TONIGHT I am on guard. I have just taken a walk around the cars. It is

the hour before the dawn, and the cold, grey mist hangs over all, robing

the jagged ruins and harmonizing the rough outlines into something more

human, while accentuating the stare of the vacant window-openings. There

is the first crescent of the moon in the sky. Two companies of artillery

have just passed along the road. The guns and caissons creak and rumble,

and the men, preserving a sleepy silence, bend forward on their horses,

their heavy sabres smacking against the horses’ sides, and their blue

uniforms melting into the mist.

The officer halts to water his horse, and we chat for a minute. The

_contre-avions_ are after a raider headed for Bar-le-Duc, and I put out

my lantern. We smile as the shrapnel bursts more than a mile from the

machine. The officer speaks a few words of praise about his men, then

vaults on his horse. We exchange “_bonne chance_” and he canters off

down the road, disappearing in the blue-grey mist.

* * * * *

A RUMOR creeps into camp that the next attack will be at V——. More

rumors follow, supported by the increased traffic. We are on the main

road to V——, and are keenly critical. We take out our maps and examine

the outline of the front in the sector just as if we knew something

about it. Would-be strategists hold forth in heated arguments, and many

bitter debates follow. Those of us who have the early watch just at

daybreak notice many companies of _soixante-quinzes_ rumbling by each

morning, and observe that they take the left fork of the road. This is

important, for the left road leads towards M——, which is really not in

our sector. More argument follows, and ears are constantly strained to

catch the first augmentation of the distant thunder of the guns, and to

determine from which end of the sector it comes.

Now all the officers admit that an attack is to ensue shortly, but they

do not know when. We tune up our cars and get our baggage ready, as we

may be called. The lieutenant receives some orders and warns us to be

ready to move on a moment’s notice.

The traffic is incessant now. _Camions_ with shells, barbed wire,

_camouflage_ cloth, _torpilles_, and more shells rush by. Convoys pass

filled with troops, cheering wildly, thirty-five hundred or more in an

evening. The thunder is gradually intensified, and the sky flashes

faintly in the distance like heat lightning. From a hilltop artillery

rockets and star-shells can be seen in the far horizon. More troops keep

going up, and the guns pound the line with unabated fury.

It is evening, and we are formed in a circle listening to some story.

The lieutenant walks up to us:

“We move at seven in the morning,” he says laconically, and steps off.

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IV

AT THE FRONT

THIS time we have a different run. It is from Montzéville to Hill 239,

and the wounded are brought in through the communication trench which

leads to Mort Homme—the well-named Dead Man’s Hill. The road was once

lined for a distance of perhaps a mile with towering poplars, evinced by

the size of the stumps, but now not one of them is left higher than

three or four feet. The road runs the entire distance across open

meadows, and as what _camouflage_ there was has been shot away by the

Boche in his search for two 220 batteries, which have long since moved

on, the enemy _saucisses_ can regulate the traffic quite simply. The

place has been shot up so much recently that there has been no time to

repair the roads fully, and now there are long stretches temporarily

patched with rough, broken stone, which makes bad going. Riding forward,

one sees large German shells breaking on the road ahead like sudden

black clouds, which disappear slowly and convey to the mind

uncomfortable premonitions.

Mort Homme comes suddenly and bleakly into view about two kilometres on

our left,—a hill, not exceedingly high, commanding a great plain, it is

imposing only in the memory of the rivers of blood that have flowed down

its sides. Once—and looking at it one can scarcely believe it—this was

covered with trees and vegetation like many another less famous hill.

Now it is reduced to a mere sandpile, pitted with the scars of a million

shells. After standing the continuous bombardment of both combatants for

over a year, there is left not a stick of vegetation, nor an inch of

ground that has not been turned over by shells many times. Crowned by

the pink of the sunset, it stands there on the plain a great monument to

the glorious death of thousands.

The French lost many thousands of lives in their attempts to capture

Mort Homme, and were very bitter, consequently, against its defenders.

