was the author of the tale by which the woman he had loved, as woman
never was loved before, had excused her breach of faith, and been
lost to him forever? And he learned this, while yet fresh from her
presence--fresh from the agonising conviction that his heart loved
still, but could not pardon. With a spring so sudden that it took Losely
utterly by surprise, he leaped on the bravo, swung aside that huge bulk
which Jasper had boasted four draymen could not stir against its will,
cleared his way; and turning back before Losely had recovered his amaze,
cried out: “Execrable villain! I revoke every offer to aid a life
that has existed but to darken and desolate those it was permitted to
approach. Starve or rob! perish miserably! And if I pour not on your
head my parting curse, it is only because I know that man has no right
to curse; and casting you back on your own evil self is the sole revenge
which my belief in Heaven permits me.”
Thus saying, Darrell strode on-swiftly, but not as one who flies. Jasper
made three long bounds, and was almost at his side, when he was startled
by the explosion of a gun. A pheasant fell dead on the road, and
Darrell’s gamekeeper, gun in hand, came through a gap in the hedge
opposite the park-pales, and, seeing his master close before him,
approached to apologise for the suddenness of the shot.
Whatever Losely’s intention in hastening after Darrell, he had no option
now but to relinquish it, and drop back. The village itself was not many
hundred yards distant; and, after all, what good in violence, except the
gratified rage of the moment? Violence would not give to Jasper Losely
the income that had just been within his grasp, and had so unexpectedly
eluded it. He remained, therefore, in the lane, standing still, and
seeing Darrell turn quietly into his park through another gate close to
the Manor-house. The gamekeeper, meanwhile, picked up his bird, reloaded
his gun, and eyed Jasper suspiciously askant. The baffled gladiator at
length turned and walked slowly back to the town he had left. It
was late in the afternoon when he once more gained his corner in the
coffee-room of his commercial inn; and, to his annoyance, the room was
crowded--it was market-day. Farmers, their business over, came in and
out in quick succession; those who did not dine at the ordinaries
taking their hasty snack, or stirrup-cup, while their horses were being
saddled; others to look at the newspaper, or exchange a word on the
state of markets and the nation. Jasper, wearied and sullen, had to
wait for the refreshments he ordered, and meanwhile fell into a sort of
half-doze, as was not now unusual in him in the intervals between food
and mischief. From this creeping torpor he was suddenly roused by the
sound of Darrell’s name. Three farmers standing close beside him, their
backs to the fire, were tenants to Darrell--two of them on the lands
that Darrell had purchased in the years of his territorial ambition; the
third resided in the hamlet of Fawley, and rented the larger portion of
the comparatively barren acres to which the old patrimonial estate was
circumscribed. These farmers were talking of their Squire’s return to
the county--of his sequestered mode of life--of his peculiar habits--of
the great unfinished house which was left to rot. The Fawley tenant then
said that it might not, be left to rot after all, and that the village
workmen had been lately employed, and still were, in getting some of the
rooms into rough order; and then he spoke of the long gallery in which
the Squire had been arranging his fine pictures, and how he had run up
a passage between that gallery and his own room, and how he would
spend hours at day, and night too, in that awful long room as lone as a
churchyard; and that Mr. Mills had said that his master now lived almost
entirely either in that gallery or in the room in the roof of the old
house--quite cut off, as you might say, except from the eyes of those
dead pictures, or the rats, which had grown so excited at having their
quarters in the new building invaded, that if you peeped in at the
windows in moonlit nights you might see them in dozens, sitting on their
haunches, as if holding council, or peering at the curious old things
which lay beside the crates out of which they had been taken. Then the
rustic gossips went on to talk of the rent-day which was at hand--of the
audit feast, which, according to immemorial custom, was given at the
old Manor-house on that same rent-day--supposed that Mr. Fairthorn would
preside--that the Squire himself would not appear--made some incidental
observations on their respective rents and wheat-crops-remarked that
they should have a good moonlight for their ride back from the audit
feast--cautioned each other, laughing, not to drink too much of Mr.
Fairthorn’s punch--and finally went their way, leaving on the mind of
Jasper Losely--who, leaning his scheming head on his powerful hand, had
appeared in dull sleep all the while--these two facts: 1st, That on
the third day from that which was then declining, sums amounting to
thousands would find their way into Fawley Manor-house; and, 2ndly, That
a communication existed between the unfinished, uninhabited building,
and Darrell’s own solitary chamber. As soon as he had fortified himself
by food and drink, Jasper rose, paid for his refreshments and walked
forth. Noiseless and rapid, skirting the hedgerows by the lane that led
to Fawley, and scarcely distinguishable under their shadow, the human
wild-beast strided on in scent of its quarry. It was night when Jasper
once more reached the moss-grown pales round the demesnes of the old
Manor-house. In a few minutes he was standing under the black shadow
of the buttresses to the unfinished pile. His object was not, then,
to assault, but to reconnoitre. He prowled round the irregular
walls, guided in his survey, now and then, faintly by the
stars--more constantly and clearly by the lights from the contiguous
Manor-house--especially the light from that high chamber in the gable,
close by which ran the thin framework of wood which linked the two
buildings of stone, just as any frail scheme links together the Past
which man has not enjoyed, with the Future he will not complete. Jasper
came to a large bay unglazed window, its sill but a few feet from the
ground, from which the boards, nailed across the mullions, had been
removed by the workmen whom Darrell had employed on the interior,
and were replaced but by a loose tarpaulin. Pulling aside this slight
obstacle, Jasper had no difficulty in entering through the wide mullions
into the dreary edifice. Finding himself in profound darkness, he had
recourse to a lucifer-box which he had about him, and the waste of a
dozen matches sufficed him to examine the ground. He was in a space
intended by the architect for the principal staircase; a tall ladder,
used by the recent workmen, was still left standing against the wall,
the top of it resting on a landing-place opposite a doorway, that, from
the richness of its half-finished architrave, obviously led to what
had been designed for the state apartments; between the pediments was
a slight temporary door of rough deal planks. Satisfied with his
reconnoitre, Losely quitted the skeleton pile, and retraced his steps
to the inn he had left. His musings by the way suggested to him the
expediency, nay, the necessity, of an accomplice. Implements might
be needed--disguises would be required--swift horses for flight to be
hired--and, should the robbery succeed, the bulk of the spoil would be
no doubt in bank-notes, which it would need some other hand than his own
to dispose of, either at the bank next morning at the earliest hour,
or by transmission abroad. For help in all this Jasper knew no one to
compare to Cutts; nor did he suspect his old ally of any share in the
conspiracy against him, of which he had been warned by Mrs. Crane.
Resolving, therefore, to admit that long-tried friend into his
confidence, and a share of the spoils, he quickened his pace, arrived at
the railway-station in time for a late train to London, and, disdainful
of the dangers by which he was threatened in return to any of the haunts
of his late associates, gained the dark court wherein he had effected a
lodgment on the night of his return to London, and roused Cutts from his
slumbers with tales of an enterprise so promising, that the small man
began to recover his ancient admiration for the genius to which he had
bowed at Paris, but which had fallen into his contempt in London.
Mr. Cutts held a very peculiar position in that section of the great
world to which he belonged. He possessed the advantage of an education
superior to that of the generality of his companions, having been
originally a clerk to an Old Bailey attorney, and having since
that early day accomplished his natural shrewdness by a variety of
speculative enterprises both at home and abroad. In these adventures he
had not only contrived to make money, but, what is very rare with the
foes of law, to save it. Being a bachelor, he was at small expenses,
but besides his bachelor’s lodging in the dark court, he had an
establishment in the heart of the City, near the Thames, which was
intrusted to the care of a maiden sister, as covetous and as crafty as
himself. At this establishment, ostensibly a pawnbroker’s, were received
the goods which Cutts knew at his residence in the court were to be
sold a bargain, having been obtained for nothing. It was chiefly by this
business that the man enriched himself. But his net was one that took in
fishes of all kinds. He was a general adviser to the invaders of law. If
he shared in the schemes he advised, they were so sure to be successful,
that he enjoyed the highest reputation for luck. It was but seldom that
he did actively share in those schemes--lucky in what he shunned as in
what he performed. He had made no untruthful boast to Mrs. Crane of the
skill with which he had kept himself out of the fangs of justice. With a
certain portion of the police he was indeed rather a favourite; for was
anything mysteriously “lost,” for which the owner would give a reward
equal to its value in legal markets, Cutts was the man who would get it
back. Of violence he had a wholesome dislike; not that he did not admire
force in others--not that he was physically a coward--but that caution
was his predominant characteristic. He employed force when required--set
a just value on it--would plan a burglary, and dispose of the spoils;
but it was only where the prize was great and the danger small, that he
lent his hand to the work that his brain approved. When Losely proposed
to him the robbery of a lone country-house, in which Jasper, making
light of all perils, brought prominently forward the images of some
thousands of pounds in gold and notes, guarded by an elderly gentleman,
and to be approached with ease through an uninhabited building--Cutts
thought it well worth personal investigation. Nor did he consider
himself bound, by his general engagement to Mrs. Crane, to lose the
chance of a sum so immeasurably greater than he could expect to obtain
from her by revealing the plot and taking measures to frustrate it.
Cutts was a most faithful and intelligent agent when he was properly
paid, and had proved himself so to Mrs. Crane on various occasions. But
then, to be paid properly meant a gain greater in serving than he could
get in not serving. Hitherto it had been extremely lucrative to obey
Mrs. Crane in saving Jasper from crime and danger. In this instance the
lucre seemed all the other way. Accordingly, the next morning, having
filled a saddle-bag with sundry necessaries, such as files, picklocks,
masks--to which he added a choice selection of political tracts and
newspapers--he and Jasper set out on two hired but strong and fleet
hackneys to the neighbourhood of Fawley. They put up at a town on the
other side of the Manor-house from that by which Jasper had approached
it, and at about the same distance. After baiting their steeds, they
proceeded to Fawley by the silent guide of a finger-post, gained the
vicinity of the park, and Cutts, dismounting, flitted across the turf,
and plunged himself into the hollows of the unfinished mansion while
Jasper took charge of the horses in a corner of the wooded lane.
Cutts, pleased by the survey of the forlorn interior, ventured, in the
stillness that reigned around, to mount the ladder, to apply a picklock
to the door above, and, opening this with ease, crept into the long
gallery, its walls covered with pictures. Through the crevices in
another door at the extreme end gleamed a faint light. Cutts applied his
eye to the chinks and keyhole, and saw that the light came from a room
on the other side the narrow passage which connected the new house with
the old. The door of that room was open, candles were on the table, and
beside the table Cutts could distinguish the outline of a man’ s form
seated--doubtless the owner; but the form did not seem “elderly.” If
inferior to Jasper’s in physical power, it still was that of vigorous
and unbroken manhood. Cutts did not like the appearance of that
form, and he retreated to outer air with some misgivings. However, on
rejoining Losely, he said: “As yet things look promising-place still as
death--only one door locked, and that the common country lock, which a
schoolboy might pick with his knife.”
“Or a crooked nail,” said Jasper.
“Ay, no better picklock in good hands. But there are other things
besides locks to think of.”
