CHAPTER IX.

THE doctor (like me) had his shoes off. The doctor (like me) had come

in without making the least noise. He cocked the pistol without saying a

word. I felt that I was probably standing face to face with death, and

I too said not a word. We two Rogues looked each other steadily and

silently in the face--he, the mighty and prosperous villain, with my

life in his hands: I, the abject and poor scamp, waiting his mercy.

It must have been at least a minute after I heard the click of the

cocked pistol before he spoke.

“How did you get here?” he asked.

The quiet commonplace terms in which he put his question, and the

perfect composure and politeness of his manner, reminded me a little of

Gentleman Jones. But the doctor was much the more respectable-looking

man of the two; his baldness was more intellectual and benevolent; there

was a delicacy and propriety in the pulpiness of his fat white chin, a

bland bagginess in his unwhiskered cheeks, a reverent roughness about

his eyebrows and a fullness in his lower eyelids, which raised him far

higher, physiognomically speaking, in the social scale, than my old

prison acquaintance. Put a shovel-hat on Gentleman Jones, and the effect

would only have been eccentric; put the same covering on the head of

Doctor Dulcifer, and the effect would have been strictly episcopal.

“How did you get here?” he repeated, still without showing the least

irritation.

I told him how I had got in at the second-floor window, without

concealing a word of the truth. The gravity of the situation, and the

sharpness of the doctor’s intellects, as expressed in his eyes, made

anything like a suppression of facts on my part a desperately dangerous

experiment.

“You wanted to see what I was about up here, did you?” said he, when I

had ended my confession. “Do you know?”

The pistol barrel touched my cheek as he said the last words. I

thought of all the suspicious objects scattered about the room, of the

probability that he was only putting this question to try my courage, of

the very likely chance that he would shoot me forthwith, if I began to

prevaricate. I thought of these things, and boldly answered:

“Yes, I do know.”

He looked at me reflectively; then said, in low, thoughtful tones,

speaking, not to me, but entirely to himself:

“Suppose I shoot him?”

I saw in his eye, that if I flinched, he would draw the trigger.

“Suppose you trust me?” I said, without moving a muscle.

“I trusted you, as an honest man, downstairs, and I find you, like a

thief, up here,” returned the doctor, with a self-satisfied smile at

the neatness of his own retort. “No,” he continued, relapsing into

soliloquy: “there is risk every way; but the least risk perhaps is to

shoot him.”

“Wrong,” said I. “There are relations of mine who have a pecuniary

interest in my life. I am the main condition of a contingent reversion

in their favor. If I am missed, I shall be inquired after.” I have

wondered since at my own coolness in the face of the doctor’s pistol;

but my life depended on my keeping my self-possession, and the desperate

nature of the situation lent me a desperate courage.

“How do I know you are not lying?” he asked.

“Have I not spoken the truth, hitherto?”

Those words made him hesitate. He lowered the pistol slowly to his side.

I began to breathe freely.

“Trust me,” I repeated. “If you don’t believe I would hold my tongue

about what I have seen here, for your sake, you may be certain that I

would for--”

“For my daughter’s,” he interposed, with a sarcastic smile.

I bowed with all imaginable cordiality. The doctor waved his pistol in

the air contemptuously.

“There are two ways of making you hold your tongue,” he said. “The first

is shooting you; the second is making a felon of you. On consideration,

after what you have said, the risk in either case seems about equal. I

am naturally a humane man; your family have done me no injury; I will

not be the cause of their losing money; I won’t take your life, I’ll

have your character. We are all felons on this floor of the house. You

have come among us--you shall be one of us. Ring that bell.”

He pointed with the pistol to a bell-handle behind me. I pulled it in

silence.

