After an absence of eighty-three days the travellers returned to

Edinburgh. They were complimented and entertained by Lord Elibank, Lady

Colville, Lord Hailes, Principal Robertson, and others. Mrs. Boswell,

though she did not oppose her husband taking part in the Hebridean

journey, was not reconciled to it. On his return she remarked to

him, “I have seen a bear led by a man, but I never before saw a man

led by a bear.” Boswell accepted the remark facetiously, and, in the

belief he would enjoy it, repeated it to Dr. Johnson. As might have

been expected, the lexicographer felt most keenly the allusion to his

rough manners, and he was placed in circumstances in which retort was

impossible. Removal was his only refuge, and he hastened his departure.

He left Edinburgh in the stage-coach on the 22nd November—just twelve

days after his return to the city. But he did not forget Mrs. Boswell’s

censure. For several years he alluded to her disliking him in many

letters to her husband. Writing to Boswell on the 29th January, 1774,

he sends his compliments to Mrs. Boswell, adding, “Tell her I do not

love her the less for wishing me away.” On the 5th March he wrote,

“Mrs. Boswell is a sweet lady—only she was so glad to see me go that

I have almost a mind to come again, that she may again have the same

pleasure.” In the same strain he writes to Boswell on the 27th August,

1775,—

“Of Mrs. Boswell, though she knows in her heart that she does not love

me, I am always glad to hear any good, and hope that she and the dear

little ladies will have neither sickness nor any other affliction. But

she knows that she does not care what becomes of me, and for that she

may be sure that I think her very much to blame.”

Dr. Johnson prepared his “Journey to the Hebrides” most leisurely; it

was not published till January, 1775. Boswell received a parcel of

copies, one for himself, others for persons who had shown particular

attention to the writer. In distributing the volumes he invited special

attention to an encomium upon himself in the earlier portion of the

work. Obtaining charge of several cases appealed from the Court of

Session to the House of Lords, he hastened to London to enjoy the

honours which he conceived Dr. Johnson’s eulogy must have secured him.

On the evening of Saturday, the 18th March, Boswell by the Edinburgh

diligence reached Grantham. Travelling being suspended till Monday, he

in the interval wrote a long letter to Mr. Temple. An extract follows.

“I am now,” he proceeded, “so far on my way to London in the fly.

It is Saturday night, and we repose here all Sunday. I have an

acquaintance in Grantham, the Rev. Mr. Palmer, who was chaplain to

the late Speaker; he is a worthy, learned, social man. I sent him a

card that I would breakfast with him to-morrow, if not inconvenient to

him. His answer is just come, which you shall hear: As breakfasting

will be attended with some inconveniences in the present state of his

family, he will be very glad of the favour of his company to a family

dinner to-morrow at two o’clock. What can be the meaning of this?

_How can breakfasting be inconvenient to a family that dines?_ Can

he wish to lie long in the morning that Queen Mab may be with him,

‘tickling the parson as he lies asleep’? or can his wife and daughter

not dress early enough? Pray guess in your next, with a sacerdotal

sagacity, what this can be. I shall try to learn and let you know. It

is now early in the morning. I am writing in a great English parlour,

to have my letter ready for the post at nine. It is comfortable to

have such an acquaintance as Palmer—so situated. I have thought of

making a good acquaintance in each town on the road. No man has been

more successful in making acquaintance easily than I have been. I even

bring people quickly on to a degree of cordiality. I am a quick fire,

but I know not if I last sufficiently, though surely, my dear Temple,

there is always a warm place for you. With many people I have compared

myself to a taper, which can light up a great and lasting fire, though

itself is soon extinguished....

“Mr. Johnson, when enumerating our club, observed of some of us that

they talked from books,—Langton in particular. Garrick, he said,

would talk from books, if he talked seriously. ‘I,’ said he, ‘do not

talk from books; you do not talk from books.’ This was a compliment

to my originality, but I am afraid I have not read books enough to

be able to talk from them. You are very kind in saying that I may

overtake you in learning. Believe me, though, that I have a kind of

impotency of study; however, _nil desperandum est_....

