my life, I feel too sensibly I shall fall in your estimation; but I do
not wish to appear better than I am, and perhaps you will pity while
condemning me. The idea of voluntarily leaving this world had already
occurred to me in several fits of melancholy, but the fear of God had
hitherto made me repel the thought. The simplest circumstance, and
apparently the least calculated to trouble me, came near causing my
eternal loss. I had just experienced a new affliction. A little dog
had been given us some years previous. My sister was fond of him, and
after her death the poor animal was, I acknowledge, a real comfort to
me. We were, I suppose, indebted to his ugliness for his making our
house his refuge. He had been rejected by everybody else, but was a
treasure in the asylum of a leper. In gratitude to God for the favor
of such a friend, my sister called him _Miracle_, and his name--such
a contrast to his ugliness--and his constant friskiness often
dispelled our sorrows. In spite of my care, he sometimes got out, and
it never occurred to me it might injure any one. But some of the
inhabitants of the town became alarmed, thinking he might bring among
them the germ of my disease. They sent a complaint to the commander,
who ordered the dog to be killed immediately. Some soldiers followed
by several civilians came here at once to execute this cruel order.
They put a cord around his neck in my presence, and dragged him away. 774
I could not help looking at him once more as he was going out of the
gate; his eyes were turned towards me, as if to beg the assistance
which it was not in my power to give. They wished to drown him in the
Doire, but the crowd waiting on the outside stoned him to death. I
heard his cries, and took refuge in my tower more dead than alive; my
trembling knees refused to support me; I threw myself on my bed in a
state impossible to describe. My grief made me regard the just though
severe order only as a cruelty as atrocious as it was needless, and,
though I am now ashamed of the feeling that then excited me, I cannot
yet think of it with coolness. I passed the whole day in the greatest
agitation. I had been deprived of the only living thing I had, and
this new blow reopened all the wounds of my heart.
“Such was my condition when, that same day, towards sunset, I came
here, and seated myself on the very rock where you are now sitting. I
had been meditating awhile on my sad lot, when I saw a newly-married
couple appear yonder, near the two birches at the end of the hedge.
They came along the foot-path through the meadow, and passed by me.
The sweet peace that an assured happiness confers was imprinted on
their handsome faces. They were walking slowly arm-in-arm. All at once
they stopped; the young woman leaned her head upon her husband’s
breast, who clasped her in his arms with joy. Shall I confess it? Envy
for the first time penetrated my heart. Such a picture of happiness
had never struck me before. I followed them with my eyes to the end of
the meadow. They were nearly hidden by the trees when I heard a joyful
cry. It came from the united families who were coming to meet them.
Old men, women, and children surrounded them. I heard a confused
murmur of joy. I saw among the trees the bright colors of their
dresses, and the whole group seemed enveloped in a cloud of happiness.
I could not endure the sight: the torments of hell seized hold of my
heart. I turned away my eyes, and fled to my cell. O God! how
frightfully lonely and gloomy it seemed. ‘It is here, then,’ I said to
myself--‘I am to live for ever here. After dragging out a wretched
existence, I must await the long-delayed end of my life! The Almighty
has diffused happiness, and in torrents, among all living creatures,
and I--I alone!--am without support, without friends, without a
companion.--What a terrible destiny!’
“Full of these sad thoughts, I forgot there is one Being who is the
Comforter. I was beside myself. ‘Why,’ I said to myself, ‘was I
permitted to behold the light? Why has Nature been so cruel a
step-mother to me?’ Like a disinherited child, I saw before me the
rich patrimony of the human race, of my share of which heaven had
defrauded me. ‘No, no,’ I cried in my fury, ‘there is no happiness for
thee on earth. Cease, then, to live, poor wretch! Thou hast disgraced
the earth long enough with thy presence: would it might swallow thee
up and leave no trace of thy miserable existence!’ My fury continuing
to increase, a mad desire to destroy myself took possession of my
mind. I resolved at last to set fire to my dwelling, and allow myself
to be burned up in it with everything else that might recall my
memory. Excited and enraged, I went forth into the fields. I wandered
for some time in the darkness around my dwelling. I gave vent to my
overburdened heart in involuntary shrieks, and frightened myself in the 775
silence of the night. I reentered full of rage, crying: ‘Woe to thee,
Leper! Woe to thee!’ And, as if everything conspired for my
destruction, I heard the echo from the ruins of the Château de
Bramafan repeating distinctly: ‘Woe to thee!’ I stopped, seized with
horror, at the door of the tower, and a faint echo from the mountains
repeated a long time after, ‘Woe to thee!’
“I took a lamp, and, resolved to set fire to my dwelling, went into
the lowest room, carrying with me some twigs and dry branches. It was
the room my sister occupied, and I had not entered it since her death.
Her arm-chair was in the same spot where I moved it for the last time.
I shivered with fear at the sight of her veil and some of her clothing
scattered around. The last words she uttered before her departure came
back to my mind: ‘I shall not forsake you when I die: remember, I
shall always be with you in your sufferings.’ Placing the lamp on the
table, I perceived the cord which held the cross she wore on her neck.
She had placed it herself within her Bible. I drew back, filled with
awe at the sight. The depths of the abyss into which I was about to
plunge were at once revealed to my unsealed eyes. Trembling, I
approached the sacred volume. ‘Here, here,’ I cried, ‘is the aid she
promised me!’ Drawing the cross from the book, I found a sealed note
which my dear sister had left for me. My tears, which grief had not
hitherto allowed me to shed, now escaped in torrents: all my
detestable projects vanished at once. I pressed the precious letter to
my heart a long time before I could read it: then, falling on my knees
to implore the divine mercy, I sobbingly read the words that will be
for ever graven on my heart: ‘Brother, I shall soon leave you, but
not forsake you. From heaven, which I hope to enter, I will watch over
you, praying God to give you the courage to endure life with
resignation till it pleases him to reunite us in another world. Then I
shall be able to show you how much I loved you. Nothing will prevent
me any longer from approaching you: nothing can separate us. I leave
you the little cross I have worn all my life. It has often consoled me
in my sorrows and been the only witness of my tears. Remember, when
you look upon it, that my last prayer was that you might live and die
a good Christian.’
“Cherished letter! it shall never leave me. I will carry it with me to
the grave. It will open to me the gates of heaven which my crime would
have closed for ever. When I had finished reading it, I felt faint,
exhausted by all I had undergone. My sight grew dim, and, for some
time, I lost both the remembrance of my misfortunes and the
consciousness of existence. When I came to myself, the night was far
advanced. In proportion to the clearness of my mind, I experienced a
feeling of profound peace. All that had taken place the evening before
seemed like a dream. My first impulse was to raise my eyes heavenward
in thanksgiving for having been preserved from the greatest of
misfortunes. The heavens had never appeared so serene and glorious:
one star before my window outshone the rest. I gazed at it a long time
with inexpressible delight, thanking God for granting me the pleasure
of beholding it, and felt interiorly consoled at the thought that some
of its rays were permitted to cheer the gloomy home of the Leper.
“I went up to my cell in a calmer frame. I spent the remainder of the
night in reading the Book of Job, and the sublimity of his thoughts at 776
length entirely dispelled the gloomy ideas that had beset me. I never
experienced such fearful moments during my sister’s life. To feel her
near me made me at once calmer, and the very thought of the affection
she had for me afforded me consolation, and inspired me with courage.
“Compassionate stranger! may God preserve you from ever being obliged
to live alone! My sister and my companion is no more. But heaven will
grant me the strength to endure life courageously; it will grant it, I
trust, for I pray for it with all the earnestness of my heart.”
“How old was your sister when she died?”
“She was barely twenty-five, but her sufferings made her look much
older. In spite of her fatal disease, which changed her features, she
would have been handsome, had it not been for her frightful pallor,
the result of a living death which made me groan whenever I looked at
her.”
“She died quite young?”
“Her delicate and feeble constitution could not resist so many
sufferings combined: for some time I had perceived her loss
inevitable. Her lot was so sad that I could not desire her to live.
Seeing her daily languishing and wasting away, I felt, with a fearful
kind of joy, that the end of her sufferings was approaching. For a
month she had been growing weaker; frequent swoons were constantly
threatening her life. One evening (it was about the first of August) I
saw her so weak that I was unwilling to leave her. She was in her
arm-chair, not having been able to lie down for several days. I seated
myself near her, and in the profound darkness we held our last
conversation. I could not restrain my tears. A sad presentiment
agitated me. ‘Why do you weep?’ she said. ‘Why distress yourself? I
shall not forsake you when I die. I shall always be with you in your
sufferings.’
“A few moments after, she expressed a desire to be carried out of the
tower, that she might offer her prayers in the grove of nut-trees
where she passed the greater part of the pleasant season. ‘I wish,’
she said, ‘to die looking at the heavens.’ But I did not imagine her
end so near. I was about to take her in my arms, when she said, ‘Only
support me. I am, perhaps, strong enough to walk.’ I led her slowly to
the nut-trees. I made a cushion of the dry leaves she herself had
gathered together, and, covering her head with a veil to screen her
from the dampness of the night, I seated myself near her. But she
desired to be left alone during her last meditation, and I went to a
distance, but without losing sight of her. From time to time, I could
see the flutter of her veil and her white hands raised to heaven. When
I drew near the grove, she asked for some water. I carried her some in
a cup. She wet her lips, but could not swallow. ‘I feel the end has
come,’ said she, turning her head. ‘My thirst will soon be assuaged
for ever. Support me, brother: aid me in crossing this gulf--so long
desired, but so terrible. Support me, and say the prayers for the
dying.’ These were her last words. I drew her head against my breast,
and said the prayer for the departing soul: ‘Go forth from this world,
my beloved sister, and leave thy mortal remains in my arms!’ I held
her in this way for three hours, during the last throes of nature. At
length, she quietly passed away, and her soul left the earth without a
struggle.”
At the end of this account, the Leper covered his face with his hands. 777
Sympathy deprived the traveller of the power of speaking. After a
moment’s silence, the Leper rose. “Stranger,” said he, “when grief or
dejection comes over you, think of the Leper of the city of Aosta, and
your visit will not have been a useless one.”