Cutts then hurried on to suggest that it was just the hour when some
of the workmen employed on the premises might be found in the Fawley
public-house; that he should ride on, dismount there, and take his
chance of picking up details of useful information as to localities and
household. He should represent himself as a commercial traveller on
his road to the town they had quitted; he should take out his cheap
newspapers and tracts; he should talk politics--all workmen love
politics, especially the politics of cheap newspapers and tracts. He
would rejoin Losely in an hour or so.
The bravo waited--his horse grazed--the moon came forth, stealing
through the trees, bringing into fantastic light the melancholy old
dwelling-house--the yet more melancholy new pile. Jasper was not, as we
have seen, without certain superstitious fancies, and they had grown
on him more of late as his brain had become chronically heated and his
nerves relaxed by pain. He began to feel the awe of the silence and the
moonlight; and some vague remembrances of earlier guiltless days--of a
father’s genial love--of joyous sensations in the priceless possession
of youth and vigour--of the admiring smiles and cordial hands which his
beauty, his daring, and high spirits had attracted towards him--of the
all that he had been, mixed with the consciousness of what he was, and
an uneasy conjecture of the probable depth of the final fall--came dimly
over his thoughts, and seemed like the whispers of remorse. But it is
rarely that man continues to lay blame on himself; and Jasper hastened
to do, as many a better person does without a blush for his folly--viz.,
shift upon the innocent shoulders of fellow-men, or on the hazy outlines
of that clouded form which ancient schools and modern plagiarists call
sometimes “Circumstance,” sometimes “Chance,” sometimes “Fate,” all the
guilt due to his own wilful abuse of irrevocable hours.
With this consolatory creed came, of necessity--the devil’s grand
luxury, Revenge. Say to yourself, “For what I suffer I condemn another
man, or I accuse the Arch-Invisible, be it a Destiny, be it a Maker!”
and the logical sequel is to add evil to evil, folly to folly--to retort
on the man who so wrongs, or on the Arch-Invisible who so afflicts you.
Of all our passions, is not Revenge the one into which enters with the
most zest a devil? For what is a devil?--A being whose sole work on
earth is some revenge on God!
Jasper Losely was not by temperament vindictive; he was irascible, as
the vain are--combative, aggressive, turbulent, by the impulse of animal
spirits; but the premeditation of vengeance was foreign to a levity and
egotism which abjured the self-sacrifice that is equally necessary to
hatred as to love. But Guy Darrell had forced into his moral system a
passion not native to it. Jasper had expected so much from his marriage
with the great man’s daughter--counted so thoroughly on her power to
obtain pardon and confer wealth--and his disappointment had been so
keen--been accompanied with such mortification--that he regarded the man
whom he had most injured as the man who had most injured him. But
not till now did his angry feelings assume the shape of a definite
vengeance. So long as there was a chance that he could extort from
Darrell the money that was the essential necessary to his life, he
checked his thoughts whenever they suggested a profitless gratification
of rage. But now that Darrell had so scornfully and so inexorably
spurned all concession--now that nothing was to be wrung from him except
by force--force and vengeance came together in his projects. And yet
even in the daring outrage he was meditating, murder itself did not
stand out as a thought accepted--no; what pleased his wild and turbid
imagination was the idea of humiliating by terror the man who had
humbled him. To penetrate into the home of this haughty scorner--to
confront him in his own chamber at the dead of night, man to man, force
to force; to say to him, “None now can deliver you from me--I come no
more as a suppliant--I command you to accept my terms”; to gloat over
the fears which, the strong man felt assured, would bow the rich man
to beg for mercy at his feet;--this was the picture which Jasper Losely
conjured up; and even the spoil to be won by violence smiled on him less
than the grand position which the violence itself would bestow. Are not
nine murders out of ten fashioned thus from conception into deed? “Oh
that my enemy were but before me face to face--none to part us!” says
the vindictive dreamer. Well, and what then? There, his imagination
halts--there he drops the sable curtain; he goes not on to say, “Why,
then another murder will be added to the long catalogue from Cain.”
He palters with his deadly wish, and mutters, perhaps, at most, “Why,
then--come what may!”
Losely continued to gaze on the pale walls gleaming through the wintry
boughs, as the moon rose high and higher. And now out broke the
light from Darrell’s lofty casement, and Losely smiled fiercely, and
muttered--hark! the very words--“And then! come what may!”
Hoofs are now heard on the hard road, and Jasper is joined by his
accomplice.
“Well!” said Jasper.
“Mount!” returned Cutts; “I have much to say as we ride.”
“This will not do,” resumed Cutts, as they sped fast down the lane;
“why, you never told me all the drawbacks. There are no less than four
men in the house--two servants besides the master and his secretary; and
one of those servants, the butler or valet, has firearms, and knows how
to use them.”
“Pshaw!” said Jasper scoffingly; “is that all? Am I not a match for
four?”
“No, it is not all; you told me the master of the house was a retired
elderly man, and you mentioned his name. But you never told me that your
Mr. Darrell was the famous lawyer and Parliament man--a man about whom
the newspapers have been writing the last six months.”
“What does that signify?”
“Signify! Just this, that there will be ten times more row about the
affair you propose than there would be if it concerned only a stupid
old country squire, and therefore ten times as much danger. Besides,
on principle I don’t like to have anything to do with lawyers--a
cantankerous, spiteful set of fellows. And this Guy Darrell! Why,
General Jas., I have seen the man. He cross-examined me once when I was
a witness on a case of fraud, and turned me inside out with as much ease
as if I had been an old pincushion stuffed with bran. I think I see his
eye now, and I would as lief have a loaded pistol at my head as that eye
again fixed on mine.”
“Pooh! You have brought a mask; and, besides, YOU need not see him; I
can face him alone.”
“No, no; there might be murder! I never mix myself with things of that
kind, on principle; your plan will not do. There might be a much safer
chance of more swag in a very different sort of scheme. I hear that the
pictures in that ghostly long room I crept through are worth a mint
of money. Now, pictures of great value are well known, and there are
collectors abroad who would pay almost any price for some pictures, and
never ask where they came from; hide them for some years perhaps, and
not bring them forth till any tales that would hurt us had died away.
This would be safe, I say. If the pictures are small, no one in the
old house need be disturbed. I can learn from some of the trade what
pictures Darrell really has that would fetch a high price, and then look
out for customers abroad. This will take a little time, but be worth
waiting for.”
“I will not wait,” said Jasper, fiercely; “and you are a coward. I have
resolved that to-morrow night I will be in that man’s room, and that man
shall be on his knees before me.”
Cutts turned sharply round on his saddle, and by the aid of the
moonlight surveyed Losely’s countenance. “Oh, I see,” he said, “there
is more than robbery in your mind. You have some feeling of hate--of
vengeance; the man has injured you?”
“He has treated me as if I were a dog,” said Jasper; “and a dog can
bite.”
Cutts mused a few moments. “I have heard you talk at times about some
rich relation or connection on whom you had claims; Darrell is the man,
I suppose?”
“He is; and hark ye, Cutts, if you try to balk me here, I will wring
your neck off. And since I have told you so much, I will tell you this
much more--that I don’t think there is the danger you count on; for
I don’t mean to take Darrell’s blood, and I believe he would not take
mine.”
“But there may be a struggle-and then?”
“Ay, if so, and then--man to man,” replied Jasper, mutteringly.
Nothing more was said, but both spurred on their horses to a quicker
pace. The sparks flashed from the hoofs. Now through the moonlight, now
under shade of the boughs, scoured on the riders--Losely’s broad chest
and marked countenance, once beautiful, now fearful, formidably defined
even under the shadows--his comrade’s unsubstantial figure and goblin
features flitting vague even under the moonlight.
The town they had left came in sight, and by this time Cutts had
resolved on the course his prudence suggested to him. The discovery
that, in the proposed enterprise, Losely had a personal feeling of
revenge to satisfy had sufficed to decide the accomplice peremptorily to
have nothing to do with the affair. It was his rule to abstain from all
transactions in which fierce passions were engaged. And the quarrels
between relations or connections were especially those which his
experience of human nature told him brought risk upon all intermeddlers.
But he saw that Jasper was desperate; that the rage of the bravo might
be easily turned on himself; and therefore, since it was no use to
argue, it would be discreet to dissimulate. Accordingly, when they
reached their inn, and were seated over their brandy-and-water, Cutts
resumed the conversation, appeared gradually to yield to Jasper’s
reasonings, concerted with him the whole plan for the next night’s
operations, and took care meanwhile to pass the brandy. The day had
scarcely broken before Cutts was off, with his bag of implements and
tracts. He would have fain carried off also both the horses; but the
ostler, surly at being knocked up at so early an hour, might not have
surrendered the one ridden by Jasper, without Jasper’s own order to
do so. Cutts, however, bade the ostler be sure and tell the gentleman,
before going away, that he, Cutts, strongly advised him “to have nothing
to do with the bullocks.”
Cutts, on arriving in London, went straight to Mrs. Crane’s old lodging
opposite to Jasper’s. But she had now removed to Podden Place, and left
no address. On reaching his own home, Cutts, however, found a note from
her, stating that she should be at her old lodging that evening, if
he would call at half-past nine o’clock; for, indeed, she had been
expecting Jasper’s promised visit--had learned that he had left his
lodgings, and was naturally anxious to learn from Cutts what had become
of him. When Cutts called at the appointed hour and told his story,
Arabella Crane immediately recognised all the danger which her informant
had so prudently shunned. Nor was she comforted by Cutts’s assurance
that Jasper, on finding himself deserted, would have no option but to
abandon, or at least postpone, an enterprise that, undertaken singly,
would be too rash even for his reckless temerity. As it had become the
object of her life to save Losely from justice, so she now shrunk from
denouncing to justice his meditated crime; and the idea of recurring to
Colonel Morley happily flashed upon her.
Having thus explained to the reader these antecedents in the narrative,
we return to Jasper. He did not rise till late at noon; and as he was
generally somewhat stupefied on rising by the drink he had taken the
night before, and by the congested brain which the heaviness of such
sleep produced, he could not at first believe that Cutts had altogether
abandoned the enterprise--rather thought that, with his habitual
wariness, that Ulysses of the Profession had gone forth to collect
further information in the neighbourhood of the proposed scene of
action. He was not fully undeceived in this belief till somewhat late
in the day, when, strolling into the stable-yard, the ostler, concluding
from the gentleman’s goodly thews and size that he was a north-country
grazier, delivered Cutts’s allegorical caution against the bullocks.
Thus abandoned, Jasper’s desperate project only acquired a still more
concentrated purpose and a ruder simplicity of action. His original
idea, on first conceiving the plan of robbery, had been to enter into
Darrell’s presence disguised and masked. Even, however, before Cutts
deserted him; the mere hope of plunder had become subordinate to
the desire of a personal triumph; and now that Cutts had left him to
himself, and carried away the means of disguise, Jasper felt rather
pleased than otherwise at the thought that his design should have none
of the characteristics of a vulgar burglary. No mask now; his front
should be as open as his demand. Cutts’s report of the facility of
penetrating into Darrell’s very room also lessened the uses of an
accomplice. And in the remodification of his first hasty plan of common
place midnight stealthy robbery, he would no longer even require an
assistant to dispose of the plunder he might gain.
