CHAPTER VIII.

I WENT back to the fishing-place with a heavy heart, overcome by

mournful thoughts, for the first time in my life. It was plain that

she did not dislike me, and equally plain that there was some obstacle

connected with her father, which forbade her to listen to my offer of

marriage. From the time when she had accidentally looked toward the

red-brick house, something in her manner which it is quite impossible

to describe, had suggested to my mind that this obstacle was not only

something she could not mention, but something that she was partly

ashamed of, partly afraid of, and partly doubtful about. What could it

be? How had she first known it? In what way was her father connected

with it?

In the course of our walks she had told me nothing about herself which

was not perfectly simple and unsuggestive.

Her childhood had been passed in England. After that, she had lived with

her father and mother at Paris, where the doctor had many friends--for

all of whom she remembered feeling more or less dislike, without being

able to tell why. They had then come to England, and had lived in

lodgings in London. For a time they had been miserably poor. But, after

her mother’s death--a sudden death from heart disease--there had come a

change in their affairs, which she was quite unable to explain. They had

removed to their present abode, to give the doctor full accommodation

for the carrying on of his scientific pursuits. He often had occasion to

go to London; but never took her with him. The only woman at home

now, beside herself, was an elderly person, who acted as cook and

housekeeper, and who had been in their service for many years. It was

very lonely sometimes not having a companion of her own age and sex;

but she had got tolerably used to bear it, and to amuse herself with her

books, and music, and flowers.

Thus far she chatted about herself quite freely; but when I tried, even

in the vaguest manner, to lead her into discussing the causes of

her strangely secluded life, she looked so distressed, and became so

suddenly silent, that I naturally refrained from saying another word on

that topic. One conclusion, however, I felt tolerably sure that I had

drawn correctly from what she said: her father’s conduct toward her,

though not absolutely blamable or grossly neglectful on any point,

had still never been of a nature to make her ardently fond of him. He

performed the ordinary parental duties rigidly and respectably enough;

but he had apparently not cared to win all the filial love which his

daughter would have bestowed on a more affectionate man.

When, after reflecting on what Alicia had told me, I began to call to

mind what I had been able to observe for myself, I found ample materials

to excite my curiosity in relation to the doctor, if not my distrust.

I have already described how I heard the clang of the heavy door, on the

occasion of my first visit to the red-brick house. The next day, when

the doctor again took leave of me in the hall, I hit on a plan for

seeing the door as well as hearing it. I dawdled on my way out, till I

heard the clang again; then pretended to remember some important message

which I had forgotten to give to the doctor, and with a look of innocent

hurry ran upstairs to overtake him. The disguised workman ran after

me with a shout of “Stop!” I was conveniently deaf to him--reached the

first floor landing--and arrived at a door which shut off the whole

staircase higher up; an iron door, as solid as if it belonged to a

banker’s strong-room, and guarded millions of money. I returned to the

hall, inattentive to the servant’s not over-civil remonstrances, and,

saying that I would wait till I saw the doctor again, left the house.

The next day two pale-looking men, in artisan costume, came up to the

gate at the same time as I did, each carrying a long wooden box under

his arm, strongly bound with iron. I tried to make them talk while we

were waiting for admission, but neither of them would go beyond “Yes,”

or “No”; and both had, to my eyes, some unmistakably sinister lines in

their faces. The next day the houskeeping cook came to the door--a buxom

old woman with a look and a ready smile, and something in her manner

which suggested that she had not begun life quite so respectably as she

was now ending it. She seemed to be decidedly satisfied with my personal

appearance; talked to me on indifferent matters with great glibness;

but suddenly became silent and diplomatic the moment I looked toward the

stair and asked innocently if she had to go up and down them often in

the course of the day. As for the doctor himself he was unapproachable

on the subject of the mysterious upper regions. If I introduced

chemistry in general into the conversation he begged me not to spoil his

happy holiday hours with his daughter and me, by leading him back to his

work-a-day thoughts. If I referred to his own experiments in particular

he always made a joke about being afraid of my chemical knowledge, and

of my wishing to anticipate him in his discoveries. In brief, after a

week’s run of the lower regions, the upper part of the red-brick

house and the actual nature of its owner’s occupations still remained

impenetrable mysteries to me, pry, ponder, and question as I might.

