CHAPTER XXXII.

From this explanation it was evident that neither of the two elder

daughters had any too much love for the stepmother, who was domineering

in character. Of late years the freedom-loving Edith had refused to

submit to her many dictations. She absolutely refused in any manner to

be a subordinate. When Hilda found her sister making such a brave effort

to free herself from the domination of the stepmother she was not long

in following her example. The stepmother appealed to the father, who in

turn ordered his daughters to explain.

Edith did explain. She said that Hilda and herself were now old enough

to judge for themselves in all personal matters. They demanded freedom

in all their actions. If it were refused them at home they would seek a

home elsewhere. With youth and health they were confident they would not

starve.

But Edmund Wallace was a proud man. After the disastrous ending of his

first marriage, with the second wife, brilliant and fashionable, at his

side,—a woman who seemed better to understand how to manage her husband

than did the timid Erna before her, Mr. Wallace had been more successful

financially. Dabbling in politics he had secured to himself political

and social position and hence the idea that his daughters should leave

his house to find a home elsewhere was not at all to his liking. Such a

thing would draw attention, and cause unpleasant notoriety. So, for

once, he sided with his daughters and gave his wife to understand that

they were at liberty in all personal matters to do as they pleased.

The haughty woman was almost strangled in her anger, but found herself

forced to submit. But if she could no longer domineer there were a

thousand other ways in which she could make the lives of the girls a

daily torture. The result was that Edith again turned to her father,

telling him that under existing circumstances they could not and would

not longer remain. So another and more decided change was made. A room

was assigned to Edith and Hilda as their “sanctum.” Through the

political influence of the father positions were secured for both girls,

which furnished them with pocket money to spend as they saw fit. The

salary of each was sixty dollars per month, twenty of which each

contributed toward keeping up the establishment. This arrangement made

them independent, and from the day it was made both refused to take part

in the household duties. Mrs. Wallace had to procure hired help. Then it

was she came to realize the full value of these despised stepdaughters.

But as she considered it beneath her dignity to unbend towards the girls

there was a constant frigidity between them.

There were four children from this second marriage, two girls and two

boys; the girls being the eldest. All four were away at school. Mr. and

Mrs. Wallace were away spending the hot summer months at some mountain

resort. The girls having vacation, nothing averse, took charge of the

house, expecting later in the season to spend a week or two on some

quiet country farm. To the circumstance of the absence of the rest of

the family was it due that Cora had found such a haven of rest under

this roof prepared by the kind and loving hearts and hands of this

sister pair. That she herself was the sister of one who had such a warm

friend in that absent brother who to them personated the whole of manly

graces and perfections, made it to seem more like a privilege than

otherwise that they should have been permitted to lavish their tenderest

care upon her; besides the sufferer had won for herself a place in these

sisterly hearts that was all her own, a place that no one would be able

ever to deprive her of.

Alice had often called during the past two weeks but as yet had not seen

the injured girl. Somehow Cora had always been asleep and it was deemed

unwise to awaken her. Norman also had found his way several times to the

Wallace abode, as indeed it would have been strange if he had not. When

making his first visit he said:

“It seems we are destined to love under difficulties—always someone

claiming the love and attention of the woman that I would fain

monopolize.” When he heard that in this case the claim came from the

lost and erring sister a cloud had for a moment rested upon his manly

face. Then gravely and tenderly he had said, kissing the pure forehead

of the girl he loved,

“Do what you think is your duty, and what you think is best, my

sweetheart. I would not have you do otherwise,”—and then Imelda had gone

back to her sister’s bedside with a much lighter heart and with a new

sense of happiness. Today, as she stood watching the face of the

sleeping sister, thoughts and feelings came crowding upon her that she

herself might have found difficult to analyze. Poor Cora, thought

Imelda, how manifold and how oft painful had been her experiences. If

she had dealt many a cruel blow to others, in the thoughtlessness of

youth, it was very evident that she had suffered much and keenly, and

yet—looking at her experiences without prejudice, was she not, in some

respects, more to be envied than to be pitied or condemned? This very

reckless daring that was Cora’s chief characteristic, had secured to her

a term of such intense, such exquisite happiness that Imelda, with her

high strung morals, could never hope to attain, and as she bent to kiss

the sleeping girl she whispered:

“You possess more courage than the sister you think so pure. You are

more true to nature and to yourself than I.”

