CHAPTER XI.

As the meeting was dismissed, all in a moment the earnest truth-seekers

were transformed into a social assemblage. Hearty handshaking abounded

and equally hearty laughter was heard upon all sides. For several

minutes it seemed to Imelda that she had been forgotten by her friend

who had been joined by the chairman of the afternoon, but she had more

than enough to occupy her mind in observing the scene before her, and

reviewing the two hours she had just passed through. Many and

conflicting were her emotions. Every word, almost, that had been spoken

had sunk deep into her heart and she again experienced all the

sensations of surprise and indignation she had felt, the mere memory of

which almost caused her heart to stand still and chill the blood in her

veins. Never in all the years of her young life had she dreamed of such

dark depths of hopeless woe.

Just then a hand lightly touched her arm and she heard Margaret’s sweet

voice:

“Imelda, my dear friend, permit me to introduce to you another friend,

Mr. Wallace.”

Imelda suddenly found herself confronted by the chairman of the meeting.

The interruption was opportune, as it recalled her to herself. Wilbur

Wallace’s darkly bronzed face was all aglow. A happy light shone from

the dark eyes and the clear strong voice had a ring in it that could

have been caused only by something very pleasant. The next moment

Imelda’s hand was folded in his strong clasp while the words: “I

consider myself fortunate in meeting Miss Ellwood here this afternoon,”

most pleasantly struck her ear, and he continued: “I very much hope that

the pleasure may be often renewed.” Imelda felt the icy clutch slowly

being removed that had been holding her enthralled; a more life-like

smile lit up her face as she replied:

“The pleasure will be mutual, I assure you.”

“Then we may hope to see you here again?”

“Why not?” she asked. “I have heard much this afternoon which, although

not pleasant in itself, was both new and interesting, and I have no

doubt I shall be able to learn much here which would be impossible for

me to learn elsewhere. While the facts, as they have been shown here

today, are almost impossible to believe, yet if true, it is time I knew

something about them. But I cannot see the remedy; how do you propose to

alleviate, or rather to banish such evils?”

Imelda’s dark eyes looked questioningly into the now serious face of

Wilbur Wallace, whose answer promptly came.

“The solution of that problem will, no doubt, be the work of future

years, albeit much can at the present time, and also in the near future,

be done to make the way clear. ‘Making the way clear’ is what we trying

to do. This is a meeting place for thinkers—free thinkers, all of them,

and no matter what their ideas of God, of the church, may be, they all

have come to the conclusion that there is something wrong somewhere, and

that church and state bear a large share of the blame, is plainly to be

seen. The so-greatly despised ‘anarchist’ is, I think, more largely

represented than others.” There was a quick uplifting of the brow of the

young girl at the mention of the word ‘anarchist.’

“I do not understand,” she said. “The colors wherewith I have seen the

name painted are not very attractive. If I have had a mistaken

impression I would like to have my error corrected.” At this moment the

old gentleman, Mr. Roland, accompanied by Miss Wood, stepped up to the

little group.

“What matter of importance is being discussed here with so much

interest?” broke in his pleasant voice. “I must confess to a desire to

join with you, but first permit me.” Here followed the necessary

introductions, then Wilbur Wallace spoke.

“Miss Ellwood being a stranger to our circle, is also a stranger to the

ideas usually discussed here. Consequently she finds them not unmixed

with a certain amount of gruesomeness.”

“And what particular idea, or object, or fact, is it that fills you thus

with unpleasant feelings?” asked Mr. Roland of Imelda.

“I think almost everything that I have heard spoken of here today. If

all I have heard here today be true, every young girl would be justified

in shrinking from marriage as she would from the brink of a dark abyss.”

“That is well expressed,” said Miss Wood; “and if we could but impress

that idea upon the mind of every woman there would soon be a new state

of affairs. When woman learns the true worth of herself she will insist

on the right to dispose of herself as she will see fit, and not as she

is commanded to do by the arbitrary laws of a society that is man-made.”

For a few moments Imelda was lost in thought, then her dark eyes flashed

upward.

“I understand that if woman could be successful she would be able to

enjoy a glorious freedom. But would not this very freedom have some very

undesirable results? Undesirable as a large family of children may be to

the majority of women, as it most inevitably dooms them to a life of

drudgery, yet under circumstances of unlimited freedom, such as you

advocate, how long would it be until the race would begin to dwindle

away? For many women, as I know them, would prefer not to be mothers at

all, and very few of them would wish for a large family. We all know

that the life of the infant is but a tender plant that sometimes does

not long survive the hour of its birth. Do you think such a state of

things would be desirable?”

