more observantly than ever
watched his grandchild, his comfort vanished--misgivings came over
him--he felt assured that the fatal shaft had been broken in the wound,
and that the heart was bleeding inly.
True; not without prophetic insight had Arabella Crane said to the
pining, but resolute, quiet child, behind the scenes of Mr. Rugge’s
show, “How much you will love one day.” All that night Waife lay awake
pondering--revolving--exhausting that wondrous fertility of resource
which teemed in his inventive brain. In vain!
And now--(the day after this conversation with Lady Montfort, whose
illness grieves, but does not surprise him)--now, as he sits and thinks,
and gazes abstractedly into that far, pale, winter sky-now, the old man
is still scheming how to reconcile a human loving heart to the eternal
loss of that affection which has so many perishable counterfeits, but
which, when true in all its elements--complete in all its varied wealth
of feeling, is never to be forgotten and never to be replaced.
CHAPTER II.
AN OFFERING TO THE MANES.
Three sides of Waife’s cottage were within Lady Montfort’s grounds; the
fourth side, with its more public, entrance, bordered the lane. Now,
as he thus sate, he was startled by a low timid ring at the door which
opened on the lane. Who could it be?--not Jasper! He began to tremble.
The ring was repeated. One woman-servant composed all his establishment.
He heard her opening the door--heard a low voice; it seemed a soft,
fresh, young voice. His room-door opened, and the woman, who of course
knew the visitor by sight and name, having often remarked him on the
grounds with Lady Montfort and Sophy, said, in a cheerful tone, as if
bringing good news, “Mr. Lionel Haughton.”
Scarcely was the door closed--scarcely the young man in the room,
before, with all his delightful, passionate frankness, Lionel had
clasped Waife’s reluctant hand in both his own, and, with tears in his
eyes, and choking in his voice, was pouring forth sentences so loosely
knit together that they seemed almost incoherent; now a burst of
congratulation--now a falter of condolence--now words that seemed to
supplicate as for pardon to an offence of his own--rapid transitions
from enthusiasm to pity, from joy to grief--variable, with the stormy
April of a young, fresh, hearty nature.
Taken so wholly by surprise, Waife, in vain attempting to appear cold
and distant, and only very vaguely comprehending what the unwelcome
visitor so confusedly expressed, at last found voice to interrupt the
jet and gush of Lionel’s impetuous emotion, and said as drily as he
could: “I am really at a loss to conceive the cause of what appears to
be meant as congratulations to me and reproaches to yourself, Mr.--, Mr.
Haugh--;” his lips could not complete the distasteful name.
“My name shocks you--no wonder,” said Lionel, deeply mortified,
and bowing down his head as he gently dropped the old man’s hand.
“Reproaches to myself!--Ah, sir, I am here as Charles Haughton’s son!”
“What!” exclaimed Waife, “you know? How could you know that Charles
Haughton--”
LIONEL (interrupting).--“I know. His own lips confessed his shame to
have so injured you.”
WAIFE.--“Confessed to whom?”
LIONEL.--“To Alban Morley. Relieve me, my father’s remorse was bitter;
it dies not in his grave, it lives in me. I have so longed to meet with
William Losely.”
Waife seated himself in silence, shading his face with one hand while
with the other he made a slight gesture, as if to discourage or rebuke
farther allusion to ancient wrong. Lionel, in quick accents, but more
connected meaning, went on--
“I have just come from Mr. Darrell, where I and Colonel Morley (here
Lionel’s countenance was darkly troubled) have been staying some days.
Two days ago I received this letter from George Morley, forwarded to me
from London. It says--let me read it: ‘You will rejoice to learn that
our dear Waife’--pardon that name.”
“I have no other--go on.”
“‘Is once more with his grandchild.’” (Here Lionel sighed heavily--sigh
like Sophy’s.) “‘You will rejoice yet more to learn that it has pleased
Heaven to allow me and another witness, who, some years ago, had been
misled into condemning Waife, to be enabled to bear incontrovertible
testimony to the complete innocence of my beloved friend; nay, more--I
say to you most solemnly, that in all which appeared to attest guilt,
there has been a virtue, which, if known to Mr. Darrell, would make him
bow in reverence to that old man. Tell Mr. Darrell so from me; and
add, that in saying it, I express my conviction of his own admiring
sympathy--for all that is noble and heroic.’”
“Too much-this is too, too much,” stammered out Waife, restlessly
turning away; “but--but, you are folding up the letter. That is all?--he
does not say more? he does not mention any one else?--eh?--eh?”