Darrell should now yield to his exactions, as a garrison surprised
accepts the terms of its conqueror. There would be no flight, no hiding,
no fear of notes stopped at banks. He would march out, hand on haunch,
with those immunities of booty that belong to the honours of war.
Pleasing his self-conceit with so gallant a view of his meditated
exploit, Jasper sauntered at dark into the town, bought a few long
narrow nails and a small hammer, and returning to his room, by the aid
of the fire, the tongs, and the hammer, he fashioned these nails,
with an ease and quickness which showed an expert practitioner, into
instruments that would readily move the wards of any common country-made
lock. He did not care for weapons. He trusted at need to his own
powerful hands. It was no longer, too, the affair of a robber unknown,
unguessed, who might have to fight his way out of an alarmed household.
It was but the visit which he, Jasper Losely, Esquire, thought fit
to pay, however unceremoniously and unseasonably, to the house of a
father-in-law! At the worst, should he fail in finding Darrell, or
securing an unwitnessed interview--should he, instead, alarm the
household, it would be a proof of the integrity of his intentions that
he had no weapons save those which Nature bestows on the wild man as the
mightiest of her wild beasts. At night he mounted his horse, but went
out of his way, keeping the high-road for an hour or two, in order to
allow ample time for the farmers to have quitted the rent-feast, and the
old Manor-house to be hushed in sleep. At last, when he judged the coast
clear and the hour ripe, he wound back into the lane towards Fawley;
and when the spire of its hamlet-church came in sight through the
frosty starlit air, he dismounted--led the horse into one of the thick
beech-woods that make the prevailing characteristic of the wild country
round that sequestered dwelling-place--fastened the animal to a tree,
and stalked towards the park-pales on foot. Lightly, as a wolf enters
a sheepfold, he swung himself over the moss-grown fence; he gained the
buttresses of the great raw pile; high and clear above, from Darrell’s
chamber, streamed the light; all the rest of the old house was closed
and dark, buried no doubt in slumber.
He is now in the hollows of the skeleton pile; he mounts the ladder;
the lock of the door before him yields to his rude implements but artful
hand. He is in the long gallery; the moonlight comes broad and clear
through the large casements. What wealth of art is on the walls! but how
profitless to the robber’s greed. There, through the very halls which
the master had built in the day of his ambition, saying to himself,
“These are for far posterity,” the step of Violence, it may be of
Murder, takes its stealthy way to the room of the childless man! Through
the uncompleted pile, towards the uncompleted life, strides the terrible
step.
The last door yields noiselessly. The small wooden corridor, narrow
as the drawbridge which in ancient fortresses was swung between the
commandant’s room in the topmost story and some opposing wall, is before
him. And Darrell’s own door is half open; lights on the table--logs
burning bright on the hearth. Cautiously Losely looked through the
aperture. Darrell was not there; the place was solitary; but the
opposite door was open also. Losely’s fine ear caught the sound of a
slight movement of a footstep in the room just below, to which that
opposite door admitted. In an instant the robber glided within the
chamber--closed and locked the door by which he had entered, retaining
the key about his person. The next stride brought him to the hearth.
Beside it hung the bell-rope common in old-fashioned houses. Losely
looked round; on the table, by the writing implements, lay a pen-knife.
In another moment the rope was cut, high out of Darrell’s reach, and
flung aside. The hearth, being adapted but for logwood fires, furnished
not those implements in which, at a moment of need, the owner may find
an available weapon--only a slight pair of brass wood-pincers, and a
shovel equally frail. Such as they were, however, Jasper quietly removed
and hid them behind a heavy old bureau. Steps were now heard mounting
the stair that led into the chamber; Losely shrunk back into the recess
beside the mantelpiece. Darrell entered, with a book in his hand, for
which he had indeed quitted his chamber--a volume containing the last
Act of Parliament relating to Public Trusts, which had been sent to him
by his solicitor; for he is creating a deed of trust, to insure to
the nation the Darrell antiquities, in the name of his father, the
antiquarian.
Darrell advanced to the writing-table, which stood in the centre of the
room; laid down the book, and sighed--the short, quick, impatient sigh
which had become one of his peculiar habits. The robber stole from the
recess, and, gliding round to the door by which Darrell had entered,
while the back of the master was still towards him, set fast the lock,
and appropriated the key as he had done at the door which had admitted
himself. Though the noise in that operation was but slight, it roused
Darrell from his abstracted thoughts. He turned quickly, and at the same
moment Losely advanced towards him.
At once Darrell comprehended his danger. His rapid glance took in
all the precautions by which the intruder proclaimed his lawless
purpose--the closed door, the bell rope cut off. There, between those
four secret walls, must pass the interview between himself and the
desperado. He was unarmed, but he was not daunted. It was but man to
man. Losely had for him his vast physical strength, his penury, despair,
and vindictive purpose. Darrell had in his favour the intellect which
gives presence of mind; the energy of nerve, which is no more to be seen
in the sinew and bone than the fluid which fells can be seen in the jars
and the wires; and that superb kind of pride, which, if terror be felt,
makes its action impossible, because a disgrace, and bravery a matter of
course, simply because it is honour.
As the bravo approached, by a calm and slight movement Darrell drew to
the other side of the table, placing that obstacle between himself
and Losely, and, extending his arm, said: “Hold, sir; I forbid you
to advance another step. You are here, no matter how, to re-urge your
claims on me. Be seated; I will listen to you.”
Darrell’s composure took Losely so by surprise that mechanically he
obeyed the command thus tranquilly laid upon him, and sunk into a
chair--facing Darrell with a sinister under-look from his sullen brow.
“Ah!” he said, “you will listen to me now; but my terms have risen.”
Darrell, who had also seated himself, made no answer; but his face was
resolute and his eye watchful. The ruffian resumed, in a gruffer tone:
“My terms have risen, Mr. Darrell.”
“Have they, sir? and why?”
“Why! Because no one can come to your aid here; because here you cannot
escape; because here you are in my power!”
“Rather, sir, I listen to you because here you are under my roof-tree;
and it is you who are in my power!”
“Yours! Look round; the doors are locked on you. Perhaps you think
your shouts, your cries might bring aid to you. Attempt it--raise your
voice--and I strangle you with these hands.”
“If I do not raise my voice, it is, first, because I should be ashamed
of myself if I required aid against one man; and, secondly, because I
would not expose to my dependents a would-be assassin in him whom my
lost child called husband. Hush, sir, hush, or your own voice will alarm
those who sleep below. And now, what is it you ask? Be plain, sir, and
be brief.”
“Well, if you like to take matters coolly, I have no objection. These
are my terms. You have received large sums this day; those sums are in
your house, probably in that bureau; and your life is at my will.”
“You ask the monies paid for rent to-day. True, they are in the house;
but they are not in my apartments. They were received by another; they
are kept by another. In vain, through the windings and passages of this
old house, would you seek to find the room in which he stores them. In
doing so you will pass by the door of a servant who sleeps so lightly
that the chances are that he will hear you; he is armed with a
blunderbuss, and with pistols. You say to me, ‘Your money or your life.’
I say to you, in reply, ‘Neither: attempt to seize the money, and your
own life is lost.”
“Miser! I don’t believe that sums so large are not in your own keeping.
And even if they are not, you shall show me where they are; you shall
lead me through those windings and passages of which you so tenderly
warn me, my hand on your throat. And if servants wake, or danger
threaten me, it is you who shall save me, or die! Ha! you do not fear
me--eh, Mr. Darrell!” And Losely rose.
“I do not fear you,” replied Darrell, still seated. “I cannot conceive
that you are here with no other design than a profitless murder. You are
here, you say, to make terms; it will be time enough to see whose life
is endangered when all your propositions have been stated. As yet
you have only suggested a robbery, to which you ask me to assist you.
Impossible! Grant even that you were able to murder me, you would be
just as far off from your booty. And yet you say your terms have risen!
To me they seem fallen to nothing! Have you anything else to say?”
The calmness of Darrell, so supremely displayed in this irony, began to
tell upon the ruffian--the magnetism of the great man’s eye and voice,
and steadfast courage, gradually gaining power over the wild, inferior
animal. Trying to recover his constitutional audacity, Jasper said, with
a tone of the old rollicking voice: “Well, Mr. Darrell, it is all one to
me how I wring from you, in your own house, what you refused me when I
was a suppliant on the road. Fair means are pleasanter than foul. I am a
gentleman--the grandson of Sir Julian Losely, of Losely Hall; I am your
son-in-law; and I am starving. This must not be; write me a cheque.”
Darrell dipped his pen in the ink, and drew the paper towards him.
“Oho! you don’t fear me, eh? This is not done from fear, mind--all out
of pure love and compassion, my kind father-in-law. You will write me a
cheque for five thousand pounds--come, I am moderate--your life is worth
a precious deal more than that. Hand me the cheque--I will trust to your
honour to give me no trouble in cashing it, and bid you good-night-my
father-in-law.”
As Losely ceased with a mocking laugh, Darrell sprang up quickly, threw
open the small casement which was within his reach, and flung from it
the paper on which he had been writing, and which he wrapt round the
heavy armorial seal that lay on the table.
Losely bounded towards him. “What means that? What have you done?”
“Saved your life and mine, Jasper Losely,” said Darrell, solemnly, and
catching the arm that was raised against him. “We are now upon equal
terms.”
“I understand,” growled the tiger, as the slaver gathered to his
lips--“you think by that paper to summon some one to your aid.”
“Not so--that paper is useless while I live. Look forth--the moonlight
is on the roofs below--can you see where that paper has fallen? On the
ledge of a parapet that your foot could not reach. It faces the window
of a room in which one of my household sleeps; it will meet his eye in
the morning when the shutters are unbarred; and on that paper are
writ these words: ‘If I am this night murdered, the murderer is Jasper
Losely,’ and the paper is signed by my name. Back, sir--would you doom
yourself to the gibbet?”
Darrell released the dread arm he had arrested, and Losely stared at
him, amazed, bewildered.
Darrell resumed: “And now I tell you plainly that I can accede to
no terms put to me thus. I can sign my hand to no order that you may
dictate, because that would be to sign myself a coward--and my name is
Darrell!”
“Down on your knees, proud man--sign you shall, and on your knees! I
care not now for gold--I care not now a rush for my life. I came here to
humble the man who from first to last has so scornfully humbled me.--And
I will, I will! On your knees--on your knees!”
The robber flung himself forward; but Darrell, whose eye had never
quitted the foe, was prepared for and eluded the rush. Losely, missing
his object, lost his balance, struck against the edge of the table which
partially interposed between himself and his prey, and was only saved
from falling by the close neighbourhood of the wall, on which he came
with a shock that for the moment well-nigh stunned him. Meanwhile
Darrell had gained the hearth, and snatched from it a large log
half-burning. Jasper, recovering himself, dashed the long matted hair
from his eyes, and, seeing undismayed the formidable weapon with which
he was menaced, cowered for a second and deadlier spring.
