Florence obeyed as fast as her trembling hands could allow, keeping all

the while, a frightened eye on Mrs. Brown, who examined each article of

apparel at leisure, and seemed tolerably well satisfied with their

quality and value; she then produced a worn-out girl's cloak, and the

crushed remnants of a girl's bonnet, as well as other tattered things.

In this dainty raiment she instructed Florence to dress herself, and as

this seemed a prelude to her release, the child complied as fast as

possible. Mrs. Brown then resumed her seat on the bones, and smoked a

very short, black pipe, after which she gave the child a rabbit-skin to

carry, that she might appear like her ordinary companion, and led her

forth into the streets; but she cautioned her, with threats of deadly

vengeance in case of disobedience, to go directly to her father's office

in the city, also to wait at the street corner where she would be left,

until the clock struck three, and these directions Florence promised

faithfully to observe.

At length Mrs. Brown left her changed and ragged little friend at a

corner, where, true to her promise, she remained until the steeple rang

out three o'clock, when after often looking over her shoulder, lest the

all-powerful spies of Mrs. Brown should take offence at that, she

hurried off as fast as she could in her slipshod shoes, holding the

rabbit-skin tight in her hand.

Tired of walking, stunned by the noise and confusion, anxious for her

brother and the nurses, terrified by what she had undergone, and what

was yet before her, Florence once or twice could not help stopping and

crying bitterly, but few people noticed her, in the garb she wore, or if

they did, believed that she was tutored to excite compassion, and passed

on. It was late in the afternoon when she peeped into a kind of wharf,

and asked a stout man there if he could tell her the way to Dombey

& Son's.

The man looked attentively at her, then called another man, who ran up

an archway, and very soon returned with a blithe-looking boy who he said

was in Mr. Dombey's employ.

Hearing this, Florence felt re-assured; ran eagerly up to him, and

caught his hand in both of hers.

"I'm lost, if you please!" said Florence. "I was lost this morning, a

long way from here--and I have had my own clothes taken away since--and

my name is Florence Dombey, and, oh dear, take care of me, if you

please!" sobbed Florence, giving full vent to her childish feelings.

"Don't cry, Miss Dombey," said young Walter Gay, the nephew of Solomon

Gills, in a transport of enthusiasm. "What a wonderful thing for me that

I am here. You are as safe now as if you were guarded by a whole boat's

crew of picked men from a man-of-war. Oh, don't cry!"

"I won't cry any more," said Florence. "I'm only crying for joy."

"Crying for joy!" thought Walter, "and I'm the cause of it. Come along,

Miss Dombey, let me see the villain who will molest you now!"

So Walter, looking immensely fierce, led off Florence looking very

happy; and as Mr. Dombey's office was closed for the night, he led her

to his uncle's, to leave her there while he should go and tell Mr.

Dombey that she was safe, and bring her back some clothes.

"Halloa, Uncle Sol," cried Walter, bursting into the shop; "Here's a

wonderful adventure! Here's Mr. Dombey's daughter lost in the streets,

and robbed of her clothes by an old witch of a woman--found by

me--brought home to our parlor to rest--Here--just help me lift the

little sofa near the fire, will you, uncle Sol?--Cut some dinner for

her, will you, uncle; throw those shoes under the grate, Miss

Florence--put your feet on the fender to dry--how damp they are!--Here's

an adventure, uncle, eh?--God bless my soul, how hot I am!"

Solomon Gills was quite as hot, by sympathy; and in excessive

bewilderment, he patted Florence's head, pressed her to eat, pressed her

to drink, rubbed the soles of her feet with his pocket-handkerchief,

heated at the fire, followed his locomotive nephew with his eyes and

ears, and had no clear perception of anything except that he was being

constantly knocked against, and tumbled over by that excited young

gentleman, as he darted about the room, attempting to accomplish twenty

things at once, and doing nothing at all.

"Here, wait a minute, uncle," he continued, "till I run upstairs and get

another jacket on, and then I'll be off. I say, uncle, isn't this an

adventure?"

"My dear boy," said Solomon, "it is the most extraordinary--"

"No, but do, uncle, please--do, Miss Florence--dinner, you know, uncle."

"Yes, yes, yes," cutting instantly into a leg of mutton, as if he were

catering for a giant. "I'll take care of her, Wally! Pretty dear!

Famished, of course. You go and get ready. Lord bless me! Sir Richard

Whittington, thrice Mayor of London!"

