They started again on the 26th, and reached Weilburg on

the 28th. ‘I saw French proclamations posted up in the

villages, signed _Augereau_.’ They slept that night at

Montabaur.

We got off early on ye 29th. Woods to Coblentz. Met a French general,

escorted by cavalry. Wood chiefly copse, country much inferior in

beauty to that we quitted. Ehrenbreitstein repairing; the village

under the fortress quite ruined, churches and convents unroofed and

demolished, but the peasants are active in repairing their habitations.

Ld. H. showed his passport and had a pass given for persons and horses

to cross the Rhine. Crossed in the _pont-volant_: all of us and our

baggage stopped at the Custom House. I went to the inn with Charles.

Ld. H. went to the banker; some difficulty in arranging about money

for Bruxelles. Mr. Lorentz rather in fault. Ld. H. showed passport in

the evening to the _Préfet_, Boucqueau, who was remarkably well-bred

and civil. Banker’s name Botsgeissen; married to a Leeds woman.

The Electoral Palace in the town is converted into a hospital. The

inhabitants pay great contributions; it falls hardest on landholders.

The German play driven out by a French _troupe_, who have established

a French _spectacle_. The establishment of juries seemingly popular.

Heard of a famous robber towards Trêves, who maintained banditti,

bribed peasants, and gave passports, and who is particularly inveterate

against the Jews. Country cultivated, and provisions, at least bread,

very cheap. Very different accounts of the French, but all agreeing in

the improvement since Bonaparte, and in wishes for peace. The people

are allowed great freedom of speech; they paid more for having given

an asylum to the emigrants, which seemed very unjust upon them. All

religion tolerated and none interfered with; monks as usual, but I saw

none. The inn excellent, quite new; not the same as the one I used to

go to....

I laughed heartily at the sight of a monk with a French cockade in his

hat. To the left, about a mile from Bonn, there is a fine castle upon

an eminence. The modern _châteaux_ of the nobility are deserted, and

many totally destroyed from being unroofed and _gutted_. The Elector’s

country palace was magnificent; it is now converted into a hospital.

Bonn is a clean, well-built town, the Palace immense, now inhabited

in parts by officers and magistrates, but chiefly falling to decay.

The Tree of Liberty decorated with the tricolour flag. I was surprised

instead of finding the old inn, which was very good, to find a new one

just built upon a most magnificent scale. The road from Coblentz to

Bonn is good; from Bonn to Cologne sandy and deep, country flat, but

rich and well cultivated.

A mile or two before Cologne a bend of the river extremely beautiful.

Wrote our names at the gates; one of the guard was a drunken Irishman,

who with the rest of the vagrant scum of Europe composed the _Polish

legion_. Cologne is a large, gloomy town, overrun with monks and

beggars. The inn was excellent; it had just been repaired and newly

furnished. We were surprised that, considering the interruption there

must have been to travelling, accommodations and post horses should

have been so good and abundant. We went to the play, which was bad

enough, but like all foreign theatres well attended. The _gendarmes_

and hussars very handsome; we agreed that the French officers were

better looking than formerly. The reason, I suppose, is that under the

_ancien régime_ the officers were chiefly noble; now a man is taken out

of the ranks and dubbed General....

[Sidenote: STEPHEN’S DEATH]

_Sunday, Jan. 25, 1801, Staines Inn._--The complaint in my eyes and

alarm about my poor child prevented me from enjoying myself during the

last two months of my foreign excursion. After passing many watchful

nights, and latterly for 8 together, by the side of my dear boy, he was

snatched from me, alas, for ever.[153] He died on the day devoted to

mirth, his dear father’s birthday. On ye 22nd early, we quitted H. H.,

and took up our residence at Ld. B.’s in Cavendish Square during their

absence at Chatsworth. I was broken-hearted and dispirited for many

weeks.

Soon after, Charles caught the measles, and luckily for my peace of

mind had them most favourably. His little endearing qualities, and

Ld. H.’s affection, the kindness of friends, and the hope of having

more children, have to a degree soothed my feelings, but oh! my God,

what anguish can equal the pang a mother feels who sees her infant

struggling against death. What I have endured worlds should not bribe

me to undergo again. Beauclerk, as soon as he heard of our distress,

came to town to see us, and with real heartfelt interest entered into

our sorrows. Mrs. Smith showed herself affectionate and tender: and

the D. of Bedford continued in town, and stayed as much with us as

possible; indeed, day after day he devoted to being in our company.

