CHAPTER V.

SMALL BEGINNINGS.

O, I am sure they really came from Thee,

The urge, the ardour, the unconquerable will,

The potent, felt, interior command, stronger than words,

A message from the Heavens whispering to me even in sleep.

These speed me on.

--WALT WHITMAN, “Prayer of Columbus”.

Until about 1825, Cheltenham was simply a small market-town,

famous for its mild climate and fertile soil, but at this time its

medicinal springs were discovered, and it became the fashion for

royalty and aristocracy to take the waters. Between 1801 and 1840

the population of Cheltenham increased tenfold. In 1843, Cheltenham

College, a proprietary school for boys, was opened. Ten years later,

on September 30, 1853, a meeting was held in the house of the Rev.

H. Walford Bellairs, who was Her Majesty’s Inspector of Schools in

Gloucestershire, and a prospectus was drawn up of “A College in

Cheltenham for the education of young ladies and children under eight”.

The instruction was to include the Liturgy of the Church of England,

grammar, geography, arithmetic, French, drawing, needlework. The fees

were to range from 6 guineas to 20 guineas a year, and the capital was

to consist of £2000 in £10 shares. The entire management and control

were to be in the hands of the founders, the Rev. H. W. Bellairs; the

Rev. W. Dobson, Principal of Cheltenham College; the Rev. H. A. Holden,

Vice-Principal; Lieutenant-Colonel Fitzmaurice; Dr. S. E. Comyn; and

Mr. Nathaniel Hartland.

They appointed as Principal Mrs. Procter, the widow of Colonel Procter,

and as Vice-Principal her daughter, Miss Procter, who was understood

to be the actual head. Mrs. Procter was to furnish the wisdom and

stability of mature years, Miss Procter the youth and vigour necessary

for teaching. A younger sister held the post of secretary.

At first it was intended that the college should be restricted to day

pupils, but it was soon found that this would limit its usefulness,

and some months before the opening of the school the proprietors had

arranged for three boarding-houses, the fees of which were extremely

low, being only £40 a year.

Cheltenham Ladies’ College was laid on good foundations. The founders

had an ardent desire for a thorough and liberal education, and their

ideas were well carried out from the very beginning of the school’s

career. The teaching appears to have been of a high order, the teachers

were people of conscience and ability. In her “History of Cheltenham

Ladies’ College,” Miss Beale quotes from old pupils who spoke most

highly of the early days.

The school was opened on February 13, 1854, in Cambray House, where the

great Duke of Wellington had once stayed for about six weeks. It was

a fine square-built house with a beautiful garden. By the end of the

first year the 100 pupils had increased to 150; the second year also

marked an increase. But after that the numbers began to go down, until

at the end of 1857 the numbers had fallen to 89, and the capital had

begun to diminish.

Some disagreement on educational methods then arose between Miss

Procter and the Committee, with the result that the former resigned and

started another school in Cheltenham, which was continued for thirty

years.

The Principal’s letter to the Committee on her departure shows her

scrupulous care of the property of others:--

“MY DEAR SIR,

“I thank you much for your kind letter enclosing your cheque for £41

10s. 6d.

“I take this opportunity of sending you the keys of the college. The

house has been cleaned throughout. The chimneys have all been swept.

“Some few stores--nearly ¹⁄₄ cwt. of soap, some dip candles, and two

new scrubbing brushes--are in the closet in the pantry.

“The new zinc ventilator is in the press used for the drawing

materials.

“Two cast-iron fenders, of mine, have been removed from two of the

class-rooms.

“I remain, my dear Sir,

“Yours very sincerely,

“S. ANNE PROCTER.”

It was in May, 1858, that the advertisement for a new Principal of

Cheltenham College appeared in various papers.

CHELTENHAM LADIES’ COLLEGE.

“A vacancy having occurred in the office of lady Principal, candidates

for the appointment are requested to apply by letter (with references)

before June 1 to J. P. Bell, Esq., Hon. Sec., Cheltenham.

“A well educated and experienced lady (between the ages of thirty-five

and forty-five) is desired, capable of conducting an institution with

not less than one hundred day pupils.

“A competent knowledge of German and French, and a good acquaintance

with general English literature, arithmetic, and the common branches

of female education, are expected.

“Salary, upwards of £200 a year, with furnished apartments and other

advantages.

“No testimonials to be sent until applied for, and no answers will be

returned except to candidates apparently eligible.”

Dorothea Beale applied for this post and was accepted as a candidate

for the headship. She had now to set about getting testimonials and

recommendations. Some of these are interesting.

