On 1 May little was forthcoming in the matter of arithmetic--with which

we always began our lessons, for Lola rapped: "too tired."

3 May: In reply to my question as to what she had had to eat at the

peasant's house she said: "milk."

The next day I asked her "where is my friend living now?" to which she

answered. "Hanhof." (N.B. A name under which she includes the entire

district). "What is the colour of the woods now?" And she answered.

"Green." Then "Why are you looking at me so crossly?" "We." "In your

head?" "Yes." "What has given you a headache?" "Learning."

8 May: Lola had been rolling herself about in some frightfully smelly

mess--a thing she, like other dogs, never loses an opportunity of

doing. "Do you _like_ that smell?" I asked. "Yes!" "But don't you know

quite well that I do _not_ like it?" "Yes!" "Then why do you always

do it again and again?" "I love it so!" The same afternoon, after her

musical tests, the maid came into the room to lay the fire. "What is

Kätchen doing at the stove?" I asked. "Fire," replied Lola.

The next day: "Lola! who do you like best of all people and animals?"

"Ich!" (1). "If you mean _yourself_ you should say "mich" (myself)", so

she at once rapped "mich!" "And after yourself?" "Dich!" ("thee," the

familiar of you commonly used in German). A frank remark, at all

events, and without the taint of human egoism!

10 May: Lola has been gnawing a bone: not knowing of what animal it

was, I put the question to her and she replied: "re" (reh = deer). The

truth of this being confirmed in the kitchen. I then asked: "What bones

do you like best--deer, hares, wuzl" (this is her own name for a pig),

"or ox?" Answer: "Wuzl!" "Are you pleased that you know more than other

dogs?" "No." And then--as though after due reflection--"no!"

(_Emphatically._)

11 May: I showed Lola a biscuit, shaped rather imperfectly in the form

of a fish, saying: "What is this--an animal that swims in the water?"

Reply: "Fish!" In this case I do not think she had really recognized

it, but had named the only animal she knew of connected with water,

which--after all--was rather clever of her!

12 May: "Lola!" I asked, "would you like to be a human being?" "No."

"Why not?" I asked--showing her a biscuit. She (promptly): "I eat!"

"No! not till you have answered!" "Because of work!" A little later I

said: "Do you belong to me Lola?" Very energetically--"No!" "To whom do

you belong then?" "To myself." "And to whom do I belong? do I belong to

you?" "No!" "Whose Henny am I?" "Your own!" These amusing answers bear

the very impress of the animal's sense of independence: she is loth to

be considered a "chattel," like some chair or table!

17 May: In the presence of my friend and of two dogs I asked

her--"Lola, why don't you like Dick?" (Dick being one of the dogs

present.) "Too wild!" was Lola's comment. "What do you like best to

eat?" "Ich ese wi so mag!" "Is that quite correct?" "No." "Which word

should be different?" "4!" "Then what should it be?" "Ich." "So it is

to be: ich esse wie ich mag?" "Ja!" ( = I eat as (or what) I choose.)

31 May: Lola did her sums badly, and I spoke very seriously to her;

after which she improved, rapping out an independent remark: "say I am

good!" She wanted to hear that I was ready to "make it up" again! That

evening, some friends being present--I wrote on a scrap of paper--"bon

jour!" showed it to her for a moment and then removed it, saying: "now

rap what you have read!" And she rapped: "bon jur!" Having only missed

out the "o"; the word had not been spoken, so that I had naturally

thought to see the "o" among the other letters.

2 June: Lola was to write a letter to a lady whose daughter had been

staying with me on a visit. The dog was much attached to this young

lady, and had frequently worked with her. She began her letter with all

sorts of nonsense so that at length I said: "First rap 'dear' and then

tell her about the biscuits you had from Irene."

The letter: "Dear, certainly Irene is very nice to me" ... then "were"

... "What's the meaning of that?" I interrupted, but Lola lay down and

said "Zu we!" ( = too indisposed.)

3 June: "Will you work now?" "No--we!" "Where have you a pain?" "O

sag!" "What am I to say?" "Oh seh!" "But what am I to see?" "Ich!" "I

am to look and see where you have a pain?" "Yes, yes!" But these

"pains" seemed to have been called forth by laziness and possibly some

slight fatigue.

