CHAPTER XXXIII.

Long ere this the assurance had been Imelda’s that Edith and Hilda were

both true sisters of their brother Wilbur, and that they espoused sex

reform in its highest sense, and when an hour later these two bright

girls joined the Ellwood sisters Cora was again surprised to hear the

same sentiments voiced in equally strong language. Hilda knelt beside

the dumb-founded Cora, and while playfully fondling her hand told her of

plans that had been maturing in that youthful head.

“Sometimes,” she said, “when we shall have more money at our command

than now, we will build ourselves a home. O, such a glorious, beautiful

home, in some retired or isolated spot, and our lovers shall come and

share it. But only just so long as they are our lovers, for we want no

masters. We shall be strong enough, and capable of standing at the head

of our home ourselves, and directing its management. Don’t you think so?

Our home shall be our kingdom, and we shall reign queens therein, and

our lovers will be our dear friends and comrades, instead of husbands.

Will not that be glorious?”

With an experience such as hers had been it was not much to be wondered

at that Cora became an apt pupil of this, to her, new doctrine, and of

which this trio of girls were such enthusiastic advocates. Edith and

Imelda smiled as they listened to the glowing description of Hilda’s

home while a new and wonderful light began to glow in the hazel eyes of

the bewildered Cora, and then she began to question, and all the time

one utterance of Hilda’s kept ringing in her ears: “When we shall have

more money.” When? But first she wanted to know and understand, and for

a while she kept the trio busy answering her questions. She had become

deeply interested and now wanted fully to understand.

“How many are there in this scheme? How many such daring members are

there?”

“Well,” answered Hilda, “there are four of us here; for of course you

are in it. Then that wonderful brother of ours is the lover of a sweet

girl in that western home of yours. Margaret Leland is her name.”

“Margaret Leland!” interrupted Cora, and looked inquiringly at Imelda.

“Was there not—”

“The same,” said Imelda. “She was employed at the same store where we

used to work, and for years has been my best friend. It is to her

largely that I am indebted for my present views. But now please let

Hilda proceed.”

“Well,” continued Hilda, “Margaret’s mother comes next. From all

accounts we could not well get along without her and—well, I don’t know.

Is there anyone else?”—looking inquiringly at the girls.

“I think,” answered Imelda, “It will be perfectly safe to count Mrs.

Westcot in—‘Alice Day,’ Cora, I was speaking of her before. That makes

seven, I believe, and who knows, by the time ‘our home’ is built there

may be as many more.”

“And how many lovers are there?” asked Cora. This caused a little laugh.

“One I know, and two I believe,” was Imelda’s answer to Cora’s question.

“Wilbur Wallace, the brother of these dear girls, we can be sure of, and

Norman Carlton I hope may soon be able to see clear enough to be willing

that woman should in all things decide for herself.”

“Who is Norman Carlton?”

A beautiful rosy color swept over Imelda’s sweet face, and Cora was

answered. “O,” she said with a slight gasping sound, “now I know how you

understood so well.” Then Hilda spoke:

“I have been waiting for Edith to make some kind of announcement, but

she sings ‘mum.’”

“Hilda!”

“Edith! I am not afraid, sister mine. You know you met a very

interesting gentleman last year in our rambles on the mountains.”

“Yes! but child, you also know that we have not seen him since, and as

we had just received a call to come home immediately we left without a

word of farewell;—then again we did not get a deep enough insight into

the views of Paul Arthur to enable us to ascertain whether or not he is

a free lover.”

“O, but I heard him express himself very clearly at one time on the

subject of marriage. ‘It is the grave of love,’ he said, ‘the altar upon

which the holiest emotions are sacrificed.’”

“It may all be true,” Edith replied, “but as I remarked before, we may

never see or hear from him again.”

“But,” Hilda said, kissing Cora’s pale cheek, “have you no contribution

to make in the shape of a lover?” slowly the rich color swept over the

pale face; involuntarily her eye sought Imelda’s. Was there a meaning in

the glance? She smiled.

“Can you see the rising sun?” Imelda asked, but for answer the pearly

drops filled the sad eyes. “O, if I dared hope.” To the inquiring looks

of the sisters Imelda replied:

“When Cora is stronger I am sure she will tell you her story in all its

details, as you have proved yourself so trustworthy. A cloud at present

overcasts the heaven of her love; but don’t clouds always in the course

of nature move on, and are not the heavens always so much clearer and

more beautiful after their removal? So hope, little sister. I expect ere

long to look into the sunny laughing eyes of your Owen. The world is

large but not so large but that the divine magnet of love will attract

and direct each one to his or her affinity.”