When Cora awoke, refreshed from a long sleep, she would have resumed the

recital of her story but Imelda positively refused to listen. Instead

the invalid was again arrayed in the pretty wrapper and, with the

assistance of Hilda, was led down the broad stairway to the handsome

parlor. Here the trio of girls read, played and sang for her amusement,

and several times during the evening Cora’s clear, sweet laugh rang out,

making music in Imelda’s heart. An unbroken night’s rest followed, and

the next morning found the sisters once more seated by the window and

Cora ready to take up the thread of her narrative where she had left off

the day before.

“Owen Hunter was the only child of very wealthy parents. They were the

possessors of millions. All the advantages that wealth can procure had

been his. At college he had graduated with the first honors. He was

gifted with talents of high order—a poet born; a musical genius, and his

gift of song alone would have made him famous, had he so desired. But,

as is so often the case with natures of this kind, he was very

impulsive. The blood in his veins was extra hot, and at the early age of

eighteen he had got himself entangled with a dark-eyed southern beauty,

whom he deemed the perfection of all womankind. His mother had died when

he was sixteen, else she might perhaps have been able to guide him with

loving gentleness where reason and parental commands failed. The girl

with whom he had fallen so madly in love was also wealthy, and had had

the benefit of a thorough education—that is, a fashionable one. She knew

how to dance, how to bow gracefully. She possessed an exhaustless supply

of small talk, quick of repartee, brilliant and witty. She knew how to

haughtily snub a social inferior—and so on through the long list of

fashionable accomplishments.

“Owen saw only the fascinating smile and the wild, witching beauty that

had set fire to his brain. For some reason his father was opposed to an

alliance with Leonie Street. Perhaps he better read beneath the

attractive surface. But Owen was determined, and when he was scarcely

twenty he married the girl who had so completely bewildered his senses.

Young as he was he was at the head of a large business firm. His father

of late had been in poor health, and upon the young man’s shoulders was

laid the burden that had become too heavy for those of the older man.

And when his father died, stepping into his inheritance he found himself

worth some twenty millions of dollars.

“Long ere this, however, Owen Hunter discovered that he had made a grand

matrimonial mistake. The woman he had married was only a fashion plate,

with this difference. A fashion plate is called inanimate, whereas Mrs.

Hunter was possessed of a temper so fiery that she became quite

dangerous when something occurred to arouse her ire. In her passionate

moods she was so vulgar as to be disgusting. One babe had come, but as

if her passion was a poison that killed, the little thing lived only a

few days, and none other ever came.

“Of short duration had been their honeymoon. She managed soon to

thoroughly disenchant her boy husband—to cure him of the infatuation

that had led him to brave even his father’s displeasure; displeasure

which might have meant a great deal to him, as his father was noted for

a certain bull-dog tenacity or stubbornness. When once he took a stand,

either for or against, he would hold to it, to the bitter end, no matter

if later he found that only he was in the wrong and all others in the

right.

“Since there was no sweet baby smile to woo and win the hearts of these

two, Owen and Leonie Hunter daily drifted farther and farther apart,

neither caring, or little caring, what the other was doing. His millions

were at her command wherewith to satisfy her every whim, and this wealth

enabled her to worship at the shrine of fashion, to her heart’s content.

Their ‘home’ was a mansion; one of the most beautiful of homes but Owen

Hunter only went to it to sleep, and not always then. Sometimes home did

not see him for weeks at a time. The clubs suited him better than the

princely mansion which contained his dark-browed wife. His wedded

experience had made him reckless, and he made the most of what his

wealth would buy him. He was not by nature bad; not by any means. He was

only what circumstances had made him. Deep down hidden in the innermost

recesses of his being were the germs of a noble manhood, but those germs

were fast going to decay for want of the magic touch which would waken

them to life and growth. Sometimes he felt heart-sick and soul-weary

when he realized that with all the wealth at his command there was none

so poor as he; that his bosom bore a starving heart. In all the vast

multitudes of the great city there was not one face to brighten at his

coming, to smile a welcome at his return to the place he called home.

