Chapter LXI

The News Reaches Cambridge

The tidings of John Caldigate's pardon reached Cambridge on the Saturday

morning, and was communicated in various shapes. Official letters from

the Home Office were written to the governor of the jail and to the

sub-sheriff, to Mr. Seely who was still acting as attorney on behalf of

the prisoner, and to Caldigate himself. The latter was longer than the

others, and contained a gracious expression of Her Majesty's regret that

he as an innocent person should have been subjected to imprisonment. The

Secretary of State also was described as being keenly sensible of the

injustice which had been perpetrated by the unfortunate and most unusual

circumstances of the case. As the Home Office had decided that the man

was to be considered innocent, it decided also on the expression of its

opinion without a shadow of remaining doubt. And the news reached

Cambridge in other ways by the same post. William Bolton wrote both to

his father and brother, and Mr. Brown the Under-Secretary sent a private

letter to the old squire at Folking, of which further mention shall be

made. Before church time on the Sunday morning, the fact that John

Caldigate was to be released, or had been released from prison, was

known to all Cambridge.

Caldigate himself had borne his imprisonment on the whole well. He had

complained but little to those around him, and had at once resolved to

endure the slowly passing two years with silent fortitude,--as a brave

man will resolve to bear any evil for which there is no remedy. But a

more wretched man than he was after the first week of bitterness could

hardly be found. Fortitude has no effect in abating such misery other

than what may come from an absence of fretful impatience. The man who

endures all that the tormentors can do to him without a sign, simply

refuses to acknowledge the agonies inflicted. So it was with Caldigate.

Though he obeyed with placid readiness all the prison instructions, and

composed his features and seemed almost to smile when that which was to

be exacted from him was explained, he ate his heart in dismay as he

counted the days, the hours, the minutes, and then calculated the amount

of misery that was in store for him. And there was so much more for him

to think of than his own condition. He knew of course that he was

innocent of the crime imputed to him;--but would it not be the same to

his wife and child as though he had been in truth guilty? Would not his

boy to his dying day be regarded as illegitimate? And though he had been

wrongly condemned, had not all this come in truth from his own fault?

And when that eternity of misery within the prison walls should have

come to an end,--if he could live through it so as to see the end of

it,--what would then be his fate, and what his duty? He had perfect

trust in his wife; but who could say what two years might do,--two

years during which she would be subjected to the pressure of all her

friends? Where should he find her when the months had passed? And if she

were no longer at Folking, would she come back to him? He was sure,

nearly sure, that he could not claim her as his wife. And were she

still minded to share her future lot with him, in what way should he

treat her? If that horrid woman was his wife in the eye of the law,--and

he feared though hardly knew that it would be so,--then could not that

other one, who was to him as a part of his own soul, be his wife also?

What would become of his child, who, as far as he could see, would not

be his child at all in the eye of the law? Even while he was still a

free man, still uncondemned, an effort had been made to rob him of his

wife and boy,--an effort which for a time had seemed to be successful.

How would Hester be able to withstand such attempts when they would be

justified by a legal decision that she was not his wife,--and could

not become his wife while that other woman was alive? Such thoughts as

these did not tend to relieve the weariness of his days.

The only person from the outside world whom he was allowed to see during

the three months of his incarceration was Mr. Seely, and with him he had

two interviews. From the time of the verdict Mr. Seely was still engaged

in making those enquiries as to the evidence of which we have heard so

much, and though he was altogether unsympathetic and incredulous, still

he did his duty. He had told his client that these enquiries were being

made, and had, on his second visit, informed him of the arrival of Dick

Shand. But he had never spoken with hope, and had almost ridiculed

Bagwax with his postage-stamps and postmarks. When Caldigate first heard

that Dick was in England,--for a minute or two,--he allowed himself to

be full of hope. But the attorney had dashed his hopes. What was Shand's

evidence against the testimony of four witnesses who had borne the fire

of cross-examination? Their character was not very good, but Dick's was,

if possible, worse. Mr. Seely did not think that Dick's word would go

for much. He could simply say that, as far as he knew, there had been no

marriage. And in this Mr. Seely had been right, for Dick's word had not

gone for much. Then, when Crinkett and Mrs. Smith had been arrested, no

tidings had reached him of that further event. It had been thought best

that nothing as to that should be communicated to him till the result

should be known.

