CHAPTER XXX

Ronald did not see Nancy again until the day of Timothy Herrick's

funeral. On that dreary day she was more remote than ever, wearing

her headdress of white sackcloth and weeping loudly. Even Edward,

who had thrown off many vestiges of his Chinese upbringing in the

short time he had lived with the Ferrises, fell back disconcertingly

into old habits and was as Chinese as Herrick's half-caste children

when he had donned his coat of coarse bleached calico.

Ronald rightly insisted that as Herrick had lived so should he be

buried, and he advised the t'ai-t'ai to spare none of the rites

suitable to a mandarin of her husband's rank. He brought Beresford

with him to the funeral. Beresford was intrigued by the many

peculiar rites, but Ronald listened to it all with insufferable

weariness and wondered if the priests were ever to be finished

chanting their guttural prayers. Each stroke of bell and drum seemed

to remove Nancy farther than ever from his hopes, tangling her spirit

in an alien region from which she would never come out again. He saw

nothing picturesque in the great scarlet catafalque put over

Herrick's coffin, the silk umbrellas, the tables with their food for

the dead, the spirit chair intricately wrapped in white muslin, the

horrid crayon copy of Herrick's photograph, borne in a chair of its

own, the bright silken copes of the priests, their contrast with the

rags of the beggars, who carried white banners certifying to the

merits of the dead, the green-clad coolies who labored with the

weight of the coffin, the pervading smell of incense and burning

sandalwood--these were all details which Ronald might have noted with

an interested eye if he had not been oppressed by their meaning for

Nancy. It was her tragedy that when those who loved her could bring

the girl no comfort, she had to seek relief in this pitiless

barbarity which seemed to sing her father's failure, his exile from

his own people, his cheerless sojourn in the cold places of the dead.

All this Ronald heard in the weird music of the procession, as the

coffin and its mourners moved slowly toward the gates of the city; he

felt that the road Timothy Herrick was traveling, this same road

there was no one to prevent his daughter from taking, despite all her

lovable instincts for joy and for beauty--no one good enough to

prevent her from following in her own desolate hour.

Beresford, however, thought the whole funeral very splendid. So much

better, he declared, than being reminded of the skin-worms, and

forced to linger in the sickly smell of a church which had been

banked like a flower-seller's shop while bald-headed gentlemen

trundled the coffin with exaggerated slowness up the aisle. He

envied Herrick's escape from those absurd rites and from being

consigned into eternity by the throaty reading of a curate in a

starched surplice. This brilliant procession, winding with such an

unrehearsed mixture of carelessness and dignity, did seem in his eyes

to express more reasonably the tragic naturalness of death. Even

Ronald, before they had reached Herrick's burial-place, began to feel

himself haunted by the sobbing voice of the flutes and to know that

this garish splendor was the ancient and simple way of keeping up

man's courage before the mystery of death. It was a shock, on coming

outside the city, to see the coffin stripped of its pall, the

umbrellas and chairs sent back, as though the chief object of the

parade had been not to honor the unseeing dead but to win honor from

the populous streets of the city, yet the quiet which ensued induced

meditations that were not unpleasing though they were sad. Autumn

lay with warm sunshine on the land; sloping shafts of light made the

dry grass glow; wide and blue was the sky. The only sound was the

low-toned note of a gong which a priest rang from time to time as he

walked in front of the coffin.

Ronald was moved by the loneliness of Herrick's burial-ground. It

was so tranquil that he, too, half envied the dead man's privilege of

sleeping quietly with all the scenes he had loved, the serene clarity

of the Western Hills, the climbing palaces of Wan Shou Shan, the

towers and golden roofs of Peking, compassing from the far distance

the little circle of pine and cypress round the grave. Ronald's

spirit was hushed by the stillness. The man looked idly at the four

characters gilded on the end of Herrick's coffin: "Hai returns to the

halls of spring," they said, and for the first time Ronald believed

that there was immortality in lying here beneath the open spaces of

heaven. A fresh outburst of wailing, the burning of paper money, and

exploding of crackers could not touch the peace of a heart fortified

by the strangely comforting thought that life was soon over.

The grave was ready at two, but the hour was even-numbered, unlucky;

mourners and priests and workmen waited in little gossiping groups

till the more fortunate hour of three, when the coffin was lowered

into the grave with the lavish sunshine pouring down upon it as if to

make amends for Herrick's last sight of day. Every clod that had

been dug was thrown scrupulously upon the round mound of the grave.

