CHAPTER VIII.

It was thought desirable about this time, to republish "Wuthering

Heights" and "Agnes Grey", the works of the two sisters, and Charlotte

undertook the task of editing them.

She wrote to Mr. Williams, September 29th, 1850, "It is my intention

to write a few lines of remark on 'Wuthering Heights,' which, however,

I propose to place apart as a brief preface before the tale. I am

likewise compelling myself to read it over, for the first time of

opening the book since my sister's death. Its power fills me with

renewed admiration; but yet I am oppressed: the reader is scarcely

ever permitted a taste of unalloyed pleasure; every beam of sunshine

is poured down through black bars of threatening cloud; every page

is surcharged with a sort of moral electricity; and the writer was

unconscious of all this--nothing could make her conscious of it.

"And this makes me reflect,--perhaps I am too incapable of perceiving

the faults and peculiarities of my own style.

"I should wish to revise the proofs, if it be not too great an

inconvenience to send them. It seems to me advisable to modify the

orthography of the old servant Joseph's speeches; for though, as it

stands, it exactly renders the Yorkshire dialect to a Yorkshire ear,

yet, I am sure Southerns must find it unintelligible; and thus one of

the most graphic characters in the book is lost on them.

"I grieve to say that I possess no portrait of either of my sisters."

To her own dear friend, as to one who had known and loved her sisters,

she writes still more fully respecting the painfulness of her task.

"There is nothing wrong, and I am writing you a line as you desire,

merely to say that I AM busy just now. Mr. Smith wishes to reprint some

of Emily's and Annie's works, with a few little additions from the

papers they have left; and I have been closely engaged in revising,

transcribing, preparing a preface, notice, etc. As the time for doing

this is limited, I am obliged to be industrious. I found the task at

first exquisitely painful and depressing; but regarding it in the light

of a SACRED DUTY, I went on, and now can bear it better. It is work,

however, that I cannot do in the evening, for if I did, I should have no

sleep at night. Papa, I am thankful to say, is in improved health, and

so, I think, am I; I trust you are the same.

"I have just received a kind letter from Miss Martineau. She has got

back to Ambleside, and had heard of my visit to the Lakes. She expressed

her regret, etc., at not being at home.

"I am both angry and surprised at myself for not being in better

spirits; for not growing accustomed, or at least resigned, to the

solitude and isolation of my lot. But my late occupation left a

result for some days, and indeed still, very painful. The reading

over of papers, the renewal of remembrances brought back the pang

of bereavement, and occasioned a depression of spirits well nigh

intolerable. For one or two nights, I scarcely knew how to get on till

morning; and when morning came, I was still haunted with a sense of

sickening distress. I tell you these things, because it is absolutely

necessary to me to have some relief. You will forgive me, and not

trouble yourself, or imagine that I am one whit worse than I say. It is

quite a mental ailment, and I believe and hope is better now. I think

so, because I can speak about it, which I never can when grief is at its

worst.

"I thought to find occupation and interest in writing, when alone at

home, but hitherto my efforts have been vain; the deficiency of every

stimulus is so complete. You will recommend me, I dare say, to go from

home; but that does no good, even could I again leave Papa with an easy

mind (thank God! he is better). I cannot describe what a time of it I

had after my return from London, Scotland, etc. There was a reaction

that sunk me to the earth; the deadly silence, solitude, desolation,

were awful; the craving for companionship, the hopelessness of relief,

were what I should dread to feel again.

"Dear ----, when I think of you, it is with a compassion and tenderness

that scarcely cheer me. Mentally, I fear, you also are too lonely and

too little occupied. It seems our doom, for the present at least. May

God in His mercy help us to bear it!"

