A little, round-faced boy called me each morning, murmuring something in

a voice so soft and melodious it almost lulled me back to sleep. With

the coffee, which tended to wake me, he announced, “Madam Sanger go in

maybe. Yes, Japanese Government let her go in.” In ten minutes he would

return with the reversal of this news. He was aware of the contents of

the radiograms which kept the aerials crackling even before they had

been delivered to me. One read, “Thousands disciples welcome you.”

Another, “Possible land Yokohama; impossible discourse.” From the ship’s

daily I learned first that I might lecture, but not publicly; and then,

a day later, after continuous derision on the part of the press—all

right, I might talk publicly if I wished, but under no condition on

birth control. The last word I received was that I could land but speak

only in private. From the Ishimotos came the message, “Anticipate your

staying with us.”

March 10th was so dripping and foggy that when we reached Tokyo Bay I

could not see Japan. The arrival of the _Taiyo Maru_ bearing such an

array of distinguished passengers as the conference delegates was bound

to call forth unusual activity. A veritable flotilla met the ship—police

and health officers’ launches, mail tenders and press dispatch carriers.

Two officials came on board to interrogate me, and the three of us

retired to my cabin, where our bags had been hopefully packed. I showed

my passport, told the purpose of my visit, explained how I happened to

know the Ishimotos and Mr. Yamanoto of the Kaizo group. Inspector and

interpreter alike smiled amiably as they plied their questions, ending

with the polite query, “Who is paying your expenses?” The implication

was that I might be a secret agent sent by the United States Government

to deplete the population of Japan and to prepare the way for an

American invasion. This was particularly amusing, since I was one of the

persons thoroughly disapproved of by my Government.

At the end of the lengthy catechism it was agreed that the ban would be

removed if I, for my part, agreed not to lecture publicly on birth

control, and provided the American Consul General Skidmore formally

requested permission for me to land. I had sent him a wireless message

from the _Taiyo Maru_ saying I would like to visit the country, if not

as a lecturer at least as a private citizen, and asking him to use his

influence. Though I had had no reply I sent off a telegram to him

immediately, and Grant and I sat down on the luggage to await

developments.

The two officials had no sooner taken their departure than the little

cabin was filled to bursting with the gentlemen of the press. We started

and blinked with each rapid-fire, flashlight explosion. The room was

literally smoking with the acrid powder, and not an inch of standing

room remained. Seventy were all trying to get in at once; whatever I

said had to be relayed and translated to the unsuccessful ones who

brimmed over into the corridor.

Meanwhile, we had docked at Yokohama and, when the reporters were

finally disposed of, my friends, who had been patiently enduring the

rain, greeted me—Mr. Yamanoto, Mr. Wilson of the British Embassy,

Baroness Ishimoto, and “the missionary who lived next door.” After

welcoming me they left, the last named carrying with him my briefcase

laden with my most private papers and pamphlets, which I did not wish

seized at the Customs.

Now came the tapping of clogs along the passage, and in the doorway were

framed slight, doll-like figures, pale white faces, crimson lips, black

glossy hair beautifully coiffured, butterfly-looking obis. The trials of

the day vanished before their bobbing little bows. Here was a Japanese

fairy tale come true.

In precise English the leader introduced the others; this one

represented the silk manufacturers, that one the weavers; each of the

twenty-five was appearing for some laboring organization. She explained

they had been there all day, but it was nothing—they were so proud to be

the first to welcome the herald of freedom for women. The Industrial

Revolution which had put them to work was still so young that they were

in virtual slavery. Yet, she said, they were so accustomed to

subservience that it would be a long time until they learned to rebel

against their wrongs. Suffrage was slow—Japanese women found it

difficult to see its advantages. They could not be stirred by offers of

economic independence; it was a higher ideal to have husbands take care

of their wives than have them battle for themselves. She was certain no

inspiration was to be found in that quarter.

Then, with eyes sparkling, she added, “But when the message of birth

control came to us from Honolulu, like the lightning we understood its

meaning, and now we are all awakened.”

