A. A. PROCTER.

My labours were now nearly at an end, and being, so to speak, off duty, I

could occupy myself just as I pleased. I therefore resolved to keep

watch over Zaluski in his prison.

For the first few hours after his arrest he was in a violent passion; he

paced up and down his tiny cell like a lion in a cage; he was beside

himself with indignation, and the blood leapt through his veins like

wildfire.

Then he became a little ashamed of himself and tried to grow quiet, and

after a sleepless night he passed to the opposite extreme and sat all day

long on the solitary stool in his grim abode, his head resting on his

hands, and his mind a prey to the most fearful melancholy.

The second night, however, he slept, and awoke with a steady resolve in

his mind.

"It will never do to give way like this, or I shall be in a brain fever

in no time," he reflected. "I will get leave to have books and writing

materials. I will make the best of a bad business."

He remembered how pleased he had been when Gertrude had once smiled on

him because, when all the others in the party were grumbling at the

discomforts of a certain picnic where the provisions had gone astray, he

had gaily made the best of it and ransacked the nearest cottages for

bread-and-cheese. He set to work bravely now; hoped daily for his

release; read all the books he was allowed to receive, invented solitary

games, began a novel, and drew caricatures.

In October he was again examined; but, having nothing to reveal, it was

inevitable that he could reveal nothing; and he was again sent back to

his cell "to reflect."

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