CHAPTER X. NO LETTERS.

|UPON the morning after the interview between Rose and Lady Lisgard, the

latter again sent down Mistress Forest for the post-bag, and was once

more disappointed at receiving no news from Arthur Haldane; not only did

the interval of twenty-four hours make this matter additionally serious,

and increase her former apprehensions that he had not received her

telegram, and might find some means of forwarding Derrick's letter to

himself--since it had certainly not come back to the _Lisgard Arms_; but

there was a still graver cause for anxiety in the fact that Mary Forest

also received no reply from Ralph to that rejection so decidedly yet

courteously composed by her mistress, with the view of taking away all

hope, and at the same time of leaving as little sting of anger as was

possible. Lady Lisgard would have almost preferred to have received

from this man a declaration of open warfare--an expressed resolution of

carrying away Mary as his wife, in spite of all obstacles--rather than

this menacing No Answer. Contemptuous silence was not at all the natural

line for one of his violent character to take, if he had decided to

treat her waiting-woman's letter as final. He was more likely in that

case to have penned a tornado of invective, and bidden both mistress and

maid to have gone to the devil. It seemed only too probable, then, that

he was determined--as he had threatened--to take no denial; and that he

would return in person, sooner or later, to Mirk, to prosecute his suit.

My Lady made certain preparations for that extremity--nay, for the worst

that could possibly arise--chief among which was the-composition of a

very long and carefully-conned epistle to her eldest son, that she put

by in her desk undated and unsealed, so that additions could be made to

it at pleasure. Then she waited in agonies of suspense day after day;

and yet no letter came for her maid from Ralph, or for herself from

Arthur Haldane. Moreover, although, in her absorbing anxiety about the

more serious subject, this affected my Lady far less than it did

Rose, no communication came from Walter in answer to her long and

justificatory letter, acquainting him with the disclosure of their

marriage. Our readers are aware that this last circumstance was simply

due to the fact, that it was reposing in the “address-box” of the _Turf

Hotel_, until such time as it caught the eye of the overworked waiter,

and was carried over with apologies to Walter's lodgings, whither he

had given orders that anything addressed to him should be conveyed

forthwith. But he had not particularly expected a letter from that

quarter--or, at all events, felt very anxious to get it--for nobody but

Rose would have written to him to the _Turf Hotel_, all others at Mirk

and elsewhere believing him to be at Canterbury with his regiment,

whence all communications were forwarded to him to his London lodgings.

Thus, from the very deceit to which she had lent herself--to her

peculiar information as to his movements--was this failure of Rose's

letter to reach her husband owing. During this protracted interval, she

suffered agonies of suspense, of mortification, and even of fear. It was

wormwood to have to say to her mother-in-law every morning: “He has

not written yet,” and thereby to confess that Walter treated with

indifference the embarrassing position in which she was now placed at

Mirk Abbey; moreover, she surmised that her husband was too much enraged

with her disobedience in betraying their secret, to write at all.

His wife knew--although few others did--that Master Walter was capable

of being “put out” to a very considerable! extent. His very marriage

with herself--although she fortunately did not know _that_--had been

mainly owing to his impatience of opposition, and pique against his

elder brother. Doubtless propinquity and opportunities of flirtation

with a beautiful and accomplished girl, not by any means lavish of her

smiles, but whose devotion to himself had been almost that of a slave

for her master, had carried the handsome captain towards the gulf of

matrimony; but it was the desire to thwart Sir Richard--who, his jealous

eye perceived, was falling seriously in love with Rose long before _she_

saw it--which was the final cause of his rash act. He eagerly snatched

at an occasion at once of self-gratification, and of humiliating his

proud and arrogant brother. He was delighted to let him know that

neither his wealth nor his title could weigh in the balance of a woman's

favour against the gifts and graces which it was his habit to depreciate

or ignore. We have said that he discovered Sir Richard's passion even

before the object of it; but Rose's subtle brain was already preoccupied

with himself. To give that scheming beauty her due, I think that even

had she not been already Walter's wife, she would not have exchanged him

for the baronet, at the period when he made her that dazzling offer in

the Library. She felt that she had let slip a splendid prize, and was

proportionally angry with Sir Richard, whose backwardness and hauteur

had prevented her from recognising the possibility of its falling to

her lot; but the feeling of disappointment was but transient; she was

a bride of only a few weeks, and to get disenchanted of one like Walter

Lisgard is a long process even for a wife. By this time, however, though

she idolised him, still Rose had learned to fear him; and absolutely

dared not pen another letter to inquire the reason of his silence.