We were served with tea, and I continued to await a reply from Mr.

Skidmore, but none ever came. Finally, at seven-thirty, due to the

British Mr. Wilson’s intercession, the Imperial Government at last

opened its gates to me without the sponsorship of my own Government.

I still had to go through Customs. Papers and books, including forty

copies of _Family Limitation_, were confiscated. Thereafter I usually

left spaces in my diaries instead of writing out names, because I never

knew who was going to see them.

The Customs men further minutely examined my clothes, accessories, even

necklaces and ornaments, holding them up, laughing at them, calling each

other to come and look, in order to inform themselves as much on the

composition and design as to determine whether they were dutiable. The

data they gleaned thus from incoming travelers they stored away like

squirrels—and cheaply-manufactured replicas shortly appeared on

Woolworth counters, stamped in purple ink, “Made in Japan.”

When I emerged, tired and damp, more crowds pressed around seeking

autographs. Everywhere in Japan people wanted your signature. One man,

who spoke some English, said he represented the Ricksha-men’s Union and

apologized for the trouble to which I had been put. “Sometime Japanese

Government he little autocratic.” For that matter everybody apologized

for the Government.

After the torrents of rain, logs blazing in fireplaces warmed us in the

Ishimotos’ charming house at Tokyo. Grant and I were both in a large

room, almost bare of furnishings, exquisite in its simplicity. The

fragile walls of painted silk gave an impression of airiness.

Next to us was the huge bathroom, the floor and lower walls of

burnished, shining copper. In the center, raised on legs, stood a great

wooden tub with a top that closed down, and a hole for your neck. Five

or six basins were ranged around the room and, beside each, brush and

soap. You were supposed to scrub and scrub and then rinse by throwing

pans of water over you. Finally you entered the steaming tub to relax.

It was not etiquette to leave any trace of soap in the bath or any

evidence of its use, because everybody in the family soaked in that

water before the night was over—guests, hosts, and servants in order.

I sank gratefully on one of the mattresses borrowed for our comfort and

laid on the floor; the rest of the household slept on mats with wooden

blocks in place of pillows, a custom which allowed the ladies to keep

their coiffures intact for a week at a time. Through the frail

partitions we could hear the servants laughing and chatting until late

into the night, men and women together, carrying on their bathing as

though it were a function of eating.

Our days were tremendously busy, beginning early with the ringing of the

antiquated telephone on the wall. People came silently in rickshas and

departed after conversing with the Baron and Baroness.

Old Japan had extended esthetics into the realm of ordinary existence,

and undoubtedly had produced a thing of beauty. The gestures of ceremony

might have meant little, but they made delightful the arranging of any

affair whatever. The Japanese always greeted each other with a bow from

the waistline, hands gliding down to the knees. The difference between

one and another was so subtle that a foreigner could hardly distinguish

it, but it was there all the same. A particular mark of respect was the

triple bow, graduated according to the social rank—an inclination, a

slight pause, a deeper inclination, again a pause, and then down further

until the back was nearly horizontal.

Grant, who was very affectionate, had been accustomed to kiss me when we

met, whether it were in a restaurant, hotel, on the street, or anywhere

else for that matter. But he had to forego this salute in Japan when we

observed that kissing was a shock to Japanese sensibilities, and,

indeed, was considered immoral. Instead, he took over Japanese manners

and became marvelously courteous. Practically every time he spoke to me

he made the three bows, and unconsciously I soon found myself returning

them with equal formality.

Politeness in behavior, impersonal and ritualistic, was most noticeable

in those relationships where we naturally expected habitual and

conventional reserve to be thrown aside. When the Baroness Ishimoto’s

mother and sister were coming for lunch, she donned a special kimono,

set out special vases and screens, greeted them with the prescribed

bows, wordings, and gestures. Even I noticed the civilities accorded the

two were not the same. The effect was that the mother occupied the place

of honor as though she were receiving.

