As the clocks were striking ten on the following morning, the morning of
Iris Wayne's wedding day, Anstice came slowly down the garden to where
his car waited by the gate.
It was a glorious September morning, the whole world bathed in a flood
of golden sunshine, and the soft, warm air was heavy with the scent of
sweet-peas, of stocks, of the hundred and one fragrant flowers which
deck the late summer days. Away over the fields hung an enchanting blue
haze which promised yet greater heat when it too should have dissolved
before the mellow rays of the sun; and if there be any truth in the old
saw that happy is the portion of the bride on whom the sun shall shine,
then truly the lot of Iris Wayne should be a happy one.
But in Anstice's face there was no reflected sunshine on this auspicious
morning. Rather did he look incredibly haggard and worn, and his
colourless lips and purple-shadowed eyes were in strangest contrast to
the smiling face of Nature.
It was only by a very strong effort of will that Anstice had driven
himself forth to embark upon his day's work. The horrible night through
which he had passed had left traces on both body and soul; and the
thought of that which was to happen to-day, the thought of the ceremony
in the little flower-decked church by which the girl he adored would be
given as wife to another man was nothing short of torture to this man
who loved her.
He would have given half he possessed to be able to blot out this day
from his calendar--to pass the whole of it in a state of oblivion, of
forgetfulness, to cheat life of its fiercest suffering for a few hours
at least; but Iris herself blocked the way to that last indulgence. She
had bidden him remember--for her sake--that the way he had taken was not
in truth the way out; and although every nerve in his body cried out for
relief, nothing in the world could have persuaded him to mar Iris'
wedding-day by an act whose commission would have grieved her had she
known of it.
And since to sit at home, brooding over the dimly-remembered events of
the preceding night, would be fatal, there was nothing for it but to go
out and strive to forget his own mental agony in an attempt to alleviate
the physical suffering of those who trusted him to relieve their bodily
woes at least.
He was about to enter his car when he heard the hoot of a motor-horn
behind him; and turning round, one foot on the step, saw his friendly
rival, Dr. Willows, driving up to intercept him.
"Hallo, Anstice, glad you're not out. I wanted to see you."
Anstice moved forward to meet him, but Dr. Willows, an agile little man
of middle age, hopped out of his car, and taking Anstice's arm moved
with him out of ear-shot of the waiting chauffeur.
"Well?" Anstice's voice was not inviting.
"It's about that affair at Cherry Orchard." Involuntarily Anstice's arm
stiffened, and the other man dropped it as he went on speaking. "I was
called in last night, and hearing you were ill--by the way, are you
better now?" He broke off abruptly and peered into Anstice's face with
disconcerting keenness.
"Quite, thanks. It was only a temporary indisposition," returned Anstice
coldly; and Dr. Willows relaxed his gaze.
"Glad to hear it--though you look pretty seedy this morning. You know
you really work too hard, Anstice. I assure you your predecessor didn't
take half the trouble with his patients that you do----"
"You'll excuse me reminding you that I have not begun my round yet."
Anstice interrupted him impatiently. "You were saying you were called in
to Cherry Orchard----"
"Yes. The little girl was badly burnt--owing to some carelessness on the
part of the servants--and since you were not available----"
"Who told you I was not available?" His tone was grim.
"Why, Miss Wayne, of course. You know she and Mr. Cheniston came on to
see me after finding you weren't able to go owing to being seedy
yourself"--even Anstice's sore spirit could not doubt the little man's
absolute ignorance of the nature of his supposed illness--"and they
asked me to go in your place. So as it was an urgent case of course I
did not hesitate to go."
"Of course not." Anstice strove to speak naturally. "Well, you went?"
"Yes, and treated the child. As you know, she is only a kiddie, and the
shock has been as bad as the actual burns, though they are severe
enough."
"Have you been there to-day?"
"No--that's what I came to see you about. I stayed pretty late last
night, and left the child asleep; but now, of course, you will take over
the case. Mrs. Carstairs understood I was only filling your place, you
know."
"Do you think"--Anstice hesitated oddly, and Dr. Willows told himself
the man looked shockingly ill--"do you think Mrs. Carstairs would prefer
you to continue the case?"
"Good Lord, no!" Dr. Willows stared. "Why, what bee have you got in your
bonnet now? I told you Mrs. Carstairs knew I was only representing you
because you were ill, and couldn't come, and I told her I would run over
first thing this morning and see if you were able to take on the case
yourself."
"What did Mrs. Carstairs say to that?"
"She agreed, of course. And if I were you"--Dr. Willows felt vaguely
uncomfortable as he stood there in the morning sunshine--"I'd go round
pretty soon." He looked at his watch ostentatiously. "By Jove, it's
after ten--I must get on. Then you'll go round to Cherry Orchard this
morning?"
"Yes." Anstice accepted the inevitable. "I'll go round almost
immediately. Thanks very much for coming, Willows. I ... I'm grateful to
you."
"Oh, that's all right!" Dr. Willows, relieved by the change in Anstice's
manner, waved his hand airily and returned to his car; and as soon as he
was out of sight Anstice entered his own motor and turned in the
direction of Cherry Orchard.
After all, he said to himself as the car glided swiftly over the hard
white road, there was no reason why Mrs. Carstairs should find anything
suspicious in his inability to visit Cherry Orchard on the previous
evening. Doctors were only human after all--prone to the same ills to
which other men are subject; and although the exigencies of one of the
most exacting professions in the world would seem to inspire a
corresponding endurance in its members, there are moments in which even
the physician must pause in his ministrations to the world, in order, as
it were, to tune up his own bodily frame to meet the demands upon it.
Of course it was possible that Cheniston had divulged to his sister the
true reason of Anstice's non-arrival; but Anstice did not think it
likely; for although there was, and always must be, a strong antagonism
between the two men, Cheniston was an honourable man; and the secret
upon which he had stumbled was one which a man of honour would
instinctively keep to himself.
That his secret was safe with Iris, Anstice knew beyond any question;
and as his car swept up the drive to the jasmine-covered door of Cherry
Orchard he told himself that it was only his conscience which made him
feel as though his absence on the previous evening must have looked odd,
unusual, even--he could not help the word--suspicious.
The door was opened to him by Hagyard, and there was no doubting the
sincerity of his welcome.
"Good morning, sir. I was looking out for you.... Miss Cherry's
awakened, they say, and is in a sad state."
His unusual loquacity was a proof of his mental disturbance, and Anstice
spoke sharply.
"Where is she? Shall I go upstairs?"
"If you please, sir. Here is Tochatti come for you, sir." And he stood
aside to allow the woman to approach.
"Will you come this way, signor?" Her foreign accent was more marked
than usual; and looking at her worn and sallow countenance Anstice
guessed she had not slept.
He followed her without asking any questions, and in another moment was
in Cherry's bedroom, the little white and pink room whose wall papers
and chintzes were stamped with the life-like bunches of cherries on
which he had once remarked admiringly, to the little owner's
gratification.
In the small white bed lay Cherry, her head swathed in bandages, one
little arm bandaged likewise; and beside her knelt Chloe Carstairs, her
face like marble, her silky black hair dishevelled on her brow, as
though she, too, had passed a sleepless night. Cherry's brown eyes were
widely opened with an expression of half-wondering pain in their usually
limpid depths, and from time to time she uttered little moans which
sounded doubly piteous coming from so self-controlled a child as she.
"Dr. Anstice--at last!" Chloe rose swiftly from her knees and came to
meet him with both hands outstretched. "I thought you were never
coming--that Dr. Willows had forgotten to tell you----"
"I'm sorry, Mrs. Carstairs." He knew at once, with a relief which would
not be repressed, that Cheniston had kept his miserable secret. "I only
saw Dr. Willows half an hour ago, and came at once. How is Cherry this
morning--did she have any sleep?"
"Yes, thank God." Listening to her low voice, Anstice wondered why he
had ever thought her lacking in affection for her child. "Dr. Willows
was most kind--he stayed half the night with us and Cherry slept for
some hours after he left. But now she is awake, as you see, and I'm
afraid she is suffering horribly."
"Let me see what I can do for her, will you?"
He approached the bed and sat down quietly by it, while Cherry ceased
for a second to moan, and her brown eyes besought him, more eloquently
than speech, to give her relief from this quite unusual state of
affairs. At first he was not certain that the child recognized him; but
presently her uninjured hand came gropingly towards him; and as he took
the tiny fingers in his own Anstice felt a sudden revival of the
energies which had seemed so dead, so burnt-out within him on this
beautiful September morning.
"Well, Cherry, this is bad luck, isn't it?" He spoke very gently,
studying her little face the while. "But don't lose heart--this pain
won't last long, it will soon run away. Is it _very_ bad?"
"It's _rather_ bad, thank you, my dear." Even in the midst of her
tribulation Cherry strove heroically for her own gracious tone, and the
familiar term of endearment sounded strangely pathetic to-day. "But
you'll send it quite 'way, won't you?"
"Yes. I send away all pains," returned Anstice, lying nobly. "But first
of all you must let me see just what sort of pain this one is, and then
I shall know how to get rid of it. You don't mind me touching you, do
you?"
"N-not much, my dear." Cherry's lips quivered, and Chloe Carstairs
turned away as though unable to bear the sight of her little daughter's
suffering any longer.
Quickly and tenderly Anstice made his examination without disturbing
more of the dressings than was absolutely necessary; and by dint of
questioning Mrs. Carstairs found that the child's brow had been badly
scorched where her brown curls had caught fire, and that one little arm
had suffered a grievous burn. These were the only outward signs of the
accident, but the child had undergone a severe shock; and Anstice felt a
sudden misgiving as he looked at the pinched little face, and noted the
renewal of the pitiful moans which even Cherry's fortitude could not
altogether repress.
The woman Tochatti had hovered in the background while he bent over the
bed; and now, at a sign from him, she came forward silently.
"Just look after the child a moment or two, will you?" he said. "Mrs.
Carstairs, may I have a word with you? Oh, don't be alarmed--I only want
to hear a little more about the affair."
Tochatti shot a quick look at him from her beady black eyes; and Anstice
was momentarily puzzled by her curious expression. She looked almost as
though she resented his presence--and yet she should have welcomed him,
seeing that he was there to do his best for the child she adored. But as
she moved to the side of the bed, and took Cherry's unhurt hand in her
own brown fingers with a touch of almost maternal tenderness, he told
himself impatiently that he was fanciful; and turned to Mrs. Carstairs
with a resolute movement.
"Will you come into my room, Dr. Anstice?" Chloe's spacious bedroom led
out of her little daughter's pink and white nest; and as Anstice
followed her she pulled the door to with a nervous action curiously
unlike herself.
"Dr. Anstice, will she die?" Her lips were ashy, and in her white face
only the sapphire eyes seemed alive. "If she dies, I will never forgive
Tochatti--never!"
"Tochatti?" Anstice was surprised. "Was she to blame for this?"
"Not altogether." Chloe could be just, it seemed, even in the midst of
her sorrow. "I will tell you what happened. As perhaps you know, Cherry
was to have been one of Iris Wayne's bridesmaids, and at her own request
Tochatti had made her dress, a flimsy little thing all muslin and lace.
She had spent days over it--she embroiders wonderfully, and when it was
done it was perfectly exquisite. She finished it last evening, and
Cherry insisted on a dress rehearsal. She was to pay me a surprise visit
in the drawing-room just before dinner, and it seems that when she was
quite ready Tochatti slipped downstairs to find Hagyard and admit him to
a private view, leaving Cherry alone in the room--against all
rules--with two candles burning on the dressing-table."
She paused.
"I think I understand," said Anstice quietly. "Cherry took up a candle
to get a better view of her pretty frock, and----"
"Not exactly," Chloe interrupted him. "She leaned forward, it seems, in
order to look at herself more closely in the glass--you know children
are fond of seeing themselves in pretty clothes--and, as you might
imagine, she leaned too close to the candle and her sleeve caught fire."
"She cried out?"
"Yes--luckily we all heard her." Through all her marble pallor Chloe
flushed at the remembrance of that poignant moment. "We rushed in and
found her shrieking, and Tochatti beat out the flames with her hands."
"With her hands? Is she burnt, too, then?"
"Yes--I believe so." Chloe's tone expressed no pity. "She tied up her
hand--the left one--herself, and says it is nothing much."
"I see." Privately Anstice determined to investigate the woman's hurt
before he left the house. "Well--and what then?"
"When we got the flames under we found that Cherry had fainted, and we
telephoned at once for you." She stopped short, taken aback by the
strange expression on his face.
