At length my wishes will be accomplished, and if life is granted to

me for a few years, nay months, I shall witness the downfall of the

detestable government of Rome! When this generation shall have passed

from the face of the earth and no living witnesses remain, posterity

will yield a reluctant belief to the testimony of history when it

shall unfold the story of the Papal sway. That priests have governed

without control the early history of every country shows, but then

the ignorance of the governed was proportioned to the dominion of

the governors; but that such a power should have lasted near four

centuries after the destruction of Constantinople, when the lights of

philosophy were diffused throughout Europe, appears incredible. The

truth of the existence of the governments, Venice and Rome, will ever

be problematical questions in future politics. Most will doubt, and for

the advantage of mankind it is to be hoped none will ever try to revive

experimentally their forms.

[Sidenote: INTRIGUES IN ROME]

This last commotion in Rome seems to have been a contrivance of the

French, aided by the inveterate enemy to the See, Azara, for all (the

Ambassador) Bonaparte’s steps in consequence appear to be the result of

a premeditated scheme.[188] Tho’ I abhor the treachery, yet I cannot

but applaud the effect, though it would be a prouder thing for ye human

mind if the holy jugglers had received their destruction from the

effort of reason, than by the common intrigue of an enemy. The King of

Naples, unlike a faithful son of the Church, has marched a large army

to seize a share of the tottering State, which the French will allow

him to keep until it answers their purposes to take it from him.

_29th January, 1798._--Lord Lansdown, Misses Vernon and Fox,

Messrs Lewis, Jekyll,[189] and Beauclerk dined here. Ld. L. never dines

out, so his coming was a distinguished mark of favour. His character is

a monstrous compound of virtues and failings; the world has never done

him justice for his ample portion of the former. A simple, well-meaning

man once said, ‘What a pity ’tis that Mr. Fox has no private character,

and Ld. L. no public one.’ His temper is violent, and his disposition

suspicious; a man with whom it is impossible to live upon an equality,

as he expects a deference to his will that few are willing to yield

further than his rank and years demand. He is of a noble, generous

inclination when he can serve a friend, and all who have been connected

with him have felt his liberality in some shape or other. There are

those whose fortunes he has made and whose families he has provided for

with splendour even. His disputes with Ld. Wycombe ought not to prove

him unreasonable, for he has an eccentric and impracticable character

to deal with, who is to the full as suspicious as himself and as

jealous of control. The collision of two such dispositions frequently

kindles up a furious flame, but at the bottom each loves the other too

well for the rage to settle into permanent estrangement, but every

moment of each of their lives is embittered by interference on one part

and resistance on the other.

Ld. L., in his old age, surrounded with dignities and wealth, is

helpless, and more an object of pity than of envy. He has no friend.

Colonel Barré, who went through life with him, he has broken with; the

cause of their quarrel is a mystery. He loves the society of women,

and has lost two wives. His son, whom he meant to make a tool for his

ambition and to live over again in his political career, shuns the line

he designed him for, and is an alien to his country. The character of

his second son[190] is not yet developed. His home is a vast solitude,

and but for the three ladies must be insufferable. Old age and the

whole train of infirmities is coming on apace, and he must pass through

many wretched hours without hearing the tender, cheering voice of

friendship to soothe him. He always makes me melancholy, to fancy the

anguish he must at times endure. When he was in Ministry many of the

squibs of the day had compared him to the Jesuit Malagrida. Goldsmith,

with his usual simplicity, said to him, ‘I wonder, my Lord, at their

comparing you to Malagrida, for he was a very honest man.’

[Sidenote: DUKE OF NORFOLK’S SPEECH]

Nothing is talked of but the numerous meeting upon Mr. Fox’s

birthday,[191] and the extraordinary factious toast given by the Duke

of Norfolk, the more extraordinary as coming from him who is in general

a chicken-hearted, trimming sort of politician. He said, ‘Gentlemen,

about twenty years ago two thousand men (about the number in this

room) rallied round one honest man, Mr. Washington, to support their

liberties.’ Then, after expatiating upon their patriotism, he said,

‘I leave you to make the application, and shall propose the health

of Charles Fox.’ This seditious and, in my opinion, very improper

speech met with the most violent applause, which alarmed him, and in

a second discourse he tried to do it away by an explanation. This not

succeeding, he grew frightened, and the next day asked for a private

audience of the King, in which he expressed his loyalty, entreating

his Majesty in case of an invasion to put him forward in the post of

danger, adding that he should write a letter to all the officers of his

regiment recommending them to subscribe their mite towards the defence

of the country. He also had a contradiction to the speech inserted in

the papers, but this recantation has been of no service, for yesterday

he was dismissed from the colonelcy, and is to be suspended as Ld.-Lt.

of Yorkshire. It is said that he is so popular amongst his officers

that they will resign in consequence of his dismissal.

