In order, then, to sustain our spiritual life on earth and to make us

strong for our daily conflicts, our heavenly Shepherd has left us a food

which is none other than His own body and blood. What a prodigy of love!

What could He do for us that He has not done? But, besides giving us

strength, He had another purpose in becoming our food. Since He has chosen

us for Himself, and has provided, in another world, eternal mansions for

our souls,(22) He wishes to make certain, not only the happy issue of our

lives, but our ever-increasing resemblance to Himself. He is therefore

preparing us, He is fitting us, through communion in the Holy Eucharist,

for our celestial home, and for visible companionship with Himself.

Intercourse, communion, intimate relationship produce likeness, even here

on earth, and it is a singular effect of Holy Communion that, unlike

earthly food, it changes into itself all those who partake of it.

Material, natural food becomes the substance of our flesh and blood, but

frequent participation in the heavenly nourishment of Christ in the

Eucharist transmutes our whole being—our lives and thoughts and

actions—into its own supernatural character.

Thus by living much with Christ on earth, by intimate converse with Him,

by allowing Him to enter into our lives and thoughts, and shape our

conduct and actions; and above all, by frequent and fervent communion with

Him in the sacrament of His love, we become like unto Him, even here in

our state of exile. And this likeness to Christ, which His faithful

servants assume here below, is a forestate of future blessedness; it is a

preparation for the great reunion and the eternal banquet which await us

in Heaven. Already we are led beside the waters of rest; we are directed

to pastures of sweetest nourishment; and through the calm and vigor that

reign in the soul we experience even now a taste of joys unseen.

V. HE RESTORETH MY SOUL.

Throughout the pastoral country of the Orient there are numerous places of

great peril for sheep. There are also, here and there, private fields and

vineyards and gardens into which, if a member of a flock should stray and

be caught, it is forfeited to the owner of the land. Strange as it may

seem, the sheep never learn to avoid these dangerous spots and forbidden

places, and it behooves the shepherd to be ever on his guard for them, and

to rescue them when wandering.

Here we cannot fail to observe the striking resemblance between this

wayward tendency of the shepherd’s flock and our own inclination and

propensity to wander from God and things eternal. The world is full of

occasions to evil; at every turn of the road on our journey through life

there are fierce and crouching enemies who are waiting the chance to

capture and bear us away. We know this; we have often been warned of the

danger; too many sad experiences and breathless escapes have convinced us

of the sundry perils to soul and body that lie along the way of life. But

we, like senseless, erring sheep, if bereft of the Shepherd’s guiding

care, do not learn, in life’s sad school, the way to keep free from harm.

Though wounded repeatedly, and scarred and worn, and left, perhaps,

without human aid, to waste and bleed our life away, we do not see the

lurking evils; we do not discern beneath the mask the enemy whose purpose

is ruin and death.

The creatures of the world, the things of sense take vicious hold of us,

and often drag us to the very verge of perdition before we are aware. They

come to us unprepared, and seek entrance into our lives and thoughts, and

allure us by deception. They tell us that the world is fair and beautiful

and full of promise; that God, for the moment, is not concerned; that the

soul is secure and safe, and the body and its needs the only object of

present solicitude. The process is gradual. The turning away and the loss

are not at once and from the beginning of seductive influences, but slowly

and unobtrusively in the guise of hope and high expectation. There is

Ambition, with its glittering prospects, with its proffered rewards and

castles of air. To the young man and young woman, just entering the arena

of life, Ambition says, “Come and follow me, and I will crown you with

glory and honor. I will lift you above the common, beaten paths of men and

seat you on a gilded throne. I will introduce you to my sister Pride, and

we two will make you happy. Pride will teach you your true dignity, your

place and position in the universe; she will remind you of your gifts and

faculties, and enable you to battle with the weak and the strong; she will

give you the secret of knowledge and train you to soar above your

fellow-creatures and probe the mysteries of God and Heaven.” Then

Pleasure, with dimpled cheeks and laughing eyes, and words that sound like

music to the ears, hurries out to greet the passers-by, and charms them by

her shining gifts. “Make me your object and your end,” she says, “and I

will make you blessed. Forget your troubles and your cares, your fears of

present and future ills; rejoice and be glad, eat, drink and be merry;

indulge and drain to dregs the cups of sense, for this is all there is.”