“Stay, stay, stay, parricide and madman!” cried Darrell, his eye
flashing brighter than the brand. “It is not my life I plead for--it is
yours. Remember, if I fall by your hand, no hope and no refuge are left
to you! In the name of my dead child, and under the eye of avenging
Heaven, I strike down the fury that blinds you, and I scare back your
soul from the abyss!”
So ineffably grand were the man’s look and gesture--so full of sonorous
terror the swell of his matchless all-conquering voice, that Losely, in
his midmost rage, stood awed and spellbound. His breast heaved, his eye
fell, his frame collapsed, even his very tongue seemed to cleave to the
parched roof of his mouth. Whether the effect so suddenly produced might
have continued, or whether the startled miscreant might not have
lashed himself into renewed wrath and inexpiable crime, passes out of
conjecture. At that instant simultaneously were heard hurried footsteps
in the corridor without, violent blows on the door, and voices
exclaiming, “Open, open!--Darrell, Darrell!”--while the bell at the
portals of the old house rang fast and shrill.
“Ho--is it so?” growled Losely, recovering himself at those unwelcome
sounds. “But do not think that I will be caught thus, like a rat in a
trap. No--I will--”
“Hist!” interrupted Darrell, dropping the brand, and advancing quickly
on the ruffian--“Hist!--let no one know that my daughter’s husband came
here with a felon’s purpose. Sit down--down I say; it is for my house’s
honour that you should be safe.” And suddenly placing both hands on
Losely’s broad shoulder, he forced him into a seat. During these few
hurried words, the strokes at the door and the shouts without had been
continued, and the door shook on its yielding hinges.
“The key--the key!” whispered Darrell.
But the bravo was stupefied by the suddenness with which his rage
had been cowed, his design baffled, his position changed from the
man dictating laws and threatening life, to the man protected by his
intended victim. And he was so slow in even comprehending the meaning of
Darrell’s order, that Darrell had scarcely snatched the keys less from
his hand than from the pouch to which he at last mechanically pointed,
when the door was burst open, and Lionel Haughton, Alban Morley, and
the Colonel’s servant were in the room. Not one of them, at the first
glance, perceived the inmates of the chamber, who were at the right of
their entrance, by the angle of the wall and in shadow. But out came
Darrell’s calm voice:
“Alban! Lionel!--welcome always; but what brings you hither at such an
hour, with such clamour? Armed too!”
The three men stood petrified. There sate, peaceably enough, a large
dark form, its hands on its knees, its head bent down, so that the
features were not, distinguishable; and over the chair in which this
bending figure was thus confusedly gathered up leant Guy Darrell, with
quiet ease--no trace of fear nor of past danger in his face, which,
though very pale, was serene, with a slight smile on the firm lips.
“Well,” muttered Alban Morley, slowly lowering his pistol--“well, I am
surprised!--yes, for the first time in twenty years, I and surprised!”
“Surprised perhaps to find me at this hour still up, and with a person
upon business--the door locked. However, mutual explanations later. Of
course you stay here to night. My business with this--this visitor, is
now over. Lionel, open that door--here is the key.--Sir”--(he touched
Losely by the shoulder, and whispered in his ear, “Rise and speak
not,”)--(aloud) “Sir, I need not detain you longer. Allow me to show you
the way out of this rambling old house.”
Jasper rose like one half asleep, and, still bending his form and hiding
his face, followed Darrell down the private stair, through the study,
the library, into the hall, the Colonel’s servant lighting the way; and
Lionel and Morley, still too amazed for words, bringing up the rear. The
servant drew the heavy bolts from the front door; and now the household
had caught alarm. Mills first appeared with the blunderbuss, then the
footman, then Fairthorn.
“Stand back, there!” cried Darrell, and he opened the door himself to
Losely. “Sir,” said he then, as they stood in the moonlight, “mark that
I told you truly--you were in my power; and if the events of this night
can lead you to acknowledge a watchful Providence, and recall with a
shudder the crime from which you have been saved, why, then, I too, out
of gratitude to Heaven, may think of means by which to free others from
the peril of your despair.”
Losely made no answer, but slunk off with a fast, furtive stride,
hastening out of the moonlit sward into the gloom of the leafless trees.
CHAPTER II.
IF THE LION EVER WEAR THE FOX’S HIDE, STILL HE WEARS IT AS THE LION.
When Darrell was alone with Lionel and Alban Morley, the calm with which
he had before startled them vanished. He poured out his thanks with deep
emotion. “Forgive me; not in the presence of a servant could I say, ‘You
have saved me from an unnatural strife, and my daughter’s husband from
a murderer’s end.’ But by what wondrous mercy did you learn my danger?
Were you sent to my aid?”
Alban briefly explained. “You may judge,” he said in conclusion, “how
great was our anxiety, when, following the instructions of our guide,
while our driver rang his alarum at the front portals, we made our
entrance into yon ribs of stone, found the doors already opened, and
feared we might be too late. But, meanwhile, the poor woman waits
without in the carriage that brought us from the station. I must go and
relieve her mind.”
“And bring her hither,” cried Darrell, “to receive my gratitude. Stay,
Alban; while you leave me with her, you will speak aside to Mills; tell
him that you heard there was an attempt to be made on the house, and
came to frustrate it, but that your fears were exaggerated; the man was
more a half-insane mendicant than a robber. Be sure, at least, that his
identity with Losely be not surmised, and bid Mills treat the affair
lightly. Public men are exposed, you know, to assaults from crackbrained
enthusiasts; or stay--I once was a lawyer, and” (continued Darrell,
whose irony had become so integral an attribute of his mind as to be
proof against all trial) “there are men so out of their wits as to fancy
a lawyer has ruined them! Lionel, tell poor Dick Fairthorn to come to
me.” When the musician entered, Darrell whispered to him: “Go back to
your room--open your casement--step out on to the parapet--you will see
something white; it is a scrap of paper wrapped round my old armorial
seal. Bring it to me just as it is, Dick. That poor young Lionel, we
must keep him here a day or two; mind, no prickles for him, Dick.”
CHAPTER III.
ARABELLA CRANE VERSUS GUY DARRELL; OR, WOMAN VERSUS LAWYER. IN THE
COURTS, LAWYER WOULD WIN; BUT IN A PRIVATE PARLOUR, FOOT TO FOOT,
AND TONGUE TO TONGUE, LAWYER HAS NOT A CHANCE.
Arabella Crane entered the room: Darrell hesitated--the remembrances
attached to her were so painful and repugnant. But did he not now owe to
her perhaps his very life? He passed his hand rapidly over his brow,
as if to sweep away all earlier recollections, and, advancing quickly,
extended that hand to her. The stern woman shook her head, and rejected
the proffered greeting.
“You owe me no thanks,” she said, in her harsh, ungracious accents; “I
sought to save not you, but him.”
“How!” said Darrell, startled; “you feel no resentment against the man
who injured and betrayed you?”
“What my feelings may be towards him are not for you to conjecture; man
could not conjecture them; I am woman. What they once were I might
blush for; what they are now, I could own without shame. But you, Mr.
Darrell,--you, in the hour of my uttermost anguish, when all my future
was laid desolate, and the world lay crushed at my feet--you--man,
chivalrous man!--you had for me no human compassion--you thrust me in
scorn from your doors--you saw in my woe nothing but my error--you sent
me forth, stripped of reputation, branded by your contempt, to famine or
to suicide. And you wonder that I feel less resentment against him who
wronged me than against you, who, knowing me wronged, only disdained
my grief. The answer is plain--the scorn of the man she only reverenced
leaves to a woman no memory to mitigate its bitterness and gall. The
wrongs inflicted by the man she loved may leave, what they have left to
me, an undying sense of a past existence--radiant, joyous, hopeful; of
a time when the earth seemed covered with blossoms, just ready to burst
into bloom; when the skies through their haze took the rose-hues as the
sun seemed about to rise. The memory that I once was happy, at least
then, I owe to him who injured and betrayed me. To you, when happiness
was lost to me forever, what do I owe? Tell me.”
Struck by her words, more by her impressive manner, though not
recognising the plea by which the defendant thus raised herself into the
accuser, Darrell answered gently “Pardon me; this is no moment to revive
recollections of anger on my part; but reflect, I entreat you, and you
will feel that I was not too harsh. In the same position any other man
would not have been less severe.”
“Any other man!” she exclaimed; “ay, possibly! but would the scorn of
any other man so have crushed self-esteem? The injuries of the wicked
do not sour us against the good; but the scoff of the good leaves us
malignant against virtue itself. Any other man! Tut! Genius is bound to
be indulgent. It should know human errors so well--has, with its large
luminous forces, such errors itself when it deigns to be human, that,
where others may scorn, genius should only pity.” She paused a moment,
and then slowly resumed. “And pity was my due. Had you, or had any one
lofty as yourself in reputed honour, but said to me, ‘Thou hast sinned,
thou must suffer; but sin itself needs compassion, and compassion
forbids thee to despair,’ why, then, I might have been gentler to the
things of earth, and less steeled against the influences of Heaven than
I have been. That is all no matter now. Mr. Darrell, I would not part
from you with angry and bitter sentiments. Colonel Morley tells me that
you have not only let the man, whom we need not name, go free, but that
you have guarded the secret of his designs. For this I thank you. I
thank you, because what is left of that blasted and deformed existence I
have taken into mine. And I would save that man from his own devices
as I would save my soul from its own temptations. Are you large-hearted
enough to comprehend me? Look in my face--you have seen his; all earthly
love is erased and blotted out of both.”
Guy Darrell bowed his head in respect that partook of awe.
“You, too,” said the grim woman, after a pause, and approaching him
nearer--“you, too, have loved, I am told, and you, too, were forsaken.”
He recoiled and--shuddered.
“What is left to your heart of its ancient folly? I should like to know!
I am curious to learn if there be a man who can feel as woman! Have you
only resentment? have you only disdain? have you only vengeance? have
you pity? or have you the jealous absorbing desire, surviving the
affection from which it sprang, that still the life wrenched from you
shall owe, despite itself, a melancholy allegiance to your own?”
Darrell impatiently waved his hand to forbid further questions; and it
needed all his sense of the service this woman had just rendered him to
repress his haughty displeasure at so close an approach to his torturing
secrets.
Arabella’s dark bright eyes rested on his knitted brow, for a moment,
wistfully, musingly. Then she said: “I see! man’s inflexible pride--no
pardon there! But own, at least, that you have suffered.”
“Suffered!” groaned Darrell involuntarily, and pressing his hand to his
heart.
“You have!--and you own it! Fellow-sufferer, I have no more anger
against you. Neither should pity, but let each respect the other. A few
words more,--this child!”
“Ay--ay--this child! you will be truthful. You will not seek to deceive
me--you know that she--she--claimed by that assassin, reared by his
convict father--she is no daughter of my line!”
“What! would it then be no joy to know that your line did not close with
yourself--that your child might--”
“Cease, madam, cease--it matters not to a man nor to a race when it
perish, so that it perish at last with honour. Who would have either
himself or his lineage live on into a day when the escutcheon is blotted
and the name disgraced? No; if that be Matilda’s child, tell me, and I
will bear, as man may do, the last calamity which the will of Heaven may
inflict. If, as I have all reason to think, the tale be an imposture,
speak and give me the sole comfort to which I would cling amidst the
ruin of all other hopes.”