There was a large tunnel running through the hill, and when three sides

had been captured and both ends of the tunnel were held, it was

discovered that they had trapped there three thousand Germans. I talked

with a man who walked through the tunnel the day after the massacre and

he told me that it was literally inches deep in blood.

Arrived at the _poste_, which is nothing more than a hole in the ground,

we stand around while the _brancardiers_ load the car and exchange lies

with any one who happens to be there. The Boche sends a dozen or more

shells whining over our heads to break on the road or beside it, and

near enough for every one to gravitate slowly towards the _abri_ in

preparation for a wild dive should the next shell fall much nearer. One

man asked me why they put stairs leading into an _abri_, as nobody ever

thought of using them. When I asked him how else one would get out, he

said he had never thought of that.

There is nothing quite so uncomfortable to hear as the near whistle of a

shell. The more one hears the sound the more it affects him. There is

something in the sharp whine which seems to create despair and induce

subconscious melancholy. There is a feeling of helplessness and

powerlessness that is most depressing. The thunder of the guns or the

crash of the bursting shells cannot be compared with the sound of this

approaching menace. It is as if some demon from the depths of Hades were

hurtling towards you, its weird laughter crying out, calling to you and

chilling your blood. For the second of its passage a hush falls on the

conversation, and the best jokes die in dry throats. But it is only for

that second, and instantly laughter rings out again at some jest.

Speculations or comments are made on the probable or observed place

where it exploded, and all is the same except for that subconscious

tenseness which, for the most part unrealized, grips every man while he

goes about his work here.

The first ordeal by fire is the easiest. It is then but a new and

interesting sensation and experience. Later, after one has seen the

effect and had some close calls, it is more of a nervous strain. The

whine of a shell is very high-pitched, and after a time the sound wears

distinctly on the nerves. It is a curious fact that, in spite of the

philosophy developed, the longer a man has been under shell-fire the

harder it is for him to stand it. By no means would he think of showing

it, but he would not deny the fact. It is only the philosophy and

callousness developed which keep the men from breaking down, and in many

cases the strain on the nerves becomes so great that men do collapse

under it. This is one of the forms of so-called “shell-shock.”

The car loaded with _blessés_, we start back, driving more slowly this

time, as precious lives are in our care and jolts must be avoided

wherever possible. We find the road still more “out of repair” than when

we went over it before, with a number of new shell-holes varying from

two to ten feet in diameter, and much wood, dirt, and torn _camouflage_

strewn about, and often a horse lying where it was hit, its blood

coloring the mud in the gutter.

Approaching the town of Montzéville one sees at first a

wood—_ci-devant_—now a few blackened tree-trunks of spectre-like

appearance against the grey of the evening sky. Behind these appears the

town, a mass of jagged ruins, at that distance seeming to be absolutely

deserted. In fact it is, except for the dozen odd men who live in two or

three scattered _abris_ for some obscure purpose. An air of desolation

and despair broods over the place, and God knows it has seen enough to

haunt it.

From Montzéville we ride on to Dombasle and Jouy, the hospital, and

after handing over our more or less helpless charges to the tender

mercies of the _brancardiers_, we return to the relay station at

Montzéville to wait for our next roll, and to wonder what possible good

those _poilus_ can be doing who sit all day so peacefully at the door of

the _abri_ opposite ours, sipping _Pinard_ and smoking their cigarettes.

* * * * *

THE soldiers at the front are always looking for the bright side of

life, and after a little one gets to see humor in many more things than

he would have believed possible at home. As an example, there seems to

be little humor connected with a funeral, yet one of the times I saw the

_poilus_ most amused was one day at P 4, our relay station, on such an

occasion.

There had been an intermittent bombardment, and we were sitting or

standing inside the _abri_ waiting for it to let up. The _abri_ was

located in the corner of a graveyard, and there was always the

unpleasant feeling that the next rain might wash a few bones in on us.

The _abri_ was small, very crowded, and, as it was several feet

underground, none too well ventilated. Every one spent long stretches

here, and brought his food with him. What was too poor to eat soon mixed

with the mud on the floor, lending an unsavory odor to the atmosphere.