“No, sir; that is all.”
“Thank Heaven! He is an honourable man! Yet he has said more than he
ought--much more than he can prove, or than I--” he broke off, and
abruptly asked--“How did Mr. Darrell take these assertions? With an
incredulous laugh--eh?--‘Why, the old rogue had pleaded guilty!’”
“Sir, Alban Morley was there to speak of the William Losely whom he had
known; to explain, from facts which he had collected at the time,
of what nature was the evidence not brought forward. The motive that
induced you to plead guilty I had long guessed; it flashed in an instant
on Guy Darrell; it was not mere guess with him! You ask me what he
said? This: ‘Grand nature! George is right! and I do bow my head in
reverence!’”
“He said that?--Guy Darrell? On your honour, he said that?”
“Can you doubt it? Is he not a gentleman?” Waife was fairly overcome.
“But, sir,” resumed Lionel, “I must not conceal from you, that though
George’s letter and Alban Morley’s communications sufficed to satisfy
Darrell, without further question, your old friend was naturally anxious
to learn a more full account, in the hope of legally substantiating your
innocence. He therefore despatched by the telegraph a request to his
nephew to come at once to Fawley. George arrived there yesterday. Do not
blame him, sir, that we share his secret.”
“You do? Good heavens! And that lawyer will be barbarous enough
to--but no--he has an interest in not accusing of midnight robbery
his daughter’s husband; Jasper’s secret is safe with him. And Colonel
Morley--surely his cruel nephew will not suffer him to make me--me, with
one foot in the grave--a witness against my Lizzy’s son!”
“Colonel Morley, at Darrell’s suggestion, came with me to London; and if
he does not accompany me to you, it is because he is even now busied in
finding out your son, not to undo, but to complete the purpose of your
self-sacrifice. ‘All other considerations,’ said Guy Darrell, ‘must be
merged in this one thought--that such a father shall not have been in
vain a martyr.’ Colonel Morley is empowered to treat with your son
on any terms; but on this condition, that the rest of his life shall
inflict no farther pain, no farther fear on you. This is the sole use to
which, without your consent, we have presumed to put the secret we have
learned. Do you pardon George now?”
Waife’s lips murmured inaudibly, but his face grew very bright; and as
it was raised upwards, Lionel’s ear caught the whisper of a name--it was
not Jasper, it was “Lizzy.”
“Ah! why,” said Lionel, sadly, and after a short pause, “why was I not
permitted to be the one to attest your innocence--to clear your name?
I, who owed to you so vast an hereditary debt! And now--dear, dear Mr.
Losely--”
“Hush! Waife!--call me Waife still!--and always.”
“Willingly! It is the name by which I have accustomed myself to love
you. Now, listen to me. I am dishonoured until at least the mere
pecuniary debt, due to you from my father, is paid. Hist! Hist!--Alban
Morley says so--Darrell says so. Darrell says, ‘he cannot own me as
kinsman till that debt is cancelled.’ Darrell lends me the means to do
it; he would share his kinsman’s ignominy if he did not. Before I could
venture even to come hither, the sum due to you from my father was
repaid. I hastened to town yesterday evening--saw Mr. Darrell’s lawyer.
I have taken a great liberty--I have invested this sum already in the
purchase of an annuity for you. Mr. Darrell’s lawyer had a client
who was in immediate want of the sum due to you; and, not wishing
permanently to burthen his estate by mortgage, would give a larger
interest by way of annuity than the public offices would; excellent
landed security. The lawyer said it would be a pity to let the
opportunity slip, so I ventured to act for you. It was all settled this
morning. The particulars are on this paper, which I will leave with you.
Of course the sum due to you is not exactly the same as that which
my father borrowed before I was born. There is the interest--compound
interest; nothing more. I don’t understand such matters; Darrell’s
lawyer made the calculation--it must be right.”
Waife had taken the paper, glanced at its contents, dropped it in
confusion, amaze. Those hundreds lent, swelled into all those thousands
returned! And all methodically computed--tersely--arithmetically-down
to fractions. So that every farthing seemed, and indeed was, his lawful
due. And that sum invested in an annuity of L500 a year--income which,
to poor Gentleman Waife, seemed a prince’s revenue!
“It is quite a business-like computation, I tell you, sir; all done by
a lawyer. It is indeed,” cried Lionel, dismayed at Waife’s look and
gesture. “Compound interest will run up to what seems a large amount
at first; every child knows that. You can’t deny Cocker and calculating
tables, and that sort of thing. William Losely, you cannot leave an
eternal load of disgrace on the head of Charles Haughton’s son.”