They walked towards the garden-gate. As the officer was about to go
out, he put his glove on his right hand. “You have never pressed any
one’s hand,” said he. “Do me the favor to press mine. It is the hand
of a friend who is deeply interested in your lot.”
The Leper drew back some steps with a kind of terror, and, raising his
eyes and hands towards heaven, he cried: “O God of goodness! pour down
thy blessings on this compassionate man!”
“Grant me another favor, then,” resumed the traveller. “I am going
away. We may not see each other again for a long time. Can we not
write one another sometimes, with the necessary precautions? Such a
correspondence might divert you, and it would afford me great
pleasure.”
The Leper reflected for some time. At length he said, “Why should I
cherish any delusion? I ought to have no other society but myself, no
friend but God. We shall meet in his presence. Farewell, kind
stranger, may you be happy! Farewell for ever!” The traveller went
out--the Leper closed the door and drew the bolts.
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ON THE PRESENT CONDITION OF THE HOLY FATHER.
FROM LA CIVILTA CATTOLICA.
Some fourteen months ago, a breach was made in the _Porta Pia_, and
an entry effected into Rome in the name of Italy.
The machinations of those who effected that entry in order to subvert
the authority of the Pope are still at work, and most assiduously, in
endeavoring to convey the impression that this act of theirs now
stands before the world simply as _an accomplished fact_, and as
such is, if not approved, at least tolerated by those most interested
in contesting it. Thus they endeavor to delude the world and lull to
sleep the misgivings of Catholics; for in order to confirm and
strengthen this impression there is scarcely a stratagem or subterfuge
to which the government (itself the author of the fact) does not
resort, through the journalism notoriously in its pay, not only
throughout the Peninsula, but elsewhere.
This government, which sprang from _accomplished facts_ and _falsehoods_,
hopes by means of these same _accomplished facts_ and _falsehoods_ to
place on a firm foundation its sway in the _Campidoglio_, which now
rests on a very insecure footing; therefore it endeavors to persuade
the world, and especially Catholics, that the Supreme Pontiff, while
in its hands and under the law of its Guarantees, is actually more at 778
liberty, more independent in action, and more useful to the church,
than he was when he reigned as a sovereign prince and was
_bona-fide_ ruler in his own state.
The absurdity of this claim is manifest; but what absurdity is there
of which the government of the Subalpinists in Italy does not avail
itself, in order to attach credit to itself, by means of the arts
learned in the school of its great father and master, Bonaparte?
It is important, therefore, or rather we should say it is absolutely
necessary, that an honest and Christian journalism should
perseveringly oppose manifest truths to this interminable repetition
of falsehoods, paid for by the Subalpine rulers, respecting the
present condition of the Holy Father; and thus, by ventilating fraud,
undeceive simple and credulous minds.
With this intention, we shall in few but veracious strokes of the pen
describe the undisguised reality of the state in which the head of the
church, the Supreme Pontiff, Pius IX., finds himself at the present
moment in Rome, six months after the solemn publication of the laws of
the _Guarantees_.
II.
We assert, then, that the Pope endures imprisonment in Rome at the
hands of the Subalpinists, and that his captivity, instead of being
mitigated, is every day aggravated. This is proved by the following
facts:
1. He is in the hands of an _inimical power_, or, as he himself has
defined it, he is _sub hostili dominatione constitutus_. Now, he who
is in the hands of an enemy, however much that enemy may affect
humanity and regard towards him, is beyond all contradiction his
prisoner.
2. The Holy Father fell into the hands of this inimical power through
sheer force. This is rendered evident by the formal declaration made
by the Subalpine ministers before taking up arms against him, in which
they affirmed that to invade or take Rome with bomb-shells and cannons
would be an act contrary to the rights of nations, an act so
iniquitous that it would be unworthy even of a barbarian government:
yet in the very face of these declarations they did take Rome with the
argument of bomb-shells and cannons, and with the same argument they
continue to occupy it.
3. The Holy Father, being in the hands of an inimical power, which has
dispossessed him by violence of all sovereignty, and substituted its
own in lieu of his, is now by this same power subjected to every kind
of ridicule in his double majesty as pontiff and as king: burlesque
honors are proposed to him, which would by preference be offered to
him publicly, in order to induce the idea that the Holy Father, by
accepting them, is reconciled to the government, and has basely ceded
to it the inalienable rights of God, of the church, and of the
Catholic world. Moreover, the obligation resting on the Sovereign
Pontiff of preserving his own dignity keeps him shut up in the
Vatican: the outer doors of which are guarded _by a guard of honor_
formed of the self-same wretched soldiery who, led on by Subalpine
leaders, made the breach in the _Porta Pia_, and struck to the earth
his own sovereign banner in Rome.
4. Finally: The inimical power in whose hands the Holy Father now
finds himself is, either from weakness or malice, incapable of
protecting his august person from any kind of insult. So that,
supposing it to be _morally_ possible for him without compromising
his dignity to leave the cloisters of the Vatican, yet would a 779
_material_ obstacle present itself in the outrages and dangers,
threatening life itself, to which he would be exposed amid the crowds
of cut-throats, atheists, and the lowest rabble of every country,
which this power has congregated together and maintains in Rome, to
represent in that city the people of the plébiscite; that is, a people
hostile to the Papacy and rebellious to its throne.
These are the principal facts which most clearly demonstrate the state
of imprisonment into which the Sovereign Pontiff was thrown, by the
events of the 20th September, 1870, in his own city of Rome: and we
defy all the sophistry of all the journalists, politicians, and
diplomatists of the government, seated as it is in the metropolis of
the Catholic world, to deny it, without denying the light of the sun
at mid-day.
Besides this, that the captivity of the Holy Father has been
aggravated during these fourteen months is seen and felt by every one
who is not under the influence of the Subalpinists, those men who have
carried their effrontery to the length of placing the centre of their
government in the city of Rome itself, and with one of their laws of
_guaranty_ for the independence of the Pope have arrogated to
themselves the right of imposing the future conditions of his
existence in the Vatican, as if they were the rulers of the Holy See.
Whoever considers the forces of moral and material hostility that
these Subalpinists have accumulated in Rome against his prerogatives,
cannot fail to perceive that the rights which in this city are most
readily trodden under foot, are, after those of God, those of the
Pope: and the person who is the most insulted therein is, after that
of Christ, precisely the person of the Sovereign Pontiff, Pius IX.,
_decreed sovereign and inviolable_, by the law, as the person of the
king himself.
From this it follows that the Holy Father is at the present moment the
legal prisoner, in Rome, of the Subalpine government, since by the
aforenamed laws, termed those of the Guarantees, not only has that
government confirmed the violent spoliation of himself, but, in spite
of the opinion of the world, has dared to justify the act by defining
in those laws the limits of the liberty it intends to concede to him.
This is neither more nor less than the usage commonly observed towards
a prisoner of state or of war.
By this means, the present condition of the Pontiff in his own Rome is
in truth that of the strictest imprisonment by the anti-Christian
sect, headed by the government of the Subalpinists now lording it over
Italy.
III.
Neither is the Holy Father, Pius IX., the prisoner of an inimical
power solely on account of his civil prerogatives: it is his
ecclesiastical jurisdiction that is aimed at more than anything else:
while usurping the regal crown, it seeks equally to abolish the Papal
tiara; and, if, after having barbarously dispossessed him of his
kingdom, it does not also make a barbarous assault on the majesty of
his Pontificate, this reserve arises only from the hindrance
occasioned by very strong and extrinsic causes, and not from good-will
or any other than a reprobate sentiment.
This profound enmity of the Subalpine rulers to the Pope as the
supreme pastor of the Catholic Church is so well-known as to need no
demonstration. Yet for superabundance of proof, we will say that it is 780
shown:
1. By all that has been previously done against Catholicity for
twenty-two years past in Piedmont, and for half that time throughout
the rest of Italy, by the faction to which these rulers belong--a
faction whose politics are expressed by an obstinate war, sometimes of
a Julianistic character, sometimes of that of a Nero--a war which
attacks directly or indirectly the church itself, and all connected
with it, and this in such a manner as to render it palpable that not
even the Unity of Italy is desired for its own sake, but rather as a
means by which to work the destruction of Catholicity and the
overthrow of the Papacy.
2. It is shown by the special mandate which the Subalpine faction
superintending the Masonic government of the Peninsula have received
from the General Masonic Order--a mandate bidding them become the
immediate (because proximate) instruments of the downfall of Papal
Rome, the centre of the Catholic Church; and which then bids them
proceed to the utter spoliation of the Sovereign Pontiff himself--two
events which it hopes will lead (if that were possible) to the
annihilation of Catholicity, that being the ultimate end of all the
conspiracies of the order.
3. It is shown by the open confessions made in Rome, throughout Italy,
and in all Europe, by journalists united by the bonds of faction to
our Subalpine patrons; and even more by the discovery, lately made,
that persecution is already well established in Rome against
everything ecclesiastical or Catholic--whether in things or persons.
From these facts, it is demonstrated that the Holy Father is now the
prisoner in Rome of a government which in his person hates above
everything, and as far as it dare makes war against, his prerogatives
as Pontiff, and as Head of the Catholic Apostolic and Roman religion.
Pius IX. is in the hands of Turks embittered to the last degree.
Against him and his tiara every tool is made use of, and with equal
skill--whether it be cannons or sophistry, buffoonery or the
judgment-hall, the pick-axe or calumny.
IV.
The war of Nero carried on against the Holy Father and the church is
at the present moment tempered by the war of Julian. It was for this
purpose that our Subalpinists devised the law of the Guarantees,
behind which they know how to mask the ugliness of their rascalities,
at least for a time. “Do you see?” they exclaim in every tone, and
have had written in every language: “We have surrounded the Pope with
so many _privileges_ that the like was never seen. Of what do you
complain, O you insatiable Catholics? Have we not constituted the Pope
_inviolable_ as is the king? What more would you have?”
We would have--simply that the Pope should be inviolable, because he
is a king in earnest truth, and not a mere semblance of one. But to
this question of to-day concerning the sovereign and personal
inviolability of the Pope, facts are the best reply. These show that
_practically_ he is as inviolable as the first article of the statute,
and has been inviolable throughout the kingdom.
This privilege of inviolability implies that the person sovereignly
inviolable can, in no manner whatsoever, be publicly insulted without
the offenders being repressed by force and punished according to law.
