In a small, bare, room in a cheap city boarding house, the man cowered
like a wild thing, wounded, neglected, afraid; while over him, gaunt
and menacing, cruel, pitiless, insistent, stood a dreadful need--the
need of Occupation--the need of something to do.
In all the world there is no danger so menacing as the danger of
idleness: there is no privation so cruel, no suffering so pitiful, as
the need of Occupation: there is no demand so imperative, no necessity
so dreadful, as the want of something to do.
Occupation is the very life of Life. As nature abhors a vacuum so life
abhors idleness. To _be_ is to be occupied. Even though one spend
his days in seeking selfish pleasures still must he occupy himself to
live, for the need of something to do is most imperative upon those
who strive hardest to do nothing. As life and the deeds of men are
born in dreams so life itself is Occupation. A man _is_ the thing
he does. What the body is to the spirit; what the word is to the
thought; what the sunshine is to the sun; Occupation is to Dreams. One
of the Thirteen Truly Great Things of Life is Occupation.
From the cherry tree in the upper corner of the garden near the hedge,
the cherries had long ago been gathered. The pair of brown birds had
reared their children and were beginning to talk with their neighbors
and kinfolk about their winter home in the south. In the orchard on
the hill back of the house, the late fruit was hanging, full ripe,
upon the bending boughs. From the brow of the hill, where the man had
sat that afternoon when, for the first time, he faced Life and knew
that he was a man, the fields from which the ripened grain had been
cut lay in the distance, great bars and blocks and patches of golden
yellow, among the still green pastures and meadows and the soft brown
strips of the fall plowing. In the woods, the squirrels were beginning
to take stock of the year's nut crop and to make their estimates for
the winter's need, preparing, the while, their storehouses to receive
the precious hoard. And over that new mound in the cemetery, the grass
fairies had woven a coverlid thick and firm and fine as though, in
sweet pity of its yellow nakedness, they would shield it from the
winds that already had in them a hint that summer's reign was past.
But all this was far, very far, from where, in his small bare room,
the man crouched frightened and dismayed. The rush and roar of the
crowded trains on the elevated road outside his window shook the
casement with impatient fury. The rumbling thunder of the heavily
loaded subway trains jarred the walls of the building. The rattle and
whirr of the overflowing surface cars rose sharply above the hum and
din of the city streets. To the man who asked only a chance, only a
place, only room to stand and something--anything--to do, it was
maddening. A blind, impotent, fury took possession of him. He clenched
his fists and cursed aloud.
But the great, crowded, world heeded his curses as little as it
noticed him and he fell again into the silence of his hopelessness.
Out from the sheltered place of his dreams the man had come into the
busy world of deeds--into the world where those who, like himself, had
dreamed, were putting their dreams into action. Out from the years of
his boyhood he had come into the years of his manhood--out from the
scenes of his Yesterdays into the scenes of his to-days.
For weeks, with his young strength stirring mightily within him and
his rich, red, blood hot in his veins, he had been crying out to the
world: "Make way for me. Give me a place that I may work out my
dreams. Give me something to do." For weeks, he had been trying to
convince the world that it needed him. But the busy, happy, world--the
idle, dreaming, world--the discontented, sullen, world--was not so
easily convinced. His young strength and his red blood did not seem to
count for as much as they should. His confidence and his courage did
not seem to impress. His high rank in the boyhood world did not
entitle him to a like position among men. His graduating address had
made no stir in the world of thought. His athletic record had caused
no comment in the world of industry. His coming did not disturb the
world of commerce.
A few he found who wrought with all the vigor and enthusiasm of their
dreaming. These said: "What have you done that we should make room for
you? Prove yourself first then come to us." Many he saw who had
wearied of the game and were dreaming new dreams. These said: "We
ourselves are without Occupation. There are not places enough for all.
Stand aside and give us room." Many others there were who, with dreams
forgotten, labored as dull cattle, goaded by brute necessity, with no
vision, no purpose, no hope, to make of their toil a blessing. And
these laughed at him with vicious laughter, saying: "Why should anyone
want anything to do?"
So the man in those days saw his dreams going from him--saw his bright
visions growing dim. So he came to feel that his young strength was of
no value; that his red blood was worthless; that his courage was vain.