“Poor Charlie Haughton,” murmured Waife. “And I was feeling bitter
against his memory--bitter against his son. How Heaven loves to teach
us the injustice that dwells in anger! But--but--this cannot be. I thank
Mr. Darrell humbly--I cannot take his money.”
“It is not his money--it is mine; he only advances it to me. It costs
him really nothing, for he deducts the L500 a year from the allowance
he makes me. And I don’t want such an absurd allowance as I had before
going out of the Guards into the line--I mean to be a soldier in good
earnest. Too much pocket-money spoils a soldier--only gets one into
scrapes. Alban Morley says the same. Darrell, too, says, ‘Right; no gold
could buy a luxury--like the payment of a father’s debt!’ You cannot
grudge me that luxury--you dare not--why? because you are an honest
Man.”
“Softly, softly, softly,” said Waife. “Let me look at you. Don’t talk of
money now--don’t let us think of money! What a look of your father!
‘Tis he, ‘tis he whom I see before me. Charlie’s sweet bright playful
eyes--that might have turned aside from the path of duty--a sheriff’s
officer! Ah! and Charlie’s happy laugh, too, at the slightest joke! But
THIS is not Charlie’s--it is all your own (touching, with gentle finger,
Lionel’s broad truthful brow). Poor Charlie, he was grieved--you are
right--I remember.”
“Sir,” said Lionel, who was now on one knee by Waife’s chair--“sir, I
have never yet asked man for his blessing--not even Guy Darrell. Will
you put your hand on my head? and oh! that in the mystic world beyond
us, some angel may tell Charles Haughton that William Losely has blessed
his son!”
Solemnly, but with profound humility--one hand on the Bible beside him,
one on the young soldier’s bended head--William Losely blessed Charles
Haughton’s son--and; having done so, involuntarily his arms opened, and
blessing was followed by embrace.
CHAPTER III.
NOTHING SO OBSTINATE AS A YOUNG MAN’S HOPE; NOTHING SO ELOQUENT AS A
LOVER’S TONGUE.
Hitherto there had been no reference to Sophy. Not Sophy’s lover, but
Charles Haughton’s son had knelt to Waife and received the old man’s
blessing. But Waife could not be long forgetful of his darling--nor
his anxiety on her account. The expression in his varying face changed
suddenly. Not half an hour before, Lionel Haughton was the last man in
the world to whom willingly he would have consigned his grandchild. Now,
of all men in the world Lionel Haughton would have been his choice. He
sighed heavily; he comprehended, by his own changed feelings, how tender
and profound an affection Lionel Haughton might inspire in a heart so
fresh as Sophy’s, and so tenacious of the impressions it received.
But they were separated forever; she ought not even again to see him.
Uneasily Waife glanced towards the open window--rose involuntarily,
closed it, and drew down the blind.
“You must go now, young gentleman,” said he, almost churlishly.
The quick lover’s sense in Lionel divined why the blind Avas drawn, and
the dismissal so abruptly given.
“Give me your address,” said Waife; “I will write about--that paper.
Don’t now stay longer--pray--pray.”
“Do not fear, sir. I am not lingering here with the wish to see--her!”
Waife looked down.
“Before I asked the servant to announce me I took the precaution to
learn that you were alone. But a few words more--hear them patiently.
Have you any proof that should satisfy Mr. Darrell’s reason that your
Sophy is his daughter’s child?”
“I have Jasper’s assurance that she is; and the copy of the nurse’s
attestation to the same effect. They satisfied me. I would not have
asked Mr. Darrell to be as easily contented; I could but have asked him
to inquire, and satisfy himself. But he would not even hear me.”
“He will hear you now, and with respect.”
“He will!” cried Waife, joyously. “And if he should inquire and if Sophy
should prove to be, as I have ever believed, his daughter’s child, would
he not’ own, and receive, and cherish her?”
“Alas, sir, do not let me pain you; but that is not my hope. If, indeed,
it should prove that your son deceived you--that Sophy is no way
related to him--if she should be the child of peasants, but of honest
peasants--why, sir, that is my hope, my last hope--for then I would
kneel once more at your feet, and implore your permission to win her
affection and ask her hand.”
“What! Mr. Darrell would consent to your union with the child of
peasants, and not with his own grandchild?”
“Sir, sir, you rack me to the heart; but if you knew all, you would not
wonder to hear me say, ‘I dare not ask Mr. Darrell to bless my union
with the daughter of Jasper Losely.’”