Miss Elwell, at whose school she had taught, wrote:--

“You have succeeded in making subjects usually styled dry, positively

attractive, whilst your plan has been successful in forming not merely

superficial scholars, even whilst producing results in a remarkably

short period.”

Her friend, Elizabeth Ann Alston, wrote:--

“Of her power of teaching others and making them delight in their

studies, there is no doubt. But you do not know her, as I do, in her

home and daily life: there all look up to her and seek her counsel.”

Many testimonials were given as to her character and work, and these

made such a favourable impression on the Cheltenham Committee that she

was summoned for an interview on June 14.

She evidently had not any suitable clothes to wear on such a formidable

occasion, and had to borrow a blue silk frock from her sister Eliza.

Perhaps the work on her history had prevented her from attending to

her wardrobe. She was appointed and everything seemed happily settled.

One can imagine with what joy she looked forward to this opportunity

of doing the work she longed to do untrammelled by bonds made by those

of differing ideas. After all these months of waiting she had at last

obtained her heart’s desire.

But the stigma of leaving Casterton was not easily removed, and a great

blow awaited her.

On July 12 she received a letter from Mr. J. Penrice Bell, the

Honorary Secretary of the Committee, saying that he had received from

two gentlemen letters about her religious views, that might make it

necessary for the Cheltenham Ladies’ College Committee to reconsider

their decision. He quoted briefly their allegations:--

“‘She, Miss Beale, is very High Church, to say the least, and holds

ultra views of baptismal regeneration.’ ... ‘She has also a serious

and deep religious feeling, and a self-denying character. _But_ she is

decidedly High Church. Her opinions on the vital and critical question

of sacramental grace are altogether those of the High Church or

Tractarian school.’”

To a sensitive girl like Dorothea Beale this was indeed a shock,

but she was determined not to lose the desired work through any

misunderstanding, and replied at once to Mr. Bell explaining her views

on baptism, which were said to be “extreme”:--

“If you understand by the _opus operatum_ ‘efficacy’ of baptism that

all who are baptized are therefore saved.... I explicitly state that

I do not hold that doctrine. I believe baptism to be ‘an outward and

visible sign of an inward and spiritual grace given unto us: to be the

appointed means for admitting members into the Church of Christ’.”

The allegation that she belonged to the High Church party she dealt

with:--

“Your second question [i.e. did she belong to the High Church?] ...

cannot be categorically answered, since it has never been defined what

are the opinions of the High Church party; I would say that I differ

from some who assume that title.... I think no one could entertain a

greater dread than I of those Romish opinions entertained by some ‘who

went out from us, but were not of us’: indeed, during the last six

months, I have been engaged in preparing an English history for the use

of schools, _because_ Ince’s “Outlines” (a book used in your college)

inculcates Romish doctrines.”

The conclusion of her letter shows how clearly she realised the effect

that might be produced if the Committee revoked their decision:--

“I have endeavoured to be perfectly candid: should the Council decide

that my views are so unsound that I am unfit to occupy the position to

which I have been appointed, I shall trust that they will allow me to

make as public a statement of my opinions as they are obliged to make

of my dismissal, for I shall feel that after this no person of moderate

views will trust me, and my own conscience would not allow me to work

with the extreme party in either High or Low Church.”

The suspense whilst the Committee’s decision hung in the balance must

have been great. Her diary indicates this:--

_July 12._--Mr. Bell’s letter about High Church from Cheltenham, and

my answer. Some vanity. (Prayer) for resignation.

_July 14._--Letter from Cheltenham. Neglect of prayer. Several times

rude.

The Committee, however, seem to have been satisfied with her letter to

Mr. Bell, and another to Mr. Bellairs, in which she referred him to

two friends who knew what her religious views were, sending him also

two books, “which I have published without my name--not because I was

ashamed of expressing what I thought right, but because one naturally

shrinks from expressing without necessity one’s inner religious life”.

They still had one more question, which Mr. Bell asked in his next

letter:--

“Holding the opinions you have expressed, should you consider it a

duty and feel it incumbent on you to inculcate them in your Divinity

instruction to the pupils?”

To this she replied:--

“I quite feel it to be a Christian duty, if it be possible, to live

peaceably with all men, not giving heed to those things which minister

questions rather than godly edifying, but I am sure you would feel

I should be unworthy of your confidence could I through any fear of

consequences resort to the least untruthfulness.”