15 June: A lady has come to stay with me for a few days and I said to

Lola: "Why do you like Fräulien Grethe?" "Ich is zu artig." (This is

indistinct but probably meant she is kind to me.) Presumably she could

think of nothing else to say.

25 June: Lola had been brought indoors--away from her young family, and

I said: "Is there anything you would like to have in the stable, now

think?" "wenig uzi!" "What is uzi? do you mean music?" Answer. "Lid"

( = lied.) "What is that--singing?" "Yes!" "Do you like to listen to us

when we sing?" "Yes, yes!"

24 July: "Lola! now think of something I am to do: give me an order!"

(By the way, in reply to a similar question put to Rolf by the wife of

Colonel Schweizerbarth, at Degerloch, he had commanded her to "wedeln"

( = to wag!) N.B. This word being only used in connexion with _a tail_

in German!) But Lola merely ordered me "to work"--"What am I to work

at?" I inquired. "Raking the garden, reckoning, writing or reading?"

And I was somewhat surprised, for she was used to seeing me at work at

something or other for the greater part of the day; but after mature

reflection she added--"ales" (Alles = everything).

27 July: To-day I invited her to tell me something she might be

thinking about, adding: "Will you say something?" "Ja, esen." "Oh,

Lola!" I said in desperation, "why all this talk about eating! about

food! don't I hear enough of it from senseless labourers and maids? and

now you begin too! It can't be otherwise, at present: say something

else!" "Ich am esen" ... "What? _again!_ well go on" "... zu wenig

narung." "Ich am essen zu wenig nahrung" ( = I from my food (derive)

too little nourishment). "Ja!" Poor Lola!

10 August: To-day is my father's birthday: he is staying with us, and

Lola was to give him a "good wish." I suggested all kinds of things,

such as good health; long life; and so on, but she would have none of

them. At last she rapped "Ich wunsche esen"; and after a short pause

she continued, "... und ich auch" ( = I wish him food and for myself

too.) "Now give him a second wish: something you yourself find good."

So she said: "Re jagen und has...." "And a third?" "Heiraten" ( = to

marry). Such were the dog's wishes for my father's natal day! Food,

Hunting and Marriage ... the first one being ever the central idea in a

dog's thoughts--and yet, how necessary are all these three wishes to

the maintenance of species--"urged ever onward by the driving-power of

hunger and of love!" after all--there is something very simple and

direct about an animal!

30 August: To-day I asked Lola: "Do you wish every one to marry and

have children?" "No." "Why not?" "Arbeiten unmöglich," ( = work

impossible). "Go on: if it is impossible, one simply does not work!"

"Und ausgen ..." "Go on?" "Auch zu vil esen!" (und ausser dem, zu viel

essen = and besides that, too much eating). Here spoke experience.

1 September: Lola was shown some dots on a sheet of white paper, but

declined to count them. "Why won't you count?" "Ich ursache one wisen!"

( = I have a cause (reason), without knowing (it)). Then she began to

tremble violently, and I asked her why--to which she replied: "Ich

kalt" (I (am) cold).

2 September: An old farm labourer and his wife had come to my room to

see the dog, and in their honour Lola consented to do some sums. The

old man was delighted when, on my suggestion, Lola spelt out his name:

she rapped "Wilem," and when I said: "Did you hear that from me?" she

answered: "No." "From his wife?" "Yes!" This accounted for the

spelling, as the woman is from the Rheinland district, and says

"Willem" for Wilhelm.

6 September: "Lola, why did you bite Jenny, yesterday?" (Jenny is a

terrier lady-dog.) Answer. "Em ..." "What does that mean?" "Wüst a--a

und renen." ( = she was a dirty dog and also hunted.)

7 September: Lola came in from the farm quite wet, and I wanted to know

the reason of this, as only the woods were still wet from the recent

rains. To my question she made answer: "I in wet." "Were you in the

grass or in the woods?" I demanded. "Grass!" "Is the wet grass nice?"

"Saw deer in wood--why I came to you!" In spite of such a tempting

sight, she was evidently in a virtuous frame of mind: in earlier days

she could never resist giving chase.

8 September: "Why are you not eating your food? is it bad?" "Yes!"

"What is wrong about it?" "Smell!"

20 September: "Lola," I said, "give me the reason for why you are

alive! do you know one?" "Yes, no."

The next day: "Now tell me your answer as to why you are living?"