Presently one of the Frenchmen went out to see if the bombardment had

stopped. This is discovered by the same method one ascertains whether or

not it is raining—if he gets wet the storm is not over. The bombardment

was not over, and we waited. At last it seemed to have let up, only an

occasional shell crashing into the woods across the road, and we went

out to stretch and get a breath of air.

The _poilus_ gathered our inquisitive friend from the surrounding

shrubbery and trees and put him into several empty sandbags which they

laid on a stretcher, carefully placing the head, which appeared to have

been solid enough to withstand the shock, at the upper end. Another man

carried a freshly-made pine-wood coffin. In high spirits, the assembled

soldiers formed a procession and marched into the graveyard, singing

alternately a funeral dirge and “Madelon,” the French “Tipperary.” This

graveyard, not being on the firing-line itself, was rather a formal

affair. The graves were laid out in neat rows, and each man had one all

to himself with a wooden cross and his name on it. Of course

occasionally the shells did a little mixing, but that was a jest of the

Fates which disturbed no one, least of all those who were mixed.

Arrived at the grave, the _poilus_ rolled in the fragments of our late

friend and covered them with dirt.

“_Not a drum was heard, not a funeral note._”

Then they came back, roaring with laughter and tossing the coffin in the

air. The hero had expected the coffin and they had fooled him. Now they

could use it again.

The usual method of burial on the French front, where there is little

time to attend to such matters, is to dig a ditch six feet wide, ten

feet deep, and twenty feet long approximately. As each man is killed,

time and circumstances permitting, he is divested of his coat and shoes,

and his pockets are emptied. He is then thrown into the ditch and

covered with a few shovelfuls of dirt. This system is all very well

until new divisions relieve those in the trenches, and start digging

ditches for their own men. As there are no marks to show the location of

the old ones, they sometimes uncover rather unpleasant sights.

The reputation we have gained at home of being cold-blooded and lacking

in the finer senses is undeserved. While one is in it he cannot permit

himself to realize or dwell on the horrors or they would overwhelm him

and drive him insane. What is more natural than for the reaction to turn

the matter into jest and joke, to permit it to glance from the surface

without inflicting a wound?—“_C’est la guerre._”

* * * * *

PLUNGED suddenly from the commonplaces of peace into the seething

cauldron of war, France has had to adjust herself. Every one without

exception has lost many who were dear to him and much that he had

considered essential. The homes and hopes of thousands have been

blasted. Destruction, following in the wake of the invaders, has laid

waste much of the land, in many cases irreparably.

Entering the war a man is possessed of the greatest seriousness. He

thinks of its causes, the results both immediate and future, and of the

effect of each on him. He is stunned by what he believes himself to be

bearing up under. Then, as he moves up into the zone, into service and

action, and sees how others are affected, how much suffering and

misfortune come to them, he merges his troubles with theirs, realizing

the pettiness and insignificance of his own in the _tout ensemble_. He

laughs, and from this laugh springs the philosophy,—“_C’est la guerre._”

If a fly falls in his soup, if his best friend is blown to bits before

him, if his home and village are destroyed, he calmly shrugs his

shoulders, and remarks, “_C’est la guerre._”

* * * * *

THE roads at the front are cared for by a class of unsung heroes, the

roadbuilders. Back of the lines German prisoners are often used for this

work, but it is a rule of warfare that prisoners must not be worked

under fire, and the Allies observe this as the other rules of civilized

warfare. The roads are the arteries of the front, and during an attack

the enemy does his best to cripple them. If he succeeds, the troops in

the trenches, cut off from food, ammunition, and other supplies, are at

his mercy. During one attack through which I worked, the Boche, whose

hobby is getting ranges down to the inch and applying them as all other

things in a definite system, put a 150 every ten yards down the more

important roads.

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All work in the zone is done by three classes of workers, excluding the

necessary military operations carried on by the troops in action. First,

there are the German prisoners who do every kind of work out of the zone

of fire. Then there are the French prisoners in the army, who have

committed some military crime, from sneezing in ranks to shooting a

colonel. Instead of serving time in a guardhouse, these are put in the

front-line trenches and kept there unarmed to build up the parapet,

attend to the drains, stop Boche bullets, and perform other functions.

