CHAPTER X

“What did he say to you? What did he say to you?” asked Hugh again and

again.

Sylvie laughed at him.

“He didn’t say anything--hardly a word, except that he pretended he was

going on forever. He said: ‘We will, we will.’ That’s absolutely all,

Hugh. Don’t be so silly. What _could_ he say?”

“I don’t know,” Hugh answered. “He might have made fun of me.”

“Fun of you! After saving my life! I’d have boxed his ears! No, no,

Peter wouldn’t do that. He’s afraid of me.”

She was so proud of this that Hugh, perforce, laughed. It was after

supper, and they had walked a little way from the cabin. They were

standing just above the river on a little hillock topped with three big

pines. The dusk was thick about them; stars pricked the soft sky. Sylvie

was wrapped in Hugh’s coat, and they were linked by their hands hanging

at their sides. Every one but Sylvie had been very silent at supper, but

she had told her story of Hugh’s heroism again and again until finally

even Hugh had grumbled at “the fuss.”

“What makes you think anyone could be afraid of you?” He smiled down at

the small dark head which did not reach his shoulder.

“He’s afraid I’ll kiss him. Don’t grip my hand that way; it hurts. You

couldn’t be jealous of a boy! Besides, I _don’t_ kiss him any more. I

never have kissed him but that once--no, twice, when I told him that I

was going to be his sister.”

“You told him that?” Hugh’s voice had an odd anxiety. “How did he take

it?”

“I don’t think he was very enthusiastic. He loves you so much, Hugh; you

are the very heart of his universe, and I suppose he is jealous of your

love for me. Since then he’s avoided me and is as dumb as a fish when I

talk to him. I think his body has outgrown his mind, Hugh.”

“Perhaps. I don’t know,” he answered.

“And Bella is so silent, too. Hugh, it must have been a lonely life for

you before I came. Those two people, though they love you so much, are

not companionable. I think, Hugh, that they aren’t able to understand

you. You are so brilliant, and they are so dull; you are so articulate,

and they are so dumb; you are so warm, so quick to see, to feel, to

sympathize, while they are so slow and so cold. Dear Hugh, I’m glad I

came. I am stupid myself, but I have enough intelligence to understand

you--a little, haven’t I, dear?”

“So much more than enough!” The low speech with its tremor of humility

was almost lost.

“What a noise the river makes!” he said presently.

“Yes. And the pines. The whole air is full of rushing and sighing and

clapping and rattling. Sounds tell me so much now. They fill my whole

life. It is very queer. Why, a voice means more to me now, I think, than

a face ever did.... Is it a deep river, Hugh?”

“Now it is--deep and dangerous. But it goes down very quickly when the

snow at its source has melted. In summer it is a friendly little brook,

and in the fall a mere trickle that hardly wets your shoe. I have a boat

here tied to the root of one of these trees, a boat I made myself, to

pole across when the stream is too deep for wading. I’ll take you out in

it when the flood’s down; it wouldn’t last fifteen minutes now. In

the spring, Sylvie, a nymph comes down from the mountain, a wild white

nymph. She has ice-green hair and frost-white arms; you can see her

lashing the water, and if you listen, you can hear her sing and cry.

Let’s go in, dear; you’re tired and cold--I can feel you shivering.

We’ll start a big fire, and I’ll tell you how that nymph caught me

once and nearly strangled me with her cold, wet arms. I was trying to

save--you’ll laugh when I tell you about it--a baby bear.”

Pete and Bella made room for them silently about the hearth where Pete

had already built up a fire. Sylvie groped her way to the throne from

which the other woman slipped half furtively and so noiselessly that

Sylvie never guessed her usurpation.

“Hugh is going to tell us a story,” she said, and rested her head back

so that her small chin pointed out and her slim neck was drawn up--“a

wonderful story about the river and a bear. I hope it’s a baby bear,

Hugh, for you know how I feel about bears. I honestly think that being

so afraid of seeing them is what made me blind!” She gave her small, shy

laugh. “I thought I saw them everywhere I looked that day and night. It

seems so long ago now, and yet it is not so many weeks. I can still hear

Hugh’s voice calling out to me across the snow. And now,” she said, “the

snow’s all gone and none of you are strangers any more, and--Go on with

your story, Hugh.”

Pete added a log to the fire so that the flames stretched up bravely

and made a great fan of light against which they all seemed painted

like ornamental figures, Hugh lounging along the rug to make a striking

central figure. Bella was drawn up rigidly on a stiff, hard chair; she

hemmed a long, coarse towel with her blunt, work-roughened fingers.

Pete sat opposite Sylvie on the floor, his back against the corner of

the fireplace, his knees drawn up in his hands, his head a little bent.