“In a mood like this, one evening as he was passing a deserted

thoroughfare he was attracted by a woman’s cry. A woman was struggling

in the grasp of a man. A well directed blow felled the ruffian to the

earth while the rescuer caught an almost fainting girl in his arms.

“That was the way in which I became acquainted with Owen Hunter. He

offered to see me to my home. I told him I had none. He seemed to

understand it all in a moment, and afterwards he told me that he did so

understand. A young woman whose condition was so apparent, and no home,

could have only one story to tell,—a very common story, and at that

moment he felt, as he afterwards explained, just as forlorn and alone,

just as hopeless and homeless. It was as if I had touched a hidden

wellspring. He drew my arm through his and said:

“‘Come.’

“I was trembling in every nerve. The terror I had undergone almost

paralyzed me. He saw I was almost unable to stand.”

“‘Will you trust me?’

“One look into the clear eyes told me that it would be safe, and I only

nodded my head. I could not trust myself to speak. I hardly knew how it

happened, but in a few moments more I found myself seated in a closed

carriage, and that night I slept safely housed, with a little confidence

in mankind restored.

“You know the rest. I told you the story yesterday; of how he came to

love me and I him, until our love glorified our lives. Never until the

darkly passionate woman stood before me did I know that another had a

stronger claim upon him than I. He did not know through what chance she

had become possessed of his secret. He felt sure she cared little, only

it gave her a chance to empty the poison vials of her temper and spleen

in a manner that she was conscious would strike me in a vital spot.

“‘She thinks to part us, loved one,’ he said, ‘but she shall not

succeed. I will not sacrifice the only bright spot that makes my life

worth living. You, my darling, have redeemed me. You have taught me the

bliss of the love of a true woman. You have made a new being of me, and

to you I belong; while you are mine by the might and power of that holy

love that you bear me.’

“O, Imelda, forbear to judge me from the high pinnacle of morality and

purity upon which I know you stand. Although I had made up my mind to

disappear out of his life—that he should not know what had become of

me,—but this one last night I wanted to be happy, happy in the present

hour and in the feeling that he was mine and I his. I would not think of

the morrow and what it would bring. I only gave myself up to the hour

and to my love, and when the bright sun of another day had risen he

still held me so closely in his arms that it seemed he meant never to

release me.

“‘Have patience, my own one,’ he said, ‘if you should not see me for

some time. I will have much to arrange, but when all shall have been

attended to I will fly to you, never again to leave you; for I cannot, I

will not give you up.’

“I thought my heart would break, as he held me in his arms, whispering

to me his plans of hope and happiness. But I forced back the scalding

tears and with smiling lips kissed him goodby. I stood at the doorway

and watched him out of sight.

“‘Out of sight!’ Could it have been out of mind as well, it would then

not have been so hard to bear. I re-entered my room, threw myself upon

my bed and wept myself to sleep.

“Long hours I lay thus. When at last I awoke the sun was high in the

heavens; my limbs were weary and my heart heavy, but I knew I had work

to do, the hardest part of which was to write Owen a letter wherein I

should bid him farewell, as I thought it better to part than that I

should be the cause of his ruin. I had some money, money he had given

me, and many valuable jewels and trinkets. To me they were possessed of

a double value as they were the gifts of his love. I packed a trunk with

such things as it seemed necessary that I should take with me; selecting

the plainest of my dresses. Then having sent old Aunt Betty on an

errand, I managed to procure a wagon to take my few belongings to the

ferry and thence to the depot and—I have never seen him since.

“It is only two short months ago, but to me it seems ages. Not caring

whither I was going, as all the world was alike to me, I procured a

ticket with scarce an idea where it would take me. My trunk checked, I

patiently waited for my train. For two hours I never stirred, gazing

fixedly at my tightly clasped hands. Had not the strangeness of my

demeanor attracted the attention of an old gentleman who kindly asked me

where I was going, I might have missed my train. He doubtless saw

something in my face that was not quite satisfactory for he asked to see

my ticket and found that my train would be due in a few minutes. Taking

me under his immediate care he saw that I was made comfortable, as,

fortunately, he was to take the same train, and was bound for the same

destination.