During her last visit to London, as mentioned in one of her letters,

she had made the acquaintance of her correspondent, Mr. Lewes. That

gentleman says:--

"Some months after" (the appearance of the review of "Shirley" in the

Edinburgh), "Currer Bell came to London, and I was invited to meet her

at your house. You may remember, she asked you not to point me out to

her, but allow her to discover me if she could. She DID recognise me

almost as soon as I came into the room. You tried me in the same way;

I was less sagacious. However, I sat by her side a great part of the

evening and was greatly interested by her conversation. On parting we

shook hands, and she said, 'We are friends now, are we not?' 'Were we

not always, then?' I asked. 'No! not always,' she said, significantly;

and that was the only allusion she made to the offending article. I lent

her some of Balzac's and George Sand's novels to take with her into the

country; and the following letter was written when they were returned:"--

"I am sure you will have thought me very dilatory in returning the books

you so kindly lent me. The fact is, having some other books to send, I

retained yours to enclose them in the same parcel.

"Accept my thanks for some hours of pleasant reading. Balzac was for me

quite a new author; and in making big acquaintance, through the medium

of 'Modeste Mignon,' and 'Illusions perdues,' you cannot doubt I have

felt some interest. At first, I thought he was going to be painfully

minute, and fearfully tedious; one grew impatient of his long parade

of detail, his slow revelation of unimportant circumstances, as he

assembled his personages on the stage; but by and bye I seemed to enter

into the mystery of his craft, and to discover, with delight, where

his force lay: is it not in the analysis of motive; and in a subtle

perception of the most obscure and secret workings of the mind? Still,

admire Balzac as we may, I think we do not like him; we rather feel

towards him as towards an ungenial acquaintance who is for ever holding

up in strong light our defects, and who rarely draws forth our better

qualities.

"Truly, I like George Sand better.

"Fantastic, fanatical, unpractical enthusiast as she often is--far from

truthful as are many of her views of life--misled, as she is apt to be,

by her feelings--George Sand has a better nature than M. de Balzac; her

brain is larger, her heart warmer than his. The 'Lettres d'un Voyageur'

are full of the writer's self; and I never felt so strongly, as in the

perusal of this work, that most of her very faults spring from the

excess of her good qualities: it is this excess which has often hurried

her into difficulty, which has prepared for her enduring regret.

"But I believe her mind is of that order which disastrous experience

teaches, without weakening or too much disheartening; and, in that case,

the longer she lives the better she will grow. A hopeful point in all

her writings is the scarcity of false French sentiment; I wish I could

say its absence; but the weed flourishes here and there, even in the

'Lettres.'"

I remember the good expression of disgust which Miss Brontë made use of

in speaking to me of some of Balzac's novels: "They leave such a bad

taste in my mouth."

The reader will notice that most of the letters from which I now quote

are devoted to critical and literary subjects. These were, indeed, her

principal interests at this time; the revision of her sister's works,

and writing a short memoir of them, was the painful employment of every

day during the dreary autumn of 1850. Wearied out by the vividness

of her sorrowful recollections, she sought relief in long walks on

the moors. A friend of hers, who wrote to me on the appearance of the

eloquent article in the Daily News upon the "Death of Currer Bell,"

gives an anecdote which may well come in here.

"They are mistaken in saying she was too weak to roam the hills for

the benefit of the air. I do not think any one, certainly not any

woman, in this locality, went so much on the moors as she did, when the

weather permitted. Indeed, she was so much in the habit of doing so,

that people, who live quite away on the edge of the common, knew her

perfectly well. I remember on one occasion an old woman saw her at a

little distance, and she called out, 'How! Miss Brontë! Hey yah (have

you) seen ought o' my cofe (calf)?' Miss Brontë told her she could not

say, for she did not know it. 'Well!' she said, 'Yah know, it's getting

up like nah (now), between a cah (cow) and a cofe--what we call a stirk,

yah know, Miss Brontë; will yah turn it this way if yah happen to see't,

as yah're going back, Miss Brontë; nah DO, Miss Brontë.'"

It must have been about this time that a visit was paid to her by

some neighbours, who were introduced to her by a mutual friend. This

visit has been described in a letter from which I am permitted to

give extracts, which will show the impression made upon strangers by

the character of the country round her home, and other circumstances.

