CHAPTER VII

During the three weeks which had ended for David and Elise in this

scene of passion, Louie had been deliberately going her own way,

managing even in this unfamiliar _milieu_ to extract from it

almost all the excitement or amusement it was capable of yielding

her. All the morning she dragged Madame Cervin about the Paris

streets: in the afternoon she would sometimes pose for Montjoie,

and sometimes not; he had to bring her bonbons and theatre tickets

to bribe her, and learn new English wherewith to flatter her. Then

in the evenings she made the Cervins take her to theatres and

various entertainments more or less reputable, for which of course

David paid. It seemed to Madame Cervin, as she sat staring beside

them, that her laughs never fell in with the laughs of other

people. But whether she understood or no, it amused her, and go she

would.

A looker-on might have found the relations between Madame Cervin

and her boarder puzzling at first sight. In reality they

represented a compromise between considerations of finance and

considerations of morals--as the wife of the _ancien prix de

Rome_ understood these last. For the ex-modiste was by no means

without her virtues or her scruples. She had ugly manners and ideas

on many points, but she had lived a decent life at any rate since

her marriage with a man for whom she had an incomprehensible

affection, heavily as he burdened and exploited her; and though she

took all company pretty much as it came, she had a much keener

sense now than in her youth of the practical advantages of good

behaviour to a woman, and of the general reasonableness of the

_bourgeois_ point of view with regard to marriage and the

family. Her youth had been stormy; her middle age tended to a

certain conservative philosophy of common sense, and to the

development of a rough and ready conscience.

Especially was she conscious of the difficulties of virtue. When

Elise Delaunay, for instance, was being scandalously handled by the

talkers in her stuffy _salon_, Madame Cervin sat silent. Not

only had she her own reasons for being grateful to the little

artist, but with the memory of her own long-past adventures behind

her she was capable by now of a secret admiration for an

unprotected and struggling girl who had hitherto held her head

high, worked hard, and avoided lovers.

So that when the artist's wife undertook the charge of the

good-looking English girl she had done it honestly, up to her

lights, and she had fulfilled it honestly. She had in fact hardly

let Louie Grieve out of her sight since her boarder was handed over

to her.

These facts, however, represent only one side of the situation.

Madame Cervin was now respectable. She had relinquished years

before the _chasse_ for personal excitement; she had replaced

it by 'the _chasse_ of the five-franc piece.' She loved her

money passionately; but at the same time she loved power, gossip,

and small flatteries. They distracted her, these last, from the

depressing spectacle of her husband's gradual and inevitable decay.

So that her life represented a balance between these various

instincts. For some time past she had gathered about her a train of

small artists, whom she mothered and patronised, and whose wild

talk and pecuniary straits diversified the monotony of her own

childless middle age. Montjoie, whose undoubted talent imposed upon

a woman governed during all her later life by the traditions and

the admirations of the artist world, had some time before

established a hold upon her, partly dependent on a certain

magnetism in the man, partly, as Elise had suspected, upon money

relations. For the grasping little _bourgeoise_ who would

haggle for a morning over half a franc, and keep a lynx-eyed watch

over the woman who came to do the weekly cleaning, lest the

miserable creature should appropriate a crust or a cold potato, had

a weak side for her artist friends who flattered and amused her.

She would lend to them now and then out of her hoards; she had lent

to Montjoie in the winter when, after months of wild dissipation,

he was in dire straits and almost starving.

But having lent, the thought of her jeopardised money would throw

her into agonies, and she would scheme perpetually to get it back.

Like all the rest of Montjoie's creditors she was hanging on the

Maenad, which promised indeed to be the _chef--d'oeuvre_ of an

indisputable talent, could that talent only be kept to work. When

the sculptor--whose curiosity had been originally roused by certain

phrases of Barbier's in his preliminary letters to his nephew,

phrases embellished by Dubois' habitual _fanfaronnade_--had

first beheld the English girl, he had temporarily thrown up his

work and was lounging about Paris in moody despair, to Madame

Cervin's infinite disgust. But at sight of Louie his artist's zeal

rekindled. Her wild nature, her half-human eye, the traces of Greek

form in the dark features--these things fired and excited him.

'Get me that girl to sit,' he had said to Madame Cervin, 'and the

Maenad will be sold in six weeks!'