“How I reached Harrisburg I suppose I shall never know, for one day I

awoke to find myself in a hospital bed, my face wan and thin and too

weak to lift my head. I was told that I had been brought there four

weeks before, delirious with fever, and that I constantly required the

care of several nurses. But youth was in my favor and I soon regained

health and strength, and in two weeks more I was discharged. It was the

old gentleman who had befriended me on the train who had also caused me

to be taken where I would be cared for during my illness, and through

his kindness it was that I found my belongings when able again to care

for myself.

“It had been just two weeks since my release from the hospital when the

accident occurred that brought me here. If my thoughts had been with me

I don’t think it could have happened. But Owen’s image still lives in my

heart. It is not so easy to obliterate it therefrom, right or wrong. I

still love him.”

Here Cora’s overwrought feelings again gave way, and she sobbed as if

her heart would break. Imelda gently placed her arm about the weeping

girl’s neck and pressed her against her own bosom. Tenderly she brushed

her hair and kissed the tear-wet eyelashes. With a quick unexpected

motion Cora caught the hand that was caressing her cheek and pressed it

to her heaving breast.

“Can you still find room for me in your pure and stainless heart? Can

you still love me? But oh, you can’t understand how hard it was to give

him up. Indeed! indeed! I have tried so hard to overcome this love, but

it is stronger than I. It overcomes me.”

Imelda bent and kissed the quivering lips. “Poor little sister! Have I

been so cold and merciless in the past as to cause you to believe that I

am so small and narrow as to heap censure upon this bowed head? to still

farther lacerate your bleeding, aching heart? No, no! you poor child. If

in the past you have been childishly wayward I may not always have

rightly understood you. If you have dared to fly in the face of society,

of man-made laws, it is you who have been the sufferer, and when the

sweetest boon that comes to woman’s life was held out to you and you

were brave enough to grasp it and to bask in its glorious sunshine, I

certainly cannot condemn you. I had not dreamed that the material of so

grand a woman lay hidden beneath the surface of that saucy, independent

child. A grand and glorious woman indeed is my sister Cora, and I am

proud of her!”

Cora’s great hazel eyes were opened wide with astonishment. As if by

magic the tears ceased to flow; her face grew deathly white; huskily she

whispered,

“What is it you mean, Imelda? I do not understand. I have heard your

words but have not caught their import. The Imelda that I know regarded

a life such as I have been leading a deadly, hideous sin, and your words

almost imply that——I——have done right.”

“They do imply it, darling! I think you have been brave and true and

strong. It might be, though, that it was because you were not so

strongly bound, as I, by the fetters of prejudice, but I also am getting

rid of these fetters and hope soon to be a free woman, and in the

measure that I am gaining liberty I understand better what it means to

others to be deprived of that precious boon. Sister mine, my eyes have

been opened to many evils existing in this world, and the starvation of

woman’s sex-nature until marriage, when the starvation generally changes

to surfeit and sex slavery is one of the greatest evils that this world

knows. A few men are intelligent and noble enough to understand this;

men who suffer almost as much from this accursed system as do most

women, and, little girl, your Owen was one of these noble men. After all

you have told me about yourself and him I am rather surprised you did

not dare the world and claim your own.”

“Imelda! This from—you! I wanted to save him from himself. I know he

would never have given me cause to rue it had I entrusted myself, my

life, to his care. He was too noble, too true for that. But you know the

law gives him to that other woman, and how it would have hurt him in the

society wherein he moves and in which he ranks so high.”

“I understand. Love blinded you to your own interests while you sought

to guard only his, forgetful of the fact that every pang that was

torturing your own heart would find an echo in his. Oh, what a horrible

structure is society; built as it is upon the quivering hearts of poor

bleeding humanity!”

Cora listened in open-eyed wonder to the words that fell from the lips

of her sister. To her unsophisticated ears they sounded like rank

treason, only that she knew that Imelda’s mind and heart were not

capable of treason. Long and earnestly therefore did the elder sister

talk to the younger one, trying to make clear her views and theories,

and as Cora caught their import a new hope, like sweet balm, crept into

the weary heart. Was she then not the loathsome and vile thing the world

would have her believe herself to be? Could it really be that true love,

soul-elevating, ennobling and purifying love, does not need the sanction

of state and church to give it those redeeming qualities? O, how like

another being she would feel if the sweet consciousness could be hers

that she was not unclean and defiled; but that her love was just as pure

and holy as in its highest, noblest sense it ever could be.

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