CHAPTER XXIX

News of Herrick's death reached Ronald Nasmith almost as quickly as

it reached the family of the dead man. The t'ai-t'ai was anxious to

settle the business of his estate and lost no time in sending Edward,

who could speak English, as her ambassador.

Ronald was at home when the boy came. He brought him into his own

study, for he knew, after one glance at his face, the errand upon

which he had come.

"My father is dead," said Edward, sitting stiffly on the edge of his

chair. He could make no more than this simple statement.

"I thought he must be," Ronald answered, "but where is Nancy? Why

didn't she come with you?"

He was afraid to hear the answer, but hear it he must.

"She is married. She was married yesterday."

Ronald toyed nervously with an ivory paper-cutter on his desk.

"Only yesterday," he said at last; "and when did your father die?"

"He died yesterday too."

"And who sent you to me?"

"The t'ai-t'ai."

"I understand."

He did understand much for which it was hopeless to seek words.

"This will be your home now," he told Edward, "your home till we can

put you in a proper school. I promised your father that. You don't

wish to live there, do you, now that your father has gone and Nancy

has gone?"

"No," the boy answered bravely.

"Now I must see what I can do. Your father left me a lot of business

to finish. But you must come with me and help me. I might not make

myself clear and there will be a lot I shall need you to explain."

The boy accepted all that he said without question. Together they

returned to the mourning household, which mocked the clear sunshine

of the streets with its gloom. Ronald had unutterable thoughts as he

entered the gate from which Nancy had gone out one day too soon in

the loneliness of her scarlet chair. He could not bear to dwell upon

this picture, but asked to see the body of her father and went with a

sigh of weariness upon his lips into the room where with difficulty,

with much labored unbending of stiff limbs, they had laid out the

corpse. The boy was afraid to come in. Ronald stood by himself and

looked at a face which made death terrible.

The women had taken up their burden of wailing when he entered the

house; harshly the noise struck his ears, for in Herrick's quiet

features he could find no answer to the riddle of why the dead man

had lived only to come to this pitiless ending. His only

satisfaction was to see that Herrick did not sleep peacefully, that

he had not died content; the restless lines in Herrick's face told

their own story.

The ill-fated time of his death had upset his unstable family. The

women could not face this blow right on the heels of their excitement

at Nancy's wedding. In their panic over what their future might be,

they had neglected the first rites of the dead and were weeping

uselessly, undecided what respect they should pay to the dead man

whom, despite his years of pretension, they remembered only as a

foreigner.

But the t'ai-t'ai was recovering her wits when Ronald asked for her.

"She wants," Edward explained, after the formalities of the meeting

had been dealt with, "first of all to settle the business of Nancy's

marriage. My father promised to give ten thousand taels when she

went to her new family, but he died so quickly that he had no time to

do this."

"Yes, I know," said Ronald, "he told me about it and that he expected

to pay this himself. But I can't do anything yet."

The woman interrupted with a demand from Edward as to what he was

saying. She seemed suspicious and unwilling to let him proceed more

than two or three sentences without having his words explained.

Edward was visibly embarrassed.

"She wants that money now because that was promised and Nancy's new

parents will be angry if they don't get it. It is more important

than anything else."

"They will get it," said Ronald, "but I can't do anything just now.

I can't touch a cent till your father's will is proved."

Edward did not understand this last sentence, so Ronald expressed his

meaning at greater length.

"You see," he said, "your father was an Englishman, not a Chinese,

and subject to English law. Even though he lived in Chinese style

and kept Chinese customs, that makes no difference. His death must

be reported to the British minister and all his papers have to be

inspected, and his will, which tells how he wishes his money divided,

this must be read and allowed. Before this is done the bank will not

recognize me as his trustee and will refuse to pay me any money, no

matter how many checks I choose to write."

The boy, still puzzled, did his best to explain these details to the

t'ai-t'ai, but it was clear that she was not satisfied.

