I was present once at an interesting conversation between Mr. Woodward

and a distinguished university professor who by some accident was staying

with myself. The professor had expressed himself as much interested

in the conditions of rural life and was lamenting to me the dissidence

which he thought was growing up between the clergy and their flocks. I

told him about Mr. Woodward and took him to tea. The professor with a

courteous frankness attacked Mr. Woodward on the same point. He said

that he believed that the raising of theological and clerical standards

had had the effect of turning the clergy into a class, enthusiastic, no

doubt, but interested in a small circle of things to which they attached

extreme importance, though they were mostly traditional or antiquarian.

He said that they were losing their hold on English life, and inclined

not so much to uphold a scrupulous standard of conduct, as to enforce a

preoccupation in doctrinal and liturgical questions, interesting enough,

but of no practical importance. Mr. Woodward did not contradict him; the

professor, warming to his work, said that the ordinary village sermon

was of a futile kind, and possessed no shrewdness or definiteness as a

rule. Mr. Woodward asked him to expand the idea—what ought the clergy

to preach about? “Well,” said the professor, “they ought to touch on

politics—not party politics, of course, but social measures, historical

developments and so forth. I was present,” he went on, “some years ago

when, in a country town, the Bishop of the diocese preached a sermon at

the parish church, the week after the French had been defeated at Sedan,

and the Bishop made not the slightest allusion to the event, though

it was the dominant idea in the minds of the sensible members of the

congregation; the clergy ought not only to preach politics—they ought to

talk politics—they ought to show that they have the same interests as

their people.”

“Oh, yes,” said Mr. Woodward, leaning forward, “I agree with much that

you say, Professor—very much; but you look at things in a different

perspective. We don’t think much about politics here in the country—home

politics a little, but foreign politics not at all. When we hear of

rumours of war we are not particularly troubled;” (with a smile) “and

when I have to try and encourage an old bedridden woman who is very much

bewildered with this world, and has no imagination left to deal with

the next—and who is sadly afraid of her long journey in the dark—when I

have to try and argue with a naughty boy who has got some poor girl into

trouble, and doesn’t feel in his heart that he has done a selfish or a

brutal thing, am I to talk to them about the battle of Sedan, or even

about the reform of the House of Lords?”

The professor smiled grimly, but perhaps a little foolishly, and did not

take up the challenge. But Mr. Woodward said to me a few days afterwards:

“I was very much interested in your friend the professor—a most amiable,

and, I should think, unselfish person. How good of him to interest

himself in the parish clergy! But you know, my dear boy, the intellectual

atmosphere is a difficult one to live in—a man needs some very human

trial of his own to keep him humble and sane. I expect the professor

wants a long illness!” (smiling) “No, I dare say he is very good in his

own place, and does good work for Christ, but he is a man clothed in soft

raiment in these wilds, and you and I must do all we can to prevent him

from rewriting the Lord’s Prayer. I am afraid he thinks there is a sad

absence of the intellectual element in it. It must be very distressing to

him to think how often it is used; and yet there is not an allusion to

politics in it—not even to comprehensive measures of social reform.”

[Sidenote: MR. WOODWARD’S SERMONS]

Mr. Woodward’s sermons were always a pleasure to me. He told me once that

he had a great dislike to using conventional religious language; and

thus, though he was in belief something of a High Churchman, he was so

careful to avoid catch-words or party formulas that few people suspected

how high the doctrine was. I took an elderly evangelical aunt to church

once, when Mr. Woodward preached a sermon on baptismal regeneration of

rather an advanced type. I shuddered to think of the denunciations which

I anticipated after church; indeed, I should not have been surprised if

my aunt had gathered up her books—she was a masculine personage—and swept

out of the building. Both on the contrary, she listened intently, rather

moist-eyed, I thought, to the discourse, and afterwards spoke to me with

extreme emphasis of it as a real _gospel_ sermon. Mr. Woodward wrote his

sermons, but often I think departed from the text. He discoursed with a

simple tranquillity of manner that made each hearer feel as if he was

alone with him. His allusions to local events were thrilling in their

directness and pathos; and in passing, I may say that he was the only

man I ever heard who made the giving out of notices, both in manner and

matter, into a fine art. On Christmas Day he used to speak about the

events of the year; one winter there was a bad epidemic of diphtheria in

the village, and several children died. The shepherd on one of the farms,

a somewhat gruff and unsociable character, lost two little children on

Christmas Eve. Mr. Woodward, unknown to me at the time, had spent the

evening with the unhappy man, who was almost beside himself with grief.