If, for instance, a French soldier sends a letter through the civil

instead of the military mails, where the censorship is more strict, he

receives a thirty days’ sentence. If these prisoners make a suspicious

move they are shot by their own men. Second timers are rare, but many

serve life sentences.

Then there is the third class, a regular branch of the army, a

subdivision of the engineers, termed _pionniers_. The engineers do the

nastiest work in the army, and the _pionniers_ do the nastiest work in

the engineers. It is their duty to see that the wire is properly cut

before a charge, that the parapet is in repair and does not lack

sandbags,—and it is in this class that the roadbuilders come.

All along the roads lie piles of broken stone, which are continually

replaced by loads from the rear. At intervals are placed _abris_ filled

with roadbuilders who watch until a shell hits the road in their sector.

Then, almost before the dirt settles, they rush out armed with shovels,

and pile this rough stone into the hole and rush back again to shelter,

to wait for the next shell, which is not long in coming. This rough

patching is consolidated later when the sector quiets down, but does

admirably for the time-being, as the mud and traffic push it rapidly

into shape.

Steam-rollers are then sent up to finish the work, but find themselves

_persona non grata_ when left over night in the middle of a narrow and

muddy road, with no lights showing. We _ambulanciers_ are not fond of

the species at any time, as they seem to have a great affinity for

six-inch shells. When disintegrated, any one of the numerous parts

blocks our way. We are perfectly content to have the task left to the

simple roadbuilder, who proves less of an obstruction after meeting a

one-fifty.

* * * * *

MANY undeveloped instincts lie dormant in the subconscious mind of man.

In this war, where man has turned back the pages of civilization to live

and act for a period of time as a glorified cave-dweller, a number of

these unknown faculties have been discovered and developed.

Many animals have the power of seeing in the dark, and all species can

sense an unknown danger. These senses have been denied to civilized man,

but the primitive life at the front has developed them and other

instincts in those who live there so that it seems as if man might again

become possessed of all his latent powers.

A man going along a road has a conviction that if he continues he will

be killed. He makes a wide detour to avoid the road, and a shell strikes

where he would have been. Then again, men have premonitions that they

will be killed in the next attack or battle. All this is coupled with

absolute fatalism. They feel either that they are going to be killed or

will live through everything, and whichever it is, they merely shrug

their shoulders, remark, “_C’est la guerre_,” and permit nothing to

alter their belief. Many say that the shell with their name on it has

not yet been made, or if it has—“Why worry? We cannot escape it.” I

carried one man, while doing evacuation work, who had served three years

without a scratch, and when _en repos_ had fallen from an apple tree and

broken his leg. He thought it a great joke.

The _ambulancier_ has developed two of these instincts to quite a

degree. The first is that he can always locate an _abri_, his or some

one else’s, and disappear in it with astounding rapidity. The second is

that he can keep the road with no lights. This has to be done almost

entirely by instinct on many nights, and we find it usually safer to

make a turn where the “inner voice” directs us rather than where we

remember it should be. It is not remarkable, of course, that an

occasional car falls into a ditch or a shell-hole, but astonishing

rather how seldom this happens. While our Fords never attained any great

speed in night driving, I rode once with a friend from another section

in a Fiat, when he drove in pitch darkness faster than fifty miles an

hour, taking every turn accurately and safely by instinct and luck.

* * * * *

THE mud plays havoc with calculations, and we long to set our foot once

again on dry land. All the water in France seems to have gone into mud.

Water has never been a popular beverage here, and now it is even less

so. One horrified _poilu_, who had observed me drinking a glass of

water, asked if it did not give me indigestion. At the front there is

good reason for this. With so many men buried in the ground and so many

animals uninterred on it, all the springs are contaminated, and the

germs of every disease lurk in the water.

The French army provides a light red wine to take its place. This wine

is little stronger than grape juice and is the _Pinard_ of the _poilus_.

The government also provides tobacco which, to quote one _ambulancier_,

cannot be smoked without a gas mask.

