“We made a little excursion. In my very early childhood I was once at

the ever-haunted Warbleton Priory, and the recollection of its utter

weirdness and of the skulls kept there had always so remained with me

that I had quite longed to see it again. The many stories about it are

such as ought never to be told, only whispered. The very approaches have

a mystery. No one will stay there now, even by broadest daylight; so we

went to an old manor near Rushlake Green for the keys, but found even

that so bolted and barred that we were long in obtaining them. ‘Oh no,

there is never any one there,’ said the servant, ‘but you must go on

till you come to a black gate, then drive in.’ To reach this, we

followed a lane with well-built cottages, but they were deserted, their

windows broken and their gardens overgrown; no one could live so near

the accursed spot. Through the black gate we enter dark woods. A

cart-track exists, winding through thickets with fine oaks interspersed,

and by reedy ponds dense with waving cotton-plants. Then we cross open

fields entirely covered with thistles--enough to seed all Sussex--for no

one will work there. Then, through another black gate, we enter a

turf-grown space, with lovely distant view between old trees, and

there, with high red-tiled roofs, golden here and there with lichen, is

a forlorn and mossy but handsome old stone house, built from and rising

amidst other remains of an Augustinian priory. In its little garden are

roses, and box bushes which have once been clipped into shapes. Inside,

the mildewed rooms have some scanty remnants of their old furniture. In

one of them, where a most terrible murder was committed, the blood then

shed still comes up through the floor--a dark awful pool which no

carpenter’s work can efface. The most frightful sounds, cries, and

shrieks of anguish, rumblings and clankings, even apparently explosions,

are always heard by night, and sometimes by day. In the principal room

of the ground floor, in the recess of a window, are two skulls. They

are believed to be those of two brothers who fought here and both fell

dead. From one, the lower jaw has fallen down, increasing its ghastly

effect. Successive generations of farmers have buried them, and

instantly everything has gone wrong on the farm and all the cattle have

died: now they have altogether abandoned a hopeless struggle with the

unseen world. Besides this there is a tradition--often verified--that if

any one touches the skulls, within twelve hours they pass through the

valley of the shadow of Death. So naturally Warbleton Priory is left to

the undisputed possession of its demon-ghosts.”

* * * * *

JOURNAL _and_ LETTER _to_ W. H. MILLIGAN.

“_Thoresby, Oct. 22, 1897._--I began my little tour of visits at Maiden

Bradley.... You know how it is almost the only remnant the title

possesses from the once vast Somerset estates. The 12th Duke left

everything he possibly could away, and when the present Duke and Duchess

succeeded, they were pictureless, bookless, almost spoonless. Still they

were determined to make the best of it. ‘He could not take away our

future: we will not lament over all that is lost, but enjoy to the very

utmost what we have;’ this has been the rule of their existence, and so

‘Algie and Susie,’ as they, always speak of each other, have had a most

delightful life, enjoying and giving enjoyment. No one ever looked more

ducal than this genial, hearty, handsome Duke: no one brighter or

pleasanter than his Duchess: ‘all who have to do with her find nothing

but courtesy, gentleness, and goodness,’ as Brantôme wrote of Claude of

France. I liked my visit extremely. My fellow-guests were Sir E. Poynter

of the Royal Academy, Lady Heytesbury, and Mrs. Kelly, an authoress.

With the last I saw stately Longleat, which I had not visited since I

was fourteen, and--as horses are the one indulgence the Duke gives

himself--he drove us luxuriously about the country on his

coach-and-four.

“The following week was delightful--with the Boynes in their beautiful

hill-set home. They took me glorious excursions, and we picnicked out in

beautiful places five days running. One day we went to Kinlet--a really

great house, as well kept by Swedish maids (its mistress is a Swede) as

if there were a dozen men-servants. And the last day we went to a real

still-standing Norman farmhouse (Millichope), with its original round

arched doors and windows.

“From Burwarton I went on to my pleasant cousin’s, the Francis

Bridgemans, close to that beautiful church at Tong, and we spent a day

with Francis’s kind old father, Lord Bradford, at Weston, and he showed

us all the pictures and treasures in the house, and drove us about in

his sociable to the ‘Temple of Diana’ and other points of interest in

the park of a very comfortable well-to-do place.

“Next, I visited Lady Margaret Herbert (daughter of my dear Lady

Carnarvon) as châtelaine at Teversal manor in Notts, a smoky

wind-stricken country, but with Hardwicke and other fine houses to see.