"She wants you to pay the ten thousand taels," Edward said, "then you

can take it later from my father's money. She wants you please to do

this--never mind about the other money; she can wait for that, but

this money she must have, because Nancy's family will be very angry."

Ronald laughed.

"I haven't ten thousand taels," he declared, "or even half the

sum--and am never likely to have. There is nothing else to be done.

She will have to wait."

The t'ai-t'ai did not believe these statements. He was being polite.

Of course he had ten thousand taels. What foreigner didn't have ten

thousand taels? She returned again and again, in most tiresome

pertinacity, to her request that Ronald pay this money at once,

waving aside his most patient explanations as though she had never

heard them. It was a strange thing, she remarked at last, that the

wife of the dead man could not be trusted to dispose of his money:

that a stranger had to be called in.

"But that's just the point," Ronald replied with much exasperation;

"the t'ai-t'ai, whatever she may be in Chinese law, is no wife at all

by English law. Mr. Herrick remained a British subject; he could not

become Chinese legally, despite his wish to do so, and therefore,

unless he married the t'ai-t'ai at the legation, which I very much

doubt, she is no wife in English eyes. Just for that very reason he

called me in to help, so that I could safeguard the interests of his

family and see that they did not suffer through his death."

He succeeded at last, by Edward's faltering assistance, in driving

these facts home. The t'ai-t'ai resigned herself to the existence of

troublesome laws and to the more immediate point that her hopes of

securing her money hung entirely on Mr. Nasmith's good offices.

There would be no profit in making him angry.

"There is another thing," Ronald continued, when he saw that she was

in a more amenable mood; "as a trustee, I feel especially responsible

for Mr. Herrick's two English-born children. Of course I recognize

that one of them, by her marriage, is now outside my control. But

over Edward here I have been placed as guardian by the authority of

his father. Naturally I expect him to come to my home, and I think

when he does that you will understand that your responsibility for

his future ceases."

The t'ai-t'ai had no objection to offer to this arrangement, which

her husband some months before his death had explained to her. She

certainly did not wish to be burdened with the problem of Edward.

"But to Nancy too," said Ronald, "I feel a sense of duty. I did not

approve of her marriage and did my best to persuade her father

against it. Personally I would have been willing, if he had died

earlier, to offer the ten thousand taels just to set her free from

what has always seemed to me an unjust engagement for a girl of her

age. If my powers as trustee allowed of this,--I can't be certain,

of course, that they did,--I would have taken this risk of disobeying

her father's wishes. Well, it's too late to discuss that. Our ways,

you see, and yours are different. A few years of Chinese education

couldn't make Nancy a Chinese; I am sure of it. But she is married;

that can't be mended; we have to make the best of it and I want to

see that the best is made of it."

The t'ai-t'ai pricked up her ears at Edward's tactful translation of

this speech. She wondered just what Ronald had in mind when he

wished to see that the best was being made of Nancy's wedding.

Ronald, however, explained himself further.

"I want to speak to Nancy herself," he said, "and have her own

assurance that she is being well treated. I presume that she will be

coming back to her father's house soon, won't she?"

"She has to stay three days with her husband," Edward took it upon

himself to answer; "then the wedding will be finished and she can

come here for a day. That is our custom. Even though our father is

dead, they will not permit her to come before three days."

"And a nice home-coming it will be!" Ronald groaned. "A cheerful

place to return to. Please tell the t'ai-t'ai that when Nancy

returns I must be here to see her and speak to her. I don't know

what the Chinese custom is in such a case, but this is absolutely

necessary if I am to perform my duties as a trustee in a satisfactory

manner."

Edward communicated this demand, to which the t'ai-t'ai gave a shrug

of consent. There was nothing these foreigners appeared incapable of

asking, but she was too wholly in the man's power. It was no time to

quibble.

With this promise safely gained, Ronald told Edward to gather up his

things. It was not healthy for the boy to stay a minute longer than

necessary in a household where everyone's thoughts dwelt round the

corpse of the dead master. Edward went to his work listlessly and

came back sniffing and weeping after the woebegone task of

dismantling the room he had occupied so long. Neither the

sympathetic help of his amah cheered him nor the welcome of his new

home, where David, awed by the distinction of one who had lost his

father, tried cautiously to say the appropriate word. Edward wanted

Nancy; his heart was hungering for her even when he thought he

mourned for his father.

