This was Solferino.[28]

Byelinsky observed long ago that the secret of the success of

diplomatists lies in the fact that they treat us as though we were

diplomatists, while we treat diplomatists as though they were men.

Now you understand why our festive gathering and Garibaldi’s speech, his

words about Mazzini, would have had a different character had they come

one day later.

Next day I went to Stafford House and learnt that Garibaldi had moved to

Seeley’s, 26 Prince’s Gate, near Kensington Gardens. I went to Prince’s

Gate; there was no possibility of talking to Garibaldi, he was not

allowed out of sight; some twenty visitors were walking about, sitting

silent, or talking in the drawing-room and the study.

‘You are going?’ I said, and took him by the hand. Garibaldi pressed my

hand and answered in a mournful voice: ‘I bow to the necessities (_je me

plie aux nécessités_).’

He was going off somewhere. I left him and went downstairs; there I found

Saffi, Guerzoni, Mordini and Richardson; all were beside themselves

with anger at Garibaldi’s departure. Mrs. Seeley came in, followed by a

thin, elderly, lively Frenchwoman who addressed herself with excessive

eloquence to the lady of the house, speaking of her happiness in making

the acquaintance of such a _personne distinguée_. Mrs. Seeley turned to

Stansfeld, asking him to translate. The Frenchwoman went on: ‘Ah my God,

how delighted I am! Of course that is your son, allow me to introduce

myself.’ Stansfeld disabused the Frenchwoman, who had not observed that

Mrs. Seeley was about his age, and asked her to tell him what it was she

wanted. She flung a glance at me (Saffi and the others had gone out) and

said: ‘We are not alone.’ Stansfeld mentioned my name. She immediately

turned and harangued me, begging me to remain, but I preferred to

leave her to a _tête-à-tête_ with Stansfeld and went upstairs again.

A minute later Stansfeld came up with some sort of hook or rivet. The

Frenchwoman’s husband had invented it and she wanted Garibaldi’s approval.

The last two days were full of confusion and gloom. Garibaldi avoided

talking about his departure and said not a word about his health....

In all his friends he met a look of sorrowful reproach. He was sick at

heart, but he said nothing.

At two o’clock on the day before his departure I was sitting with

him when they came to tell him that there was already a crowd in the

reception-room. On that day the members of Parliament with their families

and all sorts of nobility and gentry, numbering two thousand people

according to _The Times_, were presented to him. It was a _grand lever_,

a regal reception, but such a one as no king of Würtemberg or even of

Prussia could ever have attracted without calling in professors and lower

ranks of officers.

Garibaldi got up and asked: ‘Is it really time?’ Stansfeld, who happened

to be there, looked at his watch and said: ‘There is still five minutes

before the time fixed.’ Garibaldi heaved a sigh of relief and sat down

cheerfully. But then a factotum ran in and began arranging where the sofa

was to stand, by which door people were to come in, by which to go out.

‘I am going,’ I said to Garibaldi.

‘Why? Do stay.’

‘What am I going to do?’

‘Surely,’ he said, smiling, ‘I can keep one man I know, since I am

receiving so many I don’t.’

The doors were opened; in the doorway stood an improvised master of the

ceremonies with a sheet of paper in his hand from which he began reading

aloud as from a directory: the Right Honourable So-and-so—the Honourable

So-and-so—Esquire—Lady—Esquire—Lordship—Mrs.—Esquire—M.P., M.P., without

end. At every name there burst in at the doorway and sailed into the room

old and young crinolines, grey heads and bald heads, tiny little old men

and stout sturdy little old men, and thin giraffes with no hind legs, who

drew themselves up to such a height that it looked as though the upper

part of their head was propped on huge yellow teeth, and tried to draw

themselves higher still. Each one of them had three, four or five ladies,

and this was very fortunate, since they occupied the space of fifty men,

and in that way saved us from a crush. They all came up to Garibaldi in

turn. The men shook his hand with the vigour with which a man shakes his

own when he has put his finger in boiling water; some said something

as they did so, the majority grunted, remained dumb and bowed as they

turned away. The ladies too were mute, but they gazed so long and so

passionately at Garibaldi that there will certainly be a crop of children

born this year in London with his features; and as the children even now

are going about in red shirts like his, there will be nothing left to

imitate but his cloak.

Those who had paid their respects sailed towards the opposite door, which

opened into the drawing-room, and descended the stairs; the bolder among

them were in no haste to go, but tried to remain in the room.

At first Garibaldi stood up, then he kept sitting down and getting up

again, finally he simply remained sitting; his leg did not allow him to

remain standing for long. The end of the reception was beyond hoping for:

carriages kept driving up, the master of the ceremonies kept reading out

titles.

The band of the Horse Guards struck up. I stood about and stood about,

and at last went out into the drawing-room, and there, with a stream of

surging crinolines, reached the cascade, and with it was carried to the

doors of the room where Saffi and Mordini usually sat. There was no one

in it. I had a feeling of confusion and disgust in my heart; what a farce

it all was, this gilded dismissal, and with it this comedy of a royal

reception! Tired out, I threw myself on the sofa; the band was playing

from ‘Lucrezia,’ and playing very well. I listened.—Yes, yes, ‘_Non

curiamo l’incerto domani_.’

From the window could be seen rows of carriages; these had not yet driven

up; here one moved up, after it a second and a third, again there was

a pause; and I fancied how Garibaldi with his bruised hand was sitting

tired and gloomy, how that dark cloud was coming over his face and no

one noticing it, while still the crinolines float up and still the Right

Honourables come—grey-headed, bald, broad-faced, giraffes....

The band played on, the carriages drove up. I don’t know how it happened,

but I fell asleep. Some one opened the door and woke me.... The music

was still playing, the carriages still driving up. There was no end in

sight.... They really will kill him!

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