CHAPTER XI

THE LAW OF TRANSMUTATION

External life is a succession of picture blocks with which we have

builded our thoughts into shapes and forms manifest to the mortal

senses. But back of every act there is the invisible ideal which

prompted it, so that to the one who has the interior vision; one who

looks at life from the citadel of his own interior nature instead of

merely sensing it by external contact, every material thing tells its

interior story; everything has an esoteric or occult meaning. It is

said that mystic truths have been veiled in symbolical language; but

to those who know the language of symbolism, there is no veil; what

seems so is due to the refractory character of the mind which is

limited to sense consciousness.

There are two words much used in this day of the Dawn which give the

key to the trend of the cosmic cycle upon which the earth has entered.

The word "union," or its equivalent, enters into almost every phase of

our busy life as well as into ethical and philosophical thought. This

word, with much that it stands for, has superseded the word

"agreement," or "combination" or "partnership," formerly used. Union

means something more interior, than do these other words, even when

applied to commercial issues.

The business man says to his partners "let us unite on this question."

They are already partners, but unless there is a unity of thought and

ideals, their partnership is an unsatisfactory and unfruitful one. We

have labor unions which are intended to suggest a solidarity of

effort; a merging of interests; a welding together into one

thought-force, of those who enter the organization. The fullness of

meaning of this word "union" is not adequately expressed in the words

lodge, or club, or any of the terms used to designate an organization

of men in social or commercial combination.

In union there is strength; but in partnership, or in clubs, there may

be no quality of union, although there is the outward bond of

fellowship. "I shall look into this" we say when we want to know more

of a subject than appears on the surface. We want to know the within.

We want to fathom the interior meaning; to get below the surface, or

the appearance of it. This is the other word of vital import--the word

_within_. We see it everywhere like a signpost directing our footsteps

toward home.

The Master Jesus said that the immortal kingdom was within, but the

Christian world evidently has not believed Him. He also told those who

would listen to Him, that there was but one commandment that was truly

spiritual, but as he did not come to destroy anything that existed,

but only to transmute it, He paid no attention to the commandments

already in vogue, but contented Himself with a repetition of the one

and only commandment of the Father-Mother God Principle which begat

him: "That ye love one another."

Now we are being told from the housetops and from the streets and

through all the channels of the physical senses to look within. That

which you are--not what you appear to be to the eyes of the

sense-conscious--but that which you are in your interior nature, is

what counts to you. The writer who writes because he is paid to write

salable stuff, harps upon the necessity for "efficiency" in the

commercial game; but when the word is impartially considered

efficiency consists in the long run in reliability, and reliability is

measured by one's honesty; integrity; square-dealing; wise

judgment--interior qualities all. It matters not whether the skin be

white or black or brown or yellow or green; whether you are of

imposing stature or but four feet tall; it is what you are within that

constitutes true efficiency.

So the kingdom whatever it may be whether of heaven or hell; of love;

or of power; or of ambition; the kingdom is within. The source of your

power is in the interior of your nature.

If we go to slang, which offers the line of least resistance to the

Cosmic Law, we find that the cue has been given over and over again to

those who are interiorly awake to receive it. "You are not in on

this," has been said to one who was left out of some supposedly

desirable thing; or "you are not _in_ it," meaning that you are not up

to the required standard. Even as the walls of a building only

imperfectly indicate the nature of that which is within, that which

the building stands for; that which it symbolizes, so physical

appearances are symbolical hieroglyphs of the inner nature.

"Learn to look into the hearts of men" admonishes the spiritual

teacher. "As a man thinketh in his heart so is he." The character of

the heart is the test, and though a man's lips utter words that are at

variance with his inner nature, yet if we have learned to look within,

we are not deceived. This then is the key to the kingdom--interior

vision.

Words are like buildings; like personalities; they have their exterior

and their interior message. Knowledge may be accumulated; piled up

like a mountain of possessions. But knowledge may not bestow one grain

of true wisdom. It is only as we extract the interior message from

knowledge that we attain wisdom. We possess knowledge and we _find_

wisdom, when we have transmuted that knowledge into its interior

meaning.

The fundamental difference between mysticism and theology is a

difference founded upon this axiom. The true mystic penetrates to the

interior nature of manifestation and gets the message of Experience.

