Listening, she turned to look, then realised that in her searching she

must once more have circled back on her own footsteps, for behind and

not before her, dark, clear, unmistakable, the domed shadow of the lost

city lay against the lightening east. And on its swelling side, as

Khesroo had stood before, he stood again. Was it the rising sun which

turned the fillet of knotted cord about his head to gold?--which dyed

the coarse blanketing to royal purple, and transformed the wearer into

the perfect kingliness of buoyant youth and beauty? She never knew. She

only felt that something stronger than herself caught her, held her,

clasped her, and yet drew her on, so that with hands outstretched she

ran towards it, crying between smiles and tears:

"The Son of a King! The Son of a King!"

The next instant she had tripped and fallen heavily on her face over a

tangled tuft of grass concealing an unusually deep descent of a desert

wave. As she picked herself up, confused, somewhat dazed, and paused to

free her eyes from the sand grains which clouded them, something almost

at her feet brought her back to realities, and she gave a quick

exclamation. For in the hollow beneath the wave, where he had evidently

sought shelter deliberately, Jim Forrester lay curled up comfortably,

fast asleep. At least, so it seemed, though Khesroo's quaint old bow

must surely make rather an uncomfortable pillow.

She stooped over the sleeping man, and for an instant her face

whitened; she bent lower to listen to his breathing. And as she

listened a couple of startled sand-chaffs fled from a neighbouring

thorn bush, their chuckling cry echoing over the desert like an evil

laugh.

But a minute afterwards, in answer to her touch, Jim Forrester was

staring at her trying to collect his sleep-scattered senses.

"Hullo!" he said, slowly. "How on earth did I--Ah! I remember. That

brute of a goatherd played the garden ass and I lost him, so after

wandering about for hours, I turned in till daylight. But you--my

dearest dear----"

He started to his feet as he realised her presence there, and held out

both his hands to her.

As he did so, something dropped from them and lay glittering on the

sand at his feet. It was a gold coin.

They looked at each other, amazed; then she stooped and picked it up.

"A double profile," she said slowly, holding it so as to catch the

growing sunlight, "and the legend round"--she spelt it out from the

Greek lettering--"'Basileus Basileon.'"

"And the date," he cried, "the date!"

"Yes, the date is there," she replied, still more slowly turning to the

obverse, "the bird and the date--it is all right--but I was thinking of

the other----"

"What other?"

"Basileus Basileon--'the King of Kings,'" she said softly, and looked

out towards the sunrise. But the light had claimed the whole world and

sent all shadows flying.

So happily, prosaically, they went home to breakfast. Yet there was one

thing which she never told anyone, perhaps because it might

have stood in the way of the popular explanation of the whole

affair--namely, that Khesroo had happened on the coin and must have put

it in Jim Forrester's hand after the latter fell asleep. So, not even

when her father proudly pointed out to admirers that the double profile

was that of a man and a woman, and that the latter, curiously enough,

might almost be a portrait of his married daughter, did she ever say

that when she found her husband asleep in the sand that morning, the

looped bowstring of Khesroo the goatherd's bow was loose about his

neck.

But she often wonders if it would have been drawn tighter had she not

gone to seek for what she wanted.

THE BIRTH OF FIRE

The night was clear and silent.

The light-pulse of the stars as they wheeled with slow certainty to

meet the dawn was the only visible movement in the whole expanse of

shadowed earth and sky.

And the only sound audible was my own life breath as I sate beside the

glowing embers of the camp fire.

Strictly speaking, however, there was no camp, for I, and the two

coolies who carried my breakfast, had missed our way in our detour

through the eternal sameness of faint curve and level in the wide

uplands, and finally, in despair of rejoining our tents, had bivouacked

as best we could on the shore of a small frozen lake; one of those

obstinate, rock-bound pools which, even when spring has set seal of

conquest on the world, refuse to melt, and so yield up their treasure

of sweet water to its renewed thirst for Life.

My servants had forced this particular lakelet to philanthropy with

rude blows; wantonly rude it had seemed to me, as I watched the swift

shiver with which the stable unity of surface had split into forlorn

fragments of ice, each adrift at the mercy of that which they had held

prisoner for so long.

The other necessary element, fire, my men had also commandeered by a

raid on the low juniper which crept like moss below the taller grasses

of the plain.