On the third day he went with his Uncle Ronald, as already he had

been taught to call his guardian, to see the sister who had become a

bride.

His own eagerness, if he had known it, did not exceed Ronald's. The

intervening day had been a busy one. Ronald had been to the legation

to have Herrick's will admitted to probate. He found friends who had

known Herrick long ago and who were avid for every last detail of

Herrick's story, but they could suggest no scheme for saving Nancy.

It was a rotten business, they agreed with some emphasis, but a

matter which could not be helped, for Nancy, by wedding a Chinese

husband, had forfeited British protection. Ronald might use

pressure, and they hoped he would, to get the girl away from her

husband,--there was not one of them who expected the marriage to end

in any way except drastic misery,--but he had no lawful right to

divert any of Herrick's estate for the purpose. The estate, through

remarkably clever investments, had once been close to a fortune, but

recently Herrick's intemperate withdrawals had reduced it till it was

barely enough to cover the terms of his will.

So Ronald went impatiently to meet Nancy, determined that if she gave

him the slightest encouragement he would break all the laws of the

land to rescue her. Early though he went, the bride had arrived

before him and had given way to a frenzy of sorrow beside her

father's coffin. She had not yet put on mourning, for the

mother-in-law had deemed it an unlucky thing to interrupt the first

festal days with any mark of sadness. So she had come, oddly enough,

wearing a red skirt; but any suggestion of happiness had been erased

by the stains of grief which made her eyes dull in their sunken pits

and her skin a bloodless white.

It was the first chance Nancy had had to yield to her passionate

misery: for three days she had struggled against tears, trying to

preserve some semblance of joy in a family which paid no heed to the

death of her father. The rites of the wedding were dragged out till

she was on the point of fainting under the cruel burden. She felt no

love for the husband who had been goaded into claiming her, and

suffered bridal intimacies from one who became worse than a stranger

in her eyes. Beneath his treatment she felt the hostility of a youth

who had not desired this foreigner for his wife, and beneath the

treatment she met from her new mother she felt the exasperation over

delay in the payment of her dowry, disappointment taking unkind

shapes because the woman had never forgiven herself for selling her

son into what was likely to prove a bad bargain. For three days the

family had been most deliberately merry, trying to face out their

regrets in the sight of the world; they had been reckless of how they

spent money, but thrifty of a single friendly word to the girl whose

heart was breaking while she pretended to smile. At last they had

let her go home to weep.

When Nancy, who had comforted herself before marriage with the hope

of coming back to see her father, realized that he too had deserted

her and that she had not won him a single day's peace by her

sacrifice, she threw herself down beside his coffin and wept till her

body seemed torn apart by her grief. Edward, who in his turn was

ready to break down, understood the sudden need to control himself,

so that when the time came he could comfort his sister in his

affectionate boyish manner and bring her away to the room where

Ronald was waiting.

Nancy was dazed at seeing Ronald. She did not seem to know why he

was there. Her mind still lingered with her father. She had only

perfunctory words to spare for the living, while Ronald could hardly

check the temptation to carry her away by force, to carry her out of

sight and sound of this baneful household. Everything he wanted to

say froze on his lips. He had no heart to reproach the girl for

persisting in the wedding she might have stopped. With her face

marred by grief, he could not ask her if she were happy, if she were

contented with her new home. The words would have mocked their own

meaning.

"Nancy," he did at last summon courage to say, "it is no use weeping

over the dead any more. It doesn't help them at all. If your father

doesn't know, then your tears are wasted; if he does know, then he

will be the more unhappy to see you so sad. The living are what we

have to think of--you and Edward. If you want your father to have

peace, wherever he has gone, you must help him not to worry over you.

