CHAPTER XI

IN THE ARMY

_Ever the faith endures,

England, my England:

"Take and break us, we are yours,"

England, my own._

W. E. HENLEY.

In the first flush of enthusiasm for the War in 1914 Paul wanted to

join the Public Schools Battalion, but I induced him to postpone doing

so, pointing out that he had been preparing hard for an Oxford

Scholarship, and that there would be ample time for him to join the

Army after the examination early in December. My reasons were

reinforced by his own desire to carry out his duties as Captain of

Football. After winning the Balliol Scholarship, and with the

knowledge that the number of recruits for the Army at that time was

far in excess of the provision of equipment, he was persuaded to stay

at Dulwich College till the end of the football season. But he became

very restless in the early months of 1915. He had never cared for

military exercises, much preferring free athletics, but in 1914 he had

joined the O.T.C. at the College. He assiduously applied himself to

drill and took part in many marches and several field-days. Meanwhile

he followed every phase of the War with fascinated interest. He read

all the War books he could get and began a War diary, which he entered

up every week-end, giving a succinct account of the War's progress on

land and sea and in the air. This diary he continued until he entered

the Army, and at his request I have kept it up since.

From copious entries by my son under the dates named the appended

excerpts are taken. They indicate with what intelligence and

comprehension he followed every phase of the War.

_August 18, 1914._--The British Expeditionary Force has landed

safely in France: embarkation, transportation and debarkation

carried out with great precision and without a single casualty.

Our men have made a magnificent impression on the French people

by their athletic demeanour, cheerfulness and orderly discipline.

Their arrival a source of great moral strength to France.

The Belgian King and Staff have left Brussels for Antwerp.

_August 30._--News filtering through of the retreat from Mons.

After the battle of Charleroi and the collapse of the French on

our right, the British troops fought stubbornly, but had to fall

back before enormous forces of the enemy, which sought to

annihilate them by sheer weight of numbers. In most difficult

circumstances the ten days' retreat was carried out with

wonderful skill.

_September 3 and 4._--The Germans now within forty miles of

Paris. Note, however, these important considerations: (1) The

German losses are terrific; (2) the whole Allied forces are

absolutely intact and in good order. The situation is very

different from that of 1870, when the French field armies were

destroyed before the war had been in progress a month.

The French Government has quitted Paris for Bordeaux.

_September 14-16._--It is now evident that the battle of the

Marne was a great victory for the Franco-British forces. On

September 6 the German advance southwards reached its extreme

points at Coulommiers and Provins. This movement was covered by a

large flanking force west of the Ourcq watching the outer Paris

defences. The southward movement left the enemy's right wing in a

dangerous position, as the Creil-Senlis-Compiegne line, by which

the Germans had advanced, had been evacuated. The Allies attacked

this wing in front and flank on September 8, and a French Army

was hurried from Paris to attend to the flanking force. The

frontal attack carried out by French and British. The enemy

retreated skilfully to the line of the Ourcq, and from here tried

to crush the French by a counter-attack. This failed utterly,

and the enemy right wing-fell back over the Marne on September

10, pursued by the French and the British. Large captures of

German prisoners and guns.

_September 16._--Official report of the Belgian Commission on

German atrocities too awful to read. The horrible things done by

the Kaiser's brutal soldiery in Belgium must remove every vestige

of respect for the Germans.

_September 19-21._--Conflict on the Aisne continues. No decisive

advantage to either side: both armies now strongly entrenched.

_September 29-Oct. 2._--The pater came in very gloomy one night

this week saying he had got information that could not be

published to the effect that Antwerp must fall in a few days, and

that the military situation in Belgium is as bad as it can be.

_October 12-15._--Ostend evacuated by the Belgian Government,

which has moved to Havre. Germans have occupied Ghent and Bruges

and are attempting a sweeping cavalry movement to and along the

coast. This coincident with an infantry advance on Calais, which

was skilfully checked by a British force that had lain concealed

near Ypres.

