CHAPTER XI. MR ARTHUR HALDANE MAKES HIMSELF USEFUL.

|SOME writers are very fond of describing interviews between betrothed

persons, and there are undoubtedly readers who take a pleasure in

reading such delicate details; and yet it seems strange that this should

be so, with respect to the mère description of what in real life is

undoubtedly tame and stupid to the looker-on; for what can be duller,

or more uninteresting, except to one another, than “an engaged couple.”

With what meaningless emphasis they smile; what mysterious secrets

(known to every adult in the company) they interchange; and how they go

blindly feeling after one another's hands under the table, whenever

the opportunity offers. I think it even profane to mention such tender

mysteries. Arthur Haldane and Letty Lisgard were not indeed a betrothed

couple when they met upon the present occasion, but they became so

before they parted. Their subject of conversation being the marriage

of somebody else, it naturally enough strayed to their own. “I am not a

good match for you, Letty, just at present,” said the young man frankly,

during a lucid interval, “but I do not despair of removing the disparity

of fortune. I am getting on in my profession better than I could have

hoped for.”

“I don't see why 'disparity' of any sort, dear Arthur, should affect

persons who really love one another.”

“That's my own sweet Letty,” replied the other (relapsing). “But then

your family--no exertions of mine can procure for me such a pedigree as

you can boast of.”

“That is a matter of genuine congratulation, Arthur. Dear Richard often

makes me wish that there were no such things as ancestors. I suppose it

is a dreadful heresy, but it seems to me so strange that people are not

taken for what they _are_ let their birth be what it will.”

“My Rose of Radicals!” exclaimed the young man with admiration; “your

words deserve to be written in letters of gold.” And so saying, he took

out his pocket-book, and, in spite of her opposition, transcribed them

then and there.

“Of what possible good can _that_ be, you dear foolish fellow?”

“I cannot say for certain, Letty,” answered he gravely. “But keep a

thing long enough, and its use will come, folks say.”

Mr Arthur Haldane had, as we are aware, some other interviews awaiting

him, less agreeable than the one on hand, which perhaps may account for

his prolonging it to an inordinate length. There was no difference of

opinion expressed in this one; and what is unusual in arguments between

the sexes, the lady had not the last word at parting. Strictly speaking,

neither had it. The farewell of each expired almost at the same

instant, and was not breathed into the _ear_ at all: I say “almost”

advisedly, and from a desire to be accurate, for if each imprints a kiss

upon the other's _cheek_, they cannot do it quite coincidently; and it

is certain, if the statistics of the matter could be collected, that

nine engaged couples (for, of course, no couple does it who are _not_

engaged) out of every ten do salute one another in that way, and not

press “lip to lip,” as the poets make out; in fact, it requires a

particular and uniform conformation of nose--both must be “snubs”--to

render the thing practicable.

Sir Richard, whom we have been compelled occasionally to represent in

an unfavourable light, did not fall short, in his interview with

Arthur Haldane, of the high estimate which the latter had formed of his

chivalric nature; or perhaps it was through his overweening pride,

that could not permit the woman upon whom his affections had once

condescended to rest, to be inconvenienced by narrow circumstances; but,

actuated by whatever motive, his behaviour towards the rash young couple

was liberal in the extreme. He accepted very willingly the explanation,

given by the young lawyer with great tact, of his refusal by Rose

Aynton. No utterance was given to the remark, that if he had pressed his

suit a little earlier, doubtless no thought of his younger brother would

have entered the girl's brain; but the suggestion was, somehow or other,

delicately conveyed, and in that Gilead there was balm. Strange as

it may appear, the object of his rejected suit seemed to have won

forgiveness not only for herself, but for her husband, to whose faults

he had heretofore shewn himself so unfraternally alive. He certainty did

not request Arthur to offer his congratulations to the young Benedict;

but he sent by him a conciliatory message, and a special request that

Captain and Mrs Lisgard would not fail to visit the Abbey upon the

occasion of the approaching _fête_. The period of his own coming of

age would be a very fitting one for the newly-married pair to introduce

themselves to the people of the country, while their presence at such a

time would evidence that there was no family breach. In all this,

there was doubtless a leaven of selfishness; but there was considerable

magnanimity also, and the manner in which the baronet spoke of Rose

herself would have done honour to Bayard. In this matter, it must be

even conceded that he shewed more nobility of spirit than the ladies of

his household. His mother had forgiven the girl, after a fashion, it is

true; but her feelings towards her were anything but genial. One's heart

cannot be made to yearn towards a sly and deceitful young person, just

because she happens to be one's daughter-in-law. Her pity for Walter was

great, but it did not beget Love for _her_.