Philosophy comes with another hope. “Drink deeply,” she counsels, “at the

spring of wisdom, and fear not God nor man; believe and trust in me, and I

will steal away the sting of sorrow and pain; I will restore you to man’s

primeval state and land you safe on the shores of rest.”

And when these deceivers—Ambition, Pride, Pleasure, and the like—have

plundered and sacked their victim’s goods, when these painted idols of a

passing world have led away their worshippers as slaves, and stripped them

of all they possessed, they give them over to evil habits and to masters

that scourge and tear them. Like other prodigals, these pursuers of

earthly phantoms take leave of their Father’s house of comfort and plenty,

they give up virtue, innocence, honesty, purity; they go into a far

country to waste their substance living riotously, only to awake, soon at

latest, to a land of famine, and to find themselves alone and in want.

Instead of the honor and fame and high estate they sought to gain, instead

of the escape from evil and pain and labor they hoped to find, they are

sent into fields to minister to swine—the swine of their own degradation.

So, to a degree, it is with us, each and all, who listen to other voices

and heed other calls than the voice and the call of God. If we prefer to

stray to other fields and desert the pasture of our Shepherd, if we prefer

a far country to our Father’s home, if the world and its fleeting

pleasures are more to us than God and His paternal rewards, then we must

of necessity find ourselves at length in utter want and penury. It is this

possibility of deserting God, of seeking happiness outside of Him, of

overturning the plans which He has made for our salvation, that gives us a

vision of the awful failure of human life. The gifts of this world are by

nature fleeting and fast-flying, and if we allow them to take the place of

Him who made them, no matter how great our present boons, in spite of

wealth and friends and all success, we have missed our chance and our

purpose in the world, and can only have at last a desolate and a ruined

life.

But how is it, then, one may ask, that man can be so deceived? How is it

that we do not learn from others’ disasters to avoid, every one of us,

those deceiving, ruinous masters, those false gods that can lead us away

from the one true Shepherd of our souls? It is, indeed, a curious fact

that our deception is so easy. Surely a rational, intelligent being, who

stops to consider, ought easily to distinguish between the great God of

Heaven and the creatures of His hands. It ought not to be difficult for us

to see the transient vanity of human things when compared with the eternal

mansions. But the truth of the matter is, that we _are_ deceived, we do

not at all times see the objects of our choice as they really are

objectively. Our vision is defective and blurred. If God stood out in our

lives as He really ought to stand, if He occupied that place in our

thoughts and plans which belongs to Him by right, it would not be possible

that we should ever be led astray. And that God does not always hold in

our lives the place which is His due is partly the result of our fallen

nature; partly, therefore, in a way, excusable; but more frequently and

chiefly from our own perversity—from wilful neglect of our highest duties.

The blindness and perversity of our nature, which have come from the

wounds of original sin, make it easy for us, if we are neglectful and

careless of our higher spiritual obligations, to mistake the false for the

true, evil for good, the creature for the Creator. In the midst of the

world and its allurements, it behooves us to be ever watching, if we are

never to stumble and to fall. Had our nature never been corrupted by

original unfaithfulness, had our first parents never turned away from God

and transgressed His sacred precept, all our present ills would never have

existed. But now it is different. We are born into the world a weakened

people; each one of us has had an implicit part in the first

transgression; we all, like erring sheep, have gone astray. And while this

tendency to evil is part of our natural condition, and therefore less

imputable to us, it nevertheless is true that our actual sins and

evil-doing are the work of our deliberate choice. If, at any time, we

really turn away from God and break His law, it is because we have freely

chosen so to act. The native perversity of nature in a normal man can

never explain and excuse the grievous sins which he deliberately commits.