Meantime, first, it is a notorious fact that every day the sheets 781
belonging to this faction, not excepting those of the government
throughout the kingdom, and particularly in Rome, insult, hold up to
derision, and vilify the inviolable person of the Pope: and that he is
exposed to ridicule by means of most infamous caricatures; and all
this with impunity. For it is notorious that newspapers are very
rarely sequestrated on account of this continuous and general
contravention of the laws of the Guarantees; and up to this period not
a single sentence has been issued from the tribunals against the
insulters of his Pontifical Majesty. On the other hand, the exchequer
is most rigorous against any one suspected of insulting the royal
majesty through the press; chiefly, however, against the Catholic
journalists who defend the inviolable Pontiff. Thus (a fitting
commentary), of ten law-suits against offenders by means of the press,
eight are commonly to the prejudice of Catholics accused of offences
against the king or of illicit voting. The inviolability of the Holy
Father, therefore, practically resolves itself into the fact that
every miscreant may insult him with impunity, while it is dangerous
for an honest Catholic to defend him through the press.
It is a notorious fact, and of very frequent occurrence, that groups
of ribald men, escaped from every Italian galley, stroll along the
avenues, singing shameful verses, nay, even menacing ones, in regard
to the Supreme Pontiff, and it is no rare thing for a rabble to
provoke and utter cries of a character most outraging to his name and
honor. And yet the police, ever ready to hinder similar outrages in
regard to the king, become deaf or soften down the words when they
hear the Holy Father vituperated in this fashion. No one has ever been
arrested for such a crime, and no one has ever been cited before the
tribunals. The inviolability of the Holy Father, we repeat it,
consists practically in the freedom with which every vagabond is
permitted publicly to insult him.
3. It is a notorious fact that large bands of these miscreants have
often gathered together beneath the walls of the Papal palace to load
the guard stationed inside with foul language, that guard being placed
there by the consent of the laws of the Guarantees to the Pope. Yet
here they hurl their blasphemies and imprecations against the sanctity
of the Pope, in the very hearing of the _guard of honor_ placed there
by the government, and these have never been known to discompose
themselves on this account even to the extent of a gesture of
disapprobation toward the rogues thus possessed by the devil. Yet woe
to the wretch who should commit any such atrocity at the portals of
the Quirinal, when inhabited by certain other inviolable persons in
the kingdom of the Subalpinists! Therefore, once more: the
inviolability of the Pontiff is practically converted into a tacit
license for the lowest rabble to insult his person beneath the very
portals and under the windows of the Vatican.
We might enumerate many other facts, equally well known, to
demonstrate how little is the practical value of the sovereign
inviolability decreed to the captive Pope; but let those already
brought forward suffice. These being admitted, it will be understood
that his Holiness, thanks to the distinguished privilege conferred on
him by our Subalpine gentlemen, not only could not make his appearance
in the streets of his own Rome without manifest risk of life, but he
could not even descend to the basilica of the Vatican to perform a 782
sacred function, without exposing himself to contumely and insult by
the very side of St. Peter’s tomb, and even on the altar itself. The
occurrences of the 8th December, 1870, in the vestibule of the
Pontifical residence; of the 10th March, 1871, within the Gesù; and of
the 23rd, 24th, 25th August, close to the Lateran and the Church of
Maria soprà Minerva, confirm what we assert.
This, then, in its veritable reality, is the present condition of Pope
Pius IX. in Rome, after the oft-repeated promulgation of the law
declaring him an inviolable sovereign like to the king.
Nor may the salaried apologists of our patrons treat these matters as
a jest in order to exculpate themselves from so horrible an
abomination. Facts are facts, while words are but breath. The most
irrefutable facts prove that if our Holy Father were to show himself
publicly in the Rome of to-day, uncivilized as it is by these
Subalpine rulers, the treatment he would receive would be no other
than such as is given alike to the clergy as to the most holy things,
nay, to Christ himself, in the blessed sacrament of the altar.
Now, it cannot be denied, for the Roman journals attest it, citing
days, time, places, names and surnames, that every day priests or
religious, bishops or prelates, are attacked or ill-used in the most
populous districts of Rome; that almost every day sacred images are
stoned or profaned at the corners of the streets; and not unfrequently
the adorable eucharist, when borne as a viaticum to the sick, is
exposed to mockery in the public square, even by those who wear
military badges; and all this occurs with the tacit consent of the
officers charged with keeping order in the city, no one of whom has
ever imprisoned a single person guilty of such misdeeds. And after that
they would have us believe that Pope Pius IX. would be safe either in
the city or in the Vatican from the outrages or even from the blow of
these most civilized gentlemen who form the new Roman people!
Be silent, as long as we live, O whited sepulchres!--race fit only to
patronize assassins!
V.
Moreover, the Holy Father, by the noble munificence of his jailers, is
reduced to that degree of poverty that, were it not for the oblations
of the faithful, he must either pine in misery or suffer the
degradation of his majesty. The glorious conquerors of Rome have taken
everything from him, excepting the Vatican. And if, up to this time,
they have refrained from sacking this edifice, it is owing to that
_veto_ of potentates which, as yet, has forbidden them access to
it. Jugglers are in possession of the Quirinal; and they drew near to
the public treasury of the Pontificate with the sword of guardianship.
In one flash of lightning, the Pope saw himself deprived of
everything. With a simple substitution of voters, the Pontifical
estate is become the Subalpine estate--a magnificent example! since
then magnificently imitated by the Commune of Paris!
Is is true that, in their law of the Guarantees, they have deigned to
assign to him a species of civil list amounting to several millions of
lire. But this was done for the sake of appearance alone; for well
they knew that, in practice, this article would have precisely the
same effect as that other article prescribing the famous
inviolability. How in fact could these persons, who for five-and-twenty
years have known the magnanimous firmness of character of Pius IX., 783
persuade themselves that he would lower his dignity to accept an
obolus from their criminal and sacrilegious hands, in compensation for
the kingdom they have taken from him? They understood beforehand that
this would be impossible, because, even admitting that the Holy Father
had been willing to admit their civil list, under the title of
restitution, a thing not unlawful in itself if done without prejudice
to his rights, they perceived only too clearly that he could not have
done so in view of the malignant interpretations which would have
followed the act, occasioning an immense scandal and clamor; as if the
Pope by receiving a modicum of that property the whole of which
belongs to him by right had conceded the rest, over which he has
immemorial claims.
The matter, however, took such a shape that these brave gentlemen had
an ample field in which to display large figures, and even to acquire
the name of prodigality in offering round numbers to their victim.
Yes, indeed, they were prodigals, like unto those who offered vinegar
to the crucified Saviour.
God, ever adorable in his providence, has so disposed events that the
hearts of Catholics throughout the world have been moved to
compassionate their father in chains, and the gold of their filial
charity has abounded so wonderfully in his hands, that he has been
able to succor most plentifully those of his faithful servants who
have fallen into straits for conscience’ sake, together with many
indigent persons who have no other resource for a livelihood than the
heart of the imprisoned Pontiff.
The glory of this munificence is due to God alone, and the merit of it
is to be ascribed to the faith of good Christians. On the other hand,
the infamy of having embittered the captivity of the Holy Father, by
reducing him, with the Sacred College and his whole court, to a state
of absolute want, if he would not wear the appearance of dishonor,
this belongs exclusively to the Subalpine rulers, who at the foot of
the Campidoglio are enjoying the spoils of the Pontificate, as the
crucifiers on Mount Calvary enjoyed the spoils obtained by rending the
garments of Christ.
VI.
The jailers, and the friends and servants of the jailers of the Holy
Father, boast very much of the ample liberty he enjoys, which he can
use during his imprisonment for the regulation of the church and for
performing his office as Pope.
Let us examine a little in what this charming liberty consists. This
at the very first glance resolves itself into the following very clear
formula: The Pope is at liberty to do that--and that alone--which the
inimical power whose prisoner he is permits him to do.
And, in point of fact, the Holy Father is under this power, which
holds him in its hands, being _sub hostilem potestatem redactus_, as
he himself lately expressed it again in the Encyclical of May 15,
1871, in which he formally repudiates the _Guarantees_ offered him in
exchange for his principality. He who is under is _dependent_, and can
do only that to which he who is above consents. Thus the liberty of
the Pope is subject to the limits which the inimical power, his
oppressor, pleases to impose on him. And this same law of the
Guarantees is the proof of the fact, inasmuch as it contains only a
concession of hypothetical privileges. But he who concedes accounts 784
himself superior to him to whom the concession is granted. Whence the
true measure of the liberty of Pius IX. as Pope, is now simply the
arbitrary will of Italian Masonry, governed by the Subalpinists. This
is a certain fact as to matters in general.
With regard to particulars, the Holy Father uses such liberty as he
owes to his own courage and diligence, and the inimical power, his
jailer, cannot hinder him, though it would willingly do so, because a
power stronger than itself, or certain human respects, forbid such
opposition. As, for example, the Subalpine patrons would gladly hinder
his Holiness from publishing bulls or encyclicals, in condemnation of
their lofty enterprises against God, religion, and the Apostolic See.
His Holiness, not being at liberty to publish them in Rome under their
very nose, sends them out of Italy to be printed, and in this way
publishes them.
Now, what can these very liberal gentlemen do in a case like this?
Drag the Pope before the courts, and imprison him in the Castle of St.
Angelo? Most willingly would they do this; but the rulers of Europe
would oppose it. There is, then, no course left to them except to
interdict the publication of them within the state by sequestrating
the papers which reprint these acts of the Pope; and this they did
with the Encyclical of November 1, 1870. If for others of later
appearance they have shut their eyes and left them to their course, it
has been because they have at last been obliged to pay some regard to
public opinion, and have found their account in putting on a semblance
of toleration.
In a similar manner, the Holy Father, finding that the Subalpine
masters trumpeted forth loudly to the world that he was left at
liberty in the creation of bishops throughout Italy, embraced the
opportunity to exercise his right and to fulfil his duty. With
prudence certainly, but yet with boldness, he addressed himself to the
work. The matter was very displeasing to our gentlemen. But how were
they to hinder it? They wanted to give the Christian world to
understand that they are honorable men, not only in the modern sense
of the word, but also somewhat in the ancient sense: they wanted to
prove that they knew how to keep their word without being compelled by
cannons so to do. So _for this time_ it does not appear that they will
refuse entrance into their dioceses to the new pastors.