We had taken a mere nutshell, a _pied-à-terre_, in Stratton Street;

my spirits have been so low that the small and varying society that I

got of evenings from those that drop in amuses and cheers me. I write

at this moment at Staines, where I am with Charles and Ld. H., partly

that the first may be shown to his uncle, and partly that Ld. H. may

see _his_ uncle, and endeavour, with Grey, to prevail upon him to

resume his parliamentary functions.

_Stratton Street, 30th Jan., 1801._--A rumpus in the Cabinet, supposed

about the Catholics. The opening of the Imperial Parliament[154] has

been delayed already three times, and the day for which it is fixed

at present is not the one it will, according to all expectation, meet

upon. Various reasons are assigned for the delay, and the wise-heads

are full of strange and curious speculations upon the occasion. Some

imagine Ministers are negotiating, not to obtain peace, but to get a

reply from Bonaparte declaring his intention of maintaining the demand

of the Northern Confederacy with respect to neutral bottoms, by which

they will succeed in making the Northern war popular with the country.

Others, that great concessions have been made to Russia to withdraw her

from the confederacy, even to the sacrifice of Hanover. Others, that

the King is more in want of Dr. Willis[155] than of his Lords Temporal

and Spiritual assembled in High Parliament.

It is a curious circumstance to reflect upon, that in the course of

a very few years France, whom we expected to crush and entered into

a league against with half the powers of Europe, should now have so

completely turned the tables upon us as to head triumphantly the most

formidable combination that was ever undertaken. If the King of Prussia

marches to Hamburg (which unquestionably is his object), and the French

compel the Portuguese to renounce our alliance, we shall not have a

friendly port from the North Pole to Africa.

[Sidenote: SECESSION ABANDONED]

Opposition mean to attend actively this session. Grey has renounced

the errors of secession, and tho’ Fox still hangs back, I think a few

strong divisions will be irresistible and make him return to the career

in which he has outstripped every competitor. Ld. Darnley has attached

himself with warmth to Opposition, and intends to bring on a motion

upon the State of the Nation. To-day has brought another convert, Ld.

Fitzwilliam,[156] who has expressed a wish of moving the amendment, one

very hostile to Ministers and, strange to say, full of pacific wishes.

His respectability, high name, and integrity of character carries

great weight, and will add much to the slender forces of a disjointed,

disbanded Opposition. The D. of Bedford pledges himself to nothing,

but his inclination leads him to attend and would conquer, but for Ld.

Lauderdale’s jokes, who is always telling him he delights in making a

long prose to the House of Lords, for which he never indulges himself

on any question but on those that would make Cicero or Fox prose,

_scarcity_, poor laws, enclosures, etc., etc.

Ld. Wycombe, who obtained passports to go through France in his way to

Florence to get witnesses, was at Paris during the explosion of the

_infernal car_, and within 220 paces of it at the moment of its blowing

up.[157]

_11th Feb., 1801. Stratton Street._--During the Rebellion in Ireland

made by the United Irishmen, it used to be the phrase, when a

disturbance broke out in a town, to say, ‘They have got the Union among

them.’ That cant saying might now be applied to a higher sphere, as

since the Union of the Kingdoms the Cabinet has been divided, and at

this juncture broken up. Reports and opinions are so different and

various that I can collect nothing that gives me a very distinct idea.

At present all that can be depended upon is that Pitt, Grenville,

Dundas, Windham, Lds. Camden and Spencer, have resigned their

places, and are virtually out of office, altho’ the former remains

in until he has made the loan and opened the Budget. The occasion of

this extraordinary breaking up of the Administration is the King’s

peremptory refusal of assenting to the Emancipation of the Catholics,

a measure Ministers consider themselves as pledged to, and a promise

of which was one of ye instruments of conciliation to all parties to

obtain the Union.

[Sidenote: PITT’S RESIGNATION]

It now appears that the King was all along against the Union,

foreseeing that this question would be the price of it. It appears

incredible that Ministers should esteem themselves so irrevocably

bound to the Catholics, when the opinion of the King has uniformly

been against complying with that measure, which they must have known

at the time they held out the promise to the Irish. The King believes,

and the belief so inculcated is sedulously maintained in his mind

by the Bishops (especially by ye Archbishop of Canterbury and Dr.

