CHAPTER XII

Chloe Carstairs had not been among the guests at Greengates that

afternoon. In vain had Sir Richard and Lady Laura invited her, in vain

had Iris added her entreaties. On this point Chloe was adamant, and

although her brother argued with her for an hour or more on the

advisability of making her reappearance in Littlefield society under the

aegis of the Waynes, she merely shook her head with an inscrutable

smile.

"If I cared to re-enter Littlefield society," she said calmly, "I should

have done so long ago. But I am really so indifferent to those people

that I have no desire to meet them, even as a guest at Greengates."

"I didn't suppose you wanted to meet them--for your own sake," retorted

her brother, "for a duller and more stupid set of people were never

born; but as Iris is to be your sister-in-law I think you might stretch

a point and go with me to Greengates this afternoon."

But Chloe shook her head.

"No, Bruce. I am sorry to disappoint you, but it cannot be done. As you

know, I am fond of Iris"--knowing his sister Bruce was quite satisfied

with this moderate expression of her affection--"but I won't go to

Greengates to-day, nor to the wedding to-morrow. If you like to bring

Iris down to say good-bye this evening when all the people are gone I

shall like to see her."

"All right." Bruce gave up the contest. "I'm staying on--quietly--to

dinner; but I'll bring her down for half an hour afterwards."

"Very well." Chloe rose from the breakfast-table as she spoke, and

sauntered to the window, from whence she looked over the pretty

garden with appreciative eyes. "It is lucky the weather is so

beautiful--Greengates will look at its best on a day like this."

And Bruce agreed heartily as he stepped on to the lawn to enjoy his

after-breakfast pipe.

* * * * *

True to his promise Bruce motored his _fiancée_ over to Cherry Orchard

in the gloaming of the September evening, after a somewhat protracted

argument with Lady Laura, whose sense of propriety was, so she averred,

outraged by the project.

Sir Richard, however, to whom the loss of his only daughter was a deep

though hidden grief, gave his consent readily enough when he saw that

Iris really wished to bid her friend good-bye; and making Bruce promise

to bring her back in good time he himself went to the door to pack them

safely into the motor.

"Take care of her, Bruce--she is very precious to me!" He laid his hand

on the young man's arm, and his voice held an appeal which Bruce

involuntarily answered.

"Trust me, sir!" There was a note of rather unusual feeling in his tone.

"She can't be more precious to you than she is to me!"

And with the words he got his car in motion and glided away down the

dusky, scented avenue beneath the tall trees which had not, as yet, put

off their summer tints for their autumn livery of scarlet and gold.

Somehow they did not talk much as they sped on through the cool,

perfumed night. Both, indeed, felt a sense of shyness in each other's

company on this last evening; and it was with something like relief that

they realized they were at Cherry Orchard in less time than they

generally allowed for the little journey.

The hall door, as usual, stood hospitably open; but there was no sign of

Chloe, waiting for them with her gracious welcome; and as they crossed

the threshold both felt instinctively that something was wrong.

A moment later their suspicions were confirmed, for Hagyard, the

manservant, who adored both his mistress and her small daughter, came

forward to meet them with an air of relief which did not conceal the

anxiety in his whole bearing.

"Mr. Cheniston--sir--there's been an accident--Miss Cherry--she's

burnt----"

"Burnt!" Iris and Bruce echoed the word simultaneously; and the man

hurried on.

"Yes, sir, yes, miss--Miss Cherry got playing with matches--Tochatti

left her alone for a moment when she did not ought to have done"--in his

distress his usual correctness of speech and deportment fell away from

Hagyard, leaving him a mere human man--"and Miss Cherry's dress--a

little flimsy bit of muslin it was, caught fire, and before it was put

out she'd got burned----"

"Where is Mrs. Carstairs?"

"Upstairs with Miss Cherry, sir. We've been ringing up the doctor--but

we can't get no answer----"

Bruce cut him short without ceremony.

"Come, Iris, let's see what's to be done. We can go ourselves and fetch

the doctor, anyway."

Together they ran up the broad staircase, and Bruce led the way to

Cherry's little room, where, as he guessed, the child was lying.

As they entered Chloe Carstairs looked round; and her eyes appeared

almost black, so dilated were the pupils.

