CHAPTER XX.

The Day of the Betrothal.

It was the last week of the Carnival, and the streets of Florence were

at their fullest and noisiest: there were the masqued processions,

chanting songs, indispensable now they had once been introduced by

Lorenzo the Magnificent; there was the favourite rigoletto, or round

dance, footed “in piazza” under the blue frosty sky; there were

practical jokes of all sorts, from throwing comfits to throwing

stones—especially stones. For the boys and striplings, always a strong

element in Florentine crowds, became at the height of Carnival-time as

loud and unmanageable as tree-crickets, and it was their immemorial

privilege to bar the way with poles to all passengers, until a tribute

had been paid towards furnishing those lovers of strong sensations with

suppers and bonfires: to conclude with the standing entertainment of

stone-throwing, which was not entirely monotonous, since the consequent

maiming was various, and it was not always a single person who was

killed. So that the pleasures of the Carnival were of a checkered kind,

and if a painter were called upon to represent them truly, he would

have to make a picture in which there would be so much grossness and

barbarity that it must be turned with its face to the wall, except when

it was taken down for the grave historical purpose of justifying a

reforming zeal which, in ignorance of the facts, might be unfairly

condemned for its narrowness. Still there was much of that more

innocent picturesque merriment which is never wanting among a people

with quick animal spirits and sensitive organs: there was not the heavy

sottishness which belongs to the thicker northern blood, nor the

stealthy fierceness which in the more southern regions of the peninsula

makes the brawl lead to the dagger-thrust.

It was the high morning, but the merry spirits of the Carnival were

still inclined to lounge and recapitulate the last night’s jests, when

Tito Melema was walking at a brisk pace on the way to the Via de’

Bardi. Young Bernardo Dovizi, who now looks at us out of Raphael’s

portrait as the keen-eyed Cardinal da Bibbiena, was with him; and, as

they went, they held animated talk about some subject that had

evidently no relation to the sights and sounds through which they were

pushing their way along the Por’ Santa Maria. Nevertheless, as they

discussed, smiled, and gesticulated, they both, from time to time, cast

quick glances around them, and at the turning towards the Lung’ Arno,

leading to the Ponte Rubaconte, Tito had become aware, in one of these

rapid surveys, that there was some one not far off him by whom he very

much desired not to be recognised at that moment. His time and thoughts

were thoroughly preoccupied, for he was looking forward to a unique

occasion in his life: he was preparing for his betrothal, which was to

take place on the evening of this very day. The ceremony had been

resolved upon rather suddenly; for although preparations towards the

marriage had been going forward for some time—chiefly in the

application of Tito’s florins to the fitting up of rooms in Bardo’s

dwelling, which, the library excepted, had always been scantily

furnished—it had been intended to defer both the betrothal and the

marriage until after Easter, when Tito’s year of probation, insisted on

by Bernardo del Nero, would have been complete. But when an express

proposition had come, that Tito should follow the Cardinal Giovanni to

Rome to help Bernardo Dovizi with his superior knowledge of Greek in

arranging a library, and there was no possibility of declining what lay

so plainly on the road to advancement, he had become urgent in his

entreaties that the betrothal might take place before his departure:

there would be the less delay before the marriage on his return, and it

would be less painful to part if he and Romola were outwardly as well

as inwardly pledged to each other—if he had a claim which defied Messer

Bernardo or any one else to nullify it. For the betrothal, at which

rings were exchanged and mutual contracts were signed, made more than

half the legality of marriage, to be completed on a separate occasion

by the nuptial benediction. Romola’s feeling had met Tito’s in this

wish, and the consent of the elders had been won.

And now Tito was hastening, amidst arrangements for his departure the

next day, to snatch a morning visit to Romola, to say and hear any last

words that were needful to be said before their meeting for the

betrothal in the evening. It was not a time when any recognition could

be pleasant that was at all likely to detain him; still less a

recognition by Tessa. And it was unmistakably Tessa whom he had caught

sight of moving along, with a timid and forlorn look, towards that very

turn of the Lung’ Arno which he was just rounding. As he continued his

talk with the young Dovizi, he had an uncomfortable undercurrent of

consciousness which told him that Tessa had seen him and would

certainly follow him: there was no escaping her along this direct road

by the Arno, and over the Ponte Rubaconte. But she would not dare to

speak to him or approach him while he was not alone, and he would

continue to keep Dovizi with him till they reached Bardo’s door. He

quickened his pace, and took up new threads of talk; but all the while

the sense that Tessa was behind him, though he had no physical evidence

of the fact, grew stronger and stronger; it was very irritating—perhaps

all the more so because a certain tenderness and pity for the poor

little thing made the determination to escape without any visible

notice of her, a not altogether agreeable resource. Yet Tito persevered

and carried his companion to the door, cleverly managing his “addio”

without turning his face in a direction where it was possible for him

to see an importunate pair of blue eyes; and as he went up the stone

steps, he tried to get rid of unpleasant thoughts by saying to himself

that after all Tessa might not have seen him, or, if she had, might not

have followed him.

