"Oh, really! All right, Jean; say I will come in a moment."

When I met the Abbe he began again on the same subject.

"Come, come, my dear boy, it is a word and a blow with you really and

truly! Is there no middle course? Do let us consider the matter calmly.

You went off like a sky-rocket this morning!"

"My dear Abbe, there is not the slightest use in beginning it all over

again. I stick to everything I have said. If I am to notice the

objections of this person or that, I may just as well give up trying to

do anything at all. Either I stay with a perfectly free hand, or else I

go. Those are my conditions, as you know, and I will not alter them one

jot."

"Oh dear! oh dear!" he said, "what a terrible fellow you are!" And then

after a pause, "Well then, you had better stop!"

From that day forth he never mentioned the subject again, and left me

absolute liberty of action. Little by little, my bitterest opponents

became my warmest supporters, and the increasing sympathy of my hearers

soon caused my modest salary to swell. I had begun with 1200 francs a

year, which was not a large sum. The second year my pay was increased by

300 francs; the third I had 1800, and the fourth 2100 francs. But I must

not anticipate.

We lived, my mother and I, in the same house as the Abbe. Another

priest, three years older than myself, who had been a schoolfellow of

mine at the Lycee St. Louis, resided under the same roof--the Abbe

Charles Gay. In the ordinary course of events, the disparity of our ages

and his seniority in the school would have prevented any intimacy

between us, even if we had happened to be acquainted with each other.

However, our common taste for music had brought us together at the

Lycee. Charles Gay, who was then about fourteen, had very remarkable

musical aptitude, and used to take the second soprano parts in the

choruses; he was also one of the most brilliant scholars at the college.

He concluded his studies, and I lost sight of him for three years. I met

him again in the Foyer at the Opera one night, when "La Juive" was

being played. I knew him at once, and accosted him.

"Hallo!" he said, "is that you? And what are you doing with yourself?"

"I have gone in for composing."

"Really!" he said. "So have I. Who are you working with?"

"With Reicha."

"Why, so am I. This is delightful; we must see a lot of each other!"

Thus it was that our schoolboy friendship was renewed, and still remains

one of the strongest of my life.

I had the greatest admiration for my friend, who possessed musical

powers of the very highest order, and whose talent, as I freely

recognised, far surpassed my own. His compositions struck me as being

full of genius, and I envied him the career I felt sure the future had

in store for him. I often spent my evenings in his rooms, where there

was always plenty of music going on. His sister was an excellent

pianiste, and besides his own compositions (which we often used to try

over, among his intimate friends), trios by Mozart and Beethoven were

frequently given.

One day I received a note from my friend (who was out of town) asking

me to come and see him, as he had something interesting to tell me. My

first thought was that he was going to be married; but when I reached

his house, he told me he was anxious to enter the Church. This explained

all the folios and other big books I had for some time remarked lying

about on his table. I was too young then to grasp the meaning of so

sudden a change, and I regretted his decision to sacrifice such a

smiling future to a life which seemed to me devoid of charm.

Meanwhile he made up his mind to pay a visit to Rome, and there begin

his theological studies. I myself had just won the Grand Prix, which

necessitated my going to Rome for two years. So it fell out that I met

my friend again, he having arrived some three months before myself. When

I came back from Germany, luck brought us together again by settling us

under the same roof.

The Abbe Gay has now been a priest for more than thirty years, and is

the Vicar-General of his intimate friend the Bishop of Poitiers.[12] Not

his virtues only, but his talents as a speaker and a writer too, have

brought him the reputation of being one of the most eminent ornaments

the French clergy boasts.

Towards the third year of my duties as chapel-master, I myself felt a

certain leaning towards an ecclesiastical career. Besides my musical

studies, I had dabbled somewhat in philosophy and theology, and had even

attended the theological lectures at the seminary at St. Sulpice all

through one winter, wearing the dress of an ecclesiastical student.

But I had utterly mistaken my own nature and my proper vocation. I felt,

after a time, that existence without my art was quite impossible for me,

so, casting off the garb which suited me so ill, I went back into the

world again. To this youthful phase of mine, however, I owe a friendship

which I make it a point of honour to record in this chronicle of my life

history.

