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ALASKA DAYS WITH JOHN MUIR

[Illustration: JOHN MUIR WITH ALASKA SPRUCE CONES]

ALASKA DAYS WITH JOHN MUIR

by

S. HALL YOUNG

Illustrated

[Illustration]

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CONTENTS

I THE MOUNTAIN 11

II THE RESCUE 37

III THE VOYAGE 59

IV THE DISCOVERY 95

V THE LOST GLACIER 125

VI THE DOG AND THE MAN 163

VII THE MAN IN PERSPECTIVE 201

ILLUSTRATIONS

FACING

PAGE

John Muir with Alaska Spruce Cones _Title_

Fort Wrangell 12

The Mountain 24

One of the Marvelous Array of Lakes 40

Glacier--Stickeen Valley 54

Chilcat Woman Weaving a Blanket 82

Muir Glacier 114

Davidson Glacier 128

Taku Glacier 150

The Front of Muir Glacier 168

Glacial Crevasses 186

John Muir in Later Life 200

Map 70

(Voyages of Muir and Young)

THE MOUNTAIN

THUNDER BAY

Deep calm from God enfolds the land;

Light on the mountain top I stand;

How peaceful all, but ah, how grand!

Low lies the bay beneath my feet;

The bergs sail out, a white-winged fleet,

To where the sky and ocean meet.

Their glacier mother sleeps between

Her granite walls. The mountains lean

Above her, trailing skirts of green.

Each ancient brow is raised to heaven:

The snow streams always, tempest-driven,

Like hoary locks, o'er chasms riven

By throes of Earth. But, still as sleep,

No storm disturbs the quiet deep

Where mirrored forms their silence keep.

A heaven of light beneath the sea!

A dream of worlds from shadow free!

A pictured, bright eternity!

The azure domes above, below

(A crystal casket), hold and show,

As precious jewels, gems of snow,

Dark emerald islets, amethyst

Of far horizon, pearls of mist

In pendant clouds, clear icebergs, kissed

By wavelets,--sparkling diamonds rare

Quick flashing through the ambient air.

A ring of mountains, graven fair

In lines of grace, encircles all,

Save where the purple splendors fall

On sky and ocean's bridal-hall.

The yellow river, broad and fleet,

Winds through its velvet meadows sweet--

A chain of gold for jewels meet.

Pours over all the sun's broad ray;

Power, beauty, peace, in one array!

My God, I thank Thee for this day.

I

THE MOUNTAIN

In the summer of 1879 I was stationed at Fort Wrangell in southeastern

Alaska, whence I had come the year before, a green young student fresh

from college and seminary--very green and very fresh--to do what I could

towards establishing the white man's civilization among the Thlinget

Indians. I had very many things to learn and many more to unlearn.

Thither came by the monthly mail steamboat in July to aid and counsel me

in my work three men of national reputation--Dr. Henry Kendall of New

York; Dr. Aaron L. Lindsley of Portland, Oregon, and Dr. Sheldon Jackson

of Denver and the West. Their wives accompanied them and they were to

spend a month with us.

Standing a little apart from them as the steamboat drew to the dock, his

peering blue eyes already eagerly scanning the islands and mountains,

was a lean, sinewy man of forty, with waving, reddish-brown hair and

beard, and shoulders slightly stooped. He wore a Scotch cap and a long,

gray tweed ulster, which I have always since associated with him, and

which seemed the same garment, unsoiled and unchanged, that he wore

later on his northern trips. He was introduced as Professor Muir, the

Naturalist. A hearty grip of the hand, and we seemed to coalesce at once

in a friendship which, to me at least, has been one of the very best

things I have known in a life full of blessings. From the first he was

the strongest and most attractive of these four fine personalities to

me, and I began to recognize him as my Master who was to lead me into

enchanting regions of beauty and mystery, which without his aid must

forever have remained unseen by the eyes of my soul. I sat at his feet;

and at the feet of his spirit I still sit, a student, absorbed,

surrendered, as this "priest of Nature's inmost shrine" unfolds to me

the secrets of his "mountains of God."

[Illustration: FORT WRANGELL

Near the mouth of the Stickeen--the starting point of the expeditions]

Minor excursions culminated in the chartering of the little steamer

_Cassiar_, on which our party, augmented by two or three friends,

steamed between the tremendous glaciers and through the columned canyons

of the swift Stickeen River through the narrow strip of Alaska's

cup-handle to Glenora, in British Columbia, one hundred and fifty miles

from the river's mouth. Our captain was Nat. Lane, a grandson of the

famous Senator Joseph Lane of Oregon. Stocky, broad-shouldered,

muscular, given somewhat to strange oaths and strong liquids, and eying

askance our group as we struck the bargain, he was withal a genial,

good-natured man, and a splendid river pilot.

Dropping down from Telegraph Creek (so named because it was a principal

station of the great projected trans-American and trans-Siberian line of

the Western Union, that bubble pricked by Cyrus Field's cable), we tied

up at Glenora about noon of a cloudless day.

"Amuse yourselves," said Captain Lane at lunch. "Here we stay till two

o'clock to-morrow morning. This gale, blowing from the sea, makes safe

steering through the Canyon impossible, unless we take the morning's

calm."

I saw Muir's eyes light up with a peculiar meaning as he glanced

quickly at me across the table. He knew the leading strings I was in;

how those well-meaning D.D.s and their motherly wives thought they had a

special mission to suppress all my self-destructive proclivities toward

dangerous adventure, and especially to protect me from "that wild Muir"

and his hare-brained schemes of mountain climbing.