It is only true that a weak and wounded nature leaves one less able to

choose what is right, and more disposed to wrong. And since we know the

state of things, since we know that the fault is really ours when we dare

to stray to forbidden deeds and places, how constant and unrelenting, if

we are truly wise, should be our efforts to keep our vision unobscured and

our ears attuned to the voice and call of our heavenly Shepherd! We know

that by following Him our way will be certain and clear. Howsoever

enormous the evils of life, and notwithstanding all our weakness, we know

that in Him we are safe and strong. But we must hear Him to follow Him, we

must be guided and directed by His gracious commands.

This failure to hear and obey the voice of God it is which more explains

the falls and sins of men than all their inherited frailty. So long as His

words are heard and directions heeded, mistake and error are impossible.

We see, therefore, why it is that so many actually do desert Him and are

led by evil voices. The cause chiefly lies in the wilfulness of human

nature and in the abuse of human liberty. We cannot stand unless God

support us, and we shall surely fall if He withdraws His supporting hand.

But the choice of evil, the beginning of unfaithfulness comes from

ourselves; for Almighty God will never forsake us unless we first forsake

Him.

If, ever, then, we find our lives to be at variance with God, whether in

lesser or in greater matters, if it should ever be our unhappy fortune to

wander from Him, like another prodigal, and waste our lives with the

enemies of our souls, we can be assured that the desertion is all our own.

We forget God, we deliberately wander from His sight and care, and then we

fall. Engrossed in worldly affairs, taken up with present vanities, with

ourselves, our ease, our temporal advancement, we begin to neglect prayer

and communion with God, we begin to rely on ourselves and to forge ahead

of our own accord, only to encounter complete defeat and be shorn of all

our strength. The secret of our power and success is to keep close to Him,

to speak to Him lovingly and often, to seek guidance and protection from

Him, and habitually to live in His comforting presence.

But such is the boundless kindness of our heavenly Shepherd that, no

matter how often we may have wandered from Him, or how seriously we may

have grieved Him, He is ever ready to pursue our wanderings, and to seek

until He finds us. He does not stop to consider the enormity of our guilt,

or our unreasonableness, or our ingratitude, but He seeks us. He does not

pause to take an account of all He has done for us, of the many graces He

has given us, of the tears and blood He has shed in our behalf; but He

goes after our straying souls, and He will not be appeased until He

restore us. God does not will the death of the sinner, but that he be

converted and live.(23) He knows all our frailties and our diverse

temptations; He knows how alluring are the things of sense to a nature

perverted like ours; He knows how easy it is for us, blind and ignorant as

we are, to forget Him and our dearest interests, and to obey the call of

other voices; all this He understands, and He has pity on us. “He knoweth

our frame, He remembereth that we are dust.”(24)

To bring us back, therefore, when wandering, and to restore us to the

circle of His chosen flock, our Saviour has made ample provision. Through

those divine mediums of grace—the sacraments of His Church—He has arranged

to succor all our wants and to cure our various infirmities. The

sacraments of Baptism and Penance, in particular, were instituted to raise

our souls from death to life, and to heal our spiritual wounds. Baptism

may be aptly compared to the door of the sheepfold. It is the gate through

which men must enter into the fold of Christ, it is the entrance to His

Church. It clears away the guilt and stain of original sin, and restores

the soul from a state of enmity to the friendship and grace of God. None

can really belong to Christ, none can be of His true fold who have not

entered by way of the door, who have not been baptized. Many there are who

pretend to belong to Him and think themselves of the number of His flock;

they speak of Him as their Master and Shepherd; they pretend to be doing

His work; they call Him Lord and preach in His name; but they have not

entered by the door of the sheepfold, and He knows them not. Like thieves

and robbers, they have climbed up some other way, and they neither know

Him, nor does He know them, neither can they understand His voice. Baptism

is the entrance, it is the door, to the fold of Christ.

