But although we know the source of our sorrows and feel the guilt of our

sins, this does not make our burden lighter or shorten the path of our

pilgrimage. We are confronted by the problem of labor and suffering as

soon as we enter the world. No one is entirely exempted; and, strange as

it is, we see that it frequently happens, that those are most afflicted

who are farthest removed from the wickedness of the world and purest in

the sight of God. “Many are the tribulations of the just;” and how true is

it that the very fidelity of the servants of God is often an occasion of

their sufferings! It is not wonderful that sorrow and fear should be the

portion of sinners throughout the length of their days, for “contrition

and unhappiness are in their ways, and the way of peace they have not

known;”(48) but that all, even the saints of God, should suffer alike and

be oppressed with miseries is, at first sight, a problem and a baffling

mystery.

It is something, indeed, to feel in our suffering that we are paying the

debt of our sins, whether personal, or original, or both; it is much to

know that our crosses, severe and inevitable as they are, are a curb to

our wayward nature, and a restraint against further sins; it is assuredly

a great privilege and a high honor that we, unworthy and unfaithful

servants of our Master, should, through our tears and sorrows and

sufferings, be enabled to conform our poor lives to the tearful and

sorrowful life of our Saviour; it is a comfort that words cannot tell to

be assured by our faith that in the midst of pains and perils the Shepherd

of our souls is ever near to shield, to guard, and to save—all this is

surely much—enough to encourage and strengthen us daily to take up our

cross and joyfully follow our Redeemer, even to the hill of Calvary, even

to the death of the cross. But this is not all. A deeper meaning lies

hidden behind the veil of tears, beneath the cloak of pain and sorrow. The

miseries of life are not a mere inheritance, neither is their value of a

purely negative character. We instinctively feel that somehow, somewhere

beyond the scope of mortal ken, there is a higher explanation and a more

valid justification for all the failures and pains and sorrows of life,

than that which appears on the surface of things, or issues in results

that are only negative. Suffering for its own sake was never intended; and

we were not made to suffer. We were not created for misery, but for

happiness; not for failure, but for victory; not for death, but for life;

not for time, but for eternity. And hence there is a deeper meaning, a

higher explanation for all the failures and miseries of the present life

than those that are apparent to the casual observer.

In the title of this chapter the Psalmist, referring to the shepherd’s

care for his sheep, says: “Thy rod and thy staff, they comfort me.” The

staff the shepherd uses, as already explained, is to assist the sheep

along their perilous journeys, and the rod to protect them in case of

attack. The rod and the staff are necessary for the welfare of the flock,

necessary to guide and shield them in their wanderings, and to bring them

safely home. So too, it is with us, the children of God. To be properly

protected and guided to our happy end we have need of the rod of

affliction and adversity, and likewise of the staff of mercy.

Although human miseries—pain, poverty, suffering and death—are, as we

know, the consequences, just and equitable, of original sin, it is a

shortsighted faith and a defective vision that find in these crosses only

chastisement for sin. Truly, they should not have been, had we never

sinned; but as God, in His mercy, draws good out of evil, so has He made

these inevitable results of our transgression serve a higher purpose and

minister to noble ends. The Saviour came that we might have life, that we

might progress and advance to ever fuller and more abundant life.(49) His

aim, and the aim and purpose of His heavenly Father, since the very dawn

of our creation, has been to lead us to happiness—to perfect, abundant,

eternal happiness. It would be of little account to be happy here, unless

we are also to rejoice eternally. It would be a poor exchange and a paltry

satisfaction, to be present at the feasts of men, only to forfeit our

place at the banquet of angels. But our heavenly reward and our celestial

crown are to be merited and won here below; they are to follow upon our

earthly labors. “Only he shall be crowned,” says St. Paul, “who has

legitimately engaged in the battle.”(50) And did not the Master say

Himself, “Let him who wishes to come after me deny himself and take up his

cross and follow me?”(51) Did He not declare that we must die to live?

that we must surrender our life here, if we would keep it eternally?