With Letty, again, Rose stood even lower, or perhaps seemed to do

so, from the higher eminence which she had previously occupied in the

affections of her school-friend. A young lady who has sworn an eternal

friendship, does not relish the discovery that the other party to that

solemn transaction has been making a fool of her under her own roof for

months; nay, has been systematically deceiving her upon a matter

mutual confidences concerning which form the very basis of such

compacts--namely, the Beloved Object. Young men do not encourage one

another to communicate their honest love-secrets, although some are

boastful enough of their conquests over the sex, where there is no

pretence of the heart being concerned; but with young ladies, this sort

of information is the most prized of all. There is a tacit, if not an

expressed understanding between female friends, that the first genuine

“attachment” formed by either shall at once be revealed to the other.

The expectation of that tender avowal is what is uppermost in their

minds whenever they meet; and when it _has_ been made, what an endless

subject of sympathy does the unconscious swain become between these

devoted young persons! How the qualities of his mind are canvassed, and

the colour of his hair; how his religious principles are eulogised, and

also his small feet; and how, in short, the Betrothed and her faithful

Confidante construct a mental and physical ideal for Jones, out of what

they have read of the Admirable Crichton and the Apollo Belvedere. Betty

Lisgard was as good a girl--in my opinion--as ever drew breath; but she

was human, and when she kissed Rose the first time after she learned she

had become her sister, it was by no means the impassioned salute which

it had used to be, nor had her “my dear,” although delivered with

emphasis, at all the genuine ring.

As for the other females at the Abbey, it was fortunate for Rose that

she had not to apply to _them_ for a character; for although Mistress

Forest knew her place better than to circulate scandal, Miss Anne Rees,

no longer restrained by terror of the constabulary, indemnified herself

for previous reticence, by favouring her fellow-servants with some very

curious details indeed with respect to Mrs Walter Lisgard. My Lady's

proposal, that Rose should take advantage of Mr Arthur Haldane's

escort on the morrow to her aunt's house, until she should receive her

husband's directions as to her future place of abode, was, I think, very

generally welcomed, and felt to be a relief by the whole house.

During the long railway journey to town, however, she made herself

agreeable enough to her companion, as she was well able to do, when so

disposed, to all his sex.

The young barrister was prudent and sagacious beyond his years, and what

he knew of the lady's behaviour, did not certainly prepossess him in

her favour; but, nevertheless, he was obliged to confess to himself

(although he omitted to do so to Letty) that Mrs Walter Lisgard was a

very charming person. It is undeniable that a married woman may make

herself twice as pleasant, for any short interval, like a railway

journey, as any single one can do; she is not afraid of being considered

too forward, or of laying herself out to captivate; while, if you are a

bachelor with whose _tendresse_ for any fair one she is acquainted, she

will take you under her patronage, notwithstanding that you may be twice

her age, and so sympathise with you, and identify herself with your

absent intended, that you are half inclined to squeeze her hand, and

cover it with kisses.

Mr Arthur Haldane had much too judicial a mind to give way to any

impulse of that kind, but it was very nice to hear Rose eulogise her

“darling Letty,” and protest that the man who married her would find

himself united with an angel. He quite forgot, under this soothing

treatment, that his impression on leaving the Abbey was, that the two

young ladies were not very good friends; nor did it occur to him at all

that this privilege of matronly talk was being exercised by a bride

not two months wedded, and whose surreptitious marriage had only been

discovered about a week ago. When they had reached London, and were

approaching her aunt's residence in the late afternoon, they found

themselves suddenly in a broad stream of vehicles, for the most part

furnished with four horses, but very unlike the usual spick-and-span

London equipages, being covered with white dust, and bearing traces of

recent rapid travel.

“_I_ quite forgot it was the Derby Day,” exclaimed Arthur: “these are

the gentlemen of the road, and I daresay your husband is among them.”

Rose turned quite pale, and leaning back in the cab, did not again

look out of window until they arrived at her aunt's door, where the two

companions parted very good friends indeed. Rose gave a little sigh

as she thanked him for his escort, which went--not indeed to the young

man's heart, but a good way too.

“I hope Master Walter does not ill-treat that poor girl,” soliloquised

Arthur as he drove away; “but I am almost certain that she s afraid of

him.”