[Illustration: DOROTHEA BEALE IN 1859

p. 32]

The difficulty was thus ended, and Dorothea Beale entered her

kingdom. In spite of the many possibilities of giving offence, from

the beginning she made the Scripture lessons the very centre of her

teaching. To these she went herself not only with her carefully

prepared work but with her heart and soul equally equipped. She

demanded equal reverence in her pupils, and during times of building at

the college the noise of the hammer was suspended when these lessons

were being given.

There is little record about the beginning of her work at Cheltenham.

Twice Miss Brewer, who was to be Vice-Principal, called upon her:

and there are one or two entries in her diary about “shopping” and

“turning-out”. Even the date (August 4) on which she set out for

Cheltenham with her mother is only known by deduction. One can imagine,

however, the spirit in which Dorothea Beale set out into the unknown.

Was it to be failure or success? Were her powers equal to the many

difficulties that lay before her? Would the Committee turn out to be

the kind of people with whom she could work? But we know enough to be

sure that she looked to God as her guide in all things, and that in

offering herself for this great work of education she laid her life and

all her powers at His feet.

Dorothea Beale’s first two years at Cheltenham were a struggle from

beginning to end. When she arrived the College had begun to go down,

and many of the elder girls had left with Miss Procter, so that the

oldest pupils were now only thirteen or fourteen years of age. Mrs.

Raikes in her “Life,” quotes a description of her from a pupil who was

at the school when she arrived:--

“I can see her now as she appeared in reality--the slight, young

figure, the very gentle, gliding movements, the quiet face with the

look of intense thoughtfulness and utter absence of all poor and common

stress and turmoil, the intellectual brow, the wonderful eyes with

their calm outlook and their expression of inner vision.”

One of her first decisions was to continue and make permanent the

rule of silence, which Miss Procter had introduced at the beginning

of the college. She was, at first, full of doubts as to the wisdom of

this rule but was so well satisfied with the results that she never

saw any reason to alter it. Pupils were allowed to speak only with a

teacher’s permission, which was always given when it was necessary.

Her reasons for the ordaining of this rule were to inculcate habits of

self-control, to prevent the making of friendships of which parents

might not approve, to secure concentration and good discipline. It was

very rigidly enforced, and if a girl broke it only a few times in the

term a remark to that effect was inevitably put into her Report. One

of the jokes frequently made against the Ladies’ College was that no

Cheltenham girl could talk!

The history of these two years is given very graphically in Miss

Beale’s History of the College, from which the following account is

almost entirely taken. When Miss Beale was appointed there were only

sixty-nine girls left, of whom fifteen had already given notice (of

these only one actually left). Only £400 was left out of the original

capital. The ladies who had kept boarding-houses gave up on account of

the uncertainty, and several of the original shareholders sold their

£10 shares for £5.

“Several birds of prey,” said Miss Beale, “were seen hovering about

expecting the demise of the College, and it would probably have ceased

to exist had there not remained two years of the Cambray lease, for

the rent of which £200 a year had to be found. It is impossible to

give an adequate idea of the hard struggle for existence maintained

during the next two years, and of the minute economies which had to be

practised. _Haec nunc meminisse juvat._ The Principal was blamed for

ordering prospectuses without leave at the cost of fifteen shillings,

and the second-hand furniture procured would not have delighted people

of æsthetic taste. Curtains were dispensed with as far as possible, and

it was questioned whether a carving-knife was required by the Principal

in her furnished apartments.”

The teaching staff was reduced as far as possible and the Principal

and Vice-Principal gave up their half-holiday to chaperone those girls

who took lessons from masters. The Principal did a great deal of

teaching at this time including Scripture throughout the College.

Everything that could be done in those two years to curtail expenditure

was done. The gain or loss of one pupil was considered an important

event. One day Miss Beale was at dinner when a father called with two

girls. The maid sent him away, saying that her mistress was at dinner.

Miss Beale, however, sent her at once in pursuit after the departing

visitors. She spoke to the maid afterwards about this matter and said,

“I am never at dinner”.

At the end of these two years the lease of Cambray House expired, and,

though the deficit was less at the end of 1860 than in 1859, there

was not a single member of the Committee who was willing to take the

responsibility of renewing the lease. Many causes conspired to make the

school unpopular at this time, and the question of giving it up had to

be seriously considered.

Just when things were at their worst a deliverer appeared in the person

of Mr. J. Houghton Brancker, who was asked to audit the accounts.