Thus bringing hope and cheer to the weary aching heart of the girl, the

days, one by one passed by.

Several weeks more had now passed away. Cora had gained rapidly in

strength, and as Mr. and Mrs. Wallace were now daily expected to return

home and the girls wishing to avoid an explanation it was thought best

to remove the patient to the abode of the Westcots. Alice was also

anxious to have Imelda return as she was fast losing all control of her

little daughters. Tender, loving mother that she was she was totally

unfit to train her little ones. Besides she was not yet really strong.

With an unwilling heart Cora had bade good bye to the sisters who had

shown her so much kindness and love. Imelda’s eyes, too, had filled with

tears as she kissed both gentle girls, but she carried with her the

promise that she should soon see both at “Maple Lawn.” Cora’s cheeks

were tinged with a faint peach-bloom color denoting the return of

health, and her eyes sparkled as she and Imelda were swiftly driven

along towards the outskirts of the city where the Westcot mansion was

situated amid its beautiful gardens. Just as the setting sun was casting

the last golden rays across their path the carriage drove up the

beautiful maple-drive to where little Alice, in daintiest of white

gowns, was awaiting them, her eyes sparkling with joy at the prospect of

having Imelda once more with her. The little girls also, arrayed in

their pretty white dresses, were watching for their “Miss Meldy.” They

clapped their little hands and fairly danced with delight when the

figure of their young teacher alighted. They grew somewhat quieter when

a second lady, so pale and languid, stepped from the carriage and slowly

followed the more quickly moving Imelda. She caught the little ones in

her arms and they clung to her as if they would never again let go of

their beloved friend. Alice, finding herself overlooked in this meeting,

turned to Cora. Holding out both hands in welcome she made the sad-eyed

girl feel that her words were no formal phrase, but that they came from

a warm impulsive heart.

“I hope not to be a burden long,” said Cora. “I am beginning to feel

quite strong now, and in a short time hope to be able to look about for

some work to do.”

Alice laid her hand upon her lips.

“Not one word more. A burden indeed! On the contrary I feel as though I

had a great deal to make good. This, (touching with her dainty finger

the red mark which was just peeping from beneath the mass of ringlets

that covered the young girl’s forehead) this will be a constant reminder

of what might have proved a fatal accident, and as yet I have had no

opportunity to right the wrong that has been done.” Cora protested but

Alice had her way, as that little woman invariably did have. She herself

conducted her up the wide staircase to the room which had been set apart

for her and which adjoined Imelda’s.

“I thought you two might want to be near each other,” she explained.

“Better now let me help you dress for dinner. I will be your dressing

maid. How long do you expect still to nurse your arm? It must be

tiresome to have it so tightly bandaged.”

Cora smiled.

“O yes,” she said. “It will be quite pleasant when I shall be able to

move about with more freedom again. I will not then feel so much as if I

were a constant task on some one’s hands, so almost perfectly useless.”

“Please don’t!” in a pleading manner the little woman spoke the words.

“Can I not make you understand that you are not a task and burden? Had

it not been for that almost fatal drive those long weary weeks of pain

would have been spared you—”

“And in all probability I should have missed meeting the best of

friends,—would have failed to find my one, my only sister. No! no! the

little pain that I have endured does not so much matter, and if you can

all have patience with me until my strength returns and I am once more

myself I am sure I have every reason not to complain, for the good the

last few weeks have brought me far outweighs everything they may have

contained of unpleasantness.”

Thus chattering in a friendly way Alice was endeavoring to array Cora in

a pretty gown of soft, clinging, warm-hued material, but the fussy

little woman was far too excited to be of any real use, and not until

Imelda appeared, already dressed, was her toilet completed. With deft

and ready fingers Imelda lent the needed assistance, then selecting some

of the bright-hued flowers from a vase filled with the various blooms of

mid-summer, and which was standing upon a small table near one of the

open windows, she twined them in the dark chestnut coils, then fastening

a bunch at the snowy throat and standing at a distance she measured her

sister with a critical and admiring look.

“Now look at yourself. Do you think you would please a fastidious eye?”