“My dear Miss Ellwood,” Mr. Roland replied, “the idea of the extinction

of the race would indeed not be pleasant to contemplate, but the perfect

freedom of woman would naturally overcome the very dangers you fear. The

desired and gladly welcomed child will of necessity be superior to that

which is undesired and unwelcome. When a prospective mother is filled

with thoughts of that coming event she lives during that period only for

the well being of that mite of humanity. She will seek to observe, to

study, the laws of nature to their fullest extent, and being in the

possession of sexual freedom will soon learn to understand these

glorious laws. So children will be born into the world in a more normal

and healthy state than is now the case, and the result will be fewer

little graves. Then again woman will develop mentally and she will

bestow upon her unborn babe a legacy of brain power that at present,

under our corrupt social system, is an utter impossibility. So even

though there would not be so many undesired unfortunate beings called

into life the quality would be so vastly superior that the loss in

quantity would be anything but loss,—rather gain.”

“I agree with you,” Imelda said, “but here the question arises, How will

woman be enabled to gain this freedom that is to bring about so many

desirable results?”

Young Wallace made answer:

“Woman’s awakening to the consciousness that it is needful will be the

cornerstone upon which her freedom will be built, but she will need the

help and support of outward influence. So long as man is the slave of

‘the almighty dollar,’ so long will woman be the slave of man, because

in the present state of society she is dependent on man for her

maintenance. The economic battle goes hand in hand with that for woman’s

rights. Man needs woman’s aid in this battle for the rights of humanity,

and the blow that shatters the shackles of wage-slavery will also break

the chains that hold her sex in bondage. When the race becomes free her

battle will have been won, and she can begin to build up a new and

glorious race.”

Wallace’s eyes glowed as the enthusiasm wherewith he had spoken sent the

blood bounding through his veins. Imelda saw that Margaret’s eyes rested

with something more than mere admiration on his darkly handsome face.

All in an instant she understood—“Margaret’s love.” It shone in the

depths of her deep blue eyes, it trembled upon the sweet, dewy lips, it

burned in the glow of her cheek.

Imelda’s eyes reverted again to the face of the young man with renewed

interest; but her searching glance could detect nothing to his

discredit. It was a frank, open, manly countenance wherein she gazed, a

face women would involuntarily trust and little children love.

“At the same time,” now spoke Miss Wood, “you will permit us to begin to

exercise just a little of that freedom now. We will begin at home with

our individual selves and proclaim that no man shall ever say to us,

‘Thou shalt,’ or ‘Thou shalt not.’ How is it Miss Ellwood and Miss

Leland?”

The question was put rather laughingly and banteringly, as she turned

first to one, then the other of the two girls. Imelda had no answer but

a heightened color, but Margaret held out her hand which Miss Wood

readily clasped.

“I am with you,” she said. “I intend to win my lover’s love and hold it

too, but I will never buy it at the price of my freedom.”

“Bravo!” came simultaneously from the lips of the gentlemen, while the

hand of the elder gently patted her shoulder.

“That is what I call making remarkably free with my daughter. She

belongs to me and I object,” and the pleasant face of Mrs. Leland became

visible in close proximity to her daughter and Mr. Roland. Margaret’s

laugh rang out in sweetest music.

“Now! now! Mamma, you know better than that. If I am your daughter, I am

not your property. Don’t you know if I find pleasure in feeling Mr.

Roland’s hand on my shoulder—why—you have nothing to say.” This last was

said in so saucy a manner that it caused a general laugh, which having

subsided, she with sudden recollection added:

“Pardon me. I almost forgot, mamma,—this is the very dear friend I have

so often told you about,—Imelda Ellwood.” Mrs. Leland’s eyes rested for

a moment searchingly upon the face of the young girl; then, satisfied

with what she saw there, clasped both hands in hers and in a few words

caused her to feel quite at her ease. Then seating herself, she said:

“Proceed now. I know that I have broken into the midst of something very

interesting.”

“Only a continuation of our discussion,” replied Mr. Roland. “We have

been considering the rights of women in particular, and those of

humanity in general. The reason in this case is, to convince a beautiful

woman and win her as a convert,” bowing to Imelda, “which I hope is

justification in this case for becoming eloquent. I can assure you that

you have missed something, Mrs. Leland.”