But thieves and loyalists as they are, they have taken advantage of
this act of the Holy Father, turning it to their own interest by
cowardly proclaiming in every direction that the Holy Father, by thus
using the privileges comprised in the law of the Guarantees respecting
the induction of bishops into their sees, has, _ipso facto_, _accepted_
their law, and thus retracted his refusal of the 15th of May, 1871,
and thus (according to them) the conciliation between themselves and
the Holy See is in good progress; and it will not be long before the
august Pontiff will give up his kingly crown into the hands of John
Lanza: and in this manner the Italy of the Subalpinists will enjoy the
distinguished honor of having the supreme head of the church for the
court-chaplain, and most humble servant of his ministers: an honor
certainly due to their merits as against faith, morality, and Catholic
worship.
This attempt at imposition is the more senseless in that it supposes
that the Holy Father had no other right to nominate the bishops than
as a state privilege; while the contrary is the case: the insertion of 785
the state in these nominations is merely a privilege granted by the
Pope: and the fact that the Pope has not thus recognized the Subalpine
gentlemen outside of their own territory proves that he, far from
accepting their _Guarantees_, does not even recognize them as
juridically masters of the district in which they compiled the
documents.
But the senselessness of the attempted imposition serves to prove how
determined they are to prevent the Holy Father from exercising any
true liberty.
VII.
Excepting the above-named use of his liberty, which the Holy Father
courageously exercises in spite of the useless repugnance of his
jailers, he in everything else remains in all the bonds and
perplexities with which they think fit to surround him. And thus:
1. Pius IX. is not at liberty to have a journal in Rome, in which he
may contradict the infinite number of falsities which the inimical
power, through its officious and official oracles, utters against his
person, against his acts, those of his court, or those of the
ministers of the Holy See.
Should he do so, the executive would subject him to all those rigorous
measures and sequestrations to which all the Catholics sheets of Rome
have been subjected which have endeavored to defend his honor or his
cause.
2. Pius IX., as we have already pointed out, is no longer at liberty
to publish his bulls, encyclicals, or allocutions in Rome: the fact
being that the inimical power, in this same law of the Guarantees, has
reserved to itself the faculty of judging them; and hence, either by
way of legal or illegal confiscations, has full and absolute power to
suppress their publication by main force. This obliges the head of the
church to make public his acts regarding the universal government of
Catholicism, by despatching them to be divulged outside the dominion
of his jailers; as he has done up to this date, and will continue to
do _donec transeat iniquitas_.
3. Pius IX. in Rome is not at liberty to contradict publicly by
telegraph the inventions concerning himself and his Pontifical acts
which the inimical power, his jailer, diffuses through the world by
this said telegraph; because the telegraph is under the express
authority of said power, and the use of it can be denied or rendered
difficult at its pleasure. Thus, last March the world received through
the telegraph fabulous accounts of a consistory held by the Pope, of
an allocution and other particular acts, all invented on the spur of
the moment; and before the world can detect the disgraceful imposture,
it may expect that for many days the falsehoods will be printed even
in Catholic journals, because our Subalpine gentlemen have it in their
power to mislead by means of the telegraph the Catholic community with
any kind of misrepresentation concerning the words and deeds of the
Pope, without the possibility of the Pope’s being able immediately to
undeceive them. Whence the necessity that _no reliance at all_ should
be placed on any telegram that the agency of the Subalpine government
transmits from Rome respecting the words or affairs of the Supreme
Pontiff.
4. Pius IX. in Rome is not at liberty to carry on a private
correspondence securely with the bishops and faithful of the world by 786
means of letters or telegrams; because both mails and telegraphs
belong to the inimical power which holds him captive. As an inimical
power, precisely because it is inimical, believes itself licensed to
take every precaution regarding its imprisoned _enemy_, so no one can
ever feel certain that the secrecy of the letters interchanged has not
been violated, or that the telegrams have not been altered or refused.
All this is _a question of trust_. But meanwhile, setting aside the
case of telegrams directed to the Pope, and refused by the telegraph
officials, it is a fact that the Holy Father is obliged to keep his
missives away from the mail-bags of Italy when he has any important
correspondence to carry on, as also other persons are obliged to do
when they wish to communicate with the Holy See. We repeat it: _it is
a question of trust_: and how much those who now command in Rome may
be trusted is attested by the honesty they have thus far exhibited.
5. Pius IX. in Rome and in the Vatican is not at liberty to receive
every one who wishes to visit him, or whom it may be necessary he
should see. All the approaches to the Pontifical palace are guarded by
bailiffs of the inimical power. And these men, though they may often
allow the goers and comers to be insulted by the rabble, never,
however, omit to play the spy. This office they perform so well that
certain journals written by those who are doubly linked with the
police of the Subalpine gentry would be able to furnish, if needed,
the daily list of all those admitted to the vestibule of the apostolic
residence. It is clear from these circumstances that it depends solely
on the arbitrary will of the inimical power to forbid any one the power
of ingress, or, if it prefer, to expel the individual from the city,
and thus save him the trouble of the journey to the Vatican.
In addition to these facts, the stonings, menaces, hootings, and
similar acts of urbanity practised in the streets of Rome and in the
neighborhood of St. Peter’s toward the numerous Catholic deputations
which came this year to pay their homage to the august prisoner, by
the rabble introduced through the breach of the _Porta Pia_--these
attest how great is that beautiful liberty enjoyed by the Pope in
receiving visitors, whether they come of their own accord or that he
sends for them.
6. Pius IX. in Rome will not long be at liberty to regulate the
religious institutions, and to employ them in the service of the
churches, as is right and proper he should do; because the inimical
power is already on the alert to deprive the Holy See of this strong
spiritual garrison: it is abolishing the orders, and depriving them of
their property. The superiors-general of these orders, which are
immediately subject to the Pontiff, will in a short time have no bread
to eat, no room to shelter them; they will wander homeless over the
earth, and lose their subjects on all sides. In this way, one of the
instruments of the Pontiff, most useful to him in the administration
of the church, will be, as it were, broken in his hand, and in the
city in which the Head of the Catholic Church has his seat the
profession of the evangelical state will be prohibited; and the Pope
will not be even able to give shelter to the various missionaries who
are toiling in the cause of Christianity among the heathen of Asia and
America, when they come to render an account of their newly founded
missions; for in all Rome he will no longer have a religious house of 787
hospitality at his disposal.
We will not lengthen details in order to enumerate the various other
particular modes of liberty which the Holy Father can no longer
exercise in the fulfilment of his supreme office. The exposition we
have already given suffices to prove that he has no liberty, save such
as the author of his affliction permits, either from his own authority
or from other causes; the permission being compulsory on the part of
the enemy, and most unwillingly given. And this is the marvellous
liberty now enjoyed by the Sovereign Pontiff, thanks to the
Subalpinists, who have dethroned him and uncrowned him in Rome itself,
out of love, as they say, for the holy church!
VIII.
Let us be just. Our Holy Father might be in a much worse condition
than the present one. His jailers as yet do not do him all the wrong
they would wish, but are not able to do him. This is true enough. They
have not as yet assailed the Vatican, and dragged Pius IX. to the
Fortress of Ancona, as they have done to the illustrious Cardinal
Morichini, Bishop of Jesi; or to a convent of Turin, as they have done
to the imperturbable Cardinal de Angelis. We repeat it: they would
like to do this, but are not able; they would like to do this and
worse, but the governments of Europe have absolutely forbidden them to
set foot in the Vatican, or to lay hands on the Sovereign Pontiff.
This and nothing else restrains them in the frenzy of their hatred
from beheading him at once. This and nothing else constrains them to
moderate the impetuosity of their hatred in carrying on their
persecutions against the Papacy. Fear compels these little Neros to
don the mantle of Julian; for, while under the eyes of two diplomatic
bodies in Rome, they dare not carry their outrages on the Pope and his
dignity beyond a certain limit.
From this we may infer that the only and _ultimate_ safeguard remaining
at the present moment to the Holy Father in the Vatican is not the law
called the law of the Guarantees, nor is it trust in the governors,
but the corps of diplomatists who have received from their various
governments instructions to maintain inviolate the asylum of the
octogenarian Pontiff, and to protect his august person.
Were it not for this only and ultimate safeguard, Catholics throughout
the world would now be weeping over their Father exiled from Rome, and
perhaps as having already expired from the bullets or sword of the
enemy.
IX.
But how long will this only and ultimate safeguard endure?--this
protection which renders the life and person of the Holy Father secure
in Rome?
As long as the Subalpinists hold the reins of government in Italy,
there seems no reason to fear that the security will become less.
These men know too well that, were they to lose Rome, they would lose
everything; and the only mode of keeping possession of Rome a little
longer is not to violate the Vatican. But on that day on which the
Italian faction shall get tired of being led by these ten or twelve
Piedmontese who form the perpetual Zodiac of the ministry; on that day
when this faction is weary of seeing all the master-machinery of the
state, the army, finance, bureaucracy, and diplomacy regulated by
Piedmontese; on that day when it takes it into its head to render the
government of this factious Italy _Italian_ in its manner of rebellion, 788
rather than provincial--on that day the danger will arise that even
this said only and ultimate safeguard may lose its force. For in such
a case, the mobocracy would come to the surface, and a scene of
destruction would be inaugurated varying little from that carried out
by the Commune of Paris.
The dilemma is this: either the Subalpinists or the Socialists must
prove fatal to our poor Italy, prepared as it is for revolution. God
alone knows what is to happen in the proximate future. But it is
certain that the present condition of the Holy Father in Rome cannot
endure much longer: it is certain that any agreement between him and
his spoilers is utterly out of the question. It is also certain that
Europe could not tolerate for a series of years that the Head of the
Catholic Church should be held as a prisoner by the men who at the
present day hold dominion throughout the Peninsula; and, finally, it
is certain that in his own time God will interfere, and his
intervention will not be to reward the persecutors of his Vicar on
earth. These four certainties keep the world in suspense, and the
authors and approvers of the transitory triumph of the _Porta Pia_
in uneasiness.