And Madame Cervin, fully determined on the one hand that Montjoie

should finish his statue and pay his debts, and on the other that

the English girl should come to no harm from a man of notorious

character, had first led up to the sittings, and then superintended

them with the utmost vigilance. She meant no harm--the brother was

a fool for his pains--but Montjoie should have his sitter. So she

sat there, dragon-like, hour after hour, knitting away with her

little fat hands, while Louie posed, and Montjoie worked; and

groups of the sculptor's friends came in and out, providing the

audience which excited the ambition of the man and the vanity of

the girl.

So the days passed. At last there came a morning when Louie came

out early from the Cervins' door, shut it behind her, and ran up

the ladder-like stairs which led to David's room.

'David!'

Her voice was pitched in no amiable key, as she violently shook the

handle of the door. But, call and shake as she might, there was no

answer, and after a while she paused, feeling a certain

bewilderment.

'It is ridiculous! He can't be out; it isn't half-past eight. It's

just his tiresomeness.'

And she made another and still more vehement attempt, all to no

purpose. Not a sound was to be heard from the room within. But as

she was again standing irresolute, she heard a footstep behind her

on the narrow stairs, and looking round saw the _concierge_,

Madame Merichat. The woman's thin and sallow face--the face of a

born pessimist--had a certain sinister flutter in it.

She held out a letter to the astonished Louie, saying at the same

time with a disagreeable smile:

'What is the use of knocking the house down when there is no one

there?'

'Where is he?' cried Louie, not understanding her, and looking at

the letter with stupefaction.

The woman put it into her hand.

'No one came back last night,' she said with a shrug. 'Neither

monsieur nor mademoiselle; and this morning I receive orders to

send letters to "Barbizon, pres Fontainebleau."'

Louie tore open her letter. It was from David, and dated Barbizon.

He would be there, it said, for nearly a month. If she could wait

with Madame Cervin till he himself could take her home, well and

good. But if that were disagreeable to her, let her communicate

with him 'chez Madame Pyat, Barbizon, Fontainebleau,' and he would

write to Dora Lomax at once, and make arrangements for her to lodge

there, till he returned to Manchester. Some one could easily be

found to look after her on the homeward journey if Madame Cervin

took her to the train. Meanwhile he enclosed the money for two

weeks' _pension_ and twenty francs for pocket money.

No other person was mentioned in the letter, and the writer offered

neither explanation nor excuses.

Louie crushed the sheet in her hand, with an exclamation, her

cheeks flaming.

'So they are amusing themselves at Fontainebleau?' inquired Madame

Merichat, who had been leaning against the wall, twisting her apron

and studying the English girl with her hard, malicious eyes. 'Oh! I

don't complain; there was a letter for me too. Monsieur has paid

all. But I regret for mademoiselle--if mademoiselle is surprised.'

She spoke to deaf ears.

Louie pushed past her, flew downstairs, and rang the Cervins' bell

violently. Madame Cervin herself opened the door, and the girl

threw herself upon her, dragged her into the _salon_, and then

said with the look and tone of a fury:

'Read that!'

She held out the crumbled letter. Madame Cervin adjusted her

spectacles with shaking hands.

'But it is in English!' she cried in despair.

Louie could not have beaten her for not understanding. But, herself

trembling with excitement, she was forced to bring all the French

words she knew to bear, and between them, somehow, piecemeal,

Madame Cervin was brought to a vague understanding of the letter.

'Gone to Fontainebleau!' she cried, subsiding on to the sofa. 'But

why, with whom?'

'Why, with that girl, that _creature--can't_ you understand?'

said Louie, pacing up and down.

'Ah, I will go and find out all about that!' said Madame Cervin,

and hastily exchanging the blue cotton apron and jacket she wore in

the mornings in the privacy of her own apartment for her walking

dress, she whisked out to make inquiries.

Louie was left behind, striding from end to end of the little

_salon_, brows knit, every feature and limb tense with excitement.

As the meaning of her discovery grew plainer to her, as she

realised what had happened, and what the bearing of it must be

on herself and her own position, the tumult within her rose and

rose. After that day in the Louvre her native shrewdness had of

course very soon informed her of David's infatuation for the little

artist. And when it became plain, not only to her, but to all Elise

Delaunay's acquaintance, there was much laughter and gossip on the

subject in the Cervins' apartment. It was soon discovered that

Louie had taken a dislike, which, perhaps, from the beginning had

been an intuitive jealousy, to Elise, and had, moreover, no

inconvenient sensitiveness on her brother's account, which need

prevent the discussion of his love affairs in her presence. So the

discussion went freely on, and Louie only regretted that, do what

she would to improve herself in French, she understood so little of

it. But the tone towards Elise among Montjoie's set, especially

from Montjoie himself, was clearly contemptuous and hostile; and

Louie instinctively enjoyed the mud which she felt sure was being

thrown.

