CHAPTER XXVI.

But Bertha did not go abroad, and the season reached its height and its

wane, and, though Miss Jessup began to refer occasionally to the

much-to-be regretted delicacy of the charming Mrs. Amory's health, there

seemed but little alteration in her mode of life.

"I will confide to you," she said to Colonel Tredennis, "that I have set

up this effective little air of extreme delicacy as I might set up a

carriage,--if I needed one. It is one of my luxuries. Do you remember

Lord Farintosh's tooth, which always ached when he was invited out to

dinner and did not want to go,--the tooth which Ethel Newcome said

nothing would induce him to part with? My indisposition is like that. I

refuse to become convalescent. Don't prescribe for me, I beg of you."

It was true, as she had said, that the colonel presented himself at the

house less often than had been his wont, and that his visits were more

frequently for Janey than for herself. "You will never hold out your

hand to me when I shall not be ready to take it," he had said; but she

did not hold out her hand, and there was nothing that he could do, and

if he went to her he must find himself confronted with things he could

not bear to see, and so he told himself that, until he was needed, it

was best that he should stay away, or go only now and then.

But he always knew what she was doing. The morning papers told him that

she was involved in the old, unceasing round of excitement,--announcing

that she was among the afternoon callers; that she received at home;

that she dined, lunched, danced, appeared at charitable entertainments,

and was seen at the theatre. It became his habit to turn unconsciously

to the society column before he read anything else, though he certainly

found himself none the happier for its perusal.

But, though he saw Bertha less frequently, he did not forget Richard. At

this time he managed to see him rather often, and took some pains to

renew the bloom of their first acquaintance, which had, perhaps, shown

itself a little on the wane, as Richard's friendships usually did in

course of time. And, perhaps, this waning having set in, Richard was not

at first invariably so enthusiastically glad to see the large military

figure present itself in his office. He had reasons of his own for not

always feeling entirely at ease before his whilom favorite. As he had

remarked to Planefield, Philip Tredennis was not a malleable fellow. He

had unflinching habits of truth, and remorseless ideas of what a man's

integrity should be, and would not be likely to look with lenient or

half-seeing eyes upon any palterings with falsehood and dishonor,

however colored or disguised. And he did not always appear at the most

convenient moment; there were occasions, indeed, when his unexpected

entrance had put an end to business conferences of a very interesting

and slightly exciting nature. These conferences had, it is true, some

connection with the matter of the Westoria lands, and the colonel had

lately developed an interest in the project in question which he had not

shown at the outset. He had even begun to ask questions about it, and

shown a desire to inform himself as to the methods most likely to be

employed in manipulating the great scheme. He amassed, in one way and

another, a large capital of information concerning subsidies and land

grants, and exhibited remarkable intelligence in his mental investment

of it. Indeed, there were times when he awakened in Richard a rather

uneasy sense of admiration by the clearness of his insight and the

practical readiness of his views.

"He has always been given to digging into things," Amory said to

Planefield, after one of their interviews. "That is his habit of mind,

and he has a steady business capacity you don't expect to find."

"What is he digging into this thing for?" Planefield asked. "He will be

digging up something, one of these days, that we are not particularly

anxious to have dug up. I am not overfond of the fellow myself. I never

was."

Richard laughed a trifle uneasily.

"Oh, he's well enough," he said; "though I'll admit he has been a little

in the way once or twice."

It is quite possible that the colonel himself had not been entirely

unaware of this latter fact, though he had exhibited no signs of his

knowledge, either in his countenance or bearing; indeed, it would be

difficult, for one so easily swayed by every passing interest as Richard

Amory was, to have long resisted his manly courtesy and good nature. Men

always found him an agreeable companion, and he made the most of his

powers on the occasions which threw him, or in which he threw himself,

in Amory's way. Even Planefield admitted reluctantly, once or twice,

that the fellow had plenty in him. It was not long before Richard

succumbed to his personal influence with pleasurable indolence. It would

have cost him too much effort to combat against it; and, besides this,

it was rather agreeable to count among one's friends and supporters a

man strong enough to depend on and desirable enough to be proud of.

There had been times during the last few months when there would have

been a sense of relief in the feeling that there was within reach a

stronger nature than his own,--one on whose strength he knew he could

rely. As their intimacy appeared to establish itself, if he did not

openly confide in Tredennis, he more than once approached the borders of

a confidence in his moments of depression. That he had such moments had

become plain. He did not even look so bright as he had looked;

something of his care-free, joyous air had deserted him, and now and

then there were to be seen faint lines on his forehead.