“Verily,” said Arabella, with a kind of musing wonder in the tone of her
softened voice; “verily, has a man’s heart the same throb and fibre as a
woman’s? Had I a child like that blue-eyed wanderer with the frail form
needing protection, and the brave spirit that ennobles softness, what
would be my pride! my bliss! Talk of shame--disgrace! Fie--fie--the more
the evil of others darkened one so innocent, the more cause to love and
shelter her. But--I--am childless! Shall I tell you that the offence
which lies heaviest on my conscience has been my cruelty to that girl?
She was given an infant to my care. I saw in her the daughter of that
false, false, mean, deceiving friend, who had taken my confidence, and
bought, with her supposed heritage, the man sworn by all oaths to me. I
saw in her, too, your descendant, your rightful heiress. I rejoiced in
a revenge on your daughter and yourself. Think not I would have foisted
her on your notice! No. I would have kept her without culture, without
consciousness of a higher lot; and when I gave her up to her grandsire,
the convict, it was a triumph to think that Matilda’s child would be
an outcast. Terrible thought! but I was mad then. But that poor convict
whom you, in your worldly arrogance, so loftily despise--he took to his
breast what was flung away as a worthless weed. And if the flower keep
the promise of the bud, never flower so fair bloomed from your vaunted
stem! And yet you would bless me if I said, ‘Pass on, childless man; she
is nothing to you!’”
“Madam, let us not argue. As you yourself justly imply, man’s heart
and woman’s must each know throbs that never are, and never should be,
familiar to the other. I repeat my question, and again I implore your
answer.”
“I cannot answer for certain; and I am fearful of answering at all, lest
on a point so important I should mislead you. Matilda’s child? Jasper
affirmed it to me. His father believed him--I believed him. I never had
the shadow of a doubt till--”
“Till what? For Heaven’s sake speak.”
“Till about five years ago, or somewhat more, I saw a letter from
Gabrielle Desmarets, and--”
“Ah! which made you suspect, as I do, that the child is Gabrielle
Desmaret’s daughter.”
Arabella reared her crest as a serpent before it strikes. “Gabrielle’s
daughter! You think so. Her child that I sheltered! Her child for whom
I have just pleaded to you! Hers!” She suddenly became silent. Evidently
that idea had never before struck her; evidently it now shocked her;
evidently something was passing through her mind which did not allow
that idea to be dismissed. As Darrell was about to address her, she
exclaimed abruptly: “No! say no more now. You may hear from me again
should I learn what may decide at least this doubt one way or the other.
Farewell, sir.”
“Not yet. Permit me to remind you that you have saved the life of a man
whose wealth is immense.”
“Mr. Darrell, my wealth in relation to my wants is perhaps immense as
yours, for I do not spend what I possess.”
“But this unhappy outlaw, whom you would save from himself, can
henceforth be to you but a burthen and a charge. After what has passed
to-night, I do tremble to think that penury may whisper other houses to
rob, other lives to menace. Let me, then, place at your disposal, to be
employed in such mode as you deem the best, a sum that may suffice to
secure an object which we have in common.”
“No, Mr. Darrell,” said Arabella, fiercely; “whatever he be, never with
my consent shall Jasper Losely be beholden to you for alms. If money can
save him from shame and a dreadful death, that money shall be mine. I
have said it. And, hark you, Mr. Darrell, what is repentance without
atonement? I say not that I repent; but I do know that I seek to atone.”
The iron-grey robe fluttered an instant, and then vanished from the
room.
When Alban Morley returned to the library, he saw Darrell at the farther
corner of the room, on his knees. Well might Guy Darrell thank Heaven
for the mercies vouchsafed to him that night. Life preserved? Is that
all? Might life yet be bettered and gladdened? Was there aught in the
grim woman’s words that might bequeath thoughts which reflection would
ripen into influences over action?--aught that might suggest the cases
in which, not ignobly, Pity might subjugate Scorn? In the royal abode of
that Soul, does Pride only fortify Honour?--is it but the mild king, not
the imperial despot? Would it blind, as its rival, the Reason? Would it
chain, as a rebel, the Heart? Would it man the dominions, that might
be serene, by the treasures it wastes-by the wars it provokes?
Self-knowledge! self-knowledge! From Heaven, indeed, descends the
precept, “KNOW THYSELF.” That truth was told to us by the old heathen
oracle. But what old heathen oracle has told us how to know?
CHAPTER IV.
THE MAN-EATER HUMILIATED. HE ENCOUNTERS AN OLD ACQUAINTANCE IN A
TRAVELLER, WHO, LIKE SHAKESPEARE’S JAQUES, IS “A MELANCHOLY FELLOW”;
WHO ALSO, LIKE JAQUES, HATH “GREAT REASON TO BE BAD”; AND WHO, STILL
LIKE JAQUES, IS “FULL OF MATTER.”
Jasper Losely rode slowly on through the clear frosty night; not back to
the country town which he had left on his hateful errand, nor into the
broad road to London. With a strange desire to avoid the haunts of men,
he selected--at each choice of way in the many paths branching right and
left, between waste and woodland--the lane that seemed the narrowest
and the dimmest. It was not remorse that gnawed him, neither was it mere
mercenary disappointment, nor even the pang of baffled vengeance--it
was the profound humiliation of diseased self-love--the conviction that,
with all his brute power, he had been powerless in the very time and
scene in which he had pictured to himself so complete a triumph. Even
the quiet with which he had escaped was a mortifying recollection.
Capture itself would have been preferable, if capture had been preceded
by brawl and strife--the exhibition of his hardihood and prowess.
Gloomily bending over his horse’s neck, he cursed himself as fool and
coward. What would he have had!--a new crime on his soul? Perhaps he
would have answered, “Anything rather than this humiliating failure.” He
did not rack his brains with conjecturing if Cutts had betrayed him,
or by what other mode assistance had been sent in such time of need to
Darrell. Nor did he feel that hunger for vengeance, whether on Darrell
or on his accomplice (should that accomplice have played the traitor),
which might have been expected from his characteristic ferocity. On
the contrary, the thought of violence and its excitements had in it
a sickness as of shame. Darrell at that hour might have ridden by him
scathless. Cutts might have jeered and said, “I blabbed your secret, and
sent the aid that foiled it”; and Losely would have continued to hang
his head, nor lifted the herculean hand that lay nerveless on the
horse’s mane. Is it not commonly so in all reaction from excitements in
which self-love has been keenly galled? Does not vanity enter into the
lust of crime as into the desire of fame?
At sunrise Losely found himself on the high-road into which a labyrinth
of lanes had led him, and opposite to a milestone, by which he learned
that he had been long turning his back on the metropolis, and that he
was about ten miles distant from the provincial city of Ouzelford. By
this time his horse was knocked up, and his own chronic pains began to
make themselves acutely felt; so that, when, a little farther on, he
came to a wayside inn, he was glad to halt; and after a strong drain,
which had the effect of an opiate, he betook himself to bed, and slept
till the noon was far advanced.
When Losely came down-stairs, the common room of the inn was occupied by
a meeting of the trustees of the highroads; and, on demanding breakfast,
he was shown into a small sanded parlour adjoining the kitchen. Two
other occupants--a man and a woman--were there already, seated at a
table by the fireside, over a pint of half-and-half. Losely, warming
himself at the hearth, scarcely noticed these humble revellers by a
glance. And they, after a displeased stare at the stalwart frame which
obscured the cheering glow they had hitherto monopolised, resumed a
muttered conversation; of which, as well as of the vile modicum that
refreshed their lips, the man took the lion’s share. Shabbily forlorn
were that man’s habiliments--turned and re-turned, patched, darned,
weather-stained, grease-stained--but still retaining that kind of
mouldy, grandiose, bastard gentility, which implies that the wearer has
known better days; and, in the downward progress of fortunes when they
once fall, may probably know still worse.
The woman was some years older than her companion, and still more
forlornly shabby. Her garments seemed literally composed of particles of
dust glued together, while her face might have insured her condemnation
as a witch before any honest jury in the reign of King James the First.
His breakfast, and the brandy-bottle that flanked the loaf, were now
placed before Losely; and, as distastefully he forced himself to eat,
his eye once more glanced towards, and this time rested on, the shabby
man, in the sort of interest with which one knave out of elbows
regards another. As Jasper thus looked, gradually there stole on him
a reminiscence of those coarse large features--that rusty disreputable
wig. The recognition, however, was not mutual; and presently, after a
whisper interchanged between the man and the woman, the latter rose,
and approaching Losely, dropped a curtsey, and said, in a weird, under
voice: “Stranger! luck’s in store for you. Tell your fortune!” As she
spoke, from some dust-hole in her garments she produced a pack of cards,
on whose half-obliterated faces seemed incrusted the dirt of ages.
Thrusting these antiquities under Jasper’s nose, she added, “Wish and
cut.”
“Yshaw,” said Jasper, who, though sufficiently superstitious in some
matters and in regard to some persons, was not so completely under the
influence of that imaginative infirmity as to take the creature before
him for a sibyl. “Get away; you turn my stomach. Your cards smell; so do
you!”
“Forgive her, worthy sir,” said the man, leaning forward. “The hag
may be unsavoury, but she is wise. The Three Sisters who accosted the
Scottish Thane, sir (Macbeth--you have seen it on the stage?) were not
savoury. Withered, and wild in their attire, sir, but they knew a thing
or two! She sees luck in your face. Cross her hand and give it vent!”
“Fiddledee,” said the irreverent Losely. “Take her off, or I shall scald
her,” and he seized the kettle.
The hag retreated grumbling; and Losely, soon despatching his meal,
placed his feet ‘on the hobs, and began to meditate what course to adopt
for a temporary subsistence. He had broken into the last pound left
of the money which he had extracted from Mrs. Crane’s purse some days
before. He recoiled with terror from the thought of returning to town
and placing himself at her mercy. Yet what option had he? While thus
musing, he turned impatiently round, and saw that the shabby man and the
dusty hag were engaged in an amicable game of ecarte, with those very
cards which had so offended his olfactory organs. At that sight the
old instinct of the gambler struggled back; and, raising himself up, he
looked over the cards of the players. The miserable wretches were, of
course, playing for nothing; and Losely saw at a glance that the man
was, nevertheless, trying to cheat the woman! Positively he took that
man into more respect; and that man, noticing the interest with which
Losely surveyed the game, looked up, and said:
“While the time, sir? What say you? A game or two? I can stake my
pistoles--that is, sir, so far as a fourpenny bit goes. If ignorant of
this French game, sir, cribbage or all fours?”
“No,” said Losely, mournfully; “there is nothing to be got out of you;
otherwise”--he stopped and sighed. “But I have seen you under other
circumstances. What has become of your Theatrical Exhibition? Gambled it
away? Yet, from what I see of your play, I think you ought not to have
lost, Mr. Rugge.”
The ex-manager started.
