CHAPTER XLII.

Iago.--Virtue; a fig!--'t is in ourselves that we are thus and thus.--

Othello.

"So, so, my little one, don't let me disturb you. Madam, dare I

venture to hope your acceptance of this fruit? I chose it myself, and

I am somewhat of a judge. Oh! Glendower, here is the pamphlet you

wished to see."

With this salutation, Crauford drew his chair to the table by which

Glendower sat, and entered into conversation with his purposed victim.

A comely and a pleasing countenance had Richard Crauford! the lonely

light of the room fell upon a face which, though forty years of guile

had gone over it, was as fair and unwrinkled as a boy's. Small, well-

cut features; a blooming complexion; eyes of the lightest blue; a

forehead high, though narrow; and a mouth from which the smile was

never absent,--these, joined to a manner at once soft and confident,

and an elegant though unaffected study of dress, gave to Crauford a

personal appearance well suited to aid the effect of his hypocritical

and dissembling mind.

"Well, my friend," said he, "always at your books, eh? Ah! it is a

happy taste; would that I had cultivated it more; but we who are

condemned to business have little leisure to follow our own

inclinations. It is only on Sundays that I have time to read; and

then (to say truth) I am an old-fashioned man, whom the gayer part of

the world laughs at, and then I am too occupied with the Book of Books

to think of any less important study."

Not deeming that a peculiar reply was required to this pious speech,

Glendower did not take that advantage of Crauford's pause which it was

evidently intended that he should. With a glance towards the

student's wife, our mercantile friend continued: "I did once--once in

my young dreams--intend that whenever I married I would relinquish a

profession for which, after all, I am but little calculated. I

pictured to myself a country retreat, well stored with books; and

having concentrated in one home all the attractions which would have

tempted my thoughts abroad, I had designed to surrender myself solely

to those studies which, I lament to say, were but ill attended to in

my earlier education. But--but" (here Mr. Crauford sighed deeply, and

averted his face) "fate willed it otherwise!"

Whatever reply of sympathetic admiration or condolence Glendower might

have made was interrupted by one of those sudden and overpowering

attacks of faintness which had of late seized the delicate and

declining health of his wife. He rose, and leaned over her with a

fondness and alarm which curled the lip of his visitor.

"Thus it is," said Crauford to himself, "with weak minds, under the

influence of habit. The love of lust becomes the love of custom, and

the last is as strong as the first."

When--she had recovered, she rose, and (with her child) retired to

rest, the only restorative she ever found effectual for her complaint.

Glendower went with her, and, after having seen her eyes, which swam

with tears of gratitude at his love, close in the seeming slumber she

affected in order to release him from his watch, he returned to

Crauford. He found that gentleman leaning against the chimney-piece

with folded arms, and apparently immersed in thought. A very good

opportunity had Glendower's absence afforded to a man whose boast it

was never to lose one. Looking over the papers on the table, he had

seen and possessed himself of the address of the bookseller the

student dealt with. "So much for business, now for philanthropy,"

said Mr. Crauford, in his favorite antithetical phrase, throwing

himself in his attitude against the chimney-piece.

As Glendower entered, Crauford started from his revery, and with a

melancholy air and pensive voice said,--

"Alas, my friend, when I look upon this humble apartment, the weak

health of your unequalled wife, your obscurity, your misfortunes; when

I look upon these, and contrast them with your mind, your talents, and

all that you were born and fitted for, I cannot but feel tempted to

believe with those who imagine the pursuit of virtue a chimera, and

who justify their own worldly policy by the example of all their

kind."

"Virtue," said Glendower, "would indeed be a chimera, did it require

support from those whom you have cited."

"True,--most true," answered Crauford, somewhat disconcerted in

reality, though not in appearance; "and yet, strange as it may seem, I

have known some of those persons very good, admirably good men. They

were extremely moral and religious: they only played the great game

for worldly advantage upon the same terms as the other players; nay,

they never made a move in it without most fervently and sincerely

praying for divine assistance."

"I readily believe you," said Glendower, who always, if possible,

avoided a controversy: "the easiest person to deceive is one's own

self."