Mysticism excludes nothing. It includes the manifest with the

interior; it penetrates the outer and seeks the interior; but never

does the true mystic confound the spirit with the letter; never does

he mistake the external for the Reality; the symbol for the message.

Suppose that what is generally called the practical side of life were

the only reality. What would be the inevitable conclusion of the

thinker if he were to consider only the outer, the manifest, the

visible results of a given achievement? He would conclude that

civilization is insane.

If we did not know with an intuitional grasp of truth that all this

which we call "marvels of achievement" is symbolical of what Man is in

his interior nature, it would be the veriest folly. What, for example,

is there in a modern sky-scraper indicative of man's advanced

civilization?

With millions of acres of unused land, it would be inconceivable folly

to project into the inoffensive atmosphere twenty-eight stories of

wood and iron merely to buy and sell the products of man's brain and

hands. But while our Twentieth Century feverish activities are

ostensibly engaged in the external world, they are symbolizing,

embodying, teaching if we will but learn, the fact of the evolution of

man's interior nature. Sky-scrapers are indicative of the heights to

which we are aspiring; to which we are climbing; air-ships only tell

us that man in his interior nature--in his reality--is not a creeping,

crawling Thing, chained to the earth. He may, if he will, soar into

ethereal realms. He has wings, and if he so desires, he may use them.

Wireless telegraphy would be a much less consequential discovery, did

it not foreshadow the coming time when mind will speak to mind

regardless of desert wastes and imponderable mountains that seemingly

intervene. Wireless messages are the result of vibrations set in

motion by means of a dynamo and received by an instrument attuned to a

corresponding rate of motion. But no dynamo ever invented has the

power that is centered in the dynamic will of a human being. Brute

strength is paralyzed into inactivity by the comparatively puny

strength of a man. The fierceness of the lion, the tremendous force of

the elephant, give way before the potent power of Man's desire--an

interior quality.

Do skyscrapers, or air ships, or wireless telegraph systems make us

happier? If they do, is it not because of their ethical rather than

their so-called practical value? Is it not because they prove to man

his power to use the plastic material of the planet and control it to

do his bidding? Rapid transit adds to convenience; but above and

beyond all the so-called practical valuation which can be put upon

modern inventions and accomplishment is the message which these

mechanical marvels present to the mind. The message that man is not a

machine; that he is not a creature but a creator; that he is not a

miserable worm of the dust, but a winged god.

Greater than all the other benefits bestowed by modern mechanical

marvels is the knowledge of each other which has resulted from

intercommunication between nation and nation. The great breeder of

discord and the waste of hatred is the idea of segregation. The man of

the cave and the club feared his next door neighbor, because he did

not know him, and the animal-man fears that which he does not know;

his imagination pictures the unknown one as something monstrous and

dangerous. Intimacy will teach us that people of a distant country are

like ourselves, even though they may dress differently; even though

they may wear their hair an inch longer or shorter; may eat a diet of

nuts instead of meat; may pray standing up rather than kneeling down.

Upon such trifling and absurd differences as these are based our ideas

of "alien" races and "foreign" nations.

Annihilation of space and time accomplished by modern mechanical

inventions has made us familiar with the interior life of other human

beings and has compelled us to the knowledge that they have feelings,

emotions, desires, hopes, aspirations, and faults, exactly like our

own, and thus will be established a bond of unity, which will reach

the heart of our neighbor. If this bond of unity has not as yet been

established, it is because the majority of Mankind are still only

sense-conscious. They have not yet assimilated the knowledge which the

past few years has precipitated in such an avalanche that the

slow-moving mind cannot keep pace with it. But out of all this

knowledge must come in due time the quality of wisdom. Wisdom seeks

love as the only eternal reality. Not because God has commanded that

we shall do so; not because of a sentimental ideal, but because any

other course is futile, foolish, silly and does not "get us anywhere"

as the slangologists rightly express it.

Thus everything in the busy commercial world, seemingly bent upon

perpetuating external forms and systems, is in reality a symbolic

language of which "unity" and "within" are the pivotal centers. These

two words are really complementary, because it is only with the

interior nature that unity can be established.