Waife suppressed a groan, and began to pace the room with disordered
steps,
“But,” resumed Lionel, “go to Fawley yourself. Seek Darrell; compare the
reasons for your belief with his for rejecting it. At this moment his
pride is more subdued than I have ever known it. He will go calmly into
the investigation of facts; the truth will become clear. Sir--dear, dear
sir--I am not without a hope.”
“A hope that the child I have so cherished should be nothing in the
world to me!”
“--Nothing to you! Is memory such a shadow?--is affection such a
weathercock? Has the love between you and Sophy been only the instinct
of kindred blood? Has it not been hallowed by all that makes Age and
Childhood so pure a blessing to each other, rooted in trials borne
together? Were you not the first who taught her in wanderings, in
privations, to see a Mother in Nature, and pray to a Father which is in
Heaven? Would all this be blotted out of your soul, if she were not the
child of that son whom it chills you to remember? Sir, if there be
no tie to replace the mere bond of kindred, why have you taken such
vigilant pains to separate a child from him whom you believe to be her
father?”
Waife stood motionless and voiceless. This passionate appeal struck him
forcibly.
“And, sir,” added Lionel, in a lower, sadder tone--“can I ask you, whose
later life has been one sublime self-sacrifice, whether you would rather
that you might call Sophy grandchild, and know her wretched, than know
her but as the infant angel whom Heaven sent to your side when bereaved
and desolate, and know also that she was happy? Oh, William Losely, pray
with me that Sophy may not be your grandchild. Her home will not be
less your home--her attachment will not less replace to you your lost
son--and on your knee her children may learn to lisp the same prayers
that you taught to her. Go to Darrell--go--go! and take me with you!”
“I will--I will,” exclaimed Waife; and snatching at his hat and staff:
“Come--come! But Sophy should not learn that you have been here--that
I have gone away with you; it might set her thinking, dreaming,
hoping--all to end in greater sorrow.” He bustled out of the room
to caution the old woman, and to write a few hasty lines to Sophy
herself--assuring her, on his most solemn honour, that he was not now
flying from her to resume his vagrant life--that, without fail, please
Heaven, he would return that night or the next day.
In a few minutes he reopened the room-door, beckoning silently to
Lionel, and then stole into the quiet lane with quick steps.
CHAPTER IV.
GUY DARRELL’S VIEWS IN THE INVITATION TO WAIFE.
Lionel had but inadequately represented, for he could but imperfectly
comprehend, the profound impression made upon Guy Darrell by George
Morley’s disclosures. Himself so capable of self-sacrifice, Darrell was
the man above all others to regard with an admiring reverence, which
partook of awe, a self-immolation that seemed almost above humanity--to
him who set so lofty an estimate on good name and fair repute. He had
not only willingly permitted, but even urged Lionel to repair to Waife
and persuade the old man to come to Fawley. With Waife he was prepared
to enter into the full discussion of Sophy’s alleged parentage. But
apart even from considerations that touched a cause of perplexity which
disquieted himself, Darrell was eager to see and to show homage to the
sufferer, in whom he recognised a hero’s dignity. And if he had sent
by Lionel no letter from himself to Waife, it was only because, in
the exquisite delicacy of feeling that belonged to him, when his best
emotions were aroused, he felt it just that the whole merit and the
whole delight of reparation to the wrongs of William Losely should,
without direct interposition of his own, be left exclusively to Charles
Haughton’s son. Thus far it will be acknowledged that Guy Darrell was
not one of those men who, once warmed to magnanimous impulse, are cooled
by a thrifty prudence when action grows out of the impulses. Guy
Darrell could not be generous by drachin and scruple. Not apt to say,
“I apologise,”--slow to say, “I repent”; very--very--very slow indeed to
say, “I forgive”; yet let him once say, “I repent,” “I apologise,” or “I
forgive,” and it was said with his whole heart and soul.
But it must not be supposed that, in authorising Lionel to undertake
the embassy to Waife, or in the anticipation of what might pass between
Waife and himself should the former consent to revisit the old house
from which he had been so scornfully driven, Darrell had altered, or
dreamed of altering, one iota of his resolves against a Union between
Lionel and Sophy. True, Lionel had induced him to say--
“Could it be indisputably proved that no drop of Jasper Losely’s blood
were in this girl’s veins--that she were the lawful child of honest
parents, however humble--my right to stand between her and yourself
would cease.” But a lawyer’s experience is less credulous than a lover’s
hope. And to Darrell’s judgment it was wholly improbable that any honest
parents, however humble, should have yielded their child to a knave
like Jasper, while it was so probable that his own persuasion was well
founded, and that she was Jasper’s daughter, though not Matilda’s.