“Amen, amen, I say to you, unless the grain of wheat falling into the

ground die, itself remaineth alone. But if it die it bringeth forth much

fruit. He that loveth his life shall lose it; and he that hateth his life

in this world, keepeth it unto life eternal.”(52) We cannot serve two

masters, we cannot serve God and mammon. If we would seek to avoid all

pain and sorrow, and spend our lives in the pleasures of sense, we must be

prepared to forego the future joys of the soul; if we would pass our days

indulging the flesh and chasing the phantoms of time, we must needs make

ready for the death of the spirit and the forfeit of all that is lasting.

We have no choice, then; if we would succeed eternally, we must follow the

way of the cross. This is the only way to life—to that abundant, celestial

life which our Creator has wished us to live. And it is the bearing of our

cross, patiently and resignedly to the will of God, together with our

other good works, that enables us to merit, in so far as we can, the joys

of the kingdom of Heaven. But the sufferings and labors, so inevitable and

necessary to our earthly state, which serve as a means to supernal

rewards, have still another, deeper meaning, and serve another purpose. We

cannot evade them, we must encounter them. They are not only unavoidable,

but necessary to our dearest interests, as we see, since they are strewn

as thorns and brambles all along the narrow way that leads to eternal

life. We cannot choose them or lay them aside at will. We may, indeed, if

we be foolish and impious enough, refuse to walk the narrow way of the

just and choose the broad road that leadeth to destruction; but we shall

not even thus escape the pains and perils inseparable from this mortal

life. Or again, we may, in our folly, rebel against the crosses and labors

that confront and pursue us; but whether we go this way or that, whether

we will it or not, we can no more eschew all the evils of life than escape

from the air that we breathe. The pressure, it is true, is not always upon

us; we are not, without ceasing, weighed down by our labors and groaning

to be delivered from the body of this death. There is interruption, there

is passing pleasure, a rift in the clouds and a smile of the sunshine even

for the darkest and poorest life. And yet withal, we know and we are

conscious that we are ever under the sentence of death, that life is a

fleeting shadow, that like

“A flash of the lightning, a break of the wave,

Man passes from life to his rest in the grave.”

There is no evading the conclusion, therefore, that the days of man in

this world are few and full of miseries. “The life of man upon earth is a

warfare, and his days are like the days of a hireling. He cometh forth

like a flower, and is destroyed, and fleeth as a shadow.”(53) “For all

flesh is as grass, and all the glory thereof as the flower of grass. The

grass is withered, and the flower thereof is fallen away.”(54) To the

natural man all this is appalling, and how frequently it finds its

solution in unbridled self-indulgence, in mental unbalance, and

self-destruction! But the saints, and all the truly wise, have viewed the

problem of human suffering in a vastly different light. They have

discerned it, first of all, as really distinctive of the road to Heaven,

and as essentially pertaining to the royal way of the cross. They have

understood that it extinguishes the wrath of the heavenly Father, that it

atones for sin and makes the soul conformable to our suffering Saviour,

and therefore have they loved it. And more than this, those who have been

led by the wisdom of God have found, not only that the crosses of life are

essentially connected with the way of salvation, but that by them and

through them alone we are often _positively driven_ to God. We may try to

avoid them, and at times, perhaps, succeed; we may flee from them or

endeavor to still the voice of their pain; or, when unable to escape them,

we may, in our wrath and desperation, rise up against them and rebuke

them: but they persistently remain, they continue to haunt, as if to woo

and to win us to penetrate their deeper meaning, and discover the treasure

that in them lies concealed. The very breakdown of human things, the

severing of human ties and relationships, the loss of health and wealth,

of treasures and friends, and of all that life holds dear, are really

meant, in the deepest sense, to drive us to the divine. This is the

meaning of those tears and sorrows, those pains and sufferings, that

loneliness, that grief, that agony of heart and soul which belong to this

world of tears. All these are intended to teach us that here below, on

this crumbling shore of time, we have no abiding city, or home, or life,

or love; but seek a city, a home, a life, a love that hath foundations,

whose builder and maker is God.(55)