We may conjoin; combine; contact; cohere. We may form partnerships,

corporations, combinations from the outside. These are external

expressions of the interior desire for unity, but union is of the

interior nature only.

With the more intimate knowledge of each other which

intercommunication between nations makes general, each little

segregated mass of human beings must sooner or later arrive at the

conclusion that we are very much alike and that to "get together" on

any proposition involving the welfare of all humanity is a much less

costly and a far more satisfactory way of settling matters than by

going to war over it. Not that this idea is yet fixed in the brains of

the majority, but there is creeping into man's cranium a faint thought

that perhaps the survival of the fittest will be best maintained by

peaceful methods; an idea that honor can neither be maintained nor

appeased by shedding blood. This knowledge will bring us to the wise

observation that fundamentally, cosmically there is no place for

enmity between nations and races and classes and the sexes; that the

whole conglomerated mass of hatreds and inherited enmities and

segregated interests; the absurd idea that one part of the world can

permanently prosper by the enslavement of any part; the undeveloped

and savage ideas that underlie our civilization; all these

thought-concepts have no more reality in the cosmic scheme of things,

than have the picture-blocks of the child in the adult life.

The world has been living through a nightmare. The warfare which

belongs to the animal plane of Man's evolving consciousness has been

carried into the mental world as well. Not only do men fight like

tigers in the jungles, but they fight with tongue and pen as well,

using food products, textile fabrics, inventions, mechanical devices

and the creations of brains of men, for their weapons. But this type

of warfare will not much longer survive. Mankind must choose between

transmutation or annihilation. Hatred is self-destructive. Blind

indeed must be those who can expect to escape this law. "They who use

the sword shall perish by the sword." How else can it be? There is but

one force. If we use it to construct, we are constructed. If we use it

to destroy we are destroyed, since it is by the very nature of law

that we become involved in that which we employ. It is a simple sum in

arithmetic. We may either add or subtract. If we add, there is no

limit. If we subtract we ultimately wipe off the slate.

The fact is dawning upon an increasing number of thinkers, that even

as brain is superseding brawn in the marts of the world, so there is

still a finer and higher and better force, so potential in its power

that nothing can withstand its melting, merging, unifying motive. That

power is love, without which though we have all else we are but as

"sounding brass and a tinkling cymbal."

Even as the ferocious man-eating animals have disappeared from the

earth; even as the giant gladiators, the mailed knights, the erotic

pomp and regalia of Imperialism, with their captives chained to their

chariot-wheels; the cruel despots, the tyrannical masters and scourged

slaves; the bloody sacrifices, the horrible games of the

amphitheatres, even as these one-time evidences of alleged

"civilization" have passed away, so too will time see the dissolution

of our own "false gods." Transmuted into pure and perfect love and

peace and equality, the power now misapplied in the work of hate and

destruction, will increase a thousand fold and be directed toward the

maintenance of a balanced world--a world in which Love and Wisdom are

united.

We are always fearful of changes. The bat-like eyes of the multitude

are blinded by the light of the sun. Why cannot we trust the Cosmic

Law which has always given us a better ideal in the place of the

decadent one? If we prefer to use the word God, then let us say why

cannot we trust God?

In the external world, then, the idea that a part of this sphere is

inherently antagonistic to another; that men are born enemies; that

the female and the male must forever struggle for supremacy--all these

ideas are disappearing. "Unity" is the password to the coming

civilization. If then we will accept this conclusion and apply it to

our individual selves, we will conclude that no function of the human

organism should merit disapproval; or be regarded as an enemy. Before

we can arrive at a balanced and sane world without, we must come to a

balanced and sane state within our own organism.

We must know that the sex function, the most vital of all the various

expressions of life in the individual body as well as in the social

body and the racial body, is not an enemy with whom we must maintain

unceasing warfare, but a wise and trustworthy friend with whom we may

safely co-operate, neither repressing this vital force until we have

conquered it and dragged it like a bleeding captive behind our

chariot-wheels, nor should we like the drug-slave become lost in the

clutches of an abnormal appetite.

Indeed, as the forces of life become transmuted from the physical

appetites to the finer, and interior desires of the soul,

abnormalities and perversions of sex-force will be impossible.