"Yes!" "Well?" "Egal ich lebe gern!"... (i.e. _egal_ is an expression

of indifference, such as "_it is all the same to me_, I like living").

How simple and complete is the dog-point-of-view! "And is that all?

didn't you wish to add something more?"... "in Welt" ( = in (the)

world). The expression "egal" she will probably have picked up from me.

22 September: To-day I noticed by Lola's behaviour that she wanted to

say something, so I put the question to her, and she replied. "Yes."

"Well, go ahead!" "I wish to pay you for getting food for me!" "Do you

want to give me money?" "Yes!" "But, where are you going to get it

from--can you tell me that?" "Yes!" "From where?" "From you!" There was

something quite logical about this way of arguing, for Lola had heard

much talk about money, farm-hands being often paid by hour--and she had

no doubt been an attentive listener and observer, at such transactions.

Then--all of a sudden--she rapped. "I without work!" "What do you want

to have?" "Haue!" ( = a beating!). I thought I had misunderstood her, so

repeated--"haue?" "Yes!" "Say something else!" "Reckoning." But the

fact remained that she really longed for a beating--not having had one

for a long time, for to my repeated inquiries she kept on with "Yes!"

So at length to make sure, I fetched my riding-whip and gave her a

light flick, saying--"Is that what you want?" "Yes!" "And do you want

more?" "Yes!" she insisted, though all of a tremble, and--unwillingly

enough--I had to administer one more.

13 November: Lola had to write a letter to a lady of whom she is very

fond: it ran as follows--"dear, I have just been in the yard, I like

eating biscuits, I kiss you!" (I think this letter bears the evidence

of being Lola's own composition!) Later in the afternoon, when she was

out with me, I saw a notice put up saying: "Dogs are to be led on a

leash"--and I invited her to read it, but she would only give it a

glance. Both on our way back, and when we got home I returned to the

subject, saying: "What was on that notice-board?" But she rapped "No!"

"What? you mean to say you don't know?" She had, however, already

started rapping again--"ich unaro...." "Go on! surely the _o_ should be

a _t_?" (Thinking she meant unartig = naughty). "No!" "Then what should

it be?" "No." "Is it a dog's word?" "Yes!" "Well, tell me in a way that

I can understand!" "No!" "You can't do so?" "No!" "Say something like

it!" "Ja! ich irre, ich es ansehe morgen!" ( = yes! I erred, I (will)

look at it to-morrow!)

On one occasion I had explained to her that there were also other

languages; English and French, for instance, and I now once more tried

to influence her memory by my own thoughts.

"Lola," I said, "do you know what is meant when I say--_je veux

manger_--do you understand that?" "Yes!" "Then tell me!" "Ich wil

esen!" "But do you understand this: _il faut que je travaille_?" "No!"

"Think again!" "No!" "Travailler?" "No!" This proving that what I had

not taught and explained to her she was incapable of saying--or rather,

spelling.

15 November: The following incident was communicated to the

"Mitteilungen of the Society for Animal Psychology" (series 1916, No.

2, page 74), by Professor Ziegler:

"Lola had been for a walk with Professor Kindermann, and on her return

was discovered to have a feather in her mouth. Fraulein Kindermann

asked her: "What animal's feather is that?" she answered: "Hen." "How

did you come by the feather?" "Killed hen!" "Why?" "Eat up!" "And have

you eaten it up?" "No!" "Why did you run away?" "Fear." "Of what were

you frightened, of people?" "No!" "Then of what?" "Ursache!" ( = cause,

i.e. cause of fear.) There is something rather charming here in the way

in which the dog confesses to her misdeeds, and at the same time owns

up to having a bad conscience!"

16 November: Lola must have noticed to-day that there was roast hare on

the midday dinner table, for in the afternoon when invited to make some

remark she rapped: "Zu wenig ..." (then hesitatingly) "h ..." "Are you

afraid?" I inquired. "Yes." "Nonsense, I shall not scold you!" "...

as!"--"Zu wenig has--who?" ( = too little hare) "Ich, o we!" ( = I, oh

alas!)