Yet, incredible as it may seem, with all this knowledge on her

part, all this amusement at her brother's expense, all this

blackening of Elise's character, the possibility of such an event

as had actually occurred had never entered the sister's

calculations.

And the reason lay in the profound impression which one side of his

character had made upon her during the five months they had been

together. A complete stranger to the ferment of the lad's

imagination, she had been a constant and chafed spectator of his

daily life. The strong self-restraint of it had been one of the

main barriers between them. She knew that she was always jarring

upon him, and that he was always blaming her recklessness and

self-indulgence. She hated his Spartan ways--his teetotalism, the

small store he set by any personal comfort or luxury, his powers of

long-continued work, his indifference to the pleasures and

amusements of his age, so far as Manchester could provide them.

They were a reflection upon her, and many a gibe she had flung out

at him about them. But all the same these ways of his had left a

mark upon her; they had rooted a certain conception of him in her

mind. She knew perfectly well that Dora Lomax was in love with him,

and what did he care? 'Not a ha'porth!' She had never seen him turn

his head for any girl; and when he had shown himself sarcastic on

the subject of her companions, she had cast about in vain for

materials wherewith to retort.

And _now_! That he should fall in love with this French

girl--that was natural enough; it had amused and pleased her to see

him lose his head and make a fool of himself like other people; but

that he should run away with her after a fortnight, without

apparently a word of marrying her--leaving his sister in the

lurch--

'_Hypocrite_!'

She clenched her hands as she walked. What was really surging in

her was that feeling of _ownership_ with regard to David which

had played so large a part in their childhood, even when she had

teased and plagued him most. She might worry and defy him; but no

sooner did another woman appropriate him, threaten to terminate for

good that hold of his sister upon him which had been so lately

renewed, than she was flooded with jealous rage. David had escaped

her--he was hers no longer--he was Elise Delaunay's! Nothing that

she did could scandalise or make him angry any more. He had sent

her money and washed his hands of her. As to his escorting her back

to England in two or three weeks, that was just a lie! A man who

takes such a plunge does not emerge so soon or so easily. No, she

would have to go back by herself, leaving him to his intrigue. The

very calmness and secretiveness of his letter was an insult. 'Mind

your own business, little girl--go home to work--and be good!

'--that was what it seemed to say to her. She set her teeth over it

in her wild anger and pride.

At the same moment the outer door opened and Madame Cervin came

bustling back again, bursting with news and indignation.

Oh, there was no doubt at all about it, they had gone off together!

Madame Merichat had seen them come downstairs about noon the day

before. He was carrying a black bag and a couple of parcels. She

also was laden; and about halfway down the street, Madame Merichat,

watching from her window, had seen them hail a cab, get into it,

and drive away, the cab turning to the right when they reached the

Boulevard.

Madame Cervin's wrath was loud, and stimulated moreover by personal

alarm. One moment, remembering the scene in Montjoie's studio, she

cried out, like the sister, on the brother's hypocrisy; the next

she reminded her boarder that there was two weeks' _pension_

owing.

Louie smiled scornfully, drew out the notes from David's letter and

flung them on the table. Then Madame Cervin softened, and took

occasion to remember that condolence with the sister was at least

as appropriate to the situation as abuse of the brother. She

attempted some consolation, nay, even some caresses, but Louie very

soon shook her off.

'Don't talk to me! don't kiss me!' she said impatiently.

And she swept out of the room, went to her own, and locked the

door. Then she threw herself face downwards on her bed, and

remained there for some time hardly moving. But with every minute

that passed, as it seemed, the inward smart grew sharper. She had

been hardly conscious of it, at first, this smart, in her rage and

pride, but it was there.

At last she could bear it quietly no longer. She sprang up and

looked about her. There, just inside the open press which held her

wardrobe, were some soft white folds of stuff. Her eye gleamed: she

ran to the cupboard and took out the Maenad's dress. During the

last few days she had somewhat tired of the sittings--she had at

any rate been capricious and tiresome about them; and Montjoie, who

was more in earnest about this statue than he had been about any

work for years, was at his wit's end, first to control his own

temper, and next so to lure or drive his strange sitter as to

manage her without offending her.

