THE HORSE SHOW
Conventions may sometimes appear silly and absurd, but most of them are
made for practical purposes. Ignore them and you'll discover yourself in
difficulty. Leave your spoon in your cup and your arm will unexpectedly
hit it sometime, and over will go everything on to the tablecloth. If I
had not ignored certain conventions I wouldn't be crying over spilled
milk now.
I allowed myself to become engaged to Breck; accepted his ring and hid
it in my lowest bureau drawer; told my family my intentions; let the
world see me dining, dancing, theater-ing and motoring like mad with
Breck and draw its conclusions; and all this, mind you, before I had
received a word of any sort whatsoever from my prospective
family-in-law. This, as everybody knows, is irregular, and as bad form
as leaving your spoon in your cup. No wonder I got into difficulty!
My prospective family-in-law consisted simply of Breck's mother, Mrs. F.
Rockridge Sewall--a very elegant and perfectly poised woman she seemed
to me the one time I had seen her at close range, as she sat at the
head of the sumptuous table in the tapestry-hung dining-room at
Grassmere. I admired Mrs. Sewall. I used to think that I could succeed
in living up to her grand manners with better success than the other
rather hoidenish young ladies who chanced to be the guests at Grassmere
the time I was there. Mrs. Sewall is a small woman, always dressed in
black, with a superb string of pearls invariably about her neck, and
lots of brilliant diamonds on her slender fingers. Breck with his heavy
features, black hair brushed straight back, eyes half-closed as if he
was always riding in a fifty-mile gale, deep guffaw of a laugh, and
inelegant speech does not resemble his mother. It is strange, but the
picture that I most enjoyed dwelling upon, when I contemplated my future
life, was one of myself creeping up Fifth Avenue on late afternoons in
the Sewalls' crested automobile, seated, not beside Breck, but in
intimate conversation beside my aristocratic mother-in-law.
As humiliating as it was to me to continue engaged to a man from whose
mother there had been made no sign of welcome or approval, I did so
because Breck plead that Mrs. Sewall was on the edge of a nervous
break-down, and to announce any startling piece of news to her at such a
time would be unwise. I was foolish enough to believe him. I deceived
myself into thinking that my course was allowable and self-respecting.
Breck used to run up from New York to Hilton in his car for Sunday; and
sometimes during the week, in his absurd eagerness, he would dash up to
our door and ring the bell as late as eleven o'clock, simply because he
had been seized with a desire to bid me good-night.
When Edith and I went to New York for a week's shopping we were simply
deluged with attentions from Breck--theater every night, luncheons,
dinners and even breakfasts occasionally squeezed in between. All this,
I supposed, was carried on without Mrs. Sewall's knowledge. I ought to
have known better than to have excused it. It was my fault. I blame
myself. Such an unconventional affair deserved to end in catastrophe.
But to Edith it ended not in spilled milk, but in a spilled pint of her
life's blood.
One night in midsummer when I was just dropping off to sleep, Edith
knocked gently on my door, and then opened it and came in. She was all
ready for bed with her hair braided down her back.
"Asleep?"
"No," I replied. "What's the matter?"
"Did you know Grassmere was open?"
"Why?" I demanded.
"Because, just as I was fixing the curtain in my room I happened to look
up there. It's all lit up, upstairs and down. Even the ball-room. Did
you know about it?"
I had to confess that I didn't. Breck had told me that his mother would
remain in the rented palace at Newport for the remainder of the season,
under the care of a specialist.
"Looks as if they were having a big affair of some sort up there. I
guess Mrs. F. Rockridge has recovered from her nervous break-down! Come,
get up and see."
"Oh, I'll take your word for it," I replied indifferently. But I won't
say what my next act was after Edith had gone out of the room. You may
be sure I didn't immediately drop off to sleep.