The winter evening had closed, George and Darrell were conversing in
the library; the theme, of course, was Waife; and Darrell listened with
vivid interest to George’s graphic accounts of the old man’s gentle
playful humour--with its vague desultory undercurrents of poetic fancy
or subtle wisdom. But when George turned to speak of Sophy’s endearing,
lovely nature, and, though cautiously, to intimate an appeal on her
behalf to Darrell’s sense of duty, or susceptibility to kindly
emotions, the proud man’s brow be came knit, and his stately air evinced
displeasure. Fortunately, just at a moment when further words might
have led to a permanent coldness between men so disposed to esteem each
other, they heard the sound of wheels on the frosty ground--the shrill
bell at the porch-door.
CHAPTER V.
THE VAGABOND RECEIVED IN THE MANOR-HOUSE AT FAWLEY.
Very lamely, very feebly, declining Lionel’s arm, and leaning heavily on
his crutch-stick, Waife crossed the threshold of the Manor-house. George
sprang forward to welcome him. The old man looked on the preacher’s face
with a kind of wandering uncertainty in his eye, and George saw that
his cheek was very much flushed. He limped on through the hall, still
leaning on his staff, George and Lionel at either side. A pace or two,
and there stood Darrell! Did he, the host, not spring forward to offer
an arm, to extend a hand? No; such greeting in Darrell would have been
but vulgar courtesy. As the old man’s eye rested on him, the superb
gentleman bowed low--bowed as we bow to kings!
They entered the library. Darrell made a sign to George and Lionel. They
understood the sign, and left visitor and host alone.
Lionel drew George into the quaint old dining-hall. “I am very uneasy
about our dear friend,” he said, in agitated accents. “I fear that
I have had too little consideration for his years and his sensitive
nature, and that, what with the excitement of the conversation that
passed between us and the fatigue of the journey, his nerves have
broken down. We were not half-way on the road, and as we had the
railway-carriage to ourselves, I was talking to him with imprudent
earnestness, when he began to tremble all over, and went into an
hysterical paroxysm of mingled tears and laughter. I wished to stop at
the next station, but he was not long recovering, and insisted on coming
on. Still, as we approached Fawley, after muttering to himself, as far
as I could catch his words, incoherently, he sank into a heavy state
of lethargy or stupor, resting his head on my shoulder. It was with
difficulty I roused him when he entered the park.”
“Poor old man,” said George feelingly; “no doubt the quick succession
of emotions through which he has lately passed has overcome him for the
time. But the worst is now passed. His interview with Darrell must cheer
his heart and soothe his spirits; and that interview over, we must give
him all repose and nursing. But tell me what passed between you--if he
was very indignant that I could not suffer men like you and my uncle
Alban and Guy Darrell to believe him a picklock and a thief.”
Lionel began his narrative, but had not proceeded far in it before
Darrell’s voice was heard shouting loud, and the library bell rang
violently.
They hurried into the library, and Lionel’s fears were verified. Waife
was in strong convulsions; and as these gradually ceased, and he rested
without struggle, half on the floor, half in Darrell’s arms, he was
evidently unconscious of all around him. His eye was open, but fixed in
a glassy stare. The servants thronged into the room; one was
despatched instantly to summon the nearest medical practitioner. “Help
me--George--Lionel,” said Darrell, “to bear him up-stairs. Mills, light
us.” When they reached the landing-place, Mills asked, “Which room,
sir?” Darrell hesitated an instant, then his grey eye lit into its dark
fire. “My father’s room--he shall rest on my father’s bed.”
When the surgeon arrived, he declared Waife to be in imminent
danger--pressure on the brain. He prescribed prompt and vigorous
remedies, which had indeed before the surgeon’s arrival suggested
themselves to, and been partly commenced by, Darrell, who had gone
through too many varieties of experience to be unversed in the rudiments
of leechcraft. “If I were in my guest’s state,” asked Darrell of the
practitioner, “what would you do?”
“Telegraph instantly for Dr. F------.”
“Lionel--you hear? Take my own horse--he will carry you like the wind.
Off to --------; it is the nearest telegraph station.”
Darrell did not stir from Waife’s bedside all that anxious eight. Dr.