“For my own part, I have continued schemes of publication, but cannot

fix. I am still very unhappy with my father. We are so totally

different that a good understanding is scarcely possible. He looks

on my going to London just now as an _expedition_, as idle and

extravagant, when in reality it is highly improving to me, considering

the company which I enjoy; and I think it is also for my interest, as

in time I may get something. Lord Pembroke was very obliging to me

when he was in Scotland, and has corresponded with me since. I have

hopes from him. How happy should I be to get an independency by my own

influence while my father is alive!

“I am in charming health and spirits. There is a handsome maid in this

inn, who interrupts me by coming sometimes into the room—I have no

confession to make, my priest, so be not curious.

* * * * *

“Dr. Young says,—

‘A fever argues better than a Clarke.’

It is as fair reasoning for me to say that this handsome maid (Matty

is her name) argues better than—whom you please.”

Boswell reached London on the 21st March, and at once waited on Dr.

Johnson, who received him cordially. On the 4th April he despatched a

long letter to Mr. Temple, of which a portion is subjoined:—

“MY DEAR TEMPLE,

“My last was indeed a characteristical letter: I was quite in my old

humour. My mind, formerly a wild, has been for some years pretty well

enclosed with moral fences; but I fear the fences are stone hedges

(to use a strange expression of Mr. Johnson in his ‘Journey’) of a

loose construction, for a storm of passion would blow them down. When

at Grantham there was a pretty brisk gale, which shook them; but now

Reason, that steady builder and overseer, has set them firm, or they

have proved to be better than I thought them, for my enclosures are in

as good order as ever. I thank you, however, for your friendly props;

your kind counsels pleased me much.

* * * * *

“Your soft admonitions would at any time calm the tempests of my soul.

I told you that my arguments for concubinage were only for theory; the

patriarchs might have a plurality, because they were not taught that

it was wrong; but I, who have always been taught that it is wrong,

cannot have the same enjoyment without an impression of its being so,

and consequently without my moral sense suffering. But is not this

prejudice? Be it so....

“I had last night an unexpected call to be at the bar of the House

of Commons this day for Captain Erskine, brother to Miss Floyer’s

husband, as counsel for him in the Clackmannan election, where he is

petitioner. I had neither wig nor gown with me. I posted to Claxton’s

early this morning, and he has kindly lent me both. I know not but in

equity he should have a share of the guineas which they bring....

“To-day I dine at Sir John Pringle’s; to-morrow at Dilly’s, with Mr.

Johnson and Langton, &c.; Thursday at Tom Davies’s, with Mr. Johnson

and some others; Friday at the Turk’s Head, Gerrard Street, with our

club, Sir Joshua Reynolds, &c., who now dine once a month, and sup

every Friday. My forenoons are spent in visiting, and you know the

distances of London make that business enough. Mr. Johnson has allowed

me to write out a supplement to his Journey, but I wish I may be able

to settle to it. This House of Commons work will be good ballast for

me. I am little in what is called the gaiety of London; I went to

Mrs. Abingdon’s benefit to please Sir Joshua Reynolds. I have been

at no other public place except exhibitions of pictures with Lord

Mountstuart;[53] he is warmly my friend, and has engaged to do for me.

His brother’s lady,[54] a sweet, handsome, lively little woman, is

my wife’s intimate friend. I pass many of my morning hours with her.

Paoli and I (for his simple designation is the highest) are to be at

Wilton some time between the 10th and 26th of this month; I shall go

from thence to your parsonage and overpower you with vivacity, and

return to Bath.”

Boswell proceeded to Mamhead, and there, though his host was an

abstainer, got very drunk. Mr. Temple entreated him, when he became

sober, to abandon his intemperate habits. As they talked together under

an aged yew, Boswell vowed that he should henceforth avoid excess and

cherish moderation. In a letter to Mr. Temple, dated the 10th May, he

remarked that Dr. Johnson was now discouraging his proposal to add

a supplement to his “Journey.” This proceeding he attributes to Dr.

Johnson’s unwillingness that any one should share his laurels. “But

don’t you think,” he adds, “I may write out my remarks on Scotland, and

send them to be revised by you? and then they may be published freely.

Give me your opinion of this.”

Good Friday, which fell upon the 14th of April, Boswell spent with Dr.

Johnson. They were present at three religious services, and in the

evening they sat “a long while together in a serene, undisturbed frame

of mind.” On Easter Sunday Boswell “attended the solemn service at St.