Stuart,[158] the Primate of Ireland), that any such relaxation towards

the Catholics is incompatible with his Coronation oath. It was owing

to these differences that the meeting of Parlt. was delayed on account

of the tenor of the Speech. Pitt wanted it to breathe toleration and

indulgence in the true spirit of amity; the King absolutely rejected

all such promises. During the week in which the Speech was adjusting,

there were many rumours of a change of Administration; indeed, one

day they were so current that I believed enough to be tempted to

send to Lansdown House to ascertain whether its noble owner had been

sent for from Bath. Several tradesmen distributed their commodities

gratis, so great was the joy; but on the Saturday previous to the

meeting of Parlt. all was supposed to be amicably settled owing to the

interposition of the Speaker, who was closeted with the King several

hours during the Queen’s concert. However this honourable friend was

occupied in a different negotiation than that designed for him by

his munificent patron and employer--in one no less surprising and

despicable than of tripping up his heels and offering his services

to replace him. This huge and monstrous act of ingratitude was known

publicly last Saturday, and Pitt on Monday, in his place, announced

his resignation, and Ld. Grenville last night in the House of Lords

spoke to the same effect. Nothing is yet known certainly as to the new

Ministry; many of the places cannot be filled, and the opinion is they

cannot hold together a month. Ld. Carlisle refused; at least he was

sounded. Ld. Macartney refused. Jekyll said an Administration, formed

out of the dregs of the old one and leaving Pitt out, was like getting

up _The Beggar’s Opera_ without the character of Macheath.

_14th Feb., 1801._--Yesterday was a political fast ordered by

Parliament during the continuance of the war. Jekyll wrote _ex

tempore_:--

Why on this day the lot d’ye cast

To mortify the _British_ nation,

When every day’s a general fast

And every hour’s humiliation?

(_British_ added by Lewis to make the metre.)

Some person asked Jekyll why he did not put the Administration into

verse, upon which he said it was already _inverse_.

_Feb. 26, 1801._--The first laugh over, people begin to think this

Administration may last, and if they commence a negotiation they will

even become popular. Pitt, however, is regretted, and there are those

who think the whole a juggle, that he is, in fact, Minister behind the

curtain; but these are refinements. He certainly solicits persons to

take office, and his own friends to hold those they have; but this is

but a shallow artifice to prevent the odious cry of his deserting the

King. The new Ministers like to let it appear that Pitt is cordial to

them, and account for the resignations by saying those who resign are

chiefly of Canning’s faction, and that Pitt has reprimanded Canning for

his intemperate language.

Lady Buckingham[159] (the Marchioness), the first drawing room after

these changes, went to give thanks for her peerage (Baroness Nugent,

with remainder to her second son); she is a bigoted Catholic, and gave

great scandal during her husband’s government in Ireland by attending

the R. C. Chapel openly. When she stood in the circle to be spoken to,

the King came up to her and began a conversation, in the midst of which

she turned upon her heel and said aloud to the person next to her, ‘I

think I have treated him coldly enough.’ His Majesty heard her, and

in an irritated tone said, ‘I don’t mind women’s politics.’ Those who

are for Catholic Emancipation affect to believe that the discontents

upon its rejection will break out, and an invasion from France will be

successful.

This opinion produced a _bon mot_ from a man who never made one before.

A person asked Lord Brome[160] who was to succeed his father (Ld.

Cornwallis) in Ireland. ‘Most probably _Bonaparte_,’ replied the youth.

Lady Clare began abusing Ld. Cornwallis furiously before the Duchess of

Gordon, who coolly answered that she ‘had never heard him abused but

for two things, one was the not putting the town of Seringapatam to

the sword, the other, that in Ireland he never whipped nor tortured.’

The retort was keen, as Lord Clare[161] made a speech in favour of the

enormities committed by the Orangemen, which is called and known by the

name of ‘The torture speech.’