The charming aunt of my hostess, Lady Guendolen, was living with her as

chaperon, none the worse in body for being a strict vegetarian, and in

mind the sunniest of the sunny, delightful to be with.

‘And scarcely is she altered, for the hours

Have led her lightly down the vale of life,

Dancing and scattering roses, and her face

Seems a perpetual daybreak.’[582]

I was glad to be taken to spend the day at Bestwood, the Duke of St.

Alban’s modern place, its woods an oasis in the wilderness, and its

honours were charmingly done by Lady Sybil Beauclerk and her

good-looking brother Burford. In the Duchess’s room were a series of

albums with all the original drawings for Dickens’s works. All the best

pictures were burnt in a fire.

“The Ladies Herbert sometimes, but in a far-away sense, remind me of

their mother, who was quite the most perfectly brilliant person I have

ever known. I have always heard that she was this even as a girl, and

that it was a perpetual surprise to her parents, who were very inferior

people. Lady Dufferin used to say that they were like savages who had

found a watch.

“Taking stern dismal Bolsover--its delicate carvings utterly ruined by

‘trippers’--on the way, I came on to meet a large party here at

Thoresby, which is in more than usual autumnal forest glory. We have

just been spending the afternoon at Welbeck, shown all the improvements

by Mrs. Dallas Yorke, in the absence of the tall handsome Duchess, who,

however, returned before we left. One did not wonder that she is such a

special joy to the old people of the place, because they had ‘been so

long without a duchess, and when there was one long ago, it was only

such a little one.’ She has built a delightful

gallery--Florence-fashion--between the old house and the new, and hung

it with a galaxy of old prints, and has made fascinating little

terrace-gardens, and edged their beds with dwarf lavender, so that ‘when

the ladies’ dresses brush against it, its scent may be wafted into the

house.’

“And meantime my thoughts have been much at Llandaff, with the

cousin[583] who was the dearest friend of my boyhood, seeming to pass

with her through the closing scenes of the good Dean’s life, and to see

him as she did, lying in his cathedral, dressed in his surplice, in the

majesty of eternal repose.”

* * * * *

_To_ MRS. C. VAUGHAN.

“_Holmhurst, Nov. 16, 1897._--Here I am again in quietude, thinking of

you very much in your last days at Llandaff; busy over the building of

which I am architect, overseer, a hundred things at once, and planting a

great deal, with a reminiscence of Dumbiedykes in Walter Scott--‘Be aye

sticking in a tree; it will be growing, Jock, while you’re sleeping.’ My

only companions now are the pleasant Hospitallers in the little Hospice,

whom I constantly meet in the garden and wood walks. I wish you could

see their little house, and the late roses lingering on their porch.

“I have been away for a week. Lady Stanhope took me from Chevening to

see Lullingstone Castle in Kent, the old house of the Dykes, with a

good brick gateway, a richly ceilinged upper gallery, and a chapel with

interesting tombs. Two days afterwards, Lady Chetwynd took me to a finer

place--Chawton in Hants, where the Knights, of Godmersham, live now,

representing several old extinct families, especially the Lewknors, with

whom I am very familiar through their tombs scattered all over Sussex,

and who are commemorated at Chawton by many portraits and fine

tapestried needlework. A little bookcase with a globe outside and a

series of Elzevir Histories of the World within, was very attractive.

[Illustration: PORCH OF HOSPICE, HOLMHURST.]

“Then I went to stay with ‘the richest man in the world,’ genial

unassuming Mr. Astor, in his beautiful Cliveden, much improved since he

bought it from its ducal owners, and enriched within by glorious

portraits of Reynolds and Romney, and without by the noble terrace

parapet of the Villa Borghese and its fountains, already looking here a

natural part of the Buckinghamshire landscape, and replaced on its old

site by a copy, which is just the same to nineteenth-century Italians!

All the splendid sarcophagi and even the marble benches of the

world-famous villa are now also at Cliveden, where they are more valued

than at Rome. We had a charming party--Jane, Lady Churchill, retaining

in advancing years ‘sa marche de déesse sur les nues,’[584] for which

she was famous in her youth; the Lord Chancellor, Lady Halsbury, and a

daughter; pretty gentle Princess Löwenstein; the Duchess of Roxburghe,

ever wreathed in smiles of geniality and kindness, with two very tall

agreeable daughters; Lord Sandwich, as bubbling with fun as when he was

a young man; Lord and Lady Stanhope--always salt of the earth; with Mr.