The vision that met her gaze as she turned to the mirror was a mixture

of girlish sweetness and of serious womanly dignity. Returning health

and strength were filling the fair form with a roundness and tingeing

the serious, half-sad face with exquisite color. Cora gave more than a

passing glance at the reflected full-length image, and while she looked

the eyes of both fair women in attendance were watching her face, and

presently they saw the lips quiver, the eyelids droop and the crystal

drops force their way from under them and cling like liquid pearls to

the dark lashes. Imelda’s face bent over her sister’s till it rested on

the dark-crowned head. Instinctively she felt what the thoughts were

that caused the tears to gather, but she had not one word to say. Cora’s

well hand went up to Imelda’s face and her lips whispered,

“He whom my appearance would please is not here; so what does it

matter?”

Imelda shook her head and forced a smile to her lips.

“Ah, but, little sister, it does matter. Don’t you know that you are to

meet someone else tonight that I wish so much to be pleased!” Playfully

smiling she lifted the drooping face and looked into the tear-wet eyes.

The questioning look in them suddenly gave way to one of understanding.

“I had forgotten that I was of some importance tonight. Yes, you are

right. It does matter, and I do want to please.”

Dinner was now announced and the trio descended to the dining room. Here

Lawrence Westcot was awaiting them. Imelda had not seen him since the

unpleasant meeting with Frank in the garden, and unexpectedly finding

herself opposite the dark-eyed passionate man threatened momentarily to

disconcert her. A flush mounted to her brow, then receded, leaving it

marble white. But quickly regaining her self-possession she saw that no

one had noticed anything amiss. Mr. Westcot came forward and in a few

well chosen words expressed his pleasure at her return: next he

acknowledged the introduction to Cora, for a moment closely studying her

face. The dinner came off rather quietly to say nothing of the feeling

of restraint felt by all. Alice seemed to have lost the fear that for so

long had been a drawback to her full recovery, at least it was not now

so apparent, but there was no confidence as yet established between

herself and Mr. Westcot. They were more like strangers who found the

task of getting acquainted a tedious and irksome one. Imelda, with the

consciousness that the memories of the past brought her, felt great

constraint, and it is not to be wondered at that Cora felt the influence

thus brought to bear upon her, and felt quite uncomfortable. The ladies

spoke in monosyllables, and although the efforts of Lawrence Westcot to

produce something like a flow of conversation, to bring a feeling of

harmony to the little company, were almost incessant they fell decidedly

flat. So when the meal was brought to a close the feelings that were

retained were anything but pleasant. Lawrence made his excuses almost

instantly and withdrew, thus clearing the field and leaving the ladies

to themselves. They were not slow in taking advantage of the fact that

they were alone, and as the husband paced the veranda the voices of the

chatting and laughing women came very clearly to his hearing. A bitter

smile curved his lips. He felt that he was no longer welcome in his own

home. Yet was any one to blame but himself? But what had he done, he

asked himself, other than men were wont to do? Nothing! he felt sure.

But an inward voice whispered,

“These women are not like other women. You have not understood them, but

have taken it for granted that they were the same. When too late you

recognized the fact, and all your efforts to set yourself right in your

own home have been vain. Yet have these efforts been all they should

have been? Have you in reality done all that could be done?”

He leaned against a pillar and gazed into the darkening shadows of the

coming night while thought chased thought. Yes! he would make one more

effort, for was not the life he was leading in his palatial home fast

becoming unbearable? While he was dreaming with open eyes a queenly head

appeared before him, crowned with a glorious wealth of dark hair.

Passionately dark eyes emitted flashes of fire, scornful in their

scintillations.

Passing his hand over his eyes with an impatient movement he heaved a

weary sigh and in a tone that was almost a moan the words broke from his

lips, “Why, O why is this all!”

Just then a step aroused him, and glancing up the friend of other days

stood before him. Very seldom indeed had Norman Carlton favored

Maplelawn with his presence in these later days. The harmony that had

once existed there was broken, though he did not understand why, and in

consequence remained away. Westcot had long ago recognized the injustice

of the unmanly words he had in a fit of passion hurled at his wife, and

if he had needed proof that he was wrong, Carlton’s remaining away

during the enforced absence of Imelda Ellwood and his sudden

reappearance at the very moment of her return, ought to give him that

proof. But to do him justice, he no longer needed it, and if he believed

he had read correctly a secret page in her life he knew only too well

who it was that had digressed farthest from the prescribed line. Norman

would have passed him but he laid a detaining hand upon his arm.

“I understand the attraction,” said Westcot, “but no harm will be done

if you will give me a half hour first. We have been drifting apart, and

I would not have it so. Something has gone out of my life, leaving it

empty; and sometimes life itself seems a burden. Will you assist me to

make a reparation?”