There is still a rumour of a change in Administration to be effected

by Ld. Moira and a party in the House of Commons headed by two Scotch

Sir Johns, Macpherson and Sinclair; the Prince _y entre pour quelque

chose_ in the management of it. He sent a message last week to

Grey to know whether he had any objection to be reconciled (they

have not spoken for many years).[192] Grey answered very properly

that he had never presumed to imagine his R. H. supposed he would

venture to harbour resentment. He was then asked if he would receive

amicably the advances of the Prince. He replied, ‘He should always be

flattered by any notice or condescension.’ A dinner was proposed at

Mr. O’Byrne’s[193] (an Irish gambler’s), where each party met, and the

day passed in riot and drunkenness. Ld. Moira proposed to Mr. Grey to

contrive an interview with Ld. Lansdown. Grey said he would willingly

bring them together, and hoped as they agreed in opinion so they might

in conduct, but declined all further interference. During the time all

this was going on Ld. H. received frequent messages from the Prince,

intimating that he was coming here, and begged we would give him a

dinner; however he has never appeared.

[Sidenote: WAKEFIELD’S PAMPHLET]

_March 1798._--Gilbert Wakefield,[194] known to the world as a

savant and editor of _Lucretius_, has just written a most violent

pamphlet in answer to one by Watson, the Bishop of Llandaff.[195]

The Bishop from being a patriot and Low Church man has suddenly

become an admirer of Ministers, and his book is in praise of the

Triple Assessments, and to recommend the subscribing for the defence

of the country. He rather implies that the Triple Assessments are

a divine idea. He compares the body politic in this country to a

well-constructed fabric that is to sink down to a degree, but the basis

of the structure will continue firm and unimpaired, so that the descent

will be equally felt by all the inmates, but without any shock. The

learned commentator takes the idea up facetiously, and describes with

some humour what the situation will be (and himself among the number of

the humblest) of those who inhabit the basement of the building, who

will, let the sinking be ever so gradual, soon be below the surface of

the earth; whilst his reverence and those in the upper stories will

find little if any debasement. The Bishop’s zeal is quickened, if not

created, by the mitre of Carlisle in perspective, of which he has a

promise whenever it becomes vacant.

On Thursday, 8th, Mr. Tierney came to Ld. H. to inform him of an

important circumstance, which he was desired by Grey and others to

communicate to him. It was that the P. of W. requested an interview

with the D. of Northumberland[196]; which he obtained of course

as soon as asked. He expressed great alarms about the state of the

country, chiefly arising from the desperate measures of the Ministers,

who were driving everything on with great violence. He said the King’s

mind was inveterate against the Opposition, especially towards Grey,

as he was the one about whom the greatest pains had been taken to

instil prejudices. That in a recent meeting of the Council it had been

resolved upon the first alarm of invasion that military law should

be proclaimed throughout the country, adding that he had seen the

instrument prepared and ready signed by H. M. He therefore entreated

the D. of N. to assemble a meeting of Fox’s friends, to propose to

them to endeavour to persuade Mr. Fox to agree to sign a declaration

protesting strict adherence to the King and Government, in which

declaration a specific reform might be stated. The D. of N. accepted of

the instructions, though giving it as his opinion that it would not be

a measure likely to be adopted or approved by Mr. Fox. It was totally

rejected by the whole party, but the meeting assembled to discuss upon

that declaration suggested the drawing up of another, viz., to declare

unanimously why Secession had been adopted, and why those who still

attended Parliament meant to secede--Tierney, Sheridan, and others; but

this scheme could not be effected, as every individual differed as to

principles and motives. So the affair died away.