Thus it had come to pass that when the tidings reached the prison he was

not in a state of expectation. The governor of the prison knew what was

going on, and had for days been looking for the order of release. But he

had not held himself to be justified in acquainting his prisoner with

the facts. The despatches to him and to Caldigate from the Home Office

were marked immediate, and by the courtesy of the postmaster were given

in at the prison gates before daylight. Caldigate was still asleep when

the door of the cell was opened by the governor in person and the

communication was made to him as he lay for the last time stretched on

his prison pallet. 'You can get up a free man, Mr. Caldigate,' said the

governor, with his hand on his prisoner's shoulder. 'I have here the

Queen's pardon. It has reached me this morning.' Caldigate got up and

looked at the man as though he did not at first understand the words

that had been spoken. 'It is true, Mr. Caldigate. Here is my

authority,--and this, no doubt, is a communication of the same nature to

yourself.' Then Caldigate took the letter, and, with his mind still

bewildered, made himself acquainted with the gratifying fact that all

the big-wigs were very sorry for the misfortune which had befallen him.

In his state of mind, as it then was, he was by no means disposed to

think much of the injustice done to him. He had in store for him, for

immediate use, a whole world of glorious bliss. There was his house, his

property, his farm, his garden, and the free air. And there would be the

knowledge of all those around him that he had not done the treacherous

thing of which those wretches had accused him.

And added to all this, and above all this, there would be his wife and

his child! It was odd enough that a word from the mouth of an exalted

Parliamentary personage should be able to give him back one wife and

release him from another,--in opposition to the decision of the

law,--should avail to restore to his boy the name and birthright of

which he had been practically deprived, and should, by a stroke of his

pen, undo all that had been done by the combined efforts of jury, judge,

and prosecutor! But he found that so it was. He was pardoned, forsooth,

as though he were still a guilty man! Yet he would have back his wife

and child, and no one could gainsay him.

'When can I go?' he said, jumping from his bed.

'When you please;--now, at once. But you had better come into the house

and breakfast with me first.'

'If I may I would rather go instantly. Can you send for a carriage for

me?' Then the governor endeavoured to explain to him that it would be

better for his wife, and more comfortable for everybody concerned, that

she should have been enabled to expect him, if it were only for an hour

or two, before his arrival. A communication would doubtless have been

made from the Home Office to some one at Folking, and as that would be

sent out by the foot-postman it would not be received before nine in the

morning.

But Caldigate would not allow himself to be persuaded. As for eating

before he had seen the dear ones at home, that he declared to be

impossible. A vision of what that breakfast might be to him with his own

wife at his side came before his eyes, and therefore a messenger was at

once sent for the vehicle.

But the postmaster, who from the beginning had never been a believer in

the Australian wife, and, being a Liberal, was staunch to the Caldigate

side of the question, would not allow the letter addressed to the old

squire to be retained for the slow operations of the regular messenger,

but sent it off manfully by horse express, before the dawn of day, so

that it reached the old squire almost as soon as the other letters

reached the prison. The squire, who was an early man, was shaving

himself when the despatch was brought into his room with an intimation

that the boy on horseback wanted to know what he was to do next. The boy

of course got his breakfast and Mr. Caldigate read his letter, which was

as follows:--

'HOME OFFICE,--_October_, 187-.

'My DEAR SIR,--When you did me the honour of calling upon me here I

was able to do no more than express my sympathy as to the misfortune

which had fallen upon your family, and to explain to you, I fear not

very efficiently, that at that moment the mouths of all of us here

were stopped by official prudence as to the matter which was

naturally so near your heart. I have now the very great pleasure of

informing you that the Secretary of State has this morning received

her Majesty's command to issue a pardon for your son. The official

intimation will be sent to him and to the county authorities by this

post, and by the time that this reaches you he will be a free man.

'In writing to you, I need hardly explain that the form of a pardon

from the Throne is the only mode allowed by the laws of the country

for setting aside a verdict which has been found in error upon false

evidence. Unfortunately, perhaps, we have not the means of annulling

a criminal conviction by a second trial; and therefore, on such

occasions as this,--occasions which are very rare,--we have but this

lame way of redressing a great grievance. I am happy to think that

in this case the future effect will be as complete as though the

verdict had been reversed. As to the suffering which has been

already endured by your son, by his much-injured wife, and by

yourself, I am aware that no redress can be given.

It is one of those cases in which the honest and good have to

endure a portion of the evil produced by the dishonesty of the

wicked. I can only add to this my best wishes for your son's

happiness on his return to his home, and express a hope that you

will understand that I would most willingly have made your visit to

the Home Office more satisfactory had it been within my power to do

so.--Believe me, very faithfully yours,

'SEPTIMUS BROWN.'

He had not read this letter to the end, and had hardly washed the soap

from his face, before he was in his daughter-in-law's room. She was

there with her child, still in bed,--thinking, thinking, thinking

whether there would ever come an end to her misery. 'It has come,' said

the old man.