Paul’s.” Writing next day to Mr. Temple, he informs him that he had

“received the holy sacrament, and was exalted in piety.” In the same

letter he reports that he is enjoying “the metropolis to the full,” and

that he has had “too much dissipation.” He asks his friend not to fear

“his Asiatic multiplicity,” except when he happens to “take too much

claret.”

Boswell remained in London about two months, and though chiefly engaged

in driving out, contrived to pocket forty guineas of professional

fees. From Grantham, _en route_ for Scotland, he wrote to Mr. Temple

that, much to his disgust, “Henry Dundas,[55] a coarse, unlettered,

unfanciful dog,” was to be made Lord Advocate “at thirty-three,” and

that he had personally resolved to join the English Bar on obtaining

his father’s consent. He proceeds,—

“I passed a delightful day yesterday. After breakfasting with Paoli

and worshipping at St. Paul’s, I dined _tête-à-tête_ with my charming

Mrs. Stuart, of whom you have read in my Journal. She refused to be of

a party at Richmond, that she and I might enjoy a farewell interview.

We dined in all the elegance of two courses and a dessert, with dumb

waiters, except when the second course and the dessert were served.

We talked with unreserved freedom, as we had nothing to fear; we were

_philosophical_, upon honour—not deep, but feeling we were pious; we

drank tea, and bid each other adieu as purely as romance paints. She

is my wife’s dearest friend, so you see how beautiful our intimacy is.”

Boswell adds that “the handsome chambermaid had gone from the inn,”

and that he had promised Dr. Johnson to accept a chest of books of

the moralist’s own selection, and to “read more and drink less.” He

sums up, “Tell Mrs. Temple that I am a favourite with her, because she

knows me better, and that she may be assured that the more she knows

me the more allowance will she make for my faults.” A postscript is

added. “There is,” he writes, “a Miss Silverton in the fly with me, an

amiable creature, who has been in France. I can unite little fondnesses

with perfect conjugal love. Remember to put my letters in a book

neatly,—see which of us does it first.”

From Edinburgh, on the 3rd June, Boswell wrote to Mr. Temple as

follows:—

“On my arrival here I had the pleasure to find my wife and two little

daughters as well as I could wish; but indeed, my worthy friend, it

required some philosophy to bear the change from England to Scotland.

The unpleasing tone, the rude familiarity, the barren conversation, of

those whom I found here, in comparison with what I had left, really

hurt my feelings.... The General Assembly is sitting, and I practise

at its bar. There is _de facto_ something low and coarse in such

employment, though on paper it is a Court of _Supreme Judicature_; but

guineas must be had.”

“Low and coarse” as Boswell regarded the practice of his profession in

the General Assembly of the Church of Scotland, he acknowledges that

he did not perform his part without some misgiving. “Do you know,” he

proceeds, “it requires more than ordinary spirit to do what I am to do

this very morning; I am to go to the General Assembly and arraign a

judgment pronounced last year by Dr. Robertson, John Home, and a good

many more of them, and they are to appear on the other side. To speak

well, when I despise both the cause and the judges, is difficult; but I

believe I shall do so wonderfully. I look forward with aversion to the

little dull labours of the Court of Session.”

Besides being disgusted with the Scottish Lord Advocate, Scottish

manners, and Scottish courts, ecclesiastical and civil, Boswell was

particularly dissatisfied with his father. He had sent him, he writes,

“a conciliatory letter, but he fears he is callous.” In dread of the

paternal allowance being discontinued, he writes,—

“If Lord Mountstuart would but give me an independency from the King

while my father lives, I should be a fine fellow.” He adds, “My

promise under the venerable yew has kept me sober.”

Boswell’s habits were not more pleasing to his father than were his

professional diligence and domestic economy. In the belief that his

son was an incorrigible idler, Lord Auchinleck seriously meditated a

withdrawal of his pension. But for his two children, disinheritance

might have followed. To Mr. Temple on the 19th of June he wrote thus:—

“My father is most unhappily dissatisfied with me. My wife and I

dined with him on Saturday; he did not salute her, though he had

not seen her for three months; nor did he so much as ask her how she

did, though she is advanced in pregnancy. I understand he fancies

that if I had married another woman, I might not only have had a

better portion with her, but might have been kept from what he thinks

idle and extravagant conduct. He harps on my going over Scotland

with a brute[56] (think how shockingly erroneous!), and wandering,

or some such phrase, to London. In vain do I defend myself; even the

circumstance that my last jaunt to London did not cost me £20—as I

got forty-two guineas in London—does not affect him. How hard it is

that I am totally excluded from parental comfort! I have a mind to go

to Auchinleck next autumn, and try what living in a mixed stupidity

of attention to common objects, and restraint from expressing any of

my own feelings, can do with him. I always dread his making some bad

settlement.”