"Where is it?" I asked, as we met behind the pilot house a moment later.

He pointed to a little group of jagged peaks rising right up from where

we stood--a pulpit in the center of a vast rotunda of magnificent

mountains. "One of the finest viewpoints in the world," he said.

"How far to the highest point?"

"About ten miles."

"How high?"

"Seven or eight thousand feet."

That was enough. I caught the D.D.s with guile. There were Stickeen

Indians there catching salmon, and among them Chief Shakes, who our

interpreter said was "The youngest but the headest Chief of all." Last

night's palaver had whetted the appetites of both sides for more. On the

part of the Indians, a talk with these "Great White Chiefs from

Washington" offered unlimited possibilities for material favor; and to

the good divines the "simple faith and childlike docility" of these

children of the forest were a constant delight. And then how well their

high-flown compliments and flowery metaphors would sound in article and

speech to the wondering East! So I sent Stickeen Johnny, the

interpreter, to call the natives to another _hyou wawa_ (big talk) and,

note-book in hand, the doctors "went gayly to the fray." I set the

speeches a-going, and then slipped out to join the impatient Muir.

"Take off your coat," he commanded, "and here's your supper."

Pocketing two hardtacks apiece we were off, keeping in shelter of house

and bush till out of sight of the council-house and the flower-picking

ladies. Then we broke out. What a matchless climate! What sweet,

lung-filling air! Sunshine that had no weakness in it--as if we were

springing plants. Our sinews like steel springs, muscles like India

rubber, feet soled with iron to grip the rocks. Ten miles? Eight

thousand feet? Why, I felt equal to forty miles and the Matterhorn!

"Eh, mon!" said Muir, lapsing into the broad Scotch he was so fond of

using when enjoying himself, "ye'll see the sicht o' yer life the day.

Ye'll get that'll be o' mair use till ye than a' the gowd o' Cassiar."

From the first, it was a hard climb. Fallen timber at the mountain's

foot covered with thick brush swallowed us up and plucked us back.

Beyond, on the steeper slopes, grew dwarf evergreens, five or six feet

high--the same fir that towers a hundred feet with a diameter of three

or four on the river banks, but here stunted by icy mountain winds. The

curious blasting of the branches on the side next to the mountain gave

them the appearance of long-armed, humpbacked, hairy gnomes, bristling

with anger, stretching forbidding arms downwards to bar our passage to

their sacred heights. Sometimes an inviting vista through the branches

would lure us in, when it would narrow, and at its upper angle we would

find a solid phalanx of these grumpy dwarfs. Then we had to attack

boldly, scrambling over the obstinate, elastic arms and against the

clusters of stiff needles, till we gained the upper side and found

another green slope.

Muir led, of course, picking with sure instinct the easiest way. Three

hours of steady work brought us suddenly beyond the timber-line, and the

real joy of the day began. Nowhere else have I see anything approaching

the luxuriance and variety of delicate blossoms shown by these high,

mountain pastures of the North. "You scarce could see the grass for

flowers." Everything that was marvelous in form, fair in color, or sweet

in fragrance seemed to be represented there, from daisies and campanulas

to Muir's favorite, the cassiope, with its exquisite little pink-white

bells shaped like lilies-of-the-valley and its subtle perfume. Muir at

once went wild when we reached this fairyland. From cluster to cluster

of flowers he ran, falling on his knees, babbling in unknown tongues,

prattling a curious mixture of scientific lingo and baby talk,

worshiping his little blue-and-pink goddesses.

"Ah! my blue-eyed darlin', little did I think to see you here. How did

you stray away from Shasta?"

"Well, well! Who'd 'a' thought that you'd have left that niche in the

Merced mountains to come here!"

"And who might you be, now, with your wonder look? Is it possible that

you can be (two Latin polysyllables)? You're lost, my dear; you belong

in Tennessee."

"Ah! I thought I'd find you, my homely little sweetheart," and so on

unceasingly.

So absorbed was he in this amatory botany that he seemed to forget my

existence. While I, as glad as he, tagged along, running up and down

with him, asking now and then a question, learning something of plant

life, but far more of that spiritual insight into Nature's lore which is

granted only to those who love and woo her in her great outdoor palaces.

But how I anathematized my short-sighted foolishness for having as a

student at old Wooster shirked botany for the "more important" studies

of language and metaphysics. For here was a man whose natural science

had a thorough technical basis, while the superstructure was built of

"lively stones," and was itself a living temple of love!

With all his boyish enthusiasm, Muir was a most painstaking student; and

any unsolved question lay upon his mind like a personal grievance until

it was settled to his full understanding. One plant after another, with

its sand-covered roots, went into his pockets, his handkerchief and the

"full" of his shirt, until he was bulbing and sprouting all over, and

could carry no more. He was taking them to the boat to analyze and

compare at leisure. Then he began to requisition my receptacles. I stood

it while he stuffed my pockets, but rebelled when he tried to poke the

prickly, scratchy things inside my shirt. I had not yet attained that

sublime indifference to physical comfort, that Nirvana of passivity,

that Muir had found.

Hours had passed in this entrancing work and we were progressing upwards

but slowly. We were on the southeastern slope of the mountain, and the

sun was still staring at us from a cloudless sky. Suddenly we were in

the shadow as we worked around a spur of rock. Muir looked up, startled.