Marshall Hall and Sir Arthur Sullivan as geniuses; so, as you will see,

‘une élite très intelligente.’ Every one of these delightful people,

too, was simplicity itself, rare as that virtue is to find. I see that

Queen Adelaide, as Duchess of Clarence, wrote to Gabrielle von

Bülow--‘How rarely you meet a really simple man or woman in our great

world; they would be hard to find even with Diogenes’ lantern.’

Certainly ‘learned’ people are scarcely ever agreeable. There is a very

good sentence in Hamerton about that--‘A good mental condition includes

just as much culture as is necessary to the development of the

faculties, but not any burden of erudition heavy enough to diminish, as

erudition so often does, the promptitude or elasticity of the mind.’

“On Sunday morning we all went to the beautifully situated little church

at Hedsor, arriving early and seeing the congregation wind up the steep

grassy hill as to a church in Dalecarlia. In the afternoon we were

driven about the grounds of Cliveden to the principal points--Waldo

Story’s grand fountain in the avenue and his noble landing-place on the

river. Exquisitely beautiful were the peace of the still autumn evening,

the amber and golden tints of the woods, and the wide river with its

reflections. Mr. Astor has attended to all the historic associations of

the spot; placing a fine statue of Marlborough in the temple built by

Lord Orkney, who was one of his generals, and portraits of Lady

Shrewsbury and her Duke of Buckingham, and of Frederick and Augusta of

Wales, in the successor of the house where they lived. Another portrait

of Frederick, with his three sisters, Anne, Emily, and Caroline, all

playing on musical instruments, has the old house in the background. Our

host seemed to me quite absolutely frank and delightful; indeed,

Surrey’s lines on Sir T. Wyatt might be applied to him--

‘An eye whose judgment no effect could blind,

Friends to allure and foes to reconcile,

Whose piercing look did represent a mind

With virtue fraught, reposèd, void of guile.’

“Now, I am enjoying the time alone at home, with its much-reading

opportunity, and I often think that my natural bent would have been to

enjoy it quite as much as a boy, when all the family except you treated

me not only as a consummate dunce, but a _hopeless_ dunce; and when

almost every book was thought wicked, or at best quite unsuited for a

boy’s digestion. Now, eyes ache often, but I may say with Lady M.

Wortley Montagu, ‘If relays of eyes were to be ordered like post-horses,

I would admit none but silent companions.’

“Les années d’ennui et de solitude lui firent lire bien des

livres’--part of Catherine II.’s epitaph on herself--is certainly true

in my case. Just now I have been labouring through the two long thick

volumes which are called ‘Memoirs of Tennyson,’ though, when you close

them, you have less idea of what the man was like than when you

began--of the rude, rugged old egotist, who was yet almost sublimely

picturesque; of the aged sage, who in dress, language, manners was

always posing for the adoration of strangers, and furious if he did not

get it, or--if he did. The book is most provoking, for it would by no

means have destroyed the hero to have truthfully described the man.

“There have been no end of hard-worked boy-friends here for Sundays, and

it is no trouble, but very much the contrary. We always get on together

capitally--

‘That which we like, likes us:

No need of any fuss,’

is a capital Feejee proverb.[585]

[Illustration: THE AVE-VALE STEPS, HOLMHURST.]

“I think it is Frederick Locker who says that one gradually finds out

how much of the affection one inspires is ‘_reflected_.’ ‘Though thou

lose all that thou deemest happiness, if thou canst but make the

happiness of others, thou shall find it again in thine own heart,’ is a

sentence of George Ebers, of which I mentally leave out as irrelevant

the conclusion--‘Is not this playing at being God Almighty?’”

* * * * *

_To_ MISS GARDEN _at_ LUCCA, _and_ JOURNAL.