While Walter was preparing to leave, Florence, overcome by fatigue, had

sunk into a doze before the fire and when the boy returned, she was

sleeping peacefully.

"That's capital!" he whispered, "Don't wake her, uncle Sol!"

"No, no," answered Solomon, "Pretty child!"

"_Pretty_, indeed!" cried Walter, "I never saw such a face! Now I'm

off."

Arriving at Mr. Dombey's house, and breathlessly announcing his errand

to the servant, Walter was shown into the library, where he confronted

Mr. Dombey.

"Oh! beg your pardon, sir," said Walter, rushing up to him; "but I'm

happy to say, it's all right, sir. Miss Dombey's found!"

"I told you she would certainly be found," said Mr. Dombey calmly, to

the others in the room. "Let the servants know that no further steps are

necessary. This boy who brings the information is young Gay from the

office. How was my daughter found, sir? I know how she was lost." Here

he looked majestically at Richards. "But how was she found? Who

found her?"

It was quite out of Walter's power to be coherent, but he rendered

himself as explanatory as he could, in his breathless state, and told

why he had come alone.

"You hear this, girl?" said Mr. Dombey sternly, to Susan Nipper. "Take

what is necessary and return immediately with this young man to fetch

Miss Florence home. Gay, you will be rewarded to-morrow."

"Oh! thank you, sir," said Walter. "You are very kind. I'm sure I was

not thinking of any reward sir."

"You are a boy," said Mr. Dombey, almost fiercely; "and what you think

of, or what you affect to think of, is of little consequence. You have

done well, sir. Don't undo it."

Returning to his uncle's with Miss Nipper, Walter found that Florence,

much refreshed by sleep, had dined and come to be on terms of perfect

confidence and ease with old Sol. Miss Nipper caught her in her arms,

and made a very hysterical meeting of it. Then, converting the parlor

into a private tiring-room, she dressed her in proper clothes, and

presently led her forth to say farewell.

"Good-night," said Florence to the elder man, "you have been very good

to me."

Uncle Sol was quite delighted, and kissed her like her grandfather.

"Good-night, Walter," she said, "I'll never forget you, No! Indeed I

never will. Good-by!"

The entrance of the lost child at home made a slight sensation, but not

much. Mr. Dombey kissed her once upon the forehead, and cautioned her

not to wander anywhere again with treacherous attendants. He then

dismissed the culprit Polly Richards, from his service, telling her to

leave immediately, and it was a dagger in the haughty father's heart to

see Florence holding to her dress, and crying to her not to go. Not that

he cared to whom his daughter turned, or from whom turned away. The

swift, sharp agony struck through him as he thought of what his

son might do.

His son cried lustily that night, at all events; and the next day a new

nurse, Wickam by name, took Polly's place.

She lavished every care upon little Paul, yet all her vigilance could

not make him a thriving boy. When he was nearly five years old, he was

a pretty little fellow, but so very delicate that Mr. Dombey became

alarmed about him, and decided to send him at once to the seashore.

So to Brighton, Paul and Florence and nurse Wickam went, and boarded

with a certain Mrs. Pipchin there. On Saturdays Mr. Dombey came down to

a hotel near by, and Paul and Florence would go and have tea with him,

and every day they spent their time upon the sands, and Florence was

always content when Paul was happy.

While the children were thus living at Brighton, a warrant was served

upon old Solomon Gills, by a broker, because of a payment overdue upon a

bond debt. Old Sol was overcome by the extent of this calamity, which he

could not avert, and Walter hurried out to fetch Captain Cuttle to

discuss the situation. To the lad's dismay, the Captain insisted upon

applying to Mr. Dombey at once for the necessary loan which would help

old Sol out of his difficulty. So Walter proceeded with him to Brighton

as fast as coach horses could carry them, and on a Sunday morning while

Mr. Dombey was at breakfast, Florence came running in, her face suffused

with a bright color, and her eyes sparkling joyfully, and cried:

"Papa! Papa! here's Walter, and he won't come in!"

"Who?" cried Mr. Dombey, "What does she mean,--what is this?"

"Walter, Papa," said Florence timidly; "who found me when I was lost!"

"Tell the boy to come in," said Mr. Dombey. "Now, Gay, what is the

matter?"

