And when he entered the arbour once more, and saw her again, this time,
at the very sight of her, his heart trembled with delight, saying to
itself, as if with relief: Ah! she is still there. And she was
standing almost exactly in the attitude in which she stood before, save
only, that she was not quite so close to the brink of the abyss. But
she made a step towards it, as he entered, turning, and taking, as it
were, her stand beside it, as much as to say: Here is my friend, and my
defender, and my refuge. And all the surprise had vanished from her
face: and instead of it, the eyes, with which she looked at him in
doubt, were full of dark suspicion and distrust, mixed with
apprehension. And they watched him, with close attention, as if she
expected that, like a panther, he might make a sudden spring upon her,
before she could escape. And she seemed to say to him, with silent
alarm and indignation: What! has he actually returned? Ha! it is as I
feared. And now, my only refuge lies at the very bottom of the gorge.
And then, as if afraid lest she should put her threat into execution,
out of terror, before he could prevent her, the King said hastily: O
mountain maiden, do not be afraid, to see me return: for I have done
so, only because I was ashamed, first, for having broken in upon thy
privacy, and then again, still more, for having left thee so abruptly,
without explaining or excusing my intrusion. And if I am guilty, I am
not without excuse: nor myself the one to blame: since I was brought
here by the minister, Yogeshwara, who told me to expect in this arbour
the arrival of the Guru of the King. And being an utter stranger, I
know not, if I go away alone, whither to turn my steps. But in any
case, I do adjure thee, to dismiss thy apprehension: since thou hast
absolutely no occasion at all for alarm.
And while he spoke, she stood, listening, with suspicion, to his
apology: and when he finished, all at once, she turned upon him like a
fury, and exclaimed, stamping her little foot upon the ground: And how
dared Yogeshwara bring thee to my arbour? Did I not refuse, when he
begged me to lend it him, and yet, has he had the audacity to borrow
it, against my will? and use it, as an inn, for passing strangers? And
as the King stood, aghast, amazed at the sudden storm of indignation
that fell upon him, like a traveller overtaken by a thundercloud, yet
all the while wondering at the beauty of the lightning threatening to
strike him, all at once, recollection suddenly brought into his mind,
what Yogeshwara had said to him, just before he went away. And he
murmured to himself: Apparently the owner of this arbour,
notwithstanding Yogeshwara's diligence, is before me after all, and
certainly this arbour is, as it seems, the very last place to which I
should have come. And as he thought, all at once she said to him, with
irritation: And who then art thou, whom he has placed here, as if on
purpose to disturb me, and terrify me and annoy me?
And as the King looked at her, he said to himself: Now I shall pay for
Yogeshwara's impertinence. And I feel like a culprit before her, and
yet, somehow or other, her anger is delightful, like that of a child
whose toy is broken, about to fly into a passion with anyone it sees.
And he said: O maiden, be not angry with the innocent. For I am only
Chand the son of Chand, arrived here this very morning on a visit of
importance to thy King.
And as he spoke, she started with surprise: and then all at once, as he
watched her, all her anger suddenly disappeared. And a smile, like
that of one who recollects, crept over her face: and she dropped all
her flowers upon the floor, and began to clap her hands. And she
exclaimed: Ha! now I remember, and who else could it be? And I wonder
that I did not think of it before: since they say, King Chand is a
giant, and thy size is, as it were, thy guarantee, and the proof of thy
words. And now, then, I will solve thy problem, in the matter of this
arbour, by instantly going away myself, and leaving it to thee: to
await by thyself the arrival of the Guru: for as to Yogeshwara, he
shall learn another time, the danger of employing my arbour as an inn.
And instantly, she drew her veil around her face,[11] and came very
quickly towards him, to pass by him, and escape by the door. But Chand
put out his hand, as though to stop her, exclaiming: O daughter of King
Mitra, for I cannot doubt that thou art she, I should be altogether
inexcusable, if I came here only to deprive thee, and as it were, expel
thee from thy arbour by my coming. See now, I will myself depart the
very moment that the Guru arrives: and in the meantime, wilt thou not
dismiss thy alarm and indignation, and suffer me to remain with thee,
till he appears?