'What has come?' she asked, jumping up with the baby in her arms. But

she knew what had come, for he had the letter open in his hands.

'They have pardoned him. The absurdity of the thing! Pardoning a man

whom they know to be innocent, and to have been injured!'

But the 'absurdity of the thing,' as the old squire very naturally

called it, was nothing to her now. He was to come back to her. She would

be in his arms that day. On that very day she would once again hold up

her boy to be kissed by his father.

'Where is he? When will he come? Of course I will go to him! You will

make them have the waggonnette at once; will you not? I will be dressed

in five minutes if you will go. Of course I will go to fetch him.'

But this the squire would not allow. The carriage should be sent, of

course, and if it met his son on the road, as was probable, there would

be no harm done. But it would not be well that the greeting between the

husband and the wife should be in public. So he went out to order the

carriage and to prepare himself to accompany it, leaving her to think

of her happiness and to make herself ready for the meeting. But when

left to herself she could hardly compose herself so as to brush her hair

and give herself those little graces which should be pleasant to his

eye. 'Papa is coming,' she said to her boy over and over again. 'Papa is

coming back. Papa will be here; your own, own, own papa.' Then she threw

aside the black gown, which she had worn since he left her, and chose

for her wear one which he himself had taken pride in buying for

her,--the first article of her dress in the choice of which he had been

consulted as her husband; and with quick unsteady hand she pulled out

some gay ribbon for her baby. Yes;--she and her boy would once again be

bright for his sake;--for his sake there should again be gay ribbons and

soft silks. 'Papa is coming, my own one; your own, own papa!' and then

she smothered the child with kisses.

While they were sitting at breakfast at Puritan Grange, the same news

reached Mr. and Mrs. Bolton. The letter to the old man from his son in

town was very short, merely stating that the authorities at the Home

Office had at last decided that Caldigate should be released from

prison. The writer knew that his father would be prepared for this news

by his brother; and all that could be said in the way of argument had

been said already. The letters which came to Puritan Grange were few in

number, and were generally addressed to the lady. The banker's letters

were all received at the house of business in the town. 'What is it?'

asked the wife, as soon as she saw the long official envelope. But he

read it to the end very slowly before he vouchsafed her any reply. 'It

has to do with that wretched man in prison,' she said. 'What is it?'

'He is in prison no longer.'

'They have let him escape?'

'The Queen has pardoned him because he was not guilty.'

'The Queen! As though she could know whether he be guilty or innocent.

What can the Queen know of the manner of his life in foreign

parts,--before he had taken my girl away from me?'

'He never married the woman. Let there be no more said about it. He

never married her.'

But Mrs. Bolton, though she was not victorious, was not to be silenced

by a single word. No more about it, indeed! There must be very much more

about it. 'If she was not his wife, she was worse,' she said.

'He has repented of that.'

'Repented!' she said, with scorn. What very righteous person ever

believed in the repentance of an enemy?

'Why should he not repent?'

'He has had leisure in jail.'

'Let us hope that he has used it. At any rate he is her husband. There

are not many days left to me here. Let me at least see my daughter

during the few that remain to me.'

'Do I not want to see my own child?'

'I will see her and her boy;--and I will have them called by the name

which is theirs. And he shall come,--if he will. Who are you, or who am

I, that we shall throw in his teeth the sins of his youth?' Then she

became sullen and there was not a word more said between them that

morning. But after breakfast the old gardener was sent into town for a

fly, and Mr. Bolton was taken to the bank.

'And what are we to do now?' asked Mrs. Robert Bolton of her husband,

when the tidings were made known to her also at her breakfast-table.

'We must take it as a fact that she is his wife.'

'Of course, my dear. If the Secretary of State were to say that I was

his wife, I suppose I should have to take it as a fact.'

'If he said that you were a goose it might be nearer the mark.'

'Really! But a goose must know what she is to do.'

'You must write her a letter and call her Mrs. Caldigate. That will be

an acknowledgment.'

'And what shall I say to her?'

'Ask her to come here, if you will.'

'And him?'

'And him, too. The fact is we have got to swallow it all. I was sure

that he had married that woman, and then of course I wanted to get

Hester away from him. Now I believe that he never married her, and

therefore we must make the best of him as Hester's husband.'

'You used to like him.'

'Yes;--and perhaps I shall again. But why on earth did he pay twenty

thousand pounds to those miscreants? That is what I could not get over.

It was that which made me sure he was guilty. It is that which still

puzzles me so that I can hardly make up my mind to be quite sure that he

is innocent. But still we have to be sure. Perhaps the miracle will be

explained some day.'

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