"There is a great deal of responsibility to be borne in a matter like

this," he said to Tredennis, "and it wears on a man." To which he added,

a few seconds later, with a delightfully unconscious mixture of

petulance and protest: "Confound it! why can't things as well turn out

right as wrong?"

"Have things been turning out wrong?" the colonel ventured.

Richard put his elbows on the table before him, and rested his forehead

on his hands a second.

"Well, yes," he admitted; "several things, and just at the wrong time,

too. There seems a kind of fate in it,--as if when one thing began the

rest must follow."

The colonel began to bite one end of his long mustache reflectively as

he looked at the young man's knitted brow.

"There is one thing you must understand at the outset," he said, at

length. "When I can be made useful--supposing such a thing were

possible--I am here."

Richard glanced up at him quickly. He looked a little haggard for the

moment.

"What a steady, reliable fellow you are!" he said. "Yes, I should be

sure of you if--if the worst came to the worst."

The colonel bit the ends of his mustache all the way home, and more than

one passer-by on the avenue was aroused to wonder what the subject of

his reflections might be, he strode along with so absorbed an air, and

frowned so fiercely.

"I should like to know what the worst is," he was saying to himself. "I

should like to know what that means."

It was perhaps his desire to know what it meant which led him to

cultivate Richard more faithfully still, to join him on the street, to

make agreeable bachelor dinners for him, to carry him off to the

theatres, and, in a quiet way, to learn something of what he was doing

each day. It was, in fact, a delicate diplomatic position the colonel

occupied in these days, and it cannot be said that he greatly enjoyed it

or liked himself in it. He was too honest by nature to find pleasure in

diplomacy, and what he did for another he would never have done for

himself. For the sake of the woman who rewarded his generosity and care

with frivolous coldness and slight, he had undertaken a task whose

weight lay heavily upon him. Since his first suspicions of her danger

had been aroused he had been upon the alert continually, and had seen

many things to which the more indifferent or less practical were blind.

As Richard had casually remarked, he was possessed of a strong business

sense and faculty of which he was not usually suspected, and he had seen

signs in the air which he felt boded no good for Richard Amory or those

who relied on his discretion in business affairs. That the professor had

innocently relied upon it when he gave his daughter into his hands he

had finally learned; that Bertha never gave other than a transient

thought--more than half a jest--to money matters he knew. Her good

fortune it had been to be trammelled neither by the weight of money nor

the want of it,--a truly enviable condition, which had, not unnaturally,

engendered in her a confidence at once unquestioning and somewhat

perilous. Tredennis had recalled more than once of late a little scene

he had taken part in on one occasion of her signing a legal document

Richard had brought to her.

"Shall I sign it here?" she had said, with exaggerated seriousness, "or

shall I sign it there? What would happen to me if I wrote on the wrong

line? Could not Laurence sign it for me in his government hand, and give

it an air of distinction? Suppose my hand trembled and I made a blot? I

am not obliged to read it, am I?"

"I think I should insist that she read it," the colonel had said to

Richard, with some abruptness.

Bertha had looked up and smiled.

"_Shall_ you insist that I read it?" she said; "I know what it says. It

says 'whereas' and 'moreover' and 'in accordance' with 'said agreement'

and 'in consideration of.' Those are the prevailing sentiments, and I am

either the 'party of the first part' or the 'party of the second part';

and if it was written in Sanskrit, it would be far clearer to my

benighted mind than it is in its present lucid form. But I will read it

if you prefer it, even though delirium should supervene."

It was never pleasant to Colonel Tredennis to remember this trivial

episode, and the memory of it became a special burden to him as time

progressed and he saw more of Amory's methods and tendencies. But it was

scarcely for him to go to her, and tell her that her husband was not as

practical a business man as he should be; that he was visionary and too

easily allured by glitter and speciousness. He could not warn her

against him and reveal to her the faults and follies she seemed not to

have discovered. But he could revive something of Richard's first fancy

for him, and make himself in a measure necessary to him, and perhaps

gain an influence over him which might be used to good purpose.

Possibly, despite his modesty, he had a half-conscious knowledge of the

power of his own strong will and nature over weaker ones, and was

resolved that this weak one should be moved by them, if the thing were

possible.