“What! You knew me before the Storm?--before the lightning struck me,
as I may say, sir--and falling into difficulties, I became-a wreck? You
knew me?--not of the Company?--a spectator?”
“As you say--a spectator. You had once in your employ an actor--clever
old fellow. Waife, I think, he was called.”
“Ah! hold! At that name, sir, my wounds bleed afresh. From that
execrable name, sir, there hangs a tale!”
“Indeed! Then it will be a relief to you to tell it,” said Losely,
resettling his feet on the hob, and snatching at any diversion from his
own reflections.
“Sir, when a gentleman, who is a gentleman, asks as a favour a specimen
of my powers of recital, not professionally, and has before him the
sparkling goblet, which he does not invite me to share, he insults my
fallen fortunes. Sir, I am poor--I own it; I have fallen into the sere
and yellow leaf, sir; but I have still in this withered bosom the heart
of a Briton!”
“Warm it, Mr. Rugge. Help yourself to the brandy--and the lady too.”
“Sir, you are a gentleman; sir, your health. Hag, drink better days
to us both. That woman, sir, is a hag, but she is an honour to her
sex-faithful!”
“It is astonishing how faithful ladies are when not what is called
beautiful. I speak from painful experience,” said Losely, growing
debonnair as the liquor relaxed his gloom, and regaining that levity of
tongue which sometimes strayed into wit, and which-springing originally
from animal spirits and redundant health--still came to him mechanically
whenever roused by companionship from alternate intervals of lethargy
and pain. “But, now, Mr. Rugge, I am all ears; perhaps you will be kind
enough to be all tale.”
With tragic aspect, unrelaxed by that _jeu de mots_, and still wholly
unrecognising in the massive form and discoloured swollen countenance
of the rough-clad stranger, the elegant proportions, the healthful,
blooming, showy face, and elaborate fopperies of the Jasper Losely who
had sold to him a Phenomenon which proved so evanishing, Rugge entered
into a prolix history of his wrongs at the hands of Waife, of Losely, of
Sophy. Only of Mrs. Crane did he speak with respect; and Jasper then for
the first time learned--and rather with anger for the interference than
gratitude for the generosity--that she had repaid the L100, and thereby
cancelled Rugge’s claim upon the child. The ex-manager then proceeded to
the narrative of his subsequent misfortunes--all of which he laid to the
charge of Waife and the Phenomenon. “Sir,” said he, “I was ambitious.
From my childhood’s hour I dreamed of the great York Theatre--dreamed
of it literally thrice. Fatal Vision! But like other dreams, that dream
would have faded--been forgotten in the workday world--and I should not
have fallen into the sere and yellow, but have had, as formerly,
troops of friends, and not been reduced to the horrors of poverty and a
faithful Hag. But, sir, when I first took to my bosom that fiend
William Waife, he exhibited a genius, sir, that Dowton (you have seen
Dowton?--grand) was a stick as compared with. Then my ambition, sir,
blazed and flared up-obstreperous, and my childhood’s dream haunted me;
and I went about musing [Hag, you recollect!]--and muttering ‘The
Royal Theatre at York.’ But, incredible though it seem, the ungrateful
scorpion left me with a treacherous design to exhibit the parts I had
fostered on the London boards; and even-handed Justice, sir, returned
the poisoned chalice to his lips, causing him to lose an eye and to
hobble--besides splitting up his voice--which served him right. And
again I took the scorpion for the sake of the Phenomenon. I had a babe
myself once, sir, though you may not think it. Gormerick (that is
this faithful Hag) gave the babe Daffy’s Elixir, in teething; but it
died--convulsions. I comforted myself when that Phenomenon came out
on my stage--in pink satin and pearls. ‘Ha,’ I said, ‘the great York
Theatre shall yet be mine!’ The haunting idea became a Mania,
sir. The learned say that there is a Mania called Money
Mania--[Monomania??]--when one can think but of the one thing
needful--as the guilty Thane saw the dagger, sir--you understand. And
when the Phenomenon had vanished and gone, as I was told, to America,
where I now wish I was myself, acting Rolla at New York or elsewhere,
to a free and enlightened people--then, sir, the Mania grew on me still
stronger and stronger. There was a pride in it, sir, a British pride.
“I said to this faithful Hag: ‘What--shall I not have the York because
that false child has deserted me? Am I not able to realise a Briton’s
ambition without being beholden to a Phenomenon in spangles?’ Sir, I
took the York! Alone I did it!”
“And,” said Losely, feeling a sort of dreary satisfaction in listening
to the grotesque sorrows of one whose condition seemed to him yet more
abject than his own--“And the York Theatre alone perhaps did you.”
“Right, sir,” said Rugge--half-dolorously, half-exultingly. “It was a
Grand Concern, and might have done for the Bank of England! It swallowed
up my capital with as much ease, sir, as I could swallow an oyster if
there were one upon that plate! I saw how it would be, the very first
week--when I came out myself, strong--Kean’s own part in the Iron
Chest--Mortimer, sir; there warn’t three pounds ten in the house--packed
audience, sir, and they had the face to hiss me. ‘Hag,’ said I to
Mrs. Gormerick, ‘this Theatre is a howling wilderness.’ But there is a
fascination in a Grand Concern, of which one is the head--one goes on
and on. All the savings of a life devoted to the British Drama and the
production of native genius went in what I may call--a jiffey! But
it was no common object, sir, to your sight displayed--but what with
pleasure, sir (I appeal to the Hag), Heaven itself surveyed!--a great
man struggling, sir, with the storms of fate, and greatly falling, sir,
with--a sensation! York remembers it to this day! I took the benefit of
the Act--it was the only benefit I did take--and nobody was the better
for it. But I don’t repine--I realised my dream: that is more than all
can say. Since then I have had many downs, and no ups. I have been a
messenger, sir--a prompter, sir, in my own Exhibition, to which my
own clown, having married into the tragic line, succeeded, sir, as
proprietor; buying of me when I took the York, the theatre, scenery,
and properties, sir, with the right still to call himself ‘Rugge’s Grand
Theatrical Exhibition,’ for an old song, sir--Melancholy. Tyrannised
over, sir--snubbed and bullied by a creature dressed in a little brief
authority; and my own tights--scarlet--as worn by me in my own applauded
part of ‘The Remorseless Baron.’ At last, with this one faithful
creature, I resolved to burst the chains--to be free as air--in short, a
chartered libertine, sir. We have not much, but thank the immortal gods,
we are independent, sir--the Hag and I--chartered libertines! And we are
alive still--at which, in strict confidence, I may own to you that I am
astonished.”
“Yes! you do live,” said Jasper, much interested--for how to live at all
was at that moment a matter of considerable doubt to himself; “you do
live--it is amazing! How?”
“The Faithful tells fortunes; and sometimes we pick up windfalls--widows
and elderly single ladies--but it is dangerous. Labour is sweet, sir:
but not hard labour in the dungeons of a Bridewell. She has known that
labour, sir; and in those intervals I missed her much, Don’t cry, Hag; I
repeat, I live!”
“I understand now; you live upon her! They are the best of creatures,
these hags, as you call them, certainly. Well, well, no saying what a
man may come to! I suppose you have never seen Waife, nor that fellow
you say was so well-dressed and good-looking, and who sold you the
Phenomenon, nor the Phenomenon herself--Eh?” added Losely, stretching
himself, and yawning, as he saw the brandybottle was finished.
“I have seen Waife--the one-eyed monster! Aha!--I have seen him!--and
yesterday too; and a great comfort it was to me too!”
“You saw Waife yesterday--where?”
“At Ouzelford, which I and the Faithful left this morning.”
“And what was he doing?” said Losely, with well-simulated indifference.
“Begging, breaking stones, or what?”
“No,” said Rugge, dejectedly; “I can’t say it was what, in farcical
composition, I should call such nuts to me as that, sir. Still, he was
in a low way--seemed a pedlar or a hawker, selling out of a pannier on
the Rialto--I mean the Cornmarket, sir--not even a hag by his side, only
a great dog--French. A British dog would have scorned such fellowship.
And he did not look merry as he used to do when in my troop. Did he,
Hag?”
“His conscience smites him,” said the Hag, solemnly.
“Did you speak to him?”
“Why, no. I should have liked it, but we could not at that moment,
seeing that we were not in our usual state of independence. This
faithful creature was being led before the magistrates, and I
too--charge of cheating a cook-maid, to whom the Hag had only said,
‘that if the cards spoke true, she would ride in her carriage.’ The
charge broke down; but we were placed for the night in the Cells of the
Inquisition, remanded, and this morning banished from the city, and are
now on our way to--any other city;--eh, Hag?”
“And the old man was not with the Phenomenon? What has become of her,
then?”
“Perhaps she may be with him at his house, if he has one; only, she was
not with him on the Rialto or Cornmarket. She was with him two years
ago, I know; and he and she were better off then than he is now, I
suspect. And that is why it did me good, sir, to see him a pedlar--a
common pedlar--fallen into the sere, like the man he abandoned!”
“Humph--where were they two years ago?”
“At a village not far from Humberston. He had a pretty house, sir, and
sold baskets; and the girl was there too, favoured by a great lady--a
Marchioness, sir! Gods!”
“Marchioness?--near Humberston? The Marchioness of Montfort, I suppose?”
“Likely enough; I don’t remember. All I know is, that two years ago my
old Clown was my tyrannical manager; and being in that capacity, and
this world being made for Caesar, which is a shame, sir, he said to
me, with a sneer, ‘Old Gentleman Waife, whom you used to bully, and
his Juliet Araminta, are in clover!’ And the mocking varlet went on to
unfold a tale to the effect, that when he had last visited Humberston,
in the race-week, a young tradesman, who was courting the Columbine,
whose young idea I myself taught to shoot on the light fantastic toe,
treated that Columbine, and one of her sister train (being, indeed, her
aunt, who has since come out at the Surrey in Desdemona) to a picnic in
a fine park. (That’s discipline!--ha, ha!) And there, sir, Columbine
and her aunt saw Waife on the other side of a stream by which they sate
carousing.”
“The Clown perhaps said it to spite you.”
“Columbine herself confirmed his tale, and said that on returning to the
Village Inn for the Triumphal Car (or bus) which brought them, she
asked if a Mr. Waife dwelt thereabouts, and was told, ‘Yes, with his
grand-daughter.’ And she went on asking, till all came out as the Clown
reported. And Columbine had not even the gratitude, the justice, to
expose that villain--not even to say he had been my perfidious servant!
She had the face to tell me ‘she thought it might harm him, and he was a
kind old soul.’ Sir, a Columbine whose toes I had rapped scores of times
before they could be turned out, was below contempt! but when my own
Clown thus triumphed over me, in parading before my vision the bloated
prosperity of mine enemy, it went to my heart like a knife; and we had
words on it, sir, and--I left him to his fate. But a pedlar! Gentleman
Waife has come to that! The heavens are just, sir, and of our pleasant
vices, sir, make instruments that--that--”
“Scourge us,” prompted the Hag, severely.
Losely rang the bell; the maid-servant appeared. “My horse and
bill. Well, Mr. Rugge, I must quit your agreeable society. I am
not overflowing with wealth at this moment, or I would request your
acceptance of--”
“The smallest trifle,” interrupted the Hag, with her habitual solemnity
of aspect.
