I became a little impatient but without raising my tone:

"What thing?" I asked. "The liability to get penal servitude is so far

like genius that it isn't hereditary. And what else can be objected to

the girl? All the energy of her deeper feelings, which she would use up

vainly in the danger and fatigue of a struggle with society may be turned

into devoted attachment to the man who offers her a way of escape from

what can be only a life of moral anguish. I don't mention the physical

difficulties."

Glancing at Fyne out of the corner of one eye I discovered that he was

attentive. He made the remark that I should have said all this to his

wife. It was a sensible enough remark. But I had given Mrs. Fyne up. I

asked him if his impression was that his wife meant to entrust him with a

letter for her brother?

No. He didn't think so. There were certain reasons which made Mrs. Fyne

unwilling to commit her arguments to paper. Fyne was to be primed with

them. But he had no doubt that if he persisted in his refusal she would

make up her mind to write.

"She does not wish me to go unless with a full conviction that she is

right," said Fyne solemnly.

"She's very exacting," I commented. And then I reflected that she was

used to it. "Would nothing less do for once?"

"You don't mean that I should give way--do you?" asked Fyne in a whisper

of alarmed suspicion.

As this was exactly what I meant, I let his fright sink into him. He

fidgeted. If the word may be used of so solemn a personage, he wriggled.

And when the horrid suspicion had descended into his very heels, so to

speak, he became very still. He sat gazing stonily into space bounded by

the yellow, burnt-up slopes of the rising ground a couple of miles away.

The face of the down showed the white scar of the quarry where not more

than sixteen hours before Fyne and I had been groping in the dark with

horrible apprehension of finding under our hands the shattered body of a

girl. For myself I had in addition the memory of my meeting with her.

She was certainly walking very near the edge--courting a sinister

solution. But, now, having by the most unexpected chance come upon a

man, she had found another way to escape from the world. Such world as

was open to her--without shelter, without bread, without honour. The

best she could have found in it would have been a precarious dole of pity

diminishing as her years increased. The appeal of the abandoned child

Flora to the sympathies of the Fynes had been irresistible. But now she

had become a woman, and Mrs. Fyne was presenting an implacable front to a

particularly feminine transaction. I may say triumphantly feminine. It

is true that Mrs. Fyne did not want women to be women. Her theory was

that they should turn themselves into unscrupulous sexless nuisances. An

offended theorist dwelt in her bosom somewhere. In what way she expected

Flora de Barral to set about saving herself from a most miserable

existence I can't conceive; but I verify believe that she would have

found it easier to forgive the girl an actual crime; say the rifling of

the Bournemouth old lady's desk, for instance. And then--for Mrs. Fyne

was very much of a woman herself--her sense of proprietorship was very

strong within her; and though she had not much use for her brother, yet

she did not like to see him annexed by another woman. By a chit of a

girl. And such a girl, too. Nothing is truer than that, in this world,

the luckless have no right to their opportunities--as if misfortune were

a legal disqualification. Fyne's sentiments (as they naturally would be

in a man) had more stability. A good deal of his sympathy survived.

Indeed I heard him murmur "Ghastly nuisance," but I knew it was of the

integrity of his domestic accord that he was thinking. With my eyes on

the dog lying curled up in sleep in the middle of the porch I suggested

in a subdued impersonal tone: "Yes. Why not let yourself be persuaded?"

I never saw little Fyne less solemn. He hissed through his teeth in

unexpectedly figurative style that it would take a lot to persuade him to

"push under the head of a poor devil of a girl quite sufficiently

plucky"--and snorted. He was still gazing at the distant quarry, and I

think he was affected by that sight. I assured him that I was far from

advising him to do anything so cruel. I am convinced he had always

doubted the soundness of my principles, because he turned on me swiftly

as though he had been on the watch for a lapse from the straight path.

"Then what do you mean? That I should pretend!"

"No! What nonsense! It would be immoral. I may however tell you that

if I had to make a choice I would rather do something immoral than

something cruel. What I meant was that, not believing in the efficacy of

the interference, the whole question is reduced to your consenting to do

what your wife wishes you to do. That would be acting like a gentleman,

surely. And acting unselfishly too, because I can very well understand

how distasteful it may be to you. Generally speaking, an unselfish

action is a moral action. I'll tell you what. I'll go with you."

He turned round and stared at me with surprise and suspicion. "You would

go with me?" he repeated.

"You don't understand," I said, amused at the incredulous disgust of his

tone. "I must run up to town, to-morrow morning. Let us go together.

You have a set of travelling chessmen."

His physiognomy, contracted by a variety of emotions, relaxed to a

certain extent at the idea of a game. I told him that as I had business

at the Docks he should have my company to the very ship.

"We shall beguile the way to the wilds of the East by improving

conversation," I encouraged him.

"My brother-in-law is staying at an hotel--the Eastern Hotel," he said,

becoming sombre again. "I haven't the slightest idea where it is."

"I know the place. I shall leave you at the door with the comfortable

conviction that you are doing what's right since it pleases a lady and

cannot do any harm to anybody whatever."

"You think so? No harm to anybody?" he repeated doubtfully.

"I assure you it's not the slightest use," I said with all possible

emphasis which seemed only to increase the solemn discontent of his

expression.

"But in order that my going should be a perfectly candid proceeding I

must first convince my wife that it isn't the slightest use," he objected

portentously.