I looked for one of Breck's ill-penned letters the next morning, but
none came. No wire or telephone message either. Not until five o'clock
in the afternoon did I receive any explanation of the lights at
Grassmere. Edith had been to her bridge club, and came rushing up on the
veranda, eager and excited. There were little bright spots in the center
of each cheek. Edith's a handsome woman, thirty-five or eight, I think,
and very smart in appearance. She has dark brilliant eyes, and a quality
in her voice and manner that makes you feel as if there were about eight
cylinders and all in perfect order, too, chugging away underneath her
shiny exterior.
"Where's the mail?" she asked of me. I was lying on the wicker couch.
"Oh, inside, I guess, on the hall table. I don't know. Why?"
"Wait a minute," she said, and disappeared. She rejoined me an instant
later, with two circulars and a printed post-card.
"Is this all there is?" Edith demanded again, and I could see the red
spots on her cheeks grow deeper.
"That's all," I assured her. "Expecting something?"
"Have you had any trouble with Breck?" she flashed out at me next.
"What are you driving at, Edith?" I inquired. "What's the matter?"
"Mrs. Sewall is giving a perfectly enormous ball at Grassmere on the
twenty-fourth, and we're left out. That's the matter!" She tossed the
mail on the table.
"Oh," I said, "our invitations will come in the morning probably. There
are often delays."
"No, sir, I know better. The bridge club girls said their invitations
came yesterday afternoon. I can't understand it. We certainly were on
Mrs. Sewall's list when she gave that buffet-luncheon three years ago.
And now we're not! That's the bald truth of it. It was terribly
embarrassing this afternoon--all of them telling about what they were
going to wear--it's going to be a masquerade--and I sitting there like
a dummy! Héléne McClellan broke the news to me. She blurted right out,
'Oh, do tell us, Edith,' she said to me, 'is Mrs. Sewall's ball to
announce your sister's engagement to her son? We're crazy to know!' Of
course I didn't let on at first that we weren't even invited, but it had
to leak out later. Oh, it is simply humiliating!"
"Is she at Grassmere now--Mrs. Sewall, I mean?" I asked quietly.
"Yes, she is. There's a big house-party going on there this very
minute. The club girls knew all about it. Mrs. Sewall has got a niece or
somebody or other with her, for the rest of the summer, and the ball is
being given in her honor. Gale Oliphant, I believe the girl's name is.
But look here, it seems very queer to me that _I'm_ the one to be giving
you this information instead of Breck. What does it all mean anyhow?
Come, confess. You must have had a tiff or something with Breck."
"I don't have tiffs, Edith," I said, annoyed.
"Well, you needn't get mad about it. There must be some reason for our
being slighted in this fashion. I'm sure _I've_ done nothing. It's not
my fault. I wouldn't care if it was small, but everybody who isn't
absolutely beyond the pale is invited."
"There's no use losing your nerve, Edith," I said in an exasperatingly
calm manner.
"Good heavens!" Edith exclaimed. "You seem to enjoy slights, but if I
were in your place I shouldn't enjoy slights from my prospective
mother-in-law, anyhow!"
"You needn't be insulting," I remarked, arranging a sofa-pillow with
care underneath my head and turning my attention to my magazine.
Edith went into the house. The screen door slammed behind her. I didn't
stir, just kept right on staring at the printed page before me and
turning a leaf now and again, as if I were really reading.
Gale Oliphant! I knew all about her. I had met her first at the
house-party at Grassmere--a silly little thing, I had thought her,
rather pretty, and a tremendous flirt. Breck had said she was worth a
million in her own name. I remembered that, because he explained that he
had been rather keen about her before he met me. "That makes my eight
hundred dollars a year look rather sickly, doesn't it?" I replied.
"Yes," he said, "it sure does! But let me tell you that _you_ make _her_
look like a last year's straw hat." However, the last year's straw hat
possessed some attraction for Breck, because during the three years that
Grassmere was closed and the Sewalls were in Europe, Breck and Gale
Oliphant saw a lot of each other. Breck told me that she really was
better than nothing, and his mater was terribly keen about having her
around.