During the summer of 1846 I was ordered, with the Abbes Dumarsais and

Gay, to take sea baths at Trouville. One day I had a narrow escape from

drowning, and so quickly did the press get hold of the fact, that the

news was published next morning even in the Paris papers. Luckily I had

lost no time in writing to tell my brother I was safe, so he was able

to calm my mother's fears by showing her my letter. The papers had

calmly announced that "I had been brought home dead on a shutter!" Truly

the flimsiest truth travels slower than the weightiest lie! We chanced

during this sea-bathing trip to come across a worthy Abbe walking on the

beach with a boy, who was his pupil. This boy, some twelve or thirteen

years of age, was named Gaston de Beaucourt. His mother, the Comtesse de

Beaucourt, owned a fine property some leagues from Trouville, between

Pont l'Eveque and Lisieux. She invited us, in the most courteous and

kindly way, to go and stay there before returning to Paris.

That charming and lovable boy, now a man of three-and-forty, and one of

the best that ever lived, became my lifelong friend, to whose affection,

sure and strong and tender, I owe not only the happiness our perfect

mutual comprehension brings, but many a precious proof of the deepest

and most unselfish devotion.

The Revolution of 1848 had just broken out when I resigned my post as

chapel-master of the Missions Etrangeres. My duties during the four and

a half years I held it had served me admirably in the development and

improvement of my musical education; but they were not calculated to

advance my career to any practical extent, for they kept me vegetating

in a corner, as it were. There is only one road for a composer who

desires to make a real name--the operatic stage. The stage is the one

place where a musician can find constant opportunity and means of

communicating with the public. It is a sort of daily and permanent

exhibition where his works can be perpetually on view.

Religious and symphonic music no doubt rank higher, in the strictest

sense, than dramatic composition; but opportunities for distinction in

that highest sphere are very rare, and can only affect an occasional

audience, not a regular and systematic one like the opera-going public.

Then, again, look at the huge variety of subject which lies before the

dramatic author! What scope for fancy, for invention! what endless

plots!

The stage tempted me irresistibly. I was nearly thirty, and eager to try

my fortune on the fresh field I dreamt of. But I had no libretto, and I

knew nobody whom I could ask to write me one. Then I had to find an

impresario willing to employ me and trust me with a commission; and who

was likely to do that, in face of the undoubted fact that my previous

training had been mostly confined to sacred music, and that I knew

nothing about the stage? Altogether I was in a fix.

But fortune led me to a man who soon shed light upon my path. This was

the violinist Seghers, who then managed the concerts of the Societe Ste.

Cecile, in the Rue de la Chaussee d'Antin. Some compositions of mine had

been performed at these concerts, and very favourably received. Seghers

was a friend of the Viardots. Madame Viardot was then at the zenith of

her talent and reputation--this was in 1849, just when she had created

the _role_ of Fides in Meyerbeer's "Le Prophete" with such tremendous

success. Madame Viardot received me with the utmost kindness, and

suggested my letting her hear some of my work. I complied, of course,

with the greatest delight. We spent a long time at the piano, and after

listening to me with the kindest attention, she said--

"But, Monsieur Gounod, why do you not write an opera?"

"Indeed, Madame," I replied, "I would gladly do so, but I have no

libretto."

"But surely you know somebody who could write you one?"

"Oh yes, no doubt I do; but 'could' and 'would' are very different

words! I know, or rather when I was a child I _used_ to know, Emile

Augier; we trundled our hoops together in the Luxemburg. But since those

days Augier has grown famous, and I have remained in my native

obscurity. I hardly think my old playmate would care to join me in

anything more risky than a hoop race!"

"Very well," said Madame Viardot, "go and see Augier, and tell him that

if he will write the libretto I will sing the principal part in your

opera."

My readers may fancy I did not wait to be told that twice. I tore off to

Augier, who accepted my suggestion with enthusiastic delight.

"What! Madame Viardot!" he cried. "I should rather think so! I will set

to work at once!"