Men came also to the Ishimotos’ to plan for the various meetings and

entertainments. A member of the House of Lords telephoned to say he was

a “disciple.” The press sought interviews. Early in my career I had

realized the importance of giving clear, concise, and true concepts of

birth control to those who wished to quote me. This simple policy served

my purpose particularly well in the Orient, where technical phrases in

English were hopelessly confusing. Under any circumstances our language

was peculiarly difficult for the Japanese, and their phraseology was

sometimes convulsively funny. One letter from a dismissed government

employee to the head of his department was making the rounds of

Occidentals in the East:

Kind Sir, on opening this epistle you will behold the work of a

dejobbed person, and a very be-wifed and much childrenized

gentleman, who was violently dejobbed in a twinkling by your

goodself. For Heaven’s sake, sir, consider this catastrophe as

falling on your own head, and remind yourself on walking home at the

moon’s end to savage wife and sixteen voracious children with your

pocket filled with non-existent pennies and pity my horrible state.

When being dejobbed and proceeding with a heart and intestines

filled with misery in this den of doom, myself did greedily

contemplate culpable homicide, but Him who protected Daniel (poet)

safe through the Lion’s den will protect his servant in this home of

evil. As to reason given by yourself esquire for my dejobment the

incrimination was laziness.

NO SIR. It were impossible that myself who has pitched sixteen

infant children into this vale of tears can have a lazy atom in his

mortal frame, and a sudden departure of eleven pounds has left me on

the verge of the abyss of destitution and despair.

I hope this vision of horror will enrich your dreams this night and

good Angel will meet and pulverize your heart of nether millstone so

that you will awaken and with such alacrity as may be compatible

with your personal safety, and will hasten to rejobulate your

servant.

So mote it be, Amen,

Yours despairfully,

Akono Subusu

And on the bottom of the letter the district officer had noted:

Gentle Reader, do not sob—

Akono Subusu has been rejobbed.

I myself had a letter from a gentleman who wrote, “How I am unavoidably

in need to execute your ‘Ism’ and hope to know your effective method.”

Had it been allowed, I should have given forth practical information.

Since it was not, I believed if I could make plain to the authorities

that I was not going to break this rule in my lectures, they could find

no fault with them.

Accordingly, the morning of our second day in Tokyo an appointment was

made with the Police Governor. In spite of the early hour the hard

little official, his close-cropped hair revealing all the bumps and

developments, served us tea. The Japanese always handed you tea as we

pass cigarettes—in embarrassment, for relaxation, or just to tie up

loose moments. Disregarding the vital subject completely we discussed

current topics through an interpreter. Though all the people were

intensely serious, they were remarkably fond of plays on words. Merrily

I was told my name had created much confusion owing to its similarity to

_sangai san_, which meant “destructive to production.”

Birth control was thus delicately introduced. For the first time I heard

about the Dangerous Thought Law, which had been sponsored in Parliament

by a group called the “Thought Controllers,” who aimed to exclude from

the country all ideas not conforming to ancient Japanese tradition. The

Police Governor assumed he knew exactly what I had planned to talk

about, and I could not move him from the conviction that I wanted to

present a Dangerous Thought.

I was not, however, going to let the matter drop. I went higher up to

the Home Affairs Office. A courteous gentleman informed me the Minister

sent his regards and hoped to have the pleasure of seeing me some other

time. There was no tea. I was politely bowed out.

My next stop was at the Kaizo office, where the entire staff was called

into consultation. They were bristly and burly enough to be taken for

Russians; only their kimonos identified them as Japanese. One and all

decided we should go in person to the Imperial Diet. There, on

presentation of our cards, couriers started running around to find the

Chief. In a few moments the door of the room into which we had been

ushered was opened, and in came the very same man with whom I had

conversed at the Home Office that morning. Profoundly embarrassed I

explained this was the way of impatient Americans, who were bent on

hurrying things along. He was very kind, and said he had been on the

point of giving me permission to speak publicly provided I did not

mention birth control. When I sketched an outline of a possible

population lecture we laughed and agreed the Empire of Japan was not, as

a result, going to fall.

