CHAPTER X.

For an instant Imelda was startled. She had never seen Mrs. Leland and

had pictured to herself a different woman; but as she looked again she

could see the likeness between mother and daughter, and there crept into

her heart a thought of her own mother, and she contrasted the weary,

fretful, listless woman with this mother of her friend, who, after the

life of trials and sorrows that had been hers, had arisen in such

splendid self-confidence; who had burst the chains that bound her; who

now dared to hurl such scathing truths, like firebrands into a magazine

of powder, as it were, ready to stand by the result the explosion must

bring forth. She began to understand the source whence her young friend

received her strength of character.

Mrs. Leland’s words, even more than those of the lecturer, burned into

her heart as her thoughts wandered to her almost worshiped father, now

sleeping under the ground. Over her tortured heart crept a fear that

possibly even he had not been to that fretful, oft-times unjust mother,

all that he might have been. There might have been pitfalls carefully

hidden from her sight—for her mother never made a confidante of her

child. But she knew of the inharmonious life that had been theirs. She

could not remember ever having caught sight of the holy flame of love

between them. And yet—the babes had come. She knew the mother had not

desired them. She felt dazed. Her head swam, as these thoughts coursed

through it in much less time than it takes to trace them here.

But again someone was speaking, and again the horrors of married life

were pictured. How woman is sold! Woman has no outlet for her

overcharged feelings save in tempestuous temper and tears. Generally, in

time, the temper is subdued and the tears alone remain, and the world

wonders why woman so soon loses her attractive powers; why the sparkling

girl overflowing with magnetism turns so soon into the pale, weary,

hollow-eyed woman who finds life’s happiness turned to Dead Sea fruit

upon her lips.

As Imelda listened she felt as though a cold hand were clutching at her

throat. The world seemed slipping from beneath her feet. Then another

rose and in his turn spoke of the holiness of marriage, of the holiness

of the church, of the holiness of the state. Like hollow mockery the

words echoed and re-echoed in Imelda’s ears. What could be holy now

after she had seen the evil withdrawn and the sickening truth exposed to

view. Like one in a dream she listened and wondered that any one could

still be sincere in uttering such words as in all good faith this man

seemed to speak. It seemed as if, all in a moment, where had heretofore

appeared rose-strewn paths, she now saw only pitfalls whose yawning

depths were ready to engulf those who foolishly set their feet upon the

treacherous edge. Still, as in a daze, she realized that the speaker was

done, that once more Althea Wood was speaking. The clear, sweet voice

resounded through the room.

“My friends,” she said, “it would be indeed difficult to express the

pleasure I have felt listening to the discussion this afternoon. Nor can

I express how thankful I am that my cause has been so warmly championed,

notwithstanding the efforts of those who cannot as yet see this question

in the new light in which it is viewed by many of you. I agree with

those of my friends who claim that this vexed question does not receive

the attention that it deserves. It is sad and pitiful, but true, that

the average man and woman are so unwilling to hear this subject

discussed that it requires a great effort to speak of it. They may be

willing to pick up a book that treats on this subject, and, screened in

the seclusion of a private room, try to digest the writer’s ideas, but

under the fire of other eyes to hear from the lecturer’s lips these

tabooed subjects is quite another thing. So long, however, as sex is

considered impure, something for which the human race should blush, just

so long will it be not only a difficult but painful subject for

lecturers to discuss. The consciousness that we would probably be

misunderstood is unpleasant.

“O, that I might live to see the hour when this beautiful earth shall be

freed from the crushing fetters of custom; from the deadly poison of

superstition and prejudice; from the grinding heel of monopoly,—to see a

race of men and women enlightened, liberated, self-reliant, free. Not an

enforced freedom, keeping them ever on their guard, fearing the lurking

enemy in the entrenchments, back of the bulwarks of authority and the

fortifications of avarice and low desires. No! the time for such

hypocrisy will then have vanished. We shall then hail the time when a

race of freemen shall exist because of the universal demand for and

recognition of it. The race will have become purified in the fires of

truth, love and justice. When it shall have risen to the height where it

will have attained the full knowledge of its worth; where and when it

shall have demanded its rightful birthright, the right to own itself;

the right to the product of its toil; the right to recognize truth

wherever it is found.

“Just so soon as you make that demand, earnestly and sincerely, your

right will have come to you. Begin with recognizing the great truth that

you are an individual, that you are rightfully sole owner of your own

mind, of your own brain capacity. Let no outside influence enthrall you;

break your chains, set your mind at liberty, and it will soon work out

the salvation of the body. When once you can see that there are fetters

the desire to break them will come; the effort to break them will follow

the desire.

“Before I close I will say to my Christian critics that if there were

not so many laws there would not be so much of the ignorance of which

they now complain. Laws and customs keep the masses in the old ruts,

destroying the strength wherewith they otherwise could elevate

themselves to nobler heights. To the everlasting disgrace of the church

it must be said that its influence keeps the deluded masses in their

benumbed condition, content to spend their miserable lives in abject

slavery. Pitiable is the fact, but cruelly true, that many of them

desire nothing more ennobling than to seek oblivion of their troubles in

the depths of the intoxicating bowl.

“But Freethought is not the cause of this desire. Her mission is to

break the fetters that bind man’s mind; to sweep away the cobwebs and

mists of superstition; to slay the tyrant prejudice that bars the

entrance to the new and the true.

“When the truths of science shall have been mastered by the law-ridden

and priest-ridden people, when they shall have obtained the right to own

themselves, then with the disappearance of ignorance will also disappear

vice and crime. My heart aches at sight of this poor, deluded, cheated

people, daily robbed more and more by laws that were made for none but

slaves to obey. The rich man makes them and of course never expects to

come in contact with them otherwise than to inflict them upon those who

produce his wealth. Love needs no fetters. Nothing binds human hearts

but Love.

“So, once again I urge you to awake; to come to a realization of your

own thralldom, and then in turn to help others to awake to a

consciousness of this yoke of slavery borne by you all. Then the world

will move onward; will move rapidly toward that millennium that is to be

the realization of evoluted humanity.”

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