Then he jammed home his last handful of plants, and hastened up to

where I stood.

"Man!" he said, "I was forgetting. We'll have to hurry now or we'll miss

it, we'll miss it."

"Miss what?" I asked.

"The jewel of the day," he answered; "the sight of the sunset from the

top."

Then Muir began to _slide_ up that mountain. I had been with mountain

climbers before, but never one like him. A deer-lope over the smoother

slopes, a sure instinct for the easiest way into a rocky fortress, an

instant and unerring attack, a serpent-glide up the steep; eye, hand and

foot all connected dynamically; with no appearance of weight to his

body--as though he had Stockton's negative gravity machine strapped on

his back.

Fifteen years of enthusiastic study among the Sierras had given him the

same pre-eminence over the ordinary climber as the Big Horn of the

Rockies shows over the Cotswold. It was only by exerting myself to the

limit of my strength that I was able to keep near him. His example was

at the same time my inspiration and despair. I longed for him to stop

and rest, but would not have suggested it for the world. I would at

least be game, and furnish no hint as to how tired I was, no matter how

chokingly my heart thumped. Muir's spirit was in me, and my "chief end,"

just then, was to win that peak with him. The impending calamity of

being beaten by the sun was not to be contemplated without horror. The

loss of a fortune would be as nothing to that!

[Illustration: THE MOUNTAIN

He pointed to a little group of jagged peaks rising right up from where

we stood--a pulpit in the center of a vast rotunda of magnificent

mountains]

We were now beyond the flower garden of the gods, in a land of rocks

and cliffs, with patches of short grass, caribou moss and lichens

between. Along a narrowing arm of the mountain, a deep canyon flumed a

rushing torrent of icy water from a small glacier on our right. Then

came moraine matter, rounded pebbles and boulders, and beyond them the

glacier. Once a giant, it is nothing but a baby now, but the ice is

still blue and clear, and the crevasses many and deep. And that day it

had to be crossed, which was a ticklish task. A misstep or slip might

land us at once fairly into the heart of the glacier, there to be

preserved in cold storage for the wonderment of future generations. But

glaciers were Muir's special pets, his intimate companions, with whom he

held sweet communion. Their voices were plain language to his ears,

their work, as God's landscape gardeners, of the wisest and best that

Nature could offer.

No Swiss guide was ever wiser in the habits of glaciers than Muir, or

proved to be a better pilot across their deathly crevasses. Half a mile

of careful walking and jumping and we were on the ground again, at the

base of the great cliff of metamorphic slate that crowned the summit.

Muir's aneroid barometer showed a height of about seven thousand feet,

and the wall of rock towered threateningly above us, leaning out in

places, a thousand feet or so above the glacier. But the earth-fires

that had melted and heaved it, the ice mass that chiseled and shaped it,

the wind and rain that corroded and crumbled it, had left plenty of

bricks out of that battlement, had covered its face with knobs and

horns, had ploughed ledges and cleaved fissures and fastened crags and

pinnacles upon it, so that, while its surface was full of man-traps and

blind ways, the human spider might still find some hold for his claws.

The shadows were dark upon us, but the lofty, icy peaks of the main

range still lay bathed in the golden rays of the setting sun. There was

no time to be lost. A quick glance to the right and left, and Muir, who

had steered his course wisely across the glacier, attacked the cliff,

simply saying, "We must climb cautiously here."

Now came the most wonderful display of his mountain-craft. Had I been

alone at the feet of these crags I should have said, "It can't be done,"

and have turned back down the mountain. But Muir was my "control," as

the Spiritists say, and I never thought of doing anything else but

following him. He thought he could climb up there and that settled it.

He would do what he thought he could. And such climbing! There was never

an instant when both feet and hands were not in play, and often elbows,

knees, thighs, upper arms, and even chin must grip and hold. Clambering

up a steep slope, crawling under an overhanging rock, spreading out like

a flying squirrel and edging along an inch-wide projection while fingers

clasped knobs above the head, bending about sharp angles, pulling up

smooth rock-faces by sheer strength of arm and chinning over the edge,

leaping fissures, sliding flat around a dangerous rock-breast, testing

crumbly spurs before risking his weight, always going up, up, no

hesitation, no pause--that was Muir! My task was the lighter one; he did

the head-work, I had but to imitate. The thin fragment of projecting

slate that stood the weight of his one hundred and fifty pounds would

surely sustain my hundred and thirty. As far as possible I did as he

did, took his hand-holds, and stepped in his steps.

But I was handicapped in a way that Muir was ignorant of, and I would

not tell him for fear of his veto upon my climbing. My legs were all

right--hard and sinewy; my body light and supple, my wind good, my

nerves steady (heights did not make me dizzy); but my arms--there lay

the trouble. Ten years before I had been fond of breaking colts--till

the colts broke me. On successive summers in West Virginia, two colts

had fallen with me and dislocated first my left shoulder, then my right.

Since that both arms had been out of joint more than once. My left was

especially weak. It would not sustain my weight, and I had to favor it

constantly. Now and again, as I pulled myself up some difficult reach I

could feel the head of the humerus move from its socket.