But—perhaps because that possibility could not be relied on

strongly—when the visit was over, he came out of the doorway with a

quick step and an air of unconsciousness as to anything that might be

on his right-hand or his left. Our eyes are so constructed, however,

that they take in a wide angle without asking any leave of our will;

and Tito knew that there was a little figure in a white hood standing

near the doorway—knew it quite well, before he felt a hand laid on his

arm. It was a real grasp, and not a light, timid touch; for poor Tessa,

seeing his rapid step, had started forward with a desperate effort. But

when he stopped and turned towards her, her face wore a frightened

look, as if she dreaded the effect of her boldness.

“Tessa!” said Tito, with more sharpness in his voice than she had ever

heard in it before. “Why are you here? You must not follow me—you must

not stand about door-places waiting for me.”

Her blue eyes widened with tears, and she said nothing. Tito was afraid

of something worse than ridicule, if he were seen in the Via de’ Bardi

with a girlish contadina looking pathetically at him. It was a street

of high silent-looking dwellings, not of traffic; but Bernardo del

Nero, or some one almost as dangerous, might come up at any moment.

Even if it had not been the day of his betrothal, the incident would

have been awkward and annoying. Yet it would be brutal—it was

impossible—to drive Tessa away with harsh words. That accursed folly of

his with the _cerretano_—that it should have lain buried in a quiet way

for months, and now start up before him as this unseasonable crop of

vexation! He could not speak harshly, but he spoke hurriedly.

“Tessa, I cannot—must not talk to you here. I will go on to the bridge

and wait for you there. Follow me slowly.”

He turned and walked fast to the Ponte Rubaconte, and there leaned

against the wall of one of the quaint little houses that rise at even

distances on the bridge, looking towards the way by which Tessa would

come. It would have softened a much harder heart than Tito’s to see the

little thing advancing with her round face much paled and saddened

since he had parted from it at the door of the “Nunziata.” Happily it

was the least frequented of the bridges, and there were scarcely any

passengers on it at this moment. He lost no time in speaking as soon as

she came near him.

“Now, Tessa, I have very little time. You must not cry. Why did you

follow me this morning? You must not do so again.”

“I thought,” said Tessa, speaking in a whisper, and struggling against

a sob that _would_ rise immediately at this new voice of Tito’s—“I

thought you wouldn’t be so long before you came to take care of me

again. And the _patrigno_ beats me, and I can’t bear it any longer. And

always when I come for a holiday I walk about to find you, and I can’t.

Oh, please don’t send me away from you again! It has been so long, and

I cry so now, because you never come to me. I can’t help it, for the

days are so long, and I don’t mind about the goats and kids, or

anything—and I can’t—”

The sobs came fast now, and the great tears. Tito felt that he could

not do otherwise than comfort her. Send her away—yes; that he _must_

do, at once. But it was all the more impossible to tell her anything

that would leave her in a state of hopeless grief. He saw new trouble

in the background, but the difficulty of the moment was too pressing

for him to weigh distant consequences.

“Tessa, my little one,” he said, in his old caressing tones, “you must

not cry. Bear with the cross _patrigno_ a little longer. I will come

back to you. But I’m going now to Rome—a long, long way off. I shall

come back in a few weeks, and then I promise you to come and see you.

Promise me to be good and wait for me.”

It was the well-remembered voice again, and the mere sound was half

enough to soothe Tessa. She looked up at him with trusting eyes, that

still glittered with tears, sobbing all the while, in spite of her

utmost efforts to obey him. Again he said, in a gentle voice—

“Promise me, my Tessa.”

“Yes,” she whispered. “But you won’t be long?”

“No, not long. But I must _go now_. And remember what I told you,

Tessa. Nobody must know that you ever see me, else you will lose me for

ever. And now, when I have left you, go straight home, and never follow

me again. Wait till I come to you. Good-bye, my little Tessa: I _will_

come.”

There was no help for it; he must turn and leave her without looking

behind him to see how she bore it, for he had no time to spare. When he

did look round he was in the Via de’ Benci, where there was no seeing

what was happening on the bridge; but Tessa was too trusting and

obedient not to do just what he had told her.