So his confidence was shaken; his faith was weakened; his hope grew
faint. He came to feel that the things that he had dreamed were
already all wrought out--that there were no more great works to be
done--that all that could be done was being accomplished--that in all
the world there was nothing more for a man to do. Disappointed,
discouraged, disheartened, weary and alone, he told himself that he
had come too late--that in all the world there was nothing more for a
man to do.
He did not look out upon the world, now, as a conquering emperor,
confident in his armed strength, might look over the field of a coming
battle. He did not dream, now, of victories, of honors, and renown. He
did not, now, see himself a savior of the world. The world had
stretched this man also upon the cross that it has always ready for
such as he.
It was not the man's pressing need that hurt him so--gladly he would
have suffered for his dreams. It was not for privation and hardships
that he cared--proudly he would have endured those for his dreams. Nor
was it loneliness and neglect that made him afraid--he was willing to
work out his dreams alone. That which sent him cowering like a
wounded, wild thing to his room was this: he felt that his strength,
his courage, his willingness, his purpose, were as nothing in the
world. That which frightened him with dreadful fear was this: he felt
that his dreams were going from him. That for which he cared was this:
he felt that he was too late. This was the cross upon which the world
stretched him--the cross of enforced idleness--the cross of _nothing
to do_.
It is not strange that in his lonely suffering the man sought to
escape by the only way open to him--the way that led to his
Yesterdays. There was a welcome for him there. There was a place for
him. He was wanted there. There his life was held of value. It is not
at all strange that he went back. As one flees from a desolate,
burning, desert waste, to a land of shady groves and fruitful gardens,
of cool waters and companionable friends, so this man fled from his
days that were into his days that were gone--so he went back into his
Yesterdays.
It may have been the soft dusk of the twilight hour that did it: or it
may have been the loneliness of his heart: or, perhaps, it was the
picture he found in his trunk as he searched among his few things
trying to decide what next he should take to the pawn shop. Whatever
it was that brought it about, the man was a boy again in the boyhood
world of his Yesterdays.
And it happened that the day in his Yesterdays to which the man went
back was one of those days when the boy could find nothing to do.
Every game that he had ever played was played out. Every source of
amusement he had exhausted. There was in all his boyhood world
nothing, nothing, for him to do.
The orchard was not a trackless forest inhabited by fierce, wild
beasts; nor an enchanted wood with lords and ladies imprisoned in the
trees; it was only an orchard--a commonplace old orchard--nothing
more. Indians and robbers were stupid creatures of no importance
whatever. There were no fairies, no giants, no soldiers left in the
boyhood world. The rail fence war horse refused to charge. The apple
tree ship was a wreck on the rocks of discontent. The hay had all been
cut and stored away in the barn. The excitement and fun of the grain
harvesting was over and the big stacks were waiting the threshers. It
was not time for fall apple picking and the cider mill, nor to gather
the corn, nor to go nutting. There was nothing, nothing, to do.
The boy's father was busy with some sort of work in the shop and told
his little son not to bother. The hired man was doing something to the
barnyard fence and told the boy to get out of the way. A carpenter was
repairing the roof of the house and the long ladder looked inviting
enough, but, the instant the boy's head appeared above the eaves, the
man shouted for him to get down and to run and play. Even the new red
calf refused to notice him but continued its selfish, absorbing,
occupation with wobbly legs braced wide and tail wagging supreme
indifference. His very dog had deserted him and had gone away
somewhere on business of his own, apparently forgetting the needs of
his master. And mother--mother too was busy, as busy as could be with
sweeping and dusting and baking and mending and no end of things that
must be done.
But somehow mother's work could always wait. At least it could wait
long enough for her to look lovingly down into the troubled,
discontented, little face while she listened to the plaintive whine:
"There's nothin' at all to do. Mamma, tell me--tell me something to
do."
Poor little boy in the Yesterdays! Quickly mother's arm went around
him. Lovingly she drew him close. And mother's work waited still as
she considered the serious problem. There was no feeling of not being
wanted in the boy's heart then. As he looked up at her he felt already
renewed hope and quickening interest.
Then mother's face brightened, in a way that mother faces do, and the
boy's eyes began to shine in eager anticipation. What should he do?
Why mother knew the very thing of course. It was the best--the very
best--the most interesting thing in all the world for a boy to do. He
should build a house for the little girl who lived next door.