Muir climbed so fast that his movements were almost like flying, legs

and arms moving with perfect precision and unfailing judgment. I must

keep close behind him or I would fail to see his points of vantage. But

the pace was a killing one for me. As we neared the summit my strength

began to fail, my breath to come in gasps, my muscles to twitch. The

overwhelming fear of losing sight of my guide, of being left behind and

failing to see that sunset, grew upon me, and I hurled myself blindly at

every fresh obstacle, determined to keep up. At length we climbed upon a

little shelf, a foot or two wide, that corkscrewed to the left. Here we

paused a moment to take breath and look around us. We had ascended the

cliff some nine hundred and fifty feet from the glacier, and were within

forty or fifty feet of the top.

Among the much-prized gifts of this good world one of the very richest

was given to me in that hour. It is securely locked in the safe of my

memory and nobody can rob me of it--an imperishable treasure. Standing

out on the rounded neck of the cliff and facing the southwest, we could

see on three sides of us. The view was much the finest of all my

experience. We seemed to stand on a high rostrum in the center of the

greatest amphitheater in the world. The sky was cloudless, the level sun

flooding all the landscape with golden light. From the base of the

mountain on which we stood stretched the rolling upland. Striking boldly

across our front was the deep valley of the Stickeen, a line of foliage,

light green cottonwoods and darker alders, sprinkled with black fir and

spruce, through which the river gleamed with a silvery sheen, now

spreading wide among its islands, now foaming white through narrow

canyons. Beyond, among the undulating hills, was a marvelous array of

lakes. There must have been thirty or forty of them, from the pond of an

acre to the wide sheet two or three miles across. The strangely

elongated and rounded hills had the appearance of giants in bed, wrapped

in many-colored blankets, while the lakes were their deep, blue eyes,

lashed with dark evergreens, gazing steadfastly heavenward. Look long at

these recumbent forms and you will see the heaving of their breasts.

The whole landscape was alert, expectant of glory. Around this great

camp of prostrate Cyclops there stood an unbroken semicircle of mighty

peaks in solemn grandeur, some hoary-headed, some with locks of brown,

but all wearing white glacier collars. The taller peaks seemed almost

sharp enough to be the helmets and spears of watchful sentinels. And

the colors! Great stretches of crimson fireweed, acres and acres of

them, smaller patches of dark blue lupins, and hills of shaded yellow,

red, and brown, the many-shaded green of the woods, the amethyst and

purple of the far horizon--who can tell it? We did not stand there more

than two or three minutes, but the whole wonderful scene is deeply

etched on the tablet of my memory, a photogravure never to be effaced.

THE RESCUE

THE MOUNTAIN'S FAITH

At eventide, upon a dreary sea,

I watched a mountain rear its hoary head

To look with steady gaze in the near heaven.

The earth was cold and still. No sound was heard

But the dream-voices of the sleeping sea.

The mountain drew its gray cloud-mantle close,

Like Roman senator, erect and old,

Raising aloft an earnest brow and calm,

With upward look intent of steadfast faith.

The sky was dim; no glory-light shone forth

To crown the mountain's faith; which faltered not,

But, ever hopeful, waited patiently.

At morn I looked again. Expectance sat

Of immanent glory on the mountain's brow.

And, in a moment, lo! the glory _came!_

An angel's hand rolled back a crimson cloud.

Deep, rose-red light of wondrous tone and power--

A crown of matchless splendor--graced its head,

Majestic, kingly, pure as Heaven, yet warm

With earthward love. A motion, like a heart

With rich blood beating, seemed to sway and pulse,

With might of ecstasy, the granite peak.

A poem grand it was of Love Divine--

An anthem, sweet and strong, of praise to God--

A victory-peal from barren fields of death.

Its gaze was heavenward still, but earthward too--

For Love seeks not her own, and joy is full,

Only when freest given. The sun shone forth,

And now the mountain doffed its ruby crown

For one of diamonds. Still the light streamed down;

No longer chill and bleak, the morning glowed

With warmth and light, and clouds of fiery hue

Mantled the crystal glacier's chilly stream,

And all the landscape throbbed with sudden joy.

II

THE RESCUE

Muir was the first to awake from his trance. Like Schiller's king in

"The Diver," "Nothing could slake his wild thirst of desire."

"The sunset," he cried; "we must have the whole horizon."

Then he started running along the ledge like a mountain goat, working to

get around the vertical cliff above us to find an ascent on the other

side. He was soon out of sight, although I followed as fast as I could.

I heard him shout something, but could not make out his words. I know

now he was warning me of a dangerous place. Then I came to a sharp-cut

fissure which lay across my path--a gash in the rock, as if one of the

Cyclops had struck it with his axe. It sloped very steeply for some

twelve feet below, opening on the face of the precipice above the

glacier, and was filled to within about four feet of the surface with

flat, slaty gravel. It was only four or five feet across, and I could

easily have leaped it had I not been so tired. But a rock the size of my

head projected from the slippery stream of gravel. In my haste to

overtake Muir I did not stop to make sure this stone was part of the

cliff, but stepped with springing force upon it to cross the fissure.

Instantly the stone melted away beneath my feet, and I shot with it down

towards the precipice. With my peril sharp upon me I cried out as I

whirled on my face, and struck out both hands to grasp the rock on

either side.

Falling forward hard, my hands struck the walls of the chasm, my arms

were twisted behind me, and instantly both shoulders were dislocated.

