III.

Eighteen years had passed since Miss Bracy's interview with Bassett; and

now, late on a summer afternoon, she and Mr. Frank were pacing the

little waterside garden while they awaited their first visitor.

Mr. Frank betrayed the greater emotion, or at any rate the greater

nervousness. Since breakfast he had been unable to sit still or to

apply himself to any piece of work for ten minutes together, until Miss

Bracy suggested the lawn-mower and brought purgatory upon herself.

With that lawn-mower all the afternoon he had been "rattling her brain

to fiddle-strings"--as she put it--and working himself into a heat which

obliged a change of clothes before tea. The tea stood ready now on a

table which Deborah had carried out into the garden--dainty linen and

silverware, and flowered china dishes heaped with cakes of which only

Scotswomen know the secrets. The sun, dropping behind Battery Point,

slanted its rays down through the pine-trunks and over the fiery massed

plumes of rhododendrons. Scents of jasmine and of shorn grass mingled

with the clean breath of the sea borne to the garden wall on a high tide

tranquil and clear--so clear that the eye following for a hundred yards

the lines of the cove could see the feet of the cliffs where they

rested, three fathoms down, on lily-white sand. Miss Bracy adored these

clean depths. She had missed much that life could have given; but at

least she had found a life comely and to her mind. She had sacrificed

much; but at times she forgot how much in contemplating the modest

elegance of the altar.

She wore, this evening, a gown of purplish silk, with a light cashmere

scarf about her shoulders. Nothing could make her a tall woman; but her

grey hair, dressed high _a l'imperatrice_, gave her dignity at least,

and an air of old-fashioned distinction. And she was one of those few

and fortunate ladies who never need to worry about the appearance of

their cavaliers. Mr. Frank--six feet of him, without reckoning a slight

stoop--always satisfied the eye; his grey flannel suit fitted loosely

but fitted well; his wide-brimmed straw hat was as faultless as his

linen; his necktie had a negligent neatness; you felt sure alike and at

once of his bootmaker and his shirtmaker; and his fresh complexion, his

prematurely white hair, his strong well-kept hands, completed the

impression of cleanliness for its own sake, of a careful physical cult

as far as possible removed from foppery.

This may have been in Miss Bracy's mind when she began: "I daresay he

will be fairly presentable, to look at. That unfortunate woman had at

least an art of dressing--a quiet taste too, quite extraordinary in one

of her station. I often wondered where she picked it up."

Mr. Frank winced. Until the news of his wife's death came, a fortnight

ago, her name had not been spoken between them for years. That he and

his cousin regarded her very differently he knew; but while silence was

kept it had been possible to ignore the difference. Now it surprised

him that speech should hurt so; and, at the same moment, that his cousin

should not divine how sorely it hurt. After all _he_ was the saddest

evidence of poor Bassett's "lady-like" tastes.

"I suppose you know nothing of the school she sent him to?" Miss Bracy

went on--"King William's, or whatever it is."

"King Edward's," Mr. Frank corrected. "Yes, I made inquiries about it

at the time--ten years ago. People speak well of it. Not a public

school, of course--at least, not quite; the line isn't so easy to draw

nowadays--but it turns out gentlemen."

In her heart Miss Bracy thought him too hopeful; but she said,

"He wrote a becoming letter--his hand, by the way, curiously suggests

yours; it was quite a nice letter, and agreeably surprised me.

I shouldn't wonder if his headmaster had helped him with it and cut out

the boyish heroics; for of course _she_ must have taught him to hate

us."

"My dear Laura, why in the world--" began Mr. Frank testily.

"Oh, she had spirit!"--the encounter of long ago rose up in Miss Bracy's

memory, and she nodded her head with conviction. "Like most of the

quiet ones, she had spirit. You don't suppose, I imagine, that she

forgave?"

"No." Mr. Frank came to a halt and dug with his heel at a daisy root in

the turf. Then using his heel as a pivot he swung himself round in an

awkward circle. The action was ludicrous almost, but he faced his

cousin again with serious eyes. "But it is not her heart that I doubt,"

he added gently.

Miss Bracy stared up at him, "My dear Frank, do you mean to tell me that

you _regret_?"