Nor was this all. There were other duties he undertook, for reasons best

known to himself. He became less of a recluse socially, and presented

himself more frequently in the fashionable world. He was no fonder of

gayety than he had been before, but he faced it with patience and

courage. He went to great parties, and made himself generally useful. He

talked to matrons who showed a fancy for his company, and was the best

and most respectful of listeners; he was courteous and attentive to both

chaperones and their charges, and by quietly persistent good conduct

won additional laurels upon each occasion of his social appearance.

Those who had been wont to stand somewhat in awe of him, finding nothing

to fear on more intimate acquaintance, added themselves to the list of

his admirers. Before the season was over he had made many a stanch

friend among matronly leaders of fashion, whose word was law. If such a

thing could be spoken of a person of habits so grave, it might have been

said that he danced attendance upon these ladies, but, though such a

phrase would seem unfitting, it may certainly be remarked that he walked

attendance on them, and sought their favor and did their bidding with a

silent faithfulness wonderful to behold. He accepted their invitations

and attended their receptions; he escorted them to their carriages,

found their wraps, and carried their light burdens with an imperturbable

demeanor.

"What!" said Bertha, one night, when she had seen him in attendance on

the wife of the Secretary of State, whose liking for him was at once

strong and warm; "what! is it Colonel Tredennis who curries the favor of

the rich and great? It has seemed so lately. Is there any little thing

in foreign missions you desire, or do you think of an

Assistant-Secretaryship?"

"There is some dissatisfaction expressed with regard to the Minister to

the Court of St. James," was his reply. "It is possible that he will be

recalled. In that case may I hope to command your influence?"

But, many a time as he carried his shawls, or made his grave bow over

the hand of a stately dowager, a half-sad smile crossed his face as he

thought of the true reason for his efforts, and realized with a generous

pang the depth of his unselfish perfidy. They were all kind to him, and

he was grateful for their favors; but he would rather have been in his

room at work, or trying to read, or marching up and down, thinking, in

his solitude. Janey entertained him with far more success than the

prettiest _débutante_ of the season could hope to attain, though there

was no _débutante_ among them who did not think well of him and admire

him not a little. But the reason which brought him upon this brightly

lighted stage of action? Well, there was only one reason for everything

now, he knew full well; for his being sadder than usual, or a shade less

heavy of heart; for his wearing a darker face or a brighter one; for his

interest in society, or his lack of interest in it; for his listening

anxiously and being upon the alert. The reason was Bertha. When he heard

her name mentioned he waited in silent anxiety for what followed; when

he did not hear it he felt ill at ease, lest it had been avoided from

some special cause.

"What she will not do for herself," he said, "I must try to do for her.

If I make friends and win their good opinions I may use their influence

in the future, if the worst should come to the worst, and she should

need to be upheld. It is women who sustain women or condemn them. God

forbid that she should ever lack their protection!"

And so he worked to earn the power to call upon this protection, if it

should be required, and performed his part with such steadfastness of

purpose that he made a place for himself such as few men are fortunate

enough to make.

There was one friendship he made in these days, which he felt would not

be likely to fade out or diminish in value. It was a friendship for a

woman almost old enough to have been his mother,--a woman who had seen

the world and knew it well, and yet had not lost her faith or charitable

kindness of heart. It was the lady whom Bertha had seen him attending

when she had asked him what object he had in view,--the wife of the

Secretary of State, whose first friendly feeling for him had become a

most sincere and earnest regard, for which he was profoundly grateful.

"A man to whom such a woman is kind must be grateful," he had said, in

speaking of her to Agnes Sylvestre. "A woman who is good and generous,

who is keen, yet merciful, whose judgment is ripe, and whose heart is

warm, who has the discernment of maturity and the gentleness of

youth,--it is an honor to know her and be favored by her. One is better

every time one is thrown with her, and leaves her presence with a

stronger belief in all good things."

It had, perhaps, been this lady's affection for Professor Herrick which

had, at the outset, directed her attention to his favorite; but, an

acquaintance once established, there had been no need of any other

impetus than she received from her own feminine kindliness, quickness of

perception, and sympathy. The interest he awakened in most feminine

minds he had at once awakened in her own.

"He looks," she said to herself, "as if he had a story, and hardly knew

the depth of its meaning himself."

But, though she was dexterous enough at drawing deductions, and heard

much of the small talk of society, she heard no story. He was at once

soldier and scholar; he was kind, brave, and generous; men spoke well of

him, and women liked him; his past and present entitled him to respect

and admiration; but there was no story mentioned in any discussion of

him. He seemed to have lived a life singularly uneventful, so far as

emotional experiences were concerned.