F------ arrived at morning. He approved of all that had been done, but
nevertheless altered the treatment; and after staying some hours, said
to Darrell: “I am compelled to leave you for the present, nor could I
be of use in staying. I have given all the aid in my power to Nature--we
must leave the rest to Nature herself. That fever--those fierce throes
and spasms--are but Nature’s efforts to cast off the grasp of the enemy
we do not see. It now depends on what degree of rallying power be left
to the patient. Fortunately his frame is robust, yet not plethoric. Do
you know his habits?”
“I know,” answered George--“most temperate, most innocent.”
“Then, with constant care, minute attention to my directions, he may
recover.”
“If care and attention can save my guest’s life, he shall not die,” said
Darrell.
The physician looked at the speaker’s pale face and compressed lips.
“But, Mr. Darrell, I must not have you on my hands too. You must not be
out of your bed again tonight.”
“Certainly not,” said George. “I shall watch alone.”
“No,” cried Lionel, “that is my post too.”
“Pooh!” said Darrell; “young men so far from Death are not such watchful
sentinels against his stroke as men of my years, who have seen him in
all aspects; and, moreover, base indeed in the host who deserts his own
guest’s sick-chamber. Fear not for me, doctor; no man needs sleep less
than I do.”
Dr. F------ slid his hand on Darrell’s pulse. “Irregular--quick; but
what vitality! what power!--a young man’s pulse. Mr. Darrell, many years
for your country’s service are yet in these lusty beats.”
Darrell breathed his chronic sigh, and turning back to Waife’s bedside,
said to the doctor, “When will you come again?”
“The day after to-morrow.”
When the doctor returned, Waife was out of immediate danger. Nature,
fortified by the “temperate, innocent habits” which husband up her
powers, had dislodged, at least for a time, her enemy; but the attack
was followed by extreme debility. It was clear that for days, perhaps
even weeks to come, the vagrant must remain a prisoner under Darrell’s
roof-tree.
Lionel had been too mindful of Sophy’s anxiety to neglect writing to
Lady Montfort the day after Waife’s seizure. But he could not find the
heart to state the old man’s danger; and with the sanguine tendencies of
his young nature, even when at the worst he clung to belief in the best.
He refrained from any separate and private communication of Waife’s
state to Lady Montfort, lest the sadness it would not fail to occasion
her should be perceptible to Sophy, and lead her to divine the cause. So
he contented himself with saying that Waife had accompanied him to Mr.
Darrell’s, and would be detained there, treated with all kindness and
honour, for some days.
Sophy’s mind was relieved by this intelligence, but it filled her with
wonder and conjecture. That Waife, who had so pertinaciously refused
to break bread as a guest under any man’s roof-tree, should be for days
receiving the hospitality of Lionel Haughton’s wealthy and powerful
kinsman, was indeed mysterious. But whatever brought Waife and Lionel
thus in confidential intercourse could not but renew yet more vividly
the hopes she had been endeavouring of late to stifle. And combining
together many desultory remembrances of words escaped unawares from
Lionel, from Lady Montfort, from Waife himself, the truth (of which her
native acuteness had before admitted glimpses) grew almost clear to her.
Was not Mr. Darrell that relation to her lost mother upon whom she had
claims not hitherto conceded? Lionel and Waife both with that relation
now! Surely the clouds that had rested on her future were admitting the
sun through their opening rents--and she blushed as she caught its ray.
CHAPTER VI.
INDIVIDUAL CONCESSIONS ARE LIKE POLITICAL; WHEN YOU ONCE BEGIN,
THERE IS NO SAYING WHERE YOU WILL STOP.
Waife’s first words on recovering consciousness were given to thoughts
of Sophy. He had promised her to return, at farthest, the next day; she
would be so uneasy he must get up--he must go at once. When he found his
strength would not suffer him to rise, he shed tears. It was only very
gradually and at intervals that he became acquainted with the length
and severity of his attack, or fully sensible that he was in
Darrell’s house; that that form, of which he had retained vague dreamy
reminiscences, hanging over his pillow, wiping his brow, and soothing
him with the sweetest tones of the sweet human voice--that that form,
so genial, so brotherlike, was the man who had once commanded him not to
sully with his presence a stainless home.
All that had passed within the last few days was finally made clear to
him in a short, unwitnessed, touching conversation with his host; after
which, however, he became gradually worse; his mind remaining clear, but
extremely dejected; his bodily strength evidently sinking. Dr. F------
was again summoned in haste. That great physician was, as every great
physician should be, a profound philosopher, though with a familiar ease
of manner, and a light off-hand vein of talk, which made the
philosophy less sensible to the taste than any other ingredient in his
pharmacopoeia. Turning everybody else out of the room, he examined his
patient alone--sounded the old man’s vital organs, with ear and with
stethoscope--talked to him now on his feelings, now on the news of the
day, and then stepped out to Darrell.