“_Holmhurst, August 1, 1898._--I have been much in London since I wrote

last, enjoying the garden-parties at Sion, Osterley, Holland House,

Hatfield, Lady Penrhyn’s, Lady Portman’s, &c., and seeing many pleasant

people, mostly ‘grandes dames de par le monde.’ Yet, in the season, it

is all too great a hurry; one seldom has time to become really

acquainted with any one; there are few who have even sufficient

personality to leave an individual impression on the mind; if any one

does, he or she is ‘like a tree in the steppe’ in the monotony of London

life. I dined out daily for two months, but how difficult it is to

remember any dinner-party! ‘Who cares for the whipped cream of London

society?’ was a saying of Walter Scott. I do recollect one dinner,

however, at Mr. Knowles’s, from the fine effect of light on Leighton’s

‘Clytie,’ the principal ornament of his dining-room, all the

illumination being given to one fold of the dress, and the rest

effectively left in shadow. One charming person whom I remember was Lady

Blake, lately returned to England with her husband, who had been

governor of Jamaica. She was fond of tame animals. ‘In Jamaica,’ she

said, ‘I often had a large snake coiled round my waist; my tiger-cat I

generally led by a string, for I never knew what he might do, but my

tame crocodile always quietly followed me.’ She was Irish--a Bernal

Osborne. ‘Oh, I assure you the Irish are very good to us, quite

charming, in fact.’ ‘But if you do anything they don’t like, they kill

you.’--‘Naturally.’

“On July 11 I was at Miss Fleetwood Wilson’s wedding to Prince

Dolgorouki, and also at Lady Mary Savile’s in the Church of the

Assumption, which was a most picturesque ceremony, performed by Cardinal

Vaughan--such a fine cardinal!--in a jewelled mitre, with all

accompaniments of cross-bearers, incense-swingers, &c.

“The nobly Christian death of Mr. Gladstone and the almost ludicrous

apotheosis of one who, in his political life, did nothing and undid so

much, were events of the spring. I have personally more individual

recollection of his kindness to those who needed it than of his witty

sayings; but they were constant. ‘What do you think of Purcell’s Life of

Manning?’ some one said to him shortly before the end. ‘I think that

Manning need have nothing to fear at the day of judgment.’ He was

formidable to strangers, chiefly on account of ‘those demoniac eyes of

his,’ as Cardinal Alcander said of Luther; and though in his private

capacity he was all goodness, it seemed inconsistent with his public

one. Yet what admirers he had! I remember his saying once to Lord

Houghton, ‘I lead the life of a dog,’ and the answer, ‘Yes, of a St.

Bernard--the saviour of men.’ Joseph Parker used to describe him as ‘the

greatest Englishman of the century, he was so massive, sincere, and

majestic. If he had had humour he would have been too good to live, but

eagles don’t laugh.’

“How much and long people have talked of him, and now what a silence

will fall upon it all. An amusing breakfast at Mr. Leveson’s has just

been recalled to me, where Lady Marian Alford said, ‘Gladstone really

puts his foot in it so often, he is a perfect centipede.’ Directly

after, a wasp lighted on the breakfast-table and there was some question

of killing it. ‘Oh, don’t; I can’t bear killing anything,’ cried Lady

Marian. ‘What! not even a centipede?’ quietly said Lord Lyons, who was

present.

“I was with Mrs. John Dundas at Holt in Wiltshire, where the little

village once prospered exceedingly owing to its mineral spring. Ten

smart carriages used to wait round its fountain at once whilst their

owners drank the waters, and a house is pointed out where some Duchess

or other died. Then the fashion changed, and drainage was allowed to

filter into the spring, and Holt sank into obscurity.

“We went to see Mr. Moseley, the admirable old Rector, who is

half-paralysed. A farmer had been to him to ask whether he did not think

he might get his hay in on a Sunday afternoon, as the weather was likely

to change, and he answered, ‘Certainly; it is God’s hay; save it by all

means.’ How unlike most English priests, but how Christ-like--‘personne

moins prêtre que Jesus Christ.’ ‘From the fetters of spiritual

narrowness, Good Lord deliver us,’ is a petition which I feel more and

more ought to be added to the Litany.[586] Yet in many houses I visit I

still find much of the old Sabbath-bondage remaining, though certainly

it is true that ‘we almost sigh with relief when we discover that even

saints can find monotony monotonous.’

“There is a perfect cordon of drawable old manor-houses round Holt, and

it is only two miles from Bradford-on-Avon, from which the great town in

Yorkshire was colonised, and which owes much of its foreign look to

French refugees. Its houses rise high, tier above tier, on the hillside,

blue-grey against the sky. Over the Avon is a beautiful bridge with a

fine old bracketed mass-chapel, long used as a lock-up. A tiny Saxon

church--the only real one probably in England--has been discovered

walled up into cottages; and there is a noble old ‘palace’ of the Dukes

of Kingston standing in high-terraced gardens. Great Chalfield is a most

lovely Tudor house, with an old chapel and moat. At South Wraxhall how I

recalled many visits from my miserable so-called tutors at Lyncombe, in

days of penury and starvation. How indefinite the misty future seemed in

the thinking-time which those long solitary rambles afforded, and how I

longed to penetrate it. At fifteen ‘j’ai trop voulu, des choses

infinies,’ but I was at a parting of the ways of life then, and I think

I decided in those early days to try to do the best I could here, and

leave the eternities and infinities--of which I heard so much more than

of realities--to take care of themselves, for:--

‘Though reason may at her own quarry fly,

Yet how can finite grasp infinity?’