"Yes--and I wish to God I'd heard your call!" Anstice bit his lip
savagely; and Chloe, uncomprehending but compassionate, hastened on with
her story.
"You couldn't help being ill! Iris told me how your maids were all in
the Park watching the fireworks--and then when my brother and Iris came
down you were too ill to come. Are you better now?"
"So they went for Willows and brought him back with them?" He
disregarded her question--possibly did not hear it.
"Yes, and as I have told you he was most kind. But of course Cherry did
not know him, and she kept on crying for you----"
Chloe, who had intended the last words kindly, thinking to please him by
this proof of the child's affection for him, was aghast at the result of
her speech.
"Mrs. Carstairs, for God's sake don't tell me that!" Anstice's voice
almost frightened her, so bitter, so full of remorse was it. "It only
wanted _that_ to make the horror complete--the knowledge that I failed a
little child in her need!"
"The horror?" She stared at him. "I don't understand."
"No, and there's no reason why you should." With a great effort he
resumed his ordinary tone. "Mrs. Carstairs, forgive me. I ... as you
know--I was--ill--last night, and I'm not quite myself this morning.
But"--he turned the subject resolutely--"what I want to say is this.
Cherry will need very careful nursing for some days, and I think it will
be well for me to send you a nurse."
Chloe received the suggestion rather dubiously.
"Do you think it is really necessary?" she said at length. "I'm as
strong as a horse, and as for Tochatti, I'm afraid she wouldn't like to
feel herself superseded. She is devoted to Cherry, you know, and she is
a very jealous woman."
"Yes," he said, "but even although you and Tochatti are ready to give
yourselves up to the child, in a case of this sort skill is wanted as
well as affection." He smiled to soften the harshness of his words, and
Chloe inconsequently thought that he looked very weary this morning.
"Of course, and if we don't prove competent you are at liberty to send
us a nurse. But"--she spoke rather wistfully--"mayn't we try, Tochatti
and I? I would a thousand times sooner nurse Cherry myself than let a
stranger be with her."
Touched by something in her voice, remembering also the peculiar
position in which this woman stood--a wife without a husband, with no
one in the world, apparently, to care for her save her child--Anstice
yielded the point for the moment.
"Very well, then. We will try this arrangement first, and if Cherry goes
on well there will be no need to call in other help. Now I should like
to see Tochatti, and give you both instructions."
Without a word Chloe led him back to the smaller bedroom where Cherry
lay uneasily dozing; and Anstice beckoned to Tochatti to approach the
window.
She came forward rather sullenly; and Anstice, irritated by her manner,
spoke in rather a peremptory tone.
"Let me see your hands, please. I understand you were burnt last night."
Unwillingly the woman held out her left hand, which was wrapped round
with a roughly constructed bandage; and as Anstice took it and began to
unwind the folds he heard her draw in her breath with an odd little
hiss.
"Did I hurt you?" he asked, surprised, and the woman answered stolidly.
"No, thank you, sir. You did not hurt me at all."
Her manner struck him as peculiar; it almost seemed as though she
resented his efforts on her behalf; and as he unwrapped the last of the
bandage Anstice told himself she was by no means an attractive patient.
But when he saw her hand he forgave her all her peculiarities; for she
must have suffered untold pain during the hours which had elapsed since
the accident.
"I say--why didn't you show your hand to the doctor last night?" He
spoke impetuously, really shocked to see the extent of her burns. "You
have given yourself a lot of unnecessary pain, and it will take much
longer to heal. You must let me dress the place at once."
Assisted by Chloe, who fetched and carried for him deftly, he dressed
and bound up the burnt hand; and though the woman never flinched, there
was a look in her eyes which showed him she was enduring great pain.
"There." He finished his work and looked at her closely. "That will feel
easier soon. But you know you should lie down and try to sleep for an
hour or two--and that hand will be quite useless for some days. Really,
Mrs. Carstairs"--he turned to Chloe--"I think you will have to let me
send for a nurse, after all. You can't do everything, and Tochatti is
more or less disabled----"
He was surprised by the effect of his words. Tochatti turned to her
mistress eagerly, and began pouring out a stream of Italian which was
quite incomprehensible to Anstice, who was no better at modern languages
than the average public school and University product. And Chloe replied
in the same tongue, though without the wealth of gesture employed by the
other woman; while Anstice waited, silently, until the colloquy was
concluded.
Finally Chloe turned, apologetically, to him and explained the subject
of the woman's entreaties.
"Tochatti is so terribly upset at the idea of a strange woman coming to
nurse Cherry that I have promised to try to persuade you to reverse your
verdict," she said. "Do you mind? Of course if we can't manage you must
do as you think fit--but----"
"We will try, by all means." In spite of himself, he was touched by the
woman's fierce devotion to her charge. "And now I'll tell you exactly
what I want you to do until I come again this afternoon."
He proceeded to give them full instructions how to look after the child,
and when he had assured himself that they understood exactly what was to
be done, he took his leave, promising to call again in the course of a
few hours.
As he drove away he mused for a moment on the Italian woman's peculiar
manner towards him.
"Seems as if she hated me to speak to her ... she's never been like that
before--indeed, when Cherry broke her arm she used to welcome me quite
demonstratively." He smiled, then grew grave again. "Of course the woman
was in pain to-day--she was a queer colour, too--looked downright ill. I
expect the affair has been a shock to her as well as to the child."
And with that conclusion he dismissed Tochatti from his mind for the
time being, his thoughts reverting to the one subject which filled his
mental horizon to-day.
* * * * *
All through the bright September afternoon he sat alone in his
rarely-used drawing-room. The consulting-room was haunted ground to him
since the episode of the previous evening, and he could not bear to go
out into the village lest he might perhaps behold some signs of the
great event which was agitating peaceful Littlefield to-day.
But his imagination, unmercifully awakened from the stupor which had
temporarily lulled it to repose, showed him many visions on that golden
September afternoon.
He saw the old grey church decked with flowers, saw the sunlight
filtering through the famous Burne-Jones window in a splash of gorgeous
blue and crimson, staining the white petals of the big lilies in the
chancel ... he heard the peals of the organ as the choristers broke out
into the hymn which heralded the bride ... saw the bride herself, a
little pale, a little serious, in her white robes, in her eyes the grave
and tender look whose possibility he had long ago divined....
Oh, he was a fool to let his imagination torment him so ... and he
sprang to his feet, determined to put an end to these maddening visions
which only unfitted him for the stern and hopeless battle which was all
that he could look forward to henceforth....
As he moved impatiently towards the door a sudden peal of bells rang out
gaily, exultantly on the soft and balmy air; and his face turned grey as
he realized that this was the signal which betokened that Iris was now
the wife of Bruce Cheniston, his to have and to hold, irrevocably his
until death should intervene to end their dual existence....
* * * * *
With a muttered oath he strode out of the house, and making his way
round to the garage ordered his car to be brought forth immediately.
When it came he flung himself into the steering seat and drove away at
such a pace that Andrews, his outdoor man and general factotum, looked
after him anxiously.
"Looks like getting his licence endorsed," he observed to the pretty
housemaid, Alice, who was watching her master's departure from a
convenient window. "Never saw him drive so reckless--he's generally what
you might call a very considerate driver."
"Considerate? What of?" asked Alice ungrammatically. "The dogs and
chickens in the road, d'you mean?"
"Dogs and chickens! Good Lord, no!" Andrews was a born mechanician, and
it was a constant source of regret to him that Anstice generally drove
the car himself. "They're nothing but a nuisance anyway. No, I meant he
considered the car--but he don't look much like it to-day."
"Oh, the car!" Alice was openly scornful. "Well, from the pace he went
off just now, I should think he'll smash up your precious old car before
he goes far. And no loss either," said Alice, who was engaged to a
soldier in a cavalry regiment, and therefore disdained all purely
mechanical means of locomotion.
* * * * *
But once out on the road Anstice moderated his pace somewhat, since to
run over an unwary pedestrian would only add to the general hopelessness
of the situation; and he reached Cherry Orchard without any such mishap
as his servants had prophesied for him.
Here he found things less satisfactory than he had hoped. Cherry was no
better; indeed, to his experienced eye, the child was worse, and
although Mrs. Carstairs showed no signs of fatigue, and was apparently
prepared to nurse her little daughter indefinitely, it was evident that
the woman Tochatti was worn out with pain, anxiety, and, possibly,
remorse.
Although she pulled herself together sufficiently to answer Anstice's
questions intelligibly, it was plain to see that she was in reality half
dazed by the shock she had experienced and by want of sleep, and Anstice
realized that if Cherry were to be properly nursed some other help must
be obtained at once.
"See here, Mrs. Carstairs." His face was grave as he examined the
child's condition. "I'm not going to beat about the bush--I'm going to
send you a nurse to help you with Cherry."
"A nurse? But--can't Tochatti and I----?"
"You're all right," he said shortly. "You look good for any amount of
nursing, though I can't imagine how you do it, seeing you had no sleep
last night. But Tochatti is no use at present." He judged it best to
speak frankly. "It is evident she is in pain with that hand of hers, and
she will be fit for nothing to-night, at any rate."
Chloe did not contest the point further.
"Very well, Dr. Anstice. You know best; and if you think it necessary,
will you find us someone at once?"
"Yes. I think I know just the person for you." He turned to Tochatti,
who was standing by, her face full of smouldering resentment. "I'm sure
you want me to do the best thing for Miss Cherry, don't you?"
She did not answer; and he repeated his question rather sharply.
This time she answered him.
"_Si, signor._" She spoke sulkily, and a flash of something like actual
hatred shot from her black eyes as he watched her; but he had no time to
spare for her vagaries, and turned back to Chloe Carstairs forthwith.
"Then I will try to find Nurse Trevor and bring her along. She will sit
up to-night, and then you can both get some rest." He spoke kindly,
including Tochatti in his smile; but the woman merely glowered, and he
felt a spasm of sudden annoyance at her ungracious behaviour.
* * * * *
Luckily Nurse Trevor was at hand and disengaged; and Anstice had the
satisfaction of finding her safely installed and apparently completely
at home in her new surroundings when he paid his last visit to Cherry
Orchard late that night.
She was a pretty girl of twenty-seven, who had had a good deal of
experience in nursing children, and although poor little Cherry was by
this time too ill to pay much attention to any of the people around her,
it really seemed as though Margaret Trevor's soft voice, with its
cooing, dove-like notes, had a soothing influence on the suffering
child.
Anstice stayed some time in Cherry's room, doing all his skill could
suggest for the alleviation of his little patient's pain, and when at
length he took his departure Chloe herself came downstairs with him.
"What a lovely night!" She had opened the big hall door quietly while he
sought his hat. "The moon must be nearly at the full, I think."
Together they stood on the steps looking out over the dew-drenched
garden. The white stars of the jasmine which clustered thickly round the
house sent out a delicious fragrance, and there were a dozen other
scents on the soft and balmy air, as though the sleeping stocks and
carnations and mignonette breathed sweetly in their sleep.
A big white owl flow, hooting, across the path, and Chloe shivered.
"I hate owls--I always think them unlucky, harbingers of evil," she
said, and her face, as she spoke, was quite pale.
In an ordinary way Anstice would have deemed it his duty to scoff at
such superstition; but to-night, his nerves unstrung, by the happenings
of the last few days, his bodily vigour at a low ebb, his mind a chaos
of miserable, hopeless memories and fears, Chloe's words woke a quite
unexpected response in his soul.
"Don't say that, Mrs. Carstairs!" He spoke sharply. "Don't let us talk
of bad luck--to-night of all nights!"
In the moonlight her narrow blue eyes studied his face with sudden
keenness, and she felt an unusual desire to bring comfort to the soul
which she felt with instinctive certainty stood in need of some help.
As a rule Chloe Carstairs, like Anstice himself, was too much
preoccupied with the thought of her own private grudge against fate to
have any sympathy to spare for others who might have known that Deity's
frown; but to-night, owing possibly to some softening of her mental
fibres induced by the sight of her child's suffering, she felt oddly
pitiful towards this man, and her inward emotion found vent in words
which surprised her as much as they startled the man to whom they were
addressed.
"Why to-night, Dr. Anstice? Has this day been to you what it has been to
me--a day of the bitterest suffering I have ever known?"
The tone of her deep voice, so oddly gentle, the compassionate
expression in her usually cold blue eyes, were too much for Anstice,
whose endurance was nearly at the breaking point; and he turned to her
with a look in his face which dismayed her, so tragic was it.
