The Fall of Ferdia
On that night before the conflict, Cuchulain also was preparing
himself for what lay before him on the morrow. No sooner had Fergus
left him, than Laeg his charioteer came to him, and said, “How,
my master, will you spend this night?” “I had not thought,” said
Cuchulain, “of spending it in any other way than other nights. What
would you have me do?”
“I am thinking,” said the charioteer, “that Ferdia will not come
alone to the ford to-morrow, but that in such a fight as this,
the chief warriors and nobles of Ireland will be present to see
the combat. And sure am I that Ferdia will come to the combat
washed and bathed, with his hair fresh cut and plaited, in all the
magnificence of a battle-champion; but you are fatigued and worn
after these combats, unwashed and uncombed, for it has not been
possible to adorn yourself in these times of strife and lonely
living. Glad should I be, therefore, if you would return to your
wife, to Emer of the beautiful hair, where she is awaiting you at
Slieve Fuad, and there adorn yourself, so that you may not appear
dishevelled and distressed before the men of Erin.” So that night
Cuchulain went home to Emer, and gentle and loving was she to him
after their separation from each other; and very early in the
morning he returned refreshed and comforted to the place where he
had been encamped. “Harness our horses for us now, O Laeg, and yoke
our war-chariot, for an early-rising champion was Ferdia in the old
time. If he is waiting for us at the ford, maybe he is thinking the
morning long.”
So the chariot was yoked and Cuchulain sprang into it, and with the
speed of a swallow, or of a wild deer flying before the hounds,
he set forth to the place of conflict. And round the head of the
High Rock and Bulwark of Ulster, even Cuchulain, there gathered
the Fairy People of the Glens and the Wild Wizard Folk of the
air and mists, and the demon sprites of war and battle, shouting
and screaming before the impending conflict; they hovered over
him and around him, as it was their wont to do when he went to
mortal combat, and the air was filled with their noises and hoarse
wailings, rejoicing in the slaughter.
Soon, indeed, the charioteer of Ferdia heard the uproar, and he
arose and began to awaken his master, chanting a song in praise of
Cuchulain, and calling on Ferdia to arise and meet him. Then Ferdia
sprang up.
“How looks Cuchulain this morning?” he cried. “Surely weak and
faint he comes to the ford, after a whole winter passed in
combating the men of Erin.”
“Not with signs of weakness or of faintness advances the warrior
towards us,” the charioteer replied, “but with clangour of arms and
clatter of wheels and the trampling of horses equal to a king’s,
this warrior draweth nigh. The clanking of the missile-shields I
hear, and the hiss of spears, the roll of the chariot with the
beautiful silver yoke. Heroic the champion who urges on the steeds,
a noble hawk of battle, a martial hero, a Hound of Combat. A
year agone I knew that he would come, the stay of Emain, Ulster’s
watchful Hound. Over Bray Rossa I perceive him come, skirting the
hamlet of the Ancient Tree, along the broad highway; the Hound, the
Hound of Ulster in his might.”
“O come, fellow, have done with this belauding of our enemy;
methinks a bribe has passed from him to you, to bid you sing his
praises. He has slept sound, no doubt, for he is late. I tire of
waiting here to kill him. Let us get ready now at once to meet him.”
Then Cuchulain drew up on the borders of the ford. And on his way
he had appealed to his charioteer, instructing him that should he
grow weak in the fight, or seem to be giving way before Ferdia,
he was to taunt him with cowardice, and fling reproaches and bad
names at him, so that his anger would arise and he would fight more
valiantly than before; but if he were doing well, his charioteer
was to stand upon the brink and praise him, to keep his spirits up.
And Laeg laughed and said, “Is it on this wise that I must taunt
thee? ‘Arise, Cuchulain, a yearling babe would fight better than
thou; that man Ferdia overthrows thee as easily as a cat waves her
tail; like foam dancing on the water, he blows thee along; he pulls
thee about as a mother might play with her little boy!’ How will
that do?”
“That will do very well,” said Cuchulain, laughing also; “surely
I shall fight better after that.” And with that they came to the
ford, and Cuchulain drew up upon the north side, and Ferdia on the
south side of the stream.