Lord Auchinleck had solid grounds for indignation. He allowed his son

£300 per annum, besides having provided him with a very expensive

education. In the Scottish courts Boswell had abundant employment

when he evinced the slightest inclination to attend to it. He had run

himself aground; he owed a thousand pounds, which he could not pay,

and his creditors were clamorous. Fretting under the unexpected burden

which he was expected to sustain, Lord Auchinleck felt disposed to

blame his daughter-in-law for encouraging his son’s extravagance, and

it is not certain that Boswell took the blame solely upon himself.

The worthy judge was at length got over, and Boswell recovered his

elasticity. To Mr. Temple on the 12th August he writes as follows:—

“Tell me, my dear Temple, if a man who receives so many marks of more

than ordinary consideration can be satisfied to drudge in an obscure

corner, where the manners of the people are disagreeable to him? You

see how soon I revive again. Could I but persuade my father to give

me £400 a year, and let me go to the English Bar, I think I should be

much better. That, however, seems to be impossible. As he is bound for

£1,000 which I owe, he has resolved to lessen his allowance to me of

£300 to £200. I must not dispute with him, but he is really a strange

man. He is gone to Auchinleck. I intend to pass a little while with

him there soon, and sound him; or there see just what attention can

produce.”

In allusion to the request that his letters might be preserved, Boswell

was assured by Mr. Temple that he too contemplated a publication.

Boswell pronounces it “a charming thought.”[57] He refers exultingly

to the attention he had lately received from Paoli. “For the last

fortnight that I was in London,” he writes, “I lay at his house, and had

the command of his coach.... I felt more dignity when I had several

servants at my devotion, a large apartment, and the convenience and

state of a coach; I recollected that this dignity in London was

honourably acquired by my travels abroad, and my pen after I came home,

so I could enjoy it with my own approbation; and in the extent and

multiplicity of the metropolis other people had not even the materials

for finding fault, as my situation was not particularly known.”

Referring to his resolution to read more constantly, Boswell informs

Mr. Temple, on the 19th June, that he has not yet “begun to read,” but

that “his resolution is lively.” Lord Kames had asked him to become

his biographer, a piece of intelligence which does not again crop up.

In a conversation about Dr. Johnson he had disputed with Mr. Hume. The

quarrel is thus described:—

“Mr. Hume said he would give me half a crown for every page of his

dictionary in which he would not find an absurdity, if I would give

him half a crown for every page in which he did find one; he talked

so insolently, really, that I calmly determined to be at him; so I

repeated, by way of telling that Dr. Johnson could be touched, the

admirable passage in your letter, how the Ministry had set him to

write in a way that they ‘could not ask even their infidel pensioner

Hume to write.’ Upon honour, I did not give the least hint from whom

I had the letter. When Hume asked if it was from an American, I said

‘No; it was from an English gentleman.’ ‘Would a gentleman write so?’

said he. In short, Davy was finely punished for his treatment of my

revered friend; and he deserved it richly, both for his petulance to

so great a character, and for his talking so before me.”

In a letter dated 12th August he informed his reverend correspondent

that he had been suffering from his “atrabilious temperament.” In his

melancholy he had been strongly impressed by the phrase in Scripture,

“Seek ye the Lord while He may be found.” From sleep at night he had

awakened “dreading annihilation or being thrown into some horrible

state of being.” He proceeds:—

“My promise under the solemn yew I have observed wonderfully, having

never infringed it till the other day a very jovial company of us

dined at a tavern, and I unwarily exceeded my bottle of old hock;

and having once broke over the pale I run wild. But I did not get

drunk; I was, however, intoxicated, and very ill next day. I ask your

forgiveness, and I shall be more strictly cautious for the future. The

drunken manners of this country are very bad.”