With my paralyzed arms flopping helplessly above my head, I slid swiftly

down the narrow chasm. Instinctively I flattened down on the sliding

gravel, digging my chin and toes into it to check my descent; but not

until my feet hung out over the edge of the cliff did I feel that I had

stopped. Even then I dared not breathe or stir, so precarious was my

hold on that treacherous shale. Every moment I seemed to be slipping

inch by inch to the point when all would give way and I would go

whirling down to the glacier.

After the first wild moment of panic when I felt myself falling, I do

not remember any sense of fear. But I know what it is to have a thousand

thoughts flash through the brain in a single instant--an anguished

thought of my young wife at Wrangell, with her immanent motherhood; an

indignant thought of the insurance companies that refused me policies on

my life; a thought of wonder as to what would become of my poor flocks

of Indians among the islands; recollections of events far and near in

time, important and trivial; but each thought printed upon my memory by

the instantaneous photography of deadly peril. I had no hope of escape

at all. The gravel was rattling past me and piling up against my head.

The jar of a little rock, and all would be over. The situation was too

desperate for actual fear. Dull wonder as to how long I would be in the

air, and the hope that death would be instant--that was all. Then came

the wish that Muir would come before I fell, and take a message to my

wife.

[Illustration: ONE OF THE MARVELOUS ARRAY OF LAKES]

Suddenly I heard his voice right above me. "My God!" he cried. Then he

added, "Grab that rock, man, just by your right hand."

I gurgled from my throat, not daring to inflate my lungs, "My arms are

out."

There was a pause. Then his voice rang again, cheery, confident,

unexcited, "Hold fast; I'm going to get you out of this. I can't get to

you on this side; the rock is sheer. I'll have to leave you now and

cross the rift high up and come down to you on the other side by which

we came. Keep cool."

Then I heard him going away, whistling "The Blue Bells of Scotland,"

singing snatches of Scotch songs, calling to me, his voice now receding,

as the rocks intervened, then sounding louder as he came out on the face

of the cliff. But in me hope surged at full tide. I entertained no more

thoughts of last messages. I did not see how he could possibly do it,

but he was John Muir, and I had seen his wonderful rock-work. So I

determined not to fall and made myself as flat and heavy as possible,

not daring to twitch a muscle or wink an eyelid, for I still felt myself

slipping, slipping down the greasy slate. And now a new peril

threatened. A chill ran through me of cold and nervousness, and I slid

an inch. I suppressed the growing shivers with all my will. I would keep

perfectly quiet till Muir came back. The sickening pain in my shoulders

increased till it was torture, and I could not ease it.

It seemed like hours, but it was really only about ten minutes before he

got back to me. By that time I hung so far over the edge of the

precipice that it seemed impossible that I could last another second.

Now I heard Muir's voice, low and steady, close to me, and it seemed a

little below.

"Hold steady," he said. "I'll have to swing you out over the cliff."

Then I felt a careful hand on my back, fumbling with the waistband of my

pants, my vest and shirt, gathering all in a firm grip. I could see only

with one eye and that looked upon but a foot or two of gravel on the

other side.

"Now!" he said, and I slid out of the cleft with a rattling shower of

stones and gravel. My head swung down, my impotent arms dangling, and I

stared straight at the glacier, a thousand feet below. Then my feet came

against the cliff.

"Work downwards with your feet."

I obeyed. He drew me close to him by crooking his arm and as my head

came up past his level he caught me by my collar with his teeth! My

feet struck the little two-inch shelf on which he was standing, and I

could see Muir, flattened against the face of the rock and facing it,

his right hand stretched up and clasping a little spur, his left holding

me with an iron grip, his head bent sideways, as my weight drew it. I

felt as alert and cool as he.

"I've got to let go of you," he hissed through his clenched teeth. "I

need both hands here. Climb upward with your feet."

How he did it, I know not. The miracle grows as I ponder it. The wall

was almost perpendicular and smooth. My weight on his jaws dragged him

outwards. And yet, holding me by his teeth as a panther her cub and

clinging like a squirrel to a tree, he climbed with me straight up ten

or twelve feet, with only the help of my iron-shod feet scrambling on

the rock. It was utterly impossible, yet he did it!

When he landed me on the little shelf along which we had come, my nerve

gave way and I trembled all over. I sank down exhausted, Muir only less

tired, but supporting me.

The sun had set; the air was icy cold and we had no coats. We would soon

chill through. Muir's task of rescue had only begun and no time was to

be lost. In a minute he was up again, examining my shoulders. The right

one had an upward dislocation, the ball of the humerus resting on the

process of the scapula, the rim of the cup. I told him how, and he soon

snapped the bone into its socket. But the left was a harder proposition.

The luxation was downward and forward, and the strong, nervous reaction

of the muscles had pulled the head of the bone deep into my armpit.

There was no room to work on that narrow ledge. All that could be done

was to make a rude sling with one of my suspenders and our

handkerchiefs, so as to both support the elbow and keep the arm from

swinging.

Then came the task to get down that terrible wall to the glacier, by the

only practicable way down the mountain that Muir, after a careful

search, could find. Again I am at loss to know how he accomplished it.

For an unencumbered man to descend it in the deepening dusk was a most

difficult task; but to get a tottery, nerve-shaken, pain-wracked cripple

down was a feat of positive wonder. My right arm, though in place, was

almost helpless. I could only move my forearm; the muscles of the upper

part simply refusing to obey my will. Muir would let himself down to a

lower shelf, brace himself, and I would get my right hand against him,

crawl my fingers over his shoulder until the arm hung in front of him,

and falling against him, would be eased down to his standing ground.