“What has brought thee hither, O Cua?” said Ferdia. Now Cua means
“squint-eyed,” and Ferdia called him by this scoffing name, because
he wished to appear bold and unconcerned, though in his heart he
feared and was ashamed; yet he liked not to show his fear. “Welcome
thy coming, O squint-eyed one.”
But Cuchulain answered seriously, “Up to to-day, O Ferdia, no
greeting would have been more welcome than greeting of thine, for I
should have esteemed it the welcome of a friend. To-day, however,
I do not count it such. And indeed, Ferdia, more fitting would
it have been that I should offer welcome to thee, than that thou
shouldst offer it to me, seeing that it is thou who hast intruded
into my province and not I into thine. It was for me to challenge
thee to fight, and not for thee to challenge me.”
“What induced thee to come to this combat at all, O Cuchulain,”
replied Ferdia, “as though thou wert mine equal? Dost thou not
remember, that in the old days when we were with Scáth, thou wast
in attendance on me as my pupil, and thy place it was to tie up my
javelins for me, and to make my couch?”
“That indeed is true,” Cuchulain answered gravely; “for I was in
those years thy junior in age and standing, in feats and in renown.
I did then but my duty. But to-day it is no longer so; there is
not now in the world any champion to whom I am not equal, or whom
I would refuse to fight. O Ferdia, my friend, it was not well for
thee that thou didst listen to the enticements of Ailill and of
Meave, urging thee to come out and fight with me. When we were
with Scáth it was side by side that we went to every battle and
every battle-field, to conflicts and to feats of war. Together we
wandered through strange unknown lands, together we encountered
dangers and difficulty; in all things we stood side by side, aiding
and supporting one another.
“We were heart’s companions
Comrades in assemblies,
Brothers, who together
Slept the dreamless sleep.
In all paths of peril,
In all days of danger,
Each of us, as brothers,
Would his brother keep.”
“O Cuchulain of the beautiful feats,” Ferdia replied, “though
together we have learned the secrets of knowledge, and though I
have listened now to thy recital of our bonds of fellowship, it is
from me that thy first wounds shall come; think not upon our old
comradeship, O Hound, for it shall not profit thee; O Hound, it
shall not profit thee. We lose our time in this wise; let us choose
our weapons and begin. What arms shall we use to-day, O Cuchulain?”
“It is thine to choose our arms to-day, for it was thou who first
didst reach the ford.”
“Dost thou remember,” said Ferdia, “the missile weapons we used to
practise with Scáth?” “Full well I remember them,” said Cuchulain.
“If thou dost remember them, let us have recourse to them now,”
said Ferdia.
So they took in their hands their two great protecting shields,
engraved with emblematic devices, to cover their bodies, and their
eight small sharp-edged shields to throw horizontally, and their
eight light javelins, and their eight dirks with ivory handles, and
their eight little darts for the fight. Backward and forward flew
the weapons between them like bees on the wing on a sunny day. From
the dim light of early dawn until midday they continued to throw
those weapons, yet although their aim was so good that not one of
them missed its mark, so skilful also was the defence, that not
a drop of blood was drawn on either side; all the missiles being
caught full on their protecting shields.
“Let us drop these feats now, O Cuchulain,” said his adversary,
“for it is not by them that our contest will be decided.”
“Let us drop them, indeed, if the time be come.” Then they ceased
from casting, and threw their weapons into the hands of their
charioteers.
“What weapons shall we resort to next, O Cuchulain?” said Ferdia.
“With thee is the choice of weapons to-day,” said Cuchulain again.
“Let us then take our straight, polished, hardened spears,” said
Ferdia, “with their flaxen strings to cast them with.” So they
took their great protecting shields in their hands, and their
well-trimmed spears, and they continued to shoot and harass each
other from the full middle of the day till eventide. And although
the defence was not less careful than before, yet was the casting
so good, that each of them drew blood and inflicted wounds upon the
other that afternoon.
“Let us now stop casting for the present, O Cuchulain,” said his
adversary. “Let us stop, indeed, for the evening has come.”