[Sidenote: THE CHRISTMAS SERMON]

In the sermon he began quite simply, describing the scene of the first

Christmas Eve in a few picturesque words. Then he quoted Christina

Rossetti’s Christmas Carol—

“In the bleak mid-winter

Wintry winds made moan,”

dwelling on the exquisite words in a way which brought the tears to my

eyes. When he came to the lines describing the gifts made to Christ—

“If I were a shepherd

I would bring a lamb,”

he stopped dead for some seconds. I feel sure that he had not thought of

the application before. Then he looked down the church and said—

“I spent a long time yesterday in the house of one who follows the

calling of a shepherd among us.... He has given _two_ lambs to Christ.”

There was an uncontrollable throb of emotion in the large congregation,

and I confess that the tears filled my eyes. Mr. Woodward went on—

“Yes, it has pleased God to lead him through deep waters; but I do

not think that he will altogether withhold from him something of his

Christmas joy. He knows that they are safe with Christ—safe with Christ,

and waiting for him there—and that will be more and more of a joy, and

less and less of a sorrow as the years go on, till God restores him the

dear children He has taken from him now. We must not forget him in our

prayers.”

Then after a pause he resumed. There was no rhetoric or oratory about it;

but I have never in my life heard anything so absolutely affecting and

moving—any word which seemed to go so straight from heart to heart; it

was the genius of humanity.

A few months after this Mr. Woodward died, as he always wished to die,

quite suddenly, in his chair. He had often said to me that he did hope he

wouldn’t die in bed, with bed-clothes tucked under his chin, and medicine

bottles by him; he said he was sure he would not make an edifying end

under the circumstances. His heart had long been weak; and he was found

sitting with his head on his breast as though asleep, smiling to himself.

In one hand his pen was still clasped. I have never seen such heartfelt

grief as was shown at his funeral. His sister did not survive him a

month. The week after her death I walked up to the rectory, and found

the house being dismantled. Mr. Woodward’s books were being packed into

deal cases; the study was already a dusty, awkward room. It was strange

to think of the sudden break-up of that centre of beautiful life and

high example. All over and done! Yet not all; there are many grateful

hearts who do not forget Mr. Woodward; and what he would have thought

and what he would have said are still the natural guide for conduct in

a dozen simple households. If death must come, it was so that he would

have wished it; and Mr. Woodward could be called happy in life and death

perhaps more than any other man I have known.

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[Sidenote: MR. CUTHBERT]

Who was to be Mr. Woodward’s successor? For some weeks we had lived

in a state of agitated expectancy. One morning, soon after breakfast,

a card was brought to me—The Rev. Cyril Cuthbert. I went down to the

drawing-room and found my mother talking to a young clergyman, who rose

at my entrance, and informed me that he had been offered the living, and

that he had ventured to call and consult me, adding that he had been

told I was all-powerful in the parish. I was distinctly prepossessed by

his appearance, and perhaps by his appreciation, however exaggerated,

of my influence; he was a small man with thin features, but bronzed

and active; his hair was parted in the middle and lay in wiry waves on

each side. He had small, almost feminine, hands and feet, and rather a

delicate walk. He was entirely self-possessed, very genial in talk, with

a pleasant laugh; at the same time he gave me an impression of strength.

He was dressed in very old and shabby clothes, of decidedly clerical

cut, but his hat and coat were almost green from exposure to weather.

Yet he was obviously a gentleman. I gathered that he was the son of a

country squire, that he had been at a public school and Oxford, and that

he had been for some years a curate in a large manufacturing town. As we

talked my impressions became more definite; the muscles of the jaw were

strongly developed, and I began to fancy that the genial manner concealed

a considerable amount of self-will. He had the eye which I have been

led to associate with the fanatic, of a certain cold blue, shallow and

impenetrable, which does not let you far into the soul, but meets you

with a bright and unshrinking gaze.