Yes, the difficulty was at an end for that day; yet this return of

Tessa to him, at a moment when it was impossible for him to put an end

to all difficulty with her by undeceiving her, was an unpleasant

incident to carry in his memory. But Tito’s mind was just now

thoroughly penetrated with a hopeful first love, associated with all

happy prospects flattering to his ambition; and that future necessity

of grieving Tessa could be scarcely more to him than the far-off cry of

some little suffering animal buried in the thicket, to a merry

cavalcade in the sunny plain. When, for the second time that day, Tito

was hastening across the Ponte Rubaconte, the thought of Tessa caused

no perceptible diminution of his happiness. He was well muffled in his

mantle, less, perhaps, to protect him from the cold than from the

additional notice that would have been drawn upon him by his dainty

apparel. He leaped up the stone steps by two at a time, and said

hurriedly to Maso, who met him—

“Where is the damigella?”

“In the library; she is quite ready, and Monna Brigida and Messer

Bernardo are already there with Ser Braccio, but none of the rest of

the company.”

“Ask her to give me a few minutes alone; I will await her in the

_salotto_.”

Tito entered a room which had been fitted up in the utmost contrast

with the half-pallid, half-sombre tints of the library. The walls were

brightly frescoed with “caprices” of nymphs and loves sporting under

the blue among flowers and birds. The only furniture besides the red

leather seats and the central table were two tall white vases, and a

young faun playing the flute, modelled by a promising youth named

Michelangelo Buonarotti. It was a room that gave a sense of being in

the sunny open air.

Tito kept his mantle round him, and looked towards the door. It was not

long before Romola entered, all white and gold, more than ever like a

tall lily. Her white silk garment was bound by a golden girdle, which

fell with large tassels; and above that was the rippling gold of her

hair, surmounted by the white mist of her long veil, which was fastened

on her brow by a band of pearls, the gift of Bernardo del Nero, and was

now parted off her face so that it all floated backward.

“Regina mia!” said Tito, as he took her hand and kissed it, still

keeping his mantle round him. He could not help going backward to look

at her again, while she stood in calm delight, with that exquisite

self-consciousness which rises under the gaze of admiring love.

“Romola, will you show me the next room now?” said Tito, checking

himself with the remembrance that the time might be short. “You said I

should see it when you had arranged everything.”

Without speaking, she led the way into a long narrow room, painted

brightly like the other, but only with birds and flowers. The furniture

in it was all old; there were old faded objects for feminine use or

ornament, arranged in an open cabinet between the two narrow windows;

above the cabinet was the portrait of Romola’s mother; and below this,

on the top of the cabinet, stood the crucifix which Romola had brought

from San Marco.

“I have brought something under my mantle,” said Tito, smiling; and

throwing off the large loose garment, he showed the little tabernacle

which had been painted by Piero di Cosimo. The painter had carried out

Tito’s intention charmingly, and so far had atoned for his long delay.

“Do you know what this is for, my Romola?” added Tito, taking her by

the hand, and leading her towards the cabinet. “It is a little shrine,

which is to hide away from you for ever that remembrancer of sadness.

You have done with sadness now; and we will bury all images of it—bury

them in a tomb of joy. See!”

A slight quiver passed across Romola’s face as Tito took hold of the

crucifix. But she had no wish to prevent his purpose; on the contrary,

she herself wished to subdue certain importunate memories and

questionings which still flitted like unexplained shadows across her

happier thought.

He opened the triptych and placed the crucifix within the central

space; then closing it again, taking out the key, and setting the

little tabernacle in the spot where the crucifix had stood, said—

“Now, Romola, look and see if you are satisfied with the portraits old

Piero has made of us. Is it not a dainty device? and the credit of

choosing it is mine.”

“Ah! it is you—it is perfect!” said Romola, looking with moist joyful

eyes at the miniature Bacchus, with his purple clusters. “And I am

Ariadne, and you are crowning me! Yes, it is true, Tito; you have

crowned my poor life.”

They held each other’s hands while she spoke, and both looked at their

imaged selves. But the reality was far more beautiful; she all

lily-white and golden, and he with his dark glowing beauty above the

purple red-bordered tunic.

“And it was our good strange Piero who painted it?” said Romola. “Did

you put it into his head to paint me as Antigone, that he might have my

likeness for this?”

“No, it was he who made my getting leave for him to paint you and your

father, a condition of his doing this for me.”

“Ah! I see now what it was you gave up your precious ring for. I

perceived you had some cunning plan to give me pleasure.”