After a thorough investigation this gentleman gave his verdict that

it was impossible for the school ever to pay its way with the then

system of fees. Accordingly he drew up a scheme which he considered

satisfactory, lowering the ordinary fees, but making music and drawing,

which had hitherto been included in the ordinary curriculum, extra

subjects. Mr. Brancker was asked to join the Council; under his able

rule as chancellor of the exchequer, the College finances began to

improve, and grinding anxiety about money matters soon became a thing

of the past. Cambray House was taken by the year until things were in

a more satisfactory state, but such a precaution was unnecessary, as

the College after this had a career of almost unbroken progress and

prosperity.

Financial difficulties were not, however, the only ones that Miss Beale

had to fight, nor were they the hardest. Far greater foes to her peace

of mind were those of ignorance, prejudice, and lack of ideals about

girls’ education. Practical difficulties, too, stood in the way of high

attainment. Dorothea Beale relates some of these in her “History of the

Ladies’ College”. It was said that college life would “turn girls into

boys”. Day schools for girls were unpopular, and the custom of having

morning and afternoon school caused parents a great deal of trouble in

sending maids with their children. Teachers were scarce and those to be

had were very inferior.

“Do you prepare your lessons?” asked Dorothea Beale of a candidate.

“Oh no!” she replied, “I never teach anything I don’t understand.”

Parents looked with horror on the teaching of mathematics and even

advanced arithmetic, in spite of the poverty to which ignorance of

investments often reduced women.

Some reminiscences of former pupils give a little idea of what Dorothea

Beale was like in her teaching and in her relationship to her children.

“I never remember her raising her voice, scolding us, being satirical

or impatient with dullness or inattention. She was not satirical even

when a small girl, on being asked what criticism might be passed

on Milton’s treatment of “Paradise Lost,” ventured the audacious

suggestion that the poet was ‘verbose’.”

Her methods were designed to encourage rather than to repress. A pupil

recalls “an afternoon when she visited the needlework room and found

me being most justly blamed for inefficiency. In kindly tones she said

to the shy and clumsy culprit: ‘You ought to sew well, for your mother

has such beautiful long fingers,’ and somehow I felt comforted and

encouraged. Then there was a day when I summoned up courage to go and

tell her that I had been guilty of some small disobedience as well as

others who had been detected and punished. She seized the opportunity

of impressing upon me that as I was (though only fourteen) a teacher

in my father’s Sunday School--a fact of which I did not know she was

aware--I must surely see that obedience to rule was necessary. I can

still hear the low, earnest tones in which she made her appeal to my

sense of justice and right.”

At this period of her life her power was probably as great as it ever

was, though the scope was comparatively narrow.

“It is my peculiar privilege,” writes one, “to have spent all my

college career in her class, to go through years of her special

personal teaching. In later days when the College assumed large

dimensions, such an experience must have been rare; to those who could

claim it, it meant a potent influence for life. How vividly can I

recall her sitting on her little daïs, scanning the long schoolroom

and discovering anything amiss at the far end of it; or making a tour

of inspection to the various classes with a smiling countenance that

banished terror.”

Her personal relationship to any of her children in sorrow was always a

very tender one.

“When I was almost a child at College I lost my mother and shall never

forget Miss Beale’s tender sympathy and help. She took such interest

in my preparation for Confirmation and brought me herself to my first

Communion--just she and I alone: a day I shall always remember. All

through my girlhood she was a kind and ready adviser, and continued her

interest throughout my married life. One always felt whatever happened

to one, ‘Now I must tell Miss Beale’.”

So with the varied joys of teaching, and the difficulties of narrow

means, and the opposition of supporters of the old régime, did Dorothea

Beale’s life at Cheltenham begin.

Forty years later she wrote of this time:--

“How often I was full of discouragement. It was not so much the want of

money as the want of ideals that depressed me. If I went into society I

heard it said: ‘What is the good of education for our girls? They have

not to earn their living.’ Those who spoke did not see that, for women

as for men, it is a sin to bury the talents God has given: they seemed

not to know that the baptismal right was the same for girls as for

boys, alike enrolled in the army of light, soldiers of Jesus Christ.”

No knight of olden times who rode forth against the evils of his day

needed greater courage than this woman who set out to destroy the evils

of prejudice, custom, and ignorance. I have spoken sometimes with her

“old girls,” who were with her in the early days, and were among the

first to enter on paths untrodden by women’s feet. They were like men

who seek a new land; no sacrifice seemed too great; no toil seemed too

hard. Following their dauntless leader they knew themselves to be the

vanguard of a great army of women infinite in number and of unknown

power.

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