Tremblingly Walter Gay stood in the presence of his proud employer, and

made known his uncle's distress, and when he ceased speaking, Captain

Cuttle stepped forward, and clearing a space among the breakfast cups at

Mr. Dombey's elbow, produced a silver watch, ready money to the amount

of thirteen pounds and half a crown, two teaspoons and a pair of

battered sugar-tongs, and piling them up into a heap, that they might

look as precious as possible, said:

"Half a loaf is better than no bread, and the same remark holds good

with crumbs. There's a few. Annuity of one hundred pounds p'rannum also

ready to be made over!"

Florence had listened tearfully to Walter's sad tale and to the

captain's offer of his valuables, and little Paul now tried to comfort

her; but Mr. Dombey, watching them, saw only his son's wistful

expression, thought only of his pleasure, and after taking the child on

his knee, and having a brief consulation with him, he announced

pompously that Master Paul would lend the money to Walter's uncle. Young

Gay tried to express his gratitude for this favor, but Mr. Dombey

stopped him short. Then, sweeping the captain's property from him, he

added, "Have the goodness to take these things away, sir!"

Captain Cuttle was so much struck by the magnanimity of Mr. Dombey, in

refusing treasures lying heaped up to his hand, that when he had

deposited them in his pockets again, he could not refrain from grasping

that gentleman's right hand in his own solitary left, before following

Walter out of the room, and Mr. Dombey shivered at his touch.

Florence was running after them, to send some message to old Sol, when

Mr. Dombey called her back, bidding her stay where she was, and so the

episode ended.

When the children had been nearly twelve months at Mrs. Pipchin's, Mr.

Dombey decided to send Paul to Dr. Blimber's boarding-school where his

education would be properly begun. Accordingly, Paul began his studies

in that hot-bed of learning, where the dreamy, delicate child with his

quaint ways soon became a favorite with teachers and pupils. The

process of being educated was difficult for one so young and frail, and

he might have sunk beneath the burden of his tasks but for looking

forward to the weekly visit to his sister at Mrs. Pipchin's.

Oh, Saturdays! Oh, happy Saturdays! When Florence always came for him at

noon, and never would in any weather stay away: these Saturdays were

Sabbaths for at least two little Christians among all the Jews, and did

the holy Sabbath work of strengthening and knitting up a brother's and a

sister's love.

Seeing her brother's difficulty with his lessons, Florence procured

books similar to his, and sat down at night to track his footsteps

through the thorny ways of learning; and being naturally quick, and

taught by that most wonderful of masters, Love, it was not long before

she gained upon Paul's heels, and caught, and passed him.

And high was her reward, when one Saturday evening she sat down by his

side and made all that was so dark, clear and plain before him. It was

nothing but a startled look in Paul's wan face--a flush--a smile--and

then a close embrace--but God knows how her heart leaped up at this rich

payment for her trouble.

"Oh, Floy!" he cried, "how I love you!"

He said no more about it, but all that evening sat close by her, very

quiet; and in the night he called out from his little room, three or

four times, that he loved her. Regularly after that Florence sat down

with him on Saturday night, and assisted him through so much as they

could anticipate together of his next week's work.

And so the months went by, until the midsummer vacation was near at

hand, and the great party which was to celebrate the breaking up of

school, was about to come off. Some weeks before this, Paul had had a

fainting turn, and had not recovered his strength, in consequence of

which, he was enjoying complete rest from lessons, and it was clear to

every one, that, once at home, he would never come back to Dr. Blimber's

or to any school again, and to no one was the sad truth more evident

than to Florence.

On the evening of the great party Florence came, looking so beautiful in

her simple ball dress, with her fresh flowers in her hand, that she was

the admiration of all the young gentlemen of the school, and

particularly of Mr. Toots, the head boy; a simple youth with an engaging

manner, and the habit of blushing and chuckling when addressed. Mr.

Toots had made Paul his especial favorite and charge, and was well

repaid for his devotion to the boy by the gracious appreciation which

Florence showed him for it, and it was to the care of Mr. Toots that

Paul, when leaving, intrusted the dog Diogenes, who had never received a

friend into his confidence before Paul had become his companion.

The brother and sister remained together for a time at Mrs. Pipchin's,

then went back to their home in London, where little Paul's life ebbed

away, and his father's hopes were crushed by the blow.

There was a hush through Mr. Dombey's great mansion when the child was

gone, and Florence;--was she so alone in the bleak world that nothing

else remained to her except her little maid? Nothing.