"Mrs. Carstairs, this day I have been in--_hell_!" The word sounded
cruelly out of place in the quiet moonlit night. "Once before I fancied
I had reached the point at which a man may turn his back on life and its
horrors without thinking himself a pitiful coward. I suffered then--my
God, how I suffered!--but the torture I have endured to-day makes me
feel as though I have never known what suffering is until now."
Her answer came quickly.
"But you know now that no man can turn his back on life and yet escape
the allegation of cowardice!" It was an assertion rather than a
question. "Dr. Anstice, I don't ask to know what your suffering has
been--I don't want you to tell me--but one thing I do know, that you,
and men like you, are not the ones who give up the battle when the fight
is fiercest."
He delayed his answer so long that Chloe had time to feel curiously
frightened by his silence. And when his reply came it was hardly
reassuring.
"I thought you were too wise a woman to indulge in generalities, Mrs.
Carstairs." His tired voice robbed the words of offence. "And don't you
know that it is never safe to prophesy what a man will do in a battle?
The bravest may turn coward beneath a hail of fire--the man who is
afraid may perform some deed which will entitle him--and rightly--to the
coveted Victoria Cross."
"Yes." She spoke steadily, her eyes on his face. "But that's the
battlefield of the world, Dr. Anstice, the material, earthly
battlefield. It's the battlefield of the soul I was thinking of just
now; and if I may use a quotation which has been battered out of nearly
all its original fine shape by careless usage, to me the truly brave man
is he who remains to the end the--'captain of his soul!'"
Her voice sank on the last words; but Anstice had caught her meaning,
and he turned to her with a new light in his tired eyes.
"Mrs. Carstairs, thank you for what you've just said. Captain of his
soul--yes, I've heard it often enough, but never stopped to ponder its
meaning. And as the captain mustn't lose his ship if mortal man can
prevent the loss, so a man must bring the ship of his soul safely into
port. Is that what you meant just now?"
She smiled faintly in the moonlight, and for once there was no mockery
in her smile.
"We have wandered from our original metaphor of a battlefield," she said
gently, "but I like your simile of a ship better. Yes, I suppose that is
what I was trying to convey--in a confused fashion, I'm afraid. We each
have our voyage to complete, our ship to bring into harbour; and even
though sometimes it seems about to founder"--he knew she alluded to the
catastrophe of her own life--"we must not let it sink if we can keep it
afloat."
For a moment there was silence between them; and again they heard the
melancholy hoot of the owl, flying homewards now.
Then Anstice said slowly:
"You are right, of course. But"--at last his pent-up bitterness burst
its bounds and overflowed in quick, vehement speech--"it's easy enough
for a man to handle his ship carefully when he has some precious thing
on board--or even when he knows some welcoming voice will greet him as
he enters--at last--into his haven. But the man whose ship is empty, who
has no right to expect even one greeting word--is there no excuse for
him if he navigate the seas carelessly?"
"No." In the moonlight she faced him, and her eyes looked oddly
luminous. "For a derelict's the greatest danger a boat can encounter on
the high seas ... all our boats cross and recross the paths of others,
you know, and no man has the right to place another's ship in peril by
his own--carelessness."
"By God, you're right," he said vehemently; and she did not resent his
hasty speech. "Mrs. Carstairs, you've done more for me to-night than you
know--and if I can repay you I will, though it cost me all I have in the
world."
"You can repay me very easily," she said, holding out her hand, all the
motherhood in her coming to the surface. "Save Cherry--she is all _I_
have--now--in the world; and her little barque, at least, was meant to
dance over summer seas."
"God helping me, I will save her," he said, taking her hand in a quick,
earnest clasp; and then he entered his waiting car and drove away
without another word, a new courage in his heart.
* * * * *
And as Chloe gently closed the heavy door on the peaceful, fragrant
world without and returned to the little room where Cherry lay in an
uneasy slumber, she knew that a faint suspicion which had crossed her
mind earlier in the summer had been verified to-night.
"He too loved Iris," she said to herself, with a rather sad little
smile. "And I thought--once--that she was ready to love him in return.
But, I suppose she preferred Bruce. Only"--Chloe had no illusions on the
subject of her brother--"I believe Dr. Anstice would have made her a
happier woman than Bruce will ever be able to do. And if he"--she did
not refer to Cheniston now--"has lost his chance of happiness to-day, no
wonder he feels that he has been in hell. For there is no hell so
terrible as the one in which a soul who loves wanders alone, without its
beloved," said the woman whose husband had left her because of a cruel
doubt. "From the bottom of my heart I pity that man to-night!"
And then, re-entering Cherry's little room, pathetic now in its very
brightness of colouring, Chloe forgot all else in the world save the
child who slept, in the narrow bed, watched by Margaret Trevor's soft,
brooding eyes.
BOOK II
CHAPTER I
On a cold and frosty morning in November Anstice was sitting over his
solitary breakfast when the telephone-bell rang; and he left his coffee
to grow cold while he answered the summons.
It was Sir Richard who was speaking; and even over the wire Anstice
thought he detected an unusual note in the older man's voice.
"That you, Anstice? Are you busy, or can you spare me a few minutes this
morning?"
"I'll come to Greengates, of course, if you want me, Sir Richard," said
Anstice immediately. "But I hope you are not ill--nor Lady Laura?"
"No, my sister's all right--so am I." There was a pause. "But I--well,
I'm rather worried, and I want to see you."
"Very well, sir. I'll be round at eleven. Will that suit you?"
"Yes, eleven will do well. _Au revoir_ till then," and Sir Richard rang
off with a promptitude which forbade further discussion for the moment.
As he went back to his cooling coffee Anstice wondered vaguely what Sir
Richard could have to say; but since speculation was mere idle waste of
time he dismissed the matter from his mind and finished his breakfast in
haste.
It was nearly noon when he drove his car up to the great hall door of
Greengates; but the words of apology for his tardy arrival died on his
lips when he caught sight of Sir Richard's face.
"I say, I'm afraid you're ill, after all!" Anstice was genuinely
concerned; and Sir Richard's strained features relaxed into a smile.
"No, I'm perfectly well. Only, as I told you, I have been upset this
morning; and--well, I'll explain and you will see there _is_ something
to worry about."
Without more ado he walked over to his substantial roll-top desk, and
unlocking a drawer took from thence an envelope which he handled
gingerly as though it were unpleasing to him.
From the envelope he drew a sheet of thin paper; and Anstice, watching
him closely, felt still more mystified by his distasteful expression.
For a moment Sir Richard hesitated, still holding the sheet by the tips
of his fingers. Then, as though he had taken a sudden resolve, he turned
to Anstice abruptly.
"Look here, Anstice, this abominable thing reached me this morning. Now
of course I don't need you to tell me that the proper place for it is
the fire, and if it had not been for one circumstance connected with it,
it would have been in the flames by now. But as things are"--he broke
off suddenly and held the thin sheet out to the other man--"well, read
it, and then tell me what you think is the best course to pursue."
With a premonition of evil for which he could not account, Anstice took
the paper from Sir Richard and, turning to the window so that the pale
autumn sunlight might fall upon the letter, he read the few lines
scrawled in the middle of the sheet.
"Dr. Anstice is a murderer he killed a woman in India by shooting
her because she was in the way when he wanted to escape."
That was all. There was no heading, no signature, not even the cynical
assurance of well-wishing which is the hall-mark, so to speak, of the
typical anonymous letter; and as Anstice read the ill-written words his
first sensation was of wonder as to who his secret enemy might be.
When he had finished he turned the sheet over in his hands to see if
perchance the writer might have more to say; but the other side of the
paper was blank; and he looked at Sir Richard with an expression of
utter bewilderment.
"Well?" Sir Richard interrogated him with interest. "Pretty sort of
document, eh? I suppose the writing conveys nothing to your mind?"
"Nothing at all." Holding the paper to the light, Anstice examined the
ill-formed characters more closely. "It does not resemble any
handwriting I know. But I suppose"--he smiled rather grimly--"the test
of a successful anonymous correspondent is to disguise his writing
efficiently."
"Yes." Sir Richard stretched out his hand for the paper and Anstice
yielded it to him without regret. "Well, it is pretty evident that
someone has--to put it vulgarly--got his knife into you. The question
is, who can it be?"
"Well, it's a question I'm not clever enough to answer," returned
Anstice, with assumed lightness. "All men have enemies, I suppose, and I
won't swear I've never made any in my life. But I can't at the moment
recall one who would stoop to fight with such dirty weapons as these."
"Dirty--that's just the word for it," said Sir Richard disgustedly. "But
you know, Anstice, this sort of thing can't be allowed to go on. For
your own sake, and for the sake of others"--he paused, then repeated
himself deliberately--"for the sake of others it must be stopped--at
once."
"I quite agree with you that it must be stopped," said Anstice slowly,
"though I hardly see how the matter affects anyone except myself. Of
course"--he looked Sir Richard squarely in the face as he spoke--"it is
no use denying there is a certain amount of truth in this accusation
against me. I wonder if you have the patience to listen to a story--the
story of a great mistake made, unfortunately, by me some years ago."
For a moment Sir Richard seemed about to speak; yet no word crossed his
lips. Then he said, with a very kindly inflection in his voice:
"Don't trouble to tell me the story, Anstice. I think I know it
already."
"You do?" Anstice stared at him. "But who told it to you? Was
it--Cheniston?"
"No, no." Sir Richard spoke hurriedly. "Cheniston never mentioned the
affair to me. As a matter of fact I heard it, at the time, from his
uncle, a contemporary of mine; but I confess I did not, at first,
associate you with the man who was brave enough--and unfortunate
enough--to carry out that poor girl's wish----"
"On my honour, sir, I could not have done anything else." Anstice's
voice was full of pain, and Sir Richard put his hand kindly on the
younger man's shoulder.
"Of course you couldn't--no one but a fool could imagine that for a
moment! But as I say, at first I did not connect your name with that of
the hero of the story. It was only on seeing you and Cheniston together
on one or two occasions that I guessed you might, after all, be the
man."
"Yes--to my everlasting remorse I am the man," said Anstice rather
bitterly. "But since you know the facts of the case, and yet are good
enough to welcome me to your house, I gather this wretched letter
carried no weight with you, Sir Richard. And if that is so, why not tear
it up, and make an end of the thing?"
"Wait a moment, Anstice. As you say, I know the facts of the case and
even if I were ignorant of them this contemptible _canard_"--he flicked
the paper angrily--"wouldn't rouse my curiosity to the extent of setting
me searching for some crime in your past." He smiled, but the smile cost
him an effort. "But you see the mischief may not rest here. It is quite
possible other people may have been--victimized--by this morning's
post."
"By Jove, I hadn't thought of that." Anstice stood biting his lip and
staring thoughtfully ahead of him; and the old man watched the thin,
fine-drawn face with a regard which was full of anxiety. "Naturally a
story of this sort is not calculated to enhance one's popularity; and
one's patients might quite well look askance at a doctor who was reputed
to be a murderer!"
He paused; then threw back his head impetuously.
"After all, if they are weak-minded enough to believe an anonymous
statement, they aren't worth bothering with. As it is, I've been
thinking for some time that I've had enough of general practice. I never
intended to go in for it, you know; and if I had a quiet year or two for
research----"
He broke off suddenly, for Sir Richard had raised his hand almost
entreatingly.
"Anstice, don't speak of giving up your practice here--not at this
juncture, anyway. You see this vile story may spread; and to quit
Littlefield now would look almost like"--he hesitated--"like cowardice."
For a second Anstice stared at him, a flash of anger on his brow. Then,
as though dismayed by the effect of his words, Sir Richard spoke again.
"Besides, there is another aspect of the matter which has evidently not
yet struck you. It is very natural for you to look on this letter as a
loathsome, but quite unimportant, act of spite, on the part of some
secret enemy; and I understand your desire to assume that it does not
matter in the least. But"--his eyes sought the younger man's face
anxiously--"there is another person in this neighbourhood who might be
affected by a fresh flood of anonymous communications. You know to whom
I refer?"
Suddenly Anstice saw, with a most unwelcome clarity of vision, what Sir
Richard intended to convey; and his eyes grew hard as he replied:
"You mean----"
"I mean that once again that unfortunate girl at Cherry Orchard might be
suspected of having recourse to this most degrading, most underhand form
of crime. And for her sake the matter must not be allowed to rest here."