“But I am moralising too much and must return to my old houses, which

were full of smugglers formerly--‘moonrakers’ they called them in

Wiltshire, because many of the smuggled goods were concealed in the

ponds, and when the excisemen caught the smugglers extracting them at

night, and demanded what they were doing, they answered, ‘Oh, we are

raking out the moon.’ I was working in Shropshire for some time after

my Wiltshire visit, inspecting almost every church and old house for my

book, and hospitably entertained by genial Fred Swete at Oswestry and

the Misses Windsor Clive at beautiful Oakly Park near Ludlow.

“While in London I went for two days to Bulstrode, which the late Duke

of Somerset left to his youngest daughter, Lady Guendolen Ramsden, who

is the most charming of hostesses, but the place is disappointing--a

very large modern villa, only one room remaining of the old house where

Mrs. Delany lived so much with Margaret, Duchess of Portland, and

nothing of that of Judge Jeffreys, which preceded it. It contains an

early portrait of Shakspeare, and a most grand Sir Joshua of a Mrs.

Weddell. We dawdled most of the day in the verandah. Oh, the waste of

time in country-house visits; but Lady Guendolen had much that was

pleasant to tell of her mother, the witty (Sheridan) Duchess of

Somerset. ‘She was once at a bazaar selling things, and a fat, burly,

plethoric farmer asked her the price of something and she mentioned it.

The price seemed to him absurd. ‘Do you take me for the Prodigal,’ he

said. ‘Oh, no,’ she replied; ‘I take you for the fatted calf.’ This made

Graham Vivian, who was one of the party, recollect. ‘I was walking by

the Duchess’s donkey-chair, and suddenly the donkey brayed horribly.

“Will he do it again?” said the Duchess. “Not unless he hears another,”

answered the donkey-boy. “Then mind _you_ don’t sneeze,” said the

Duchess, turning to me.’

“About Mr. L., who always speaks his mind, Lady Guendolen was very

amusing:--‘Mr. L. took me in to dinner, and I thought I was making

myself very agreeable to him, when he suddenly said--“Talk to your

neighbour on the other side.” I felt humiliated, but I thought he

fancied I couldn’t, so I did, and went on, and never spoke another word

to Mr. L. I told him of it afterwards, that he had hurt me so much that

I dreamt of it, and I told him my dream--that I said to him that I was

considered to become very amusing after I had had two glasses of wine,

and he answered, ‘_Then_, my dear lady, you must have been most

uncommonly sober this evening.’”

* * * * *

_To_ VISCOUNT HALIFAX.

“_Holmhurst, August 21, 1898._--I have been for three days at

Hurstmonceaux, doubly picturesque in the burnt turf of this hot summer,

upon which the massy foliage of the trees is embossed as in Titian’s

landscapes. I always feel there, as nowhere else except in the views of

the Roman Campagna from the Alban Hills, the supreme beauty of looking

down upon vast stretches of flat pasture-land, reaching for ten miles or

more, and iridescent in its pink and blue cloud-shadows, with here and

there a ripple of delicate green in softest glamour of quivering light.

Every hour one sees it change--luminous with long lines of natural

shadow, purple from drifting storm-clouds--

‘Then at some angel evening after rain

Glowing like early Paradise again.’

It is a pleasure now to be there, though life there is living amongst

the sepulchres. ‘La morte, l’estrema visitatrice,’[587] has come to all

I knew, and the gravestones of most of them are _moss-grown_--not only

of all the family of my childhood, but of all the neighbours, and all

that generation of poor people. How often there comes into one’s mind

something like the lines often repeated in the cemetery of Port-Royal--

‘Tous ces morts ont véçu, toi qui vis, tu mourras:

Ce jour terrible approche, et tu n’y penses pas.’

[Illustration: IN THE CHURCHYARD, HURSTMONCEAUX.]

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