The water in the streams is little better, and a bath in one of them

gives more moral than physical satisfaction. One French artilleryman

told me with great glee of seeing from his observation post a company of

German soldiers marched down to a river for a bath. As soon as they were

in the water he signalled the range to his battery, and they put a

barrage between the bathers and their clothes.

* * * * *

VERDUN is more than a name now—it is a symbol. France’s glorious fight

here with her back to the wall has gone down in history as a golden

page. The foe thundered at the gates and the gates held,—held for months

while the fate of France hung in the balance, and then opening, the

hosts of France poured out and drove the foe back mile by mile, bitter

miles.

The city does not boast an unscarred building, but these wounds do not

bleed in vain. For every one here there shall be two across the frontier

when the day of reckoning comes. An awe-inspiring silence broods over

the littered streets. There are no civilians here now, but many

soldiers, and as one walks an occasional cheer greets him,—“_Vive

l’Amérique!_”

The enemy has been driven back so far by this time that not more than

half a dozen vengeful shells a day are directed towards the violated

cathedral, its subterranean vaults blown open and exposed, its walls

struck, its windows shattered, and its roof fallen. A walk through this

city, divided by the peaceful Meuse, would convince one, if nothing had

before, that this war is not in vain, and that no force should be

spared, no rest taken until the nation which has perpetrated these

million crimes be crushed, that it may never strike like this again.

* * * * *

A BATTLE is made up of a number of attacks, and a push consists of a

number of battles. Consequently, each attack is most important as it is

one of the single stones out of which the wall of the push is

constructed. The taking of A—— was a small attack in itself, but it was

a part of the foundation on which was built the great August push at

Verdun.

Our section rolled into a town about four miles from A—— three days

before the attack proper was scheduled to begin. We established our

headquarters there, and our relay station and _poste de secours_ in the

Hesse Forest, the latter just behind the third-line trenches.

In the Champagne push the year before the French had not had nearly

enough artillery support, and it had cost them many lives. It is

something one hears spoken of rarely. To avoid a repetition of this

disaster they had massed for this attack in one wood six thousand guns

varying in calibre from the famous 75’s to several batteries of 380’s,

mounted on a railroad a stone’s throw from our sleeping quarters.

However, as we had no time for sleep, it made little difference. The 75

is about a three-inch gun, and the 380, a sixteen approximately.

Starting in three days before the attack, these guns began firing as

steadily as they could without overheating. Very often in our front

_abri_ it was impossible to write because of the vibration. One day,

when we stopped in the woods to change a punctured tire, the car was

knocked off the jack by the shocks several times before we could remove

the tire, and at last we had to run in on the rim.

Finally, just before the men were to go over the top, the barrage was

set down in front of the trenches and the men climbed over the parapet,

and started walking towards the enemy. It is always possible to tell the

_tir de barrage_ by the sound of the guns. There is a certain regularity

which is lacking when each gun is firing at independent targets, and the

steady thunder gives one the feeling of a tremendous hammer smashing,

smashing, irresistibly, each blow falling true and hard, and following

one another with the regularity of the machines in a giant factory.

A perfect barrage is impenetrable, with the shells falling so near

together and with such short intervals of time between that nothing can

survive it. The only possibility is the inaccuracy of some one or more

guns which will put a number of shells out of the line and leave a break

or opening.

Before the attack the officers all have their watches carefully

synchronized, as a mistake of one minute may cost many lives. Walking

ahead of their men, keeping them the right distance behind the solid

wall of flame and steel, they wait until a certain minute when the

barrage is lifted a number of yards and then advance to that distance.

In the orders, the minute the barrage is to be lifted and the distance

are given out beforehand; for to advance the soldiers too quickly would

be to put them under fire from their own guns.

In this attack the first wave passed over the destroyed wire, and on

reaching the enemy’s front-line trenches could not distinguish them from

the rest of the ground, and found no living thing there. The second-line

trenches were little better, and they got their fighting at the

third-line trenches. So perfect had the preparation and execution of

this attack been that the Bois d’A—— was cleared of the enemy in

thirteen minutes from the time the French left their trenches.

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