"Sir Richard"--Anstice came a step nearer his host, and Sir Richard
heard, with satisfaction, the ring of steel in his voice--"you are
right. I did not see, at first, how peculiarly fatal this coincidence
might be. I mean that should these letters, as you suggest, be
circulated through the district, the old scandal would be revived. And
though no sane person could ever believe Mrs. Carstairs guilty of such a
vile action, I suppose there _are_ a good many lunatics about who would
put these atrocious things down to her."
"Well, you know what people are," said Sir Richard deprecatingly, "and
naturally a woman who has once been convicted, by whatever unfair means,
of the same offence, is liable to be looked on with suspicion. And I
shouldn't like"--for a second Sir Richard, who loved Chloe Carstairs as
though she had been his daughter, faltered, and cleared his throat
rather huskily--"I shouldn't like that poor, pretty creature over yonder
to suffer any further indignity."
"Of course not!" Anstice's eyes flashed, and he pulled himself together
resolutely. "And if I can help it, she shan't suffer! Just look here,
Sir Richard, the first thing to do is to find out if anyone else has
been, as you say, victimized."
"Yes." Sir Richard spoke rather dubiously. "And it will be rather hard
to find out that, I fear. You see, naturally a decent man wouldn't
spread the fact abroad; and we can hardly go about making open
inquiries."
"I suppose not." For a second Anstice was nonplussed, then his face
cleared. "But after all, if anyone--one of my patients, for instance,
has received one of these charming letters, don't you think I shall find
it out? You see, although the average 'decent man,' as you call him,
holds firmly to the theory that the place for an anonymous communication
is the fire, I'm afraid nine out of ten people can't help wondering,
even while they burn it, how much truth there was in the accusation!"
"Just so--but even then----"
"Well, something of that rather uncomfortable wonder, not to say
suspicion, is pretty sure to show itself in the manner of the man who's
read the letter. Seriously, Sir Richard, if anyone beside yourself has
received a testimonial to my character" He spoke ironically now--"I'll
guarantee to discover the fact in the course of ten minutes'
conversation with him!"
"You may be right, Anstice." Sir Richard did not speak with much
conviction. "But for all our sakes I wish we could make certain of the
facts either way. You see, should this lie be circulated through the
district by means of letters or postcards it is inevitable that the old
scandal should be raked up. And in that case Mrs. Carstairs _will_
suffer."
A thought struck Anstice suddenly and he gave it utterance forthwith.
"Sir Richard, I suppose you don't remember whether the handwriting in
any of those other letters resembled this in any way? It is not likely,
so long afterwards, but still----"
Sir Richard uttered an impatient exclamation.
"By Gad, what an old fool I am! I've got one of the original letters
locked away in that desk now--one of the half-dozen or so which reached
me when the scandal was at its height. I don't know why I kept it--God
knows I hated the sight of it--but somehow I could never bring myself to
destroy the thing, hoping against hope that it might some day afford a
clue to the identity of the writer."
He busied himself with a bunch of keys for a moment, and finally
selected one, with which he unlocked a small drawer at the back of his
desk. At first his eagerness prevented him finding what he sought, but
presently he brought to light another and rather worn sheet of paper,
which he handed to Anstice triumphantly.
"Yes, read it, read it!" He had marked Anstice's hesitation. "The
affair's been public property too long for any secrecy now. And that,
after all, was a fairly innocuous screed."
Thus encouraged, Anstice ran his eye over the sheet of paper, and there
read a veiled, but none the less malignant, attack on the character of
Mrs. Ogden, the wife of the man who had held the living of Littlefield
at the time the letter was written. In his anxiety to compare the
handwriting of the two epistles Anstice barely stopped to take in the
meaning of what he read; and when, in answer to his request, Sir Richard
handed him the second letter he carried them both eagerly to the window
and examined them carefully in the stronger light.
"Well?" Sir Richard's tone was full of sympathetic interest.
"One moment--I've got a pocket magnifying glass somewhere." He put the
letters down and plunged his hand into various pockets in eager search.
"Ah--here it is--and we'll jolly soon see if the game hand has been at
work in both."
Watching him as he pored over the two papers Sir Richard told himself
that with this man for her champion Chloe Carstairs need not fear
further condemnation at the hands of a censorious or jealous world. He
knew instinctively that what made Anstice so suddenly keen on
discovering the authorship of the letters was not a selfish desire to
rid himself of the annoyance such letters might bring upon him, but
rather a determination to prove Chloe Carstairs innocent in the first
instance by bringing home the guilt for both letters--or series of
letters--to the right quarter.
Sir Richard made no mistake in his estimation of Anstice's chivalrous
desire to right the wrong which had been done to Mrs. Carstairs. He knew
quite well that to Anstice the righting of the wrong appeared in the
light of a duty to the woman whom he called his friend; and that no
warmer emotion animated him in regard to Chloe Carstairs than that same
chivalry.
For Iris' father had not been blind to the significance of the events of
the summer. Although Anstice had never betrayed his secret by word or
look the other man had all along had a suspicion that Cheniston was not
alone in his love for his pretty daughter; and although naturally he was
ignorant of the compact entered into by the two younger men he had
sometimes wondered, with just the least possible tinge of regret, why
Anstice had apparently been content to leave the field to his rival.
Although he admitted to himself that he had absolutely no grounds for
believing that Anstice had been in love with Iris he could never rid
himself of the notion; and in any case he felt quite certain that
Anstice had no warmer feeling for Mrs. Carstairs than a very genuine and
chivalrous friendliness.
Watching the younger man as he stood with bent head examining the papers
Sir Richard was struck by the change in Anstice's face during the last
few months. Always thin, it was now positively haggard, and the black
hair which clustered round his brow was touched, here and there, with
grey. Yet the effect was not one of age. He could hardly be said to look
older than his years; but there was a look of something more painful
than a premature ageing would have been--a look of suffering, of bitter
experience impatiently borne, of a mental conflict which had drawn lines
round the fine lips, and given an air of hopeless weariness to the
deep-set eyes.
And Sir Richard, watching, wondered again--this time uneasily--whether
the marriage of his beloved little daughter to Bruce Cheniston had
proved yet another trouble for this man's already burdened spirit to
bear.
Sir Richard had, of course, no idea of the remorse with which Anstice
remembered that terrible scene on the eve of Iris' wedding day, when
Cheniston and the girl he was to marry on the morrow had come to him for
help; and had found him in no fit state to render aid to any human
being.
That fact alone, the fact that, as he had said bitterly to Chloe
Carstairs, he had failed a child in her need, would have been sufficient
to fill Anstice with a very real and deep regret for his own most
lamentable failure; but added to that was the other and still more
deplorable fact that it had been Iris Wayne who had seen his condition;
and although she had uttered no word of reproach he told himself
hopelessly that now he must have fallen very low in her estimation. And
the idea that Iris must scorn him in her heart, however charitably she
might strive to think of him, was a terrible one to the man who had
fought so heroically for her sake to overcome his weakness, and had
failed only when it had seemed to him that his failure--now--could mean
nothing to the girl he loved.
* * * * *
As Sir Richard watched him, rather uneasily, Anstice turned to him
suddenly.
"I say, Sir Richard, I'm pretty sure these letters are both written by
one hand! Look, these two 'a's are identical, and the capital 'D' is
absolutely similar in both."
Oddly thrilled, Sir Richard bent over the papers; and saw that Anstice
had spoken the obvious truth.
"By Gad, Anstice, you're right!" For a moment he did not know whether to
be disturbed or relieved by the discovery. "It looks uncommonly as
though the same hand were at work again; and in that case----"
"In that case the mischief-maker shall be brought to book." A new look
of resolution drove away the weary lines from the speaker's face. "I
hope with all my heart it _is_ the same person who's at the old
game--and I'll find out who it is if it costs me every penny I've got!"
"Quite right, quite the right spirit," said Sir Richard, watching him
keenly the while. "It's damnably unfair that a story of that sort should
be circulated about you--and the blackguard who's responsible deserves a
heavy punishment for the lie."
In an instant the vivacity died out of Anstice's face; and again its
hopeless expression struck Sir Richard with a sense of pain.
"Of course the thing is not exactly a lie," he said. "I mean, I did act
too hastily, though God knows I did it for the best. But if the whole
story is to be raked up again--by Jove, I believe after all it would be
better to let sleeping dogs lie!"
"You forget--this is not the first letter which has fallen like a
bombshell into Littlefield," Sir Richard reminded him quietly; and
Anstice flushed a dull red.
"Of course not ... what a fool I am! Thinking of the past, of that
horrible morning, I forgot Mrs. Carstairs. But"--he squared his
shoulders aggressively--"I shall not forgot again. This thing is going
to be sifted now, and the mystery solved. May I take these letters with
me?"
"Certainly." Sir Richard felt Anstice had the better right to the
documents. "You will take care of them, of course; and if you follow my
advice you will not show them to anyone--yet."
"Quite so." Anstice put the two letters carefully away in his
pocket-book. "Now I must go, Sir Richard; but please believe I am
grateful for your kindness in this matter."
He shook hands with Sir Richard, and hurried away to his waiting car;
and as he drove from the house his lips were firmly set together, and
the look in his eyes betokened no good to the wretched creature who had
penned this latest communication.
And Sir Richard, watching him from a side window, felt a sharp pang of
regret that this man, whom he liked and trusted, had not managed,
apparently, to win his daughter's affection.
"Damme if I wouldn't rather have had him for a son-in-law than the
other," he said to himself presently. "Cheniston's a decent fellow
enough, brainy and a thoroughly steady sort of chap, but there is
something about this man that I rather admire. It may be his pluck, or
his quiet tenacity of purpose--I'm hanged if I know what it is; but on
my soul I'm inclined to wish I'd been called upon to give my little girl
into his keeping. As for that affair in India, it's not every man who
would have had the pluck to shoot the girl, and precious few men would
have lived it down as he has done. I believe I'd have put a bullet
through my brain if it had been me," said Sir Richard honestly, "but I
can quite realize that it's a long sight finer to see the thing through.
And if there's to be fresh trouble over these confounded anonymous
scrawls, well, I'll stick to the fellow through thick and thin!"
And with this meritorious resolve Sir Richard went back to his
comfortable fire and the paper which he had not, as yet, had the heart
to peruse.
CHAPTER II
On the day following Sir Richard's interview with Anstice the latter
received an unexpected call from the Vicar of Littlefield parish.
The two men were on fairly intimate terms. For the clergyman, as a
scholar and a gentleman, Anstice had a real respect, though the
religious side of Mr. Carey's office, as expressed in his spiritual
ministrations, could hardly be expected to appeal to the man who could
never rid himself of the feeling that God had deliberately failed him at
a critical moment.
Mr. Carey, on his side, had a genuine liking for Anstice, whose skill he
admired with the impersonal admiration which a specialist in one
profession accords to an expert in another vocation. But mingled with
his admiration was an uneasy suspicion that all was not well with the
spiritual health of this most indifferent of his parishioners, and he
was grieved, with the charity of a large and generous nature, by the
gloom, the melancholy, which at times were written only too plainly on
the other's face.
The two men were brought into contact now and again by the very nature
of their respective callings. Soul and body are after all so closely
related that the health of the one depends largely on that of the other;
and at times both priest and physician must take their share in the
gracious task of healing. And on the occasions when their work brought
them together the mutual liking and respect between the two was sensibly
strengthened.
So that it did not cause Anstice more than a passing sensation of
surprise when on this cold and raw November evening the Reverend Fraser
Carey was announced as a visitor.
"Mr. Carey here? Where have you taken him, Alice?"
"Into the drawing-room, sir. The fire's not lighted, but I can put a
match to it in a moment."
"No, don't do that." Anstice hated the little-used drawing-room. "Take
Mr. Carey into my room, and bring up some coffee directly, will you?"
"Yes, sir." The maid, who in common with the rest of the household
regarded Anstice with an admiration not unmixed with awe, withdrew to
carry out her instructions; and hastily finishing an important letter,
Anstice went in search of his rare visitor.
"Hallo, Carey--jolly good of you to look me up on a beastly night like
this." He poked the fire into a brighter blaze, and drew forward a
capacious leather chair. "Sit down and light up. We'll have some coffee
presently--I know you don't care for anything stronger."
"Thanks, Anstice." Mr. Carey sank down into the big chair and held his
transparent-looking hands to the flames. "It is a bad night, as you say,
and this fire is uncommonly cosy."
Fraser Carey was a man of middle age who, through constitutional
delicacy, looked older than his years. His features, well-cut in
themselves, were marred by the excessive thinness and pallor of his
face; and his eyes, beneath their heavy lids, told a story of unrestful
nights spent in wrestling with some mental or physical pain which
forbade the refreshment of sleep. He had never consulted Anstice
professionally, though he had called upon his services on behalf of a
little niece who sometimes visited him; and Anstice wondered now and
then what scruple it was which prevented his friend making use of such
skill as he might reasonably claim to possess.