At his request I accompanied him to church and vicarage. At the latter,

he said to me frankly that he was a poor man, and that he would not be

able to keep it up in the same style—“Indeed,” he said with a smile, “I

don’t think it would be right to do so.” I said that I didn’t think it

very material, but that as a matter of fact I thought that the perfection

of Mr. Woodward’s arrangements had had a humanising influence in the

place. At the church he was pleased at the neatness and general air of

use that the building had; but he looked with disfavour at the simple

arrangements of the chancel. I noticed that he bowed and murmured a few

words of prayer when he entered the building. When we had examined the

church he said to me, “To speak frankly, Mr. ——,—I don’t know what your

views are,—but what is the church tone of this place like?” I said that

I hardly knew how to describe it—the church certainly played a large

part in the lives of the parishioners; but that I supposed that Mr.

Woodward would perhaps be called old-fashioned. “Yes, indeed,” sighed Mr.

Cuthbert, looking wearily round and shrugging his shoulders. “The altar

indeed is distinctly dishonouring to the Blessed Sacrament—no attempt at

Catholic practice or tradition. There is not, I see, even a second altar

in the church; but, please God, if He sends me here we will change all

that.”

Before we left the church he fell on his knees and prayed with absolute

self-absorption.

When we got outside he said to me: “May I tell you something? I have just

returned from a visit to a friend of mine, a priest at A——; he has got

everything—simply everything; he is a noble fellow—if I could but hope to

imitate him.”

A—— was, I knew, a great railway depôt, and thinking that Mr. Cuthbert

did not fully understand how very rural a parish we were, I said, “I am

afraid there is not very much scope here for great activity. We have a

reading-room and a club, but it has never been a great success—the people

won’t turn out in the evenings.”

“Reading-rooms and clubs,” said Mr. Cuthbert in high disdain; “I did not

mean that kind of thing at all—I was thinking of things much nearer the

heart of the people. Herries has incense and lights, the eucharistic

vestments, he reserves the sacrament—you may see a dozen people kneeling

before the tabernacle whenever you enter the church—he has often said to

me that he doesn’t know how he could keep hope alive in his heart in the

midst of such vice and sin, if it were not for the thought of the Blessed

Presence, in the midst of it, in the quiet church. He has a sisterhood in

his parish too under a very strict rule. They never leave the convent,

and spend whole days in intercession. The sacrament has been reserved

there for fifteen years. Then confession is urged plainly upon all, and

it is a sight to make one thrill with joy to see the great rough navvies

bending before Herries as he sits in his embroidered stole, they telling

him the secrets of their hearts, and he bringing them nearer to the joy

of their Lord. Some of the workmen in the parish are the most frequent

at confession. Oh! he is a noble fellow; he tells me he has no time for

visiting—positively no time at all. His whole day is spent in deepening

the devotional life—the hours are recited in the church—he gives up ten

hours every week to the direction of penitents, and he must spend, I

should say, two hours a day at his _priedieu_. He says he could not have

strength for his work if he did not. His sermons are beautiful; he speaks

from the heart without preparation. He says he has learnt to trust the

Spirit, and just says what is given him to say.

“Then he is devoted to his choristers, and they to him; it is a privilege

to see him surrounded by them in their little cassocks while he leads

them in a simple meditation. And he is a man of a deeply tender spirit—I

have seen him, dining with his curates, burst into tears at the mere

mention of the name of the dear Mother of Christ. I ought not to trouble

you with all this—I am too enthusiastic! But the sight of him has put

it into my heart more than anything else I have ever known to try and

build up a really Catholic centre, which might do something to leaven the

heavy Protestantism which is the curse of England. One more thing which

especially struck me; it moved me to tears to hear one of his great rough

fellows—a shunter, I believe, who is often overthrown by the demon of

strong drink—talk so simply and faithfully of the Holy Mass: what rich

associations that word has! Nothing but eternity will ever reveal the

terrible loss which the disuse of that splendid word has inflicted on our

unhappy England.”

I was too much bewildered by this statement to make any adequate reply,

but said to console him that I thought the parish was wonderfully

good, and prepared to look upon the clergyman as a friend. “Yes,” said

Mr. Cuthbert, “that is all very well for a beginning, but it must

be something more than that. They must revere him as steward of the

mysteries of God—they must be ready to open their inmost heart to him;

they must come to recognise that it is through him, as a consecrated

priest of Christ, that the highest spiritual blessings can reach them:

that he alone can confer upon them the absolution which can set them free

from the guilt of sin.”