18 November: To-day she started to rap nothing but nonsense; but in

time it became more distinct, and ended up with "ich zälen!" ( = I

(wish to) count). I asked her if this was a fact--and she promptly said

"No!" She then kept on making her usual sign that she wanted to go down

into the yard, so I let her out, but soon she ran up again quite

briskly, and at once rapped out clearly and distinctly.--"Warum ich und

sie so rau geartet?" "Is this what you mean?" "Yes!" "And--who is si

meant for?" "Heni!" "_What?_" I exclaimed, "you are suddenly addressing

me as _sie_?!"[22] "Yes!" "But Lola! that is what we only say to people

we don't know well! you have always called me _du_ because you were

fond of me--isn't that so? are you saying _sie intentionally_ now?"

"Yes!" "Yes? but why?" "Because strange!" "How _strange_?" "Yes!" "Was:

warum ich und sie so rau reartet ( = why are I and you so roughly

constituted?) the end of the sentence you began before?" "No." N.B. In

this manner did she wish to lodge her complaint, so to speak, against

me for not always understanding her when she prefers to try and "rub

in" the meaning of her faulty spelling, by gazing at me in her "intent"

fashion--indeed, I had always sensed her annoyance at times when she

had not been able to gain her ends in this way! In simple matters, such

as "wish to eat," or "go out," I could of course, guess her desires,

but she was of opinion that I ought to be more "understanding"

still--and this is difficult!

[22] Sie = you is the more formal mode of address, as opposed to

the familiar "du" = "thou."

1 December: "Lola, what will become of you when you are dead? what will

become of your body?" "If..." "No; that is no answer! You are to spell

properly!" "Zu esen für wurm" ( = food for worm.) "And, Lola ... your

soul? do you know what that is?" "Ja, nur get in himmel!" ( = yes (it)

only goes to heaven!) "Did you hear people say that?" "Yes!" From this

it would seem that any seeking after the dog's own sensations on the

subject are useless. By the way, some time before I had read Rolf's

remark to her: "All tier hat seel, guck in aug" ( = all animals have

souls, look in their eyes). And I then asked her: "Do you know what a

soul is?" And she had said: "Yes." "Have I a soul?" "Yes!" "Has a stone

one?" "No!" "And a horse?" "Yes!" "A bird?" "Yes!" "And water?" "No!"

"Have all dogs?" "Yes!" Lola had rapped this all out very nicely, and I

praised her, to which she made response by a little spontaneous

rapping--"isan..." "What does that mean?" "ich o wi glücklich!" ( = I,

oh--how happy!) "Because I am pleased?" "Yes! yes!"

4 December: To-day I said to Lola: "Why don't I understand

dog-language?"[23] "Oft eil" ( = often hurried.) "Yes, but even when I

have tried, and paid attention I cannot understand!" "In hauch--zsuvzaes"

( = the first two words are "in breath," the remainder quite vague!) In

a quarter of an hour I showed her a card on which a small child and a

dog were looking at each other, and beneath--in Latin characters was

written: "Wer bist du?"[24] "Can you read that?" I asked. "Yes!" So I

put the card aside and said: "What is the second word?" "Bist." "But do

you understand the sentence?" "Yes." "Which is saying it--the dog or

the child? Look at both of them, they are young, and have met for the

first time in their lives." "Both!"

[23] Lola often uses quite incomprehensible words and once

declared that they belonged to "a particular dog-language"--my

further inquiries have been quite fruitless, and these words were

probably her own inventions!

[24] "Who are you?"

11 December: "Lola! why do you and Frechi always bite one another when

you are allowed to go loose?" "Ambitious!" "Ambitious to see who is the

stronger?" "Yes!" "And which of you two is the strongest?" "Frechi!"

She had applied the word with a nice sense of fitness: when two dogs

meet for the first time this is exactly the feeling that arises--either

_one_ of them is by far the strongest--a fact that both of them will be

aware of, and silently acknowledge--or, their strength may be pretty

evenly matched--in which case a fight will ensue, possibly even several

fights, before the issue is finally decided. Is this not often

_spiritually_ the case between man and man?

13 December: Lola had been chasing after the game and had been punished

by having to go without her food. She was however, in high spirits and

rapped "esen!" following this hint in half an hour with "zu esen!" ( =

(give me) to eat!) I explained to her that this could not be done: that

a punishment was imperative, if she would not break herself of her evil

habits. Then Lola rapped out suddenly. "Lere mich artig sein!" ( = teach

me to be good!")