Losely, who, in his small way, had all the liberality of a Catiline,
“_alieni appetens, sui profusus_,” drew forth the few silver coins yet
remaining to him; and though he must have calculated that, after paying
his bill, there could scarcely be three shillings left, he chucked two
of them towards the Hag, who, clutching them with a profound curtsey,
then handed them to the fallen monarch by her side, with a loyal tear
and a quick sob that might have touched the most cynical republican.
In a few minutes more, Losely was again on horseback; and as he rode
towards Ouzelford, Rugge and his dusty Faithful shambled on in the
opposite direction--shambled on, footsore and limping, along the wide,
waste, wintry thoroughfare--vanishing from the eye, as their fates
henceforth from this story. There they go by the white hard milestone;
farther on, by the trunk of the hedgerow-tree, which lies lopped and
leafless--cumbering the wayside, till the time come to cast it off to
the thronged, dull stackyard. Farther yet, where the ditch widens into
yon stagnant pool, with the great dung-heap by its side. There the road
turns aslant; the dung-heap hides them. Gone! and not a speck on the
Immemorial, Universal Thoroughfare.
CHAPTER V.
NO WIND SO CUTTING AS THAT WHICH SETS IN THE QUARTER FROM WHICH THE
SUN RISES.
The town to which I lend the disguising name of Ouzelford, which, in
years bygone, was represented by Guy Darrell, and which, in years to
come, may preserve in its municipal hall his effigies in canvas or
stone, is one of the handsomest in England. As you approach its suburbs
from the London Road, it rises clear and wide upon your eye, crowning
the elevated table-land upon which it is built;--a noble range of
prospect on either side, rich with hedgerows not yet sacrificed to the
stern demands of modern agriculture--venerable woodlands, and the green
pastures round many a rural thane’s frank, hospitable hall;--no one
Great House banishing from leagues of landscape the abodes of knight and
squire, nor menacing, with “the legitimate influence of property,” the
votes of rebellious burghers. Everywhere, like finger-posts to heaven,
you may perceive the church-towers of rural hamlets embosomed in
pleasant valleys, or climbing up gentle slopes. At the horizon, the blue
fantastic outline of girdling hills mingles with the clouds. A famous
old cathedral, neighboured by the romantic ivy-grown walls of a ruined
castle, soars up from the centre of the town, and dominates the whole
survey--calm, as with conscious power. Nearing the town, the villas of
merchants and traders, released perhaps from business, skirt the road,
with trim gardens and shaven lawns. Now the small river, or rather
rivulet, of Ouzel, from which the town takes its name, steals out from
deep banks covered with brushwood or aged trees, and widening into brief
importance, glides under the arches of an ancient bridge; runs on, clear
and shallow, to refresh low fertile dairy-meadows, dotted with kine; and
finally quits the view, as brake and copse close round its narrowing,
winding way; and that which, under the city bridge, was an imposing
noiseless stream, becomes, amidst rustic solitudes, an insignificant
babbling brook.
From one of the largest villas in these charming suburbs came forth
a gentleman, middle-aged, and of a very mild and prepossessing
countenance. A young lady without a bonnet, but a kerchief thrown over
her sleek dark hair, accompanied him to the garden-gate, twining both
hands affectionately round his arm, and entreating him not to stand in
thorough draughts and catch cold, nor to step into puddles and wet his
feet, and to be sure to be back before dark, as there were such shocking
accounts in the newspapers of persons robbed and garotted even in the
most populous highways; and, above all, not to listen to the beggars
in the street, and allow himself to be taken in; and before finally
releasing him at the gate, she buttoned his greatcoat up to his chin,
thrust two pellets of cotton into his ears, and gave him a parting kiss.
Then she watched him tenderly for a minute or so as he strode on with
the step of a man who needed not all those fostering admonitions and
coddling cares.
As soon as he was out of sight of the lady and the windows of the villa,
the gentleman cautiously unbuttoned his greatcoat, and removed the
cotton from his ears. “She takes much after her mother, does Anna
Maria,” muttered the gentleman; “and I am very glad she is so well
married.”
He had not advanced many paces when, from a branchroad to the right that
led to the railway station, another gentleman, much younger, and whose
dress unequivocally bespoke him a minister of our Church, came suddenly
upon him. Each with surprise recognised the other.
“What!--Mr. George Morley!”
“Mr. Hartopp!--How are you, my dear sir?--What brings you so far from
home?”
“I am on a visit to my daughter, Anna Maria. She has not been long
married--to young Jessop. Old Jessop is one of the principal merchants
at Ouzelford--very respectable worthy family. The young couple are
happily settled in a remarkably snug villa--that is it with the portico,
not a hundred yards behind us, to the right. Very handsome town,
Ouzelford; you are bound to it, of course?--we can walk together. I am
going to look at the papers in the City Rooms--very fine rooms they
are. But you are straight from London, perhaps, and have seen the day’s
journals? Any report of the meeting in aid of the Ragged Schools?”
“Not that I know of. I have not come from London this morning, nor seen
the papers.”
“Oh!--there’s a strange-looking fellow following us; but perhaps he is
your servant?”
“Not so, but my travelling companion--indeed my guide. In fact, I come
to Ouzelford in the faint hope of discovering there a poor old friend of
mine, of whom I have long been in search.”
“Perhaps the Jessops can help you; they know everybody at Ouzelford. But
now I meet you thus by surprise, Mr. George, I should very much like
to ask your advice on a matter which has been much on my mind the last
twenty-four hours, and which concerns a person I contrived to discover
at Ouzelford, though I certainly was not in search of him--a person
about whom you and I had a conversation a few years ago, when you were
staying with your worthy father.”
“Eh?” said George, quickly; “whom do you speak of?” “That singular
vagabond who took me in, you remember--called himself Chapman--real
name William Losely, a returned convict. You would have it that he was
innocent, though the man himself had pleaded guilty on his trial.”
“His whole character belied his lips then. Oh, Mr. Hartopp, that man
commit the crime imputed to him!--a planned, deliberate robbery--an
ungrateful, infamous breach of trust! That man--that! he who rejects the
money he does not earn, even when pressed on him by anxious imploring
friends--he who has now gone voluntarily forth, aged and lonely, to
wring his bread from the humblest calling rather than incur the risk
of injuring the child with whose existence he had charged himself!--the
dark midnight thief! Believe him not, though his voice may say it. To
screen, perhaps, some other man, he is telling you a noble lie. But what
of him? Have you really seen him, and at Ouzelford?”
“Yes.”
“When?”
“Yesterday. I was in the City Reading-Room, looking out of the window. I
saw a great white dog in the street below; I knew the dog at once, sir,
though he is disguised by restoration to his natural coat, and his hair
is as long as a Peruvian lama’s. ‘‘Tis Sir Isaac,’ said I to myself; and
behind Sir Isaac I saw Chapman, so to call him, carrying a basket with
pedlar’s wares, and, to my surprise, Old Jessop, who is a formal man,
with a great deal of reserve and dignity, pompous indeed (but don’t let
that go further), talking to Chapman quite affably, and actually buying
something out of the basket. Presently Chapman went away, and was soon
lost to sight. Jessop comes into the Reading-Room. ‘I saw you,’ said I,
‘talking to an old fellow with a French dog.’ ‘Such a good old fellow,’
said Jessop; ‘has a way about him that gets into your very heart while
he is talking. I should like to make you acquainted with him.’ ‘Thank
you for nothing,’ said I; ‘I should be-taken in.’ ‘Never fear,’ says
Jessop, ‘he would not take in a fly--the simplest creature.’ I own I
chuckled at that, Mr. George. ‘And does he live here,’ said I, ‘or is he
merely a wandering pedlar?’ Then Jessop told me that he had seen him for
the first time two or three weeks ago, and accosted him rudely, looking
on him as a mere tramp; but Chapman answered so well, and showed so many
pretty things in his basket, that Jessop soon found himself buying a
pair of habit-cuffs for Anna Maria, and in the course of talk it came
out, I suppose by a sign, that Chapman was a Freemason, and Jessop is an
enthusiast in that sort of nonsense, master of a lodge or something,
and that was a new attraction. In short, Jessop took a great fancy to
him--patronised him, promised him protection, and actually recommended
him to a lodging in the cottage of all old widow who lives in the
outskirts of the town, and had once been a nurse in the Jessop family.
And what do you think Jessop had just bought of this simple creature’!
A pair of worsted mittens as a present for me, and what is more, I have
got them on this moment-look! neat, I think, and monstrous warm. Now,
I have hitherto kept my own counsel. I have not said to Jessop,
‘Beware--that is the man who took me in.’ But this concealment is a
little on my conscience. On the one hand, it seems very cruel, even if
the man did once commit a crime, in spite of your charitable convictions
to the contrary, that I should be blabbing out his disgrace, and
destroying perhaps his livelihood. On the other hand, if he should still
be really a rogue, a robber, perhaps dangerous, ought I--ought I--in
short--you are a clergyman and a fine scholar, sir-what ought I to do?”
“My dear Mr. Hartopp, do not vex yourself with this very honourable
dilemma of conscience. Let me only find my poor old friend, my
benefactor I may call him, and I hope to persuade him, if not to return
to the home that waits him, at least to be my guest, or put himself
under my care. Do you know the name of the widow with whom he lodges?”
“Yes--Halse; and I know the town well enough to conduct you, if not to
the house itself, still to its immediate neighbourhood. Pray allow me to
accompany you; I should like it very much--for, though you may not think
it, from the light way I have been talking of Chapman, I never was so
interested in any man, never so charmed by any man; and it has often
haunted me at night, thinking that I behaved too harshly to him, and
that he was about on the wide world, an outcast, deprived of his
little girl, whom he had trusted to me. And I should have run after him
yesterday, or called on him this morning, and said, ‘Let me serve you,’
if it had not been for the severity with which he and his son were
spoken of, and I myself rebuked for mentioning their very names, by
a man whose opinion I, and indeed all the country, must hold in the
highest respect--a man of the finest honour, the weightiest character--I
mean Guy Darrell, the great Darrell.”
George Morley sighed. “I believe Darrell knows nothing of the elder
Losely, and is prejudiced against him by the misdeeds of the younger, to
whose care you (and I cannot blame you, for I also was instrumental
to the same transfer which might have proved calamitously fatal)
surrendered the poor motherless girl.”
“She is not with her grandfather now’! She lives still, I hope! She was
very delicate.”
“She lives--she is safe. Ha--take care!”
These last words were spoken as a horseman, riding fast along the road
towards the bridge that was now close at hand, came, without warning or
heed, so close upon our two pedestrians, that George Morley had but just
time to pluck Hartopp aside from the horse’s hoofs.
“An impudent, careless, ruffianly fellow, indeed!” said the mild
Hartopp, indignantly, as he brushed from his sleeve the splash of dirt
which the horseman bequeathed to it. “He must be drunk!”