Edward knelt down and wept; Nancy wept and bowed her forehead to the

ground; the women prostrated themselves, tearing their hair and their

clothes. Ronald stood watching dumbly, but he got his moment of

reward when Nancy rose, for she gave him one searching look, one

glance of understanding and love, over which hovered the trembling

flicker of a smile. She showed she had not forgotten his kiss; this

was her answer. So completely, indeed, had Nancy seemed to belong to

him throughout all the tedious hours of the funeral that Ronald

remembered afterward, with some amazement, that among the gathering

of the t'ai-t'ai's family, which followed the coffin, he had not

knowingly set eyes upon or even thought of singling out Nancy's

husband.

After Herrick had been buried, there was nothing to keep him from

dividing what remained of his money. Ronald was anxious to be done

with the task. He exacted but one promise, a promise from the

t'ai-t'ai that when Nancy's first month of married life was complete

and the girl, as custom allowed, was able to sleep a few nights under

another roof than her husband's, she should come to his sister's home

instead of the father's house she ought to have visited. This was

reasonable, for Edward was the only kinsman left to her.

Herrick's pretentious household melted away. Each wife, when she

received her money, took pains to put herself out of the t'ai-t'ai's

reach. There was none of them that wished to be slave to that

arrogant lady. With a contemptuous smile she watched them scatter.

After they and their children and their bundles and bedding and their

wrangling servants had gone, she gave up the lease of the house

Herrick had occupied so long, sold what she could of his furniture,

and betook herself to her brother's. Of the line her husband had

been so ambitious to found, literally not even the name remained.

Ronald took care to obtain and note the t'ai-t'ai's address; Nancy's

bridal month was so nearly finished that he could not govern his

eagerness to have her come. The rest of Herrick's family he made no

effort to trace. Except the amah, who of course remained with

Edward, they might scatter to the winds for all he cared. But

suddenly one evening when the Ferrises had finished dinner a hubbub

in the kitchen woke them from the lethargy of worrying about Nancy,

for Edward's presence among them had been a continual reminder of his

sister's absence; they jumped up in alarm when the old nurse rushed

gasping into the room, crying out, "They've gone, they've gone!" It

took them some minutes to understand what she meant. Not till

Kuei-lien appeared and rapidly poured out her story to Edward was the

cause of the amah's excitement understood.

To their consternation they learned that the t'ai-t'ai had broken her

promise. She had gone with her brother and his whole family back to

their native town of Paoling. And Nancy, as naturally she must do,

had gone with them. It was the last blow.

The other details of Kuei-lien's story were more interesting to

Edward than to his discouraged guardian. The one fact which might

have been of use, her coming from the same town as the t'ai-t'ai, was

robbed of advantage because the girl did not dare nor intend to go

home. If she had done so she would have been handed over to the

t'ai-t'ai by her stupid and covetous family. She was the single one

of Herrick's concubines whom his wife had tried to retain. Her

parents were dependents of the Chou family, absolutely under their

orders, while the t'ai-t'ai not only did not like losing a slave of

Kuei-lien's beauty and cleverness but still more regretted letting

her escape with the money she had gathered. Their separation had

cost them a quarrel. The t'ai-t'ai had commanded the concubine to

remain, had threatened to hold her boxes and to have the girl beaten.

If Kuei-lien had been less bountiful in bribing the servants, she

could not have got away. The t'ai-t'ai's stinginess had proved her

safety.

So Kuei-lien, meditating new plans, lay low. She cultivated the

friendship of the amah, husbanded the money she owned, while she

looked for chances to get more. And because she maintained some

slight connection with Pao-ling and might get them news of Nancy, the

Ferrises were pleased to let her stay. They did not guess a tenth of

her plans nor realize that she was using the shelter of their servant

quarters to let it be known she was under foreign protection, that

any offense offered to her would be visited upon the offender by the

King and Parliament of Great Britain.

As for poor Nancy, the King and Parliament of Great Britain had lost

interest in her. The secluded Chihli village of Paoling kept her as

hidden from prying strangers as the fastnesses of Turkestan. Nancy

had never been told of the promise that she should visit Edward in

his new home. She was saved this disappointment. But she knew it

was the last step away from her friends when her mother-in-law

summoned her to pack and to get up long before dawn for the cold dark

ride to the station. Long as she had lived in Peking, the city was a

place strange and unfamiliar to the girl, yet she conceived a

fondness even for the arches and walls she barely could descry in the

darkness, for she felt she should never set eyes upon them again.

With the rest of her husband's family she bundled uncomfortably into

a third-class carriage, squeezing herself so tightly between baskets

and bedding that she sat as though cramped stiffly in a vise.

