CHAPTER LXXXXIII.

THE ADVENT AND PSALMODY OF A SIDDHA IN THE AERIAL

ABODE OF VASISHTHA.

Argument:—The appearance of the spirit of a siddha in the aerial

cell of Vasishtha, and his heavenly canticle.

Vasishtha continued:—As my mind was turned from the sight of

phenomenals, and employed in the meditation of the only One; I found

myself to be suddenly transported to my holy cell in the air.

2. There I lost the sight of my own body, and knew not where I was

seated; when all of a sudden the sacred person of a siddha or aerial

saint, appeared in view, and to be seated before me.

3. He sat in his mood of deep meditation, and was entranced in his

thought of the supreme spirit; his appearance was as bright as the sun,

and his person was as shining as the flaming fire.

4. He sat quiet and steadily in his posture of _padmásana_ between his

two knees and heels; and remained absorbed in meditation, having no

motion of his body, nor any thought of anything in his mind.

5. His body was besmeared with ashes, and his head was borne erect upon

his shoulders; he sat quiet and quite at ease, with his bright

countenance and in sedate posture.

6. The palms of both his hands were lifted up, and were set open below

his navel; and their brightness caused his lotiform heart to be as

full-blown, as the sun-beam expands the lotuses in lakes.

7. His eyelids were closed, and his eyesight was as weak, as to view all

the visibles in one light of whiteness, and they seemed to be as sleepy,

as the closing petals of the lotus of the close of the day.

8. His mind was as calm in all its closets (_i.e._ thoughts), as the

sides of the horizon in their stillness; and his soul was as

unperturbed, as the serene sky freed from a tempest (calm after storm).

9. I who did not see my own person, could yet plainly perceive that of

the saint thus placed before me; and then I reflected in my mind, with

the perspicacity of my discernment.

10. I find this great and perfect _siddha_ or saint in this solitary

part of the firmament; and I believe him to be as absorbed in his

meditation, as I am at my ease in this lonely spot.

11. It is very likely that this saint, being earnest in his desire of

deep meditation, and finding this retired cell of mine most favourable

to it, has called here of his own accord.

12. He thought I had cast off my mortal coil, and could not perceive by

his deep attention that I had returned to it; so he threw away my dead

body as he thought it, and made his residence in that cell of mine.

13. Seeing thus the loss of my body here, I thought of repairing to my

own abode (in the constellation of Pleiades सप्तर्षि मण्डलं) and as I

was attempting to proceed thereto, I resigned my attachment to my lone

cell (which was now held by another).

14. This cell was dilapidated also in time, and there remained an empty

void only in lieu of it; and the saint that had taken my place therein,

lost his stay also for want of the cell, and fell downward in his

meditative mood.

15. Thus that lonely cell was lost to me, together with the loss of my

fond desire for it, just as a visionary and imaginary city vanishes with

the dream and desire, which presented it to our view.

16. The meditative saint then fell down from it, as the rain falls down

from the cloud; and as a spot of cloud is blown away to the winds in

empty air, like the disc of the moon traversing in the sky.

17. He felt as a heavenly spirit falls to earth, after fruition of the

reward of his meritorious acts; and as a tree falls headlong being

uprooted from the ground, so he fell down upon the earth.

18. So when wish for stability of our dwelling, with the continuance

of our lives; we see on a sudden the termination of both, as it happened

to the falling Siddha.

19. Seeing the falling Siddha, I felt a kind concern for him; and in the

flight of my mind, came down from heaven in my spiritual form, to that

spot on earth where he had fallen.

20. He fell on the wings of the current air, which conveyed him whirling

as in a whirlwind, beyond the limits of the seven continents and their

seven fold oceans, to a place known as the land of gold and the paradise

of the gods.

21. He fell from the sky in his very posture of _padmásana_ as he had

been sitting there before; and sat with his head and upper part of the

body erect, owing to the ascension or upward motion of the _prána_ and

_apána_ breaths that were inhaled by him. (The rising breath like the

rope of a pitcher, keeps the body from sinking downward).

22. Though hurled from such height, and carried to such distance; yet he

did not wake from the torpor of his _samádhi_—meditation, (to which he

sat fixed and intent); but fell down insensible as a stone, and as

lightly as a bale of cotton.

23. I was then much concerned for his sake, and from my great anxiety to

waken him; I roared aloud like a cloud from my place in the sky, and

showered a flood of rain-water also upon him.