But to-day the dress recalled David--promised distraction and

retaliation. She slipped off her tight gingham with hasty fingers,

and in a few seconds she was transformed. The light folds floated

about her as she walked impetuously up and down, studying every

movement in the glass, intoxicated by the polished clearness and

whiteness of her own neck and shoulders, the curves of her own

grace and youth. Many a night, even after a long sitting, had she

locked her door, made the gas flare, and sat absorbed before her

mirror in this guise, throwing herself into one attitude after

another, naively regretting that sculpture took so long, and that

Montjoie could not fix them all. The ecstasy of self-worship in

which the whole process issued was but the fruition of that

childish habit which had wrought with childish things for the same

end--with a couple of rushlights, an old sheet and primroses from

the brook.

Her black abundant hair was still curled about her head. Well, she

could pull it down in the studio--now for a wrap--and then no

noise! She would slip downstairs so that madame should know nothing

about it. She was tired of that woman always at her elbow. Let her

go marketing and leave other people in peace.

But before she threw on her wrap she stood still a moment, her

nostril quivering, expanding, one hand on her hip, the other

swinging her Maenad's tambourine. She knew very little of this

sculptor-man--she did not understand him; but he interested, to

some extent overawed, her. He had poured out upon her the coarsest

flatteries, yet she realised that he had not made love to her.

Perhaps Madame Cervin had been in the way. Well, now for a

surprise and a _tête-a-tête_! A dare-devil look--her mother's

look--sprang into her eyes.

She opened the door, and listened. No one in the little passage,

only a distant sound of rapid talking, which suggested to the girl

that madame was at that moment enjoying the discussion of her

boarder's affairs with monsieur, who was still in bed. She hurried

on a waterproof which covered her almost from top to toe. Then,

holding up her draperies, she stole out, and on to the public

stairs.

They were deserted, and running down them she turned to the right

at the bottom and soon found herself at the high studio door.

As she raised her hand to the bell she flushed with passion.

'I'll let him see whether I'll go home whining to Dora, while he's

amusing himself,' she said under her breath.

The door was opened to her by Montjoie himself, in his working

blouse, a cigarette in his mouth. His hands and dress were daubed

with clay, and he had the brutal look of a man in the blackest of

tempers. But no sooner did he perceive Louie Grieve's stately

figure in the passage than his expression changed.

'You--you here! and for a sitting?'

She nodded, smiling. Her look had an excitement which he perceived

at once. His eye travelled to the white drapery and the beautiful

bare arm emerging from the cloak; then he looked behind her for

Madame Cervin.

No one--except this Maenad in a waterproof. Montjoie threw away his

cigarette.

'_Entrez, entrez, mademoiselle!_' he said, bowing low to her.

'When the heavens are blackest, then they open. I was in a mind to

wring the Maenad's neck three minutes ago. Come and save your

portrait!'

He led her in through the ante-room into the large outer studio.

There stood the Maenad on her revolving stand, and there was the

raised platform for the model. A heap of clay was to one side, and

water was dripping from the statue on to the floor. The studio

light had a clear evenness; and, after the heat outside, the

coolness of the great bare room was refreshing.

They stood and looked at the statue together, Louie still in her

cloak. Montjoie pointed out to her that he was at work on the

shoulders and the left arm, and was driven mad by the difficulties

of the pose. '_Tonnerre de Dieu!_ when I heard you knock, I

felt like a murderer; I rushed out to let fly at someone. And there

was my Maenad on the mat!--all by herself, too, without that little

piece of ugliness from upstairs behind her. I little thought this

day--this cursed day--was to turn out so. I thought you were tired

of the poor sculptor--that you had deserted him for good and all.

Ah! _déesse--je vous salue_!'

He drew back from her, scanning her from head to foot, a new tone

in his voice, a new boldness in his deep-set eyes--eyes which were

already old. Louie stood instinctively shrinking, yet smiling,

understanding something of what he said, guessing more.

There was a bull-necked strength about the man, with his dark,

square, weather-beaten head, and black eyebrows, which made her

afraid, in spite of the smooth and deprecating manner in which he

generally spoke to women. But her fear of him was not unpleasant to

her. She liked him; she would have liked above all to quarrel with

him; she felt that he was her match, He stepped forward, touched

her arm, and took a tone of command.

'Quick, mademoiselle, with that cloak!'

She mounted the steps, threw off her cloak, and fell into her

attitude without an instant's hesitation. Montjoie, putting his

hands over his eyes to look at her, exclaimed under his breath.

It was perfectly true that, libertine as he was, he had so far felt

no inclination whatever to make love to the English girl. Nor was

the effect merely the result of Madame Cervin's vigilance.