22 December: I have been showing her a picture in a book of Fairy

Tales. My brother was present at the time, and it was the picture of

the house of a robber, the house being drawn so as to represent a face:

it had indeed been very cleverly executed.

"Lola," said I, "whatever is there about that house--do you notice

anything?" (And thought she would rap "face.") She rapped. "Is a

person!" I avoided looking at it again and merely asked, "Tell me, does

it look friendly, or angry, or nice?" "Spetisch." "Spöttische?" ( =

mocking.) "Yes." And we both thought this reply admirable, for the

"house" _does_ look at one most "mockingly" out of the corners of its

eyes.

31 December: "Lola, have you got worms?" "Yes!" "How did you get them?"

"Ja, zige!" "An animal?" "Yes." "Is there a goat ( = ziege) near here?"

"Yes!" I had seen none about, but asked her again: "Where is the goat?"

"Droif." "Do you know the name?" "Mittel!" ( = her expression for

anything she is uncertain about.) "Why did you say _droif_?" "I not

any sort of word will give!" On making further inquiries I found that

there _was_ a goat in the immediate neighbourhood, and that the name

of the family who owned it was _Freund_. I had never mentioned this

name to Lola, so that she could only have heard it in the course of

conversation among the people about, and then not very distinctly. In

the evening, while I was absent, Lola stole some Marzipan. I expostulated

with her in a serious, though friendly manner, and this evidently made

her feel exceedingly uncomfortable, for she suddenly rapped--"Sag irgend

böse!" ( = say something angry!)

1 January, 1917: "What is to-day?" "1.1. 1917!" "On this day we give

good wishes to every one, so I will wish you much to eat, good health,

and much going out: now wish me something!" "Am geln ..." (most

indistinctly) I told her to repeat it, and she began again--"Am gu ...

elen zu aufhören!" (i.e. am quälen zu aufhören = to cease teasing.)

"You can't put a _w_ after a _g_," I told her, but she persisted, and I

waited in patience. There is no "q" in her alphabet, so she had found a

way out very neatly! "Do I tease Lola?", I asked. "mich!" ( = me!) This

is indeed sad! and I am not conscious of my failing, indeed, I think

that Lola has a very good time on the whole!

7 January, 1917: "Now tell me something you would like to have

explained, but mind you rap loudly and distinctly." "Ich o si so wenig

kene." "Who is si?" "Dich!" ( = thou!) (The reply had been "I know (or

understand) you so little.") "Tell me what it is you don't understand

about me? tell me something every day: what is it now?" "Work when I

say no!" I tried to explain to her that my anxiety to get her work so

lay in my desire for more knowledge about dogs--so that I might be able

to tell everybody all about them, and thus make them kinder to animals.

I took much time and trouble over my explanation, and at length Lola

gave a responsive "Yes."

10 January: To-day we returned to the foregoing conversation: "Tell me

what you don't understand about me?" "The food has also been worse

lately!" she remarked. On this vexed subject I also attempted

elucidation. I sought to explain the conditions of war, and that the

amount of food available became less in consequence: that we people

were no better off in this respect, and so on! And at length she again

said "Yes!" Then I thought I would change the subject and asked her:

"Why did Geri sigh so outside the door last night, and why does he look

so unhappy to-day?" "er auch hat esen wolen!" ( = he also wanted to

eat!)

In the evening I said: "Lola, what _is_ it you don't understand about

me?" "Cause is often roughness!" She remarked--and here I really felt

that there was little that I must needs explain--for I am not conscious

of meriting her reproach on this score.

11 January: "Tell me something, Lola!" I pleaded. "Mistake to go out so

little," she observed. Here she was emphatically in the right! She had

not been out much lately, for it had been very wet--and she needs

plenty of exercise. In the evening I invited her to "say something

more." "o we gwelen!" "What worries you?" "ere nehemen!" ( = taking

honour!) "Taking honour about what?" "eid!" (So the old story has not

yet faded from her memory).

12 January: "Well, now you've told me ever so much that you can't

understand about me! But is there anything more?" "Zeig audawer

(Ausdauer) in libe zu mir!" "_Ausdawer?_ Isn't there a letter wrong?"

"Yes, 4"; "What should it be?" "Au!" So the sentence ran, "Zeig

Ausdauer in Liebe zu mir!" ( = show constancy in your love for me!)

Yes, indeed I will, you dear beast!

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