At first, when the house subsided into its accustomed course she could

do nothing but weep, and wander up and down, and sometimes, in a sudden

pang of desolate remembrance, fly to her own chamber, lay her face down

on her bed, and know no consolation. But it is not in the nature of pure

love to burn so fiercely and unkindly long. Soon, in the midst of the

dismal house, her low voice in the twilight slowly touched an old air to

which she had so often listened with Paul's head upon her arm. And

after that, and when it was quite dark, a little strain of music

trembled in the room, repeated often, in the shadowy solitude; and

broken murmurs of the strain still trembled on the keys when the sweet

voice was hushed in tears.

One day Florence was amazed at receiving a visit from Mr. Toots, who

entered the room with much hesitation, and, with a series of chuckles,

laughs, and blushes, informed her that he had brought her little Paul's

pet, the dog Diogenes, as a companion in her loneliness.

"He ain't a lady's dog, you know," said Mr. Toots, "but I hope you won't

mind that. If you would like to have him, he's at the door."

In fact, Diogenes was at that moment staring through the window of a

hackney cabriolet, into which he had been ensnared on a false pretence

of rats among the straw. Sooth to say, he was as unlike a lady's dog as

dog might be; and in his gruff anxiety to get out, gave short yelps, and

overbalancing himself by the intensity of his efforts, tumbled down into

the straw, and then sprung up panting again, putting out his tongue, as

if he had come express to a Dispensary to be examined for his health.

But though Diogenes was as ridiculous a dog as one would meet with on a

summer's day; a blundering, ill-favored, clumsy, bullet-headed dog,

continually acting on the wrong idea that there was an enemy in the

neighborhood whom it was meritorious to bark at; and though he was far

from good-tempered, and certainly was not clever, and had hair all over

his eyes, and a comical nose, and an inconsistent tail, and a gruff

voice,--he was dearer to Florence, in virtue of Paul's parting

remembrance of him, and that request that he might be taken care of,

than the most valuable and beautiful of his kind. So dear, indeed, was

this same ugly Diogenes, and so welcome to her, that she kissed the

hand of Mr. Toots in her gratitude. And when Diogenes, released, came

tearing up the stairs and, bouncing into the room, dived under all the

furniture, and wound a long iron chain that dangled from his neck round

legs of chairs and tables, and then tugged at it until his eyes nearly

started out of his head; and when he growled at Mr. Toots, who affected

familiarity, Florence was as pleased with him as if he had been a

miracle of discretion.

Mr. Toots was so overjoyed by the success of his present, and so

delighted to see Florence bending over Diogenes, smoothing his coarse

back with her little delicate hand--Diogenes graciously allowing it from

the first moment of their acquaintance--that he felt it difficult to

take leave, and would, no doubt have been a much longer time in making

up his mind to do so, if he had not been assisted by Diogenes himself,

who suddenly took it into his head to bay at Mr. Toots, and to make

short runs at him with his mouth open. Not exactly seeing his way to the

end of these demonstrations, Mr. Toot with chuckles, lapsed out of the

door, and got away.

"Come, then, Di! Dear Di! Make friends with your new mistress. Let us

love each other, Di!" said Florence, fondling his shaggy head. And Di,

the rough and gruff, as if his hairy hide were pervious to the tear that

dropped upon it, and his dog's heart melted as it fell, put his nose up

to her face and swore fidelity.

A banquet was immediately provided for him, and when he had eaten and

drunk his fill, he went to Florence, rose up on his hind legs, with his

awkward fore-paws on her shoulders, licked her face and hands, nestled

his great head against her heart, and wagged his tail till he was tired

Finally, he coiled himself up at her feet, and went to sleep.

That same night Susan Nipper told her mistress that Mr. Dombey was to

leave home the next day for a trip,--which piece of news filled Florence

with dismay, and she sat musing sadly until midnight.

She was little more than a child in years,--not yet fourteen--and the

loneliness and gloom of such an hour in the great house might have set

an older fancy brooding on vague terrors. But her innocent imagination

was too full of one theme to admit them. Nothing wandered in her thought

but love; a wandering love indeed, and cast away, but turning always to

her father.

She could not go to bed, without making her nightly pilgrimage to his

door. The moment she touched it she found that it was open, and there

was a light within. The first impulse of the timid child--and she

yielded to it--was to retire swiftly. A next, to go back, and to enter.

She turned back, urged on by the love within her, and glided in.

Her father sat at his old table, in the middle of the room. His face was

turned towards her. It looked worn and dejected, and in the loneliness

surrounding him, there was an appeal to Florence that struck home, but

when she spoke to him, the sternness of his glance and words so overcame

her that she shrank away,--and sobbing, silently ascended to her

room again.