But in this extremity of affairs and in this intense trepidation of
mind, what is the duty of Catholics?
Is it to wish for an agreement between the Pope and the inimical power
which oppresses him?
This is but to assume the office of members of the faction, under the
disguise of zealous Catholics. He only who hath his part in the leaven
of the Pharisees can believe it possible for the successor of St.
Peter to sacrifice the eternal rights of Christ to the interests of
Belial.
Is it to recommend the Holy Father to abandon his own state and seek
compensation in some Catholic country outside of Italy? This is the
advice of the imprudent. The Holy Father has received from God the
grace of office to determine what is the best for the Apostolic See
and for the church. No one need trouble himself to give advice
unasked. He has his natural counsellors, and above all he has the
Spirit of the Lord, with whom he is in daily and fervent communion. If
Pius IX. remains in Rome, notwithstanding the satanic tempest which
howls so wildly and so furiously against him, it is a sign that he
knows such to be the will of God, and therefore makes it his duty to
remain. In the course of events, we shall see that, if the Pope has
remained in Rome, it is because it was best that he should remain
there.
The real duty of Catholics is, on the other hand (besides assiduous
prayer, conformably to the example of the primitive Christians when
St. Peter was _in vinculis_), to unite and so work as to hasten the
liberation of our common Father.
The Italian factionists reproach us Catholics of Italy with being
parricides because we implore from God and men this sighed-for
liberation. But it seems to us that it is they who commit parricide
who, having imprisoned the Pope after officially declaring such an act
to be contrary to the laws of nations and more than barbarous, have
brought injury and evil upon the country which we are ever praying God
to diminish. As for the rest, we Italian Catholics do not understand
how the independence, glory, and prosperity of our country can be made
properly to consist in the spoliation and captivity of the Supreme
Pontiff, and in being trod under foot by the Subalpinists.
We, imploring the liberation of our Holy Father, have not the remotest 789
idea that that liberation will cost any part of Italy its
independence. The honor of calling foreigners into Italy, to subject
it to personal advantage, and to pay for such power by presenting
these foreigners with Italian provinces, nay, with the keys of Italy
itself--we Catholics leave this to the idol of the Subalpinists, to
their Cavour, and to their sheep of every color.
We Italian Catholics, we say it again, do not desire that the
domination of our Father should bring with it any foreign domination,
not even over a hand’s-breadth of Italian territory. The shameful
traffic in people and in Italian territory could not be for us a means
of liberating the Pope, as for the Subalpinists it has been a means of
the so-called liberation of Italy. In this we are all agreed; we wish
for the independence of justice, because justice alone ensures the
happiness of nations.
But we Italian Catholics can of ourselves do little, because the
dominant inimical power, being the enemy of the Pope, is naturally our
enemy also, although we are the immense national majority. We are the
deplorable victims of modern liberty, which wholly consists in the
oppression of the many, who are honest but weak, beneath the feet of
the few, who are crafty and strong. Besides this, very serious and
insuperable difficulties of conscience oblige us to abstain from using
the most powerful of legal arms which liberalism says it has left in
the hands of that majority which is trodden under foot by the
minority. So that, if we may from this take occasion to cherish more
solid hopes that God will at length assist us in effecting means of
safety, yet in actual combat we now find ourselves unequal to the
contest.
This is not the case with the Catholics of the other countries of
Europe. It is their peculiar privilege so to address themselves to the
work that their governments may not only preserve and strengthen the
only and ultimate safeguard of the life and person of the Holy Father
in Rome; but that they may use their power for his liberation; that
thus with his full liberty the true liberty of the people may again
flourish--that liberty which is now enchained with Pius IX. in the
Vatican.
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ELINOR’S TRIAL. 790
“I do think John Lloyd is very weak in giving in to his wife so much!
To think now of his letting her send Elinor to a convent school! Such
a risk for a Protestant! Ten chances to one that Elinor comes back a
Papist. And then her _reasons_ are so absurd, that Protestant
boarding-schools cultivate too much of folly and fashion, etc.! I have
no patience with Elizabeth. If she were a Catholic herself, there
might be some excuse for her wanting her daughter educated among them,
but as she is a Protestant, I think Protestant schools might serve her
purpose.”
Thus speaks Mrs. Robert Lennox of her husband’s sister. She is talking
to her husband while they are going home from a fashionable church in
New York. She is a stately, handsome lady, to whom her rich attire
seems well adapted. Just now she appears displeased and somewhat more
haughty than usual, but the face is refined and the bearing polished.
More gentle than his wife in the treatment of the question in hand is
Mr. Lennox.
“Well, I cannot say Elizabeth is so very far out of the way. You know
John’s means are very limited, and these convent schools are cheaper
than ours. Besides, Elizabeth knows Elly cannot compete in dress and
all the furbelows, as our Lizzie does. So she prefers not to have her
exposed to the uncomfortableness of being the subject of derogatory
comparisons. You know young folks are keenly sensitive on such
points.”
“But, Robert, must such reasons weigh against the risk of perverting
the girl’s faith, the undermining of her religion? Would you trust
those sly, insinuating sisters with our daughter?”
Mr. Lennox smiles significantly as he replies: “I would not object to
Lizzie’s receiving some of that peculiar, modest, quiet air which
those sisters have and so often impart to their pupils. There is some
nameless charm, I cannot describe it better than by saying it is the
opposite of that which the young ladies of the present day cultivate
for their deportment, and which seems to belong almost exclusively to
this training.”
“Pshaw! Mere affectation of meekness. The girls are all the same at
heart. Why should not they be? I tell you it isn’t worth the risk!
Mark my words, you’ll see the effect on Elly’s religion.”
“Well, you know Elizabeth said that even that change of religion was
better than the irreligion or isms of the day.”
“Now, Robert, it is just to oppose me that you so persistently uphold
Elizabeth in this. Is it to be supposed that girls of sixteen are
going to take to isms in Protestant schools or irreligion either? Why,
they don’t know enough for that, at their age!”
“I do not dispute you. I only think that Elizabeth has preferred for
Elly this risk rather than have her of John’s state of mind. And that
is why John is so easy in the matter. Being of no faith himself, he
prides himself on being also of no prejudice. ‘The greater the faith,
the greater the bigotry,’ he says.”
“And I think you are just about as bad as John,” says the lady. “I 791
don’t believe you listened to the sermon at all to-day.”
This last charge passes unanswered, because they have arrived at their
own door, where we leave them.
II.
Two years after this, the cousins, Lizzie Lennox and Elinor Lloyd,
have returned from their respective schools: Lizzie from her
fashionable seminary, where she has received every advantage that
money could purchase, and where she has associated with the daughters
of the wealthiest, if not the most refined, families in the land. And
if wealth will not purchase the means and open the way for refinement,
pray what will? Does it not free the path from the thorns of toil,
give time and means for culture and for travel, and to surround
ourselves with the ennobling influences of art? And, above all, does
it not grant us the free indulgence of generous impulses? Do not all
the mortal ills of flesh which bear upon the rich bear also on the
poor, with more added to stand in the way of their refinement? It
would seem so.
Lizzie Lennox has all these advantages of wealth in her case, but her
cousin Elinor Lloyd is the daughter of a poor man. Poorer now than he
was two years ago, when he let his prudent wife have her way in the
choice of a convent school for her daughter. Elinor has been very
happy with the sisters, to whom she has become sincerely attached.
Their good example has not been lost upon her, but she denies
indignantly that any under-handed means have been used to warp her
religious feelings. They have simply and honestly acted out the
dictates of their own faith, exacting from her only such general
compliance as would be required in the schools of any denomination
among Protestants. If her affections have been won, and her young
heart drawn toward the religion of these gentle teachers, that was the
risk her mother took when she sent her willingly among the Sisters of
Charity.
The cousins are nearly of an age. Lizzie is named after her father’s
sister, Mrs. Lloyd, and Elinor after her aunt, Mrs. Lennox.
These cousins are strikingly alike, and yet singularly unlike in their
appearance. Their faces seem to have been cast in almost the same
mould, so exactly does every feature correspond, but the coloring is
so different that they present opposite types of beauty. For they are
very beautiful. Lizzie is exceedingly fair, with light auburn hair and
hazel eyes; the same reddish tint seeming to lurk in the eyes and
lashes as in the hair, which peculiarity any close observer of faces
may often see in this type. But Elinor’s eyes are a dark brown, and
her hair is very dark. She is too fair and pale for a brunette, and
her eyes are not black enough. Despite this difference in color, they
are very like her cousin Lizzie’s light orbs in expression. It is as
if a painter should take two sketches of the same face, and simply
change his colors for the touching of them. Indeed, a cast of each
might pass for the same person, so like are they, even to the carriage
of the head, the turn of the throat, the curve of the shoulders. I am
thus exact in my description, because out of this wonderful likeness
and difference of face and form came Elinor’s trial. But now, at
eighteen, Elinor’s face is softer and sweeter than that of her blonde
cousin. This difference is seen as they are listening or talking, more
than while their faces are in repose. Shall we say that it is the 792
result of training and education that Elinor seems the more refined
and modest? Or is it only a matter of inheritance, or a trick of
manner betokening nothing? I present them thus to the reader, who may
guess somewhat of their respective characters, as they sit chatting
their cousinly talk in Lizzie’s room. Lizzie is dressing to go out
with Elinor, and talking while she proceeds with her toilet.
“But, Elly, where is the harm of flirting a little, so long as you do
nothing serious, and never commit yourself?”
“I think you do commit yourself, Lizzie, when you put pen to paper to
answer a stranger’s letter, and when you cannot tell whether he is
true or false. More likely he is the latter, from the very fact of his
trying to draw you on. How do you know how he may use your letter?”
“But I haven’t signed my name, only my own initials. I use E. L., not
L. L. And you know I am known rather as Lizzie Lennox than Elizabeth
Lennox. No one ever thinks of me as Elizabeth--I don’t seem to be that
to myself. Now, you are either Elinor or Elly, but I am just Lizzie.
So you see I can hide under my own honest initials.”
“Ah Lizzie! why hide at all? Give it up. I don’t like this kind of
thing. I don’t believe the men who write to girls in this way care one
bit for them, except to make them contribute to their own amusement,
and feed their conceit. What good does it do when you don’t even see
each other?”