Tito did not blench. Romola’s little illusions about himself had long

ceased to cause him anything but satisfaction. He only smiled and said—

“I might have spared my ring; Piero will accept no money from me; he

thinks himself paid by painting you. And now, while I am away, you will

look every day at those pretty symbols of our life together—the ship on

the calm sea, and the ivy that never withers, and those Loves that have

left off wounding us and shower soft petals that are like our kisses;

and the leopards and tigers, they are the troubles of your life that

are all quelled now; and the strange sea-monsters, with their merry

eyes—let us see—they are the dull passages in the heavy books, which

have begun to be amusing since we have sat by each other.”

“Tito mio!” said Romola, in a half-laughing voice of love; “but you

will give me the key?” she added, holding out her hand for it.

“Not at all!” said Tito, with playful decision, opening his scarsella

and dropping in the little key. “I shall drown it in the Arno.”

“But if I ever wanted to look at the crucifix again?”

“Ah! for that very reason it is hidden—hidden by these images of youth

and joy.”

He pressed a light kiss on her brow, and she said no more, ready to

submit, like all strong souls, when she felt no valid reason for

resistance.

And then they joined the waiting company, which made a dignified little

procession as it passed along the Ponte Rubaconte towards Santa Croce.

Slowly it passed, for Bardo, unaccustomed for years to leave his own

house, walked with a more timid step than usual; and that slow pace

suited well with the gouty dignity of Messer Bartolommeo Scala, who

graced the occasion by his presence, along with his daughter

Alessandra. It was customary to have very long troops of kindred and

friends at the _sposalizio_, or betrothal, and it had even been found

necessary in time past to limit the number by law to no more than _four

hundred_—two hundred on each side; for since the guests were all

feasted after this initial ceremony, as well as after the _nozze_, or

marriage, the very first stage of matrimony had become a ruinous

expense, as that scholarly Benedict, Leonardo Bruno, complained in his

own case. But Bardo, who in his poverty had kept himself proudly free

from any appearance of claiming the advantages attached to a powerful

family name, would have no invitations given on the strength of mere

friendship; and the modest procession of twenty that followed the

_sposi_ were, with three or four exceptions, friends of Bardo’s and

Tito’s selected on personal grounds.

Bernardo del Nero walked as a vanguard before Bardo, who was led on the

right by Tito, while Romola held her father’s other hand. Bardo had

himself been married at Santa Croce, and had insisted on Romola’s being

betrothed and married there, rather than in the little church of Santa

Lucia close by their house, because he had a complete mental vision of

the grand church where he hoped that a burial might be granted him

among the Florentines who had deserved well. Happily the way was short

and direct, and lay aloof from the loudest riot of the Carnival, if

only they could return before any dances or shows began in the great

piazza of Santa Croce. The west was red as they passed the bridge, and

shed a mellow light on the pretty procession, which had a touch of

solemnity in the presence of the blind father. But when the ceremony

was over, and Tito and Romola came out on to the broad steps of the

church, with the golden links of destiny on their fingers, the evening

had deepened into struggling starlight, and the servants had their

torches lit.

While they came out, a strange dreary chant, as of a _Miserere_, met

their ears, and they saw that at the extreme end of the piazza there

seemed to be a stream of people impelled by something approaching from

the Borgo de’ Greci.

“It is one of their masqued processions, I suppose,” said Tito, who was

now alone with Romola, while Bernardo took charge of Bardo.

And as he spoke there came slowly into view, at a height far above the

heads of the onlookers, a huge and ghastly image of Winged Time with

his scythe and hour-glass, surrounded by his winged children, the

Hours. He was mounted on a high car completely covered with black, and

the bullocks that drew the car were also covered with black, their

horns alone standing out white above the gloom; so that in the sombre

shadow of the houses it seemed to those at a distance as if Time and

his children were apparitions floating through the air. And behind them

came what looked like a troop of the sheeted dead gliding above

blackness. And as they glided slowly, they chanted in a wailing strain.

A cold horror seized on Romola, for at the first moment it seemed as if

her brother’s vision, which could never be effaced from her mind, was

being half fulfilled. She clung to Tito, who, divining what was in her

thoughts, said—

“What dismal fooling sometimes pleases your Florentines! Doubtless this

is an invention of Piero di Cosimo, who loves such grim merriment.”

“Tito, I wish it had not happened. It will deepen the images of that

vision which I would fain be rid of.”

“Nay, Romola, you will look only at the images of our happiness now. I

have locked all sadness away from you.”

“But it is still there—it is only hidden,” said Romola, in a low tone,

hardly conscious that she spoke.

“See, they are all gone now!” said Tito. “You will forget this ghastly

mummery when we are in the light, and can see each other’s eyes. My

Ariadne must never look backward now—only forward to Easter, when she

will triumph with her Care-dispeller.”

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