Nestor Roqueplan was then impresario at the Opera. He was quite willing,

on Madame Viardot's recommendation, to give up part of an evening's

performance to my work, but he could not, he said, spare more. So we had

to look for a subject which would combine three essential points--(1)

brevity, (2) interest, (3) a central female figure. We pitched on the

story of Sappho. The opera could not, in any case, be put into rehearsal

till the following year; besides, Augier had to finish a big work he was

then employed on. It was, I believe, his "Diane" for Mademoiselle

Rachel.

At all events I held a formal promise, and I awaited the event with

mingled impatience and calm. Just as I was about to set to work, a

crushing blow fell on me and mine. This was in April 1850. Augier had

just finished the poem of "Sappho." My brother was taken ill on the 2nd;

on the 3rd I signed my agreement with Roqueplan, whereby I undertook to

hand him over the score of "Sappho" by September 30 at latest. This

allowed me six months to compose and write a three-act opera, my maiden

dramatic effort. On the night of the 6th of April my brother breathed

his last. It was a fearful grief to my old mother and to all of us.

My brother left a widow, with a child of two years old, and the prospect

of another. It was born seven months later, opening its baby eyes on

this sad world on the very day when the Church joins us in mourning the

memory of our beloved dead.

These sad circumstances induced many difficulties and complications

which demanded close and immediate attention. The guardianship of the

children, the carrying on of my brother's business as an architect (for

his death left much work still unfinished), every possible consequence,

in fact, of such a sudden and unforeseen disaster, forced me to devote

my time for quite a month to safeguarding the interests and arranging

for the future of my unhappy sister-in-law, whose grief had quite

prostrated her, physically and mentally. Besides all this, my poor

mother nearly lost her reason under the stunning blow which had fallen

on her. Every circumstance, both personal and external, seemed combined

to unfit me utterly for an undertaking for which the time at my disposal

already seemed so insufficient.

Within about a month, however, I was able to think seriously of making

the beginning which was growing so urgently necessary. Madame Viardot,

who had been on tour in Germany, and whom I had informed of the sad

trouble we were in, wrote at once to urge me to take my mother with me

and settle down for a while at a country place of her own in the

neighbourhood of La Brie, where, she said, I should have the quiet and

calm I needed.

I took her advice, and my mother and I started for Madame Viardot's

house, where we found her mother (Madame Garcia, widow of the famous

singer), a sister of Monsieur Viardot's and a girl, his eldest child,

who is now Madame Heritte, and a composer of considerable note. There,

too, I met a most delightful man, Ivan Tourgueneff, the celebrated

Russian author, a close and intimate friend of the Viardot family.

I set to work at once. Though--strange fact!--the feelings which had

been so lately torn by painful emotion might naturally have been

expected to find their first expression in sorrow-laden and pathetic

strains, just the reverse took place. The first ideas that came to me

were full of gaiety and brightness, and they filled all my brain, as if

my inner nature, crushed down by grief and mourning, felt the need of

some reaction, and longed to draw a breath of happier life after my long

hours of anguish and days of tears and bitter mourning.

Thanks to the calmness of the atmosphere around me, my work progressed

much faster than I had dared to hope. After her German tour, Madame

Viardot's engagements took her to England, whence she returned in the

beginning of September, and found my labour nearly completed. I hastened

to play her my work, of which I anxiously desired her opinion. She was

quite satisfied with it, and in the course of a few days she knew the

score so well, that she was able to accompany the whole of it by heart.

This is about the most wonderful musical feat I ever witnessed, and

gives some idea of the extraordinary powers of that splendid musician.

"Sappho" was performed for the first time on April 16, 1851, just before

my thirty-second birthday. It was not a success, but, all the same, it

earned me a good position in the opinion of contemporary artists. It

does indeed betray a lack of theatrical instinct, a want of knowledge of

stage effect, and of the resources of an orchestra, and some ignorance

in handling it. But, on the other hand, the expression is true in

feeling, the appreciation of the subject, from the lyrical point of

view, is fairly exact, and the general style of treatment is distinctly

dignified in tendency. The finale of the first act produced an effect

which fairly astonished me. It was loudly and unanimously encored. I

could hardly believe my ears, though they were tingling with the

unaccustomed emotion, but the encore was repeated at every subsequent

performance.