“But we may, after, if we want to, you know.”
“I shouldn’t want to see him, Lizzie; I hope you will never meet.”
“Now, Elly, it is just being with those sisters that makes you talk
so. Why, all the girls do so. It is only for fun, and the young men
know we don’t mean wrong. I could say ‘Evil he who evil thinks,’ only
I know you are not evil, only sisterified in this matter.”
“But, Lizzie, sisterified or not, you know I like fun as much as other
girls, only I don’t think this _is_ fun: I think it isn’t just right.
It is making yourself too cheap. I don’t like men well enough to do so
much for their amusement. I may be peculiar, but I certainly hate a
covert thing, and personals in the newspapers are very covert and very
cowardly. Mamma says a respectable paper will not publish them.
Besides, you dare not let your father and mother know this, dare you?”
“Oh! of course they would get a great scare, and think I was going to
do something much worse than I mean. But that doesn’t prove I would do
wrong.”
“No; but, Lizzie, don’t you hate to deceive them when they trust you
so freely? Is this stranger to be trusted and they not?”
“Well, I don’t want to give pain to either papa or mamma; and so if
they don’t know it, they will be spared all pain and fuss in the
matter, and nobody hurt. Now I’m ready. Let’s go.” And the two leaving
the house, the subject is dropped for the time.
* * * * *
Only one month has passed since the cousins have had this morning’s
talk together, but it has brought a great change in their feelings and
relations to each other.
First, Elinor has quietly but courageously avowed herself a Catholic.
Alone and unsupported she has made the great step--alone she goes to
Mass and Vespers--and without sympathy from her family she practises
faithfully all the observances of her church. In all this, she has 793
shown her aunt Lennox a wise prophet, but that lady is no less
indignant on that account. She enlarges upon her favorite text, and
congratulates herself that she has taken no such risk for her own
daughter’s falling into Popish pitfalls, and traps set for the young
and innocent. Lizzie chooses to consider herself called upon to give
up the intimacy and nearly all intercourse with her cousin. In this
she is secretly governed by a sense of annoyance at Elinor’s
persistent discountenancing of her clandestine correspondences, but
she makes a show of setting herself against “Popish influences.”
The parents of Elinor have taken the matter with seeming indifference.
She loses none of their love in consequence of the change in her
faith, and they are sure she is quite as good a daughter as ever. But
a greater trouble, if this is a trouble, now absorbs their minds. John
Lloyd has failed in business and failed in health. He is a broken-down
man. In this emergency, Elinor has determined to accept a situation as
musical governess in a wealthy family. She has felt the tug at her
heartstrings, no less from her wounded pride in the matter of her
changed social position, than in the hard necessity to leave her home
and parents. She is no saint, only a good, pure-minded girl, who is
scrupulously conscientious in all things. She battles against a bitter
feeling of almost envy toward the better luck and easier life of her
cousin. She does not really wish Lizzie to be as poor as herself, and
she is sure she would rather be herself than Lizzie, but she does wish
her father and mother were in the same comfortable ease that her uncle
and aunt enjoy. Her uncle is disposed to be very kind to her, but he
is hampered by his wife and daughter in their bitter opposition to
her. He has sent her a check to defray all necessary expenses in her
wardrobe. So she goes to her new home so nicely clad that at least no
air of shabbiness clings to her. Brave as she may be, this feminine
sensitiveness to her appearance is very acute in her. Foolish vanity
concerning dress she may not have, but, being young, she is only
natural in liking to look well, to pass criticism which she cannot
ignore at least creditably. If a young woman has not this much of
feeling concerning her toilet, she is probably slovenly, or else she
affects an eccentricity which is more disagreeable than a love for
finery. Elinor is refined in her nature, and she is not strong-minded,
so she likes the good opinion of others.
Elinor soon settles into the new and changed relations of her life,
the more easily because her employer proves exceedingly kind. As her
forte is music, she is of course, in the exercise of that
accomplishment, brought into more constant contact and intercourse
with the guests at the house than the mere instruction and supervision
of her pupils would demand. Her seat at the piano calls to her the
attention and brings upon her the criticism of many who otherwise
might never notice her. And so it has happened that young Mr.
Schuyler, the brother of her hostess, has more frequently than any
other turned the leaves of her music, sang to her accompaniment, and
gazed admiringly upon the pretty hands moving over the keys and upon
the charming face turned to the pages before it. Mr. Schuyler is an
agreeable young gentleman, good-looking enough, graceful enough, and
flattering enough in his address to ladies to win their pleased
recognition of his attentions. But buzzing in his admiration around 794
each sweet flower like the veriest male coquette of a bee, he is just
unstable enough also to tantalize the fair recipients of his
attentions. Elinor likes him, but with a little reserve. She is not of
a distrustful nature, but she does not quite like Mr. Schuyler’s
manner to her. He has been very unreserved in his admiration. He has
attempted some sentimental love-making, but there has always been a
sort of holding back--a non-committal manner, which has not seemed to
her straightforward and manly. It has appeared to her that he has been
attempting to gain her regard without making any actual avowal
himself, and that he is trying to amuse himself or feed his own vanity
at her expense. Yet she is so afraid of being unjust to him, knowing
that her position in the family may make her unduly sensitive, that
she strives against this feeling. He really is very kind in a great
many little ways which she would be ashamed not to acknowledge, and
she thinks, if she were not a governess for his sister, she might
receive his attentions in a less cavilling spirit.
In the meantime, Mr. Schuyler studies Elinor from quite a different
point of view from any she imagines. He has found by repeated
experiment that he cannot make her understand or respond to various
little devices which he has been in the habit of using to flirt with
certain school-girls whom he has met often in his daily walks and
rides. All these signals pass unnoticed upon the convent girl. But in
fluttering thus around this innocent, cold light, the gay moth has got
his wings singed. He does really love Elinor as much as such a nature
is capable of loving. Just because she has _not_ responded to any of
his advances, he has become more seriously interested in her. But just
when an honorable feeling of choosing her from all others is dawning
as a possibility on his mind, a wonderful discovery bursts upon him.
He has been amusing himself by conducting a correspondence with some
unknown lady who has signed herself “E. L.” This incognita has at last
yielded to an oft-urged request to send her picture, and a fine
photograph of a beautiful girl has come to him. Whose face does he
see? “By all that is astounding,” he says, “Miss Lloyd!” He cannot be
mistaken. The very same. It is a Rembrandt shadow picture, by which he
studies every line of the profile, while it shows also the contour of
the full face. There is the dark hair waving from the same fair
forehead. The eyes are the same dark orbs with the long lashes, only
he has never seen just this bright, coquettish, laughing look in them
before. It is wonderfully charming in the picture, but he really does
not like it as well as the other thoughtful, intent gaze he has lately
come to love so well.
“The demure little cheat!” he says. “Well, she is very versatile, it
must be confessed. Who would have thought it? But stop. This may be a
cheat. The whole thing is so unlike her. I do believe the writer has
sent Miss Lloyd’s picture instead of her own. ‘E. L.’ L for Lloyd
certainly, and I saw Elinor Lloyd written on her music, and, by Jove!
I think it was the very writing. I’ll look again”--which he does, and
finds it to be just the very same E and L; and no wonder, for Lizzie
Lennox wrote it in other days, when she gave that music to her cousin.
Then he observes, what careless Lizzie has never once thought of, the
name of the photographer, to whom he goes at once, and by no very
adroit means discovers the name of the fair original. And here he is 795
again astonished. He finds he has the photograph of Miss Lizzie
Lennox. “L. L.,” he says to himself, “and not E. L., after all,” and
in his bewilderment it is actually some days before it occurs to him
that Lizzie is the pet name for Elizabeth.
Now, having arrived thus far in his pursuit of information under
difficulties, he is unable to decide whether she is Miss Lennox or
Miss Lloyd. In this dilemma he questions his sister, Mrs. Wood, and
determines that she can scarcely be any other than the Miss Lloyd she
professes herself. So the false name has been given the photographer,
he thinks; and he makes up his mind that Miss Lloyd, though
unquestionably very charming, is about as profound a coquette as he is
ever likely to meet.
And so believing, his manner toward Elinor takes on a new phase, which
pleases her so little that it has the effect of making her more
reserved than heretofore. She now avoids him as much as possible, and
yet she is conscious of a sharp pain in thus being driven to an
attitude of defence. She is young and frank, and would be
light-hearted if in her true position. She has really liked Frederick
Schuyler because she found him companionable in a house where all are
either older or younger than herself except him. Their tastes are
similar in many things, and of late he had seemed to her more honest.
But now he treats her with a certain familiarity of look and tone
which offends her nice sense of propriety. She cannot guess at the
false position in which she is placed. She has been very reticent
concerning herself and her relatives. True pride and dignity have made
her forbear to allude to her wealthy relations, the Lennoxes, now that
she is supporting herself. She does not wish to seem to make any claim
for consideration outside of her own individual merits. This is not
vanity, but proper self-respect; and this feeling is increased by the
utter silence which Lizzie has preserved toward her. But as she
withdraws from even the slight friendship which she had allowed to
spring up between herself and Mr. Schuyler, she feels more lonely. Her
religion separates her also from a closer confidence with Mrs. Wood,
who goes to a fashionable Unitarian church.
But Frederick Schuyler does not give up his interest in this baffling
coquette, for so he firmly believes Elinor to be. Does he not hold the
proof? He has sent his own picture to E. L. at the usual address, and
he firmly believes that Elinor Lloyd has that picture in her
possession. He waits until he receives an acknowledgment from E. L.;
and then he watches Elinor. He is prepared to see her betray her
overwhelming confusion at discovering who her unknown correspondent
is. What, then, is his amazement, his disappointment, at seeing no
ripple of disturbance in her composed demeanor! He is exasperated at
this assurance. He determines to shake her composure by direct means.
The opportunity offers only too soon.
As the last music lesson for the day is finished and the pupil bounds
from the room, Mr. Frederick Schuyler presents himself with a peculiar
and, to Elinor, an offensive smile on his face.
“Miss Lloyd,” he says blandly, “do you not think it is time to drop
this masking?”