They ceased, and threw their weapons into their charioteers’ hands,
and they ran towards each other, and each put his hands round his
comrade’s neck, and they gave three loving kisses of old-time
friendship to each other before they separated for the night. That
night their horses were stabled in the same paddock, and their
charioteers lay beside the same fire; and for the two combatants
their charioteers spread beds of green rushes, with pillows such
as are needed for wounded men. And the wise physicians and men of
healing came to heal and tend them, and they applied salves made
from plants, such as wise men know, to their hurts and gashes, and
soothing herbs to their wounds; and of every herb and soothing
salve that was applied to the wounds of Cuchulain, he sent an equal
portion over the ford to Ferdia, so that no man among the host of
Meave should be able to say, if Ferdia fell by him, that it was
because Cuchulain had better means of healing than he. Also of
every kind of food and of pleasant delicious drink that the men
of Erin sent to Ferdia, he would send a fair half over the ford
northward to Cuchulain, because Cuchulain had few to attend to his
wants, whereas all the people of Meave’s host were ready to help
Ferdia.
So for that night they rested, but early the next morning they
arose and came forward to the ford of combat. “What weapons shall
we use to-day, O Ferdia?” said Cuchulain. “Thine is the choice
to-day,” said Ferdia, “because I chose yesterday.”
“Let us then take our broad-bladed heavy spears to-day, for more
grave will be the fight between us from the thrusting of our
massive spears, than from the shooting of our light casting weapons
yesterday, and let our chariots be yoked and our horses harnessed,
that we may fight to-day from our chariots.” “Let us do so,” said
the other.
Then the two warriors took their great protecting shields in their
hands, and their broad-bladed spears, and they continued to thrust
at, to wound and pierce each other from the dim light of early
morning till the close of day.
Great and gaping cuts and wounds were upon both of them before the
evening-tide. Even their horses were exhausted, and the heroes
themselves were fatigued and worn out and dispirited. At length
Cuchulain said, “O Ferdia, let us now cease from this, for even our
very horses are fatigued, and our charioteers are exhausted. We are
not like the Fomors, the giants of the sea, who must be for ever
combating against each other; let the clamour of battle now cease
between us, and let us be friends once more.”
And Ferdia said, “Let us be at peace, indeed, if the time has come.”
Then they ceased fighting, and threw their arms into the hands of
their charioteers, and they ran to each other, and each of them put
his arms about the neck of the other, and gave him three loving
kisses of old friendship.
Their horses were again in the same paddock that night, and their
charioteers slept by the same fire; and beds of green rushes were
made for the warriors, with pillows to ease their wounds; for their
injuries that night were so terrible, that the men of healing and
the physicians could do nothing for them except to try to stanch
the blood that flowed from them with charms and incantations.
And of all the charms and healing salves that were applied to sooth
Cuchulain, he bade them take the same to Ferdia, and of every
sort of dainty food and of pleasant satisfying drink that Ferdia
received, he sent a good half to Cuchulain.
That night they rested as well as they could for their wounds, but
early in the morning they arose and repaired to the ford of combat.
Cuchulain saw an evil look and a dark lowering brow upon the face
of Ferdia that day. “Ill dost thou look to-day, O Ferdia,” said
Cuchulain. “Thy hair seems to have become darkened, or is it clots
of blood I see? Thine eye is dimmed, and thy own bright face and
form have gone from thee. A deep disgrace it is in thee to have
come out to fight with thy fellow-pupil; not Finnabar’s beauty,
nor the praises of Meave or Ailill, nor all the wealth of the
world, would have brought me out to fight with thee, my comrade
and my friend. Turn now back from this fight to-day, for a fight
to death it must be between us, and I have not the heart to fight
against thee; my strength fails me when I think of the evil that
will befall thee; turn back, turn back, O friend, for false are the
promises of Finnabar and Meave.”
“O Cuchulain, gentle Hound, O valiant man, O true champion, bid me
not return till the fight be done. Ill would it become me to return
to Ailill and to Meave until my task be done. It is not thou who
dost work me ill, O Cu of gentle ways; take the victory and fame
that are thine by right, for thou art not in fault. Meave it is
who is my undoing; but for all that I shrink not from the contest.
My honour, at least, will be avenged; no fear of death afflicts
me. There is a fate that brings each one of us to the place of our
final rest in death, a fate none may resist. Reproach me not, O
gentle friend and comrade, but let us fight the combat out to-day,
as becomes two valiant men and warriors.”