“Something on the heart, my dear sir; I can’t get at it; perhaps you
can. Take off that something, and the springs will react, and my patient
will soon recover. All about him sound as a rock--but the heart; that
has been horribly worried; something worries it now. His heart may be
seen in his eye. Watch his eye; it is missing some face it is accustomed
to see.”
Darrell changed colour. He stole back into Waife’s room, and took the
old man’s hand. Waife returned the pressure, and said: “I was just
praying for you--and--and--I am sinking fast. Do not let me die, sir,
without wishing poor Sophy a last good-bye!”
Darrell passed back to the landing-place where George and Lionel were
standing, while Dr. F------- was snatching a hasty refreshment in the
library before his return to town. Darrell laid his hand on Lionel’s
shoulder. “Lionel, you must go back to London with Dr. F-------. I
cannot keep you here longer. I want your room.”
“Sir,” said Lionel, aghast, “while Waife is still so ill! You cannot be
thus unkind.”
“Inconsiderate egotist! would you deprive the old man of a presence
dearer to him than yours? George, you will go too, but you will return.
You told me, yesterday, that your wife was in London for a few days;
entreat her to accompany you hither; entreat her to bring with her the
poor young lady whom my guest pines to see at his bedside--the face that
his eye misses.”
CHAPTER VII.
SOPHY, DARRELL, AND THE FLUTE-PLAYER. DARRELL. PREPARES A SURPRISE
FOR WAIFE.
Sophy is come. She has crossed that inexorable threshold. She is a guest
in the house which rejects her as a daughter. She has been there some
days. Waife revived at the first sight of her tender face. He has left
his bed; can move for some hours a day into an adjoining chamber, which
has been hastily arranged for his private sitting-room; and can walk its
floors with a step that grows daily firmer in the delight of leaning on
Sophy’s arm.
Since the girl’s arrival, Darrell has relaxed his watch over the
patient. He never now enters his guest’s apartment without previous
notice; and, by that incommunicable instinct which passes in households
between one silent breast and another, as by a law equally strong to
attract or repel--here drawing together, there keeping apart--though
no rule in either case has been laid down;--by virtue, I say, of that
strange intelligence, Sophy is not in the old man’s room when Darrell
enters. Rarely in the twenty-four hours do the host and the fair young
guest encounter. But Darrell is a quick and keen observer. He has seen
enough of Sophy to be sensible of her charms--to penetrate into her
simple natural loveliness of character--to feel a deep interest in
her, and a still deeper pity for Lionel. Secluding himself as much as
possible in his private room, or in his leafless woods, his reveries
increase in gloom. Nothing unbends his moody brow like Fairthorn’s flute
or Fairthorn’s familiar converse.
It has been said before that Fairthorn knew his secrets. Fairthorn had
idolised Caroline Lyndsay. Fairthorn was the only being in the world to
when Guy Darrell could speak of Caroline Lyndsay--to whom he could own
the unconquerable but unforgiving love which had twice driven him from
the social world. Even to Fairthorn, of course, all could not be told.
Darrell could not speak of the letter he had received at Malta, nor of
Caroline’s visit to him at Fawley; for to do so, even to Fairthorn, was
like a treason to the dignity of the Beloved. And Guy Darrell might rail
at her inconstancy--her heartlessness; but to boast that she had lowered
herself by the proffers that were dictated by repentance, Guy Darrell
could not do that;--he was a gentleman. Still there was much left to
say. He could own that he thought she would now accept his hand; and
when Fairthorn looked happy at that thought, and hinted at excuses for
her former fickleness, it was a great relief to Darrell to fly into a
rage; but if the flute-player meanly turned round and became himself
Caroline’s accuser, then poor Fairthorn was indeed frightened; for
Darrell’s trembling lip or melancholy manner overwhelmed the assailant
with self-reproach, and sent him sidelong into one of his hidden
coverts.
But at this moment Fairthorn was a support to him under other
trials--Fairthorn, who respects as he does, as no one else ever can,
the sanctity of the Darrell line--who would shrink like himself from the
thought that the daughter of Jasper Losely, and in all probability not
a daughter of Matilda Darrell, should ever be mistress of that ancestral
hall, lowly and obscure and mouldering though it be--and that the child
of a sharper, a thief, a midnight assassin, should carry on the lineage
of knights and warriors in whose stainless scutcheons, on many a Gothic
tomb or over the portals of ruined castles, was impaled the heraldry of
Brides sprung from the loins of Lion Kings! Darrell, then, doing full
justice to all Sophy’s beauty and grace, purity and goodness, was more
and more tortured by the conviction that she could never be wife to the
man on whom, for want of all nearer kindred, would devolve the heritage
of the Darrell name.