Sometimes he would pack me a short distance on his back. Again, taking

me by the wrist, he would swing me down to a lower shelf, before

descending himself. My right shoulder came out three times that night,

and had to be reset.

It was dark when we reached the base; there was no moon and it was very

cold. The glacier provided an operating table, and I lay on the ice for

an hour while Muir, having slit the sleeve of my shirt to the collar,

tugged and twisted at my left arm in a vain attempt to set it. But the

ball was too deep in its false socket, and all his pulling only bruised

and made it swell. So he had to do up the arm again, and tie it tight to

my body. It must have been near midnight when we left the foot of the

cliff and started down the mountain. We had ten hard miles to go, and no

supper, for the hardtack had disappeared ere we were half-way up the

mountain. Muir dared not take me across the glacier in the dark; I was

too weak to jump the crevasses. So we skirted it and came, after a mile,

to the head of a great slide of gravel, the fine moraine matter of the

receding glacier. Muir sat down on the gravel; I sat against him with my

feet on either side and my arm over his shoulder. Then he began to hitch

and kick, and presently we were sliding at great speed in a cloud of

dust. A full half-mile we flew, and were almost buried when we reached

the bottom of the slide. It was the easiest part of our trip.

Now we found ourselves in the canyon, down which tumbled the glacial

stream, and far beneath the ridge along which we had ascended. The

sides of the canyon were sheer cliffs.

"We'll try it," said Muir. "Sometimes these canyons are passable."

But the way grew rougher as we descended. The rapids became falls and we

often had to retrace our steps to find a way around them. After we

reached the timber-line, some four miles from the summit, the going was

still harder, for we had a thicket of alders and willows to fight. Here

Muir offered to make a fire and leave me while he went forward for

assistance, but I refused. "No," I said, "I'm going to make it to the

boat."

All that night this man of steel and lightning worked, never resting a

minute, doing the work of three men, helping me along the slopes, easing

me down the rocks, pulling me up cliffs, dashing water on me when I grew

faint with the pain; and always cheery, full of talk and anecdote,

cracking jokes with me, infusing me with his own indomitable spirit. He

was eyes, hands, feet, and heart to me--my caretaker, in whom I trusted

absolutely. My eyes brim with tears even now when I think of his utter

self-abandon as he ministered to my infirmities.

About four o'clock in the morning we came to a fall that we could not

compass, sheer a hundred feet or more. So we had to attack the steep

walls of the canyon. After a hard struggle we were on the mountain

ridges again, traversing the flower pastures, creeping through openings

in the brush, scrambling over the dwarf fir, then down through the

fallen timber. It was half-past seven o'clock when we descended the last

slope and found the path to Glenora. Here we met a straggling party of

whites and Indians just starting out to search the mountain for us.

As I was coming wearily up the teetering gang-plank, feeling as if I

couldn't keep up another minute, Dr. Kendall stepped upon its end,

barring my passage, bent his bushy white brows upon me from his six feet

of height, and began to scold:

"See here, young man; give an account of yourself. Do you know you've

kept us waiting----"

Just then Captain Lane jumped forward to help me, digging the old Doctor

of Divinity with his elbow in the stomach and nearly knocking him off

the boat.

"Oh, hell!" he roared. "Can't you see the man's hurt?"

Mrs. Kendall was a very tall, thin, severe-looking old lady, with face

lined with grief by the loss of her children. She never smiled. She had

not gone to bed at all that night, but walked the deck and would not let

her husband or the others sleep. Soon after daylight she began to lash

the men with the whip of her tongue for their "cowardice and inhumanity"

in not starting at once to search for me.

"Mr. Young is undoubtedly lying mangled at the foot of a cliff, or else

one of those terrible bears has wounded him; and you are lolling around

here instead of starting to his rescue. For shame!"

When they objected that they did not know where we had gone, she

snapped: "Go everywhere until you find him."

Her fierce energy started the men we met. When I came on board she at

once took charge and issued her orders, which everybody jumped to obey.

She had blankets spread on the floor of the cabin and laid me on them.

She obtained some whisky from the captain, some water, porridge and

coffee from the steward. She was sitting on the floor with my head in

her lap, feeding me coffee with a spoon, when Dr. Kendall came in and

began on me again:

"Suppose you had fallen down that precipice, what would your poor wife

have done? What would have become of your Indians and your new church?"

Then Mrs. Kendall turned and thrust her spoon like a sword at him.

"Henry Kendall," she blazed, "shut right up and leave this room. Have

you no sense? Go instantly, I say!" And the good Doctor went.

My recollections of that day are not very clear. The shoulder was in a

bad condition--swollen, bruised, very painful. I had to be strengthened

with food and rest, and Muir called from his sleep of exhaustion, so

that with four other men he could pull and twist that poor arm of mine

for an hour. They got it into its socket, but scarcely had Muir got to

sleep again before the strong, nervous twitching of the shoulder

dislocated it a second time and seemingly placed it in a worse condition

than before. Captain Lane was now summoned, and with Muir to direct,

they worked for two or three hours. Whisky was poured down my throat to

relax my stubborn, pain-convulsed muscles. Then they went at it with two

men pulling at the towel knotted about my wrist, two others pulling

against them, foot braced to foot, Muir manipulating my shoulder with

his sinewy hands, and the stocky Captain, strong and compact as a bear,

with his heel against the yarn ball in my armpit, takes me by the elbow

and says, "I'll set it or pull the arm off!"