To-night Carey looked even more tired, more fragile than ever; and
Anstice refrained from speech until he had poured out two cups of
deliciously fragrant coffee and had seen that Carey's pipe was in full
blast.
Then: "It is quite a time since you dropped in for a chat," he said
cheerfully. "Yet this isn't a specially busy season of the year for you
parsons, is it? _We_ are run off our legs with influenza and all the
rest of it, thanks to the weather, but you----"
"We parsons are generally busy, you know," returned Carey with a smile.
"Human nature being what it is there is no close-time for sin--nor for
goodness either, God be thanked," he added hastily.
"I suppose not." Having satisfactorily loaded his pipe Anstice lay back
and puffed luxuriously. "In any case I'm glad you've found time to drop
in. By the way, there is a woman down in Blue Row about whom I wanted to
see you. I think you know the family--the man is a blacksmith, Richards
by name."
He outlined the needs of the case, and Carey took a few notes in the
little book he carried for the purpose. After that the conversation
ranged desultorily over various local matters mildly interesting to
both; and then there fell a sudden pause which Anstice at least felt to
be significant.
It was broken, abruptly, by the clergyman, who sat upright in his chair,
and, laying his empty pipe down on the table, turned to face his host
more fully.
"Anstice." His thin, rather musical voice held a new and arresting note.
"My visit to you to-night was not of, a purely social nature. I came
because--I may have been wrong--because I felt it to be both an
obligation and an act of friendship to come here to discuss with you a
peculiar situation which has arisen within the last day or two in
Littlefield."
Instantly Anstice guessed what was to follow; and he knocked the ashes
out of his pipe with a rather impatient gesture which was not lost on
the other man.
"If you will listen to me for one moment," said Carey hastily, "you may
then refuse to discuss the subject if you wish. But I think it will
really be better if you can bring yourself to listen to me first."
Even Anstice's annoyance was not proof against the other man's
moderation; and he spoke with creditable mildness.
"I think I know what you want to say, Carey. Is it--this interesting
subject--concerned with certain statements which are being made about
me--anonymously--in the parish?"
Carey's face lost a little of its uneasiness.
"Yes," he said, "since you appear to be already acquainted with the fact
there is no use in denying it. Indeed, I don't wish to do so, seeing
that is what I came to say to you."
"You have received such a letter yourself?"
"Yes. I received a letter this morning."
"I see." For a moment Anstice sat in silence, his lips set firmly
together; and the other man, watching, was struck, as Sir Richard had
been on the previous day, by the look of suffering in his face. "Well,
Carey, is it asking you too much to let me know exactly what form the
accusation against me took? Or have you the letter with you?"
"No. I burnt the letter immediately," Carey answered. "Naturally such
communications are best destroyed--and forgotten--at once. But"--he
hesitated--"the fact is I have since discovered that I am not the only
person to be addressed by the unknown correspondent."
"Indeed?" Anstice's eyes flashed. "Is it permissible to ask who else has
been thus--honoured?"
The clergyman paused a moment before replying, and it was evident a
conflict was taking place in his mind. The struggle was, however, soon
terminated, and he answered Anstice's question resolutely.
"Yes, it is quite permissible. Indeed, I had already gained the consent
of the other--victim"--he smiled deprecatingly--"to tell you, if
necessary, what was being said behind your back."
"Well?" Anstice's tone was peremptory, but his friend did not resent it.
"The other anonymous letter--the only other one of which I have any
knowledge--was addressed to the wife of your colleague--I don't think
he's your rival--Dr. Willows."
"Oh!" Anstice opened his eyes; he had not expected this revelation.
"Poor little woman! What a shame to victimize her!"
"Yes--as you know, she's quite a girl, they've only been married three
months; and the letter worried her considerably--so much so, in fact,
that as Willows is away on a week's holiday she sent for me to advise
her in the matter."
"What advice did you give her?"
"Well, in the first flush of indignation she was all for sending the
horrid thing on to you--a pretty sure sign that any accusation against
you had missed its mark," said Carey with a smile. "However, her heart
failed her at the critical moment and she sent for me instead. She was
at school with some young cousins of mine and we are on quite friendly
terms; so she confided her perplexity to me at once."
"I see." Anstice was thinking hard. "And I suppose you returned her
confidence by giving her yours?"
"Yes." Carey looked at him frankly. "I requested her to keep my
confidence as I would keep hers--save to you--and I am sure she will do
so. But"--he spoke gravely now--"I am afraid, Anstice, there is someone
in the neighbourhood who wishes to work you ill."
"By the way"--Anstice was not listening very closely--"you have not yet
told me the nature of the accusation. I presume it was the same in both
cases?"
"Practically, yes. It was a statement, made very plainly and directly,
that you--you----"
He broke off, his thin cheeks flushing; and Anstice smiled rather dryly.
"Don't let it distress you," he said, with an attempt at jocularity.
"Suppose I save you the trouble of repeating the contents of the
letters. I daresay the writer stated that I once, in order to get myself
out of a tight place in India, wantonly sacrificed the woman who was my
companion?"
"Yes," said Carey slowly, "that was the substance of both
communications. The idea was, I gather, to prevent the recipients having
confidence in you by pointing to you as one who would save himself at
the expense of a woman. Of course"--he spoke more fluently now--"no one
who knew you would dream of attaching any weight whatever to that sort
of cruel and senseless lie; and as I told Mrs. Willows, such a baseless
slander is better left to die for want of notice. She quite agreed with
me," he added hastily, and Anstice's face cleared.
"Thanks, Carey." He held out his hand, and Carey's transparent, fingers
clasped it with a strength which would have been surprising to one who
did not know the indomitable spirit which dwelt in the wasted frame.
"You are a true friend, and your friendship deserves some return.
Unfortunately the only return I can make is to tell you the miserable
story which is perverted by the anonymous writer into something less
creditable than--I hope--you will judge it to be."
He sprang up suddenly and leaned against the mantelpiece, hands in
pockets as usual; and in that position, looking down on his friend as he
sat in his capacious chair, he outlined once again the happenings of
that bygone Indian dawn.
He related the affair shortly--it was not a subject on which he cared to
dwell; and the clergyman listened thoughtfully, his sunken eyes fixed on
the pale face beneath the clustering black hair with an intentness of
regard which would have disturbed anyone less engrossed than the
narrator of the sad little story.
When he had finished Anstice moved abruptly.
"Well, that's the truth--and now you see that those statements made
about me are the most insidious form of lying--with a good foundation of
half-truths. That's what makes it so infernally hard to refute them."
"I see." Carey loaned forward thoughtfully, shielding his face from the
flames with his thin hands. "It is a pitiful story, Anstice; and if you
will allow me to say so I admire and respect a man who can live down the
memory of a tragedy as you have done."
"I have lived it down--yes," said Anstice, rather grimly. "But it's been
jolly hard at times not to throw up the sponge. Several people have
suggested--discreetly--that suicide is quite justifiable in cases of
this sort, but----"
"Suicide is _never_ justifiable." The clergyman's delicate features
stiffened. "From the days of Judas Iscariot--the most notorious suicide
in the history of the world, I suppose--it has been the refuge of the
coward, the ingrate, the weak-minded. People talk of the pluck required
to enable a man to take his own life. What pluck is there in
deliberately turning one's back on the problems one hasn't the courage,
or the patience, to solve? Believe me, suicide--self-murder--is an
unthinkable resource to a really brave man."
He stopped; but Anstice made no reply, though a rather cynical smile
played about his lips; and presently Carey went on speaking.
"It always seems to me such sheer folly, such egregious lunacy, to
precipitate one's self into the unknown, seeing that one can hardly
expect the Giver of Life to welcome the soul He has not called. And I
have often wondered what depths of misery, of shame, must overwhelm the
uninvited soul in what someone has called 'the first five minutes after
Death.'"
His voice sank to a whisper on the last words; and for a moment the room
was very still. Then Carey leaned forward and laid one hand on the
other's arm with a rather deprecating smile.
"Forgive me, Anstice! The subject we were discussing is one on which I
find it difficult to hold my peace. But knowing you, I know that suicide
is not, would never be, the way out to one of your disposition."
Anstice moved restlessly.
"Odd you should use that expression," he said quickly. "Others have
employed it in connection with this miserable story of mine. No, suicide
is not the way out--nor is another expedient to which I have had
recourse. But"--suddenly his face lost its quietness and grew keen,
alert--"this slander has got to be stopped. You see this is not the
first time the neighborhood has been infested with this plague."
"You refer to the unhappy circumstances connected with my predecessor's
wife?"
"Yes. You know the story, of course?"
"Yes. I am also acquainted--but very slightly--with Mrs. Carstairs."
"Then you know a much-maligned woman," said Anstice. "And it is in order
to save her from further unhappiness that I intend to sift this matter
to the bottom."
"I am delighted to hear you say so," said Carey earnestly. "And if I can
help you in any way my services are yours. First of all, how do you
propose starting on the sifting process?"
"I have already made a start," rejoined Anstice. "Through the good
offices of Sir Richard Wayne, who has also been pestered with a letter,
I have discovered that the writing of those communications and of those
earlier ones you mentioned just now is in many respects identical."
Carey sat upright, his face alight with interest.
"Really? You think the writer of both is the same?"
"Yes. Of course until I have studied the two letters in my possession a
little more closely I can't be positively certain on the point; but I
intend to submit them both to an expert at the first opportunity."
"I can help you there," said Carey quite eagerly. "I mean, if you do not
know of a reliable expert I can give you the name of the cleverest man
in England."
"Can you?" Anstice's notebook was out in a second. "Thanks very much--I
will write to him to-morrow. But in my own mind I have not a shadow of
doubt that the same person wrote them both."
"By the way"--Carey spoke slowly--"how many people about here would be
likely to know the story you have told me to-night? Out in India, of
course, there might be some who would remember such a tragic episode.
But it's a far cry from Alostan to Littlefield."
"The only people in the neighbourhood who have heard the true story are,
so far as I know, Sir Richard Wayne and"--he hesitated--"and his
daughter, who is now Mrs. Cheniston."
"I see." Fraser Carey's eyes had noted the change of tone as Anstice
spoke the last name; and his quick humanism was stirred by the pitiful
idea which crossed his mind. "Sir Richard's daughter knew the story?
And--may we conclude that her husband would naturally share her
knowledge?"
"Naturally--yes." He emphasized the word. "You see I omitted to tell you
that the girl I--the girl who was with me in the hut was engaged to this
very man, Bruce Cheniston, whom Miss Wayne eventually married."
"Was she, indeed?" Carey was really surprised. "What a strange
coincidence that you should meet again--as I suppose you met--in
Littlefield."
"We met, yes," said Anstice, his eyes growing fierce at the remembrance
of their meeting. "But--well, as you will readily see, none of those
persons is in the least likely to have anything to do with the letters
we are discussing. I daresay Mrs. Carstairs may possibly know the
story--if her brother saw fit to hand it on to her. But so far as I know
they are the only people who do know it, and naturally we can write all
of them off the list of suspects at once."
"Quite so. I wonder"--Carey rose as he spoke--"I wonder if anyone else
has received one of those shameful letters? Of course should the matter
go no further there is not much real harm done, though of course----"
"Whether there are other letters or not the matter is going to be
thoroughly investigated," said Anstice resolutely; and Carey experienced
a disturbing and quite unusual pang of regret for his own vanished youth
and strength as he heard the ring of determination in the other man's
voice, noted the firm set of his lips and the proud and dauntless
gesture with which he threw back his head, his black eyes sparkling.
"Well, I shall follow the course of events with deep interest," he said,
striving as he spoke to fight down that unworthy sensation of envy of
another's superior equipment for the battle of life. "Of course I will
keep my own counsel; and in a few days at latest you should know whether
your enemy intends to strike again."
"It is very good of you to take an interest in the horrible affair."
Anstice was really grateful. "Must you go? You haven't given me much of
your company to-night."
"I must go--yes." His smile robbed the words of any discourtesy. "But
don't forget to call upon me if you want any help. And for the sake of
all concerned, but especially, if I may say so, for the sake of the poor
lady at Cherry Orchard, I trust you may be able to clear the matter up
for all the world to see."