“If it must be so, what weapons shall we use?”
“Let us to-day take to our heavy smiting swords; for sooner shall
we attain the end of our conflict by hewing with our swords, than
by the thrusting of our spears yesterday.” “Let it be so,” said
Cuchulain. So all that day they hewed and hacked each other with
their long, two-edged, heavy swords, and at evening they were
wounded and torn from head to foot, so that it was hard to see a
whole place on either of them.
“Let us cease now, O Cuchulain,” said Ferdia. “Let us cease,
indeed, if the time be come,” he said.
They threw their arms into the hands of their charioteers, and,
though pleasant and cheerful had been the first meeting of those
two, it was in sadness and misery that they parted that night.
That evening their horses were not placed in the same paddock,
nor did their charioteers sleep beside the same fire, but the
charioteer of Cuchulain slept with his master on the north of the
ford, and the charioteer of Ferdia slept on the south side of the
ford.
Next morning Ferdia went forth alone to the ford of battle, for he
knew that on that day the combat would be decided; that then and in
that place one of them or both of them would fall.
On that day both heroes put on their full fighting array, their
kilts of striped silk next their skin, and a thick apron of brown
leather above that to protect the lower part of the body. And they
put on their crested battle-helmets, with jewels of rubies and
carbuncles and crystals blazing in the front, gems that had been
brought from the East to Ireland. And they took their huge shields
which covered the whole body, with great bosses in the centre of
each shield, and their swords in their right hands, and thus they
came forward to the battle. And as they went they displayed the
many noble, quick-changing feats that Scáth had taught them, and
it was difficult to tell which of them exceeded the other in the
performance of those skilful weapon-feats.
Thus they came to the ford. And Cuchulain said: “What weapons
shall we choose this day, O Ferdia?” “Thine is the choice to-day,”
said he. Then Cuchulain said, “Let us then practise the Feat of the
Ford.”
“We will do so,” said Ferdia; but though he said that, sorrowful
was he in saying it, for he knew that no warrior ever escaped alive
from Cuchulain when they practised the Feat of the Ford.
Terrible and mighty were the deeds that were done that day by those
two heroes, the Champions of the West, the pillars of valour of
the Gael. Quietly they used their weapons in the early morning,
parrying and casting with skill and warily, and neither did great
harm to the other; but about midday, their anger grew hot, and they
drew nearer to each other, and Cuchulain sprang upon his adversary,
and made as though he would cut off his head over the rim of his
shield. But Ferdia gave the shield a stroke upward with his left
knee, and cast Cuchulain from him like a little child, and he fell
down on the brink of the ford. Now Cuchulain’s charioteer, who
was watching the combat from the bank, saw this, and he began to
reproach Cuchulain as his master had bade him do, if he should give
way in the fight.
“Ah, indeed,” said Laeg, “this warrior can cast the Hound of Ulster
from him as a woman tosses up her child; he flings thee up like
the foam on a stream; he smites thee as the woodman’s axe fells an
oak; he darts on thee as a hungry hawk pounces on little birds.
Henceforth thou hast no claim to be called brave or valorous as
long as thy life shall last, thou little fairy phantom!”
When Cuchulain heard these scoffing words, up he sprang with the
swiftness of the wind, with the fierceness of a dragon, and with
the strength of a lion, and his countenance was changed, and he
became mighty and terrible in appearance, towering like a Giant
or like a Fomor of the sea above Ferdia. A fearsome fight they
made together, gripping and striking each other from middle day to
fall of eve; and their charioteers and the men of Erin who stood
by shivered as they watched the conflict. So close was the fight
they made that their heads met above and their feet below, and
their arms around the middle of their mighty shields. So close was
the fight they made, that their shields were loosened at their
centres, and the bosses that were on them started out. So close
was the fight they made, that their spears and swords were bent
and shivered in their hands. The fairy people of the glens and the
wild demon folk of the winds, and the sprites of the valleys of the
air, screamed from the rims of their shields and from the points of
their spears and from the hafts of their swords. So closely were
they locked together in that deadly strife, that the river was cast
out of its bed, and it was dried up beneath them, so that a king or
a queen might have made a couch in the middle of its course without
a drop of water falling on them, though drops of blood might have
fallen on them from the bodies of the two champions contending in
the hollow of the stream. Such was the terror of the fight they
made, that the horses of the Gaels broke away from their paddocks,
bursting their bonds and rushing madly in their fright into the
woods, and the women and young people and camp followers fled away
southwards out of the camp.