We need God, we were made for God, and our nature, with all its longings

and powers, cries out for Him. And therefore has God so arranged the

world, in spite of all its evils, and in spite of all our sinfulness,

that, if we do not prevent it, it will lead us out to happiness—lead us

out to Himself. It was our sin that despoiled the face of the world; but

God, in His mercy, has drawn good out of evil, He has made the effects of

sin minister to our advantage, if we will but have it so. We may,

forsooth, refuse, because we are free; we may object, and rebel, and

oppose our lot; we may take our destiny out of the hands of our Creator

and attempt to shape it for ourselves; we may deride and despise the

humble, the lowly of heart, the patient, the mortified and the suffering;

we may upbraid the Providence of God and its workings, and refuse to

submit to the rule of the Creator; we may hold in derision and contempt

the little band that is sweetly marching the way of the cross, preferring

for ourselves the company of the multitude that knows not God—all this can

we do, because we are free; but if such be our choice, and if we persevere

in it, our portion is fixed, and we shall have at last only to say with

the wicked: “Therefore we have erred from the way of truth, and the light

of justice hath not shined unto us, and the sun of understanding hath not

risen upon us. We wearied ourselves in the way of iniquity and

destruction, and have walked through hard ways, but the way of the Lord we

have not known. What hath pride profited us? or what advantage hath the

boasting of riches brought us? All those things are passed away like a

shadow, and like a post that runneth on.”(56)

Sufferings, therefore, are common to all, to the good and the bad, to the

wise and the foolish, to the children of light and to the children of

darkness. But only those who are directed by grace and light from above

are able to pierce the deeper meaning of the cross. All have to bear it,

but not all understand it; all feel the weight of it, but all do not know

the power of it. Like fortune, it knocks at every door, into every heart

it endeavors to enter and make known its deeper significance, its hidden

secrets, lest any of us should suffer in vain, and our lives be altogether

a failure. To be able to suffer patiently and gladly for God’s sake, is

thus a great wisdom; it is a sign of future blessedness. It is the wisdom

of God, which is foolishness to men. “If thou hadst the science of all the

astronomers,” says Eternal Wisdom; “if thou couldst speak and discourse

about God as fully and well as all angels and men; if thou alone were as

learned as the whole body of doctors; all this would not bestow on thee so

much holiness of life as if, in the afflictions that come upon thee, thou

art able to be resigned to Me and to abandon thyself to Me. The former is

common to good and bad, but the latter belongs to My elect alone.”

We know that our Saviour took upon Himself the cross of sorrow and

suffering, not alone that He might satisfy for our transgressions and be

our ransom from bondage, but also that He might be unto us an example and

a leader. And knowing that our unfaithfulness had incurred severest

maladies from which none could escape, He bore our infirmities and carried

our sorrows for us, in order that we, in our time, might bear our

inevitable afflictions for His sake, for love of Him, and thereby attain

to unending glory with Him. “For the spirit himself giveth testimony to

our spirit, that we are the sons of God. And if sons, heirs also; heirs,

indeed of God, and joint heirs with Christ: yet so, if we suffer with him,

that we may be also glorified with him.”(57) “If you partake of the

sufferings of Christ,” says St. Peter, “rejoice that when his glory shall

be revealed, you may also be glad with exceeding joy.”(58) The chains of

sorrow which bind us here below, our Shepherd thus would turn to golden

cords of love, which draw and hold us to Himself. We cannot, as we see,

ascend to Heaven, rise to blessedness, except by the way of the cross. And

our degree of glory in Heaven, the eternal happiness which we shall enjoy,

will be in proportion to the degree of charity or love of God which our

souls possess at death; and this divine charity, which is to measure our

future beatitude, is acquired and augmented by faithfully doing the will

of God—by patiently and lovingly bearing the cross of life. Sacrifice is

the test of love. And hence the more we do and suffer for Christ’s sake,

the more we prove our love for Him and the greater shall be our happiness

in the kingdom of His Father. All holy writers, all the masters of the

spiritual life agree in teaching that God particularly chastises those

whom He loves with a special love. He proves the elect to find if they are

worthy of Himself.(59) He does not spare them now, that He may spare them

hereafter; He tries them for a time, that He may reward them forever; He

seems harsh with them here, during the time of probation, only that He may

draw them closer to Himself everlastingly.