"Nevertheless," she used to say, when she gave a few moments to

sympathetic musing upon him, "nevertheless"--

She observed his good behavior, notwithstanding he did not enjoy himself

greatly in society. He was attentive to his duties without being

absorbed in them, and, when temporarily unoccupied, wore a rather weary

and abstracted look.

"It is something like the look," she once remarked inwardly,

"_something_ like the look I have seen in the eyes of that bright and

baffling little Mrs. Amory, who seems at times to be obliged to recall

herself from somewhere."

She had not been the leader of this world of hers without seeing many

things and learning many lessons; and, as she had stood giving her

greeting to the passing multitude week after week, she had gained a

wonderful amount of experience and knowledge of her kind. She had seen

so many weary faces, so many eager ones, so many stamped with care and

disappointment; bright eyes had passed before her which one season had

saddened; she had heard gay voices change and soft ones grow hard; she

had read of ambitions frustrated and hopes denied, and once or twice had

seen with a pang that somewhere a heart had been broken.

Naturally, in thus looking on, she had given some attention to Bertha

Amory, and had not been blind to the subtle changes through which she

had passed. She thought she could date the period of these changes. She

remembered the reception at which she had first noted that the girlish

face had begun to assume a maturer look, and the girlish vivacity had

altered its tones. This had happened the year after the marriage, and

then Jack had been born, and when society saw the young mother again the

change in her seemed almost startling. She looked worn and pale, and

showed but little interest in the whirl about her. It was as if suddenly

fatigue had overtaken her, and she had neither the energy nor the desire

to rally from it. But, before the end of the season she had altered

again, and had a touch of too brilliant color, and was gayer than ever.

"Rather persistently gay," said the older woman. "That is it, I think."

Lately there had been a greater change still and a more baffling one,

and there had appeared upon the scene an element so new and strange as

to set all ordinary conjecture at naught. The first breath of rumor

which had wafted the story of Planefield's infatuation and the Westoria

schemes had been met with generous displeasure and disbelief; but, as

time went on, it had begun to be more difficult to make an effort

against discussion which grew with each day and gathered material as it

passed from one to another. The most trivial circumstance assumed the

proportions of proof when viewed in the light of the general too

vivacious interest. When Senator Planefield entered a room people

instantly cast about in search of Mrs. Amory, and reposed entire

confidence in the immediately popular theory that, but for the presence

of the one, the absence of the other would have been a foregone

conclusion. If they met each other with any degree of vivacity the fact

was commented upon in significant asides; if Bertha's manner was cold or

quiet it was supposed to form a portion of her deep-laid plan for the

entire subjugation of her victim. It had, indeed, come to this at last,

and Tredennis' friend looked on and listened bewildered to find herself

shaken in her first disbelief by an aspect of affairs too serious to be

regarded with indifference. By the time the season drew toward its close

the rumor, which had at first been accepted only by rumor-lovers and

epicures in scandal, had found its way into places where opinion had

weight, and decision was a more serious matter. In one or two quiet

establishments there was private debating of various rather troublesome

questions, in which debates Mrs. Amory's name was frequently mentioned.

Affairs as unfortunate as the one under discussion had been known to

occur before, and it was not impossible that they might occur again; it

was impossible to be blind to them; it was impossible to ignore or treat

them lightly, and certainly something was due to society from those who

held its reins in their hands for the time being.

"It is too great leniency which makes such things possible," some one

remarked. "To a woman with a hitherto unspotted reputation and in an

entirely respectable position they should be impossible."

It was on the very evening that this remark was made that Bertha

expressed a rather curious opinion to Laurence Arbuthnot.

"It is dawning upon me," she said, "that I am not quite so popular as I

used to be, and I am wondering why."

"What suggested the idea?" Laurence inquired.

"I scarcely know," she replied, a little languidly, "and I don't care so

much as I ought. People don't talk to me in so animated a manner as they

used to--or I fancy they don't. I am not very animated myself, perhaps.

There is a great deal in that. I know I am deteriorating

conversationally. What I say hasn't the right ring exactly, and I

suppose people detect the false note, and don't like it. I don't wonder

at it. Oh, there is no denying that I am not so much overpraised and

noticed as I used to be!"

And then she sat silent for some time and appeared to be reflecting, and

Laurence watched her with a dawning sense of anxiety he would have been

reluctant to admit the existence of even to himself.

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