24. I went on darting hail stones, and flashing as lightnings in order

to waken him; and I succeeded to bring him to sense, as the clouds rouse

the peacock in the rainy season.

25. His body flushed and his eyes opened, as a blooming blossom and full

blown flowers; and the drizzling rains enlivened his soul, as the

driving rain, gives the lotuses of lakes to bloom.

26. Finding him awake, and seated in my presence, I cast my complacent

look upon him; and asked him very politely, about the prosperity of his

spiritual concerns.

27. I said, tell me, O great sage, who you are, and where is your abode,

and what to do; and how is it that you are so insensible of your state,

notwithstanding your fall from so great a distance. (It is a pity that

men are so insensible of the fall of their heavenly souls to this

miserable earth).

28. Being addressed by me in this manner, he looked steadfastly upon me,

and then remembering his visit at mine, he replied to me in a voice, as

sweet as that of the _chátaka_—swallow to the sonorous clouds.

29. The sagely siddha said:—You sir, shall have to wait awhile until I

can recollect myself and my former state; and then I will relate to you

the latter incidents of my life.

30. So saying he fell to the recollection of his past incidents, and

then having got them in his remembrance, he related the particulars to

me without any reserve, and as if they were the occurrence of his

present day.

31. He then spoke to me in a voice, as soft and cooling as the sandal

paste and moonbeams; and the words were as blameless and well spoken, as

they were pleased to my ears and ravishing of my soul.

32. The siddha said:—I now come to know you sir, and greet you with

reverence; and beg you to pardon my intrusion upon you, as it is the

nature of the good to forgive the faults of others. (Because to err is

human, to forgive divine).

33. Know me, O sage, to have long enjoyed (in one of my former births),

the sweets of the garden of paradise in the form of butterfly; as a bee

sucks the honey of lotus-flowers in the lake.

34. I fluttered over a running stream, and found it swelling with

sounding waves at pleasure; and then seeing it whirling with its horrid

whirlpools, I began to reflect with sorrow in my mind (in the following

manner).

35. Such is the sight of the troubles in this ocean of the world, which

overwhelms me quite in sorrow and grief; and I have become like a

parching and plaintive swallow, that wails aloud at a draught of rain

water.

36. I find my chief delight to consist in intelligence, and perceive no

pleasure in worldly enjoyments, therefore I must rely only in my

intellectual speculations, and abide without any anxiety, in the

unclouded sphere of my spiritual felicity.

37. I see there is no real pleasure here, but what is derived from our

sensations of the sensible objects (of figure, sound, taste, touch and

smell); I find no lasting delight in these, that I should depend on

them.

38. All this is either the vacuity of the intellect, or representations

of the intellect itself; when then should I be deluded with these false

appearances, as a madman or one of a deluded mind is apt to do.

39. The sensibles are causes of our insensibility as poison, and women

are deluders of men and provokers of their passions; all sweets are but

gall, and all pleasures are only a sort of pleasing pain.

40. And this body which is subject to sickness and decay, with its mind

as fickle as a shrimp fish, is hourly watched upon by inexorable death,

as the old crane lurks after the skimming fish for his prey.

41. The frail body being subject to instant extinction, likens a bubble

of water in the ocean of eternity; it resembles also the flame of lamp,

which is put out in a moment, while it burns vividly before us.

42. What is the life any more than a stream of water, running between

its two shores of birth and death; flowing on with the currents of

passing joys and griefs, swelling with the waves of incidents, and

whirling with the whirlpools of dangers and difficulties?

43. It is muddied with the pleasures of youth, and blanched with the

hoary froths of old age; and emits but casually a few bursting bubbles

of glee and gladness, which are afloat for and flitting in a moment.

44. It runs with the rapid torrent of custom, sounding with the hoarse

noise of current opinions; it is overcast by the roaring clouds of envy

and anger, and overflows the earth in its liquid form (of evanescent

bodies).

45. The word stream of life, is as pleasing to hear and pleasant to the

ear, as the term stream of water is soothing to the soul; but its waters

are ever boiling with heat of _tritápa_, and abounding with whirlpools

of illusion and avarice, that carry us up and down for ever more.

46. The course of the world is as that of the waters of a river, which

bears away the present things on its back, and brings with its current,

what was unforeseen and unexpected before. It is thus full with these

events.