A look of surprise overspread the face of the young man. Then he

hastened to say:

“Certainly I will. Have we not always been fast friends in the past? I

have no desire to let a friendship of almost life-long standing die a

death so sudden.”

“Then come,” said Westcot, and together they wended their way through

the grounds, and were soon lost in the shadows. When they returned an

hour had passed. Both faces were perhaps a shade paler, a shade more

serious, but the old confidence has been restored. What overtures had

been made, what words spoken will never perhaps be revealed, but firmly

clasping hands Norman spoke:

“You have my advice!”

“And I will follow it!”

“Thank you! You have spoken like a man. Under the circumstances I think

it is the only way that is open, and I am a poor judge of human nature

in general, and of women in particular, if such proceeding as you now

contemplate will not restore peace and confidence to the little circle

under your roof.”

With a last glance into the eyes of the other he dropped his hand and

entered the room where the trio of women were trying to while away the

hours that were to bring at least one fair girl’s friend and lover. Just

as he stepped across the low French window Imelda was running her

fingers across the key board of the piano. Cora was standing by her

side. Ere he had advanced more than a step a voice of singular sweetness

arose and filled the room. In an instant more a second manly face

appeared in the frame of the open window. All unconscious of her

audience the girl gave full vent in song to the feelings that swelled

her breast. The notes rose and fell and vibrated, until the very air

seemed to be full of life and feeling. With bated breath the men stood

and listened, forgetful of aught else but the rare sweet music of the

young pathetic voice; a voice that possessed the power of carrying them

away beyond themselves. The song was a translation from the German by

Heine—the famous “Lorelei,” a selection well calculated to try the

strength and compass of the voice that attempts it. Its weird and

melancholy pathos moved the inmost hearts of the listeners. As the last

vibrant notes died away the sound of applauding hands fell upon the ear,

and hastily turning the trio espied the two men standing just where they

had entered. A blush overspread the face of the fair singer. It was the

first time that other ears than those of Owen Hunter had listened to the

magic sound of that voice when raised in song.

With a quick movement Imelda stepped forward and with outstretched hand

greeted the new comer. By the heightened color of her face and the happy

light that shone in the lustrous dark eyes Cora quickly judged who it

was that so suddenly had stepped into their midst, and in a moment more

was bowing in acknowledgement of the introduction which had followed. As

she felt the searching glance the clear eyes bent upon her Cora again

felt the tell-tale blood mount to her face, but with an effort

overcoming the embarrassed feeling she openly returned the look. That

which Norman Carlton saw within the depth of the hazel eyes must have

been satisfactory for, extending his hand with a firm quick motion he

said;

“I am”——pleased, he was going to say but changed it to—“glad to meet

Imelda’s sister”—emphasizing the “sister.” “I hope we may be friends.”

“Thank you.” Scarcely above a whisper, and with a fluttering breath, the

words dropped from the slightly trembling lips, and one felt, rather

than heard, the depths of feeling contained in the two little words. In

that moment Cora knew that she had found another friend. His words were

no idle phrase. Imelda also understood, and her heart gave a great

bound. Did it not mean much? She took a step backward,—she wanted the

two to become better acquainted. Would they have anything to say to each

other? A little while she would leave them together. Turning to the side

of Alice who was carelessly standing just a little beyond, plucking the

scarlet blossoms of a geranium to pieces, while her glance traveled a

little nervously to the man who was still standing by the open window.

What did it all mean?

For weeks now Mr. Westcot had studiously avoided meeting his wife. His

meals were either taken late or away from home, and the drawing room had

not once known his presence in all that time. Was the old life about to

be taken up again? The white teeth sank into the red lips and a tremor

seized and shook her form. She raised her hand in search of a support.

Imelda saw her reel, and with a quick movement caught her in her arms.

But another had watched this little by-play, and a few strides brought

Lawrence Westcot to the side of the woman he called his wife. Pouring a

little ice water from the pitcher that was standing near by he held it

to her lips.

“Drink,” he said. Quietly obeying she drank a few swallows. Pushing a

large easy chair forward in such position as would shield her face from

the glaring light of the chandelier, he would have led her to it, but

she evaded his hand and managed to reach it unaided. Bending over her he

inquired the cause of her sudden indisposition. Nervously she answered:

“Nothing. It is nothing. I will be better in a moment. The coming home

of the girls must have excited me. I thought I was stronger than I am.”

Was it an anxious look he bent upon her? He did not speak, however, and

quietly withdrew.

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