The result had not been altogether satisfactory, for the pungent

smoke of the aromatic wood had--at least, so the sufferers averred,

though, at the time, I suspected a recourse for comfort to my

whisky-flask--produced unmistakable symptoms of intoxication in the

amateur cooks, who, after valiantly serving me up a réchauffé of

breakfast had succumbed to sleep. The mattress of creeping juniper on

which they lay like logs was springy enough to have hidden them from

sight even if the shadowed earth had not been so dark; for it was dark,

formless, void, as only an unbroken expanse of featureless plain can be

when the very sky grows velvet black because of the infinitely distant

brilliance of the stars. Indeed, the uniformity of indefinable shadow

was almost oppressive, although I knew right well the scene that lay

around me; for who that has once seen it can fail of seeing again with

the mind's eye the marvellous mosaic as of white marble and precious

jewels which covers the high upland stretches of the World's Roof, when

the winter snow retreats reluctantly, as if loth to leave the carpeting

of spring flowers which follow on its fleeing footsteps.

I even remembered as I watched the embers that just behind them,

finding faint shelter from a solitary boulder, there grew a tiny azalea

I had never seen before; a fragile, leafless thing set sparsely with

sweet-scented flowers that were flecked rose on saffron like a sunset

sky.

And the silence was oppressive also. I caught myself

listening--listening almost breathlessly--for a sound--for some sound!

But there was not even a whisper among the tall grasses.

In sudden impulse I threw a fresh juniper branch upon the embers, and

the silence, the stillness ended as if by magic; for the green spines

spat and sputtered as they shrivelled, and sent out a dense cloud of

smoke to circle up endlessly into the darkness.

A pungent smoke indeed! Involuntarily I drew back from it and covered

my eyes with my hand waiting until the smouldering should lighten into

flame.

The waiting, however, prolonged itself strangely. No flicker of light

reached me, and I began to wonder dreamily what had happened; so

dreamily, indeed, that when at last I looked up, I did so reluctantly,

and with a curious sense of confusion.

It was this, no doubt, which prevented surprise at finding that I was

no longer the solitary watcher of those dull embers.

Opposite me, nearly hidden in the endless curlings of the juniper smoke

was a man crouching towards the fire as if he felt the cold of the high

uplands. Only his face, and the hands he held towards the heat, showed

clearly; the rest was lost in billowy clouds which, drifting upwards

behind him, obscured the very stars.

I sate silent for a while, disinclined even for curiosity, and then,

rather to my own surprise, I spoke as I might have spoken to a familiar

friend.

"You are cold, I'm afraid."

To this day, I do not know in what language he replied--if, indeed! he

spoke at all. My only recollection is of the eloquence of liquid,

lustrous eyes, the confident certainty of comprehension which is the

child's ere it can speak articulately.

"I am a Star-gazer; so the Fire draws me."

"Why?"

"Why? Surely all know it is the Star Fire which fell when She first

came to me--Hai-me! Hai-me! When She first came and laid her hand in

mine."

The drifting billows parted, showing the stars above his head, then

closed again, blotting them out; blotting out all things, it seemed to

me, even my own self as I sate listening to the faint wail which rose

vaguely, filling the wide shadows.

"Io! Io! Disturber of dreams, why didst thou come? Io! Io! Bringer of

dreams, why didst go? Lo! the Star fire was not thine though thou

earnest with the Fire of the Star."

Through the pungent aroma of the burning branches, a faint breath of

perfume from the sunset-dyed azalea swept, mingling with it, and so

passing with it into the endless circling.

The lustrous eyes drooped, losing their brilliance; but when they

looked up again only serene confident comprehension was there.

"In forest days none of us were Star-gazers, for there was no Rim to

the world on which the following Footsteps could be seen. But when we

left the forest for the upland, with its milch kine and seed grains, we

learnt to look; for there was the Rim. And all things went to stand on

it and disappear among the Stars.

"So, gazing, we saw that the Stars disappeared also; they, too, were

following the Footsteps. But they never came back as they went, like

other things. Their footsteps were faithful; so faithful that you could

foretell by them the ripening of the seed grains, the coming of milk to

the herds.

"So gazing, we wondered. Here by this pool I watched, taking no need of

harvest or milk time; but I saw nothing but the following Footsteps and

the footsteps of the Stars.