[Sidenote: THE KING’S ILLNESS]

_8th March, 1801._--The King is recovering as fast as he can, say the

courtiers; Pitt’s people cautiously say he may amend, but it must

be slowly; Opposition declare he is as mad as the winds. Upon the

first signal of madness the Prince notified to Ld. Fitzwilliam that

circumstances were similar to those in ’88–’89 and that it was his

intention to consult those who had been his friends at that period, and

he wished Ld. F. to discuss it over with those with whom he had acted

at that period. Ld. F., rather precipitately, sent off an express to

St. Anne’s to fetch up Fox, who came early the next morning. Ld. Moira

saw Grey and the D. of Bedford (separately) and proposed to each the

formation of an Administration in case of a Regency, without either

Fox or Pitt. This they declined, and unequivocally declared they would

never take office unless Fox was the efficient man in the Cabinet. Ld.

Moira had a private interview afterwards with Fox, in which nothing

very material passed. The Chancellor begged to see Fox that they might

refer back to their joint proceedings in ’88: Fox was astonished at the

C.’s want of memory. He did not think his forgetfulness was wilful.

In the course of their meeting, Loughborough gave him to understand

that he was authorised to express Pitt’s wishes for an accommodation

in private, and his disposition to adjust their differences of opinion

upon the question of right, but Fox declined the interview on hearing

the arguments, adding that the House of Commons was the proper place

for political opponents to debate in.

Pitt is still Minister. The King’s illness occurred on Saturday, and

the patent to admit Addington was to have been signed on Thursday:

thus Addington has given up an immense place of £7000 pr. ann., and

undergone the expense of his election, for the bare honour of having

been thought worthy of His Majesty’s confidence.[162] Windham says he

is one of the gentlemen who are _shut in_. Those only who are fairly

out are Lord Spencer and Ld. Grenville.

The first act of Ld. St. Vincent’s Administration[163] was a pretty

hard rap at Ld. Spencer’s; he gave the command of the Channel fleet to

Ad. Cornwallis,[164] a man whom Ld. S. had brought to a Court martial

and in a manner laid aside and disgraced.

Ly. Spencer[165] cannot reconcile herself to the insignificance

of being out of power; she is carrying on an intrigue with Mrs.

Fitzherbert thro’ Jack Payne to reinstate Mr. Pitt, by making him

acceptable to the Prince. Ly. S. is the greatest prude alive, and

yet because it is her interest she passes many hours daily with Mrs.

F.[166] The latter is rancorous against Fox; she has never pardoned

his compliance with the Prince’s orders in the last Regency, when he

declared that no marriage had taken place between them.

_9th March._--A person said to the Duchess of Gordon that Pitt, now

he was out of office, would have leisure to amuse himself and indulge

in his favourite recreations. Among the latter _Pope Joan_ was named.

‘Aye,’ said the Dss., ‘I wish he would think more of _Joan_ and less of

the Pope’--more of the ladies and less of the Catholics.

[Sidenote: MR. GEORGE PONSONBY]

George Ponsonby, distinguished in Ireland as a pleader and orator, has

carried the election for the County of Wicklow. During the poll a man

upon the hustings assigned for reason of his voting against him that

_common report_ said he had been connected with the United Irishmen.

‘_Common report_ is known to be a liar,’ said Ponsonby, ‘and so, I

think, are its trumpeters.’ More is expected from him in the Imperial

Parlt., than from all the Irish put together; his talents are supposed

to be well adapted to the English style of debate, and his language

good without being too florid, the common defect of Irish eloquence. He

is cautious, and will not hastily risk impairing the reputation he has

already acquired. Mr. Fox has not the highest opinion of his political

honesty, but Grey, who loves with fervour every person connected

with him, is jealous at the suspicion.[167] We must wait to see how

opportunity may tempt and time mature his propensities.

Horne Tooke has at length got into Parlt. for the rotten borough of Old

Sarum, through the patronage of Lord Camelford. Ld. Temple has given

notice of a motion to investigate into his eligibility; the question is

whether he can sit in Parlt. after having taken priest’s orders. He has

already spoken frequently, but his wit suits the mob at the hustings

better than the genteel mob of Parlt. He is too fond of talking of

himself, and his jokes are trite. He made formerly a very satirical

good joke in a toast, and it was so well disguised that what is very

Jacobinical appears extremely loyal--‘_The brave followers of the Duke

of York_,’ meaning the _French_, who pursued him when his army was put

to flight in Holland. It will be a good expulsion for ye Opposition, as

he is very mischievous, and would overset any little popularity they

might acquire if they could conduct themselves with tolerable prudence.