Felon! The word has an ugly sound--a very ugly sound. But, considering

how near the black curtain had been to falling over the adventurous

drama of my life, had I any right to complain of the prolongation of the

scene, however darkly it might look at first? Besides, some of the best

feelings of our common nature (putting out of all question the value

which men so unaccountably persist in setting on their own lives),

impelled me, of necessity, to choose the alternative of felonious

existence in preference to that of respectable death. Love and Honor

bade me live to marry Alicia; and a sense of family duty made me shrink

from occasioning a loss of three thousand pounds to my affectionate

sister. Perish the far-fetched scruples which would break the heart of

one lovely woman, and scatter to the winds the pin-money of another!

“If you utter one word in contradiction of anything I say when my

workmen come into the room,” said the doctor, uncocking his pistol as

soon as I had rung the bell, “I shall change my mind about leaving your

life and taking your character. Remember that; and keep a guard on your

tongue.”

The door opened, and four men entered. One was an old man whom I had not

seen before; in the other three I recognized the workman-like footman,

and the two sinister artisans whom I had met at the house-gate. They all

started, guiltily enough, at seeing me.

“Let me introduce you,” said the doctor, taking me by the arm. “Old File

and Young File, Mill and Screw--Mr. Frank Softly. We have nicknames

in this workshop, Mr. Softly, derived humorously from our professional

tools and machinery. When you have been here long enough, you will get

a nickname, too. Gentlemen,” he continued, turning to the workmen, “this

is a new recruit, with a knowledge of chemistry which will be useful to

us. He is perfectly well aware that the nature of our vocation makes

us suspicious of all newcomers, and he, therefore, desires to give you

practical proof that he is to be depended on, by making half-a-crown

immediately, and sending the same up, along with our handiwork, directed

in his own handwriting, to our estimable correspondents in London. When

you have all seen him do this of his own free will, and thereby put his

own life as completely within the power of the law as we have put

ours, you will know that he is really one of us, and will be under no

apprehensions for the future. Take great pains with him, and as soon as

he turns out a tolerably neat article, from the simple flatted plates,

under your inspection, let me know. I shall take a few hours’ repose

on my camp-bed in the study, and shall be found there whenever you want

me.”

He nodded to us all round in the most friendly manner, and left the

room.

I looked with considerable secret distrust at the four gentlemen who

were to instruct me in the art of making false coin. Young File was the

workman-like footman; Old File was his father; Mill and Screw were the

two sinister artisans. The man of the company whose looks I liked least

was Screw. He had wicked little twinkling eyes--and they followed me

about treacherously whenever I moved. “You and I, Screw, are likely to

quarrel,” I thought to myself, as I tried vainly to stare him out of

countenance.

I entered on my new and felonious functions forthwith. Resistance was

useless, and calling for help would have been sheer insanity. It was

midnight; and, even supposing the windows had not been barred, the

house was a mile from any human habitation. Accordingly, I abandoned

myself to fate with my usual magnanimity. Only let me end in winning

Alicia, and I am resigned to the loss of whatever small shreds and

patches of respectability still hang about me--such was my philosophy.

I wish I could have taken higher moral ground with equally consoling

results to my own feelings.

The same regard for the well-being of society which led me to abstain

from entering into particulars on the subject of Old Master-making, when

I was apprenticed to Mr. Ishmael Pickup, now commands me to be equally

discreet on the kindred subject of Half-Crown-making, under the auspices

of Old File, Young File, Mill, and Screw.

Let me merely record that I was a kind of machine in the hands of these

four skilled workmen. I moved from room to room, and from process to

process, the creature of their directing eyes and guiding hands. I cut

myself, I burned myself, I got speechless from fatigue, and giddy from

want of sleep. In short, the sun of the new day was high in the heavens

before it was necessary to disturb Doctor Dulcifer. It had absolutely

taken me almost as long to manufacture a half-a-crown feloniously as

it takes a respectable man to make it honestly. This is saying a great

deal; but it is literally true for all that.