Almost from the time of landing I had been deeply conscious that I was

in one of the most thickly populated countries of the world. The

Ishimotos’ automobile honked, honked, at every turn of the wheels to

squeeze through rickshas, pedestrians, and children in the narrow,

unpaved streets.

In any traffic danger the first concern was always for the baby. I never

saw one slapped, struck, scolded, or punished. I never heard one cry;

they all seemed happy and smiling, though I must admit a few of them

needed to have their little noses wiped. I could not believe any country

could contain so many babies. Fathers carried them in their arms;

mothers carried them in a sort of shawl; children carried babies; even

babies carried smaller babies. I saw a land of one-story houses but of

two-story children. Boys with babies on their backs were playing

baseball, running to bases, the heads of the babies wobbling so that you

thought their necks were surely going to be broken.

The momentum that had come from the high birth rate was felt in every

walk of life. Peers, business and professional men were all having large

families. One told me he wanted twenty children. When I asked him how

many he had already he replied, “Two,” and he was offended when I

suggested that perhaps his wife, instead of himself, had had those.

The density of population in tillable areas of Japan averaged two

thousand human beings to the square mile, and it was increasing at the

rate of almost a million a year. Although they built terraced rice

paddies on their hillsides with tremendous labor they could not feed

themselves. Furthermore, lacking ore, petroleum, and an adequate supply

of coal, they could not develop their industries to a point where they

could exchange their products for enough food.

The Government should itself have been disseminating contraceptive

information, but the army faction was not friendly to it and claimed

Japan could never be respected in the eyes of the world until she

possessed a force sufficiently powerful to make might right. It was even

then too late for birth control to offset the inevitability of her

overflowing her borders; the population pressure was bound to cause an

explosion in spite of the safety valve of Korea. How long this could be

delayed was a matter of pure conjecture.

_Chapter Twenty-six_

THE EAST IS BLOSSOMING

After I found out where I stood with the Government, the silent friends

who had come and gone so frequently from the Ishimoto home produced

plans for various meetings. In each one the address was to a particular

class which did not mingle with others—commercial, educational, medical,

parliamentary.

The Kaizo group were intensely disappointed that I could not deliver the

lectures I had prepared and for which they had invited me to Japan. As a

compromise we agreed that I should have to focus my War and Population

talk around Germany and the Allies. It was going to be difficult,

because I was not satisfied with the European facts and figures I had.

My first meeting was at the Tokyo Y.M.C.A. Shortly before one o’clock I

was escorted with great ceremony into a room behind the auditorium,

pungent with smoke from a charcoal stove. Then I was presented to a

gathering of about five hundred—prosperous-looking men, well-dressed

women, students, a number of foreigners, a Buddhist priest or two, and a

liberal sprinkling of the Metropolitan Police to make certain my

audience thought no dangerous thoughts as a result of my speech.

Most of the auditors apparently understood some English, because while I

was speaking they leaned forward attentively, laughing in the proper

places, but when I paused for the translation they relaxed, rustled

papers, and whispered to each other.

I had discovered that the five-hour clause in my contract was no mistake

and no joke. Standing from one until six was a frightful strain. The

lecture with interpretations took three hours, although I could have

delivered it in one, and questions took two more. Many of these were on

subjects entirely alien to my own. “What do you think of missionaries?

What do you think of Christianity? Are you yourself a Christian?” This

last was naïvely posed, and, thoroughly aware of the significance of

what it meant truly to be a Christian, I replied, “I’m afraid I’m not a

very good one.”

My questioner put out his chest and said confidently, “I am.”

I seemed to recall my adolescence when I had exacted the last ounce of

righteousness from every breathing hour. Many of the Japanese converts

had this spirit. They were trying to change their ancestral ideas of

morality and, instead, adopt wholesale the Christian code without having

had time to assimilate it.

