IV.

For with that laugh they began to love him. They did not--or at any

rate Miss Bracy 'did not--know it at the time. For some days they

watched him; and he, the unsuspicious one, administered a score of

shocks as again and again he took them neatly and decisively at

unawares. He had accepted them at once and in entire good faith.

They were (with just the right recognition of their seniority) good

comrades in this jolliest of worlds. They were his holiday hosts, and

it was not for the guest to hint (just yet) at the end of the holiday.

He surprised them at every turn. His father's canvases filled him with

admiring awe. "Oh, but I say--however is it done?" As he stood before

them with legs a trifle wide, he smoothed the top of his head with a

gesture of perplexity. And Mr. Frank, standing at his shoulder with

legs similarly spread, used the same gesture--as Miss Bracy had seen him

use it a thousand times. Yet the boy had no artistic talent--not so

much as a germ. For beauty of line and beauty of colour he inherited an

impeccable eye; indeed his young senses were alive to seize all innocent

delight,--his quickness in scenting the lemon-verbena bush proved but

the first of many instances. But he began and ended with enjoyment; of

the artist's impulse to reproduce and imitate beauty he felt nothing.

Mr. Frank recognised with a pang that he had failed not only in keeping

his torch bright but in passing it on; that the true self which he had

missed expressing must die with him barren and untransmitted.

The closer he drew in affection, the farther this son of his receded,--

receded in the very act of acknowledging his sonship--with a gesture,

smilingly imprehensible; with eyes which allured the yearning he

baffled, and tied it to the hopeless chase.

Mr. Frank, who worshipped flowers, was perhaps the most ineffective

gardener in England. With a trowel and the best intentions he would do

more damage in twenty minutes than Miss Bracy could repair in a week.

She had made a paradise in spite of him, and he contented himself with

assuring her that the next tenant would dig it up and find it paved with

good intentions. The seeds he sowed--and he must have sown many pounds'

worth before she stopped the wild expense--never sprouted by any chance.

"Dormant, my dear Laura--dormant!" he would exclaim in springtime,

rubbing his head perplexedly as he studied the empty borders.

"When I die, and am buried here, they will all sprout together, and you

will have to take a hook and cut your way daily through the vegetation

which hides my grave." But Victor, who approached them in the frankest

ignorance, seemed to divine the ways of flowers at once. In the autumn

he struck cuttings of Miss Bracy's rarest roses; he removed a sickly

passion-flower from one corner of the cottage to another and restored it

to health within a fortnight. Within a week after his coming he and

Miss Bracy were deep in cross-fertilizing a borderful of carnations she

had raised from seed. He carried the same natural deftness into a score

of small household repairs. He devised new cradles for Miss Bracy's

cats, and those conservative animals at once accepted the improvement;

he invented a cupboard for his father's canvases; he laid an electric

bell from the kitchen beneath the floor of the dining-room, so that Miss

Bracy could ring for Deborah by a mere pressure of the foot; and the

well-rope which Deborah had been used to wind up painfully was soon

fitted with a wheel and balance-weight which saved four-fifths of the

labour.

"It beats me where you learned how to do these things," his father

protested.

"But it doesn't want learning; it's all so simple--not like painting,

you know."

Mr. Frank had been corresponding with the boy's headmaster. "Yes, he is

a good fellow," said one of the letters; "just a gentle clear-minded

boy, with courage at call when he wants it, and one really remarkable

talent. You may not have discovered it, but he is a mathematician; and

as different from the ordinary book-made mathematician--from the dozens

of boys I send up regularly to Cambridge--as cheese is from chalk.

He has a sort of passion for pure reasoning--for its processes.

Of course he does not know it; but from the first it has been a pleasure

to me (an old pupil of Routh's) to watch his work. 'Style' is not a

word one associates as a rule with mathematics, but I can use no other

to express the quality which your boy brings to that study. . . ."

"Good Lord!" groaned Mr. Frank, who had never been able to add up his

washing bills.

He read the letter to Miss Bracy, and the pair began to watch Victor

with a new wonder. They were confident that no Bracy had ever been a

mathematician; for an uncle of theirs, now a rector in Shropshire and

once of Emmanuel College, Cambridge, where for reasons best known to

himself he had sought honours in the Mathematical Tripos and narrowly

missed the Wooden Spoon, had clearly no claim to the title. Whence in

the world did the boy derive this gift? "His mother--" Miss Bracy

began, and broke off as a puff of smoke shot out from the fireplace.

It was late September; Deborah had lit the fire that morning for the

first time since May, and the chimney never drew well at starting.