London after the Derby is more like Pandemonium even than on the night

before; the winners are wild with joy, and inclined for any sort of

dissipation; the losers also crave for the Circean cup, that they may

temporarily forget their misfortunes. With the unusual roar of wheel and

hoof in the streets, there mixes a still more unusual shouting; and from

the open windows of places of entertainment, there streams forth the

tangled talk which is confined within doors at other times. Before

Arthur could reach the _Turf Hotel_, he learned from these sources,

without further inquiry, that _The King_ had won the race, in

consequence of some mischance having happened to the jockey of

_Menelaus_. He knew, therefore, that Walter Lisgard had lost money.

Still, when upon reaching his lodging he first set eyes upon the young

dragoon, moodily stretched upon the sofa, with eyes staring straight

before him, and a face as pale as the tablecloth, on which stood an

untasted meal, he was astonished and shocked. For the moment--such a

rigidity was there about those exquisite features--Arthur thought with a

shudder that he was dead. Even after he entered the room, lit only from

the glaring street, not a limb stirred, not a muscle moved to mark any

consciousness of his presence; but when he exclaimed: “Walter! what's

the matter, man?” the figure leapt up with a cry of pleasure, and took

both his hands in his.

“I am glad to see you, Arthur,” cried he.

“This is very kind of you, and I do not deserve it. I thought it was

that infernal scoundrel Derrick.”

“He is not here, then?”

“No; he may have come and gone, for all I know, for I believe I have

been in a sort of nightmare; only it was a horse that caused it.

Derrick's partner--or Derrick himself, for what I know--sold the race.

I know what you are going to say, that you always told me how it would

be”----

“No, indeed, Walter,” interrupted Arthur kindly. “I am not come hither

to reproach you. I am only the bearer of good news.”

“I should like to hear some of that,” said the other bitterly. “Where

is it? Have you brought a loaded pistol with you? That would be the most

friendly action you could do me just now, I believe.”

“Walter, you should not talk like that,” answered Arthur very gravely,

for there was a look in his friend's eyes which seemed to harmonise

only too well with his despairing words. “When we kill ourselves so

philosophically, we forget how we wound others by that selfish act.

Think of your mother, lad.”

“Yes. She would be sorry, would she not?”

“It would break her heart, Walter; that's all. And besides, you have

a wife now--yes, we all know it, and you're both forgiven--and why you

have not written to her in answer to the letter she wrote you, none of

us can imagine.”

“I only got it this very day,” groaned Walter. “Am I in a fit state to

write upon business, think you?”

“Business!” echoed Arthur contemptuously; “you're in a fit state to take

a cab to Mayfair, and ask your poor wife's pardon, I brought her up to

her aunt's house today myself.”

“That's well,” observed Walter reflectively; “for between you and me,

Arthur Haldane”----

“Well, what?” exclaimed the barrister impatiently.

“Why, I think she'd better stay at her aunt's house altogether. The fact

is, I've got no money to keep her.”

“We know all about that, man”----

“The devil you do!” ejaculated Walter grimly; “then bad news must indeed

fly apace. Look here, Haldane--I've lost _everything_. All that I have

at present; all that I was to have when I came of age; all that I can

expect from any human being who is fool enough to leave me anything in

time to come. I am a beggar, and worse than that, for I am a defaulter,

and shall be proclaimed as such in a few days. That is the whole state

of the case. _Now_, do you not think that the kindest office which a

friend could do me, would be to help me with the means of blowing out,

what would be in another man, his brains? For not only do I recognise

myself a scoundrel, but as a senseless dolt and idiot, a fool of the

first quality, and a”----

“You must owe, then, near seven thousand pounds,” interrupted Arthur,

with something like a groan.

“Just about that, so far as I have dared to look the thing in the face;

all lost within twenty-four hours--most of it within three minutes.”

“We must keep this from your mother somehow, Walter. She has been sadly

tried, and I doubt whether she could bear it.”

“She must know it sooner or later, man, even if she doesn't read it in

the papers. When your Turf gentry do not get paid, they make a noise

about it, you see, that being all they can do. I've a precious good mind

to take myself off to Cariboo--that's where this fellow Derrick made his

money--the climate's good, and with a little capital, one may do a good

deal. Why should I not go there, and never let them have a penny? The

law looks upon it as a swindle, _you_ know that well enough; and it

_was_ a swindle, by Jove! Come, you 're a barrister, Haldane; now, what

do you say about it?”