"Nothing, though I followed with mine eyes, wheeling as the Stars

wheeled to meet the dawn while the shadows and my kind, and all other

things, slept as they do now."

They slept, indeed! The very smoke had ceased to circle. It hung in

motionless curves, soft, impenetrable, and I could see nothing now save

the lustrous eyes, and the dull glow of the fire.

"So I gazed, until one night, as I stood following the footsteps of the

faithful Stars with mine eyes, the knowledge came to me, that as I

stood watching them, so Someone stood watching me and all things.

Someone who did not move. And I was glad, though I was afraid.

"But that dawn, when I went down after our custom to gather the seed

grains with my kind, they looked at me askance as if I were a stranger.

Only Io, she of the beautiful young one that all cherished, paused as

she suckled it to follow me with curious wondering eyes."

There was a pause, and through it came, soft as a sigh, that faint

wail:

"Io! Io! Disturber of Dreams, why didst come? Io! Io! Bringer of

Dreams, why didst thou go?"

"It was cold here, on the uplands, gazing; but the faithful Stars shone

quite near me. It seemed as if I could reach up and clasp them. And I

was faithful as they in the Footsteps; for I have driven a stake of

wood into the ground firm as the ground itself, and night after night,

as I watched the Stars wheel, I twirled the slender wand I held in my

hands upon it, following their faithful Footsteps so that the Someone

who watched might see me even as they were!

"And I was happy, though I was afraid.

"But one night, when the tall grasses were stiff and the low green

things were white with the cold, my fingers could scarce twirl the

wand, and the fear lest the Someone might grow angry with me came so

strong that suddenly I lifted my head and cried to It to be kind.

"How the stars shone! My hands longed to leave the wand and reach them,

and in me there rose a great new joy, as if I had found myself.

"But that Dawn, when I went after the custom to gather the grain with

my kind, they fled from me as if I had been an enemy.

"Only Io, she of the beautiful young one, with her breasts full of

milk, left the cherished one athirst to follow my footsteps and hold

out a handful of the grain she had gathered for herself.

"But I feared her and she feared me, so she left it lying on the

ground, and afterwards I went and ate it, for I was hungry. But the

touch of her hand that was on the grain touched my lips so that I felt

it even as I gazed.

"Io! Io! Disturber of Dreams, why didst come? Io! Io! Why didst thou

go? The Star fire was not thine, though thou wast in the fire of the

Star!"

Even the lustrous eyes were hidden from me now; I saw nothing but the

fading glow of the embers as I sate listening amid the uttermost peace

of all things to that soft almost voiceless wail.

"The nights grew hot, and the tall grasses crackled in the drought, and

the low green things wilted to greyness. But I cared not, for I had

found myself, and I knew there was a Beginning and an End. And even

that touch on my lips did not disturb my dreams as, faithful as they, I

followed the faithful footsteps of the Stars.

"Until one night--it was so hot that something in me seemed to

out-beat the beating of the Stars--a great Darkness that was not Night

came from the Rim and swallowed up all things.

"I had seen it come before and had hidden my face from it like the rest

of my kin, but now my fear was too strong for hiding. Besides, who

could hide when Someone watched always? And why should I hide if I were

faithful--if I were as the Stars?

"Thus a great joy mingled with my fear, until something in me cried out

with a great longing for something that was not in me, and something

that I had not, seemed to come to me until my wand twirled faster, as

if other hands were on it, and my lips, as I cried out that I was

faithful, felt the touch of other lips upon them.

"So through the Darkness that hid the Stars while the hot wind howled

about me and flung hot earth grains in my face, I shouted to the Stars

to come down to me."

The very fire had gone now, and I strained my eyes into the shadows,

seeing nothing but endless curves as of smoke.

"And lo! One came!

"Just where the wand whirled by my hot hasty hands touched the steady

stake of wood I saw a tiny star.

"But, as I saw it, something came to me also, making me forget the

Star!

"It was Io!

"She had left her cherished one; with her breasts full of milk, she had

left the little drinker athirst; she had followed my footsteps through

the darkness to find me and lay her hand in mine.

"Io! Io! Bringer of Dreams! Io! Io! Disturber of Dreams, thou didst

come!

"And the touch of our hands and our lips together made us forget the

starshine which had come with it.