Of those who waited, sick at heart, for the coming of the postman every

morning, Lady Lisgard, therefore, was the first to lose patience. She

wrote to Arthur Haldane a few urgent lines, requesting his immediate

presence at Mirk “upon private and particular business and within an

hour of their receipt he took the train, and appeared in person at the

Abbey. My Lady had decided to consult him, in preference to his

father, respecting the arrangements necessary to be made for the future

maintenance of Walter and his wife, since it would be very unwise to

make so much importance of the matter concerning Derrick, about which

she was in reality vastly more concerned, and burned to know the truth.

“What is the matter, _ma mère!_” inquired he tenderly, when, not without

the exercise of some address--for Sir Richard was always hospitable, and

(especially in the absence of his brother) both gracious and attentive

to all guests--Arthur and my Lady had managed to get an hour to

themselves in the boudoir. “You look very pale and anxious.”

“Yes, Arthur, I have enough to make me so. Walter has secretly made Rose

Aynton his wife. Ah! you pity me, I see, and perhaps him also. Do not

condole with me, however. I have sent for you hither to help me to make

the best-----Alas, alas, you would not have believed it of my Walter,

would you?” And my Lady, touched by the sympathising look and manner of

the honest young fellow, burst into the first “good cry” which she had

permitted to herself since the calamity had been discovered; for when

confiding the circumstance to Letty, it had been her duty to bear up,

and when alone, a still more serious anxiety consumed her. Even now, her

emotion, though violent, was soon over, and the indulgence in it seemed

to have done her good. “Pardon me, Arthur,” said she, with one of her

old smiles; “I won't be foolish any more.”

And then, after narrating matters with which we are acquainted, she laid

before him, as concisely as she could, what funds at her own disposal

could be made available to form an income for the young couple, in

addition to the interest which Walter's fortune of five thousand pounds

or so, into the possession of which he would come in some eighteen

months, would yield. She little knew that on that very night--for it was

the eve of the Derby Day--the unworthy boy, for whom she was making

such sacrifices, was about to risk and lose more than a third of his

patrimony, and that upon the next day the remainder was doomed to go,

and much more with it.

“But this will pinch you, _ma mere_,” reasoned Arthur kindly, “and

narrow your own already somewhat scanty revenue sadly. Sir Richard will

come into a very fine rent-roll in June, beside thousands----”

“But can we ask him to help Walter and _his wife?_ And could Walter take

it, even if his brother were generous enough to offer it?”

“Sir Richard is quite capable of such magnanimity, _ma mere_, unless

I am much mistaken in his character. He would not like to see his

brother--even were he but a Lisgard, let alone his so near kith and

kin--in a position that would be discreditable to the family; while if

one has really loved a woman, one surely does not wish to see her poor

and struggling, simply because she has preferred some one else. As for

Walter's accepting the help which his brother can so well spare--it may

be a little bitter--but, in my opinion, that would be far preferable to

receiving what would impoverish his mother. The arrangements you propose

would leave you but three hundred pounds a year.”

“Yes,” answered my Lady hastily, “I require that for a purpose, else

half the sum would easily suffice my present needs.”

“It would do nothing of the sort, _ma mère_. Come, let us be reasonable.

If you will leave this matter in my hands, I will endeavour to be the

mediator between your sons. Sir Richard has an honest regard for me, I

think, and Walter also, when he is himself.”

“Poor Walter!” murmured my Lady sighing.

“Yes, he is to be pitied,” answered the other drily; “but also, between

ourselves--although I shall endeavour, after my lawyer instincts, to

make it appear otherwise to his brother--to be somewhat blamed, _ma

mère_. Since, then, I am prepared, under the cloak of arbitrator, to be

the partisan of your darling----Yes, they are both your darlings, Lady

Lisgard, I know, but with a difference.”

“Walter is in trouble,” urged my Lady pitifully.

“Yes, that is the reason, of course. However, will you put the case

unreservedly in my own hands? for if so, although it is not an easy

task, I will do my best to make your sons shake hands.”