Elinor looks at him with wondering and offended eyes. They are not the
eyes of either the picture, or the soft brown ones he has known
hitherto as hers. They flash up to him in angry brilliancy as she 796
replies:
“I do not understand you, sir!” So sure is he, and so amazed at this
stubbornness, that he almost as indignantly replies:
“And I am sure I cannot understand you!”
“I do not desire that you should,” she retorts: “but I think it due to
myself to demand why you presume to thus address me, Mr. Schuyler.”
The offended tone remains, but blended with it is a little faint touch
of grieved feeling, which his nice ear detects.
“Can you pretend to still treat me as if you did not recognize me? Is
my picture so unlike me that you do not know the original?”
“Your picture!” and such a world of wonderment is expressed in her
voice that he thinks she ought to be on the stage for consummate
acting.
“Perhaps you do not recognize this,” and he holds before her a picture
so like herself that she is confounded. For the moment, she really
does not see her cousin Lizzie as plainly as herself. The photograph,
like one of those libellous stories which are true in detail, but
false in implication, has given the reddish tint in Lizzie’s hair,
brows, and lashes dark as her own, and there is the blonde cousin
presented, the very counterpart of the brunette, one. The light hazel
eyes are in the photograph, dark as Elinor’s own.
Elinor gazes speechless for a moment. Then she recognizes the dress of
her cousin, and the expression _not_ her own which she knows so
well. It all rushes upon her perception at once--the cruel
mistake--Lizzie’s clandestine correspondence, of which she disapproved
so much--the well-known resemblance between them--the picture more
like herself than Lizzie--she sees it all, and she sees Mr. Schuyler’s
triumph in her discomfiture. Guilty Lizzie would not look so guilty as
innocent Elinor looks now.
“Checkmate!” says Mr. Schuyler. His tone stings her.
“Mr. Schuyler, this is not my picture. I never sat for it.”
“Miss Lloyd!”
“I repeat, sir! This is not my picture, and I wear no mask.”
“But you are ‘E. L.,’” he says, showing her his last missive with that
signature, “and you acknowledge receiving one like this,” and he
confronts her with a duplicate of his own picture.
“My name is Elinor Lloyd, and I have never written to you, and this is
the first time I have seen either of these pictures,” she replies,
glancing disdainfully at each of them.
“Do you know whose this is?” he asks.
At this point-blank question, Elinor bursts into tears. The cruelty of
the position in which she finds herself is too much for her. She will
not betray her cousin, and she knows that on her own denial alone,
against overwhelming evidence, rests her defence of herself. And in
tears, distressed beyond measure, she rushes from the room. Mr.
Schuyler gives a long, low whistle. He is inclined to believe she has
told him the truth, in spite of all he knows and has seen. For why
does she wish to deny it? What girl who could do this thing would so
spurn the accusation? Her proud assertion, “My name is Elinor Lloyd,
and I have never written to you,” rings in his ears. He believes it,
as we will all of us sometimes believe, apparently against reason. He
knows that he wishes to believe in her truth, despite his vanity.
A little book lies near a roll of music on the piano, with her gloves
and hat. He takes up this book and examines it, for no reason except 797
that it appears to belong to her. A copy of Dickens’ _Barnaby Rudge_,
with a mark at the description of the Lord George Gordon Riots, and
pencil marks on the margin. He turns idly to the fly-leaf, and sees
written, “Elizabeth Lennox, from her brother Robert.” O cruel
evidence! “Circumstance, that unspiritual god and miscreator,” again
shows Elinor as a liar. What can he do now but doubt her word? Elinor
meanwhile is pacing her room in a tumult of agitation. Her first
impulse is to abandon her engagement with Mrs. Wood at once, and go to
her parents. But poverty among other hard impositions forbids us
acting on the dictates of pride, be it ever so honorable. Elinor
shrinks from staying, but also shrinks from giving her reasons for
leaving to her parents or to Mrs. Wood. To give false ones, covering
her real one, never for one moment occurs to her. She feels keenly the
cruelty, the injustice of the false position in which Lizzie’s folly
has placed her. Yet she is too generous at heart to betray Lizzie even
to her mother. She knows that when Lizzie told her of this “bit of
fun” it was in confidence, and troublesome as the trust has proved,
she will keep it until she is released. But she feels how hard it is
to know how to act rightly, unaided, uncounselled. One refuge,
however, she has--one counsellor who never betrays his trust, and who
does not require her cousin’s name or identity. O blessed privilege of
a Catholic! The safe, sure refuge of the confessional is Elinor’s.
What better human guide and comforter than her pastor can she seek? No
fears of a betrayed trust is here. So to him she goes, and from him
she receives the needed strength to bear her heavy trial--for heavy
trial it is on such a young heart, all the more so because she cannot
suppose her silence has put a stop to this disgraceful affair. She has
written to Lizzie explaining what has happened, and begging her to
lift this weight from her, and at least free her from this blame. And
Lizzie has indignantly replied that she will not interfere, and that
she believes Elinor to be the betrayer of her name to Fred Schuyler,
and moreover hints that it has been done to win him to herself.
This rouses Elinor to such a degree that she nearly forgets her
counsel to “return good for evil.” Prayer and meditation, however,
those best of medicines for disturbed souls, work their good effect
for her, and she is able still to bear in silence, trusting that time
will lift the stigma off her. So she shuns as best she can all
intercourse with Mr. Schuyler.
And thus about three unhappy weeks pass. Mr. Schuyler gives up trying
to enlist Elinor’s attention, and he leaves the last communication of
E. L. unanswered. He receives no more of those interesting missives.
Lizzie, thoroughly frightened, stops this amusement for herself.
But at last the Nemesis, circumstance, overtakes her--the circumstance
of meeting Mr. Frederick Schuyler at a party. A very small
circumstance apparently, but pregnant with much for three individuals.
He sees her standing not far off from him, in all the blaze of
gas-light and full dress. He has never seen Elinor at this advantage,
but the perfect profile and the proud carriage of the head impress him
at once. Yet those blonde locks and the light laughing eyes--these are
neither like Elinor’s nor the picture. Lovely this face certainly is,
but he remembers the darker one as pleasing him more. The remarkable 798
resemblance, however, has so startled him, that he actually trembles
as he asks a friend who has been talking with her to tell him her name.
“Miss Lennox.”
“Do you know her first name?” he says, with forced composure.
“Oh! yes. Lizzie Lennox and I are old friends; let me introduce you.”
And in the brief interval before he is presented, he only remembers
that it is L. L. and not E. L., the lady of the photograph but not of
the correspondence.
Lizzie passes this ordeal with a frightened, throbbing heart, but a
polite, calm exterior, thankful to be very soon claimed for the next
dance, and to leave Mr. Schuyler for the present at least. She is a
foolish coquette, but not an evil-minded girl. Weak, vain, selfish,
but not bad-hearted--she has really felt troubled by the mean way in
which she has refused to clear her cousin of the suspicion which she
has brought upon her, but her selfishness has prevailed in the matter.
To protect herself has seemed to her of more consequence than to clear
Elinor. And the possible consequence of her parents knowing all about
this little escapade has not seemed to her at all pleasant to
contemplate. And so she has been vacillating between the desire to do
right and the fear of exposure ever since she has received Elinor’s
letter. She is equally ignorant of how much she may be known to Mr.
Schuyler, or how far she may be protected by her cousin’s magnanimity.
She moreover finds Mr. Schuyler better than his photograph on
inspection, as a handsome face generally is better than a photograph
of it. Meanwhile, that gentleman has recollected that Elizabeth and
Lizzie are the same name. He has been watching this airy, graceful dancer,
and he has seen that she has been observing him. Elinor is
absolved from all blame in his mind. The only shred of mystery left is
the name in that book of hers. Lizzie, resting after her last round
dance, sees him approach with both dread and pleasure. He wastes no
time in prefatory remarks, but says, “Miss Lennox, are you related to
a Miss Elinor Lloyd?”
Lizzie has the command of this situation better than Mr. Schuyler. She
knows the full purport of the question, but being asked by Elinor in a
letter to speak the truth while she can yet hide it, and by handsome
Fred Schuyler looking into her eyes, and knowing her for the girl he
has been flirting with, are two very different matters. Here she may
make a virtue of necessity, and perhaps a conquest at the same time.
Ah! if our good deeds are viewed by the light of our motives, how very
much the virtue in them seems to pale.
Lizzie says with charming candor, “Oh! yes, she is my cousin; do you
know her?”
“Yes, Miss Lennox, and I saw your name in a book she had--_Barnaby
Rudge_--and it appeared to have been quite attentively read, from
the marginal notes I saw.”
Lizzie shows a momentary astonishment. “Why, Mr. Schuyler, the only
copy of Dickens’ _Barnaby Rudge_ I have is at home in the New
Riverside set papa gave me only lately--since”--she pauses a little
confused--“since I have seen Elly last. Besides, I don’t make notes on
the margins of my books, and I am quite sure Elly would not in mine. I
think it could not have been my name you saw.”
“Indeed, I saw it, ‘Elizabeth Lennox,’ and from your ‘brother Robert.’”
Lizzie laughs merrily, and she looks the very image of innocent fun as 799
she responds to this triumphant assertion.
“Oh! that’s a good joke! My _brother_ Robert! Why, that’s papa! And
the name is his sister’s. She is Elinor’s mother. Why didn’t she tell
you! I hate such mysteries.” And she shoots such a glance as would
once have been a challenge irresistible. He keeps up the badinage, but
he is answering that question, “Why did she not tell you?” in a manner
not flattering to Miss Lennox, but very much so to Miss Lloyd. The
former young lady is not quite pleased with his abstracted manner.
True, he dances with her, chats with her, compliments her, but she is
not satisfied. She is wishing that this was the first intercourse she
has had with Mr. Schuyler, and that he had nothing to remember of
Lizzie Lennox, and no previous knowledge of her--she has an intuitive
sense that she does not stand as well as her cousin in his estimation,
and that her chance would have been better if she had never written to
him. He, however, generously makes no allusion to that correspondence.
He is ashamed of it for her, and heartily wishes it had never been. He
is thinking how he can make his peace with her cousin, of whom he
feels glad to think so well, when he is startled by the words.
“Elinor and I are not friends now as we were once--before she became a
Catholic.”
“Miss Lloyd a Catholic!”