_11th March._--Lord Morpeth is to be married in a few days to Lady

Georgina Cavendish, a suitable match in every respect. Without

possessing great beauty she has many charms, and is so well disposed

that _il a beau jeu_ before him, if he will renounce _le gros jeu_, but

it unfortunately happens that love only suspends that passion when it

has taken deep root. However, he has so good an understanding and such

right feelings, that what a man can do to conquer a vicious habit he

will do.

[Sidenote: A MOTHER’S SORROWS]

The loss of my child sits heavily upon me, my heart is oftentimes

overflowing, and my health very much impaired. The system that

Sr. Walter Farquhar[168] has put me upon is calculated to rouse my

constitution, but grief and a certain natural morbid tendency may

baffle all his endeavours. My Charles is delicate, and has frequent

and severe attacks: anxiety for him and regrets for my poor Ste. make

the hours of reflection and solitude pass sorrowfully over. There is a

sensation in a mother’s breast at the loss of an infant that partakes

of the feeling of instinct. It is a species of savage despair. Alas! to

lose my pretty infant, just beginning to prattle his little innocent

wishes, and imagination so busily aids my grief by tracing what he

might have been. In those dreary nights whilst I sat watching his

disturbed sleep, I knelt down and poured out to God a fervent prayer

for his recovery, and swore that if he were spared me the remainder of

my life should be devoted to the exercise of religious duties; that I

should believe in the mercy of a God who could listen to and alleviate

my woe. Had he lived I should have been a pious enthusiast. I have no

superstition in my nature, but from what I then felt it is obvious how

the mind may be worked upon when weakened and perplexed by contending

passions of fear, hope, and terror.

Ah! my child, perhaps if I had not left you in the summer, but stayed

and watched with maternal care all your little ailments, I might have

had you still; but the disease was inveterate. He was opened, and his

fatal malady ascertained--two tubercles upon his lung, and a pint of

water upon his chest. The surgeon and medical men who attended thought

the disease was inherent, and that nothing could have saved him, but

even in the most inveterate hereditary diseases life is prolonged

to a very advanced period by care. But it is over, and regret is now

superfluous.

An interesting play, taken from the French, is now acting with success

at Drury Lane.[169] The story is of a deaf and dumb boy found in the

streets of Paris, who became from his infirmities a pupil of the

celebrated Abbé d’Epée, who discovers great intelligence in the boy,

and from various circumstances suspects he is of high origin, but

abandoned from motives of interest by his family. This he infers from

his distress at the meanness of his clothes, his expressions of delight

at seeing a Chief Magistrate, whom he gives his patron to understand

resembles in dress one who used to caress him. From a variety of

incidents the Abbé at length traces that he is the orphan of a great

magistrate, defrauded of his rights by a false guardian. I only mention

the piece to show the spirit of the times.

The first night it was played, Theodore, the orphan, to show his

talents, is asked to give his opinion who is the greatest genius France

has produced. He replied, in writing, ‘For science, D’Alembert, wit,

Voltaire, sentiment, Rousseau.’ This was deemed Jacobinical, and it

is now strangely transposed, ‘For science, Pascal, wit, Boileau, and

_sentiment_, _Montesquieu_.’ This is absurd, but, much as it is so, the

fury of the times is very much abated within these few years, or rather

year.

[Sidenote: LADY OXFORD]

Lady Oxford passed a few days here with her daughter and sisters, and

by a harmless _supercherie_ she contrived that Sir Francis Burdett

should be invited, a scheme I disliked, as she is so gentle and good

that it pains me to see her a prey to him. Knight was here also. To

use a vulgar phrase, he has corrupted her mind by filling her head

with innumerable vain conceits, and teaching her to exclaim against

institutions, especially that of marriage, to which she says she has

been a helpless victim. If I were to see much of her she might perhaps

be benefited, for as nobody can do more mischief to a woman than a

woman, so perhaps might one reverse the maxim and say nobody can do

more good. A little mild reproof and disapprobation of some of her

doctrines might possibly rescue her from the gulf.

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