Everyone spoke shrilly; the early hour, the bitterly frosty morning,

had set their tempers on edge. No one was in a mood to enjoy the

novelty of a railway ride. Nancy looked wearily at the dingy houses

they passed, wondered if their occupants could be unhappier than she

was; she saw in the distance the blue roofs of the Temple of Heaven,

but paid no heed; if her legs had not been so stiff, her whole body

aching from the need of movement, she might have gone to sleep

counting the numbers of the telegraph poles. Her mind did go to

sleep; her body persisted in staying painfully awake.

She was grateful to get off the train, grateful to shake her numb

legs into life, pulling boxes and bales quickly out of the car. The

t'ai-t'ai and her mother-in-law gave contradictory orders, they

wrangled and shouted, pulling servants helter-skelter, scolding

Nancy, scolding her husband; they were only one of many groups

invoking heaven and hell in their panic lest the train should start

before the last bundle had been rolled out of the window.

By a miracle they got themselves untangled and down to the platform,

where the women sank breathless on rolls of bedding, waiting for a

bargain to be struck with the mule-drivers. This was not quickly nor

quietly done and Nancy, used to having these small matters arranged

without her presence, despaired of its ever being done at all. To

the mule-drivers and their opponents, however, the hiring of a cart

was more heady business than speech in a public forum. Not till

vulgar interest was diverted to Nancy, whose presence in this company

became an eighth day's wonder, did the arguing parties see that their

prominence of the moment had passed; they made the same bargain they

could have made half an hour back. Chou hsien-sheng swore he was

cheated, the drivers swore they were robbed, but the price they fixed

had been the unchanging rate for a decade.

Nancy was glad to get into her cart, even to be thriftily crowded

among three women servants and a suffocating mass of baggage. She

had not enjoyed the ring of staring eyes which had surveyed her nor

the coarse guesses of the people as to her history, guesses loudly

and impudently debated with many rustic guffaws over the joke of a

foreigner reduced to Chinese clothes and the whims of a Chinese

master.

All day long the carts moved slowly forward, lumbering in ruts,

shaking the teeth of their passengers on miles of chipped highway,

ploughing deep through sand. Nancy was acutely mindful of other

mule-cart journeys, the rides to the Western Hills, when Edward and

Kuei-lien had been her comrades and each new turn of the road had

tempted their eyes to objects of joyful interest. She was scornful

of the ignorant maids squashed into this unpleasant contact, closed

her eyes to avoid seeing their puffy faces; their few monosyllables

were like a parody of human speech. They wheezed and grunted and

reeked of garlic till Nancy wondered why she could not withdraw all

her senses, as she had withdrawn her sense of sight, and shut herself

from these clownish wenches like a mussel in its shell.

Shortly before dark the carts lurched down the sunken streets of

Paoling. It was like all the other villages they had passed, dusty

and poor. Dikes of baked mud served for walls. Two policemen

lounged at the gate as though the place were not worth their vain

offer of protection. Mud and gray tile and leafless trees, streets

without shops, worn into deep trenches, people clothed in rags so

dirty that the very patches were blended to a greasy uniformity of

color--not an item relieved the drab scene. And the home of her

husband, Nancy found, was a consistent part of its surroundings. It

was filthy, musty, and cold, a huge ramshackle place replete with

tottering chairs and tables, its stone floors overlaid with grime,

its courtyards heaped with dung. Only rats and spiders seemed fit to

inhabit such a place and Nancy's heart became chill with dismay when

she thought of dragging out her life in this cheerless hole.

In a panic of sheer terror she was taken to greet Ming-te's

grandmother, the matriarch of the clan, the old lady whose temper she

had heard discussed with lively fear during the month she had been

married. She shrank from being led to something more terrible than

any of the evil things she had seen. Her nerves were so unstrung by

the weariness and misery, the depressing finish of the day, that she

was ready to shriek. She halted stock-still in a room ill lit by

native wicks.

"Kneel," chided the voice of her mother-in-law.

Nancy knelt and kowtowed three times before the august personage to

whose face she had not yet presumed to raise her eyes. She waited,

prostrate on the floor.

"Lift her, you fools," cried a voice that showed by its testiness it

was used to being obeyed. "Can't you see she is worn with weariness?"

The other women hastened to help Nancy to her feet. The girl looked

wonderingly at the little old woman who sat muffled in quilted satin

on the k'ang. From a face crossed and transcrossed with wrinkles

burned eyes whose haughtiness spoke an older and a finer generation

than the women to whom Nancy had been subjected. Her mother-in-law's

were dog's eyes compared with them. Nancy lost her fear. The eyes

brought memories of her father. They seemed to pierce, with their

sadness, their cynical discontent, the very mysteries of life.

"Come here, my child," said the old woman gently. "Come and sit with

me and tell me how you are. I have waited a long, long time to

welcome you."

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