Sex-force is, at the Center of Being, unpolluted. It is pure, perfect

and harmonious. It is divine. Why? Because it is bi-une; it is

balanced.

In our present-day lopsided civilization, we find that nearly every

one is lop-sided, and unbalanced. Alienists declare that almost every

man and woman has some hobby or mania. Doubtless this is true. An age

of specialization would incline the race toward "lopsidedness." But

the source of Life is balanced; if we come to the place where we

consciously unite with that interior source we will no longer be

unbalanced, because the central source of life is Sex, and Sex is, at

the center of the radius, bi-une, which is to say balanced. There is

no chance for sex supremacy, for domination, or dispute, or jealousy.

There is equilibrium.

It is probable that to those who cannot compass the consciousness that

equality does not mean identicalness this sort of balanced life will

appear tame and tasteless. Few women perhaps and certainly fewer men

can imagine a sex-union in which love is so great, so over-powering

and at the same time so perfect, that there is no room for jealousy.

The average person believes that jealousy is inseparable from

sex-love. But even as our antediluvian ancestors could not imagine the

mechanical miracles of the telephone and the telegraph, so we fail to

comprehend the infinite depth and intensity of our interior being

until we come to the place where we awake from the sleep of the mortal

and glimpse the heights of the immortal life.

No one can give to another this interior wisdom--this philosopher's

stone, by means of which all baser instincts are transmuted into the

pure golden-tinted light of illumination. He can but point the way and

promise that the results are mathematically proportionate to effort,

and effort will be backed by individual desire.

We do not hold, as do many writers dealing with the physiological side

of the subject of Sex, that the sex function is primarily designed for

purposes of procreation and that any other expression of sex is

contrary to nature. The essential function of sex is to vitalize.

Procreation is one of the uses of sex-love, but it is not its primary

function.

Until men and women have absolute control over their sex impulses they

are still on the plane of sense-consciousness; and as long as they

remain only sense-conscious they miss the very thing that they seek.

All that is pleasureable in sex-contact that reaches any man or woman

who is only sense-conscious is no more than a faint echo of the

ecstacy of divine and perfect love which is known to the spiritual

alchemist, who has discovered the art of transmutation and thus found

the key to the gate of eternal life.

As long as we remain limited to the plane of sense-consciousness, old

age is a blessing. It compels transmutation of the love-nature into

interior channels. By the failure of the physical organism to express

the sex-desires, this force is given an opportunity to become

transmuted into higher, finer and more intense and beautiful thoughts.

It takes on whatever quality of soul we have acquired and it fosters

that quality--be it much or little--so that we may not go into the

interior realms a spiritual pauper.

Even as our physical childhood is a prelude to mental adultship, so

old age, our "second childhood," is a prelude to our soul adultship,

and the character of our old age period is prophetic of our state in

the soul life.

There are some extremely aged persons whom we cannot, if we have any

degree of interior vision, classify as old; the youth and beauty and

love-radiance of their interior nature is so potent that it shines

through the worn and wrinkled garment that covers it; and we know that

when that garment shall have been removed by the hands of Death, that

the soul will be clothed in radiant youth and beauty, and light.

This is indeed the esoteric cause of the widespread repudiation of a

mental recognition of age.

"I am seventy years young" says the man who hopes for eternal youth

and life; and if he says it from the standpoint of wisdom--the wisdom

that knows himself an immortal soul fired by pure and holy spiritual

love, then indeed his words are truly symbolical.

But if he utters them merely in desperate defiance of organic decay,

they are empty and he will enter the after-life, even as he leaves

this one, without having attained that which he craves.

This truth is an integral part of the cosmos, from which there is no

appeal; no reprieve; no immunity, no "respecter of persons." The law

is absolute and it is also just. Pure and perfect love is the price of

immortal life. There is no other "coin of the realm."

"But," questions the initiate, "why cannot those who know, if there be

such in the world today, give us this mystical formula? Why do they

not tell us how we may reach this desirable state of spiritual

sex-love, which affords such divine happiness to those who find it?"

The query is pertinent and the desire is natural; the doubt of its

reality is consistent, yet we are constrained to say that in the very

nature of such inquiry the disciple of the Hidden Wisdom voices his

unreadiness for _Illumination_. The desire for self-gratification,

though right and natural to the sense-conscious plane, is yet inimical

to attainment of spiritual consciousness.