[Illustration: GLACIER--STICKEEN VALLEY

Muir, fresh and enthusiastic as ever, was the pilot of the party across

the moraine and upon the great ice mountain]

Well, he almost does the latter. I am conscious of a frightful strain,

a spasm of anguish in my side as his heel slips from the ball and kicks

in two of my ribs, a snap as the head of the bone slips into the

cup--then kindly oblivion.

I was awakened about five o'clock in the afternoon by the return of the

whole party from an excursion to the Great Glacier at the Boundary Line.

Muir, fresh and enthusiastic as ever, had been the pilot across the

moraine and upon the great ice mountain; and I, wrapped like a mummy in

linen strips, was able to join in his laughter as he told of the big

D.D.'s heroics, when, in the middle of an acre of alder brush, he asked

indignantly, in response to the hurry-up calls: "Do you think I'm going

to leave my wife in this forest?"

One overpowering regret--one only--abides in my heart as I think back

upon that golden day with John Muir. He could, and did, go back to

Glenora on the return trip of the _Cassiar_, ascend the mountain again,

see the sunset from its top, make charming sketches, stay all night and

see the sunrise, filling his cup of joy so full that he could pour out

entrancing descriptions for days. While I--well, with entreating arms

about one's neck and pleading, tearful eyes looking into one's own, what

could one do but promise to climb no more? But my lifelong lamentation

over a treasure forever lost, is this: "I never saw the sunset from that

peak."

THE VOYAGE

TOW-A-ATT

You are a child, old Friend--a child!

As light of heart, as free, as wild;

As credulous of fairy tale;

As simple in your faith, as frail

In reason; jealous, petulant;

As crude in manner; ignorant,

Yet wise in love; as rough, as mild--

You are a child!

You are a man, old Friend--a man!

Ah, sure in richer tide ne'er ran

The blood of earth's nobility,

Than through your veins; intrepid, free;

In counsel, prudent; proud and tall;

Of passions full, yet ruling all;

No stauncher friend since time began;

You are a MAN!

III

THE VOYAGE

The summer and fall of 1879 Muir always referred to as the most

interesting period of his adventurous life. From about the tenth of July

to the twentieth of November he was in southeastern Alaska. Very little

of this time did he spend indoors. Until steamboat navigation of the

Stickeen River was closed by the forming ice, he made frequent trips to

the Great Glacier--thirty miles up the river, to the Hot Springs, the

Mud Glacier and the interior lakes, ranges, forests and flower pastures.

Always upon his return (for my house was his home the most of that time)

he would be full to intoxication of what he had seen, and dinners would

grow cold and lamps burn out while he held us entranced with his

impassioned stories. Although his books are all masterpieces of lucid

and glowing English, Muir was one of those rare souls who talk better

than they write; and he made the trees, the animals, and especially the

glaciers, live before us. Somehow a glacier never seemed cold when John

Muir was talking about it.

On September nineteenth a little stranger whose expected advent was

keeping me at home arrived in the person of our first-born daughter. For

two or three weeks preceding and following this event Muir was busy

writing his summer notes and finishing his pencil sketches, and also

studying the flora of the islands. It was a season of constant rains

when the _saanah_, the southeast rain-wind, blew a gale. But these

stormy days and nights, which kept ordinary people indoors, always

lured him out into the woods or up the mountains.

One wild night, dark as Erebus, the rain dashing in sheets and the wind

blowing a hurricane, Muir came from his room into ours about ten o'clock

with his long, gray overcoat and his Scotch cap on.

"Where now?" I asked.

"Oh, to the top of the mountain," he replied. "It is a rare chance to

study this fine storm."

My expostulations were in vain. He rejected with scorn the proffered

lantern: "It would spoil the effect." I retired at my usual time, for I

had long since learned not to worry about Muir. At two o'clock in the

morning there came a hammering at the front door. I opened it and there

stood a group of our Indians, rain-soaked and trembling--Chief

Tow-a-att, Moses, Aaron, Matthew, Thomas.

"Why, men," I cried, "what's wrong? What brings you here?"

"We want you play (pray)," answered Matthew.

I brought them into the house, and, putting on my clothes and lighting

the lamp, I set about to find out the trouble. It was not easy. They

were greatly excited and frightened.

"We scare. All Stickeen scare; plenty cly. We want you play God; plenty

play."

By dint of much questioning I gathered at last that the whole tribe were

frightened by a mysterious light waving and flickering from the top of

the little mountain that overlooked Wrangell; and they wished me to pray

to the white man's God and avert dire calamity.

"Some miner has camped there," I ventured.

An eager chorus protested; it was not like the light of a camp-fire in

the least; it waved in the air like the wings of a spirit. Besides,

there was no gold on the top of a hill like that; and no human being

would be so foolish as to camp up there on such a night, when there were

plenty of comfortable houses at the foot of the hill. It was a spirit, a

malignant spirit.

Suddenly the true explanation flashed into my brain, and I shocked my

Indians by bursting into a roar of laughter. In imagination I could see

him so plainly--John Muir, wet but happy, feeding his fire with spruce

sticks, studying and enjoying the storm! But I explained to my natives,

who ever afterwards eyed Muir askance, as a mysterious being whose ways

and motives were beyond all conjecture.