_October 18._--German troops in Belgium are now in contact with

von Kluck's army; that is, they are on the right of the force

that invaded France, roughly on a line drawn from a point a few

miles north of Lille to Ostend. The Allies still occupy part of

Belgium including Fleurbaix, Ypres and the surrounding portion of

the right bank of the Lys. It was feared that the German force

liberated by the fall of Antwerp would be able to combine with

von Kluck, so as to effect a great turning movement on the

Allies' left. Thanks, however, to the excellent railways in

north-east France, skilful disposition of British and French

forces, and the stubborn courage of our troops, this danger was

averted. We have not only checked the movement, but have

ourselves advanced, and the Allies' line to the sea is secure.

_November 15-22._--Lord Roberts died of pneumonia. He breathed

his last at St. Omer in sound of the guns. He had gone to France

to greet his beloved Indian soldiers. A fitting end for this

really great man.

_December 13-20._--On Wednesday morning, December 16, German

warships bombarded Scarborough and Hartlepool. This incident of

no military value, but (1) it is a distinct "buck-up" for the

Germans, as no hostile shots had struck any part of English soil

before since the days of de Ruyter; (2) it may arouse unpleasant

misgivings among unthinking people as to the functions and

efficiency of our Navy. A tip-and-run bombardment only possible

because the Germans can concentrate on any selected point of our

coast, whereas we have to guard its whole length. Scarborough an

undefended town, and the bombardment a gross breach of

international law; but we are getting used now to that sort of

thing.

England has formally taken over Egypt, which hitherto had only

been in our occupation, Turkey's suzerainty being recognised. The

old Khedive, who is absent from the country and intriguing with

the enemy, deposed, and Hussein Ali appointed Sultan.

_December 20-27._--Full story of the Falkland Islands victory now

published. This swift, clean and sure naval stroke appears to

have been planned from London by Sir John Fisher, the First Sea

Lord. Von Spee, the German Admiral, with his two sons and other

officers, went down on the _Scharnhorst_, refusing to surrender.

_January 3, 1915._--A rather blunt note from the U.S.A.

complaining that American merchant vessels have been stopped and

searched by our warships without justification, that serious

delays have been caused, and that American commercial interests

have suffered. Specific instances quoted, and freedom of American

ships from molestation in the future demanded. It is the old

question of the right of search come up again.

_January 17-24._--On Tuesday the famous Zeppelins made their

first appearance on the English scene. Several of the airships

appeared over Yarmouth, King's Lynn, Sheringham, and Sandringham.

Many bombs dropped, but absolutely no military damage; total

result, a number of innocent people killed and injured. This

marvellous achievement said to have given vast joy to Berlin.

Well, they are easily pleased. The destructive power of the Zepps

has been greatly overrated.

_February, 1-8._--Early in the week von Tirpitz avowed Germany's

intention to torpedo or otherwise destroy every British ship on

the sea, whether a vessel of war or a merchant trader--this to

be done without warning. Our Admiralty countered this declaration

by announcing their intention of using neutral flags for

non-combatant British vessels--a permissible _ruse de guerre_.

Thus the _Lusitania_ has set sail from New York flying the

American flag. "Diamond cut diamond" with a vengeance!

_February 8-14._--U.S.A. warn Germany that any attack on a vessel

flying the American flag before it is ascertained whether the

flag is or is not fictitious will be "viewed as a serious

matter."

_February 14-21._--The Germans have gained an immense victory

over the Russians along a front extending from the Niemen to the

Bzura, and Warsaw is as much in danger of capture as Paris was

last September. With marvellous accuracy and skill Hindenburg

seized the opportunity of using his railways in East Prussia to

outflank the Russians on both sides. One fact stands out clear in

the war--the British are the only troops who have as yet held

their ground against the Germans. Of what use are our Allies?

_March 14-20._--Neuve Chapelle battle not the success for us that

the first reports suggested. I fear some disagreeable facts are

being concealed. The reticence imposed by the Censor is

deplorable. We have suffered heavy casualties in winning a sector

of two miles wide by one mile long: our gains disproportionate to

our losses. We ought to have shaken the German position right up

to Lille.