The devoted friends of God and the ardent lovers of things spiritual have

deeply pondered these momentous truths. They have realized that our days

here, though few and fast-flying, are really to determine our lot and

condition throughout the eternal years. They have known that the passing

present is the price of the lasting future; that this is the seeding time,

and hereafter the harvest. And because our future happiness is to be in

accord with our merits here acquired, jealously have they sought and

embraced every present occasion to increase their merits and their

worthiness for the glory that is to come. This is why they have loved the

cross, the symbol of salvation, the emblem of victory; this, too, is why

they have felt disturbed and full of fear when the cross was absent from

them. Unlike the unenlightened sufferer, who sees only punishment in his

pains, the saints of God have ever accepted their crosses as a sign of

special love, a divine visitation, a preparation for the great communion.

We see now how it is that the rod of chastisement and the staff of mercy

are able to give joy and comfort to God’s chosen friends; and thus are

they designed to console and comfort everyone who is truly led by faith

and love. Sufferings are really a blessing, but the eye of faith alone

discerns it. They keep us from present pleasures, from hurtful occasions,

from alluring vanities; they direct us into the way of salvation, they

drive us to God, they increase the glory of our eternal blessedness. What

are the trials of earth when compared with the joys of Heaven? Rather, how

precious are they! since, if we use them aright, they lead us out into a

higher life, to a closer friendship with God. And if, through the mercy of

our heavenly Father, we permit the cross to lead us to His knees and

enrich our lives with His love, who can speak its infinite value? What

treasure can be likened to it? Surely nothing that we know can surpass it

in worth. We might, indeed, enjoy all that life can give; we might possess

all riches, all health, all success; we might have honor, fame, glory,

power; the praise and love of men, the treasures of earthly friendship and

earthly affection—the whole world we might gain and enjoy; but if through

all these, or in spite of all, we should not be led to the love and

friendship of God, we should know only vanity, and life for us would in

its issue be nothing but a dismal failure.

But if, on the contrary, through the sufferings and losses, the

deficiencies and limitations of life, we have been led to make God our

dearest friend, if we have been taught, by the coldness and harshness of

men, to take refuge in His love, how blessed are we! how cheaply the

purchase has been made, even though it has meant the loss of every passing

good, of all that the world can give, even the pouring out of our own

life’s blood!

Teach me, O my Master, in the day of sorrow and tribulation, to understand

the meaning of the cross, to know the value of my sufferings, to grasp the

power and the secret of Thy rod and Thy staff. Assist me to see Thee

through the darkness that surrounds me; and give me to feel, in the midst

of loneliness and perils, amid pain and desolation, the nearness to my

soul of Thy loving-kindness, and the strength of Thy merciful presence.

IX. THOU SPREADEST BEFORE ME A TABLE IN THE PRESENCE OF MINE ENEMIES.

In the preceding verses of the Shepherd Psalm the Psalmist has described

the constant care of the shepherd for his sheep—the rest and refreshment,

the protection and comfort he provides for them. And now, in the present

verse, he speaks of a feast he has prepared for them, which is to be

likened to a bountiful banquet—a banquet which they are to enjoy, a feast

which they are to consume, in the sight of their enemies, in the presence

of the evils that afflict them. He refers, at first, to the manner of

preparing or spreading a table in the Orient. Often the custom of olden

times was not much different from that which prevails among the Arabs even

today. To prepare a table means with them simply to spread a skin or a

cloth or a mat on the ground.