Out under the lilac bushes he should build it, in a pretty corner of
the yard, where mother, from her window, every now and then, could
look out to see how well he was doing and help, perhaps, with careful
suggestions. Mother herself would ask the carpenter man for some
clean, new boards, some shingles and some nails. And it would all be a
secret, between just mother and the boy, until the house was finished
and ready and then he should go and bring the little girl and they
would see how surprised and glad she would be.
It was wondrous magic those mothers worked in the Yesterdays. In a
twinkle, for the boy who could find nothing to do, the world was
changed. In a twinkle, there was nothing in all the world worth doing
save this one thing--to build a house for the little girl next door.
With might and main he planned and toiled and toiled and planned;
building and rebuilding and rebuilding yet again. He cut his fingers
and pounded his thumb and stuck his hands full of slivers and minded
it not at all so absorbed was he in this best of all Occupations.
But keep it secret! First there was father's smiling face close beside
mother's at the window. Then the hired man chanced to pass and paused
a moment to make admiring comment. And, later, the carpenter man came
around the corner of the house and, when he saw, offered a bit of
professional advice and voluntarily contributed another board. Even
the boy's dog, as though he had heard the news that the very birds
were discussing so freely in the tree tops, came hurrying home to
manifest his interest. Keep it secret! How _could_ the boy keep
it secret! But the little girl did not know. Until he was almost ready
to tell her, the little girl did not know. Almost he was ready to tell
her, when--But that belongs to the other part of my story.
About the man in his bare, lonely, room in the great city, the world
in its madness raged--struggling, pushing, crowding, jostling,
scrambling--a swirling, writhing, mass of life--but the man did not
heed. On every side, this life went rushing, roaring, rumbling,
thundering, whirring, shrieking, clattering by. But the man noticed
the world now no more than it noticed him. In his Yesterdays he had
found something to do. He had found the only thing that a man, who
knows himself to be a man, can do in truth to his manhood. Again, in
his Yesterdays, he was building a house for the little girl who lived
next door--the little girl who did not know.
Someday this childish old world will grow weary of its games of war
and wealth. Someday it will lose interest in its playthings--banks,
and stocks, and markets. Someday it will lose faith in its fairies of
fame, its giants of position and power. Then will the disconsolate,
forlorn, old world turn to Mother Nature to learn from her that the
only Occupation that is of real and lasting worth is the one
Occupation in which all of Mother Nature's children have
fellowship--the Occupation of home building.
In meadow and forest and field; in garden and grove and hedge and
bush; in mountain and plain and desert and sea; in hollow logs; amid
swaying branches; in rocky dens and earthy burrows; high among
towering cliffs and mighty crags; low in the marsh grass and among
reeds and rushes; in stone walls; in fence corners; in tufts of grass
and tiny shrubs; among the flowers and swinging vines;
everywhere--everywhere--in all this great, round, world, Mother's
children all are occupied in home building--occupied in this and
nothing more. This is the one thing that Mother's children, in all the
ages since the beginning, have found worth doing. One wayward child
alone is occupied just now, seemingly, with everything _but_ home
building. Man seems to be doing everything these days but the one
thing that must be the foundation work of all. But never
mind--homebuilding will be the world's work at the last. When all the
playthings of childhood and all the childish games of men have failed,
homebuilding will endure. Occupation must in the end mean home
building or it is meaningless.
And the din, the confusion, the struggle, the turmoil of life--when it
all means to men the building of homes and nothing more; when the
efforts of men, the ambitions of men, the labor and toil of men are
all to make homes for the little girls next door; then, will Mother
Nature smile upon her boys and God, I am sure, will smile upon them,
too.
The man came back from his Yesterdays with a new heart, with new
courage and determination, and the next day he found something to do.
I do not know what it was that the man found to do--_that_ is not
my story.
* * * * *
It was nearly the time of falling leaves when the woman, who knew
herself to be a woman, knocked at one of those doors, at which she did
not wish to knock, and was admitted.
It does not matter which of the doors it was. I cannot tell you what
work it was that the woman found to do. What mattered to her--and to
the world if only the world would understand--was this: that she was
forced by the customs of the age and by necessity to enter a life that
her woman heart did not desire. While her dreams were of the life that
lies beyond the old, old, door that has stood open since the
beginning; while she waited on the threshold and longed to go in; she
was forced to turn aside, to seek admittance at one of those other
doors. This it is that matters--matters greatly. Perhaps only God who
made the woman heart and who Himself set that door open wide--perhaps
only God knows how greatly it matters.