"It is chiefly for Mrs. Carstairs' sake that I intend to do so,"
returned Anstice briefly. "Personally I don't care what may be said
about me; but I don't mean Mrs. Carstairs to be victimized further. And
if it costs me every penny I've got in the world the writer of these
letters shall be brought to book!"
And Fraser Carey agreed, mentally, with Sir Richard's estimation of Mrs.
Carstairs' new champion. But he went further than Sir Richard, in that
he found occasion to wonder whether after all this unexpected and
unwelcome repetition of the former anonymous campaign which had
convulsed Littlefield might not in the end prove the salvation of the
man against whom it was presumably directed.
Unlike Sir Richard, Carey was an observer of men, a student of human
nature, and he had not failed to notice the increased alertness which
had characterized Anstice this evening as he discussed the situation.
The rather bitter, indifferent look which generally clouded his face had
lifted, giving way to a brighter, more open expression; and the half
melancholy cynicism which Carey had deplored had vanished before the
eager determination to see an innocent and wronged woman righted in the
eyes of the world.
"The man has brooded so long over what he considers to be an injustice
of God that he has lost, temporarily, his sense of proportion," said
Carey to himself as he trudged, rather wearily, homeward. "But if he
devotes himself, as he seems anxious to do, to the service of a woman
who has suffered an equal injustice, though at the hands of man this
time, possibly he will forgot his own bitterness in the contemplation of
her marred life. And God, who is the God of Justice, whatever scoffers
may say, will bring the truth to light in His own good time. So the two
tragedies may react on one another; for the lives of all of us are bound
together by mysterious and undreamed-of links; and in the effort to free
the soul of a woman from its bondage his own soul may well find its
freedom."
But Fraser Carey was a mystic; and since the materialistic world looks
with suspicion on mysticism, it is probable that even Anstice, who knew
and respected him, would have heard his last speech with a passing
wonder that a man should hold so unpractical and untenable a view of
existence as the words would seem to imply.
CHAPTER III
Before he went to bed on the night of Carey's visit to him Anstice wrote
a letter to the expert recommended by his friend, inquiring whether an
appointment could be made for the following Friday afternoon; and on
Thursday night a laconic telegram arrived fixing three o'clock on Friday
for the suggested interview.
It had seemed to Anstice that a personal interview with the expert would
be far more satisfactory than a prolonged correspondence; and he hurried
through his work on Friday morning and caught the noon express to London
with a minute to spare.
He had the carriage to himself; and during the quick journey to town he
pored over the two specimens of handwriting which he was taking up for
examination until he was more than ever convinced that both were written
by the same hand.
Mr. Clive, the noted handwriting expert, had a flat in Lincoln's Inn;
and thither Anstice hastened in a taxi, arriving just as the clocks of
London were striking three; a feat in punctuality which possibly
accounted for the pleasant smile with which Mr. Clive greeted his
visitor.
The expert was a tall and thin person, with deep-set and brilliant eyes
hidden more or less by a pair of rimless eyeglasses; and Anstice was
suddenly and humorously reminded of the popular idea of a detective as
exemplified in Sherlock Holmes and his accomplished brethren.
When he smiled Mr. Clive lost his somewhat austere expression; and as
Anstice obeyed his invitation to enter his sitting-room the latter felt
that he had come to the right person with whom to discuss the problem of
these annoying letters.
"Now, Dr. Anstice." Clive pushed forward a chair for his visitor and
sank into another one himself, leaning back and joining his finger-tips
in a manner which again reminded Anstice involuntarily of the
super-detective. "I expect your time is as valuable as mine--probably
more so--and we won't waste it in preliminaries. I gather you have some
specimens of handwriting to submit to me?"
"Yes. I have two letters to show you." He drew them carefully from his
notebook. "What I want to know is, whether they were both written by the
same hand or not."
Mr. Clive unlaced his finger-tips and took the papers carefully from his
visitor; after which, rather to Anstice's amusement, he removed his
eyeglasses and proceeded to study the letters without their aid.
For several minutes he pored over them in silence, the letters spread
out on the table before him; and Anstice, watching, could make nothing
of the inscrutable expression on his face. Presently he rose, went to a
little cabinet at the end of the room, and took from it a small
magnifying glass, with whose aid he made a further study of the two
documents; after which he resumed his eyeglasses and turned to Anstice
with a smile.
"Your little problem is quite simple, Dr. Anstice," he said amiably. "As
soon as I looked at these letters I guessed them to be the work of one
hand. With the help of my glass I know my guess to be correct."
For a moment Anstice could not tell whether he were relieved or
disappointed by this confirmation of his own suspicions; but the expert
did not wait for his comments.
"If you will look through the glass you will see that the similarities
in many of the letters are so striking that there is really no possible
question as to their being written by one hand." He pushed the papers
and glass across to Anstice, who obediently bent over the table and
studied the letters as they lay before him. "For instance"--Clive moved
to Anstice's side and, leaning over his shoulder, pointed with a slim
finger--"that 'I' in India is identical with the one with which this
letter opens; and that 's' with its curly tail could not possibly have
been traced by any hand save that which wrote this one. There are other
points of resemblance--the spaces between the words, for instance--which
prove conclusively, to my mind at least, that the letters are the work
of one person; but I expect you have already formed an opinion of your
own on the subject."
"Yes," said Anstice. "To be frank, I have. I was quite sure in my own
mind that they were written by one person; but I wanted an expert
opinion. And now the only thing to be discovered is--who is that
person?"
Clive smiled.
"That is a different problem--and a more difficult one," he said
quietly. "These anonymous letters are very often exceedingly hard nuts
to crack. But probably you have someone in your mind's eye already."
"No," said Anstice quickly, moved by a sudden desire to enlist this
man's sympathy and possible help. "I'm completely in the dark. But I
intend to find out who wrote these things. I suppose"--for a second he
hesitated--"I suppose it isn't in your province to give me any possible
clue as to the identity of the writer?"
The other laughed rather dryly.
"I'm not a clairvoyant," he said, "and I can't tell from handling a
letter who wrote it, as the psychometrists profess to be able to do. But
I will tell you one or two points I have noted in connection with these
things." He flicked them rather disdainfully with his finger. "They are
written by a woman--and I should not wonder if that woman were a
foreigner."
"A foreigner?" Anstice was genuinely surprised. "I say, what makes you
think that? The writing is not foreign."
"No. You are right there inasmuch as the regulation writing of a
foreigner, French, Italian, Spanish, is fine and pointed in character,
while this is more round, more sprawling and clumsy. But"--he frowned
thoughtfully, and Anstice thought he looked more like Sherlock Holmes
than ever--"there is one point in connection with this last letter which
has evidently not struck you. Suppose you read it through carefully once
more, and see if you can discover something in it which appears a trifle
un-English, so to speak."
Anstice took the second letter as desired, and read it through
carefully, while Clive watched him with an interest which was not
feigned. Although Anstice had no suspicion of the fact, Clive, who had
travelled in India, had in the light of that letter identified his
visitor directly with the central figure in that bygone tragedy in
Alostan; and although, owing to his absence from England, Clive had not
been one of the experts consulted in the Carstairs case, it was not hard
for him to place the first letter as belonging to that notorious series
of anonymous scrawls which had roused so much interest in the Press a
couple of years before this date.
Just where the connection between the two cases came Clive could not
discover, but he had always felt a curiously strong sympathy with the
unknown man who had carried out a woman's wish just ten minutes too
soon, and he would willingly have helped Anstice to solve this problem
if he could have seen his way to find the solution.
Presently Anstice looked up rather apologetically.
"I'm awfully stupid, but I don't see what you mean about a
foreigner...."
Clive smiled.
"Don't you? Well, I'll explain. And after all I may be wrong, you know.
However, here goes." He bent down again and pointed to the word India,
which for some reason was set in inverted commas. "Don't you notice any
peculiarities about these commas? Think of the usual manner in which an
English writer uses them--and note the difference here."
Anstice studied the word with suddenly keen attention, and instantly
noted the peculiarity of which Clive had spoken.
"The first double comma, so to speak, is set below the line, and the
other one above. But English writers and printers use both above the
line. Isn't that so?"
"Yes. Whereas in the majority of French or Italian printing the commas
are set as they are here--a trick which, to my mind, points to the
strong probability, at least, of the writer of this letter being a
foreigner of sorts."
"Italian! Why----" Suddenly a vision of the woman with the Italian name,
Tochatti, Mrs. Carstairs' personal attendant, flashed into Anstice's
mind, and Clive's eyes grew still keener in expression as he noted the
eager tone in his visitor's voice.
"Well?" As Anstice paused the expert spoke quickly. "Does the suggestion
convey anything to your mind?"
"Yes," said Anstice. "It does. But the only Italian--or
half-Italian--person I know, a woman, by the way, is absolutely the last
one I could suspect in the matter."
"Really?" As he spoke Clive removed his eyeglasses once more and stared
with his brilliant eyes at the other man's face. "Don't forget that in
cases like these it is generally the last person to be suspected who
turns out to be the one responsible. Of course I don't know the facts of
the case, and my suggestions are therefore of little practical value. At
the same time the very fact that you are able at once to identify an
Italian in the case----"
"She is not altogether Italian," said Anstice slowly. "She's a
half-breed, so to speak--and I really can't in fairness suspect her,
devoted as she is to Mrs. Carstairs----"
He broke off abruptly, annoyed with himself for having betrayed so much;
but Clive's manner suddenly became more animated.
"See here, Dr. Anstice." He sat down again, and handed his cigarette
case to his visitor. "May I be frank with you?"
"Certainly." He accepted a cigarette and Clive resumed immediately.
"I think I am correct in assuming that the first letter is one of those
supposed--by some people--to have been written by Mrs. Carstairs, wife
of Major Carstairs of the Indian Army?"
"Yes." It would have been folly to deny the correctness of the
assumption.
"Well, I was not professionally interested in the case, but all along I
have had very grave doubts as to the course of justice in that unhappy
affair. And I have always thought the sentence was unjustifiably
severe."
Anstice's face cleared, and his manner lost its first stiffness.
"I am glad to hear you say so," he said heartily. "For my own part I am
perfectly convinced Mrs. Carstairs was absolutely innocent in the
matter. You see, I have the privilege of her acquaintance, and it would
be quite impossible for her to stoop to so low and degrading an action."
"Just so." For a second the expert wondered whether Dr. Anstice's
interest in Mrs. Carstairs arose from a purely personal dislike to see
an innocent woman unjustly accused or from some warmer feeling; but
after all it was no concern of his, and he dismissed that aspect of the
case from his mind for the present. "But I should like to ask you to
explain one thing to me. Would it have been possible for this Italian
woman of whom you speak to have written those former letters? I gather
that it is not altogether impossible, though I daresay improbable, for
her to be connected with this last one; but of course, if she must be
acquitted of any hand in the first, the clue drops to the ground at
once."
"Well"--for a second Anstice hesitated, then resolved to speak plainly.
"To tell you the truth, it would have been quite possible for her to be
mixed up in both affairs--save for one thing. The woman, is a servant in
the household of Mrs. Carstairs; but she's not only absolutely devoted
to her mistress, but is also unable to write even her name."
"What proof have you of that?" The question shot out so abruptly that
Anstice was genuinely startled.
"Proof? Well, the woman herself admits it, and certainly she has never
been seen to write so much as a word----"
"That does not prove she could not write quite well if she wished to,"
said Clive quietly. "People do strange things in this queer world of
ours, Dr. Anstice, as I expect you know considerably better than I do.
Have you never had an hysterical patient who declared she could not walk
and after being carried about for months has been discovered dancing a
fandango in her bedroom on the sly?"
He laughed and threw away his cigarette.
"Perhaps that's not quite a typical case, but you must have known of
many people who declare they have lost the use of one or more of their
faculties--possibly in order to gain sympathy from their friends?"
"Quite so." Anstice could not but admit the fact. "But as you say, in
these cases there is generally some definite object to be gained, even
if it is only the desire for sympathy. In this case, however, the motive
appears to be lacking, for I gather that long before the anonymous
letters began to arrive this woman had admitted her inability to handle
pen or pencil."
"Really? That complicates matters a little," said Clive thoughtfully.
"Though, of course, if the woman were a schemer it is possible she might
prepare the way, so to speak, for some time beforehand. In any case it
is an interesting problem. But I don't quite see why this
woman--supposing it to be she--? should start another campaign,
directed, this time, against you. Surely she can't want her mistress, to
whom you say she is devoted, to be suspected once more?"
"I don't know--I confess it is a problem beyond my powers to solve,"
said Anstice rather hopelessly; and Clive answered at once, with a kind
note in his voice.