Diogenes was broad awake, and waiting for his little mistress.

"Oh, Di! Oh, dear Di! Love me for his sake!"

Diogenes already loved her for his own, and did not care how much he

showed it. So he made himself vastly ridiculous by performing a variety

of uncouth bounces, and concluded, when poor Florence was at last

asleep, by scratching open her bedroom door; rolling up his bed into a

pillow; lying down on the boards at the full length of his tether with

his head toward her; and looking lazily at her, upside down, out of the

tops of his eyes, until, from winking and blinking, he fell asleep

himself, and dreamed with gruff barks, of his enemy.

About this time Walter Gay was informed by Mr. Dombey of his appointment

to a junior position in the firm's counting house in the Barbadoes. The

boy ever since he first saw Florence had thought of her with admiration

and compassion, pitying her loneliness; and now when he was about to

cross the ocean, his first thought was to seek audience with her little

maid, to tell her of his going, to say to her that his uncle had had an

interest in Miss Dombey ever since the night when she was lost, and

always wished her well and happy, and always would be proud and glad to

serve her, if she should need that service.

Upon receiving the message, Florence hastened with Susan Nipper to the

old Instrument-maker's Shop, and they passed into the parlor so suddenly

that Uncle Sol, in surprise at seeing them, sprang out of his own chair

and nearly tumbled over another, as he exclaimed, "Miss Dombey!"

"Is it possible!" cried Walter, starting up in his turn. "Here!"

"Yes," said Florence, advancing to him. "I was afraid you might be going

away, and hardly thinking of me. And, Walter, there is something I wish

to say to you before you go, and you must call me Florence, if you

please, and not speak like a stranger. My dear brother before he died

said that he was very fond of you, and said, 'remember Walter'; and if

you will be a brother to me, Walter, now that I have none on earth, I'll

be your sister all my life, and think of you like one, wherever we

may be!"

In her sweet simplicity, she held out both her hands, and Walter, taking

them, stooped down and touched the tearful face; and it seemed to him

in doing so, that he responded to her innocent appeal beside the dead

child's bed.

After Walter's departure, Florence lived alone as before, in the great

dreary house, and the blank walls looked down upon her with a vacant

stare, as if they had a Gorgon-like mind to stare her youth and beauty

into stone.

No magic dwelling-place in magic story, shut up in the heart of a thick

wood, was ever more solitary and deserted to the fancy than was her

father's mansion in its grim reality. The spell upon it was more wasting

than the spell which used to set enchanted houses sleeping once upon a

time, but left their waking freshness unimpaired. But Florence bloomed

there, like the King's fair daughter in the story. Her books, her music,

and her daily teachers were her only real companions, except Susan

Nipper and Diogenes, and she lived within the circle of her innocent

pursuits and thoughts, and nothing harmed her. She could go down to her

father's rooms now without fear of repulse. She could put everything in

order for him, binding little nosegays for his table, changing them as

they withered, and he did not come back, preparing something for him

every day, and leaving some timid mark of her presence near his usual

seat. Waking in the night, perhaps, she would tremble at the thought of

his coming home and angrily rejecting it, and would hurry down and bring

it away. At another time she would only lay her face upon his desk, and

leave a kiss there, and a tear.

Still no one knew of this. Her father did not know--she held it from

that time--how much she loved him. She was very young, and had no

mother, and had never learned, by some fault or misfortune, how to

express to him that she loved him. She would try to gain that art in

time, and win him to a better knowledge of his only child.

Thus Florence lived alone in the deserted house, and day succeeded day

in a monotony of loneliness until yielding to Susan Nipper's constant

request Florence consented to pay a visit to some friends who lived at

Fulham on the Thames.

Just at this time she learned that Walter's ship was overdue, and no

news had been received of her, and, her mind filled with sad

forebodings, she went to see old Sol, She found him tearful and

desolate, broken down by the weight of his anxiety, refusing to be

comforted even by the hopeful words of Captain Cuttle. So it was with a

heavy heart that she went to pay her visit, accompanied by her

little maid.

There were some other children staying at the Skettleses. Children who

were frank and happy, with fathers and mothers. Children who had no

restraint upon their love, and showed it freely. Florence thoughtfully

observed them, sought to find out from them what simple art they knew,

and she knew not; how she could be taught by them to show her father how

she loved him, and to win his love again. But all her efforts failed to

give her the secret of the nameless grace she sought, among the youthful

company who were assembled in the house, or among the children of the

poor, whom she often visited.

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