Just at that time Ferdia caught Cuchulain in an unguarded moment,
and he smote him with a stroke of his straight-edged sword, and
buried it in his body, so that his blood streamed down to his
girdle, and all the bottom of the ford became crimsoned with
his blood. So rapid were the strokes of Ferdia, blow after blow,
and cut after cut, that Cuchulain could abide it no longer. And
he turned to Laeg, and asked him to give him the Gae Bolga. Now,
when the Gae Bolga was laid upon the water, it would move forward
of itself to seek its enemy, and no one could stand before its
deadly dart. So when Ferdia heard Cu ask for the Gae Bolga, he
made a downward stroke of his shield to protect his body. But when
Cuchulain saw that, he flung his spear above the shield and it
entered the hero’s chest; and as he fell, the Gae Bolga struck him
and entered his body from below. “It is all over now, I fall by
that,” said Ferdia. “But alas that I fall by thy hand. It is not
right that I should die by thee, O Hound.”
[Illustration: Ferdia falls by the Hand of Cuchulain]
But Cuchulain ran towards him, and clasped him in his two arms, and
carried him in his fighting array across the ford to the Northern
side of the stream and laid him down there. And over Cuchulain
himself there came a weakness and faintness when he saw Ferdia
lying dying at his feet, and he heeded not the warnings of his
charioteer telling him that the men of Erin were gathering across
the ford to do battle with him and to avenge the death of their
champion. For Cuchulain said, “What availeth me to arise, now that
my friend is fallen by my hand? For when we were with Scáth, Mother
of great gifts, we vowed to each other that for ever and for ever
we should do no ill to each other. And now alas! by my hand hast
thou fallen, my comrade, through the treachery of the men of Erin,
who sent thee to thy fate. And oh! Ferdia, ruddy, well-built son
of Daman, until the world’s end will thy like not be found among
the men of Erin; would that I had died instead of thee, for then
I should not now be alive to mourn thy death. Brief and sorrowful
will be my life after thee.
“Dear was to me thy comely form,
Dear was thy youthful body warm,
Dear was thy clear-blue dancing eye,
Dear thy wise speech when I was by.
“Let me see, now, O Laeg, the brooch that was given to Ferdia by
Meave; the brooch for which he lost his life, and did combat with
his friend.” Then Laeg loosened the brooch from the mantle of
Ferdia, and Cuchulain took it in his hand and looked upon it, and
tears such as strong warriors weep poured from his eyes, and he
lamented over Ferdia, and over the brooch for which he had given
his life.
“And now,” said Cuchulain, “we will leave the ford, O Laeg; but
every other fight that I have made till now when I came to fight
and combat with Ferdia, has been but play and sport to me compared
with this combat that we have made together, Ferdia and I.” And as
he moved away he sang this lay:--
“Play was each, pleasure each,
Till Ferdia faced the beach;
One had been our student life,
One in strife of school our place,
One our gentle teacher’s grace,
Loved o’er all and each.
“Play was each, pleasure each,
Till Ferdia faced the beach;
One had been our wonted ways,
One the praise for feat of fields,
Scáthach gave two victor shields
Equal prize to each.
“Play was each, pleasure each,
Till Ferdia faced the beach;
Dear that pillar of pure gold
Who fell cold beside the ford
Hosts of heroes felt his sword
First in battle-breach.
“Play was each, pleasure each,
Till Ferdia faced the beach;
Lion fiery, fierce, and bright,
Wave whose might no thing withstands,
Sweeping, with the shrinking sands,
Horror o’er the beach.
“Play was each, pleasure each,
Till Ferdia faced the beach;
Loved Ferdia, dear to me;
I shall dree his death for aye
Yesterday a Mountain he,--
But a shade to-day.”[4]