[Sidenote: HER HEALTH]

About this period we were obliged to go to Bath on account of my

health. I had an alarming complaint in my stomach, the cause a total

debility, the effect a deathlike, icy coldness which suspended all the

functions of digestion, from which torpor nothing but the strongest

cordials could revive me. The physician (Dr. Parry) ventured upon a

bold remedy, and bled me: success warranted the undertaking and I

have been getting better ever since. Bath did me little or no good,

and after a stay of three weeks we returned on March ye 10th to this

delightful mansion.[197] The Duke of Leinster, who is attending his

dying wife at Bristol, came over to see Ld. H. and me.[198] He told

Ld. H. that if he could go to town and take his seat, he would leave

his proxy with him, as he meant it no longer to remain with Ld.

Fitzwilliam, although he had had it for twenty years. Ld. Fitz.’s

acceptance of the Ld.-Lieutenancy has lost him.[199]

_April 1st, 1798._--Ld. Edward Fitzgerald is not apprehended;

Pamela[200] writes to his mother that she is tranquil about him,

knowing that he is _au gré des vents et des flots_.[201] The

report in town now is that they do not wish to take him, as they cannot

prove anything against him, but I would not, were I he, trust to such

vague assertions. It was believed he was in London; a Mr. Sheldon (a

Catholic) fancied he saw him in Lancaster Fields [_sic_], and with

a zeal becoming the fanatical politics of the day immediately went

to Burlington H. to apprise the noble spy, for in fact his Grace’s

department[202] is now but a bad imitation of that once headed in Paris

by the active and celebrated Le Noir. Of all the truly contemptible

public characters in England among the many, surely his Grace of

Portland stands the foremost; his friends even dare not say a word in

his behalf.

In the last month the D. of Bedford brought in his motion for the

removal of Ministers.

[Sidenote: THE HAPPINESS OF HEALTH]

Oh God! chance, nature, or whatever thou art, receive the grateful

thanks and prayers that flow from my heart in acknowledgment for the

health I now enjoy; a full week have I been free from suffering or

alarm. What are the gifts of fortune in comparison to the enjoyment

of health! Grant that it may continue, and that I may, whilst life

lasts, feel no other anguish than what is incidental to the gradual

decay of mortality. Let it be gradual, for I am too happy to bear

with equanimity the thought of being torn from the felicity of a life

replete with every blessing human nature is capable of relishing.

Formerly in the bitterness of sorrow I prayed for death; I looked to

it as a relief to a broken spirit, and when I viewed its approach with

indifference I imputed to philosophy that resignation and contempt,

which despair alone had caused. Now I am a coward indeed; a spasm

terrifies me, and every memento of the fragile tenure of my bliss

strikes a panic through my frame. Oh! my beloved friend, how hast thou

by becoming mine endeared the every-day occurrences of life! I shrink

from nothing but the dread of leaving or of losing thee, but alas! the

day must come:--

La Mort a des rigueurs à nulle autre pareilles;

On a beau la prier.

La cruelle qu’elle est se bouche les oreilles

Et nous laisse crier.

Le pauvre en sa cabane, où le chaume le couvre,

Est sujet à ses lois;

Et la garde qui veille aux barrières du Louvre

N’en défend pas nos Rois.

(_Trad. d’Horace, par Malherbe._[203])

_May ’98._--He spoke upon the D. of Bedford’s motion, and his

praises were sounded everywhere. His manner is like his uncle’s. The

great features of his speaking are eagerness, quickness, and argument.

I saw a _critique_ in a letter from an enemy, that said he was the

counterpart of his uncle--full of ability, spirit, and impetuosity,

presumption in reply, rashness in assertion, and arrogance in

conclusion. But it was an enemy.

At a supper after a great ball the other night at Burlington House,

Sheridan and Lewis got into a dispute, which the latter would have

decided by a wager, and said, ‘I lay you the profits of my play (which,

by-the-bye, Sheridan, you have not paid me).’ ‘I do not like high

wagers,’ replied S., ‘but I’ll lay you a small one, _the worth of

it_.’ The little author became as mute as a fish from the rebuff.