"Admirably said," answered Crauford, who thought it nevertheless one

of the most foolish observations he had ever heard, "admirably said!

and yet my heart does grieve bitterly for the trials and distresses it

surveys. One must make excuses for poor human frailty; and one is

often placed in such circumstances as to render it scarcely possible

without the grace of God" (here Crauford lifted up his eyes) "not to

be urged, as it were, into the reasonings and actions of the world."

Not exactly comprehending this observation, and not very closely

attending to it, Glendower merely bowed, as in assent, and Crauford

continued,--

"I remember a remarkable instance of this truth. One of my partner's

clerks had, through misfortune or imprudence, fallen into the greatest

distress. His wife, his children (he had a numerous family), were on

the literal and absolute verge of starvation. Another clerk, taking

advantage of these circumstances, communicated to the distressed man a

plan for defrauding his employer. The poor fellow yielded to the

temptation, and was at last discovered. I spoke to him myself, for I

was interested in his fate, and had always esteemed him. 'What,' said

I, 'was your motive for this fraud?' 'My duty!' answered the man,

fervently; 'my duty! Was I to suffer my wife, my children, to starve

before my face, when I could save them at a little personal risk? No:

my duty forbade it!' and in truth, Glendower, there was something very

plausible in this manner of putting the question."

"You might, in answering it," said Glendower, "have put the point in a

manner equally plausible and more true: was he to commit a great crime

against the millions connected by social order, for the sake of

serving a single family, and that his own?"

"Quite right," answered Crauford: "that was just the point of view in

which I did put it; but the man, who was something of a reasoner,

replied, 'Public law is instituted for public happiness. Now if mine

and my children's happiness is infinitely and immeasurably more served

by this comparatively petty fraud than my employer's is advanced by my

abstaining from, or injured by my committing it, why, the origin of

law itself allows me to do it.' What say you to that, Glendower? It

is something in your Utilitarian, or, as you term it, Epicurean [See

the article on Mr. Moore's "Epicurean" in the "Westminster Review."

Though the strictures on that work are harsh and unjust, yet the part

relating to the real philosophy of Epicurus is one of the most

masterly things in criticism.] principle; is it not?" and Crauford,

shading his eyes, as if from the light, watched narrowly Glendower's

countenance, while he concealed his own.

"Poor fool!" said Glendower; "the man was ignorant of the first lesson

in his moral primer. Did he not know that no rule is to be applied to

a peculiar instance, but extended to its most general bearings? Is it

necessary even to observe that the particular consequence of fraud in

this man might, it is true, be but the ridding his employer of

superfluities, scarcely missed, for the relief of most urgent want in

two or three individuals; but the general consequences of fraud and

treachery would be the disorganization of all society? Do not think,

therefore, that this man was a disciple of my, or of any, system of

morality."

"It is very just, very," said Mr. Crauford, with a benevolent sigh;

"but you will own that want seldom allows great nicety in moral

distinctions, and that when those whom you love most in the world are

starving, you may be pitied, if not forgiven, for losing sight of the

after laws of Nature and recurring to her first ordinance, self-

preservation."

"We should be harsh, indeed," answered Glendower, "if we did not pity;

or, even while the law condemned, if the individual did not forgive."

"So I said, so I said," cried Crauford; "and in interceding for the

poor fellow, whose pardon I am happy to say I procured, I could not

help declaring that, if I were placed in the same circumstances, I am

not sure that my crime would not have been the same."

"No man could feel sure!" said Glendower, dejectedly. Delighted and

surprised with this confession, Crauford continued: "I believe,--I

fear not; thank God, our virtue can never be so tried: but even you,

Glendower, even you, philosopher, moralist as you are,--just, good,

wise, religious,--even you might be tempted, if you saw your angel

wife dying for want of the aid, the very sustenance, necessary to

existence, and your innocent and beautiful daughter stretch her little

hands to you and cry in the accents of famine for bread."

The student made no reply for a few moments, but averted his

countenance, and then in a slow tone said, "Let us drop this subject:

none know their strength till they are tried; self-confidence should

accompany virtue, but not precede it."