I felt that I ought not to let Mr. Cuthbert think that I was altogether

of the same mind with him in these matters and so I said: “Well, you must

remember that all this is unfamiliar here; Mr. Woodward did not approve

of confession—he held that habitual confession was weakening to the moral

nature, and encouraged the most hysterical kind of egotism—though no

one was more ready to listen to any one’s troubles and to give the most

loving advice in real difficulties. But as to the point about absolution,

I think he felt, and I should agree with him, that God only can forgive

sin, and that the clergy are merely the human interpreters of that

forgiveness; it is so much more easy to apprehend a great moral principle

like the forgiveness of sin from another human being than to arrive at it

in the silence of one’s own troubled heart.”

Mr. Cuthbert smiled, not very pleasantly, and said, “I had hoped you

would have shared my views more warmly—it is a disappointment! seriously,

the power to bind and loose conferred on the Apostles by Christ

Himself—does that mean nothing?”

“Yes, indeed,” I said, “the clergy are the accredited ministers in the

matter, of course, and they have a sacred charge, but as to powers

conferred upon the Apostles, it seems that other powers were conferred on

His followers which they no longer possess—they were to drink poison with

impunity, handle venomous snakes, and even to heal the sick.”

“Purely local and temporary provisions,” said Mr. Cuthbert, “which we

have no doubt forfeited—if indeed we have forfeited them—by want of

faith. The other was a gift for time and eternity.”

“I don’t remember,” I said, “that any such distinction was laid down in

the Gospel—but in any case you would not maintain, would you, that they

possessed the power _proprio motu_? To push it to extremes, that if a man

was absolved by a priest, God’s forgiveness was bound to follow, even if

the priest were deceived as to the reality of the penitence which claimed

forgiveness.”

Mr. Cuthbert frowned and said, “To me it is not a question of theorising.

It is a purely practical matter. I look upon it in this way—if a man is

absolved by a priest, he is sure he is forgiven; if he is not, he cannot

be sure of forgiveness.”

“I should hold,” I said, “that it was purely a matter of inner penitence.

But I did not mean to entangle you in a theological argument—and I hope

we are at one on essential matters.”

As we walked back I pointed out to him some of my favourite views—the

long back of the distant downs; the dark forest tract that closed the

northern horizon—but he looked with courteous indifference: his heart was

full of Catholic tradition.

We heard a few days after that he had accepted the living, and we asked

him to come and stay with us while he was getting into the vicarage,

which he was furnishing with austere severity. Mr. Woodward’s pleasant

dark study became a somewhat grim library, with books in deal shelves,

carpeted with matting and with a large deal table to work at. Mr.

Cuthbert dwelt much on the thought of sitting there in a cassock with a

tippet, but I do not think he had any of the instincts of a student—it

was rather the _mise-en-scène_ that pleased him. A bedroom became an

oratory, with a large ivory crucifix. The dining-room he called his

refectory, and he had a scheme at one time of having two young men to do

the housework and cooking, which fortunately fell through, though they

were to have had cassocks with cord-girdles, and to have been called

lay brothers. On the other hand he was a very pleasant visitor, as long

as theological discussions were avoided. He was bright, gay, outwardly

sympathetic, full of a certain kind of humour, and with all the ways of

a fine gentleman. The more I disagreed with him the more I liked him

personally.

One evening after dinner, as we sat smoking—he was a great smoker—we had

a rather serious discussion. I said to him that I really should like to

understand what his theory of church work was.

[Sidenote: CATHOLIC TRADITION]

“It is all summed up in two phrases,” said Mr. Cuthbert. “Catholic

practice—Catholic tradition. I hold that the Reformation inflicted

a grievous blow upon this country. To break with Rome was almost

inevitable, I admit, because of the corruption of doctrine that was

beginning; but we need not have thrown over all manner of high and holy

ways and traditions, solemn accessories of worship, tender assistances

to devotion, any more than the Puritans were bound to break statues and

damage stained glass windows.”

“Quite so,” I said; “but where does this Catholic tradition come from?”

“From the Primitive Church,” said Mr. Cuthbert. “As far back as we can

trace the history of church practice we find these, or many of these,

exquisite ceremonies, which I for one think it a solemn duty to try and

restore.”