“Yes, Mr. Schuyler, did you not know that? All of the family are
Protestants except her. Her mother was so very liberal as to allow her
to be educated at a convent of those Sisters of Charity, and this is
the result. I have never been intimate with her since.”
Mr. Schuyler is very uncomfortably astonished by this information.
He has had pleasant thoughts of the possible consequence of his
reconciliation with Elinor. She has so much risen in his estimation by
this solution of the picture mystery and her generous, honorable
forbearance toward Lizzie, that he is thinking how very pleasant it
would be to pass his life with such a companion. She certainly has
proved herself very trustworthy. But a Catholic! That changes the
aspect of affairs. Does he want a wife of that faith? Would not the
coquettish blonde beauty be more desirable? And yet he cannot say that
the ways of Miss Lennox altogether please him. He has been willing to
amuse himself by a clandestine correspondence with the unknown beauty,
but the known writer of those entertaining epistles does not seem to
him just the one to trust with his life’s chance of domestic bliss.
The trust is not for just such as she. He really believes no harm of
Lizzie, but he knows a worse man might think worse of her than she
deserves. He wishes she were the Catholic and Elinor the Protestant.
Why now, for the upholding of all his cherished beliefs and
prejudices, could not the result of the two different systems of
education have been reversed? Surely, he thinks, “Popery would, as a
rule, have made such a girl as Lizzie rather than one like Elinor.
After all,” he concludes, “the difference is in their own natures, and
would have shown itself had they both had the same training,” and in
this we cannot dispute him. But possibly, although Elinor might never
have condescended to such a course, Lizzie might with better teaching
have been saved from it also. The girl is not evil, only young, weak,
vain, and she has needed just that which Elinor has had to sustain and
strengthen her. Lizzie relies on herself, on her own crude knowledge 800
of the world, and on just as much advice as she chooses to accept. She
never bares her conscience and her soul, as Elinor does, to any one.
Therefore, she not only robs herself of the counsel of wiser heads,
but she never brings upon herself that searching self-examination
necessary to the seeing of herself rightly. Had she done that, had she
been forced to look with this introverted gaze upon herself, she would
have shrunk from placing herself in this doubtful position. She will
remember this in after years with a sense of annoyance, if not of any
deeper sentiment. And yet her present feeling toward Elinor is one of
irritation. She knows that Elinor was right in her advice to her, and
that she can look down upon her from a more exalted height. The fact
that she has not taken airs of superiority on herself has not lessened
Lizzie’s resentment. The feeling that she is on a lower moral plane
than that of her Catholic, convent-educated cousin, is a sufficient
grievance of itself, and admits to her unregulated mind of no
extenuation in Elinor’s behalf.
It is not very easy for Mr. Schuyler to find an opportunity to explain
to Elinor his enlightenment and change of views. She shuns him so
sedulously that he begins to think he will have to tell her at the
table, in the presence of the family, that he has met her cousin.
True, he could do this without any indelicacy, but he has planned a
little programme of a _tête-à-tête_, which he thinks more pleasant,
to himself at least, than leaving her to draw her own conclusions from
such meagre information as he can give her in the presence of others.
Moreover, he does not wish to startle her before others by mentioning
Lizzie’s name--a sore subject to her, he suspects. So he bides his
time, although impatiently. If Elinor were like her cousin, he thinks
he would not wait so long for opportunity to speak. His man’s nature
is aroused by the necessity of pursuing.
But Mr. Schuyler has not made up his mind that he is willing to take a
Catholic wife. He is at present only desirous of establishing the old
pleasant, friendly footing between Elinor and himself--possibly a more
tender one; but he will not yet commit himself. Not until he has seen
how deeply rooted is her Catholicism--only an ism, it seems to him. He
is getting impatient, however, at her continued indifference toward
him. He sees that he must make his opportunity; and, being a young
gentleman fertile in expedients, he resorts to waylaying her at the
hour when her last music lesson is ended for the day.
Elinor’s face flushes and her brow contracts--a little indignant flash
is in her brown eyes as he confronts her. She remembers the last scene
between them at that hour by the piano, and it does not tend to soften
her manner. Evidently he has got all the work to do, unhelped by her.
So he starts off, as is his usual manner, with an abrupt introduction
of the subject.
“Miss Lloyd, I owe you an apology for declaring that I had your
picture in my possession. I know now whose picture it is.”
“You should have known it was not mine, sir, when I told you so,” and
she blushes again at the thought of Lizzie’s being known. Even when
the blame is lifted from herself, she does not rejoice in her cousin’s
exposure.
“I did know it, Miss Lloyd; I did believe you, on my soul, against all
the wonderful evidence of the remarkable likeness to you. I did believe
that picture was not yours, or that at least you did not send me it, 801
or know of my having it. But how could I know that it was your
mother’s name in your book?”
He stops confused. Elinor has never yet known of that added testimony
against her. Had she known it, she would at once have told him it was
her mother’s name. There was no reason for any mystery concerning
that, it being no part of Lizzie’s confidences to her. If he had had
that clue, perhaps he might have come to some imperfect glimpse of the
truth. In answer to her wondering inquiry, “What book?” he says now
humbly:
“You left a book you appeared to own on the piano. I took the liberty
of looking at it, and read a name in it which I knew belonged to her
whose picture I mistook for yours. Your cousin, Miss Lloyd, is very
like and very unlike yourself. I met her a short time since at a
party; and even seeing her before me, the original of that picture, I
could scarcely believe it was those fair locks which the sun made so
dark in her picture. I may certainly be excused for not remembering
this trick of photography, especially when you two are in features so
very similar.” He says this last pleadingly, because the displeased
look is not gone from her face.
“Mr. Schuyler,” she says, “your mistake concerning that picture was
more natural and more excusable than your supposing me the writer of
that letter, or the giver of that picture. I think, whatever the
evidence you may have supposed yourself to possess, my uniform bearing
and manner toward you should have freed me from any such supposition
on your part. I could not tell you whose picture you had, but I was
free to tell you whose name was in my book.”
“But, Miss Lloyd, even if you had given me the chance to ask you, I
could scarcely take upon myself the liberty of seeming to make you
accountable to myself for any name written in your book. The very
asking of that would have seemed an accusation.”
Elinor’s quick sense of justice sees this readily, and her brow
clears. Hard as it has been against herself, she admits that it was an
entanglement for him. So she says more graciously: “We will let it
pass, Mr. Schuyler. I wish the whole matter for all parties could be
disposed of as easily as I can pass out of it.” And she endeavors to
leave him, with a provoking air of taking no further interest in him
or his changed footing toward herself. He gently makes a motion of
barring her way. She stands waiting to hear what he has further to say
to her, but there is no evidence of any desire to remain.
“It is so long since we have spoken together in this friendly fashion,
that I think you need not be in such haste to shorten our
conversation.”
He says this in such a flattering way, implying that to talk with her
is the one great delight for him, that her girl’s sense of pleasing
and being pleased is quickened, but she only toys with the tassel of
the curtain near which she is standing, and says nothing.
Again Mr. Frederick finds he has all the advances to make toward
conversation, unaided by her.
“Miss Lennox tells me you were educated at a convent. Is that the
reason you are so shy of me, or is it because I am a Protestant, Miss
Lloyd?”
“My parents are Protestants, and all my relatives. It would be strange
for me to be afraid of a Protestant.”
“And yet you can be of so very different a faith. May I ask, is it a 802
matter of conscience with you, or only one of taste?”
“I do not understand religion being a matter of only taste, Mr.
Schuyler,” she says simply.
“Why, don’t you think it is taste, preference only for the gorgeous
and ceremonial, which makes the Ritualists of St. Alban’s and St.
Mary’s do as they do?”
“I cannot decide upon their motives, Mr. Schuyler. I only know that if
my conscience were not in this, I should not separate myself in my
faith from that of my family.” She says this with a firm bearing and a
lofty look at him which abashes him. He begins to suspect that this
young convert _will not_ swerve from her path from any regard for him.
He has a full share of conceit, fed by his success with the girls of
his acquaintance. He has won their smiles so readily heretofore, and
he has pleased and flattered them so easily, that he is piqued at
making no better impression now when he really tries.
Again Elinor moves to the door. He lets her pass with the words, “We
are friends now, are we not?”
“Friends, oh! certainly,” she says, but her tone does not seem so
delighted at this change in their relations as he thinks it should be.
The truth is, Elinor has thought much over Mr. Schuyler’s little
flirtation with her cousin, and he has not come out from that
inspection of his conduct with any great credit, in her way of looking
at it. She thinks that although he may pass unscathed by such
indulgence, it is not honorable in him to tempt one younger and weaker
than himself into such practices. She thinks if Lizzie could find no
one like him to entice her into this folly, she must perforce amuse
herself in some other way. It seems to her that his motives were bad.
And she suspects that if she would have lent herself to this sort of
thing, he would have been just as ready to conduct an affair of the
kind with herself. Her native good sense shows her this, and she is
thankful for the different example and teaching which has hedged her
in from ever giving a chance for such a thing. The amount of all this
is, that the little inclination to like Mr. Fred Schuyler which she
had once is now gone, she has no trust in him, and without, trust
there can be no abiding love.
Therefore, when, some days after that gentleman overcomes his dislike
of her religion so far as to absolutely offer his heart, hand, and
fortune to her, this disdainful Catholic astonishes him with these
words:
“I think, Mr. Schuyler, that these protestations are more due to my
cousin Lizzie than to me. If you speak truth to me, you have spoken
false to her. If it is truth to her, what am I to believe? Mr.
Schuyler, ‘I must trust all in all,’ or not at all.”
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OWEN ON SPIRITISM.[159] 803
Mr. Owen, though he has since been a member of Congress, and an
American minister at Naples, was formerly well known in this city as
associated with Frances Wright in editing the _Free Enquirer_, as the
author of an infamous work on moral physiology, and as an avowed
atheist. He now claims to be a believer in the existence of God, and
in the truth of the Christian religion; but his God has no freedom of
action, being hedged in and bound hand and foot by the laws of nature,
and his Christianity is a Christianity without Christ, and
indistinguishable from unmitigated heathenism. How much he has gained
by his conversion, through the intervention of the spirits, from
atheism to demonism and gross superstition, it is not easy to say,
though it is better to believe in the devil, if one does not mistake
him for God, than it is to believe in nothing.