"Oh, you casuist!" I said. And I said nothing more because at that

moment Mrs. Fyne stepped out into the porch. We rose together at her

appearance. Her clear, colourless, unflinching glance enveloped us both

critically. I sustained the chill smilingly, but Fyne stooped at once to

release the dog. He was some time about it; then simultaneously with his

recovery of upright position the animal passed at one bound from

profoundest slumber into most tumultuous activity. Enveloped in the

tornado of his inane scurryings and barkings I took Mrs. Fyne's hand

extended to me woodenly and bowed over it with deference. She walked

down the path without a word; Fyne had preceded her and was waiting by

the open gate. They passed out and walked up the road surrounded by a

low cloud of dust raised by the dog gyrating madly about their two

figures progressing side by side with rectitude and propriety, and (I

don't know why) looking to me as if they had annexed the whole country-

side. Perhaps it was that they had impressed me somehow with the sense

of their superiority. What superiority? Perhaps it consisted just in

their limitations. It was obvious that neither of them had carried away

a high opinion of me. But what affected me most was the indifference of

the Fyne dog. He used to precipitate himself at full speed and with a

frightful final upward spring upon my waistcoat, at least once at each of

our meetings. He had neglected that ceremony this time notwithstanding

my correct and even conventional conduct in offering him a cake; it

seemed to me symbolic of my final separation from the Fyne household. And

I remembered against him how on a certain day he had abandoned poor Flora

de Barral--who was morbidly sensitive.

I sat down in the porch and, maybe inspired by secret antagonism to the

Fynes, I said to myself deliberately that Captain Anthony must be a fine

fellow. Yet on the facts as I knew them he might have been a dangerous

trifler or a downright scoundrel. He had made a miserable, hopeless girl

follow him clandestinely to London. It is true that the girl had written

since, only Mrs. Fyne had been remarkably vague as to the contents. They

were unsatisfactory. They did not positively announce imminent nuptials

as far as I could make it out from her rather mysterious hints. But then

her inexperience might have led her astray. There was no fathoming the

innocence of a woman like Mrs. Fyne who, venturing as far as possible in

theory, would know nothing of the real aspect of things. It would have

been comic if she were making all this fuss for nothing. But I rejected

this suspicion for the honour of human nature.

I imagined to myself Captain Anthony as simple and romantic. It was much

more pleasant. Genius is not hereditary but temperament may be. And he

was the son of a poet with an admirable gift of individualising, of

etherealizing the common-place; of making touching, delicate, fascinating

the most hopeless conventions of the, so-called, refined existence.

What I could not understand was Mrs. Fyne's dog-in-the-manger attitude.

Sentimentally she needed that brother of hers so little! What could it

matter to her one way or another--setting aside common humanity which

would suggest at least a neutral attitude. Unless indeed it was the

blind working of the law that in our world of chances the luckless _must_

be put in the wrong somehow.

And musing thus on the general inclination of our instincts towards

injustice I met unexpectedly, at the turn of the road, as it were, a

shape of duplicity. It might have been unconscious on Mrs. Fyne's part,

but her leading idea appeared to me to be not to keep, not to preserve

her brother, but to get rid of him definitely. She did not hope to stop

anything. She had too much sense for that. Almost anyone out of an

idiot asylum would have had enough sense for that. She wanted the

protest to be made, emphatically, with Fyne's fullest concurrence in

order to make all intercourse for the future impossible. Such an action

would estrange the pair for ever from the Fynes. She understood her

brother and the girl too. Happy together, they would never forgive that

outspoken hostility--and should the marriage turn out badly . . . Well,

it would be just the same. Neither of them would be likely to bring

their troubles to such a good prophet of evil.

Yes. That must have been her motive. The inspiration of a possibly

unconscious Machiavellism! Either she was afraid of having a sister-in-

law to look after during the husband's long absences; or dreaded the more

or less distant eventuality of her brother being persuaded to leave the

sea, the friendly refuge of his unhappy youth, and to settle on shore,

bringing to her very door this undesirable, this embarrassing connection.

She wanted to be done with it--maybe simply from the fatigue of

continuous effort in good or evil, which, in the bulk of common mortals,

accounts for so many surprising inconsistencies of conduct.

I don't know that I had classed Mrs. Fyne, in my thoughts, amongst common

mortals. She was too quietly sure of herself for that. But little Fyne,

as I spied him next morning (out of the carriage window) speeding along

the platform, looked very much like a common, flustered mortal who has

made a very near thing of catching his train: the starting wild eyes, the

tense and excited face, the distracted gait, all the common symptoms were

there, rendered more impressive by his native solemnity which flapped

about him like a disordered garment. Had he--I asked myself with

interest--resisted his wife to the very last minute and then bolted up

the road from the last conclusive argument, as though it had been a

loaded gun suddenly produced? I opened the carriage door, and a vigorous

porter shoved him in from behind just as the end of the rustic platform

went gliding swiftly from under his feet. He was very much out of

breath, and I waited with some curiosity for the moment he would recover

his power of speech. That moment came. He said "Good morning" with a

slight gasp, remained very still for another minute and then pulled out

of his pocket the travelling chessboard, and holding it in his hand,

directed at me a glance of inquiry.

"Yes. Certainly," I said, very much disappointed.

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