"But the shine grew and grew, so that when we looked again it was not a

Star at all, but something new and strange. Something that crept among

the dry grasses and the wilted green things, something that leaped and

laughed amid the darkness, something that sent hot arms towards us,

till I caught her in mine and fled from it, leaving the wand and the

steady stake behind.

"So we fled and fled, with the Fire which came from the Starshine

behind us always. Fled in the faithful footsteps of the Stars.... Fled

to find the Dawn!..."

* * * * *

There was silence; a long silence! And was that the Dawn, the gracious

Dawn!

Something, surely, all rose flecked on saffron and suffused with Light

lay before my upturned eyes.

It was an azalea blossom. But, as I rose to my feet from the springy

juniper where I had been lying, my head sheltered by the straggling

branches of the leafless bush, the dawn had come, indeed, on the far

rim of the wide plain.

And between it and me, rising from the retreating snow and the

carpeting of spring flowers, was a white vapour which, lit by the rosy

sun rays behind it, showed like smoke from a prairie fire.

But our fire was out. Only a heap of grey ashes remained, though the

sleep which had come from the juniper branches still held the sleeping

servants.

It needed a rough awakening, as rough as that which had left the

prisoning ice at the mercy of the prisoned water, to rouse them and

make them stand yawning, stretching in the dawn, avowing that

_haschish_ itself could not bring wilder dreams than those which

had been theirs that night. But was it a dream? or does the man,

hand-in-hand with the woman, still fly from the Fire which came from

the Star-shine!

THE GIFT OF BATTLE

"Then you recommend them both," said the mild little Commissioner,

doubtfully; he was a vacillating man, by nature lawful prey to his

superiors.

Tim O'Brien, C.I.E.--the uncoveted distinction had been, to his great

disgust, bestowed on him after a recent famine, in which his sheer

vitality had saved half a province, and earned him, rightfully, the

highest honour of the empire--removed his long Burmah cheroot from his

lips and smiled brilliantly. He was a thin brown man with a whimsical

face.

"And what would I be doing with wan of them on the Bench and the other

in the dock? For it would be that way ere a week was past. It is very

kind of the L.G. to suggest putting either Sirdar Bikrama Singh or Khân

Buktiyar Khân on the Honorary Magistracy, but he doesn't grasp that

they are hereditary enemies and have been the same for eight hundred

years. Ever since the Pathans temporarily conquered the Rajputs, in the

year av' grace 1256! So you couldn't in conscience expect wan of them

not to commit a crime if the other was to be preferred before him. Ye

see, he'd just have to kill someone. But, if ye appoint them both, the

dacencies of Court procedure and the hair-splittin' formalities of the

local Bar will conduce to dignity--to say nothing of their own sense of

justice, which, I'll go bail, is stronger than it is in most people ye

could appoint. Equity's apt to go by the board if ye've too much legal

knowledge; and they have none of that last. But I'll give them a good

Clerk of the Court and guarantee they come to no harrm. Yes, sir, I

recommend them both--to sit _in banco_."

When Tim O'Brien spoke, as he did in the last sentence, curtly and

without a trace of his usual rollicking Irish accent, his superior

officers invariably fell in with his views; it saved trouble.

So, in due course, what answers to a J.P.'s commission at home (with no

small extra powers thrown in) was sent to Sirdar Bikrama Singh, Rajput

at his castle of Nagadrug (the Snake's Hole), and also to Khân Buktiyar

Khân at his fortress of Shakingarh (the Falcon's Nest).

Both buildings had been for some centuries in a hopeless state of

dilapidation, as, from a worldly point of view, were their owners'

fortunes. But, just as the crumbling walls still commanded the wide

arid valley which lay between the rocky steeps of the sandhills on

which they stood, so the position of the two most ancient families of

Hindus and Mahomedans in the district still commanded the respect of

the whole sub-division. Of course, they were antagonistic. Had they not

been so always? But, in truth, the old story of how they came to be so

was such a very old story, that none knew the rights of it: not even

the two high-nosed, high-couraged old men, who, having in due time

succeeded to the headship of their respective families, had done as

their fathers had done; that is to say, glared at each other over their

barren fields, formulated every possible complaint they could against

their neighbour, and denied any good quality to him, his house, his

wife, his oxen, or his ass.

Yet the two had one thing in common. They were both soldiers by race.