Of course, if the woman had not known herself to be a woman, it would
have made little difference either to her or to the world.
And the woman when she had joined that great company of women, who, in
these modern days labor behind the doors through which they must go
alone, found them to be good women--good and brave and true. And most
of them, she found, were in that great company of workers just as she
was there--just as every woman who knows her womanhood is
there--through circumstances, the custom of the age, necessity. The
only saving thing about it all is this: their woman hearts are
somewhere else.
And the woman found also that, while the door opened readily enough to
her knock, she was received without a welcome. Through that other
door, the door that God himself has opened, she would have entered
into a joyous welcome--she would have been received with gladness,
with rejoicing, with holiest love, and highest honor. To her, in the
world that lies beyond the old, old, door, would have been rendered
homage and reverence second only to that given to God Himself.
_There,_ she would have been received as a _woman_ for her
_womanhood;_ she would have been given first place among all
created things. But the world into which she entered alone did not so
receive her. It received her coldly. Its manner said quite plainly:
"Why are you here? What do you want?" It said: "There is no sentiment
here, no love, no reverence, no homage; there is only business here,
only law, only figures and facts."
This world was not unkind to her, but it did not receive her as a
woman. It could not. It did not value her _womanhood_. Womanhood
has no value there. It valued her clear brain, her physical strength,
her skillful hands, her willing feet, her ready wit: but her womanhood
it ignored. The most priceless gift of the Creator to his
creatures--the one thing without which all human effort would be in
vain, no Christian prayer would be possible; the one thing without
which mankind would perish from the earth--this world, into which the
woman went, rejected. But the things that belonged to her
womanhood--the charm of her manner; the beauty of her face and form;
the appeal of her sex; the quick intuitions of her soul--all these
this world received and upon them put a price. They became not forces
to be used by her in wifehood and motherhood but commercial assets,
valued in dollars, worth a certain price upon the woman labor market
in the business world.
And the woman's heart, because she knew herself to be a woman,
rebelled at this buying and selling the things of her womanhood. These
things she rightly felt to be above price--far, far, above price. They
were the things of her wifehood and motherhood. They were given her to
be used by her in love, in mating, in bearing and rearing children, in
the giving of life to the world.
The things of a woman's womanhood are as far above price as life
itself to which they belong. Even as color and perfume belong to the
flowers; even as the music of the birds belongs to the feathery
songsters; even as the blue belongs to the sky, and the light to the
stars; so these graces of a woman belong to her and to the mission of
her womanhood are sacred. They are hers to be used in her holy office
of womanhood; by her alone, without price, for the glory and honor of
life and the future of the race. So the woman's heart rebelled, but
secretly, instinctively, almost unconsciously. Open rebellion would
have made it impossible for her to remain in the world into which she
entered because of her necessity and the custom of the age.
She found, too, that this world into which she had entered was very
courteous, that it was even considerate and kind--as considerate and
kind as it was possible to be--for it seemed to understand her
position quite as well as she herself understood it. And this world
paid her very well for the services she was asked to render. But it
asked of her no favors. It accorded her no honors. It sought her with
no offering. And, because of this, the woman, in the heart of her
womanhood, felt ashamed and humiliated.
It is the right of womanhood to bestow favors. It is a woman's right
to be honored above all creatures of earth. Since the beginning of
life itself her sex has been so honored--has received the offerings
from life. Mankind, alone, has at times attempted to change this law
but has never quite succeeded. Mankind never can fully succeed in this
because woman holds life itself in her keeping. So the woman felt that
her womanhood was humiliated and shamed. But she hid this feeling
also, hid it carefully, buried it deeply, because she knew that if she
did not it would betray her and she would not be permitted to remain
in the world into which necessity forced her. To the woman, it seemed
that the world into which she had gone, itself, felt her shame and
humiliation. That, in secret, it desired to ask of her; to accord to
her honors; to seek her with offerings. But this world could not do
these things because it dared not recognize her womanhood. When a
woman goes into that world into which she must go alone, she leaves
her womanhood behind. Her womanhood is not received there.