_March 21-28._--Fall of Przemysl to the Russians after a siege of

203 days. The garrison that surrendered comprised nine Generals,

ninety-three superior officers, 2,500 subalterns and officials,

117,000 rank and file. This great success frees a large Russian

force for active work elsewhere.

Our Commander-in-Chief in France, Sir John French, in his last

communique talks of a protracted war and warns us against

over-sanguineness. "The protraction of the war depends entirely

upon the supply of men and munitions. Should these be

unsatisfactory the war will be accordingly prolonged."

In Alsace the French have captured the position of

Hartmannsweilerkopf; they have penetrated twelve miles into

German territory.

_March 29-April 4._--The Dardanelles operations are fizzling out

in melancholy fashion. Owing to the fact that we began the naval

bombardment before our land forces had arrived, the Turks have

been able to repair nearly all the damage. However, now that Ian

Hamilton has arrived to direct operations in Gallipoli, things

ought to begin to move.

_April 5-12._--The French have gained a position which overlooks

and commands the whole of the Woevre Plain; they are now fighting

like demons. This district (Lorraine) is very near to the French

heart. The first substantial advance that the French have made

since the battle of the Marne.

No official news of any value from the British front (the Censor

is hard at work), but for the last six days our casualties have

been terrible. It is maddening to see this long catalogue of

brave men killed or wounded and yet to have all information

withheld.

The Americans, having fallen out for a short time with us, are

now quarrelling with the Germans, the cause being a very insolent

message to the White House from the German Ambassador. In frantic

tones Count Bernstorff demands that America shall cease to supply

munitions of war to England and her Allies, his object being to

neutralise the effect of our sea-power.

Paul joined the Army on April 15, 1915, within a month of his 19th

birthday. His application for a commission in the Infantry was refused

point-blank because of his defective vision. The War Office

authorities, much impressed by his school and athletic record, had

requested him to undergo a special examination by an oculist; and on

receipt of the oculist's report showing how extreme was his short

sight, wrote to me on March 26, "It is quite impossible to think of

passing him for a commission, as his sight is so very much below the

necessary standard." Subsequently at an interview at the War Office he

admitted that if his spectacles were lost or broken he would be

helpless; but he said he would equip himself with several pairs to

provide against such emergencies. It was pointed out to him that in

wet weather rain-spots on the lenses of his glasses would obscure his

vision.

"I am willing to take the risk," was his reply.

"Yes," came the rejoinder, "but as an officer you would be

jeopardising other lives and not merely your own."

He was constrained to admit the force of this reasoning. Nevertheless,

his rejection for the Infantry was a grievous disappointment to him.

Eventually he obtained a commission in the Army Service Corps. He was

very proud to don the King's uniform. On April 15 he reported himself

for duty at a home port which is the principal centre of supply for

our armies abroad. There he remained for over three months. As his

nature was in taking up any work, he got absorbed in his new duties,

and, I am informed, executed them with the utmost efficiency. To keep

himself physically fit he gave some of his leisure to golf and to long

walks, some days tramping twenty miles and more. Looking forward

impatiently to the prospect of going abroad, he used to worry himself

by the thought that he, an athlete, had no more useful work to do than

to superintend the unloading of railway trucks and the loading of

vessels and seeing that supplies were up to specification. At

Whitsuntide his mother, brother and I spent a week-end in the vicinity

of the port where he was employed. One day we visited a little country

town, where he had arranged to join us after his duty was done. Near

to the town was a huge camp, also a hospital for wounded soldiers. We

met Paul on his arrival by train and walked with him to the hotel. On

the way he was kept busy acknowledging the salutes of soldiers who

passed us. At tea he was grave and preoccupied--for him a most unusual

mood. I rallied him on it, and asked whether he was in trouble with

his C.O.

"Certainly not," was his reply, "I get on excellently with the

Colonel."