"Don't say that, Dr. Anstice. All sorts of mysteries have come to light
sooner or later, you know, and it is quite on the cards this one may be
easier to solve than you think at present. At any rate, if I may give
you a word of advice, keep your eye on the Italian woman. I'll swear
those inverted commas are of foreign origin, and as a doctor you ought
to be able to find some way of penetrating through any imposition in the
way of pretence."
"Thanks," said Anstice, rather amused at this tribute to his powers.
"I'll do my best. Anyway, you have given me valuable help, and I'll
follow up this clue at once."
"Do--and let me know the result." Clive followed his visitor to the
door. "I really am genuinely interested in the case, and I shall be
pleased to hear from you how things progress."
They parted on mutually cordial terms, and an Anstice walked away he
began to feel as though, after all, this mystery might yet be solved;
though he was bound to confess that at present the introduction of
Tochatti's name merely complicated matters.
He had a couple of hours to fill in before repairing to the station, and
feeling in the mood for exercise, he set out for a brisk walk, careless
of whither his steps led him while he pondered over his recent interview
with Clive.
After the quiet and pastoral solitude of Littlefield London seemed
unpleasantly crowded and noisy. The reek of petrol was a poor substitute
for the clean country air, and the hoot of innumerable motors and 'buses
struck on his ear with new and singularly disagreeable force as he took
his way along Piccadilly.
Suddenly a noise considerably louder and more ominous than the rest
penetrated his hearing, and looking hastily round he saw that a
collision had taken place between a taxi-cab and a motor-van bearing the
name of a well-known firm in Oxford Street--with apparently tragic
results to the taxi-cab, which lurched in the road like a drunken man
vainly attempting to steer a straight course, and eventually toppled
half over on to the pavement, where it struck a lamp-post with a
terrific crash as it came to rest.
With the rapidity peculiar to the life of cities a crowd instantly began
to assemble; and as a burly policeman, notebook in hand, pushed through
the people, a middle-aged gentleman stepped, with some difficulty, out
of the wrecked cab, and stumbled forward on to the kerb, almost into the
arms of Anstice, who reached the spot at the same moment and caught him
as he staggered and seemed about to fall.
"Hold up, sir!" Anstice involuntarily gripped the gentleman's shoulder
to support him; and his friendly tone and prompt help apparently assured
the other man, who pulled himself together pluckily.
"Thanks, thanks!" He was white, and evidently had been somewhat upset,
for the taxi had swerved half across the road to the discomfort of its
occupant. "You are most kind. I am really not hurt, only a little
shaken. The driver of the van was entirely to blame--I hope, constable,
you will make all possible inquiries into the matter."
As a first step towards doing so the policeman stolidly requested the
speaker's name and address, and these having been furnished he proceeded
to interrogate the van-driver and the taxi-man, both of whom were only
too ready to pour out voluble explanations, each accusing the other of
carelessness with a freedom of language only known, apparently, to those
who have intimate acquaintance with the dark ways of motors and their
accompanying vices.
In the meantime the middle-aged gentleman turned to Anstice with a word
of gratitude for his timely support.
"You're sure you're not hurt?" Anstice thought the other man looked
oddly white. "I'm a doctor--and if I can do anything for you----"
"No, I'm really all right, thanks." He relinquished Anstice's arm, which
he had been unconsciously holding, and looked round him. "By good luck
I'm opposite my club, and if this fellow has finished with me I'll go in
and sit down."
The constable intimated that he had no further need of him for the
moment; and having asserted his readiness to appear in court in
connection with the case he turned back to Anstice.
"Will you come in and have a peg with me?" His invitation was cordial.
"I'm all alone--just back from India, and if you can spare five minutes,
I'll be glad of your company."
"Thanks." Anstice was curiously attracted towards the man. "I'm killing
time, waiting for a train, and I'll come with pleasure."
They went up the steps of the building outside which the accident had
occurred; and five minutes later his new friend, brushed and tidied,
every speck of dust removed from his well-cut suit, led him to a
comfortable corner of the smoking-room and invited him to take a seat,
calling to a waiter as they sat down.
"What will you drink--whisky-and-soda? Right--I'll have the same--a
large whisky for me," he said, as the man moved away. "I really feel as
though I want a stiff drink," he added, rather apologetically, to
Anstice.
"I expect you do--your taxi came a fearful bump on the kerb," said
Anstice, "You were lucky not to get shoved through the window."
"Yes--it was down, fortunately, or I might have got in quite a nasty
mess with cut glass." He hesitated a moment. "By the way, shall we
exchange cards? Here's mine, at any rate."
He laughed and pushed the slip of pasteboard over to Anstice, who
returned the courtesy before picking it up. But as the latter glanced at
it perfunctorily, with no premonition of the surprise in store for him,
the name he read thereon sent a sudden thrill through his veins; and he
uttered a quite involuntary exclamation which caused his companion to
look up in amazement.
For by one of those strange coincidences which happen every day, yet
never lose their strangeness, the man who sat opposite to Anstice on
this murky November afternoon was Chloe Carstairs' husband, Major
Carstairs.
CHAPTER IV
For a moment his _vis-à-vis_ regarded him with a very natural surprise.
Then:
"You seem a little astonished," he said, with a hint of stiffness in his
manner. "May I ask if my name is familiar to you? I don't think I
remember yours--though"--he stole another glance at the card, and his
brows drew together a little thoughtfully--"Now that I come to look at
it I do seem to have heard it before."
"I daresay you have, if you have lived in India. Unfortunately, my name
was pretty well known in that country once, for the proverbial nine
days." His voice was a little savage. "But don't trouble about _my_
name--let me admit at once that yours is perfectly familiar to me."
He broke off as the waiter approached with their glasses; and until he
had vanished Anstice said no more. Then he continued steadily:
"You see I am living at present in Littlefield; and I have the honour of
being acquainted with a lady bearing the same name as yourself."
"You mean my wife?" He spoke calmly; and Anstice found himself admiring
the other's composure. "Then you will be able to give me the latest news
of her and of my little daughter. Has she--Cherry, I mean--quite
recovered from that serious burning accident in September?"
"Quite, I think." For a second Anstice's heart was sick within him as he
remembered the night on which that accident had taken place; but he
stifled the memory and continued steadily. "She got over it splendidly,
and she is not marked by even the tiniest scar."
"That's a good thing." Major Carstairs took a drink from the contents of
his glass, and then, setting it down, looked Anstice squarely in the
face. "See here, Dr. Anstice, by a strange coincidence you and I have
been brought together this afternoon, and I should be very much obliged
if you will be kind enough to answer me one or two questions."
"I am quite ready to answer any questions you may care to ask, Major
Carstairs." Anstice sat upright and pushed aside his glass, and Major
Carstairs began at once.
"First of all, how long have you been in Littlefield?"
"A little over twelve months. I went there, to be exact, in September of
last year."
"I see. And you have been acquainted with Mrs. Carstairs during the
whole of that time?"
"Not quite. I first met Mrs. Carstairs in the spring, when I was called
in to attend her professionally."
"I see. As a doctor you will naturally be acquainted with many people in
the neighbourhood; and that being so"--Major Carstairs moistened his
lips and went heroically on--"you are of course familiar with my wife's
story--you know all about those damned anonymous letters--and their
sequel?"
"Yes." Anstice met his gaze fully. "I know the story, and I am glad of
this opportunity to assure you of my unswerving belief in Mrs.
Carstairs' innocence of the charge brought against her. I hope you don't
consider my assertion uncalled-for," he added hastily.
For a long moment Major Carstairs said nothing, gazing ahead of him
thoughtfully, and Anstice studied the face of Chloe Carstairs' husband
with deep interest.
He said to himself that this man was a gentlemen and a man of honour.
There was something about him, something dignified, reserved, a little
sad, which won Anstice's usually jealously-withheld sympathy at once;
and although he had hitherto pictured Major Carstairs as harsh,
unforgiving, narrow-minded, inasmuch as he could not bring himself to
believe his wife innocent of a degrading charge, now that he saw the man
himself, traced the lines in his face which spoke of tragedy, noted the
sadness in his eyes, and heard the gentle note in his voice as he spoke
of Chloe, Anstice was ready to swear that this man had not lightly
disbelieved his wife.
If he had left her, it had not been done easily. He had surely acted in
accordance with his lights, which would permit no compromise in a matter
of honour; and as he now sat opposite to Major Carstairs, Anstice felt a
strange new respect springing up in his heart for the man who had had
the courage to stand by his inward convictions, however terribly,
tragically mistaken those convictions might have been.
When at length that long pause ended, Anstice was surprised by the
manner of its ending.
Major Carstairs leaned across the little table and laid his
square-fingered hand, brown with the suns of India, on Anstice's arm.
"From the bottom of my heart I thank you for those words," he said
earnestly. "I am glad to know my wife has one friend, at least, in
Littlefield, who is able to believe in her innocence."
"She has more than one, sir," returned Anstice significantly, as
Carstairs withdrew his hand. "Sir Richard Wayne is as firmly convinced
as I that Mrs. Carstairs has been the victim of a cruel injustice.
And----"
"Sir Richard? Ah, yes, he was always a true friend to Chloe." He spoke
absently and for a second said no more. Then he suddenly bent forward
resolutely. "Dr. Anstice, I see you are to be trusted. Well, you have
doubtless heard that I left my wife because I could not bring myself to
acquit her of the charge brought against her. I don't know how much you
may have learned, but I give you my word the evidence against her
was--or appeared to be--overwhelming."
"So I have heard." Anstice's tone was strictly non-committal, and after
a glance at his impassive face Carstairs went on speaking.
"You must forgive me for reminding you that Mrs. Carstairs never
categorically denied the charges made. That is to say, she implied that
any such denial was, or should be, unnecessary; and it seemed as though
her pride forbade her realizing how unsatisfactory her silence was--to
others."
"Forgive me, Major Carstairs." Anstice took advantage of a momentary
pause. "May I not just suggest that a categorical denial was
unnecessary? Surely to anyone who knew her, Mrs. Carstairs' silence must
have been sufficient refutation of the charge?"
He was almost sorry for his impulsive words when he noted their effect.
Major Carstairs' naturally florid complexion turned grey; and his whole
face grew suddenly aged. In that moment Anstice felt that his speech,
with its implied rebuke, had been both impertinent and unjust; yet he
hardly knew how to repair his error without committing still another
breach of good taste.
Accordingly he said nothing; and after a moment had passed Major
Carstairs spoke with something of an effort.
"I am glad to see my wife has found a champion in you," he said, with a
smile which Anstice felt to be forced. "And even although as a partisan
of hers you naturally think me cruel and unjust, may I ask you to
believe that I would give years--literally years--of my life to be able
to think myself mistaken in my first judgment of that unhappy affair!"
The note of passion in the last words moved Anstice powerfully; and he
forgot his own delicate position in a sudden quite unusual desire to
justify himself.
"Major Carstairs, forgive me if I seem to you impertinent, meddlesome. I
know quite well that this is no business of mine, but--but I know Mrs.
Carstairs, and I know she has been made bitterly unhappy by this
wretched misunderstanding. And I am sure, as sure as I am that you and I
sit here to-day, that she never wrote one word of all those beastly
letters--why, I can almost prove it to you, if you really care for such
proof--and then----"
He stopped short, arrested by the change in Carstairs' face. His eyes
suddenly blazed with a new and startling fire; and the hand which had
been idly playing with a glass clenched itself into a determined fist.
"My God, man, what are you saying? If you can prove my wife to be
innocent, why in God's name do you let me sit here in Purgatory?"
"I ... I said almost----" Anstice positively stammered, so taken by
surprise was he.
"Well, that's enough to be going on with." Carstairs spoke resolutely.
"Look here, I'll tell you something I meant to keep to myself. For the
last two months--ever since I received my wife's short and formal letter
telling me of Cherry's accident--I've been haunted by the thought that
perhaps after all I was mistaken--frightfully, appallingly mistaken, in
the conclusion I came to at the time of the trial. At first I was
convinced, as you know, that the verdict was the only possible one; and,
although it nearly killed me, I could do nothing but leave her and
return to India alone. But in the last few weeks I have asked myself
whether after all I have not made a terrible mistake. Supposing my wife
were innocent, that her silence were the only possible course open to a
proud and honourable woman ... supposing that a grievous wrong had been
done, and the real writer of those letters allowed to escape scot-free.