Yes; as a fact he did regret, and knew that he would never cease to

regret. He was not a man to nurse malice even for a wrong done to him,

still less to live carelessly conscious of having wronged another.

He was weak, but incurably just. And more; though self entered last

into his regret, he knew perfectly well that the wrong had wrecked him

too. His was a career _manque_: he had failed as a man, and it had

broken his nerve as an artist. He was a dabbler now, with--as Heine

said of de Musset--a fine future _behind him_, and none but an artist

can tell the bitterness of that self-knowledge. Had he kept his faith

with Bassett in spirit as in letter, he might have failed just as

decidedly; her daily companionship might have coarsened his inspiration,

soured him, driven him to work cheaply, recklessly; but at least he

could have accused fate, circumstance, a boyish error, whereas now he

and his own manhood shared the defeat and the responsibility. Yes, he

regretted; but it would never do to let Laura know his regret.

That would be to play the double traitor. She had saved him

(she believed) from himself; with utterly wrong-headed loyalty she had

devoted her life to this. The other debt was irredeemable, but this at

any rate could be paid.

He evaded her question. "My dear," he said, "what was done has been

atoned for by her, and is being atoned for by--by us. Let us think of

her without bitterness."

Miss Bracy shook her head "I am a poor sort of Christian," she

confessed; "and if she has taught this boy to hate us--"

"Mr. Victor Bracy," announced Deborah from the garden-porch behind them,

and a tall youth in black stepped past her and came across the turf with

a shy smile.

The pair turned with an odd sense of confusion, almost of dismay.

They were prepared for the "Victor," but somehow they had not thought of

him as bearing their own surname. Mr. Frank had felt the shock once

before, in addressing an envelope; but to Miss Bracy it was quite new.

Yet she was the first to recover herself, and, while holding out her

hand, took quick note that the boy had Frank's stature and eyes, carried

his clothes well, and himself, if shyly, without clumsiness. She could

find no fault with his manner of shaking hands; and when he turned to

his father, the boy's greeting was the less embarrassed of the two.

Mr. Frank indeed had suddenly become conscious of his light suit and

bird's-eye neckcloth.

"But how did you come?" asked Miss Bracy. "We sent a cart to meet you--

I heard no sound of wheels."

"Yes, I saw it outside the station; but the man didn't recognise me--

quite a small crowd came by the train--and of course I didn't recognise

him. So I bribed a porter to put my luggage on a barrow and come along

with me. Half-way up the hill the cart overtook us--the driver full of

apologies. While they transhipped my things I walked on ahead--yes,

listen, there it comes; and--Oh, I say, what a lovely spot!"

Miss Bracy was listening--not for the wheels and not to the story, but

critically to every word as it came from his lips. "The woman has

certainly done wonders," was her unspoken comment. At Victor's frank

outburst, however, she flushed with something like real pleasure. She

was proud of her cottage and garden, and had even a sort of proprietary

feeling about the view.

They sat down around the little tea-table; the boy first apologising for

his travel-stains (he was, in fact, as neat as a pin) and afterwards

chatting gaily about his journey--not talking too much, but appealing

from one to another with a quick deferent grace, and allowing them

always the lead. "This is better and better," thought Miss Bracy as she

poured tea; and, after a while, "But this is amazing!" He was a

thorough child, too, with all his unconscious tact. The scent of a

lemon-verbena plant fetched him suddenly to his feet with his eyes

bright. "Please let me--" he thrust his face into the bush;

"I have never seen it growing like this."

Miss Bracy looked at Mr. Frank. How utterly different it was from their

old-maidish expectations! They had pictured the scene a hundred times,

and always it included some awkwardly decorous reference to the dead

woman. _This_ had been their terror--to do justice to the occasion

without hurting the poor boy's feelings--to meet his sullen shyness,

perhaps antipathy, with a welcome which somehow excused the past.

Yes, the past (they had felt) required excuse to _him_. And he had made

no allusion to his mother, and obviously wished for none. Miss Bracy

could not help smiling at the picture of their fears.

The boy turned, caught her smiling, and broke into a jolly laugh at his

own absurdity. It echoed in the garden, where no one had laughed aloud

for years.

And with that laugh Bassett's revenge began.

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