Looking quite fresh and rosy after his night’s sleep, the doctor

inspected my coin with the air of a schoolmaster examining a little

boy’s exercise; then handed it to Old File to put the finished touches

and correct the mistakes. It was afterward returned to me. My own hand

placed it in one of the rouleaux of false half-crowns; and my own hand

also directed the spurious coin, when it had been safely packed up, to

a certain London dealer who was to be on the lookout for it by the next

night’s mail. That done, my initiation was so far complete.

“I have sent for your luggage, and paid your bill at the inn,” said the

doctor; “of course in your name. You are now to enjoy the hospitality

that I could not extend to you before. A room upstairs has been prepared

for you. You are not exactly in a state of confinement; but, until your

studies are completed, I think you had better not interrupt them by

going out.”

“A prisoner!” I exclaimed aghast.

“Prisoner is a hard word,” answered the doctor. “Let us say, a guest

under surveillance.”

“Do you seriously mean that you intend to keep me shut up in this part

of the house, at your will and pleasure?” I inquired, my heart sinking

lower and lower at every word I spoke.

“It is very spacious and airy,” said the doctor; “as for the lower part

of the house, you would find no company there, so you can’t want to go

to it.”

“No company!” I repeated faintly.

“No. My daughter went away this morning for change of air and scene,

accompanied by my housekeeper. You look astonished, my dear sir--let

me frankly explain myself. While you were the respectable son of Doctor

Softly, and grandson of Lady Malkinshaw, I was ready enough to let my

daughter associate with you, and should not have objected if you had

married her off my hands into a highly-connected family. Now, however,

when you are nothing but one of the workmen in my manufactory of money,

your social position is seriously altered for the worse; and, as I could

not possibly think of you for a son-in-law, I have considered it best to

prevent all chance of your communicating with Alicia again, by sending

her away from this house while you are in it. You will be in it until I

have completed certain business arrangements now in a forward state of

progress--after that, you may go away if you please. Pray remember that

you have to thank yourself for the position you now stand in; and do

me the justice to admit that my conduct toward you is remarkably

straightforward, and perfectly natural under all the circumstances.”

These words fairly overwhelmed me. I did not even make an attempt to

answer them. The hard trials to my courage, endurance, and physical

strength, through which I had passed within the last twelve hours, had

completely exhausted all my powers of resistance. I went away speechless

to my own room; and when I found myself alone there, burst out crying.

Childish, was it not?

When I had been rested and strengthened by a few hours’ sleep, I found

myself able to confront the future with tolerable calmness.

What would it be best for me to do? Ought I to attempt to make my

escape? I did not despair of succeeding; but when I began to think of

the consequences of success, I hesitated. My chief object now was, not

so much to secure my own freedom, as to find my way to Alicia. I had

never been so deeply and desperately in love with her as I was now, when

I knew she was separated from me. Suppose I succeeded in escaping from

the clutches of Doctor Dulcifer--might I not be casting myself uselessly

on the world, without a chance of finding a single clew to trace her

by? Suppose, on the other hand, that I remained for the present in

the red-brick house--should I not by that course of conduct be putting

myself in the best position for making discoveries?

In the first place, there was the chance that Alicia might find some

secret means of communicating with me if I remained where I was. In the

second place, the doctor would, in all probability, have occasion to

write to his daughter, or would be likely to receive letters from her;

and, if I quieted all suspicion on my account, by docile behavior,

and kept my eyes sharply on the lookout, I might find opportunities of

surprising the secrets of his writing-desk. I felt that I need be under

no restraints of honor with a man who was keeping me a prisoner, and who

had made an accomplice of me by threatening my life. Accordingly,

while resolving to show outwardly an amiable submission to my fate, I

determined at the same time to keep secretly on the watch, and to take

the very first chance of outwitting Doctor Dulcifer that might happen

to present itself. When we next met I was perfectly civil to him. He was

too well-bred a man not to match me on the common ground of courtesy.

“Permit me to congratulate you,” he said, “on the improvement in your

manner and appearance. You are beginning well, Francis. Go on as you

have begun.”

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