And as he spoke, Yogeshwara in his ambush exclaimed in delight: Ha! I
did her wrong, and she is very clever. For now she has brought him to
the point of begging for permission to remain, never dreaming, that
that is exactly what she wishes him to do herself. And I thought that
she had driven him away: but she, like a skilful angler, knew, that the
hook was already in the jaws of her royal fish.
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So as the King spoke, with imploring eyes, and entreaty in his voice,
she turned suddenly towards him, and began as it were to examine him,
with curiosity and amazement. And after a while she said, as if with
incredulity: Have my own ears turned traitors, and is it now, that they
are playing me false, or was it then, when, as I thought, I heard thee
name thyself King Chand the son of Chand? And Chand said: Nay, but I
am actually he. And she laughed scornfully, and exclaimed: Art thou
absolutely sure, that thou hast not mistaken thy identity? Can it be,
that thou art really Chand? For I have heard, that of all companions
in the world, women are those from whom he most desires to escape.
And she looked at him awhile, with eyes, of which he could not tell,
whether that which filled their blue was disbelief or derision or
amusement; and all at once, she turned away, and went back to her
basket, and began once more to busy herself about its flowers, kneeling
down beside it. And after a while, she turned her head towards him,
and said, shooting at him a glance out of the very corner of her eye:
King Chand has my permission, if he chooses, to remain, till the Guru
arrives: and in the meanwhile, I crave his permission to return to my
work among my flowers, in which his uninvited entrance interrupted me:
since such a thing as I am is not fit for such a hero as is he: nor can
it be supposed that conversation such as mine could possibly amuse him.
And yet, would the King deign to be advised by such a thing as me, he
would go instantly away, without losing any time: for there is danger
in remaining.
And Chand said: Where, and of what nature is the danger? And as he
spoke, she turned round, and bent her great blue eyes upon him, with
her two lips closed, as though determined not to smile, almost into a
ball, so that they exactly resembled a ripe _bimba_ fruit. And she
seemed as it were to say to him: Dost thou not recognise, who is the
danger? And after a while, she turned away, saying: The danger is,
that King Chand may utterly wreck his reputation for misogyny, by
betraying an inclination for the society of women. For I think that
his friends in the plains would be very much astonished; if they knew
that he had actually gone so far as to return of his own accord to an
arbour, out of which the unsuspected and abominable presence of one of
that insignificant and useless sex had originally driven him.
And then she sat in silence, stealing at him every now and then glances
from eyes he could not see, that resembled soft flashes of lightning in
the form of blue and silent laughter, from under the long lashes which
as he watched her he could see standing out from her round soft cheek
like the roof of a house. And though she never laughed, he knew that
she was laughing at him, by that very cheek, from which he could not
take his eyes, resembling as it did a very incarnation of round, soft,
delicious, unpunishable impertinence, that attracted him with so
irresistible a longing for its owner that he could hardly breathe. And
yet he was filled with shame, and confusion, and rage against himself,
and also against her; and all the while he felt, that his anger against
her was as it were impotent and helpless, for his soul began as it were
to turn traitor to him, going over in spite of himself to her side.
And so he stood, gazing at her in wrath that was mixed with a smile of
delight, utterly unable either to say or to do anything at all. And he
strove to be offended with her, in vain, in spite of the shame and
exasperation that she was pouring into his heart. And so as he stood,
like a picture of wounded pride and helpless irresolution, all at once,
she looked round, and as it were caught him unawares, standing at her
mercy, abashed and ashamed, the very target of her mocking eyes. And
utterly unable to endure it any longer, he suddenly turned and ran out
of the arbour, as if he were escaping from a foe.