But most of all, the thing that troubled the woman was this: the risk
she ran in entering into that life behind the door at which she had
sought admittance. She saw that there was danger there--grave
danger--to her womanhood. In the busy, ceaseless, activity of that
life there would be little time for her waiting beside the old, old,
door. The exacting demands of her work, or profession, or calling, or
business, would leave little leisure for the meditation and reflection
that is so large a part of the preparation necessary for entrance into
that other world of which she had dreamed. Constant contact with the
unemotional facts and figures of that life which sets a market value
upon the sacred things of womanhood would make it ever more difficult
for her to dream of love. There was grave danger that interest and
enthusiasm in other things would supplant her longing for wifehood and
motherhood. She feared that in her Occupation she might not know, when
he came, that one who was to cross the threshold with her into the
life of her dreams--that, indeed, he might come and go again while she
was busy with other things. She feared that she would come to accept
the commercial valuation of the things that belonged to her womanhood
and thus forget their higher, holier, use and that the continued
rejection of her womanhood would, in time, lead her to think of it
lightly, as incidental rather than supreme. There was real danger that
she would lose her desire to be sought, to give, to receive offerings;
that she would cease to rebel secretly; that she would no longer feel
humiliated at her position. She feared in short this danger--the
gravest danger to her womanhood and thus to all that womankind holds
in her keeping--that she would come to feel contented, satisfied, and
happy, in being a part of the world into which she was forced to go by
the custom of the age and by necessity. Because this woman knew
herself to be a woman she feared this. If she had not come to know her
womanhood she would not have feared it. Neither would it have
mattered.
The woman was thinking of these things that Saturday afternoon as she
walked homeward from her work. She often walked to her home on
Saturday afternoons, when there was time, for she was strong and
vigorous, with an abundance of good red woman blood in her veins, and
loved the free movement in the open air.
Perhaps, though, it is not exact to say that she was _thinking_
of these things. The better word would be _feeling_. She was not
thinking of them as I have set them down: but she was feeling them
all. She was conscious of them, just as she was conscious of the dead
brown leaves that drifted across her path, though she was not thinking
of the leaves. She felt them as she felt the breath of fall in the
puff of air that drifted the leaves: but she did not put what she felt
into words. So seldom do the things that women feel get themselves put
into words.
The young woman had chosen a street that led in the direction of her
home through one of the city's smaller parks, and, as she went, the
people she met turned often to look after her for she was good to look
at. She walked strongly but with a step as light as it was firm and
free; and, breathing deeply with the healthful exercise, her cheeks
were flushed with rosy color, her eyes shone, her countenance--her
every glance and movement--betrayed a strong and perfect womanhood--a
womanhood that, rightly understood, is wealth that the race and age
can ill afford to squander.
Coming to the park, she walked more slowly and, after a little, seated
herself on a bench to watch the squirrels that were playing nearby.
The foliage had already lost its summer freshness though here and
there a tree or bush made brave attempt to retain its garb of green.
Not a few brown leaves whirled helplessly about--the first of
unnumbered myriads that soon would be offered by the dying summer in
tribute to winter's conquering power. The sun was still warm but the
air had in it a subtle flavor that seemed a blending of the coming
season with the season that was almost gone.
Near the farther entrance to the little park, a carpenter was
repairing the roof of a house and, from where she sat, the woman could
see the long ladder resting against the eaves. A boy with his shepherd
dog came romping along the walk under the trees as irresponsible as
the drifting leaves. The squirrels scampered away; the boy and dog
whirled on; and the woman, from the world into which she had entered
because she must, went far away into the world of childhood. From her
day of toil in a world that denied her womanhood she went back into
her Yesterdays where womanhood--motherhood--was supreme. Perhaps it
was that subtle flavor in the air that did it; or it may have been the
boy and his dog as they whirled past--care free as the drifting brown
leaves; or perhaps it was the sight of the man repairing the roof of
the house with his long ladder resting against the eaves: the woman
herself could not have told what it was, but, whatever it was, she
slipped away to one of the brightest, happiest, days in all her
Yesterdays.
But, for a little while, that day was not at all bright and happy. It
started out all right then, little by little, everything went wrong;
and then it changed again and became one of the best of all her
Yesterdays. The day went wrong for a little while at first because
everything in the house was being taken up, or taken down, beaten,
shaken, scrubbed or dusted; everything was being arranged or
disarranged and rearranged again. Surely there was never such
confusion, so it seemed to the little girl, in any home in all the
world. Every time that she would get herself nicely settled with her
dolls she would be forced to move again; until there was in the whole,
busy, bustling place no corner at all where she was not in somebody's
way. When she would have entered into the confusion and helped to
straighten things out, the woman told her, rather sharply, to go away,
and declared that her efforts to help only made things worse.