And as it is through Baptism that our bountiful Lord first recalls us from

the ways of sin and makes us members of his flock, so in the sacrament of

Penance He has provided a means by which we may at all times be recalled

from our wanderings and restored to His friendship. Penance is an

inexhaustible means of reconciliation between the erring soul and God. It

lasts throughout our lives, it stretches even to the end of time. If only

we are men of goodwill and have at heart our eternal interests, we need

not be disturbed at our frailty, or at repeated lapses into sin. There is

no sin which cannot be forgiven by the sacrament of Penance. Not that

anyone, knowing that he can be forgiven, should presume to abuse God’s

gracious sacrament, and yield freely and without restraint to the voice of

sin; nor that we are not to be truly sorry to the end of our days for

having even once offended our benign Maker and Redeemer; but we must be

confident that, whatever may have been our faults and failings, however

prolonged and extraordinary our transgressions, if we approach the

sacrament of Penance with sincere sorrow and a firm purpose of amendment,

God will always lovingly receive us back to Himself, and remember no more

our unfaithfulness. God hates sin, because it is opposed to Himself and is

the only evil in the world, but He loves the wounded sinner who is made in

His own image and likeness. Precious in the sight of God is the penitent

sinner. Does He not tell us Himself that, like a good shepherd, He leaves

ninety-nine just to go in search of one lost sheep? Yea, He assures us

that there is rejoicing among the angels of Heaven over one sinner who

does penance.(25)

To make worthy use of the sacrament of Penance we must be truly sorry for

having offended God, and be resolved, at the time of confession, to do

what lies in our power never again to turn away from Him. To these

dispositions must also be joined the intention of doing something to

repair the injury which sin has done to God. Given such conditions, and we

need only speak the word to God’s duly appointed minister and our sins are

no more. The dark veil which hung around the soul like a cloud is lifted,

and we again rejoice in the smile of our heavenly Father. How simple, yet

how potent are the means provided for our salvation! None but God could

have thought of them, nothing but the love of God could have arranged

them!

But even before the sinner is brought to penance, even while he is

wandering and reveling afar off in the vile delights of sin, God is

pursuing him, God is seeking after him, calling him by name, whispering to

his heart, disposing him for repentance. We cannot return to God, once we

have deserted Him, without His help. It is our awful power to be able to

leave Him, but to return alone we are not able. Wherefore He comes after

us when we have wandered into the wilds of sin; He pleads as it were, with

our souls, and offers us the grace to repent. Oh privileged are our souls

to be thus appraised by God, and happy those who hear and heed the

appealing voice of His grace!

VI. HE LEADETH ME IN THE PATHS OF JUSTICE FOR HIS NAME’S SAKE.

The shepherd country of the East is full of walks and pathways, some

leading this way, some that. Some lead to dangerous precipices over which

the sheep might fall and be lost, others would expose them to the attack

of wild beasts, while still others would lead them so far astray that they

could not find their way back. It is, therefore, always needful that the

shepherd go ahead of his flock and lead them in the right path. The

Psalmist, in the title of the present chapter, is applying this

carefulness of the shepherd for his sheep to our Lord, in His regard for

our spiritual welfare. The Saviour goes before us with the blessings of

His goodness to help and lead us aright, lest perchance we become lost and

perish in our journey.

This solicitude of our Redeemer in providing for the various needs of our

souls is characteristic of Him as Saviour. It is implied in the meaning of

his name. Before He was born, before He was conceived in His Mother’s

womb, it was foretold of Him that He should be called Jesus, which means

Saviour, for He would save His people from their sins.(26) He exercised,

as we know, this mission of saviour throughout His earthly career. It was

for this that He came into the world, for this that He was born in

Bethlehem with a manger as His cradle, for this that, at the age of

twelve, He was found teaching in the Temple, for this that He retired to

Nazareth and was subject to Mary and Joseph, for this that He labored and

suffered and bled and died. And with His passing from this visible scene

to the bosom of His Father, He did not cease to be that for which He had

been eternally anointed—the great High Priest, the Mediator between God

and man, the Saviour of the world. His work is everlasting; and now that

He has gone up on high, He pleads for us ever more with the Father. We

belong to Him, He has purchased us with His blood, and He must needs care

for our safety to the end.