The most painful experience I had in Japan was in addressing the Tokyo

medical association. The volunteer interpreter was a young doctor who

had been on a three weeks’ tour of America, and his command of English

was correspondingly slight. From the attitude of the audience I could

tell whenever he was not conveying my meaning as I had intended it,

though I did not always know what specifically was wrong. The Baroness,

unable to bear his mis-translation of “prevention of conception” as

abortion, which she knew would distress me intensely, finally rose and

attempted to correct the erroneous impression he was giving. But the

meeting was over before she could make it clear.

Nothing had been said about remuneration. I expected none. But the next

day an army of ten rickshas appeared. The officers of the society, laden

with packages and bundles, presented themselves. One by one they offered

boxes in which I found an elaborate kimono, an embroidered table cover,

a purse, a fan, a cloisonné jar, and, in conclusion, the President

offered me the smallest package of all, wrapped in tissue and tied with

a paper tape on which were the characters wishing me health, happiness,

and longevity. Opening it I found crisp new bills in payment. This

delicate gesture was typically Japanese.

At other meetings we usually sat on clean, fresh mats; the room might be

chilly, but a little charcoal burner was beside you and occasionally you

warmed your hands over it. I liked the service and the food which the

maids silently brought all at once on a tray, covered over and steaming

hot. After _saké_ in diminutive porcelain cups the group was ready to

converse, and it was cozy and interesting. Often we did not get away

until midnight because, although the discussion was carried on in

English, each remark was translated for the benefit of those who did not

understand. The Baroness always went with me, and it was a revelation to

them to have one of their own countrywomen present.

I had heard much talk of the Elder Statesmen, but nobody at the Peers’

Club, where I gave an afternoon address, seemed to be even elderly. They

were curious to know why women were divorced, whether they wanted more

than one husband, whether they really could ever care for more than one

man, the nature of their love for children, how long it could continue.

They were like Europeans in the frankness with which they regarded the

relationship of the sexes. Yet they were not satisfied with the accepted

Japanese tradition—on the one hand geisha girls who played and coquetted

and amused them, and on the other wives whose place as yet was

definitely in the home. They asked, “Is it not true that the American

woman can be all things to her husband—his companion, mother of his

children, mistress, business manager, and friend?”

I agreed with them that this was the ideal, but had to confess that by

no means every American wife fitted into this picture.

Many of the Japanese had themselves forgotten that in the heroic and

epic days women had enjoyed freedom and equality with men. Only with the

rise of the powerful military lords in the Eighth Century had this most

rigid, most persistent, and most immovable discrimination arisen.

The _Ona Daigaku_, the feudal moral code, counseled:

A woman shall get up early in the morning and go to bed late in the

evening. She must never take a nap in the daytime. She shall be

industrious at sewing, weaving, spinning, and embroidery. She shall

not take much tea or wine. She shall not visit places of amusement,

such as theaters or musicals. She must never get angry—she must bear

everything and always be careful and timid.

The resultant upper-class Japanese lady, exquisite and decorative, was a

living work of art particularly created by the imagination of numberless

generations of men. My original conception of all Japanese women had

been fashioned out of romantic fallacies—partly by the three little

maids from school who simpered through the _Mikado_, and to no small

extent by the gaudy theatricalism of _Madama Butterfly_. The

unrestrained exoticism of Pierre Loti and Lafcadio Hearn had

strengthened my illusions, as had also the color prints that had aroused

so much enthusiasm towards the end of the century.

But I soon found the cherry blossom fairyland was being destroyed by the

advent of machinery. In Yokohama and Kobe you heard factory whistles and

saw tall smokestacks, new shipyards, and great steel cranes. The

Industrial Revolution, accomplished in our Western countries gradually,

had invaded the Island Empire with an impact and a shock the

repercussions of which were still evident. It had not brought freedom to

the women whose low status was admirably suited to the purpose of

manufacturing with its ever-increasing demand for cheap and unskilled

labor.

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