Their sons were even now with the colours of Empire, and in their own

youth both had served John Company, and afterwards, the Queen. This

bond, however, was not one of union, but rather of discord. For the one

had belonged to the crack Hindu and the other to the crack Mahomedan

corps of the Indian army, and their respective sons naturally followed

in their fathers' footsteps. Indeed, on occasions the pair of dear old

pantaloons would appear in the uniforms of a past day, hopelessly out

of date as regards buttons and tailoring, but still worn with the

distinctive cock of the turban and swagger of high boots that had

belonged of old days and still belonged to the "rigimint."

Bikrama Singh was seated on the flat roof which had sheltered him and

his for centuries when he received the little slip of silk paper, so

beautifully engrossed, which appointed him to the Honorary Magistracy.

It was a barren honour, since he was not one of those--and there are

many--who make a stipend out of an unpaid post; but his thin old

fingers trembled a little and his eye lost the faintly blue film which

age draws between the Real and the Unreal. Whether his mind reverted at

once to his hereditary enemy--who was not mentioned in the

paper--is doubtful, but he felt it to be an honour in these miserable

days, when a moneylender had more chance of being elected to a district

council than a gentleman of parts to be chosen by the Sirkar. It was a

thousand times better than being "puffed by rabble votes to wisdom's

chair."

"It is well," he said simply, but with a superior air, to his

womenfolk--the wife and daughters and grand-daughters and

daughters-in-law and their kind who filled up the wide old house. "I

shall do my duty and punish the evil doer; notably those who do evil to

my people and my land, since true justice begins at home." And he

curled his thin grey moustache to meet his short grey whiskers and

looked fierce as an old tiger.

Over in Shakingarh also the commission met with approval. "It is well!"

said Buktiyar Khân, as he sate amongst his crowding womenfolk with a

poultice of leaves on his short beard to dye it purple. "I shall do my

duty and punish the evil doer; notably him who has done evil to my

people and my land, since that is the beginning of justice." And his

hawk's eye travelled almost unconsciously from his flat roof to that

other one far over the valley.

Yet, when they met, a few days afterwards, duly attired in their

uniforms on the threshold of _Brine sahib's_ verandah, whither they had

repaired full of courteous acknowledgments to one whom they recognised

as being at the bottom of the appointment, a faint frown came to their

old faces. But _Brine sahib_ broke it to them gently, with the graceful

tact which gained him so much confidence. Government, recognising their

many and great excellencies, had found it impossible to do otherwise

than elevate them both to the Bench, where they would doubtless remain,

as they were now, the best representatives of Hindu and Mahomedan

feeling in the district. And then Tim O'Brien made a few remarks about

the King-Emperor and devoted service which sent both old hands out in

swift stiff salute.

Doubtless it was a shock to find themselves equally honoured; but

regarding the "_in banco_," they both admitted instantly to themselves

that it was better to sit next a hereditary enemy than a stinking

scrivener or a mean moneylender. So Bikrama Singh twirled his grey

moustache and said, "It is well," and Buktiyar Khân twirled his purple

one and said the same thing.

Thereinafter they began work. The women of both houses made the first

court day a regular festival, and sent the two old men from home

dressed and scented and decorated as if for a bridal. The purple of

Buktiyar's beard was positively regal, while the points of Bikrama's

thin trembling fingers were rosy as the dawn.

They were fearsomely stately with each other, of course, but that only

added to the dignity of the Bench. An excellent Clerk of the Court had

been provided for them, and their first cases had been carefully chosen

by Tim O'Brien for their simplicity.

Thus there had seemed no possibility of friction; yet the two new

judges returned to their womenkind vaguely dissatisfied, dimly uneasy.

"The Mahomedan is no fool," remarked Bikrama Singh thoughtfully, "he

saw as quickly as I did that truth lay with the defendant, lies with

the plaintiff."

"By God's truth," admitted Buktiyar Khân grudgingly, "the Hindu is not

such a blockhead as I deemed him. He saw as quickly as I did that lies

were with the plaintiff, truth with the defendant."

It was almost intolerable; but it was true. The hereditary enemies had

agreed about something on God's earth. And as time went on this

unanimity of opinion became the most salient feature of the

newly-constituted court. They agreed about everything. Of different

race, different religion, something deeper in them than these surface

variations coincided. Their innate sense of justice, fostered by the

fact that they had both been brought up in the India of the past, that

they represented its laws, its morals, its maxims, made their judgments

identical.

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