_May 23rd._--Well may one ask the question, as Mr. Fox does in a

letter to Ld. H., whether Robespierre was worse than the present state

of things with regard to O’Connor. Poor fellow, there seems to have

been a refinement in their cruelty towards him at the moment.[204]

He endeavoured to get out of the place where as a criminal he had

been standing before his acquittal. The messengers jumped upon him.

A scuffle ensued, in which ye sabres that had been brought in in

evidence against them were used. O’Connor came forward, and as he saw

his fate was inevitable, made a most pathetic appeal to the feelings

of the court; he said that he did not fear death, which to him was far

preferable to the prospect of languishing in a dungeon. He entreated

Buller to interfere, and that if he was to endure the hardship of

another confinement, at least to allow him to be imprisoned with his

brother. Buller behaved with humanity, regretting that the court had no

power to interfere.

[Sidenote: O’CONNOR’S ARREST]

O’Coigly[205] behaved heroically; his countenance never changed whilst

the judge was passing sentence, except that he smiled ironically to

hear the heinousness of treason was said to be aggravated when it was

against so just and beneficent a Prince as the one who now graced the

throne. He took snuff, and bowed when all was over. The purport of the

paper was absurd to a degree. He is half enthusiast, half bigot. He did

himself an injury by confessing to a priest.

Very soon after I heard of O’Connor’s second arrest, when my heart was

full of pity and commiseration, came the sad intelligence of poor Ld.

Edward’s arrest. A personal misfortune could scarcely have grieved or

shocked one more, and though I should at all times feel strongly for a

man endowed as he is with every good and estimable quality, yet I felt

more acutely, because for the last month I have been intimately with

his mother and family and had witnessed their love and anxiety on his

account. Excellent woman, I fear if the business ends fatally for him,

it will not do less for her. He is the child of her heart, and the idol

of his family. The circumstances of his being seized are accompanied

with many awkward facts: the wounding the messengers, and even after

the warrant was shown, the resisting.

Mr. Fox came over to pass the day with the Duke of Leinster. He was

extremely agitated about Ld. E., and intends doing everything friendly,

such as going over to the trial (as does Ld. H.) to make a show of

friends and family; for a strong appearance in a man’s favour has its

effect upon a jury, especially where there are titles and celebrity.

Ld. Henry came to see him before he went. He was to have gone last

night, but he waited for an answer from the D. of Portland, to whom

he had applied for permission to see his brother. I can hardly think,

steeled as hearts are become, this request can be denied, but bad times

make bad men, and one can’t answer for one’s best friend.

The general want of common humanity, both for O’Connor and Ld. E., is

disgusting. Party opinions may, and always must, run high in critical

moments, but when things come to life and death, as in these cases,

one should think the speculatists might yield to the man, and pity

creep in and soften the rigour of the politician; but alas! I find

none made of penetrable stuff. Ld. Morpeth thinks O’Connor guilty

and unfairly acquitted, and is as violent against Buller as they are

against Eyre who acquitted Hardy and the others.[206] C. Ellis, who

does not allow himself to form an opinion, and if he could make the

effort would stifle the embryo of it did it not coincide with Canning’s

assertion, is naturally mild, but upon the cases of these unhappy men

his bitterness is wonderful. I put it to him fairly whether it did not

at the first hearing strike him to be a measure of unusual harshness.

He would not reply for some time, as he said it might make him commit

himself in a way he did not mean if taken as an A and B case; but if I

asked whether it was hard for O’Connor he should not hesitate to say

no, because the more cruel it was, the stronger was the proof of its

being necessary and he being guilty, as Ministers were incapable of

injustice. I told him that I regretted he had not lived in the middle

ages and given his faith to orthodox points, as he would have made

one of the firmest pillars of the Church, instead of being a milk and

water politician now. Mr. Fox was extraordinarily pleasant and full of

acute and judicious observations upon ye trial; he came and stayed here

twenty-four hours.