The effect of the second act was not so good as that of the first, in

spite of the success of an air sung by Madame Viardot, and of the light

duet, "Va m'attendre, mon maitre," sung by Bremond and Mdlle. Poinsot.

But the third act made a very good impression. The goatherd's song,

"Broutez le thym, broutez mes chevres," was encored, and Sappho's final

stanza, "O ma lyre immortelle," were loudly applauded.

The cowherd's song gave the tenor Aymes his first opportunity of

appearing in public; he sang it beautifully, and thereby laid the

foundation of his reputation. Gueymard and Marie took the parts of Phaon

and Alcee.

My mother was present, of course, at the first performance of my opera.

As I passed along one of the corridors on the way from the stage to the

auditorium, where I was to meet her after the crowd had dispersed, I

came upon my friend Berlioz, his eyes still wet with tears. I threw my

arm round him, and said--

"Oh, dear Berlioz, come and show those wet eyes of yours to my mother.

No newspaper paragraph about my opera will make her half so proud."

He granted my request, and said to her--

"Madame, I do not think anything has touched me so much for the last

twenty years."

He afterwards published a notice of my opera, which I still regard as

one of the most flattering and precious I have ever had the delight and

honour of receiving.

"Sappho" was only acted six times. Madame Viardot's engagement was

almost over, and her place in the opera was taken by Mdlle. Masson, who

only sang the part three times.

I think it may safely be laid down as a general principle, that a

theatrical work always, or almost always, has the public reception it

really deserves. Theatrical success so inevitably depends on a variety

of small details, that the failure of any one--of the merest accessories

even--may (as has frequently happened) counterbalance, and perhaps

utterly compromise, the effect of the finest qualities of conception and

performance. Staging, ballet, scenery, dresses, book, fifty things go to

make or mar an opera. The public, if its interest is to be kept alive,

demands constant "variety." Many works of the very highest merit in some

respects, have failed, not in rousing the admiration of true artists,

but in winning popular favour, simply through their lack of this

"spice," so indispensable to that class of the public which is not

content with the simple charm of intellectual beauty.

I do not for a moment desire to claim the benefit of this excuse for my

"Sappho." The public's right of passing judgment on any work offered to

it is based on a prerogative peculiar to itself, and conferring special

competence. It would be unfair to ask or expect it to possess that

specific knowledge which would enable it to decide as to the technical

value of a work of art. But, on the other hand, the public has a

distinct right to expect and demand that a play or opera should satisfy

those particular instincts the satisfaction and gratification of which

it seeks within the playhouse walls. The success of a dramatic work then

does not depend solely on the quality of its form and style. Both are no

doubt essential--nay, indispensable--to save it from the rapid ravages

of Time, whose scythe spares naught that is not essentially true and

beautiful. But form and style are not its only, nor even, in a sense,

its strongest support. They may and do strengthen and solidify success;

they cannot make it.

The theatre-going public is a sort of dynamometer. It has nothing to do

with the question of whether the play is in good taste or not. Its sole

duty is to gauge what constitutes the true essence of every dramatic

work--the strength of passion and the degree of emotion it expresses;

its rendering, in fact, of the feelings which sway all human souls,

individually and collectively. The consequence is, that author and

audience become unconscious instruments in their mutual artistic

education. The public is the author's criterion and measure of truth;

the author serves his public as an exhibitor of the elements and

conditions of the beautiful. This explanation is the only one, to my

mind, which can account for the mysterious and incessant changes in

public taste. What was madly sought for yesterday is neglected to-day;

one evening will see men ready to tear to pieces the very thing the next

morning will see them worshipping on bended knees.

Though not exactly a success, "Sappho" brought me some solid advantage,

both present and future. On the very night of the first performance,

Ponsard asked me to undertake the choral music for "Ulysse," a tragedy

in five acts which he was just bringing out at the Theatre Francais. I

agreed at once, although I did not know the play. It was quite enough

for me to have the chance of collaborating with the author of "Lucrece,"

of "Charlotte Corday," and of "Agnes de Meranie." I felt quite safe.