"Though the weather was drizzly, we resolved to make our long-planned

excursion to Haworth; so we packed ourselves into the buffalo-skin,

and that into the gig, and set off about eleven. The rain ceased, and

the day was just suited to the scenery,--wild and chill,--with great

masses of cloud glooming over the moors, and here and there a ray of

sunshine covertly stealing through, and resting with a dim magical

light upon some high bleak village; or darting down into some deep

glen, lighting up the tall chimney, or glistening on the windows and

wet roof of the mill which lies couching in the bottom. The country got

wilder and wilder as we approached Haworth; for the last four miles we

were ascending a huge moor, at the very top of which lies the dreary

black-looking village of Haworth. The village-street itself is one of

the steepest hills I have ever seen, and the stones are so horribly

jolting that I should have got out and walked with W----, if possible,

but, having once begun the ascent, to stop was out of the question.

At the top was the inn where we put up, close by the church; and the

clergyman's house, we were told, was at the top of the churchyard. So

through that we went,--a dreary, dreary place, literally PAVED with

rain-blackened tombstones, and all on the slope, for at Haworth there

is on the highest height a higher still, and Mr. Brontë's house stands

considerably above the church. There was the house before us, a small

oblong stone house, with not a tree to screen it from the cutting wind;

but how were we to get at it from the churchyard we could not see!

There was an old man in the churchyard, brooding like a Ghoul over the

graves, with a sort of grim hilarity on his face. I thought he looked

hardly human; however, he was human enough to tell us the way; and

presently we found ourselves in the little bare parlour. Presently the

door opened, and in came a superannuated mastiff, followed by an old

gentleman very like Miss Brontë, who shook hands with us, and then went

to call his daughter. A long interval, during which we coaxed the old

dog, and looked at a picture of Miss Brontë, by Richmond, the solitary

ornament of the room, looking strangely out of place on the bare walls,

and at the books on the little shelves, most of them evidently the gift

of the authors since Miss Brontë's celebrity. Presently she came in, and

welcomed us very kindly, and took me upstairs to take off my bonnet,

and herself brought me water and towels. The uncarpeted stone stairs

and floors, the old drawers propped on wood, were all scrupulously

clean and neat. When we went into the parlour again, we began talking

very comfortably, when the door opened and Mr. Brontë looked in; seeing

his daughter there, I suppose he thought it was all right, and he

retreated to his study on the opposite side of the passage; presently

emerging again to bring W---- a country newspaper. This was his last

appearance till we went. Miss Brontë spoke with the greatest warmth of

Miss Martineau, and of the good she had gained from her. Well! we talked

about various things; the character of the people,--about her solitude,

etc., till she left the room to help about dinner, I suppose, for she

did not return for an age. The old dog had vanished; a fat curly-haired

dog honoured us with his company for some time, but finally manifested a

wish to get out, so we were left alone. At last she returned, followed

by the maid and dinner, which made us all more comfortable; and we had

some very pleasant conversation, in the midst of which time passed

quicker than we supposed, for at last W---- found that it was half-past

three, and we had fourteen or fifteen miles before us. So we hurried

off, having obtained from her a promise to pay us a visit in the spring;

and the old gentleman having issued once more from his study to say

good-bye, we returned to the inn, and made the best of our way homewards.

"Miss Brontë put me so in mind of her own 'Jane Eyre.' She looked

smaller than ever, and moved about so quietly, and noiselessly, just

like a little bird, as Rochester called her, barring that all birds are

joyous, and that joy can never have entered that house since it was

first built; and yet, perhaps, when that old man married, and took home

his bride, and children's voices and feet were heard about the house,

even that desolate crowded grave-yard and biting blast could not quench

cheerfulness and hope. Now there is something touching in the sight of

that little creature entombed in such a place, and moving about herself

like a spirit, especially when you think that the slight still frame

encloses a force of strong fiery life, which nothing has been able to

freeze or extinguish."

In one of the preceding letters, Miss Brontë referred to am article in

the Palladium, which had rendered what she considered the due meed of

merit to "Wuthering Heights", her sister Emily's tale. Her own works

were praised, and praised with discrimination, and she was grateful for

this. But her warm heart was filled to the brim with kindly feelings

towards him who had done justice to the dead. She anxiously sought out

the name of the writer; and having discovered that it was Mr. Sydney

Dobell he immediately became one of her

"Peculiar people whom Death had made dear."