The distinction between being _intoxicated_ and _drunk_ is not very

obvious, and the allusion by way of defence to the intemperate habits

of the country is _Boswellian_. Amidst his general gloom Boswell

experienced comfort in the assurance by Mr. Temple that he was

preparing for the press a portion of their correspondence. A specimen

was transmitted, and Boswell tendered his advice. He insisted that

anonymous authorship would not suit, and suggested that his own name

as “James Boswell, Esq.,” should be displayed upon the title-page. Mr.

Temple subsequently published selections from his own letters under the

title of “Selection of Historical and Political Memoirs.”

About the middle of August Boswell begged Dr. Johnson for a

prescription against melancholy. The moralist replied:—

“For the black fumes which rise in your mind I can prescribe nothing

but that you disperse them by honest business or innocent pleasure,

and by reading, sometimes easy and sometimes serious. Change of place

is useful, and I hope your residence at Auchinleck will have many good

effects.... Never, my dear sir,” added Dr. Johnson, “do you take it

in your head to think that I do not love you; you may settle yourself

in full confidence both of my love and esteem. I love you as a kind

man, I value you as a worthy man, and hope in time to reverence you as

a man of exemplary piety. I hold you, as Hamlet has it, ‘in my heart

of hearts,’ and therefore it is little to say that I am, sir, your

affectionate, humble servant,

“SAM. JOHNSON.”

To check his “atrabilious” complaint Boswell did not have recourse to

reading. He informed Mr. Temple that since his return from England his

reading had been confined to some small treatises on midwifery. On

the 2nd September he communicated with Mr. Temple from Auchinleck. He

had been there a week, and had experienced an unsupportable distress.

Next day being Sunday, he proposed to worship in the parish church,

and on Monday to join at Edinburgh his “valuable spouse and dear

little children.” To his dissension with his father he refers in

characteristic fashion:—

“My father, whom I really both respect and affectionate (if that is a

word, for it is a different feeling from that which is expressed by

_love_, which I can say of you from my soul), is so different from me.

We _divaricate_ so much, as Dr. Johnson said, that I am often hurt

when I dare say he means no harm; and he has a method of treating

me which makes me feel myself like a _timid boy_, which to _Boswell_

(comprehending all that my character does in my own imagination and in

that of a wonderful number of mankind) is intolerable. His wife, too,

whom in my conscience I cannot condemn for any capital bad quality,

is so narrow-minded, and, I don’t know how, so set upon keeping him

under her own management, and so suspicious and so sourishly tempered

that it requires the utmost exertion of practical philosophy to keep

myself quiet. I, however, have done so all this week to admiration;

nay, I have appeared good-humoured, but it has cost me drinking a

considerable quantity of strong beer to dull my faculties....

“I have sauntered about with my father, and he has seen that I am

pleased with his works. But what a discouraging reflection it is that

he has in his possession a renunciation of my birthright which I madly

granted him, and which he has not the generosity to restore now that

I am doing beyond his utmost hopes, and that he may incommode and

disgrace me by some strange settlement, while all this time not a

shilling is secured to my wife and children in case of my death.... My

father is visibly failing. Perhaps I may get him yet to do as I wish.

In the meantime I have written plainly to my brother David, to see if

he will settle on my wife and daughters, in case of his succeeding. I

shall now know whether trade has destroyed his liberal spirit.”

Amidst his many aberrations, and in spite of Dr. Johnson’s

discouragement, Boswell put into shape his travels in the Hebrides. He

forwarded the MS. to Johnson, who remarked on it to Mrs. Thrale, “One

would think the man had been hired to be a spy upon me.” To Boswell he

conveyed Mrs. Thrale’s favourable judgment, but reserved his own. On

this subject Boswell thus communicated with Mr. Temple:—

“Dr. Johnson has said nothing to me of my remarks during my journey

with him which I wish to write. Shall I task myself to write so much

of them a week, and send you for revisal? If I do not publish them

now they will be good materials for my ‘Life of Dr. Johnson.’”

On the 9th October Boswell was enabled to rejoice in an important

event,—Mrs. Boswell presented him with a son. To Mr. Temple he wrote

on the 6th November:—

“My wife is recovered remarkably well. This son has been quite a

cordial to her. He has been a little unlucky; the nurse had not milk

enough, and as he is a big-boned fellow he cannot subsist without

plentiful sustenance. We have got another nurse, a strong, healthy

woman, with an abundant breast. His mother is quite unfit for nursing,

she is of a temper so exceedingly anxious.”

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