“But after all,” I said, “they are of human origin, are they not? You

would not say that they have a divine sanction?”

“Well,” said Mr. Cuthbert, “their sanction is practically divine. We read

that in the last days spent by our Lord in His glorified nature on the

earth, He ‘spake to them of the things concerning the Kingdom of God.’

I myself think it is only reasonable to suppose that He was laying down

the precise ceremonial that He wished should attend the worship of His

Kingdom. I do not think that extravagant.”

“But,” I said, “was not the whole tenor of His teaching against such

ceremonial precision? Did He not for His Sacraments choose the simplest

and humblest actions of daily life—eating and drinking? Was He not always

finding fault with the Pharisees for forgetting spiritual truth in their

zeal for tradition and practice?”

“Yes,” said Mr. Cuthbert, “for _forgetting_ the weightier matters of the

law; but He approved of their ceremonial. He said: ‘These ought ye to

have done, and not to have left the other undone.’”

“I believe myself,” I said, “that He felt they should have obeyed their

conscience in the matter; but surely the whole of the teaching of the

Gospel is to loose human beings from tyranny of detail, and to teach them

to live a simple life on great principles?”

“I cannot agree,” said Mr. Cuthbert. “The instinct for reverence, for the

reverent and seemly expression of spiritual feeling, for the symbolic

representation of spiritual feeling, for the symbolic representation of

divine truths is a depreciated one, but a true one; and this instinct He

graciously defined, fortified, and consecrated; and I believe that the

Church was following the true guidance of the Spirit in the matter, when

it slowly built up the grand and massive fabric of Catholic practice and

tradition.”

“But,” I said, “who are the Church? There are a great many people who

feel the exact opposite of what you maintain—and true Christians too.”

“They are grievously mistaken,” said Mr. Cuthbert, “and suffer an

irreparable loss.”

“But who is to decide?” I said, a little nettled.

“A General Œcumenical Council would be competent to do so,” said Mr.

Cuthbert.

“Do you mean of the Anglican Communion?” I said.

“Oh dear, no,” said Mr. Cuthbert. “The Anglican Communion indeed! No;

such a Council must have representatives of all Churches who have

received and maintain the Divine succession.”

“But,” said I, “you must know that the thing is impossible. Who could

summon such a Council, and who would attend it?”

“That is not my business,” said Mr. Cuthbert; “I do not want any such

Council. I am sure of my position; it is only you and others who wish

to sacrifice the most exquisite part of Christian life who need such a

solution. I am content with what I know; and humbly and faithfully I

shall attempt as far as I can to follow the dictates of my conscience in

the matter to endeavor to bring it home to the consciences of my flock.”

I felt I could not carry the argument further without loss of temper; but

it was surprising to me how I continued to like, and even to respect, the

man.

He has not, it must be confessed, obtained any great hold on the parish.

Mr. Woodward’s quiet, delicate, fatherly work has gone; but Mr. Cuthbert

has a few women who attend confession, and he is content. He has adorned

the church according to his views, and the congregation think it rather

pretty. They do not dislike his sermons, though they do not understand

them; and as for his vestments, they regard them with a mild and somewhat

bewildered interest. They like to see Mr. Cuthbert, he is so pleasant

and good-humoured. He is assiduous in his visiting, and very assiduous

in holding daily services, which are entirely unattended. He has no

priestly influence; and I fear it would pain him deeply if he knew that

his social influence is considerable. Personally, I find him a pleasant

neighbour and highly congenial companion. We have many agreeable talks;

and when I am in that irritable tense mood which is apt to develop in

solitude, and which can only be cleared by an ebullition of spleen,

I walk up to the vicarage and have a theological argument. It does

neither myself nor Mr. Cuthbert any harm, and we are better friends than

ever—indeed, he calls me quite the most agreeable Erastian he knows.

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[Sidenote: THE RECLUSE]

Let me try to sketch the most Arcadian scholar I have ever seen or

dreamed of; they are common enough in books; the gentleman of high

family, with lustrous eyes and thin veined hands, who sits among musty

folios—Heaven knows what he is supposed to be studying, or why they need

be musty—who is in some very nebulous way believed to watch the movements

of the heavens, who takes no notice of his prattling golden-haired

daughter, except to print an absent kiss upon her brow—if there are such

persons they are hard to encounter.

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