Then a moment or two later he exclaimed with emotion, "Dad, I simply

can't stand it."

"Stand what!" I exclaimed.

"I can't stand receiving the salutes of men who have fought or are

going out to fight while I spend my time about wharves and

warehouses."

As he spoke his eyes filled with tears. To appease him was not easy.

This outburst was indicative of something more than a fugitive mood.

To his intense delight he received orders to go abroad a couple of

months later. On July 27, 1915, he left England for France, in which

country and Flanders the next two years of his life were to be spent.

His first appointment abroad was that of Requisitioning Officer to the

9th Cavalry Brigade of the 1st Cavalry Division--a Brigade that took

part in the severe fighting of the early months of the War and was now

waiting eagerly for a fresh opportunity to display its prowess. Our

Cavalry officers are a distinct type, with traditions and modes of

life and thought of their own. Paul, to whom nothing human was alien,

studied them with keen curiosity. He found them gay-hearted,

chivalrous gentlemen, and soon shared their enthusiasm for horses. His

experiences with the 9th Brigade are described in his letters. The

psychology of the French peasantry and tradespeople with whom he came

into contact also vastly interested him. It was very responsible work

he had to do for a lad of 19, but he did it ably and zealously. He

liked the work for its variety; it involved a great deal of riding on

horseback and much motoring, and gave opportunities for practising his

French.

Yet from time to time he heard voices from the trenches calling him.

He was always contrasting his lot with the hardships that were being

patiently endured in the front line by, as he would say, "better men

than myself." He received his promotion to lieutenant in the spring

of 1916. His pleasure at that step upward was soon dashed by his

appointment to a Supply Column. This "grocery work," as he

characterised it, was most distasteful to him; he thought of throwing

up his commission and trying to enlist as a private, but finally

decided to seek a commission in the Royal Field Artillery. After two

unhappy months in the Supply Column he was appointed in command of an

ammunition working-party at an advanced railhead in the Somme

battlefield. How he enjoyed this work his letters will show. It

involved, however, the hanging up of his application for transfer to

the R.F.A. In October, 1916, he was appointed Requisitioning Officer

to the 2nd Cavalry Brigade. He rejoiced at his escape from the

inglorious, albeit necessary, work of the Supply Column, and was soon

at home with his new comrades.

As time went on, it became more and more evident that our cavalry

would not have much opportunity in the War. The enforced inaction

preyed upon Paul's spirits, and in December he determined to do his

utmost to exchange into a unit in the front line. In his application

for transfer he put his preferences in this order: 1st, Infantry; 2nd,

M.G.C., heavies; 3rd, Artillery. The authorities, realising that his

extreme short sight disqualified him for the Infantry, assigned him to

the Tank Corps, which he joined on February 13, 1917.

Paul's delight at the change of employment was unbounded. His letters

from the time he joined the Tank Corps sing with happiness. Having

pushed all obstacles aside in order to walk the sacrificial road, he

found great gladness in breasting its steeps. A singular change is

discernible in his letters in the last seven months of his life. No

longer was there any reference in them to political affairs at home or

to international events. He who used to follow the progress of the

world with so much intentness had not a word to say about the change

in the Premiership of Great Britain, or any comment to offer on such

momentous events as the overthrow of the Tsardom in Russia, and the

entry into the war of the United States of America. He was either too

absorbed in his new duties to continue his old habit of observation

and comment, or else his gaze was now turned otherwhere, and he was

following the gleam.

A few weeks before his death I wrote to him suggesting that, as he was

then twenty-one, a joint banking account in his name and my own might

now be transferred to him so that he would have the money under his

own control. His reply was: "I have a large number of serious

questions, coupled with much hard work, engrossing my attention at

present and would prefer to leave all subsidiary matters severely

alone." This letter was a sign, and not the only one, that he was

liberating himself from mundane ties.

Brother officers have told me of my son's happiness in the Tank Corps.