There is a spiritual message in the persistently inculcated doctrine

of sacrifice. It is not that a Supreme Being desires sacrifice, or

gifts, or adulation, or homage, or worship, or that any power glories

in our unhappiness. It is not that we may purchase any spiritual thing

by giving up something which we prize, but it is because our spirit

becomes attuned to the central source of Life by means of our

willingness to perform what to the sense-conscious plane of existence

seems a sacrifice.

"He sought for others the good he desired for himself; let him pass

on" is the Egyptian phrasing of the Golden Rule, and this states it as

clearly as it can be stated.

Yet should any one take this truism as an unfailing formula and expect

to enter the golden gate of eternal life because of obedience to the

letter of the pass-word, he would fail. Altruism _is_; it is not mere

recognition of a word.

We may presuppose another natural and instinctive query: "If then only

by union with one's true mate one can enter the bliss of eternal life

and love, should not we drop every other responsibility, sever all

ties of relationship, give up wife or husband or family or work, and

search for the one perfect complementary, finding which, is found the

answer to all life's problems?"

Again we can only say that the seeker would be disappointed. We should

remember the story of Sir Launfall. Returning from the unfruitful

quest of long years for the Holy Grail (the golden chalice), he

learned the lesson of Truth from the beggar at his own door to whom he

gave the cup of cold water _without any consciousness of doing a good

deed_; without hope of thereby finding the grail.

He who seeks with the selfish thought of securing for self any good

will not find it though he should give away every farthing to the

poor; though he should never permit one unkind word to pass his lips;

though he should fast and scourge and deny the flesh; kneel all day

and all night in prayer. As long as he holds to the thought of self

and of _obtaining_ something so long will he miss the _attainment_.

Spiritual insight establishes two facts beyond cavil or dispute or

reversion. One is that God's laws cannot be broken. We are not trying

to say that they should not be broken; or that they cannot be broken

with impunity; or that if broken we shall be punished. They simply

cannot be broken--they are unbreakable.

We cannot buy or sell or beg or steal or borrow or take as a gift, or

in any wise acquire immortal godhood, except by attaining it any more

than we can come to physical manhood or womanhood except by growing to

it; and by the same law no one can keep it from us; neither priest nor

scribe; neither prophet nor inventor. We are a law unto ourselves. No

one can break the law of your being any more than you can break that

of another. No power on earth or in the celestial spheres or in the

intervening spaces can keep that which is our own from us. Wherefore

then, should we tear ourselves and each other with strife and jealousy

and wounded honor and outraged marriage vows, when either partner to a

marriage contract sees fit to sever that relationship?

If you lose out in what you believed to be love, be sure that the

object of your desires was not yours to lose; in all the spheres there

is only one who is yours by divine right and no one can by any

possibility usurp your place in the final issue; and that place once

found no one can oust you from it. But remember what we have said in

previous chapters of the word "found;" it is from within.

How vain and how foolish it is to think that a power so stupendous, so

magnificent and so beneficent as to project this immense panorama of

life; to establish such marvelous diversity within such simple unity;

to bestow the bliss of love, could make a mistake. How puerile has

been the teaching that we can sin against the Eternal God. We need not

worry about the Supreme and Eternal Power. "The dice of God are

loaded." Our concern is with ourselves, lest we imagine that we may

cheat in the game of life.

We are self-centered, free-willed; immune from any possibility of

offending the universe. The whole problem of life and death, in so far

as it relates to our individual selves, is "up to us." We can delay

arrival at the goal of our desires; we can dally by the wayside if we

will. Only our own loss, our own suffering, our own unsatisfied

longing shall punish us. But who is so stupid that he would remain

wandering in the bleak and barren desert, when he might by a turn of

his hand enter fields Elysian and merge his soul into the boundless

areas of infinite bliss and wisdom?

We should not imagine that death will do this for us. Death is nothing

more phenomenal than withdrawing from one room to another. The soul

may strive on for ages through many incarnations. Only one thing can

free it; and that is love; love for others than the personal self. The

broader and deeper the love nature, the wider it reaches out to enfold

in its tender protection all living things, the more nearly divine we

become, and the sooner will we touch the area of the spiritual and

attract our own.