“There is none like you, Arthur, none. Heaven bless you and reward you!”

“There may be none like me, _ma mere_, but there are also, I hope, many

people a great deal better. And now that we have done with this matter

for the present, may I ask, Why letters are directed to another person,

under care to me, which I am at the same time directed by telegram to

put behind the fire?”

“Oh, you got that telegram, did you?” said my Lady quietly. “Mary Forest

entreated me so to send it. The fact was, she accepted that person by

letter---what was his name?--of whom we spoke together some time ago at

the Watersmeet; but afterwards, persuaded by me (acting in accordance

with your suggestion, you remember), she decided to refuse him. But the

first letter was unfortunately posted before the second was written; and

the postmistress at Dalwynch positively refused to give it up, although

I drove over there myself to request it.”

“Well, upon my life, _ma mère_, but you're a bold woman,” exclaimed the

young lawyer laughing. “Why, of course, she wouldn't give it up. She

would be stealing the property of the Postmaster-general if she had done

so, and you would be the receiver with the guiltiest knowledge.”

“Well, at all events, she did not,” pursued my Lady simply. “She would

do nothing beyond directing the envelope afresh to your address.”

“Honest creature!” interrupted Arthur grimly.

“Under these circumstances, I telegraphed to you, knowing that you would

be good enough to destroy the letter directly it reached you.”

“Yes, _ma mere_, and I did so,” returned Arthur gravely; “but I feared

it was not right, and now that you have told me this, I know that it was

wrong. You may have had your reasons, dear Lady Lisgard, and doubtless

very urgent ones, to wish the destruction of those letters.”

“Those letters!” exclaimed my Lady.

“Yes, I am certain, of course, that you intended no harm to any one, and

that what you did was in ignorance of the law; but so suspicious was I

of your having transgressed it--and at the same time, perhaps, a

little annoyed that you should have chosen _me_, Lady Lisgard, for your

instrument in such a matter--that I purposely omitted to communicate

with you, to put in writing any evidence whatsoever of that

transaction.”

“Yes, yes,” said my Lady hastily, and taking no notice of the young

man's evident annoyance. “But you speak of _letters_. There was only

_one_ letter directed to Pump Court.”

“There were two, Lady Lisgard, and both addressed in the same

handwriting. The words, _Turf Hotel, Piccadilly_, were crossed out also,

in each case, I remember, in red ink. It was the postmistress who did

it, I have no doubt. If you led her to imagine that that was the wrong

address in the one instance, she naturally imagined it to be so in the

other, and probably made the alteration in all good faith.”

“Great Heaven, and so it must have been!” exclaimed my Lady, clasping

her hands. “O Arthur, this mischance--if my misconduct does indeed

deserve punishment, has brought, I fear, a very harsh and bitter

one--that is on Mary. The second letter should have reached the

person to whom it was addressed without fail. He will now have heard

nothing--this Derrick; and he will take the woman's silence for consent.

O Arthur, Arthur, you little know what bad news this is.”

“I can see, _ma mère_, that it vexes you,” answered the young man

kindly; “and that is evil enough for me to know. Some sorrows are

best kept to one's self, I think. Now, look you, this Mr Derrick will

certainly, being a sporting-man, be in town to-morrow night. He will not

have left his hotel before the Derby is over. Now, I will go and seek

him out to-morrow with the letter in my hand that Mary shall re-write.

We have only but a very little time, remember.”

“Dear Arthur, counsellor, and friend, and son in one, what comfort do

you not give me in all straits!” She rose and offered him her pale

but comely cheek, which the young man touched with reverent lips; then

holding her hand in his, he said in a firm voice: “And now, _ma mère_,

even that is not fee enough for such an avaricious lawyer as I am. I

have promised myself a talk with Letty.”

“Do so, and Heaven bless you, my dear boy--ay, bless you both,”

continued my Lady, when he had left the room, “for you would take her

for your wife even though you knew what I know of her unhappy birth. I

have almost a mind to tell him; but then, with his stern notions of what

is right--although, Heaven knows, I wrong no one by this reticence--he

might---- 'Some sorrows are best kept to one's self, I think,' said

he. And whether he suspects something amiss, and meant the words for my

particular ear or not, it is sound advice. Sufficient for the day is the

evil thereof. If I were always to be thinking of the morrow, I should

soon go mad.”

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