You must let him know that you have peace yourself. Edward he won't

worry about because he asked me to take charge of him and so Edward

has come to my sister's to live, but you every one of us will worry

about till we are sure that you are well and happy. That's what you

must tell me: you can speak as frankly as you choose; there is no one

here who dares to interrupt, but I must know how I can help you."

"You can't help me," answered Nancy.

She was quieter now, but the hysterical stillness of her manner

frightened Ronald.

"That is no answer," exclaimed Ronald.

He was annoyed by the girl's obstinacy, which she had inherited in

too full measure from her father.

"You surely can be frank with me," he added, "because I may never

again be in such a position to help you. You know that I have your

father's estate to divide. As long as the money, which includes ten

thousand taels which were to be paid at your wedding, as long as this

remains in my hands I can make almost any terms you may wish with the

t'ai-t'ai. But when it has been divided, then my power will be gone.

Now do you regret your bargain? Are you sorry you kept to this

marriage? Do tell me now, when I can help you."

He had realized Nancy's stubbornness; he had not measured her pride.

"My marriage is what I expected," she answered.

How could she tell him the shame of the last three days? How could

she relate the scornful treatment of her new family? She might have

told Kuei-lien; she had no words to speak of it to Ronald. She could

not run to him like a weakling tired of her promise. To endure the

mischances of her marriage was no more than keeping faith with her

father's good name. She was a wife; that was the end of it. But

Ronald seemed to read her thoughts.

"I don't know what your new home is like," he argued, "but I do know

what you are like, and I can hardly imagine you happy under the

conditions you will find there. Just now your sorrow for your father

makes everything else seem of small account, but the time will come

when the sharpness will wear off and you will have to think of the

man you have married and the life you have adopted. For it is an

adopted life; it is not natural to you. Now your father is dead,

don't make a mistake of your loyalty to him and think you have to

embrace years of misery merely to gratify his memory. That's not

good enough. They don't want you--I can see that; they only want the

money that was promised with you. Nothing would please them better

than to get this money without the necessity of taking you. You are

a foreigner and always will be a foreigner to them. Can't you come

home with Edward and me, and I will promise, if I have to move heaven

and earth, to get your marriage annulled."

"If they want my money, they have to take me," said Nancy stubbornly.

She was not doing justice to Ronald's proposal, while the man, in his

turn, was far from seeing her marriage as she saw it. She could not

appreciate how in his foreign eyes her marriage was no marriage, nor

could he see how to her Chinese eyes it was a bond from which there

was but one honorable escape for the wife, the extreme measure of

suicide. Ronald had been reading deeply in the customs of the

Chinese the better to understand Nancy's case, but he missed the

essential fact of her attitude, the value she set by her good name.

To have run away because she was displeased with her first three days

of wedded life seemed an act of intolerable cowardice. Nancy's every

thought was Chinese, more Chinese than Kuei-lien's: she had an inbred

fear of disgrace, not only for her own sake but for her father's

whose reputation rested helplessly in her care. So she met Ronald's

most persuasive entreaties with the same blank answer. If she had

grounds for quarreling with her husband or with his parents it was no

business of an outsider to know of them.

At last Ronald despaired of moving her. He gave up the attempt. He

was as sure as he was sure of his own love for the girl that she was

unhappy in her new home and would grow week by week unhappier, but

she was less responsive to his words now than before her marriage.

He threw down his hands with a hopeless gesture, inwardly cursing the

folly of Timothy Herrick, which was able to survive him in such

fatuously obdurate wrong-headedness. Nancy's white, troubled face

reminded him of his first glimpse of her in the temple. How much

greater was her danger to-day than in that first perilous meeting.

How much less he could help her. Unable to leave the girl without

one sign of his deep overmastering passion, he crossed the room and

kissed her gently on the forehead.

"I shall always love you, Nancy," he said.

Nancy trembled a little beneath the touch of his lips, but the kiss

came so naturally that she had no time to be surprised and could only

wonder long afterward at the trance which had held her silent under

so strange a greeting, so strange a token of farewell.

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