A momentary flash broke from the usually calm, cold eye of Richard

Crauford. "He is mine," thought he: "the very name of want abases his

pride: what will the reality do? O human nature, how I know and mock

thee!"

"You are right," said Crauford, aloud; "let us talk of the pamphlet."

And after a short conversation upon indifferent subjects, the visitor

departed. Early the next morning was Mr. Crauford seen on foot,

taking his way to the bookseller whose address he had learnt. The

bookseller was known as a man of a strongly evangelical bias. "We

must insinuate a lie or two," said Crauford, inly, "about Glendower's

principles. He! he! it will be a fine stroke of genius to make the

upright tradesman suffer Glendower to starve out of a principle of

religion. But who would have thought my prey had been so easily

snared? why, if I had proposed the matter last night, I verily think

he would have agreed to it."

Amusing himself with these thoughts, Crauford arrived at the

bookseller's. There he found Fate had saved him from one crime at

least. The whole house was in confusion: the bookseller had that

morning died of an apoplectic fit.

"Good God! how shocking!" said Crauford to the foreman; but he was a

most worthy man, and Providence could no longer spare him. The ways

of Heaven are inscrutable! Oblige me with three copies of that

precious tract termed the 'Divine Call.' I should like to be allowed

permission to attend the funeral of so excellent a man. Good morning,

sir. Alas! alas!" and, shaking his head piteously, Mr. Crauford left

the shop.

"Hurra!" said he, almost audibly, when he was once more in the street,

"hurra! my victim is made; my game is won: death or the devil fights

for me. But, hold: there are other booksellers in this monstrous

city!--ay, but not above two or three in our philosopher's way. I

must forestall him there,--so, so,--that is soon settled. Now, then,

I must leave him a little while, undisturbed, to his fate. Perhaps my

next visit may be to him in jail: your debtor's side of the Fleet is

almost as good a pleader as an empty stomach,--he! he! He!--but the

stroke must be made soon, for time presses, and this d--d business

spreads so fast that if I don't have a speedy help, it will be too

much for my hands, griping as they are. However, if it holds on a

year longer, I will change my seat in the Lower House for one in the

Upper; twenty thousand pounds to the minister may make a merchant a

very pretty peer. O brave Richard Crauford, wise Richard Crauford,

fortunate Richard Crauford, noble Richard Crauford! Why, if thou art

ever hanged, it will be by a jury of peers. 'Gad, the rope would then

have a dignity in it, instead of disgrace. But stay, here comes the

Dean of ----; not orthodox, it is said,--rigid Calvinist! out with the

'Divine Call'!"

When Mr. Richard Crauford repaired next to Glendower, what was his

astonishment and dismay at hearing he had left his home, none knew

whither nor could give the inquirer the slightest clew.

"How long has he left?" said Crauford to the landlady.

"Five days, sir."

"And will he not return to settle any little debts he may have

incurred?" said Crauford.

"Oh, no, sir: he paid them all before he went. Poor gentleman,--for

though he was poor, he was the finest and most thorough gentleman I

ever saw!--my heart bled for him. They parted with all their

valuables to discharge their debts: the books and instruments and

busts,--all went; and what I saw, though he spoke so indifferently

about it, hurt him the most,--he sold even the lady's picture. 'Mrs.

Croftson,' said he, 'Mr. ----, the painter, will send for that picture

the day after I leave you. See that he has it, and that the greatest

care is taken of it in delivery.'"

"And you cannot even guess where he has gone to?"

"No, sir; a single porter was sufficient to convey his remaining

goods, and he took him from some distant part of the town."

"Ten thousand devils!" muttered Crauford, as he turned away; "I should

have foreseen this! He is lost now. Of course he will again change

his name; and in the d--d holes and corners of this gigantic puzzle of

houses, how shall I ever find him out? and time presses too! Well,

well, well! there is a fine prize for being cleverer, or, as fools

would say, more rascally than others; but there is a world of trouble

in winning it. But come; I will go home, lock myself up, and get

drunk! I am as melancholy as a cat in love, and about as stupid; and,

faith, one must get spirits in order to hit on a new invention. But

if there be consistency in fortune, or success in perseverance, or wit

in Richard Crauford, that man shall yet be my victim--and preserver!"

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