“Well, if such is the case, I am sorry, but who is the convert that is

to be? You, Miss Ellwood?” looking inquiringly into Imelda’s face.

“Just so,” she answered, “and if I can gain a clearer insight into

things, the efforts of my friends may prove successful. But I must

remark that I seem to have gotten into a very pronounced set of

radicals.”

“Are you frightened?” asked Wilbur Wallace with a laugh, in which the

rest joined.

“Not in the least,” she retorted, “although the term ‘radical’ always

left the impression on my mind of something of a rather wild character.

But really, if what I have seen of them this afternoon are fair

specimens, they are a very well behaved species.”

A general laugh followed. Mr. Roland pronounced it almost six o’clock

and time to disperse. As a parting admonition Miss Wood turned to

Imelda.

“You seem to be a young woman of more than ordinary intelligence. It is

such as you whom we wish to win, to take an interest in the fate of

womankind,—in the fate of humanity. Permit your friend, Miss Leland, to

induce you again to join this circle, and I hope when next I see you

that I will find you one of us, heart and soul. Good bye, now, friends,

may your every effort be blessed with success.” With these words they

parted, she clinging to the arm of Mr. Roland, leaving our little group

of four alone. Arriving at the outside they found that it had already

grown quite dusk. For a moment there seemed to be an indecision on the

part of Margaret and Wilbur as to which direction they should take, when

Mrs. Leland decided the matter for them.

“Come with me to the nearest car, Margaret. It will take me almost to

our door, so I can very well go alone, while you and Wilbur can

accompany Miss Ellwood to her home.” Imelda protested, saying she was as

well able to go alone as Mrs. Leland, but the elder lady insisted,

supported by her young friends, and as a matter of course carried the

day.

“By the time you return,” she said, “I will have luncheon ready. Good

night, now, Miss Ellwood, I will not say good bye, as I hope to see you

often.” Waving her hand in adieu, she mounted the car and was gone.

Five minutes walk in another direction brought them to the car that it

was needful to take to reach Imelda’s home, and soon they were being

whirled along to their destination. The car was almost deserted, which

gave them an opportunity to continue their conversation. Margaret did

not say much, but seemed rather to enjoy listening to her friend and

lover as they traversed the same ground that she had passed over not so

very long since, for although the daughter of a radical mother, that

mother had not always been radical. The time was not very far gone by

when the old prejudices still held her in bondage, and the fear of what

the world might say, restrained her in all she would say and do.

Margaret long felt the influence of those earlier teachings. It had been

harder for her to break away from the old beliefs and superstitions than

for her mother; but—“Love works wonders” was true in this case. Wilbur

Wallace was of that type of men who are sure to win conviction where

once they gain a foothold. Gifted with a bright intellect and a manner

of speech both positive and fluent, he carried conviction to the minds

of his hearers. It had been at an entertainment, to which she had

accompanied her mother, that Margaret had first met Wilbur. The young

couple had from the first been attracted, which attraction soon ripened

into more than mere friendship.

But young Wallace was not without bitter experience; as he had observed

home and family life he had found it anything but perfect. He had seen a

sweet and gentle mother suffer from the arbitrary monogamy of her

married life to such extent that it had laid her in an early grave. The

lesson of the ending of that life had entered like a corroding iron into

the soul of her first born, a boy then but eighteen years of age. From

the hour his idolized mother was laid beneath the green sod he had never

entered his father’s home. Life was a problem he had set himself to

study, and the more he studied the greater the problem became. But he

was not easily daunted. He kept his eyes open, thus soon discovering

that the world was full of wrongs that needed righting.

Soon Wilbur Wallace’s name was classed among those who were laboring in

the cause of the poor and lowly. But woman’s cause seemed ever to lie

nearest his heart. The memory of one sweet woman lay enshrined within

the depths of his heart; for her sake he sought for truths that should

be the means of saving other women from a like heart-break. The faces of

two weeping girls, as he had seen them last, would arise before his

mind’s eye, and more firmly than ever did the resolve become rooted to

save them from a like fate. The years had rolled by; he was twenty-seven

and his sisters young women of twenty and twenty-three. He had never

seen them again, for many miles separated him from the place that had

known his childhood days.

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