Arsene Houssaye was then at the head of the Comedie Francaise. He was

obliged to add a chorus to the ordinary staff, and increase the

orchestra as well.[13]

"Ulysse" was played on June 18, 1852. I had been married a few days

previously to a daughter of Zimmerman,[14] the distinguished Professor

of the Piano at the Conservatoire. To his school we owe Prudent,

Marmontel, Goria, Lefebure-Wely, Ravina, Bizet, and many other fine

musicians. By this marriage I became brother-in-law to the young

painter, Edouard Dubufe, who was even then successfully following in his

father's footsteps. His son, Guillaume Dubufe, seems, at the time I

write, to be likely to maintain the reputation of his forefathers right

worthily.

The principal parts in "Ulysse" were filled by Mademoiselle Judith,

Messieurs Geffroy, Delaunay, and Maubant, Mademoiselle Nathalie, and

others. The musical portion of the performance consisted of no less than

fourteen choruses, one tenor solo, several melodramatic instrumental

passages, and an orchestral overture. There was a certain risk of

monotony in the general effect, as the composer was limited to orchestra

and chorus; but I was fortunate enough to avoid the difficulty fairly

well, and this second work of mine earned me fresh good-will in the

artistic world. No publisher had offered to publish the score of

"Sappho," but that of "Ulysse" was more favoured. Messieurs Escudier did

me the honour and the kindness of printing it free of charge.

"Ulysse" had a run of forty performances. It was the second ordeal, as

regards dramatic composition, through which my mother had watched me

pass. The choruses of "Ulysse," as far as I can judge them, are fairly

correct in character and expression, and are marked by a distinctly

personal style. The orchestral treatment still fails from lack of

experience, more than in actual colour, the general feeling for which

strikes me as being fairly good.

A few days after my marriage I was appointed Superintendent of

Instruction in Singing to the Communal Schools of the City of Paris, and

Director of the Choral Society connected with them, in the place of

Monsieur Hubert, himself the pupil and successor of Wilhem, the original

creator of the said society.

This post I held for eight years and a half, and its duties were of the

greatest service to me, musically speaking. They taught me to direct and

utilise large masses of vocal sound, so as to develop the maxim of

sonority under very simple methods of treatment.

My third musical venture on the stage was "La Nonne Sanglante," an opera

in five acts, by Scribe and Germain Delarigne. Nestor Roqueplan, who was

still Director of the Opera, had taken a fancy to "Sappho" and to me. I

was capable, so he declared, of doing great things, and at his wish I

wrote a five-act piece for the Opera. "La Nonne Sanglante" was written

in 1852-53, rehearsed for the first time on October 18, 1853, put aside

and rehearsed again several times over, and finally saw the footlights

on October, 18, 1854, just a year after the first rehearsal. It was only

acted eight times. Roqueplan was succeeded as Director of the Opera by

Monsieur Crosnier, and as the new chief declared he would not allow

"such stuff" to be acted, "La Nonne Sanglante" disappeared from the

bills, and has never shown her face again.

It was rather a grief to me. The very respectable figure reached by the

receipts certainly did not warrant such drastic and summary treatment.

But directorial decisions sometimes, so I have heard it whispered, have

hidden motives which it is vain to try and discover. In such cases the

real reason is concealed, and some other pretext put forward.

I cannot say whether "La Nonne Sanglante" would have had any permanent

success--I am inclined to think not. Not that the work was poor in

effects; there were some most striking situations. But the subject is

too uniformly gloomy. It had the drawback, too, of having a plot that

was more than fanciful or improbable; it was downright impossible, and

depended on a purely imaginary situation, utterly false, and therefore

devoid of dramatic interest, which cannot exist without truthfulness, or

at all events something approaching thereto.

I think, in the matter of orchestration, I made a forward stride in "La

Nonne Sanglante." Some parts show an increased knowledge of

instrumentation, and seem to bear the impress of a firmer hand. There is

good colour in many scenes--such, for instance, as the Crusaders' Hymn,

with Peter the Hermit and the chorus, in the first act; the symphonic

prelude in the ruins, and the Ghosts' March, in the second; the tenor

air and the duet with the Nun, in the third.

The principal parts were played by Mesdemoiselles Wertheimber and

Poinsot, and Messieurs Gueymard, Depassio, and Merly.

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