Thinking of this on the river-bank, in connection with the distressing

scene which I had just had with Alicia, I found that the mysterious

obstacle at which she had hinted, the mysterious life led by her

father, and the mysterious top of the house that had hitherto defied

my curiosity, all three connected themselves in my mind as links of the

same chain. The obstacle to my marrying Alicia was the thing that most

troubled me. If I only found out what it was, and if I made light of

it (which I was resolved beforehand to do, let it be what it might), I

should most probably end by overcoming her scruples, and taking her away

from the ominous red-brick house in the character of my wife. But how

was I to make the all-important discovery?

Cudgeling my brains for an answer to this question, I fell at last into

reasoning upon it, by a process of natural logic, something after this

fashion: The mysterious top of the house is connected with the

doctor, and the doctor is connected with the obstacle which has made

wretchedness between Alicia and me. If I can only get to the top of the

house, I may get also to the root of the obstacle. It is a dangerous and

an uncertain experiment; but, come what may of it, I will try and find

out, if human ingenuity can compass the means, what Doctor Dulcifer’s

occupation really is, on the other side of that iron door.

Having come to this resolution (and deriving, let me add,

parenthetically, great consolation from it), the next subject of

consideration was the best method of getting safely into the top regions

of the house.

Picking the lock of the iron door was out of the question, from the

exposed nature of the situation which that mysterious iron barrier

occupied. My only possible way to the second floor lay by the back of

the house. I had looked up at it two or three times, while walking

in the garden after dinner with Alicia. What had I brought away in

my memory as the result of that casual inspection of my host’s back

premises? Several fragments of useful information.

In the first place, one of the most magnificent vines I had ever seen

grew against the back wall of the house, trained carefully on a strong

trellis-work. In the second place, the middle first-floor back window

looked out on a little stone balcony, built on the top of the porch

over the garden door. In the third place, the back windows of the

second floor had been open, on each occasion when I had seen them--most

probably to air the house, which could not be ventilated from the front

during the hot summer weather, in consequence of the shut-up condition

of all the windows thereabouts. In the fourth place, hard by the

coach-house in which Doctor Dulcifer’s neat gig was put up, there was a

tool-shed, in which the gardener kept his short pruning-ladder. In the

fifth and last place, outside the stable in which Doctor Dulcifer’s

blood mare lived in luxurious solitude, was a dog-kennel with a large

mastiff chained to it night and day. If I could only rid myself of the

dog--a gaunt, half-starved brute, made savage and mangy by perpetual

confinement--I did not see any reason to despair of getting in

undiscovered at one of the second-floor windows--provided I waited until

a sufficiently late hour, and succeeded in scaling the garden wall at

the back of the house.

Life without Alicia being not worth having, I determined to risk the

thing that very night.

Going back at once to the town of Barkingham, I provided myself with a

short bit of rope, a little bull’s-eye lantern, a small screwdriver, and

a nice bit of beef chemically adapted for the soothing of troublesome

dogs. I then dressed, disposed of these things neatly in my coat

pockets, and went to the doctor’s to dinner. In one respect,

Fortune favored my audacity. It was the sultriest day of the whole

season--surely they could not think of shutting up the second-floor back

windows to-night!

Alicia was pale and silent. The lovely brown eyes, when they looked

at me, said as plainly as in words, “We have been crying a great deal,

Frank, since we saw you last.” The little white fingers gave mine a

significant squeeze--and that was all the reference that passed between

us to what happened in the morning. She sat through the dinner bravely;

but, when the dessert came, left us for the night, with a few shy,

hurried words about the excessive heat of the weather being too much

for her. I rose to open the door, and exchanged a last meaning look with

her, as she bowed and went by me. Little did I think that I should have

to live upon nothing but the remembrance of that look for many weary

days that were yet to come.