47. All that was present before us, is lost to and borne away from us,

and it is in vain to repine at their loss; and whatever was never

thought of before, come to pass upon us, but what reliance can there be

in any one of them.

48. All the rivers on earth, have their waters continually passing away,

and filling them by turns from their sources; but life which the water

of the river of the body, being once gone, is never supplied to it from

any source.

49. The vicissitudes of fortune, are incessantly turning like a potter’s

wheel, over the destinies of people, and are entailing some person or

other every moment, in this ocean of the world.

50. A thousand thieves and enemies of our estate, are constantly

wandering about to rob us of our properties, and nothing avails whether

we sleep or wake to ward them off.

51. The particles of our lives, are wasting and falling off every

moment; and yet it is a wonder that, nobody is aware of the loss of the

days of his life, as long as he has but a little while to live.

52. The present day is reckoned as ours, but it is as soon passed as the

past ones; and thus ignorant of the flight of days, nobody knows the

loss of the duration of his life, until he comes to meet with his death.

53. We have lived long to eat and drink, and to move about from place to

place, and to rove in foreign lands and woods; we have felt and seen all

sorts of weal and woe; say what more is there that we can expect to have

for our share.

54. Having wellknown the pain and pleasure of grief and joy, and

experienced their changes and the reverses of fortune, I am fully

imprest with the idea of the transitoriness of all things, and therefore

kept afar from seeking any thing.

55. I have enjoyed all enjoyments, and seen their transitoriness every

where; and yet I found no satisfaction with or distaste to anything, nor

felt my cool inappetency for them any where.

56. I wandered on the tops of high hills, and roved in the airy regions

on the summits of the Meru mountains; I travelled to the cities of many

a ruler of men, but met with nothing of any real good to me any where.

57. I saw the same woody trees, the same kind of earthly cities, and the

same sort of fleshy animal bodies every where; I found them all frail

and transitory, and full of pain and misery as never to be liked.

58. I saw no riches nor friends, no relatives nor enjoyments of life,

were able to preserve any one from the clutches of death.

59. Man passes away as soon, as the rain-water glides down the mountain

glades; and is carried away by the hand of death as quickly, as a heap

of hollow ashes is blown away by the wind.

60. No enjoyment is desirable to me, nor has the gaudiness of prosperity

any charm for me; when I find my life to be as transient, as the

transitory glance from the side long look of an amorous woman.

61. How and where and whose help shall we seek, when O sage; we see a

hundred evils and imminent death hanging every day over our heads.

(_i.e._ Naught can save us from death and distress).

62. Our lives are as frail as falling leaves, upon the withered woods of

our bodies; and the moisture which they used to derive from them, is

soon dried up and exhausted at the end.

63. I passed my life in vain desires and expectations, and derived

nothing therefrom, that is of any intrinsic good or profit to me.

64. My delusion is at last removed from me, and I see it useless to bear

the burthen of my body here any longer; I find it better to place no

reliance in it, than bemean ourselves by our dependence to it.

65. All prosperity is but adversity, owing to its transitory and

illusive nature; therefore the wise accounting it as such, place no

reliance on the vanities of this world.

66. Men are sometimes led by the directions of the sástras, and at other

by their prohibitions also; as the movables are carried up and by the

rising and falling waters (_i.e._ running in right or wrong directions).

67. The poisonous air of worldliness, contaminates the sweet odour of

reason in the mind of man; and makes it noxious to the person, as the

canker in the bosom of the bud, corrodes the future flowers.

68. The vanities of the world, are as usually taken for realities, as

all other unrealities in nature are commonly taken for actualities. (The

world is unreal, and all seeming realities are unreal also).

69. Men are moving about with their bodies upon earth, with as much

haste as the rivers are running to the seas; thus the great mass of

mankind here, are seen to be in pursuit of the sensible objects of their

desire.

70. The desires of our hearts run to their objects, with as much speed

as the arrow’s fly from the archer’s bow; but they never return to their

seat in the heart or bow string, as our ungrateful friends that forsake

us in our adversity.

71. Our friends are our enemies, as the blasts of wind that blow us away

with their breath; all our relations are our bonds and fetters, and our

riches are but causes of our poverty.

72. Our pleasures are (causes of) our pains, and prosperity the source

of adversity; all enjoyments are sufferings (as leading to maladies),

and all fondness tends at last to distaste and dislike.