His youthful love of engines had returned in full measure. For his

Tank--a "male," carrying Lewis guns and two six-pounders--he had a

positive affection, and would spend hours pottering about it after his

crew had knocked off for the day. Captain Gates, M.C., who had charge

of the section to which Paul's Tank belonged and who was wounded in

the battle in which my son was killed, came to see us in London in

September. From him we had a full account of the last three months of

Paul's life. Among other things, Captain Gates spoke of his _joie de

vivre_, infectious gaiety, hearty appetite, liberal contributions to

the mess funds. Paul, he said, was the life and soul of the section.

When they were out of the battle-line he used to begin his day by a

plunge in the adjacent river. He would come into breakfast looking

radiant, and even then was ready for a frolic. "Some of us would be a

bit down at times," said Captain Gates, "but Paul never. He was

always merry. He had immense strength. In frolicsome moods he would

lift a brother officer in his arms like a child, hold him helpless,

and then drop him gently on the ground; but it took three or four of

us to get him down. To see him come down a village in his Tank was a

sight; his gaiety was so great, and he had a shout or a greeting for

every passer-by. A braver boy I have never met; he was quite calm and

unruffled under shell-fire. If anything, he was too keen. He always

wanted to be in the danger zone, and was most eager to get into

personal touch with the Boches. I told Major Haslam that whenever Paul

would be in battle it would be a case of the V.C. or death; for him

there could be no medium course. On the morning of 31st July, when he

was thrilling at the prospect of the coming attack, I said to him

before we set out: 'Now, don't be too rash; remember that the lives of

your crew are in your keeping.' Unfortunately he was killed quite

early in the fight by a sniper's bullet. His death cast a gloom over

the whole company. In our own mess we shall miss him dreadfully."

On New Year's Day, 1918, Gunner Phillips, of "C" Battalion, Tank

Corps, called at our house in London, and told us a great deal about

Paul from the standpoint of the men in the battalion. Mr. Phillips, a

young craftsman of high intelligence, spoke with intense affection of

our son, whom he knew almost from the first day Paul joined the Tanks.

He said: "Lieutenant Paul Jones was sociable and most considerate. He

was a grand officer and treated his men like brothers. He would never

ask the men to do what he would not do himself. The result was that we

would all have done anything for him. There are a few rough chaps in

our battalion--men who know the guard-room--but even these yielded

gladly to his influence, and liked him very much. No officer in the

battalion was so loved and respected by the men. One day last summer,

when a number of Tanks had assembled in a wood, our whereabouts were

discovered by the Germans, who at daybreak simply peppered the place

with shells. The order was given to go to the dug-outs. Lieut. Jones,

aroused from sleep, came out half-dressed, but he was as cool as if he

was on parade, and insisted on every man going into the dug-outs

before he himself would take shelter. His merry spirits made him a

great favourite with us all. My own relations with him were

particularly cordial, because I was a Welshman and an athlete."

It was comforting to have these accounts at first-hand of our son's

unalloyed happiness in the last seven months of his life. Countless

brave men, gifted and simple, eminent and obscure, have sacrificed

their lives in this War, none with more complete self-surrender than

Paul Jones. In War as in Peace, he bore himself like Wordsworth's

"Happy Warrior."

Whose powers shed round him in the common strife,

Or mild concerns of ordinary life,

A constant influence, a peculiar grace;

But who, if he be called upon to face

Some awful moment to which Heaven has joined

Great issues, good or bad for humankind,

Is happy as a Lover; and attired

With sudden brightness, like a man inspired.

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Whom neither shape of danger can dismay,

Nor thought of tender happiness betray,

Who, not content that former Worth stand fast,

Looks forward, persevering to the last,

From well to better, daily self-surpast:

Who, whether praise of him must walk the earth

For ever, and to noble deeds give birth,

Or he must fall, to sleep without his fame

And leave a dead, unprofitable name--

Finds comfort in himself and in his cause:

And while the mortal mist is gathering, draws

His breath in confidence of Heaven's applause.

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