The doctor was in excellent spirits, and almost oppressively hospitable.

We sat sociably chatting over our claret till past eight o’clock. Then

my host turned to his desk to write a letter before the post want out;

and I strolled away to smoke a cigar in the garden.

Second-floor back windows all open, atmosphere as sultry as ever,

gardener’s pruning-ladder quite safe in the tool-shed, savage mastiff

in his kennel crunching his bones for supper. Good. The dog will not be

visited again tonight: I may throw my medicated bit of beef at once into

his kennel. I acted on the idea immediately; the dog seized his piece of

beef; I heard a snap, a wheeze, a choke, and a groan--and there was the

mastiff disposed of, inside the kennel, where nobody could find out that

he was dead till the time came for feeding him the next morning.

I went back to the doctor; we had a social glass of cold

brandy-and-water together; I lighted another cigar, and took my leave.

My host being too respectable a man not to keep early country hours, I

went away, as usual, about ten. The mysterious man-servant locked the

gate behind me. I sauntered on the road back to Barkingham for about

five minutes, then struck off sharp for the plantation, lighted

my lantern with the help of my cigar and a brimstone match of that

barbarous period, shut down the slide again, and made for the garden

wall.

It was formidably high, and garnished horribly with broken bottles;

but it was also old, and when I came to pick at the mortar with my

screw-driver, I found it reasonably rotten with age and damp.

I removed four bricks to make footholes in different positions up the

wall. It was desperately hard and long work, easy as it may sound in

description--especially when I had to hold on by the top of the wall,

with my flat opera hat (as we used to call it in those days) laid, as a

guard, between my hand and the glass, while I cleared a way through the

sharp bottle-ends for my other hand and my knees. This done, my great

difficulty was vanquished; and I had only to drop luxuriously into a

flower-bed on the other side of the wall.

Perfect stillness in the garden: no sign of a light anywhere at the back

of the house: first-floor windows all shut: second-floor windows still

open. I fetched the pruning-ladder; put it against the side of the

porch; tied one end of my bit of rope to the top round of it; took the

other end in my mouth, and prepared to climb to the balcony over the

porch by the thick vine branches and the trellis-work.

No man who has had any real experience of life can have failed to

observe how amazingly close, in critical situations, the grotesque

and the terrible, the comic and the serious, contrive to tread on each

other’s heels. At such times, the last thing we ought properly to

think of comes into our heads, or the least consistent event that could

possibly be expected to happen does actually occur. When I put my

life in danger on that memorable night, by putting my foot on the

trellis-work, I absolutely thought of the never-dying Lady Malkinshaw

plunged in refreshing slumber, and of the frantic exclamations Mr.

Batterbury would utter if he saw what her ladyship’s grandson was

doing with his precious life and limbs at that critical moment. I am no

hero--I was fully aware of the danger to which I was exposing myself;

and yet I protest that I caught myself laughing under my breath, with

the most outrageous inconsistency, at the instant when I began the

ascent of the trellis-work.

I reached the balcony over the porch in safety, depending more upon

the tough vine branches than the trellis-work during my ascent. My next

employment was to pull up the pruning-ladder, as softly as possible,

by the rope which I held attached to it. This done, I put the ladder

against the house wall, listened, measured the distance to the open

second-floor window with my eye, listened again--and, finding all quiet,

began my second and last ascent. The ladder was comfortably long, and I

was conveniently tall; my hand was on the window-sill--I mounted another

two rounds--and my eyes were level with the interior of the room.

Suppose any one should be sleeping there!