It is evident that self-seeking even for so worthy a possession as

one's own counterpart defeats the very effort. We are not to seek; we

are only to prepare ourselves to be ready and worthy; when we shall

have done this, nothing can withhold our own from us; not though the

two halves of the One Being are separated by all the barriers which

the sense-conscious race of men have erected between themselves and

the bliss of Heaven. Says Emerson: "What is thine, will gravitate to

thee." We need not therefore go about apprehensively fearful lest we

lose that which belongs to us; in so doing we are apt to keep our eyes

glued to the earth, thus forgetting that it is from the higher realms

of vibration "whence cometh our light."

Says Emerson: "O, believe as thou livest, that every sound that is

spoken over the round world which thou oughtest to hear will vibrate

on thine ear. Every proverb, every book, every by-word that belongs to

thee for aid or comfort, shall surely come home through open or

winding passages. Every friend whom not thy fantastic will, but the

great and tender heart in thee craveth, shall lock thee in his

embrace. And this because the great and tender heart in thee is the

heart of all; not a valve, not a wall, not an intersection is there

anywhere in nature, but one blood rolls uninterruptedly, an endless

circulation through all men as the water of the globe is all one sea,

and truly seen its tide is one."

Here then are specific and trustworthy statements for the further

enlightenment of the student of the problems of Sex. Like algebraical

propositions they prove themselves when correctly solved. Immortal

godhood is attained by counterpartal union, because the Central Source

of Life is bi-une. Immortality is our spiritual birthright, but we

must claim it if we would consciously realize this truth.

God is the bi-une creative principle, and we are literally and in

truth the "image and likeness" of this bi-une Being. Not one

hermaphroditic personality but a pair. A pair is one whole, even

though each of the pair is distinct in form and diverse in temperament

and qualities. We are especially emphatic upon this point because

there has been so much vague and speculative theorizing upon this

definition of a bi-une Being. Your perfect mate is distinctively

masculine or distinctively feminine in sex as the case may be; and he

or she is your mate because of this perfection of distinctiveness.

Our former ideas of femininity and of masculinity were faulty. Woman

is not less but much more womanly, if she has exchanged fear for

courage; deceit for truthfulness; ill-health for vitality;

helplessness for helpfulness. Even as a man is more manly when he

spares the nesting birds where formerly he ruthlessly destroyed; when

he unites protection with bravery; when he knows sympathy from

weakness; when he combines sentiment with principle; and gentleness

with vigor.

No mortal can by any possibility break the laws of God. Therefore you

are not to try to enforce your ideas of morality upon others. Who has

constituted you book-keeper for the universe? You are to concern

yourself with establishing happiness upon this earth.

You are to see to it that your love is big and broad enough;

all-inclusive enough to wish to see every one happy from your

immediate family to your far-off neighbor in Central Africa. You need

not worry about whether they break the moral code as you see it. You

are to render love and service to this world with all your heart and

all your power; if you do this, you will reach the goal of your

desires.

No mortal can by any other method than love and the service that is

rendered through love seek and find the "Holy Grail," which is to say

the bliss of spiritual union with his Beloved. Therefore to fly from

the responsibilities and the environment in which you are, without

regard to the welfare of others, is to defeat your own quest; neither

do we claim that you should under all circumstances remain chained to

a post like an unwilling captive, poisoning your mind with resentment

and hatred.

There is no one formula which fits all cases--other than that given in

love and service. The Golden Rule which tells us to do unto others as

we would have them do unto us, has another side to its shield, and it

may read "Do not permit others to do unto you what you would not do to

them." If you seek freedom from a specific environment from no other

motive than personal selfishness, you may be doing yourself an

injury; but if you are also doing an injury to others by remaining,

then you are doubly mistaken in your course.

The way of attainment is not easy, although the formula is simple; it

may be briefly but concisely summed up in the vital and important word

"unselfishness." "Not mine but thine also," is the watchword of the

wise in love. Not possession of the Beloved One, but union with him or

her. There is just one big world of difference between these two

points of view. More than that, there is the difference of Heaven and

Hell.

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