The rider, gaining the bridge, was there detained at the toll-bar by
some carts and waggons, and the two gentlemen passed him on the bridge,
looking with some attention at his gloomy, unobservant countenance, and
the powerful fraune, in which, despite coarse garments and the change
wrought by years of intemperate excess, was still visible the trace of
that felicitous symmetry once so admirably combining herculean strength
with elastic elegance. Entering the town, the rider turned into the yard
of the near est inn. George Morley and Hartopp, followed at a little
distance by Morley’s travelling companion, Merle, passed on towards the
other extremity of the town, and, after one or two inquiries for
“Widow Halse, Prospect Row,” they came to a few detached cottages, very
prettily situated on a gentle hill, commanding in front the roofs of
the city and the gleaming windows of the great cathedral, with somewhat
large gardens in the rear. Mrs. Halse’s dwelling was at the extreme
end of this Row. The house, however, was shut up; and a woman, who
was standing at the door of the neighbouring cottage, plaiting straw,
informed the visitors that Mrs. Halse was gone out “charing” for the
day, and that her lodger, who had his own key, seldom returned before
dark, but that at that hour he was pretty sure to be found in the
Cornmarket or the streets in its vicinity, and offered to send her
little boy to discover and “fetch” him.
George consulted apart with Merle, and decided on despatching the
cobbler, with the boy for his guide, in quest of the pedlar, Merle being
of course instructed not to let out by whom he was accompanied, lest
Waife, in his obstinacy, should rather abscond than encounter the
friends from whom he had fled. Merle, and a curly-headed urchin, who
seemed delighted at the idea of hunting up Sir Isaac and Sir Isaac’s
master, set forth, and were soon out of sight. Hartopp and George
opened the little garden-gate, and strolled into the garden at the back
of the cottage, to seat themselves patiently on a bench beneath an old
appletree. Here they waited and conversed some minutes, till George
observed that one of the casements on that side of the cottage was left
open, and, involuntarily rising, he looked in; surveying with interest
the room, which he felt sure, at the first glance, must be that occupied
by his self-exiled friend; a neat pleasant little room-a bullfinch in
a wicker cage on a ledge within the casement-a flower-pot beside it.
Doubtless the window, which faced the southern sun, had been left open
by the kind old man in order to cheer the bird and to gladden the plant.
Waife’s well-known pipe, and a tobacco-pouch worked for him by Sophys
fairy fingers, lay on a table near the fireplace, between casement and
door; and George saw with emotion the Bible which he himself had given
to the wanderer lying also on the table, with the magnifying-glass which
Waife had of late been obliged to employ in reading. Waife’s habitual
neatness was visible in the aspect of the room. To George it was evident
that the very chairs had been arranged by his hand; that his hand had
courteously given that fresh coat of varnish to the wretched portrait
of a man in blue coat and buff waistcoat, representing, no doubt, the
lamented spouse of the hospitable widow. George beckoned to Hartopp
to come also and look within; and as the worthy trader peeped over his
shoulder, the clergyman said, whisperingly, “Is there not something
about a man’s home which attests his character?--No ‘pleading guilty’
here.”
Hartopp was about to answer, when they heard the key turn sharply in
the outer door, and had scarcely time to draw somewhat back from the
casement when Waife came hurriedly into the room, followed, not by
Merle, but by the tall rough-looking horseman whom they had encountered
on the road. “Thank Heaven,” cried Waife, sinking on a chair, “out
of sight, out of hearing now! Now you may speak; now I can listen! O
wretched son of my lost angel, whom I so vainly sought to save by the
sacrifice of all my claims to the respect of men, for what purpose do
you seek me? I have nothing left that you can take away! Is it the child
again? See--see--look round-search the house if you will--she is not
here.”
“Bear with me, if you can, sir,” said Jasper, in tones that were almost
meek; “you, at least, can say nothing that I will not bear. But I am in
my right when I ask you to tell me, without equivocation or reserve, if
Sophy, though not actually within these walls, be near you, in this town
or its neighbourhood?--in short, still under your protection?”
“Not in this town--not near it--not under my protection; I swear.”
“Do not swear, father; I have no belief in other men’s oaths. I believe
your simple word. Now comes my second question--remember I am still
strictly in my right--where is she?--and under whose care?”
“I will not say. One reason why I have abandoned the very air she
breathes was, that you might not trace her in tracing me. But she is
out of your power again to kidnap and to sell. You might molest, harass,
shame her, by proclaiming yourself her father; but regain her into your
keeping, cast her to infamy and vice--never, never! She is now with no
powerless, miserable convict, for whom Law has no respect. She is now no
helpless infant without a choice, without a will. She is safe from all,
save the wanton, unprofitable effort to disgrace her. O Jasper, Jasper,
be human--she is so delicate of frame--she is so sensitive to reproach,
so tremulously alive to honour--I am not fit to be near her now. I have
been a tricksome, shifty vagrant, and, innocent though I be, the felon’s
brand is on me! But you, you too, who never loved her, who cannot
miss her, whose heart is not breaking at her loss as mine is now--you,
you--to rise up from the reeking pesthouse in which you have dwelt by
choice, and say, ‘Descend from God’s day with me’--Jasper, Jasper, you
will not--you cannot; it would be the malignity of a devil!”
“Father, hold!” cried Jasper, writhing and livid; “I owe to you more
than I do to that thing of pink and white. I know better than you the
trumpery of all those waxen dolls of whom dupes make idols. At each turn
of the street you may find them in basketfuls--blue-eyed or black-eyed,
just the same worthless frippery or senseless toys; but every man
dandling his own doll, whether he call it sweetheart or daughter, makes
the same puling boast that he has an angel of purity in his puppet of
wax. Nay, hear me! to that girl I owe nothing. You know what I owe to
you. You bid me not seek her, and say, ‘I am your father.’ Do you think
it does not misbecome me more, and can it wound you less, when I come to
you, and remind you that I am your son!”
“Jasper!” faltered the old man, turning his face aside, for the touch
of feeling towards himself, contrasting the cynicism with which Jasper
spoke of other ties not less sacred, took the father by surprise.
“And,” continued Jasper, “remembering how you once loved me--with what
self-sacrifice you proved that love--it is with a bitter grudge against
that girl that I see her thus take that place in your affection which
was mine,--and you so indignant against me if I even presume to approach
her. What! I have the malignity of a devil because I would not quietly
lie down in yonder kennels to starve, or sink into the grade of those
whom your daintier thief disclaims; spies into unguarded areas, or
cowardly skulkers by blind walls; while in the paltry girl, who you
say is so well provided for, I see the last and sole resource which may
prevent you from being still more degraded, still more afflicted by your
son.”
“What is it you want? Even if Sophy were in your power, Darrell would
not be more disposed to enrich or relieve you. He will never believe
your tale, nor deign even to look into its proofs.”
“He might at last,” said Jasper, evasively. “Surely with all that
wealth, no nearer heir than a remote kinsman in the son of a beggared
spendthrift by a linendraper’s daughter--he should need a grandchild
more than you do; yet the proofs you speak of convinced yourself; you
believe my tale.”
“Believe--yes, for that belief was everything in the world, to me! Ah,
remember how joyously, when my term of sentence expired, I hastened
to seek you at Paris, deceived by the rare letters with which you had
deigned to cheer me--fondly dreaming that, in expiating your crime,
I should have my reward in your redemption--should live to see you
honoured, honest, good--live to think your mother watched us from heaven
with a smile on both--and that we should both join her at last--you
purified by my atonement! Oh, and when I saw you so sunken, so hardened,
exulting in vice as in a glory--bravo and partner in a gambler’s
hell--or, worse still, living on the plunder of miserable women, even
the almsman of that vile Desmarets--my son, my son, my lost Lizzy’s son
blotted out of my world for ever!--then, then I should have died if you
had not said, boasting of the lie which had wrung the gold from Darrell,
‘But the child lives still.’ Believe you--oh, yes, yes--for in that
belief something was still left to me to cherish, to love, to live for!”
Here the old man’s hurried voice died away in a passionate sob; and the
direful son, all reprobate though he was, slid from his chair, and bowed
himself at his father’s knee, covering his face with fell hands that
trembled. “Sir, sir,” he said, in broken reverential accents, “do not
let me see you weep. You cannot believe me, but I say solemnly that, if
there be in me a single remnant of affection for any human being, it is
for you. When I consented to leave you to bear the sentence which should
have fallen on myself, sure I am that I was less basely selfish than
absurdly vain. I fancied myself so born to good fortune!--so formed to
captivate some rich girl!--and that you would return to share wealth
with me; that the evening of your days would be happy; that you would be
repaid by my splendour for your own disgrace! And when I did marry, and
did ultimately get from the father-in-law who spurned me the capital
of his daughter’s fortune, pitifully small though it was compared to
my expectations, my first idea was to send half of that sum to you.
But--but--I was living with those who thought nothing so silly as a
good intention--nothing so bad as a good action. That mocking she-devil,
Gabrielle, too! Then the witch’s spell of that d----d green-table! Luck
against one-wait! double the capital ere you send the half. Luck with
one--how balk the tide? how fritter the capital just at the turn of
doubling? Soon it grew irksome even to think of you; yet still when I
did, I said, ‘Life is long, I shall win riches; he shall share them some
day or other!’--_Basta, basta_!--what idle twaddle or hollow brag all
this must seem to you!”
“No,” said Wife, feebly, and his hand drooped till it touched Jasper’s
bended shoulder, but at the touch recoiled as with an electric spasm.
“So, as you say, you found me at Paris. I told you where I had placed
the child, not conceiving that Arabella would part with her, or you
desire to hamper yourself with an encumbrance-nay, I took for granted
that you would find a home as before with some old friend or country
cousin:--but fancying that your occasional visits to her might comfort
you, since it seemed to please you so much when I said she lived. Thus
we parted,--you, it seems, only anxious to save that child from ever
falling into my hands, or those of Gabrielle Desmarets; I hastening to
forget all but the riotous life around me till--”
“Till you came back to England to rob from me the smile of the only face
that I knew would never wear contempt, and to tell the good man with
whom I thought she had so safe a shelter that I was a convicted robber,
by whose very love her infancy was sullied. O Jasper! Jasper!”
“I never said that--never thought of saying it. Arabella Crane did so,
with the reckless woman-will to gain her object. But I did take the
child from you. Why? Partly because I needed money so much that I would
have sold a hecatomb of children for half what I was offered to bind the
girl to a service that could not be very dreadful, since yourself had
first placed here there;--and partly because you had shrunk, it seems,
from appealing to old friends: you were living, like myself, from hand
to mouth; what could that child be to you but a drag and a bother?”
“And you will tell me, I suppose,” said Waife, with an incredulous,
bitter irony, that seemed to wither himself in venting it, so did his
whole frame recoil and shrink--“you will tell me that it was from the
same considerate tenderness that you would have again filched her from
me some months later, to place her with that ‘she-devil’
who was once more by your side; to be reared and sold to--O
horror!--horror!--unimaginable horror!--that pure helpless infant!--you,
armed with the name of father!--you, strong in that mighty form of man!”
“What do you mean? Oh, I remember now! When Gabrielle was in London, and
I had seen you on the bridge? Who could have told you that I meant to
get the child from you at that time?”