She looked with interest upon everything he wrote; and before long we

shall find that they corresponded.

To W. S. WILLIAMS, ESQ.

"Oct. 25th.

"The box of books came last night, and, as usual, I have only gratefully

to admire the selection made: 'Jeffrey's Essays,' 'Dr. Arnold's Life,'

'The Roman,' 'Alton Loche,' these were all wished for and welcome.

"You say I keep no books; pardon me--I am ashamed of my own

rapaciousness I have kept 'Macaulay's History,' and Wordsworth's

'Prelude', and Taylor's 'Philip Van Artevelde.' I soothe my conscience

by saying that the two last,--being poetry--do not count. This is a

convenient doctrine for me I meditate acting upon it with reference to

the Roman, so I trust nobody in Cornhill will dispute its validity or

affirm that 'poetry' has a value, except for trunk-makers.

"I have already had 'Macaulay's Essays,' 'Sidney Smith's Lectures

on Moral Philosophy,' and 'Knox on Race.' Pickering's work on the

same subject I have not seen; nor all the volumes of Leigh Hunt's

Autobiography. However, I am now abundantly supplied for a long time to

come. I liked Hazlitt's Essays much.

"The autumn, as you say, has been very fine. I and solitude and memory

have often profited by its sunshine on the moors.

"I had felt some disappointment at the non-arrival of the proof-sheets

of 'Wuthering Heights;' a feverish impatience to complete the revision

is apt to beset me. The work of looking over papers, etc., could not be

gone through with impunity, and with unaltered spirits; associations too

tender, regrets too bitter, sprang out of it. Meantime, the Cornhill

books now, as heretofore, are my best medicine,--affording a solace

which could not be yielded by the very same books procured from a common

library.

"Already I have read the greatest part of the 'Roman;' passages in

it possess a kindling virtue such as true poetry alone can boast;

there are images of genuine grandeur; there are lines that at once

stamp themselves on the memory. Can it be true that a new planet has

risen on the heaven, whence all stars seemed fast fading? I believe

it is; for this Sydney or Dobell speaks with a voice of his own,

unborrowed, unmimicked. You hear Tennyson, indeed, sometimes, and Byron

sometimes, in some passages of the Roman; but then again you have a new

note,--nowhere clearer than in a certain brief lyric, sang in a meeting

of minstrels, a sort of dirge over a dead brother;--THAT not only

charmed the ear and brain, it soothed the heart."

The following extract will be read with interest as conveying her

thoughts after the perusal of Dr. Arnold's Life:--

"Nov. 6th.

"I have just finished reading the 'Life of Dr. Arnold;' but now when I

wish, according to your request, to express what I think of it, I do

not find the task very easy; proper terms seem wanting. This is not

a character to be dismissed with a few laudatory words; it is not a

one-sided character; pure panegyric would be inappropriate. Dr. Arnold

(it seems to me) was not quite saintly; his greatness was cast in a

mortal mould; he was a little severe, almost a little hard; he was

vehement and somewhat oppugnant. Himself the most indefatigable of

workers, I know not whether he could have understood, or made allowance

for, a temperament that required more rest; yet not to one man in twenty

thousand is given his giant faculty of labour; by virtue of it he seems

to me the greatest of working men. Exacting he might have been, then, on

this point; and granting that he were so, and a little hasty, stern, and

positive, those were his sole faults (if, indeed, that can be called a

fault which in no shape degrades the individual's own character; but is

only apt to oppress and overstrain the weaker nature of his neighbours).

Afterwards come his good qualities. About these there is nothing

dubious. Where can we find justice, firmness, independence, earnestness,

sincerity, fuller and purer than in him?

"But this is not all, and I am glad of it. Besides high intellect and

stainless rectitude, his letters and his life attest his possession of

the most true-hearted affection. WITHOUT this, however one might admire,

we could not love him; but WITH it I think we love him much. A hundred

such men--fifty--nay, ten or five such righteous men might save any

country; might victoriously champion any cause.