"Bruce!" Her deep voice held a note of relief. "You have come at

last--now perhaps we can do something for the child."

"Is she badly burnt?" Iris approached softly and stood looking down at

the moaning little figure in the bed.

"Yes." Chloe's manner was impressive by reason of its very quietness.

"She is--very badly burnt, and until the doctor comes we can do so

little...."

"You have done _something_ for her?"

"Oh, yes--Tochatti and I have done all we can, but"--for a second

Chloe's face quivered--"we can't do anything more, and I'm afraid if

something isn't done soon----"

The child on the bed gave a sudden convulsive cry, and Chloe's white

face grew still paler.

"You see--she's in horrible pain, and--oh, why doesn't the doctor come?

We've rung up again and again, and they've never answered!"

"Shall we go and fetch him, Chloe? The car's here, and we'll bring him

back in no time!" He turned to Iris. "You'll come?"

She hesitated.

"Won't you go--and I'll stay here?"

Chloe looked up at that.

"No, Iris. I don't want you to stay--yet. Go with Bruce, and when you

come back you shall stay--if you will."

"Very well." Iris deemed it best to do as she was requested. "We will

go--immediately--we shall soon be back."

They ran downstairs together as swiftly as they had run up a few minutes

earlier; and in an incredibly short space of time the car was flying

through the sweet night air once more.

Arriving at the Gables they could win no response to their ringing; but

it was imperative they should gain an entrance; and so it came about

that the first time Iris entered Anstice's house she entered it

unheralded, and unwelcomed by any friendly greeting.

So, too, it came about that when Anstice at last awoke to the fact that

there were other human beings in the house beside himself he realized,

with a pang of consternation and amazement sufficiently sharp to pierce

even through the fog which clouded his spirit, that one of his uninvited

guests was the girl from whom, a few short hours earlier, he had parted,

as he thought, for ever.

He half rose from the couch on which he crouched, and stared at the

advancing figures with haunted eyes.

"I ... I ..." His voice, husky, uncertain, brought both his visitors to

a halt; and for a wild moment he fancied that after all they were no

real beings, only more than usually vivid shadows, projected visions

from the whirling phantasmagoria of his brain. The light behind them,

streaming in through the open door, confused him, made him feel as

though this were all a trick of the nerves, a kind of chaotic nightmare;

and with a muttered curse at his own folly in imagining for one moment

that Iris Wayne herself stood before him, he fell back on the couch and

closed his aching eyes wearily.

"Anstice--I say, you're wanted--badly--at Cherry Orchard." Surely that

was Bruce Cheniston's voice which beat upon his ears until it reached

his inner sense. Yet what was that he was saying ... something about an

accident ... to Cherry ... but the time of cherries was over ... surely

now the summer was dead ... he was cold, bitterly cold, the fire must be

out, his teeth were chattering ... there was a mist before his eyes....

"Dr. Anstice, is anything the matter? Are you ill?"

That voice belonged to no one on earth but Iris Wayne, yet that

insubstantial grey shadow which seemed to speak was only another ghost,

a figment of his overwrought brain. He wished--how he wished--that these

ghosts would leave him, would return to the haunted place whence they

came and allow him to sink once more into the blessed oblivion from

which they called him with their thin, far-away voices....

"It's no use, Iris!" Cheniston spoke abruptly, puzzled by the other

man's strange behaviour, to which as yet he could assign no cause. "The

man's asleep--or dazed--or--or"--suddenly a suspicion swept into his

brain--"or perhaps there's a less creditable cause for this

extraordinary behaviour."

"What do you mean, Bruce?" Iris' grey eyes dilated and her face

blanched. "Is he--ill--or----"

"I am not--ill, Miss Wayne." Somehow he had caught her words, her dear

voice had penetrated through the fog which enveloped his senses. "Don't,

please, be afraid.... I ... I am only ..."

"Anyway you're not fit to speak to a lady," cut in Cheniston incisively.

"We came to fetch you to Cherry Orchard; there's been on accident, my

little niece is badly hurt and Mrs. Carstairs wanted you--but it's

evident you're not in a fit state to come...."

Once more the fog lifted for a moment; and although he felt everything

to be whirling round him Anstice rose unsteadily to his feet and faced

his accuser.