He too--from under his long level brows--looked for the most part at

Hugh, not devotedly, not wistfully, but with a somber wondering. It was

only now and then, and as though he couldn’t help it, that the blue,

smouldering Northern eyes were turned to Sylvie on her throne. Then they

would brighten painfully, and his lips would tighten so that the dimple,

meant for laughter, cut itself like a touch of pain into his cheek. The

firelight heightened his picturesqueness--the dull blue of his shirt,

open at the round, smooth throat, the dark gold-brown of his corduroy

trousers, against which the long, tanned hands, knit strongly together,

stood out in the rosy, leaping light--beautifully painted against the

background of old brown logs.

Yet it was Hugh, after all, who dominated the room by right of his

power, his magnetism, the very distortion of his spirit. Here in this

lonely square of light and warmth, surrounded by a world of savage,

lawless winds heightening the voices of vast loneliness, these three

people were imprisoned by him, a Merlin of the West.

He sat up to begin his story, pressing tobacco into his pipe. “Oh, it’s

not so much of a story, Sylvie. It was last spring when the river was

high and I’d been out with my traps. I was coming home along the river

edge, pretty tired, a big load on my back. I came around a bend of the

river, and not far below me a little black bear, round as a barrel, was

trying to scramble over the flood on a very shaky log. The mother was

on the other side, but I didn’t know that then. Well, there’s nothing in

God’s world, Sylvie, so beguiling as a baby bear. This little fellow was

scared by what he was doing, but he was bound he’d get across the river.

He’d make a few steps; then he’d back up and half rise on his hind legs.

I watched him a long time. Then he made up his mind he’d better make a

dash for it. He began scrambling like a frantic kitten, and it was just

in the most ticklish spot that he heard me and jumped and went rolling

off into the river. I tell you, my heart came right up into my mouth.”

“Oh, _was_ he drowned?” wailed Sylvie.

Hugh rose and stood with his back to the fire, dominating the room even

more convincingly, with his vivid ugliness. Sylvie’s face turned up to

him like a white flower to the sun it lives by, without seeing. It was

strange to watch the adoration, the worship on that small face, and at

the same time to behold the grotesqueness toward which it was directed.

Bella was listening with her lowered eyes and tightened lips. She was

interested in spite of herself; and Pete’s inscrutable face followed the

story with absorption.

“Well, in he rolled with a splash and went rattling down the current,

turning over and over. Like a fool, I threw away my hides, ran down the

bank and jumped in after him--that is, I meant to hold on to a branch

and stand out in the water and catch him as he went by. But the nymph

I told you about had her own plans. She wrapped her arms round me, and

away we went, bear all. Oh, yes, I’d caught the cub all right, and he

was about half drowned by that time--no fight left in him.

“Well, for a bit it was a question whether the world wouldn’t be quickly

and well rid of us both, but we tumbled up against a root and scrambled

out, and when I’d rested, I picked up limp and trembling Master Bear and

went back for my hides. And while I was collecting them, I heard a sort

of grumpy, grumbling sound, and I looked up--and, by Jove, Mother Bear

was coming across that log with the longest steps you ever saw. That’s

when I ran to collect my gun--it was a little farther up the bank than

my hides, worse luck!”

Even Bella had forgotten her bitterness in listening, and Pete’s parted

lips were those of an excited child. Sylvie leaned forward in her chair,

her cheeks tingling, her hands locked. Hugh had thrown himself into the

action of his story; his face was slightly contorted as though sighting

along a gun-barrel, his arm raised, the ungainliness of his deformity

strongly accentuated. He was not looking at Sylvie; true to his nature

and his habit, he had forgotten every one but that Hugh of adventure

and of romance, the one companion of his soul. None of them was watching

Sylvie, and when she gave a sharp, little cry, a queer start and then

sat utterly still, Hugh accepted it--they all accepted it--as a tribute

to his story-telling powers.

But Sylvie, leaning her elbows on her knees, raised trembling hands to

her eyes and hid them. She sat very still, very white, while the story

went on, vividly imagined, picturesquely told. When it was over, and the

mother bear, after a worthy struggle, defeated, Hugh looked about for

his applause. It came, grudgingly from Bella, eagerly from Pete--and

from Sylvie in a sudden extravagant clapping of hands, a ripple of high,

excited laughter, and a collapse in her chair. She had fainted in a limp

little heap.

She came to in an instant, but seemed bewildered and, unprotesting,

permitted herself to be carried to bed. She declared she felt quite well

again and wanted only to be alone. She repeated this moaningly. “Oh, to

be alone!”

Hugh seated himself on the end of the bed and kissed her forehead and

her hand, but it quivered under his lips and was drawn away.

He came back into the living-room with a pale, bewildered face.

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