I tried in every way I could to explain away my fears. I mustn't be
hasty. Well-mannered thoughts didn't jump to foolish conclusions. Breck
would probably explain the situation to me. I must wait with calmness
and composure. And I did, all the next day, and the next, and the third,
until finally there arrived one of Breck's infrequent scrawls.
The envelope was post-marked Maine. I opened it, and read:
"DEAR RUTH:
"I am crazy to see you. It seems like a week of Sundays. The
mater got a notion she wanted me to come up to Bar Harbor and
bring down the yacht. I brought three fellows with me. Some
spree! But we're good little boys. The captain struck. Waiting
for another. Won't round up at your place for another week. I'm
yours and don't forget it. It seems like a week of Sundays.
Mater popped the news she's going to open up old Grassmere
pretty soon. Then it will be like a week of holidays for yours
truly, if you're at home to sit in that pergola effect with.
Savvy? Showed the fellows the snapshots tonight but didn't tell
them. Haven't touched a drop for four weeks and three days.
Never did that stunt for any queen before. Good-night, you
little fish. Don't worry about that though. I'll warm you up
O.K. Trust Willie."
I used to feel apologetic for Breck's letters, and tear them up as
quickly as possible, before any one could see how crude and ill-spelled
they were. But I wasn't troubled about such details in this letter. It
brought immense relief. Breck was so natural and so obviously unaware of
trouble brewing at home. Surely, I needn't be alarmed. The invitation
for the masquerade might have been misdirected or have slipped down
behind something. Accidents do take place. Of course it was most
unfortunate, but fate performs unfortunate feats sometimes.
In my eagerness to dispel my fears it never crossed my mind that Breck's
absence was planned, so that Mrs. Sewall could start her attack without
interference. She was a very clever woman, an old and experienced hand
at social maneuvers. I am only a beginner. It was an uneven, one-sided
fight--for fight it was after all. She won. She bore away the laurels. I
bore away simply the tattered remnants of my self-respect.
* * * * *
Every year at the Hilton Country Club a local horse show is held in
mid-August, and many of the summer colonists--women as well as
men--exhibit and take part in the different events.
Edith always has liked horses, and when she married Alec she rebuilt our
run-down stable along with the house, and filled the empty old box
stalls with two or three valuable thorough-breds. Edith's Arrow, Pierre,
and Blue-grass had won some sort of a ribbon for the last half-dozen
years. I usually rode Blue-grass for Edith in the jumping event. I was
to do so on the afternoon that Breck's letter arrived.
It was a perfect day. The grand-stand with its temporary boxes that
always sell at absurdly high prices was filled with the summer society,
dressed in its gayest and best. The brass band was striking up gala airs
now and again, and the big bell in the tower clanged at intervals.
Between events horses were being led to and fro, and in front of the
grand-stand important individuals wearing white badges leaned over the
sides of the lowest tier of boxes, chatting familiarly with the ladies
above. A lot of outsiders, anybody who could pay a dollar admission,
wandered at large, staring openly at the boxes, leveling opera-glasses,
and telling each other who the celebrities were.
Alec was West on a business trip, but Edith had a box, of course, as she
always does. All around us were gathered in their various stalls our
friends and acquaintances. It is the custom to visit back and forth from
box to box, and the owner of each box is as much a host in his own
reservation as in his own reception-room at home. Our box is usually
very popular, but this year there was a marked difference. Of course
some of our best friends did stop for a minute or two, but those who sat
down and stayed long enough to be observed were only men. I was
surprised and unpleasantly disturbed.
Mrs. Sewall's box was not far away. We could see her seated prominently
in a corner of it, surrounded by a very smart bevy--strangers mostly,
New Yorkers I supposed--with Miss Gale Oliphant, strikingly costumed in
scarlet, in their midst. A vigilant group of summer colonists hovered
near-by, now and again becoming one of the party. Edith and I sat quite
alone in our box for an hour fully; I in my severe black habit, with my
elbow on the railing, my chin in my hand, steadily gazing at the track;
Edith erect, sharp-eyed, and nervously looking about in search of some
one desirable to bow to and invite to join us.