Oh, there were endless suppositions once I began to dwell on the
possibility of my wife's absolute ignorance of the vile things ... and
when at last I was able to sail for England I came home with the full
determination to go into the matter once more, to rake up, if necessary,
the whole sad affair from the beginning, and see whether there were not
some other solution to the mystery than the one I was forced to accept
at the time of the trial."
"You mean that, sir?" Anstice spoke eagerly, and the other man nodded.
"Then I'm bound to say I think it is something more than coincidence
that has brought us together to-day. I'm not a religious fellow, and I
always feel that if there be a God He went back on me years ago in a way
I had not deserved, but I do think that there is something more than
chance in our meeting; and if good comes out of it, and the truth is
brought to light, well"--he laughed with a sudden gaiety that surprised
himself--"I'll forget my old grudge against the Almighty and admit there
is justice in the world after all!"
"Dr. Anstice," said Carstairs, "I don't understand you. Would you mind
explaining a little more clearly just what you mean? Why should a
meeting between you and me be anything more than the prelude--as I hope
it may be--to a very pleasant friendship? I honour your belief in my
wife, but when you speak of proof----"
"Look here, Major Carstairs." With a sudden resolve Anstice pulled his
note-case out of his pocket and extracted two sheets of thin paper
therefrom. "You will probably be surprised when I tell you that those
infernal letters have started again, and this time I am the person
honoured by the writer's malicious accusations."
"The letters have started again? And you are the victim? But----"
"Well, look at this charming epistle sent to a certain gentleman in
Littlefield a day or two ago." Anstice handed across the letter he had
received from Sir Richard Wayne, and Major Carstairs took the sheet
gingerly, as though afraid of soiling his fingers by mere contact with
the paper.
He read the letter through, and then looked at Anstice with a new
expression in his eyes, which were so oddly reminiscent of Cherry's
brown orbs.
"Dr. Anstice, were you the hero of that unfortunate episode in the hills
a few years ago?"
Anstice nodded.
"I was the hero, if you put it so. Personally I should say I feel more
like the villain of the piece. That, anyway, is how the writer of this
letter regards me."
"Oh, that's nonsense." He spoke authoritatively. "You could have done
nothing else, and I think myself you showed any amount of pluck in
carrying out the girl's request. You and I, who have been in India, know
what strange and terrible things happen out there; and I tell you
plainly that if I had been that unfortunate girl's brother, or father, I
should have thanked you from the bottom of my heart for having the
courage to do as you did."
Now it was Anstice's turn to change colour. These words, so heartily
spoken, spoken, moreover, by a man who knew the world, whose
commendation carried weight by reason of the speaker's position, fell
with an indescribably soothing touch on the sore places in Anstice's
soul, and in that moment his inward wound received its first impetus
towards healing.
He threw back his head with something of the old proud gesture which was
now so rarely seen, and his voice, as he replied, held a new note of
confidence.
"Thanks awfully, sir." His manner was almost boyish. "You have no idea
what it means to me to hear you say that. Of course I acted as I did,
meaning it for the best, but things turned out so tragically wrong----"
"That was not your fault." Major Carstairs' reply was decisive. "And
anyone who ventures to criticize your action proclaims himself a fool.
As for the stupid accusations in this letter, well, I should say no one
would give them a second's credence."
"Well, I did venture to hope that my few friends would not believe it,"
returned Anstice, smiling. "And if I had only myself to consider I
should not bother my head about it. But you see there is someone
else----"
"You mean Mrs. Carstairs?" His manner was suddenly brisk. "Quite so. Of
course a second series of letters would remind the neighbourhood of the
first. Well, if you can bring yourself to allow me to have that letter I
will submit it to one of those handwriting fellows----"
Anstice interrupted him abruptly.
"I've already done so. And the report of the expert I consulted--a
well-known man of the name of Clive--is that both these letters were
written by the same hand."
"Ah! And did the expert utter any further authoritative dicta on the
matter?"
"He gave me two--possible--clues." Anstice spoke slowly. "The letters
are, he says, probably written by a woman, and there is a strong
presumption in favour of that woman being a foreigner--for instance"--he
paused--"an Italian."
"An Italian?" For a second Major Carstairs looked blank. Then a ray of
light illumined his mental horizon. "I say, you're not thinking of my
wife's maid, old Tochatti, are you?"
"Well"--he spoke deliberately--"to tell you the truth, ever since Clive
suggested a foreigner, I _have_ been wondering whether the woman
Tochatti could have anything to do with the letters."
"But old Tochatti! Why, she is absolutely devoted to my wife--been with
her for years, ever since she was a child. No, believe me, Dr. Anstice,
you must write Tochatti off the list."
"Very well." Anstice mentally reserved the right to his own opinion. "As
you say, the woman certainly appears devoted both to Mrs. Carstairs and
the child. But I'm sure you will agree it is wise to leave no clue
uninvestigated in so serious a matter?"
"Quite so. And you may rest assured the matter shall be thoroughly
investigated. By the way, you said something about a train. Are you
returning to Littlefield to-night?"
"Yes. And it's time I was moving on," said Anstice, glancing at his
watch. "Shall I have the pleasure of your company on the journey?"
"Not to-night. I have one or two matters to attend to in town, and I
must write and prepare Mrs. Carstairs for my visit. But I shall
certainly be down shortly, and I hope I may have the pleasure of meeting
you again before very long."
"I hope we may meet soon," said Anstice heartily, and Major Carstairs
escorted his guest to the steps of the Club, where he took a cordial
farewell of him and stood watching the tall figure swing along
Piccadilly with the stride of an athlete.
"So that's the fellow there was all the '_gup_' about." Major Carstairs
had heard the story of Hilda Ryder's death discussed a good many times
during his sojourn in India. "A thoroughly decent chap, I should say,
and it's deuced hard luck on him to go through life with a memory of
that sort rankling in his soul. Ah, well, we all have our private
memories--ghosts which haunt us and will not be laid; and at least there
is no disgrace in that story of his. At the worst it could only be
called a miscalculation--a mistake. But what if my mistake has been a
more grievous one--what if Chloe is innocent and I have misjudged her
cruelly? If that should be so," said Major Carstairs, "then my ghost
will never be laid. The man who shot Hilda Ryder will be forgiven for
his too hasty deed. But for a mistake such as mine there could be no
forgiveness."
And as he turned to re-enter the club his face looked suddenly haggard
and old.
CHAPTER V
The more Anstice pondered over the matter of the anonymous letters, the
more inclined he was to believe that the woman Tochatti was one of the
prime movers, if not the sole participator, in the affair.
Leaving the subject of motive out of the question for the moment, it was
evident that Tochatti, of all the household, would have the most free
access to her mistress' writing-table or bureau; and Anstice knew,
through a chance word, that on the occasion of Mrs. Carstairs' fatal
visit to Brighton, she had been accompanied by her maid.
True, the woman was supposed, by those around her, to be incapable of
writing, even to the extent of signing her name; but, as the export had
pointed out in the course of the interview, it was not unknown for a
person to deny the possession of some faculty, either from a desire to
gain sympathy or from some other and less creditable reason.
The question of motive, however, was a more complicated one. Why should
this woman seek to injure her mistress in the first place, and having
done her an irrevocable wrong--always supposing Tochatti to be the
culprit--why should she seek now to bring dishonour on a man who had
never, to his knowledge, done her any harm?
The thing seemed, on the face of it, absurd; yet somehow Anstice could
not relinquish his very strong notion that Tochatti was in reality at
the bottom of the business, and on the Sunday following his visit to Mr.
Clive he walked over to Greengates to discuss the matter with Sir
Richard Wayne.
Sir Richard was almost pathetically pleased to see his visitor, for he
missed his pretty daughter sorely, and he welcomed Anstice cordially on
this foggy November afternoon.
Over their cigars in Sir Richard's cosy sanctum Anstice gave him an
outline of his visit to the handwriting expert and the conclusions to be
drawn therefrom--a narrative to which Sir Richard listened with close
attention; and when Anstice had finished his story the older man took up
the subject briskly.
"You really think this woman may be implicated? Of course, as you say,
she would have opportunities for tampering with Mrs. Carstairs'
belongings; but still--the question of motive----"
"I quite realize that difficulty, Sir Richard. But I confess to a very
strong feeling of distrust for the woman since visiting Clive. He
suggested almost at once that the writer was a foreigner, and Tochatti
is about the only foreign, or half-foreign, person in Littlefield, I
should say."
"Quite so." Sir Richard leaned back in his chair and placed his
finger-tips together in a judicial attitude. "Well, let us consider the
question of motive a little more fully. If the writer really were
Tochatti, we must suppose her to be actuated by some strong feeling. The
question is, what feeling would be sufficiently strong to drive her to a
deed of this nature?"
He paused; but Anstice, having no suggestion to make, kept silence, and
Sir Richard went on with his speech.
"Generally speaking, in the character of a woman of a Southern nature,
we find one or two strongly-marked attributes. One is a capacity for
love, equalled only by a capacity for hatred. Of course Tochatti is only
half Italian, but personally I distrust what we may call half-breeds
even more than the real thing. You know the old proverb, 'An Englishman
Italianate He is a devil incarnate'--and I believe there is some truth
in the words."
"I share your distrust for half-breeds," said Anstice fervently. "And in
this case, although she speaks excellent English as a rule, it always
seems to me that Tochatti is more than half Italian. Do you agree with
me?"
"I do--and that's why I distrust her," returned Sir Richard grimly. "I
confess I don't like the women of the Latin races--those of the lower
classes, anyway. A woman of that sort who is supplanted by a rival is
about the most dangerous being on the face of the earth. She sticks at
nothing--carries a knife in her garter, a phial of poison in her
handbag, and will quite cheerfully sacrifice her own life if she may
mutilate or destroy the aforesaid hated rival."
"So I have always understood. But in this case, if you will excuse me
pointing it out, there is no possibility of love entering into it. To
begin with, Tochatti is a middle-aged woman; and of course there could
not be any question of rivalry between her and her mistress."
"Oh, of course not. I was speaking generally," Sir Richard reminded him.
"But there are other reasons for jealousy besides the primary reason,
love. You know, in the case of these last letters, which are certainly
actuated by some very real spite against you ... why, what's the matter
now?" For Anstice had uttered an exclamation which sounded almost
exultant.
"By Jove, sir, I believe I've got it--the reason why the woman should
feel spiteful towards me!" In his excitement he threw away his cigar,
half-smoked, and Sir Richard, noting the action, guessed that an
important revelation was at hand.
"You've got it, eh?" Sir Richard sat upright in his chair. "Well, may I
hear it? It's no secret, I suppose?"
"Secret? Heavens, no--but how intensely stupid I've been not to think of
it before!"
"Go on--you're rousing my curiosity," said Sir Richard as Anstice came
to a sudden stop. "Tell me how on earth you have managed to rouse the
woman's spite. Personally, seeing how cleverly you pulled her adored
Cherry through that illness of hers, I should have thought she would
have extended her devotion to you."
"That's just how the trouble began," rejoined Anstice quickly. "You
remember how the child set herself on fire one night in September?"
"Yes--on the night before Iris' wedding day." In spite of himself
Anstice winced, and the other man noted the fact and wondered. "Set fire
to herself with a candle, didn't she?"
"Yes--and Tochatti put out the flames somehow, burning one of her hands
in the process."
"Did she? I had forgotten that."
"Yes--with the result that she was not able to take her fair share of
nursing the child, and I accordingly installed a nurse."
"Yes, I remember--a bonny girl, with a voice as soft as the coo of a
wood-pigeon."
"Just so. Well, I--or rather Mrs. Carstairs--had a pitched battle with
Tochatti before she would consent to Nurse Trevor being engaged; and the
girl herself told me that the woman did her very best to make her life
unbearable while she was at Cherry Orchard."
"The deuce she did! But if she were really incapacitated----"
"She was; but with the unreasonableness of women--some women," he
corrected himself hastily, "she resented her enforced helplessness, and
looking back I can recall very well how she used to scowl at me when I
visited Cherry."
"Really! You're not imagining it?"
"I'm not an imaginative person," returned Anstice dryly. "I assure you
it was no fancy of mine. She used to answer any questions I put to her
with a most irritating sullenness; and once or twice even Mrs. Carstairs
reproved her--before me--for her unpleasant manner."
"You think that would be sufficient to account for the animus against
you displayed in these letters?"
"Honestly, I do. You see, luckily or unluckily, the child took a great
fancy to Nurse Trevor; and being ill and consequently rather spoilt, she
behaved capriciously towards her former beloved Tochatti--with the
result that the woman hated the nurse--and hated me the more for having
introduced her into the household."
Sir Richard nodded meditatively.