“No, Walter, I cannot advise you to act in that manner, and I am sure

you did not propose it seriously yourself.”

“O no, certainly not; I was only having a bit of fun,” rejoined the

other bitterly. “I am just in the humour for joking now, and can't

resist it. Thousand devils! would you have me go to the workhouse, man,

or where?”

“Nothing of that sort is at all necessary, Walter,” answered the other

quietly. “Of course, I was not prepared for this very unfortunate

position of affairs; I had brought news that, through, I must say, the

very generous behaviour of your elder brother, your income as a married

man would in future be a very tolerable one; it has been made up to

at least double what the interest of the sum you have lost would have

produced. Thus, in addition to your pay, you would have had about six

hundred a year, besides whatever your wife's aunt might think proper

to allow her. Your mother, on the other hand, undertakes, if you should

scruple to accept this kindness at Sir Richard's hands”----

“Scruple? Certainly _not_,” ejaculated Walter angrily. “I confess that I

did not think my brother would have had so much proper feeling, and I

am much obliged to him, of course; but, after all, he has only done his

duty. What is three hundred a year out of the Lisgard rent-roll?”

“Still, he was not obliged to do it,” observed Arthur drily.

“That is true; and, of course, you take the lawyer's view of it.

Moreover, when he comes to hear of these debts, perhaps his Serene

Highness may think proper to withdraw his gracious assistance.”

“You do him very wrong, Walter,” answered Arthur with warmth. “Your

trouble makes you say things you ought to be ashamed of--yes, ashamed

of. Your brother, with all his faults, is incapable of committing such

an act of cruelty. He is quite willing that you should both return to

Mirk as soon as you please, but particularly that you should be present

at his Coming of Age, which I am sure you will not fail to be. But if

you will take my advice, you will not make your position known at Mirk,

for, as I have said before, your mother has had enough to trouble her.

You must let your sporting friends understand it, however, and we must

make the best arrangements we can for your paying your debts within

a year; and for the future, till something turns up, instead of six

hundred per annum, you must manage to do on three. Your wife, I am sure,

is a most sensible young lady, and will easily perceive the necessity

for economy.”

“Thank you,” answered the dragoon coldly. “Perhaps you would like to run

down to Canterbury, and choose our lodging for us; or do you think we

ought to be content to live in barracks? I know that there is a great

temptation to insult a man when he is down; but for giving unpalatable

advice in an offensive manner, I do not know your equal, Mr Arthur

Haldane.”

“Well, Walter, I have said what I thought right, and I do not intend to

quarrel with you. I should wish, on the contrary, to remain your friend,

if it were only for your dear mother's sake”----

“And somebody else's,” interrupted the captain with a sneer.

“Yes; for your sister Letty's, Walter; I frankly own that. Come, give

us your hand, man.--Well, another time, then, when you are more like

yourself.--But before I go, I want to find this man Derrick, for I have

a letter for him of importance from Mistress Forest.”

“You had better ask as you go down stairs, Mr Haldane; I know nothing

about him.” And with that, Captain Walter Lisgard deliberately turned

his back upon his visitor, and looked gloomily out of the window;

while his white hand stroked his silken moustaches as though it were a

pumice-stone, and it was his intention to stroke them off.

Arthur made his inquiry of the servant who opened the hall-door to let

him out.

“Mr Derrick--if that was the gentleman with the large beard--had come

and gone within the last quarter of an hour, while he (Haldane) had been

talking with the other gentleman up stairs. He had called for his bill,

and paid it, and packed his portmanteau, and there it was in the passage

at the present moment.”

“Then he must come back for _that_,” exclaimed Arthur eagerly.

“No. He had left directions that it was to be sent on to him in a week

or so to some place in the South. He had said that he should be walking,

and therefore would not be there himself for several days. He had taken

a knapsack with him as for a regular tour. He was a strange gentleman

altogether.”

Arthur Haldane stooped down, and read the address on the

portmanteau--_Mr R. Derrick, Coveton_; then stepped very thoughtfully

into the roaring street. “I don't know exactly why, and I certainly have

no desire to know,” muttered the young barrister to himself; “but of

all the bad news I have learned to-night, I fear _ma mère_ will consider

this the worst. Why the deuce should this fellow be going to Coveton,

of all places least calculated to attract such a scampish vagabond?

Coveton, Coveton--yes, that is the place where my Lady came ashore from

the wreck of the _North Star_.”

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