Finally she leaned forward and said to me, "Isn't this simply terrible?
I can't stand it. Come, let's get out."
"Where to?" I asked. "My event comes very soon."
"Oh, let's go over and see Mrs. Jackson. I'm sick of sitting here stark
alone. Come on--the girls are all over there."
I glanced toward the Jackson box and saw a group of our most intimate
friends--Edith's bridge club members and several of the girls in my set,
too.
"All right," I said, and we got up and strolled along the aisle.
As we approached I observed one of the women nudge another. I saw Héléne
McClellan open her mouth to speak and then close it quickly as she
caught sight of us. I felt under Mrs. Jackson's over-effusive greeting
the effort it was for her to appear easy and cordial. The group must
have been talking about the masquerade, for as we joined it there ensued
an uncomfortable silence. I would have withdrawn, but Edith pinched my
arm and boldly went over and sat down in one of the empty chairs.
We couldn't have been there five minutes when Mrs. Sewall came strolling
along the aisle, accompanied by Miss Oliphant. She, who usually held
herself so aloof, was very gracious this afternoon, smiling cordially at
left and right, and stopping now and again to present her niece. I saw
her recognize Mrs. Jackson and then smilingly approach her. We all rose
as our hostess got up and beamingly put her hand into Mrs. Sewall's
extended one.
"How do you do, Mrs. Jackson," said Mrs. Sewall. "I've been enjoying
your lovely boxful of young ladies all the afternoon. Charming, really!
Delightful! I hope you are all planning to come to my masquerade," she
went on, addressing the whole group now. "I want it to be a success. I
am giving it for my little guest here--and my son also," she added with
a significant smile, as if to imply that the coupling of Miss Oliphant's
and her son's names was not accidental. "Oh, how do you do, Mrs.
McClellan!" she interrupted herself, smiling across the group to Héléne
who stood next to me, "I haven't caught your eye before today. I hope
you're well--and oh, Miss McDowell!" She bowed to Leslie McDowell on my
other side.
It was just about at this juncture that I observed Edith threading her
way around back of several chairs toward Mrs. Sewall. I wish I could
have stopped her, but it was too late. I heard her clear voice suddenly
exclaiming from easy speaking distance,
"How do you do, Mrs. Sewall."
"Ah! how do you do!" the lady condescended to reply. There was
chilliness in the voice. Edith continued.
"We're so delighted," she went on bravely, "to have Grassmere occupied
again. The lights are very pretty on your hilltop from The Homestead,
our place, you know."
"Ah, The Homestead!" The chilliness was frosty now. Edith blushed.
"Perhaps you do not recall me, Mrs. Sewall--I am Mrs. Alexander
Vars--you know. My sister----"
"Oh, yes--Mrs. Alexander Vars. I recall you quite well, Mrs. Vars.
Perfectly, in fact," she said. Then stopped short. There was a terrible
silence. It continued like a long-drawn out note on a violin.
"Oh," nervously piped out some one in the group, at last, "look at that
lovely horse! I just adore black ones!"
Mrs. Sewall raised her lorgnette and gazed at the track.
"By the way, Mrs. Jackson," she resumed, as if she had not just
slaughtered poor Edith. "By the way, can you tell me the participants
in the next event? I've left my program. So careless!" she purred. And
afterwards she smilingly accepted a proffered armchair in the midst of
the scene of her successful encounter.
It would have been thoughtful, I think, and more humane to have waited
until the wounded had been carried away--or crawled away. For there was
no one to offer a helping hand to Edith and me. I didn't expect it. In
social encounters the vanquished must look out for themselves. With what
dignity I could, I advanced towards Mrs. Jackson.
"Well, I must trot along," I said lightly. "My turn at the hurdles will
be coming soon. Come, Edith, let's go and have a look at Blue-grass.
Good-by." And leisurely, although I longed to cast down my eyes and
hasten quickly away from the staring faces, I strolled out of the box,
followed by Edith; walked without haste along the aisle, even stopping
twice to exchange a word or two with friends; and finally escaped.