Inasmuch as we are heirs, according to divine decree, to thrones beyond

the skies, it was necessary, as we have seen, that He who is our Saviour

and Shepherd should have left behind Him in this world of ours a doctrine,

a code, or system of instructions and laws, which should safely direct and

guide us to our royal destiny. Those who lived with Him on earth, those

who heard His assuring, life-giving words, and felt the inspiration of His

example and visible presence needed not to fear for the direction or

safety of their course. The divine, living voice and sacred presence of

their Lord and Master they enjoyed, and care and anxiety fled from their

souls. But not for these alone had the Redeemer come, but for all mankind,

for all who in future were to breathe the breath of human life. He came to

save all, He died for all; and thus the teaching which He gave to the

world, and which He committed to His chosen followers, was for every human

being, even to the end of the world, that through it all might live and

attain to life everlasting.

The doctrine which the Saviour left us, and the laws which He prescribed

were vastly different from the teachings of men. Guiding, saving words of

a Shepherd to his flock, they engendered safety, comfort, peace. Free from

error or mistake, sealed with the seal of Heaven, holding out a promise of

future glory, they exhaled the perfumes of the eternal city, they told of

mansions not built with hands. And since this immaculate doctrine, given

for the souls of men, was to last till the end of time, there was need

that it should be shielded against the assaults of the world and protected

from the influence of our changing human teachings. It could not be

corrected, because it contained no mistakes; it could not be changed or

altered, because it came from the changeless God; it could have no

substitute from the part of men or creatures of any kind, because it was

given by Him who alone was the way, the truth, and the life. Consequently

the truths which the Saviour declared to the world as the only means by

which we can be saved, were at once infallible in themselves, and so

provided for that no human agency, no lapse of years or revolutions of

time and place should ever be able to infringe on their eternal,

changeless character. It was to preserve these truths in their integrity

and freshness that He founded His unerring Church and committed to it the

office of custodian and expounder, under the guidance of His Holy Spirit,

of all He had revealed for the salvation of human kind. Hence to hear our

Shepherd’s voice, to understand what He says to us, to know what we must

do to obey His laws and save our souls, we need but listen to the voice of

His Church. Before it was established He declared that He should build His

Church upon a rock, and that no enemy, or group of enemies, not even the

gates of hell should ever prevail against it.(27) He established the

Church as His mouthpiece, and He said to the little band that constituted

it in the beginning, “he that heareth you, heareth me, and he that heareth

me, heareth Him that sent me;”(28) and, as if to emphasize this

declaration, He added that any one who would not hear and obey the Church

should be considered as a heathen and a publican—types of all that was

bad.(29) The Church, therefore, is the oracle of God, it is His

mouthpiece; it possesses and guards the only revelation which God has made

to His rational creatures; it alone has the words of eternal life.

Thus it is that our divine Shepherd goes before us, leading us in the

paths of truth and justice, preserving us from danger and error with

respect to our spiritual destiny. We cannot go astray if we listen to Him

speaking to us through His church. In all our perplexities and

uncertainties, when confronted by any doubt, or confused and distracted by

the wrangling voices and conflicting opinions of men, we can be calm and

at peace, assured in our inmost souls that the voice which guides us

cannot err, that it is easier for heaven and earth to pass away than for

one word of His to fail.(30)

He leadeth me in ways of justice, in the ways of holiness, in the ways

which the saints have walked. How exceeding great, indeed, is our

privilege, and how certain and individual our election! All that remains

to us is to listen to His words and to follow Him, and present peace will

attend our labors, while future glory waits upon our end.

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