73. All prosperity and adversity, tend only to our temporary joy and

misery; and our life is but a prologue or prelude to our extinction or

_quietus_ (nirvána). All these are the display of our unavoidable

delusion.

74. As time glides along on any man, shewing him the various sights of

joy and misery; the poor creature lives only to see the loss of his

friends, and to repine at his hapless and helpless longevity.

75. The enjoyment of pleasures, is as playing with the fangs of a deadly

serpent; they kill you no sooner you touch them, and they disappear from

your sight, whenever you look after them.

76. The life is spent without any attempt, to attain that perfect state,

which is obtained without any pain or toil; while it is employed every

day in hardships of acquiring the perishable trifling pleasures.

77. Men who are bound to their desire of carnal enjoyment, are exposed

to shame and the contumely of the rich every moment; and are as wild

elephants, tied with strong fetters at their feet.

78. Our fortunes and favourites, are not only as frail and fickle, as

the transitory waves and bubbles; but they are as pernicious as the

fangs of a snake; and who is there so silly enough, as to take his rest

under the shadow of the hood of enraged serpent.

79. Granting the objects of desire to be pleasing, and the gifts of

prosperity to be very charming; still what are they and this life also

any more, than the fickle glances of a mistress’ eyes.

80. Those who enjoy the pleasures of the present time with so much zest;

must come to feel them quite insipid at the end, and fall into the

hell-pit at last.

81. I take no delight in riches, which are worshipped by the vulgar

only; which are ever subject to disputes, earned with labour, kept with

great care, and are yet as unstable as the winged winds in air.

82. Fortune which is so favorable for a while, turns to misfortune in a

trice; she is very charming to her possessor, but is as fickle in her

nature, as the fleeting flash of lightning.

83. Riches like flatterers, are very flattering at first and as long as

they last; but they are as fleeting as those deceitful cheats, who mock

at us upon their loss.

84. The blessings of health, wealth and youth, are as evanescent as the

fleeting shadow of autumnal clouds; and the enjoyments of sensual

pleasures, are pernicious at the end.

85. Say who has remained the same even among the great, to the end of

his journey in this world, the lives of men are as fleeting, as the

trickling dew drops at the end of the leaves of trees.

86. Our bodies are decaying in time, and our hairs are turning grey with

age, and the teeth are falling off; thus all things are worn out in the

world, except our desires, which know no decrease or decay.

87. The carnal enjoyments like wild beasts, come to decay in the forest

of the body; but the poison plant of our desire which grows in it, is

ever on its increase.

88. Our boyhood passes as quickly as our infancy, and our youth passes

as soon as our boyish days; and here there is an equal transience, to be

seen in both the comparison and the object compared with.

89. Life melts away as quickly, as the water oozes out of the hold of

our palms; and like the current of a river, it never returns to its

receptacle.

90. The body also passes away as hurriedly, as a hurricane sweeps in the

air; and it vanishes even before our sight of it, like a wave or cloud,

or as fast as the flame of a lamp.

91. I have found unpleasantness in what I thought to be very pleasant,

and found the unsteadiness of what I believed to be steady; I have known

the unreality of what I took to be real, and hence have I become

distrustful and disgustful of the world.

92. The ease and rest that attend on the soul, upon the cool

indifference of the mind; are never to be obtained in any enjoyment,

that the upper or nether worlds, can ever afford to any body.

93. I find the pleasurable objects of my senses, are still alluring me

to their trap, as a fruit and flower entices the foolish bee to fall

upon them.

94. Now after the lapse of a long time, I am quite released from my

selfish egoism; and my mind has become indifferent to the desire of

future rewards and heavenly felicity.

95. I have long found my rest in my solitary bliss of vacuity, and have

come here as thyself, and met with this etherial cell. (The aerial cell

is a creation of the saint’s imagination).

96. I came to learn afterwards that this cell belonged to thee; but I

never thought that thou shalt ever return to it.

97. I saw there a lifeless body, and thought it to be the frame of a

siddha or holy saint, who having quitted his mortal coil, has become

extinct in his nirvána.

98. This sir, is my narrative as I have related to you; and am seated

here as I am, and you can do unto me as you may like.

99. Until a siddha sees all things in his mind, and considers them well

in his clear judgment, he is incapable of seeing the past, present and

future in his clairvoyance, even though he be as perfect as the nature

of the lotus-born Brahmá himself.

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