And it is to this kind of table that the Psalmist refers when he sings of

the feast of the sheep. He means nothing more than that he has provided

for his flock in the face of their enemies a rich pasture, a spreading

slope, where they shall feed with contentment and peace, in spite of the

evils that surround them.

But the quiet and peace which the sheep enjoy, while partaking of their

spread-out banquet, are entirely owing to the protecting presence of the

shepherd. And it frequently happens that here again the utmost skill and

diligence of the shepherd are called into play in thus securing the peace

and safety of his flock. The most abundant pastures are many times

interspersed with noxious weeds and plants, which, if eaten, would sicken

and poison the herd; while around the feeding places and grazing grounds

very often lie hid, in thickets and holes and caves in the hillsides, wild

animals, such as jackals, wolves and panthers, ready to spring out, at the

critical moment, and devour the innocent sheep. The shepherd is aware of

all these evils and enemies of his tender flock; and he goes ahead and

prepares the way, avoiding the poisonous grasses, and driving away, or

slaying, if need be, the beasts that menace the peace and security of the

pasture. The evils are not entirely dispelled, but only sufficiently

removed or held in check so as not to imperil the flock.

Such is the table prepared for the sheep by their provident and watchful

shepherd; and such is the feast of which they partake with quiet joy in

the sight and presence of their enemies. But, as just said, the tranquil

joy which is theirs comes not from the fact that danger has been all

removed, nor from the fact that they have become hardened and used to its

presence. They know it is always near; and they are conscious, as far as

animals can be, of their own utter helplessness, if left to themselves, to

survive an attack of their powerful enemies. But they do not fear, they

are not disturbed or anxious, solely for the reason that they feel their

shepherd is present, and they know he will guard and protect them. Hence

the Psalmist is speaking for the sheep when he says to the shepherd with a

tone of confident joy, “Thou spreadest before me a table in the presence

of mine enemies.”

The spiritual meaning of this, like the other verses of the Shepherd

Psalm, is peculiarly descriptive of our Lord, the Good Shepherd of human

souls. He, in a manner altogether divine, precedes His elect, and prepares

them the way of salvation. He does not deliver them from enemies and

dangers, which would be unnatural in the present state, but He makes use

of evils, as said before, to increase the perfection of His chosen souls.

Gradually, step by step, from a natural He leads them to a higher

state—from diffidence to trust, from fear to love, from sorrow and anguish

to peace and joy.

The change in the soul is rarely at once and immediate; it does not come

of a sudden. At first it is difficult and repugnant to nature to find joy

in sorrow and pleasure in pain, to see gladness in tears and rest in

disturbance, to find peace in the midst of our enemies; but God, in His

omnipotent goodness, so disposes and provides for the souls of His elect

that sooner or later they penetrate to the meaning of things, and find

there their hidden treasure. When the fabric of life itself has crumbled

to its native dust, when friends have gone and charms departed, when the

very earth we tread seems trembling beneath our feet, and every dream of

earthly bliss is fled, when enemies sit where loved ones sat, and the

heart has all but ceased to beat, then is the acceptable time and

propitious moment, for the devout and faithful soul, that has washed its

garments in the blood of the Lamb, to look up to Heaven with expectant

joy. The thrilling vision of eternal love so much desired, so long perhaps

delayed, is then, indeed, about to dawn.

The sweetness of God and the peace of His spirit are not to be found in

the market place, nor in the noise and clamor of the busy street. It is

not at the banquets of earthly kings that we taste of the joys of the

Saviour’s feast. It is not amid honors and riches and the pleasures of

sense that the calm dews of Heaven refresh the soul. We were made for a

higher friendship, for a more intimate union, for a sweeter companionship

than any that earth can provide. And it is only when the door has been

shut to the outer world, when the vanities of time have ceased to be

sought, that the soul is ready for the wedding garment, and able to

prepare for the marriage feast. It is in the inner sanctuary and alone,

divested of fleshy trammels and freed from the bondage of earthly

attachments, that the soul is able to meet its God and hold intimate

converse with Him.

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