Through the open door the light streamed on to his haggard face; and as

she saw the ravages which suffering had wrought in him Iris uttered an

exclamation.

"Don't be afraid, Miss Wayne." He could only, it seemed, repeat himself.

"I ... I didn't expect any one coming here." He spoke slowly, a pause

between each word. "I ... if there's anything--I can do----"

"There isn't--unless you can pull yourself together sufficiently to come

to Cherry Orchard," said Cheniston coldly. "And judging from your

appearance you can't do that."

The contempt in his voice stung Anstice momentarily into self-defence.

"What are you implying?" He spoke a little more clearly now, "I ... I

believe after all I'm ill--but----"

At that moment Bruce's eyes, roving here and there, caught sight of a

small decanter of brandy which stood on the table at his elbow. As a

matter of fact it had been brought there for a patient whose nerves had

failed him, earlier in the day, on hearing what practically amounted to

a sentence of death; but to Cheniston the innocent object appeared as

the confirmation of his suspicions, and his lip curled.

"Come along, Iris." His disdain was cruel. "We must go and find some one

else--some one who hasn't fuddled his wits like our friend here."

Iris' eyes, following his, had seen the brandy; and in a flash of

insight she knew what he meant. But before she could speak, could utter

the denial which trembled on her lips, Anstice himself interposed.

"You are mistaken, Cheniston." He still spoke haltingly, but his eyes

looked less dim than they had done a moment ago. "That"--he pointed to

the decanter--"is not my particular vice. I confess I am not myself

to-night; and I fear I'm not capable of attending any one for the

present; but it is not brandy which is responsible, I assure you of

that."

He stopped, feeling suddenly that the effort of speech was too much for

him. A terrible dizziness was overwhelming him ... he had only one

desire on earth, that Iris Wayne would leave him, that he might sink

down on to the couch again, and let the fathomless sea which was surging

round him drown his soul and senses in its rolling flood....

Yet by a great effort he stood upright, steadying himself by the edge of

the table; and through all his mental and physical misery he saw Iris'

grey eyes fixed upon his face with a great pity in their depths.

"Dr. Anstice"--regardless of Bruce's presence she took up the hypodermic

syringe which lay on the table, gleaming in a strong beam of light which

streamed through the open door--"you have been trying _this_ way

out--again?"

Her voice, which held no condemnation, only an overwhelming compassion,

drove back for a moment those cruel waves which surged around him; and

when he answered her his voice was almost steady.

"Yes, Miss Wayne. I ... I could find no other way, and so--I took this

one."

Iris placed the syringe down gently on the table, and her eyes were full

of tears.

"Dr. Anstice, I'm sorry," she said in a low tone; and the pity in her

voice nearly broke his heart.

"Miss Wayne--I----"

What he would have said she never knew; for Bruce Cheniston broke in

angrily, annoyed by a scene to which he held no key.

"Look here, Iris, we mustn't waste time. Cherry's badly hurt, and since

Dr. Anstice can't come someone else must be found. Come along, we'll be

off and find another doctor--one who can be relied upon."

The mists were closing in on Anstice once more, the hungry sea which

billowed round him threatened to engulf him body and soul. Yet he

thought he heard Iris striving to silence Cheniston's cruel words, he

could have sworn he saw her eyes, big with tears, shining through the

mist which kept him from her; and with a mental effort which turned him

cold he spoke once more to her before she left him.

"Miss Wayne ... please don't condemn me altogether ... I did not give in

at once ... but this seemed--before God, I thought it was the only way

out--to-night...."

And then the miracle happened. Regardless of the man who stood fuming by

her side, Iris laid her soft hand on Anstice's arm and spoke one last

gentle word.

"Dr. Anstice, I believe you--and good-bye! But--oh, do, do remember--for

my sake let me ask you to remember that this is _not_ the true way out!"

And then, as Cheniston took her arm impatiently to lead her away, she

smiled through the tears which threatened to blind her, and went out

from his presence without one reproachful word.

* * * * *

When she had gone he stood gazing after her for a long moment, and the

look in his face would have broken the heart of a woman who had loved

him. Then, with a despairing feeling that now nothing mattered in all

the world, he sank down again on the couch and let the flood overwhelm

him as it would.

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