[Sidenote: O’CONNOR’S TRIAL]

_June 10th._--Death has placed the gallant Ld. Edward beyond the

reach of his enemies. His confinement and illness and all the previous

transactions were accompanied with circumstances so disgustingly cruel,

that for the sake of the human character one feels almost inclined to

suppress ye details, but as it is essential for the unfortunate victim

that all should be known, I hope a faithful narrative will appear well

attested. It appears that he was sick with a bad sore throat, and lying

upon his bed, when Ryan fired at him through the door, burst it open,

and seized upon him. He naturally (as any man would) resisted, wounded

Ryan in the scuffle, and was seized himself by Swan and a file of

musketeers; not, however, until by repeated wounds he had himself been

disarmed. Those into whose custody he was placed were violent against

him, and did not attend to his wounds for twenty-four hours. As he

was carried to prison six persons separately attempted to rescue him,

and, as might be expected, perished in the endeavour; the man at whose

house he had been secreted, on the first impulse of honest zeal and

rage, flew with his drawn sabre upon the soldiers. He was seized and

hanged.[207]

Such was the winning character of poor Lord Edward that without

patronage, wealth, no very superior abilities, he had the faculty of

attaching men of all ranks to his person. He was universally beloved

both among his family and country and acquaintances. His loss has

brought forth more genuine, unfeigned tears of sorrow than would

perhaps the death of fifty other individuals, even in his own rank

of life, and taken out of a family as numerous. Ly. Edward was sent

out of the country upon his apprehension; it was notified harshly,

intimating that unless she obeyed speedily she would be arrested and

tried for her life, as Government could hang her from proofs they had

against her. She said she would stand ye trial, provided she might be

allowed to share the prison of her ever-to-be-lamented husband. This

was denied her, and she was compelled to set off with her two children,

one only a month old, to this country, with a passport limiting her

stay. Ld. Henry, upon his arrival in Dublin, was peremptorily refused

an interview with his brother. I shall not give the particulars of what

passed when he did see him, until I have heard it from himself, as he

returned last night. The D. of Richmond came forward in the warmest

manner. He had an audience with ye King, and laid before him the letter

he had written to Ld. Camden.[208]

[Sidenote: LORD E. FITZGERALD’S DEATH]

When the excellent Duchess set off full of hopes and anxiety, she was

overtaken at Coleshill, after travelling night and day to reach Dublin

as soon as possible. She bore the dreadful news with composure and

resignation. Lord Henry is in such an agitated state, that he cannot

yet see any of his family. His state of mind is violently affected by

the shock of seeing his dying brother perishing by wanton cruelty. Upon

his first application to see Ld. E. he was refused. On Saturday, the

2nd of June, Ld. E. was roused from sleep by an unusual noise under his

window; upon enquiring he was told that the military were in the act of

hanging a man just condemned by martial law. The man’s name was Clinch,

a friend and adherent of his. The effect upon his nerves was immediate;

he became raving mad, and a keeper from a madhouse was necessary to

attend him. The next day, the surgeons declared that the symptoms of

death were upon him.

The titled murderers, when they heard what had caused his approaching

dissolution, began to relent, and acceded to the prayers of Ld. Henry.

He was admitted with Ly. L. Conolly to see him; they found him almost

expiring, but even at that moment anxious to do what he knew would be

acceptable to the opinions of his mother and aunt. He entreated her to

read him the service for the dying.[209]

Upon Ld. H.’s[210] arrival at Holyhead he wrote a violent, reproachful

letter to Ld. Camden of such a nature that personal danger may be the

effect; no answer has yet been returned, and Ld. C. is upon ye point of

returning to England, so it remains to be seen whether another calamity

will overtake ye unfortunate family of Fitzgerald.

Upon ye Land Tax Ld. H. spoke, and I hear very well: ye subject was

dry.

The explosion has at length taken place in Ireland, civil war rages

with all its fury; the insurgents daily gain adherents and strong

posts.[211] Ld. Camden is recalled, and Ld. Cornwallis is to succeed

him, but not to conciliate. On Monday the D. of Leinster made a motion,

which was seconded by ye D. of Devonshire and others; Ld. H. spoke

remarkably well. The division would have been larger if the Opposition

Lords had been sent to in time. My friend Ld. Boringdon did as shabby

a thing as was ever done. He spoke against ye Bill for sending out ye

Militia, with much heat, and the very next day he voted as readily as

if it had been his own measure. Ld. Carlisle did the same thing, but he

is so hackneyed in shabbiness that one neither is surprised or angry.

But in a young man it is a bad debut.

[Sidenote: THE PRINCE AND IRELAND]

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