On the other hand, Sophy’s feelings towards her host were almost equally
painful and embittered. The tenderness and reverence that he had showed
to her beloved grandfather, the affecting gratitude with which Waife
spoke of him, necessarily deepened her prepossessions in his favour as
Lionel’s kinsman; and though she saw him so sparingly, still, when
they did meet, she had no right to complain of his manner. It might be
distant, taciturn; but it was gentle, courteous--the manner which might
be expected, in a host of secluded habits, to a young guest from
whose sympathies he was removed by years, but to whose comforts he was
unobtrusively considerate--whose wishes were delicately forestalled. Yet
was this all that her imagination had dared to picture on entering those
grey walls? Where was the evidence of the relationship of which she had
dreamed?--where a single sign that she was more in that house than a
mere guest?--where, alas! a token that even Lionel had named her to his
kinsman, and that for Lionel’s sake that kinsman bade her welcome?
And Lionel too--gone the very day before she arrived! That she learned
incidentally from the servant who showed her into the room. Gone, and
not addressed a line to herself, though but to condole with her on her
grandfather’s illness, or congratulate her that the illness had spared
the life! She felt wounded to the very core. As Waife’s progressive
restoration allowed her thoughts more to revert to so many causes for
pain and perplexity, the mystery of all connected with her own and
Waife’s sojourn under that roof baffled her at tempts at conjecture. The
old man did not volunteer explanations. Timidly she questioned him; but
his nerves yet were so unstrung, and her questions so evidently
harassed him, that she only once made that attempt to satisfy her own
bewilderment, and smiled as if contented when he said, after a long
pause: “Patience yet, my child; let me get a little stronger. You see
Mr. Darrell will not suffer me to talk with him on matters that must be
discussed with him before I go; and then--and then--Patience till then,
Sophhy.”
Neither George nor his wife gave her any clue to the inquiries that
preyed upon her mind. The latter, a kind, excellent woman, meekly
devoted to her husband, either was, or affected to be, in ignorance
of the causes that had led. Waife to Fawley, save very generally that
Darrell had once wronged him by an erring judgment, and had hastened to
efface that wrong. And then she kissed Sophy fondly, and told her that
brighter days were in store for the old man and herself. George said
with more authority--the authority of the priest: “Ask no questions.
Time, that solves all riddles, is hurrying on, and Heaven directs its
movements.”
Her very heart was shut up, except where it could gush forth--nor even
then with full tide--in letters to Lady Montfort. Caroline had heard
from George’s wife, with intense emotion, that Sophy was summoned to
Darrell’s house, the gravity of Waife’s illness being considerately
suppressed. Lady Montfort could but suppose that Darrell’s convictions
had been shaken--his resolutions softened; that he sought an excuse to
see Sophy, and judge of her himself. Under this impression, in
parting with her young charge, Caroline besought Sophy to write to her
constantly and frankly. Sophy felt all inexpressible relief in
this correspondence. But Lady Montfort in her replies was not
more communicative than Waife or the Morleys; only she seemed more
thoughtfully anxious that Sophy should devote her self to the task
of propitiating her host’s affections. She urged her to try and break
through his reserve--see more of him; as if that were possible! And her
letters were more filled with questions about Darrell than even with
admonitions and soothings to Sophy. The letters that arrived at Fawley
were brought in a bag, which Darrell opened; but Sophy noticed that it
was with a peculiar compression of lip, and a marked change of colour,
that he had noticed the handwriting on Lady Montfort’s first letter to
her, and that after that first time her letters were not enclosed in the
bag, but came apart, and were never again given to her by her host.
Thus passed days in which Sophy’s time was spent chiefly in Waife’s
sick-room. But now he is regaining strength hourly. To his sitting-room
comes George frequently to relieve Sophy’s watch. There, once a day,
comes Guy Darrell, and what then passed between the two men none
witnessed. In these hours Waife insisted upon Sophy’s going forth for
air and exercise. She is glad to steal out alone-steal down by the banks
of the calm lake, or into the gloom of the mournful woods. Here she not
unfrequently encounters Fairthorn, who, having taken more than ever to
the flute, is driven more than ever to outdoor rambles, for he has been
cautioned not to indulge in his melodious resource within doors lest he
disturb the patient.