"I was struck, too, by the almost unbroken happiness of his life; a

happiness resulting chiefly, no doubt, from the right use to which he

put that health and strength which God had given him, but also owing

partly to a singular exemption from those deep and bitter griefs which

most human beings are called on to endure. His wife was what he wished;

his children were healthy and promising; his own health was excellent;

his undertakings were crowned with success; even death was kind,--for,

however sharp the pains of his last hour, they were but brief. God's

blessing seems to have accompanied him from the cradle to the grave. One

feels thankful to know that it has been permitted to any man to live

such a life.

"When I was in Westmoreland last August, I spent an evening at Fox How,

where Mrs. Arnold and her daughters still reside. It was twilight as

I drove to the place, and almost dark ere I reached it; still I could

perceive that the situation was lovely. The house looked like a nest

half buried in flowers and creepers: and, dusk as it was, I could FEEL

that the valley and the hills round were beautiful as imagination could

dream."

If I say again what I have said already before, it is only to impress

and re-impress upon my readers the dreary monotony of her life at this

time. The dark, bleak season of the year brought back the long evenings,

which tried her severely: all the more so, because her weak eyesight

rendered her incapable of following any occupation but knitting by

candle-light. For her father's sake, as well as for her own, she found

it necessary to make some exertion to ward off settled depression of

spirits. She accordingly accepted an invitation to spend a week or ten

days with Miss Martineau at Ambleside. She also proposed to come to

Manchester and see me, on her way to Westmoreland. But, unfortunately,

I was from home, and unable to receive her. The friends with whom I

was staying in the South of England (hearing me express my regret that

I could not accept her friendly proposal, and aware of the sad state

of health and spirits which made some change necessary for her) wrote

to desire that she would come and spend a week or two with me at their

house. She acknowledged this invitation in a letter to me, dated--

"Dec. 13th, 1850.

"My dear Mrs. Gaskell,--Miss ----'s kindness and yours is such that I am

placed in the dilemma of not knowing how adequately to express my sense

of it. THIS I know, however, very well-that if I COULD go and be with

you for a week or two in such a quiet south-country house, and with such

kind people as you describe, I should like it much. I find the proposal

marvellously to my taste; it is the pleasantest, gentlest, sweetest,

temptation possible; but, delectable as it is, its solicitations are by

no means to be yielded to without the sanction of reason, and therefore

I desire for the present to be silent, and to stand back till I have

been to Miss Martineau's, and returned home, and considered well whether

it is a scheme as right as agreeable.

"Meantime, the mere thought does me good."

On the 10th of December, the second edition of "Wuthering Heights" was

published. She sent a copy of it to Mr. Dobell, with the following

letter:--

To MR. DOBELL.

"Haworth, near Keighley, Yorkshire,

"Dec. 8th, 1850.

"I offer this little book to my critic in the 'Palladium,' and he must

believe it accompanied by a tribute of the sincerest gratitude; not so

much for anything he has said of myself, as for the noble justice he

has rendered to one dear to me as myself--perhaps dearer; and perhaps

one kind word spoken for her awakens a deeper, tenderer, sentiment

of thankfulness than eulogies heaped on my own head. As you will see

when you have read the biographical notice, my sister cannot thank

you herself; she is gone out of your sphere and mine, and human blame

and praise are nothing to her now. But to me, for her sake, they are

something still; it revived me for many a day to find that, dead as she

was, the work of her genius had at last met with worthy appreciation.

"Tell me, when you have read the introduction, whether any doubts still

linger in your mind respecting the authorship of 'Wuthering Heights,'

'Wildfell Hall,' etc. Your mistrust did me some injustice; it proved a

general conception of character such as I should be sorry to call mine;

but these false ideas will naturally arise when we only judge an author

from his works. In fairness, I must also disclaim the flattering side

of the portrait. I am no 'young Penthesilea mediis in millibus,' but a

plain country parson's daughter.

"Once more I thank you, and that with a full heart.

"C. BRONTË."

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