Miss Bracy took the tongs in hand, but she was not thinking of the

smoke; neither was Mr. Frank, while he watched her. They were both

thinking of the dead woman. The thought of her--the ghost of her--was

always rising now between them and her boy; _she_ was the impalpable

screen they tried daily and in vain to pierce; to _her_ they had come to

refer unconsciously all that was inexplicable in him. And so much was

inexplicable! They loved him now; they stretched out their hands to

him: behind _her_ he smiled at them, but through or across _her_ their

hands could never reach.

As at first they had avoided all allusion to her, and been thankful that

the boy's reticence made it easy, so now they grew almost feverishly

anxious to discover how he felt towards his mother's memory.

They detected each other laying small traps for him, and were ashamed.

They held their breath as with an air of cheerful unconsciousness he

walked past the traps, escaping them one and all. At first in her

irritation Miss Bracy accused him of what she (of all women!) called

false pride. "He is ashamed of her. He wishes to forget, and is only

too glad that we began by encouraging him." On second thoughts she knew

the charge to be undeserved and odious. His obvious simplicity gave it

the lie. Moreover she knew that a small water-colour sketch of her in

her youth--a drawing of Mr. Frank's--stood on the table in the boy's

bedroom. Miss Bracy often dusted that room with her own hands.

"And, Frank," she confessed one day, "he kisses it! I know by the

dullness on the glass when I rub it." She did not add that she rubbed

it viciously. "I tell you," she insisted, almost with a groan,

"he lives with her. She is with him in this house in spite of us; she

talks with him; his real existence is with her. He comes out of it to

make himself pleasant to us, but he goes back and tells her his

secrets."

"Nonsense, Laura," Mr. Frank interrupted testily. "For some reason or

other the boy is getting on your nerves. It is natural, after all."

"Natural? Yes, I see: you mean that I'm an old maid, and it's a case of

crabbed age and youth."

"My dear Laura, I mean nothing so rude. But, after all, we have been

living here a great many years and it _is_ a change."

"Frank, you can be singularly dense at times. Must I tell you in so

many words that I am fond of the boy, and if he'd be only as fond of me

he might racket the house down and I'd only like him the better for it?"

Mr. Frank rubbed his head, and then with sudden resolution marched out

of the house in search of Victor. He found the boy on the roof removing

a patent cowl which the local mason had set up a week before to cure the

smoky chimney.

"My dear fellow," the father cried up, "you'll break your neck!

Come down at once--I have something particular to say to you."

Victor descended with the cowl under his arm. "Do be careful. . . .

Doesn't it make you giddy, clambering about in places like that?"

Mr. Frank had no head at all for a height.

"Not a bit. . . . Just look at this silly contrivance--choked with soot

in three days! The fellow who invented it ought to have his head

examined."

"It has made you in a horrible mess," said his father, who took no

interest in cowls, but lost his temper in a smoky house.

"I'll run in and have a change and wash."

"No; put the nasty thing down and come into the garden." He opened the

gate, and Victor followed, after dipping his hands in the waterfall.

"The fact is, my boy, I've come to a decision. This has been a pleasant

time--a very pleasant time--for all of us. We have put off speaking to

you about this, but I hope you understand that this is to be your home

henceforward; that we wish it and shall be the happier for having

you . . ."

Victor had been gazing out over the cove, but now turned and met his

father's eyes frankly. "I have a little money," he said.

"Mother managed to put by a small sum from time to time, enough to start

me in life. She did not tell me until a few days before she died: she

knew I wanted to be an engineer."

He said this quite simply. It was the first time he had mentioned his

mother. Mr. Frank felt his face flushing.

"But your headmaster tells me it will be a thousand pities if you don't

go to Cambridge. I am proposing that you should go there--should

matriculate this term. My dear boy"--he laid a hand on Victor's arm--"

don't refuse me this. I have no right--perhaps--to insist; but I

daresay you can guess what your acceptance would mean to me. You can

choose your own career when the time comes. For your sake your mother

would have liked this: ask yourself if she would not."

Mr. Frank had not looked forward to pleading like this; yet when it came

to the point this seemed his only possible attitude. Victor had removed

his gaze, and his eyes were resting now on the green sunny waves rolling

in at the harbour's mouth. For almost a minute he kept silence; then--

"Yes, she would advise it," he said. It was as though he had laid the

case before an unseen counsellor and waited submissively for the answer.

Mr. Frank had gained his end and without trouble: yet he felt a

disappointment he could not at once explain. He was the last man in the

world to expect a gratitude which he did not deserve; but in the

satisfaction of carrying his point he missed something, and surmised

what he missed. The boy had not turned to _him_ for the answer, but had

turned away and brought it to him. Father and son would never have the

deeper joy of taking counsel together heart to heart.

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