I listened at the window attentively before I ventured on taking my

lantern out of my coatpocket. The night was so quite and airless that

there was not the faintest rustle among the leaves in the garden beneath

me to distract my attention. I listened. The breathing of the lightest

of sleepers must have reached my ear, through that intense stillness, if

the room had been a bedroom, and the bed were occupied. I heard nothing

but the quick beat of my own heart. The minutes of suspense were passing

heavily--I laid my other hand over the window-sill, then a moment of

doubt came--doubt whether I should carry the adventure any further. I

mastered my hesitation directly--it was too late for second thoughts.

“Now for it!” I whispered to myself, and got in at the window.

To wait, listening again, in the darkness of that unknown region, was

more than I had courage for. The moment I was down on the floor, I

pulled the lantern out of my pocket and raised the shade.

So far, so good--I found myself in a dirty lumber-room. Large pans, some

of them cracked and more of them broken; empty boxes bound with iron, of

the same sort as those I had seen the workmen bringing in at the front

gate; old coal sacks; a packing-case full of coke; and a huge, cracked,

mouldy blacksmith’s bellows--these were the principal objects that I

observed in the lumber-room. The one door leading out of it was open,

as I had expected it would be, in order to let the air through the back

window into the house. I took off my shoes, and stole into the passage.

My first impulse, the moment I looked along it, was to shut down my

lantern-shade, and listen again.

Still I heard nothing; but at the far end of the passage I saw a bright

light pouring through the half-opened door of one of the mysterious

front rooms.

I crept softly toward it. A decidedly chemical smell began to steal into

my nostrils--and, listening again, I thought I heard above me, and

in some distant room, a noise like the low growl of a large furnace,

muffled in some peculiar manner. Should I retrace my steps in that

direction? No--not till I had seen something of the room with the bright

light, outside of which I was now standing. I bent forward softly;

looking by little and little further and further through the opening of

the door, until my head and shoulders were fairly inside the room, and

my eyes had convinced me that no living soul, sleeping or waking, was in

any part of it at that particular moment. Impelled by a fatal curiosity,

I entered immediately, and began to look about me with eager eyes.

I saw iron ladles, pans full of white sand, files with white metal left

glittering in their teeth, molds of plaster of Paris, bags containing

the same material in powder, a powerful machine with the name and use

of which I was theoretically not unacquainted, white metal in a

partially-fused state, bottles of aquafortis, dies scattered over a

dresser, crucibles, sandpaper, bars of metal, and edged tools in plenty,

of the strangest construction. I was not at all a scrupulous man, as

the reader knows by this time; but when I looked at these objects, and

thought of Alicia, I could not for the life of me help shuddering. There

was not the least doubt about it, even after the little I had seen:

the important chemical pursuits to which Doctor Dulcifer was devoting

himself, meant, in plain English and in one word--Coining.

Did Alicia know what I knew now, or did she only suspect it?

Whichever way I answered that question in my own mind, I could be no

longer at any loss for an explanation of her behavior in the meadow

by the stream, or of that unnaturally gloomy, downcast look which

overspread her face when her father’s pursuits were the subject of

conversation. Did I falter in my resolution to marry her, now that I had

discovered what the obstacle was which had made mystery and wretchedness

between us? Certainly not. I was above all prejudices. I was the

least particular of mankind. I had no family affection in my way--and,

greatest fact of all, I was in love. Under those circumstances what

Rogue of any spirit would have faltered? After the first shock of the

discovery was over, my resolution to be Alicia’s husband was settled

more firmly than ever.

There was a little round table in a corner of the room furthest from

the door, which I had not yet examined. A feverish longing to look at

everything within my reach--to penetrate to the innermost recesses of

the labyrinth in which I had involved myself--consumed me. I went to the

table, and saw upon it, ranged symmetrically side by side, four objects

which looked like thick rulers wrapped up in silver paper. I opened the

paper at the end of one of the rulers, and found that it was composed of

half-crowns. I had closed the paper again, and was just raising my head

from the table over which it had been bent, when my right cheek came

in contact with something hard and cold. I started back--looked up--and

confronted Doctor Dulcifer, holding a pistol at my right temple.

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