Out in the garden, at the opening in the hedge, she called and called
and waited and waited for the boy. But the boy did not answer. He was
too busy, she thought, to care about her. She felt quite sure that he
did not even want her to help in whatever it was that he was doing.
Perhaps, she thought wistfully, peering through the little green
tunnel, perhaps if she could go and find him he might--when he saw how
miserable and lonely she was--he might be kind. But to go through the
hedge was forbidden, except when mother said she might.
Sorrowfully she turned away to seek the kitchen where the cook was
busy with the week's baking. But the cook, when the little girl
offered to roll the pie crust or stir the frosting for the cake, was
hurried and cross and declared that the little girl could not help but
only hinder and that it would be better for her not to get in the way.
Once more, in a favorite corner of the big front porch, she was just
beginning to find some comfort with her doll when the woman with the
broom forced her to move again.
Poor little girl! What could she do under such trying
circumstances--what indeed but go to mother. All the way up the long
stairs she went to where mother was as busy as ever a mother could be
doing something with a lot of things that were piled all over the
room. But mother, when she saw the tear stained little face,
understood in a flash and put aside whatever it was that she was
doing, quickly, and held the little girl, dolly and all, close in her
mother arms until the feeling of being in the way and of not being
wanted was all gone. And, when the tears were quite dry, mother said,
so gently that it did not hurt, "No dearie, I'm afraid you can't help
mother now because mother's girl is too little to understand what it
is that mother is doing. But I'll tell you something that you
_can_ do. Mother will give you some things from the pantry and
you may go over to see the little boy. And I am as sure, as sure can
be, that, when he sees all the nice things you have, he will play
keeping house with you."
So the little girl in the Yesterdays, with her treasures from mother's
pantry, went out across the garden and through the hedge to find the
boy. Very carefully she went through the opening in the hedge so that
she would lose none of her treasures. And oh, the joy of it! The
splendid wonder of it! She found that the boy had built a house--all
by himself he had built it--with real boards, and had furnished it
with tiny chairs and tables made from boxes. Complete it was, even to
a beautiful strip of carpet on the floor and a shelf on which to put
the dishes. Then, indeed, when the boy told her how he had made the
house for her--just for her--and how it was to have been a surprise;
and that she had come just in time because if she tad come sooner it
would have spoiled the fun--the heart of the little girl overflowed
with gladness. And to think that all the time she was feeling so not
wanted and in the way the boy was doing _this_ and all for her!
Did her mother know? She rather guessed that she did; mothers have
such a marvelous way of knowing everything, particularly the nicest
things.
So the little girl gave the boy all the treasures that she had brought
so carefully and they had great fun eating them together; and all the
rest of that day they played "keephouse." And this is why that day was
among the best of all the woman's Yesterdays.
Several men going home from work passed the spot where the young woman
sat. Then a group of shop girls followed; then another group and, in
turn, two women from an office that did not close early on Saturdays.
After them a young girl who looked very tired came walking alone, and
then there were more men and women in a seemingly endless procession.
And so many girls and women there were in the procession that the
woman, as she came back from her Yesterdays, wondered who was left to
make homes for the world.
The sun was falling now in long bars and shafts of light between the
buildings and the trees, and the windows of the house where the man
had been fixing the roof were blazing as if in flames. The man had
taken down his ladder and gone away. It was time the young woman was
going home. And as she went, joining the procession of laborers, her
heart was filled with longing--with longing and with hope. The boy of
her Yesterdays lived only in those days that were gone. He had no
place in the dreams of her womanhood. He was only the playmate of the
little girl. Even as those years were gone the boy had gone out of her
life. But somewhere, perhaps, that one who was to go with her through
the old, old, open door was even then building for her a home--their
home. Perhaps, some day, an all wise Mother Nature would tell her to
leave the world that gave her no welcome--that could not recognize her
womanhood--that made her heart rebel in humiliation and shame--and go
to do her woman's work.
Very carefully would she go when the time came, taking all the
treasures of her womanhood. She would go very carefully that none of
her treasures be lost.