Personally, for all her extraordinary beauty, his new model left

him cold. Originally he had been a man of the most complex artistic

instincts, the most delicate and varied perceptions. They and his

craftsman's skill were all foundering now in a sea of evil living.

But occasionally they were active still, and they had served him

for the instant detection of that common egotistical paste of which

Louie Grieve was made. He would have liked to chain her to his

model's platform, to make her the slave of his fevered degenerating

art. But she had no thrill for him. While he was working from her

his mind was often running on some little _grisette_ or other,

who had not half Louie Grieve's physical perfection, but who had

charm, provocation, wit--all that makes the natural heritage of the

French woman, of whatever class. At the same time it had been an

irritation and an absurdity to him that, under Madame Cervin's eye,

he had been compelled to treat her with the ceremonies due to

_une jeune fille honnete._ For he had at once detected the

girl's reckless temper. From what social stratum did she come--she

and the brother? In her, at least, there was some wild blood! When

he sounded Madame Cervin, however, she, with her incurable habit of

vain mendacity, had only put her lodger in a light which Montjoie

felt certain was a false one.

But this morning! Never had she been so superb, so inspiring! All

the vindictive passion, all the rage with David that was surging

within her, did but give the more daring and decision to her

attitude, and a wilder power to her look. Moreover, the boldness of

her unaccompanied visit to him provoked and challenged him. He

looked at her irresolutely; then with an effort he turned to his

statue and fell to work. The touch of the clay, the reaction from

past despondency prevailed; before half an hour was over he was

more enamoured of his task than he had ever yet been, and more

fiercely bent on success. Insensibly as the time passed, his tone

with her became more and more short, brusque, imperious. Once or

twice he made some rough alteration in the pose, with the

overbearing haste of a man who can hardly bear to leave the work

under his hands even for an instant. When he first assumed this

manner Louie opened her great eyes. Then it seemed to please her.

She felt no regret whatever for the smooth voice; the more

dictatorial he became the better she liked it, and the more

submissive she was.

This went on for about a couple of hours--an orgie of work on his

side, of excited persistence on hers. Her rival in the clay grew in

life and daring under her eyes, rousing in her, whenever she was

allowed to rest a minute and look, a new intoxication with herself.

They hardly talked. He was too much absorbed in what he was doing;

and she also was either bent upon her task, or choked by wild gusts

of jealous and revengeful thought. Every now and then as she stood

there, in her attitude of eager listening, the wall of the studio

would fade before her eyes, and she would see nothing but a

torturing vision of David at Fontainebleau, wrapt up in 'that

creature,' and only remembering his sister to rejoice that he had

shaken her off. _Ah_! How could she sufficiently avenge

herself! how could she throw all his canting counsels to the winds

with most emphasis and effect!

At last a curious thing happened. Was it mere nervous reaction

after such a strain of will and passion, or was it the sudden

emergence of something in the sister which was also common to

the brother--a certain tragic susceptibility, the capacity for

a wild melancholy? For, in an instant, while she was thinking

vaguely of Madame Cervin and her money affairs, _despair_ seized

her--shuddering, measureless despair--rushing in upon her, and

sweeping away everything else before it. She tottered under it,

fighting down the clutch of it as long as she could. It had no

words, it was like a physical agony. All that was clear to her for

one lurid moment was that she would like to kill herself.

The studio swam before her, and she dropped into the chair behind

her.

Montjoie gave a protesting cry.

'Twenty minutes more!--_Courage_!'

Then, as she made no answer, he went up to her and put a violent

hand on her shoulder--beside himself.

'You _shall_ not be tired, I tell you. Look up! look at me!'

Under the stimulus of his master's tone she slowly recovered

herself--her great black eyes lifted. He gazed into them steadily;

his voice sank.

'You belong to me,' he said with breathless rapidity. 'Do you

understand? What is the matter with you? What are those tears?'

A cry of nature broke from her.

'My brother has left me--with that girl!'

She breathed out the words into the ears of the man stooping

towards her. His great brow lifted--he gave a little laugh. Then

eagerly, triumphantly, he seized her again by the arms. '_A la

bonne heure_! Then it is plainer still. You belong to me and I

to you. In that statue we live and die together. Another hour, and

it will be a masterpiece. Come! one more!'

She drank in his tone of mad excitement as though it were wine, and

it revived her. The strange grip upon her heart relaxed; the

nightmare was dashed aside. Her colour came back, and, pushing him

proudly away from her, she resumed her pose without a word.

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