"Why does this strange man go into the wet woods and up the mountains on

stormy nights?" they asked. "Why does he wander alone on barren peaks

or on dangerous ice-mountains? There is no gold up there and he never

takes a gun with him or a pick. _Icta mamook_--what make? Why--why?"

The first week in October saw the culmination of plans long and eagerly

discussed. Almost the whole of the Alexandrian Archipelago, that great

group of eleven hundred wooded islands that forms the southeastern

cup-handle of Alaska, was at that time a _terra incognita_. The only

seaman's chart of the region in existence was that made by the great

English navigator, Vancouver, in 1807. It was a wonderful chart,

considering what an absurd little sailing vessel he had in which to

explore those intricate waters with their treacherous winds and tides.

But Vancouver's chart was hastily made, after all, in a land of fog and

rain and snow. He had not the modern surveyor's instruments, boats or

other helps. And, besides, this region was changing more rapidly than,

perhaps, any other part of the globe. Volcanic islands were being born

out of the depths of the ocean; landslides were filling up channels

between the islands; tides and rivers were opening new passages and

closing old ones; and, more than all, those mightiest tools of the great

Engineer, the glaciers, were furrowing valleys, dumping millions of tons

of silt into the sea, forming islands, promontories and isthmuses, and

by their recession letting the sea into deep and long fiords, forming

great bays, inlets and passages, many of which did not exist in

Vancouver's time. In certain localities the living glacier stream was

breaking off bergs so fast that the resultant bays were lengthening a

mile or more each year. Where Vancouver saw only a great crystal wall

across the sea, we were to paddle for days up a long and sinuous fiord;

and where he saw one glacier, we were to find a dozen.

My mission in the proposed voyage of discovery was to locate and visit

the tribes and villages of Thlingets to the north and west of Wrangell,

to take their census, confer with their chiefs and report upon their

condition, with a view to establishing schools and churches among them.

The most of these tribes had never had a visit from a missionary, and I

felt the eager zeal an Eliot or a Martin at the prospect of telling them

for the first time the Good News. Muir's mission was to find and study

the forests, mountains and glaciers. I also was eager to see these and

learn about them, and Muir was glad to study the natives with me--so

our plans fitted into each other well.

"We are going to write some history, my boy," Muir would say to me.

"Think of the honor! We have been chosen to put some interesting people

and some of Nature's grandest scenes on the page of human record and on

the map. Hurry! We are daily losing the most important news of all the

world."

In many respects we were most congenial companions. We both loved the

same poets and could repeat, verse about, many poems of Tennyson, Keats,

Shelley and Burns. He took with him a volume of Thoreau, and I one of

Emerson, and we enjoyed them together. I had my printed Bible with me,

and he had his in his head--the result of a Scotch father's discipline.

Our studies supplemented each other and our tastes were similar. We had

both lived clean lives and our conversation together was sweet and

high, while we both had a sense of humor and a large fund of stories.

But Muir's knowledge of Nature and his insight into her plans and

methods were so far beyond mine that, while I was organizer and

commander of the expedition, he was my teacher and guide into the inner

recesses and meanings of the islands, bays and mountains we explored

together.

Our ship for this voyage of discovery, while not so large as

Vancouver's, was much more shapely and manageable--a _kladushu etlan_

(six fathom) red-cedar canoe. It belonged to our captain, old Chief

Tow-a-att, a chief who had lately embraced Christianity with his whole

heart--one of the simplest, most faithful, dignified and brave souls I

ever knew. He fully expected to meet a martyr's death among his heathen

enemies of the northern islands; yet he did not shrink from the voyage

on that account.

His crew numbered three. First in importance was Kadishan, also a chief

of the Stickeens, chosen because of his powers of oratory, his kinship

with Chief Shathitch of the Chilcat tribe, and his friendly relations

with other chiefs. He was a born courtier, learned in Indian lore, songs

and customs, and able to instruct me in the proper Thlinget etiquette to

suit all occasions. The other two were sturdy young men--Stickeen John,

our interpreter, and Sitka Charley. They were to act as cooks,

camp-makers, oarsmen, hunters and general utility men.

We stowed our baggage, which was not burdensome, in one end of the

canoe, taking a simple store of provisions--flour, beans, bacon, sugar,

salt and a little dried fruit. We were to depend upon our guns,

fishhooks, spears and clamsticks for other diet. As a preliminary to our

palaver with the natives we followed the old Hudson Bay custom, then

firmly established in the North. We took materials for a

_potlatch_,--leaf-tobacco, rice and sugar. Our Indian crew laid in their

own stock of provisions, chiefly dried salmon and seal-grease, while our

table was to be separate, set out with the white man's viands.

We did not get off without trouble. Kadishan's mother, who looked but

little older than himself, strongly objected to my taking her son on so

perilous a voyage and so late in the fall, and when her scoldings and

entreaties did not avail she said: "If anything happens to my son, I

will take your baby as mine in payment."

[Illustration: VOYAGES OF MUIR AND YOUNG 1879 and 1880 IN SOUTHEASTERN

ALASKA]

One sunny October day we set our prow to the unknown northwest. Our

hearts beat high with anticipation. Every passage between the islands

was a corridor leading into a new and more enchanting room of Nature's

great gallery. The lapping waves whispered enticing secrets, while the

seabirds screaming overhead and the eagles shrilling from the sky

promised wonderful adventures.

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